#i feel like ripping my hair out!

[atrial-ofhorror-if]

I have no idea why this gargoyle sex scene is so hard to write but I will prevail ☝🏿☝🏿☝🏿☝🏿!!

#maybes its the anatomy part thats difficult? #or maybe im jus not in a sexy mood??? #i feel like ripping my hair out! #nsfwish? #summi rambles #a trial of horror #atoh #if wip #twine game

[shoganaiiii]

human al

#honestly dont know what to feel with this one #like- i like it.... #but its also foking hideous #went through the 5 stages of grief ngl #had me almost ripping my hair out cuz I AM NOT satisfied with this #AT ALL #but i didn't want to delete it cuz this sketch went through war before i gave up #hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin fanart #alastor #alastor fanart #human alastor #radio demon #radio demon fanart #my artwork #my art #hazbin hotel x reader #hazbin x reader #alastor x reader

[medicalunprofessional]

#psychonauts #gristol malik #theodore malik #<-Yeah. Hes there #psychonauts 2 spoiler #nightmaretheater #time on canvas: 8 hours #also YES this is psychonauts fanart. I prommy. Iii prommy. its gristol when he was younger #rips my hair out rips my eyes out #Hi Ugly. Points at him #travel back in time and take him away from his parents Okay #you will get my message #as much as i hate him i feel he must be understood at some level. #im not saying we should excuse or forgive him. No. We need to understand why he turned out like that #(its his parents (he only knows propaganda)) #i have so much to say on the topic . i have been consumed by thoughts of him #kind of upsetting how the one guy with a cluster b personality disorder gets No Understanding in the Understanding Mentally Ill People game #<-once again. Not excusing his actions #also yeah sorry i had to unleash the rendering demons oops

[mettywiththenotes]

I like to imagine Kudou "Got together with Yoichi in less than 2 months" is infuriated with Izuku "Miscommunication with Kacchan for 10+ years" Midoriya

He is tapping his foot waiting for those kids to talk and kiss already

#he wasn't even there all those years but he sees the way izuku acts around bakugou and wants to rip his hair out #kudou: back in my day we didn't beat around the bush like this. we didn't have time to. #kudou: we just confessed and kissed because the world was in chaos and you didn't know whether it would be your last day on earth or not! #izuku looking at yoichi: First... please help #it would probably be like that #or maybe #izuku: its hard to explain but me and kacchan... we've only just started talking normally again and i can't mess that up #izuku annoyed: it's a lot more complicated than what you think it is #smthg like that idk lol #i feel like izuku would overthink whether the crush is mutual or not because of their history #and kudou's 2 seconds away from grabbing him by the shirt (?) and telling him to confess already #for their (the vestiges) sakes #bnha #bnha manga spoilers #kudoichi #bakudeku #mettys posts #metty posts #bnha spoilers #kudou #izuku midoriya

[just-null-cult]

the way you drew kokichi .. i think im ascending to the heavens .. i see the light .. chest collapsing .. heartbeat flatlining ..

oho, a Kokichi enjoyer!! tysm!! it was my first time drawing him at the time so im glad i didnt fail him. i dont want to fail any of the kyoto group. i love them all!! even w my clear favoritism

he's nice too, a bit more expressive than Noritoshi so i can finally draw something that isnt :| or >:( even if it isnt by much- i like him too

I like how he's both a dick but also kinda sweet. He's a different flavor of tsun... i can use this. my knowledge on him is limited but FROM WHAT I SAW IN THE WIKI OH MY GOD???????? OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!! KOKICHI!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#muta kokichi #kokichi muta #mechamaru #kokichi muta x reader #mechamaru x reader #? i guess #double post lets go im tryna be as fast as lightning #woah a non noritoshi post... crazy....... #my hands feel tingly and weird #my blog is so yume centric that my one track mind made you a love interest right off the bat #fuck it. everyone's in love w you unless stated otherwise #congrats. youre a harem leader/protag now except i have a strong bias towards one guy unless asked abt someone else #AND I JUST FOUND OUT MORE ABT KOKICHI???? WHY AM I FUCKING CRYING????? DUDE WHAT THE FUCK #OH NO THIS IS NOT CORRECT.. IS THIS WHAT SHIBUYA ARC IS???? DUDE #IM GONNA RIP OUT MY HAIR. THIS CANNOT BE. I CANT FAWN OVER ANOTHER CHARACTER W SO LITTLE SCREEN TIME AND CONTENT GOD PLEASE #HE GIVES SO MANY VIBES..... LIKE FUCKED UP 'i'll sacrifice the world for you' VIBES AND ITS MAKING MY BRAIN KRCHAKKRCHAKKRCHACK #kokichi muta... another hidden gem.... wipes tear #we'll treat you right kokichi... sobs. there there

[doriandrifting]

No but it really is insane that at that very moment, Mike is grappling with two things: 1) his belief that the painting is for someone Will has feelings for and 2) the knowledge that the painting is for him. And he’s smiling.

#beating a dead horse but sometimes I feel crazy about the simplest things #ripping my hair out #it’s like the moment before a car crash #although poor Mikes thoughts were probably more like “oh it’s not for someone he likes. it’s for me. ☺️” #byler #mike wheeler #i know what you are #will byers

[mythtiide]

normal fuhrungskommando activity

bonus:

#signalis #signalis falke #signalis adler #and also kolibri but shes here for the visual equivalent to 2 seconds so i feel like i shouldnt tag her #also fun fact i wanted to make the bonus a mini comic but i couldnt get the first panel right 😔 #anyways heres them properly (kinda) making out! yippee #i have a love hate relationship with drawing kisses . it makes me wanna rip my HAIR out but when i get the finished product im like woaaaah #so cool #im slowly crawling out of art block one falkler doodle at a time #myth.art #suggestive

[morn1e]

it is anything but

#postal 2 #postal oc #ermm…please do ask abt her…. *twirls hair #i am still learning how 2 draw dude so this will b a fun progress. #i hope u guys r accepting of oc x canon bcuz i do not feel like getting my throat ripped out by yet an another fandom #ocs desing may change but ermmmm.this is all i got #still very upset.goodnight #pdude #marnie #oopie

[jesse-cosay]

Hey does the Infinity Train fandom ever have any Big Bangs? Can we do that? I want to do that. Please. I'd participate in all the categories I could organize, why aren't we doing a Big Bang I just wanna talk-

#infinity train #guys im so /srs #Ive been scrolling through resbang tags for forever #and i havent seen anything in the infinity trains tagged with it #but i feel like itd be SO FUN TO DOOO #obviously its not ship themed or book themed just a general fandom thing but i think thats what would make it so exciting 😭😭 #big bang #someone talk to me im gonna rip my hair out

[xieliancore]

modern kazuscara!

#kazuscara #kazuscara fanart #genshin impact #genshin impact fanart #scaramouche #scaramouche fanart #kazuha fanart #kaedehara kazuha #i did not care about this ship till two night ago when i was bored and read a 100k words fic about them and now im obsessed hello #also my art is so bad lately i wanna rip my hair out #and cry bc i feel like im wasting my time #my art

[tickletails]

Okay so theres this panel from the comics showing prismo peeling off the wall and when he does you can see this starry/cosmic stuff on his "back" (see below) anyway the point of this post is that I think he would be ticklish there

#im genuinely insane please dont look at me #tail talk #rips my hair out #is this too niche. i feel like its too niche OH WELL!

[orangechickenpillow]

"You were handsome... shy. You'd never been kissed."

"You taught me how."

#feeling totally normal and cool emotions about this scene #(i am ripping my hair out and clawing at the walls) #(i am wailing like an ill victorian maiden) #bg3 spoilers #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #baldurs gate astarion #astarion #baldurs queue

[miutonium]

Middle-aged man in the middle of mid-life crisis 🤝 Girlfriend who likes to dress up accordingly to support their man in mid-life crisis

Also putting my commission info here heehee

#Utonium on mid-life crisis is giving me feelings like excuse me that hair extension is ugly #but as Utonium's girlfriend that extension is also unintentionally sexy and I want to rip it off sexily aha #im sorry but akdjekdilq i just really like dressing up my ships like its my fav everrlsjdlapaksjql #also while doing this I just found out that grid girls doesnt exist anymore in f1 lol #asukart #selfship #selfshipping #selfship community #selfshipping community #selfship art #self insert #self insert art #self insert community #oc x canon #professor utonium #ppg professor #self insert oc

[jeanivere]

quick little young garrett redraw/painting practice

i never paint or color any of my pieces so i thought i'd just do it cuz i kinda suck and need the practice also i just like drawing garrett

#garrett thief #fanart #thief gold #thief series #digital art #my art #thief game #thief the dark project #forgive me for not drawing his hand #i simply didnt feel like doing that #also i tried doing this in the og color palette first #instead of doing it in grayscale #and it made me sob and rip my hair out #anyway baby garrett #he has been yassified #sorry shrug emoji

[hellsingmongrel]

So, bit of ramblings on my Post-Trimax Wolfwood headcanons.

Man, one of my favorite tropes in media is a character who's spirit lingers on after they've died, but it's usually something you only see in fanfic, so I cannot get over how FUCKING FERAL I was when I realized that it was legit a thing in Trimax, and that Wolfwood was the one we actually got to see, legitimately talking to the people he'd left behind and confirming that ghosts in the canon weren't just hallucinations or something! Like yeah, we saw Tessla leading the boys to her body, but since her ghost was never mentioned again, it could have easily have been written off as a fluke, right?

NOPE. They are real and they linger after to watch over the people they care about or to send messages to the people who are still alive! And the fact that the character who had just wormed his way into being just as beloved to me as my favorite character (Which NEVER happens, I usually only have enough brain cells for one at a time!) and that we had just had our hearts ripped to shreds watching him die was also the one we got to know had definitely stayed behind to watch over the people he loved just makes me SO HAPPY! I rp that asshole from time to time, and I just love exploring the implications of it!

I play him like he's been there a LONG TIME. When he died, Rem was there, watching over Vash, but when Knives spent the last of his energy, she chose to move on with him, now that she knew Wolfwood would be there to keep watch over Vash, and he took it SERIOUSLY. He's been waiting so long, he's lost his sense of time, he thinks it's only been a couple decades when it's been CENTURIES. And the time has softened his own trauma, he's gone from being surly and angry and defensive to being at peace and finding comfort in the fact that its allowed him to see more of Vash's life than he ever would have been able to live long enough to see when he was alive. And it's given him time to notice just how unwell Vash is, how broken he is, watching over him when he thinks he's alone and lets himself break down.

But it's also made Wolfwood a bit unwell in his own way; as time went on and the people he knew in life began to pass away, too, his interest in paying attention to what the people around them were doing wained, and his dedication to watching over Vash until it was his time to pass on became a strange sort of dependence. He loses his sense of self, in a way, until the most important thing in his existence is being there for Vash, waiting for him, having long-since accepted that when the time comes, it'll be over and he's alright with that.

He's happy, but to the perspective of a living person, it would seem TWISTED in a way. He still thinks he's a damned soul, stealing more time than he's allowed and only damning himself further by doing so, and he just knows that when he gets to walk Vash into whatever comes after for them, they'll be separated again, for the last time, and there won't be any coming back from it that time, because Vash is too good, too kind, too HOLY to ever be damned. But it's fine. Wolfwood knew he was damned long before his death, and time has just given him the chance to make peace with it and simply be happy with the fact that at least he'll be able to be with Vash when he can move on to wherever good people go at the end. And yet when it happens, Vash feels the same way about himself, so certain that he's the one who's damned, and their reunion is wonderful and painful and terrifying for both of them in different ways.

He's even worse with interacting with people, once he's forced to interact with the living. I play Wolfwood in a game where he stumbles into revealing himself after spending centuries never letting himself be seen, and he worries that going "silent" again will upset people. He's spent centuries being a silent shadow, certain that letting Vash know he was there would only cause more suffering for an already unwell mind, so he's forgotten how to interact with tact, blurting out whatever pops into his head because he's only had himself to talk to for all that time. He hurts people without meaning to, begins to suffer from the crisis of worrying that no matter what he does, he's a burden to the people who mourn him, he doesn't belong, his existence is nothing but a constant reminder of what's coming and will only cause the people around him pain. He's both able to be the kind, caring, loving person he might have been if the Eye of Michael had never taken him from the orphanage, and also a HUGE, ANXIOUS WRECK.

And the thing that makes it all worse for him is the fact that when he was dumped into the game I have him in, he was separated from the Vash of his timeline, and now lives in constant fear that he'll never see him again, that he won't be there when he passes on and there won't be anyone to greet him on the other side, alone and never knowing that he was waiting for him. He made a promise to Rem that he'd watch over him for her, that he'd lead him to his final destination where he could be with his family again, and now that he's lost that, what purpose does he have? He's terrified to let go himself, worried he'll pass onto the other side when Vash was right around the corner, but the thought of lingering without finding him again, missing his chance to be there for him when it's his turn, leaves him in an almost constant state of almost-panic.

I also just think it's kind of sweetly poetic, if in the end, he chose to continue the role he'd been forced into; take Vash where he's supposed to be. Only this time, it's his choice, and it won't be to his death. He wants to guide him to where he knows people are waiting for him, where he'll finally be happy and be at peace. He doesn't mind the fact that he's going to Hell, so long as he was able to be the one that leads Vash to the place where he won't have to be in pain ever again.

#Trigun #Trigun Maximum #Nicholas D. Wolfwood #Vash the Stampede #This probably is a bit insufferably angsty #I can't tell #I'm PMSing and having Vashwood feels and I'm making it eveyone else's problem! #But no really though I fuckin' LOVE ghosts in media! #Favorite trope 10/10 would rip my heart out again! #RP musings #Vashwood #Also yeah this may be completely out of character to other people but #S H R U G #This is just where my brain lead me when I started wondering what Wolfwood's ghost did after Trimax #Also I know it doesn't exactly fit canon but his Vash has started developing salt-and-pepper streaks in his black hair #and little age lines because he's like 500 YEARS OLD at that point or something #andI kind of love that mental image #Wolfwood still thinks he's the most beautiful thing on No Man's Land but he's VERY biased and has developed a bit of an unhealthy fixation

[mulletmitsuya]

random tokrev rant ahead !!

when i first started this blog it was going to be for random shitposts, groupchats once in a while, and mostly tokrev analysis but i was so scared of discourse that i just chose to do the funnier stuff 😭. when tokrev was at it's peak i'd be reading 20k+ words of analysis and it was so fun!! but i felt like i couldn't word what i wanted to say properly so that discouraged me but i wish i'd ignored that because there would have been at least one person who understood what i was saying yk?

#anyway #i used to have a tagging system but i forgot so that's my bad #and the thing about discourse is that you could give a person all the canonical facts of the story and they'll still find a way to pretend #that they're right and i personally cannot handle that #i take things very seriously and someone thinking they won a argument when they didn't would make me rip my hair out #so maybe my blog not going into that direction was good for my metal health #i feel like fandom interactions always end up as fights for some reason #why can't two opinions co-exist #let's discuss and have fun why we gotta tell each other to kill ourselves😭 #like i saw a very well thought out and written theory about sanzu having autism or something along those lines #and a comment was like “stop trying to give him excuses he's a terrible villain and he's just crazy blah blah blah” #whole time this person's an izana apologist #like😐 #i love both these characters but a lot of characters in tokrev are more complicated than just a “crazy villain” #and it seems like they understand that about izana so???? #ok i'm done now i hope you guys get what i mean #tokyo revengers #tokyo revengers manga #tokrev