#i had. a lotta thoughts

[missycolorful]

Something really stood out to me during q!Philza's conversation with his eggs when they confronted him about being left behind at Etoiles' house. Because I realized a bit too late what the topic at hand was, and it made me realize why q!Phil was defensive and overexplaining his perspective in a situation where he made a mistake.

Because it's really all about what the situation was: Philza accidentally leaving them behind at Etoiles house. His kids, especially Tallulah, like to joke about being abandoned just for the sake of being dramatic. It's all jokes, yes! But they say as much here, and this time, it's a legitimate statement. He abandoned them, though accidentally. And they took that seriously. And abandon is kind of a scary word here. especially with Tallulah.

Philza knows she doesn't deal with the idea of abandonment well. She doesn't like being left behind, it makes her feel unloved. He doesn't want to do that to her. So when he did something stupid, he tries so hard to let them know that he didn't mean to, that he misunderstood and made a mistake. That he'd never abandon his kids, abandon Tallulah. He's a bit defensive because what they were saying, to him, sounded like they thought what he did was intentional, and that their hurt came from him doing it on purpose. So he overexplains himself so they understand that he wouldn't do that to them.

Of course, the problem is, he did, and even if it's accidental, it's still something that upset them and scared them. And incidental or otherwise, their feelings about the situation are still valid. Sure, nothing really wrong with explaining your perspective on the situation to clear the air, and it's easy to see why Philza would do that especially here. But yeah, q!Phil, you just had a birdbrain moment, you just gotta apologize and be more careful next time, that's all, man! Which, he did several times throughout the interaction, and to me, it seemed like afterward, he was being extra careful to keep an eye on them. So he's taking what came out of this situation fairly seriously!

But what I think is important to remember is that the Death family is so tightly-knit. They're all so important to each other, they rely on each other and they hold no secrets between one another. He never wants his children to think he'd leave them behind for any reason. It's just that he's a birdbrain sometimes, the dumbass <3

EDIT: hello, yes, yes, I talked a bit more about this scene and the implications of what was being discussed here! I even mention why this particular worry has manifested in Tallulah and Chayanne in particular as of recent!

#qsmp #philza #missy rambles #i had a lotta thoughts about what happened! #mostly just not sure how i feel about people saying he was gaslighting the kids cause like #i think he made it clear that that was just how he saw things and he realized his pov was wrong once they shared theirs #which just. isn't gaslighting so it feels like a case of twitch shouldn't be allowed certain terms anymore or something idk #anyway the kids chasing after him and hitting him over and over was hilarious like GET HIS ASS!!

[eclaire-went-bam]

mlp au my friend and i made last night

#crack post #i don't know a lot abt mlp so i was going based off Their memory. We've left out a lotta characters and most aren't rlly lore-related #we made dutch celestia bcs we thought it'd be funny if he had long flowy hair LMAOOO #rdr2 #mlp #rdr2 memes #vdl gang #sadie adler #john marston #jack marston #abigail roberts #orville swanson #micah bell #dutch van der linde #hosea matthews #tilly jackson #sean macguire #arthur morgan #kieran duffy #charles smith #lenny summers #molly o'shea #karen jones #bill williamson #andrew milton #angelo bronte

[eggs-can-draw]

Drinks!

#eggs can art #persona 5 spoilers #persona 5 royal spoilers #persona #persona 5 #persona 5 royal #p5 #p5r #royal trio #kasumi yoshizawa #sumire yoshizawa #joker persona 5 #ren amamiya #akira kurusu #goro akechi #damn akechi how come atlus only lets you have ONE name #uh I think it would be kinda funny if Maruki’s palace had a lotta snacks in it just littered everywhere #like in the stealable shit #like ik the apple imagery is obvious but the “I have snacks!’’ thing being something he thought would work so bad it makes a lasting #impression on his cognition is funny to me #also I just love drawing characters having snacks together #shout out to royal trio I did all of 3rd sem with exclusively them #(Adam Kadmon forced me to have a fourth so shhh you don’t see the cat)

[yayforocs]

👉👈 so @silverskye13 i saw this and..............

had to make an aron helsmet!!!!!! this was really hecking fun to think about actually like what she'd be like n design (which. is a poke at the rp server she was from actually) and also made me sit down and think more on my other minecraft ocs i have sittin around and why they ended up getting redesigns lkdsfh BUT YEAH i!!!!!!!! aron!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#what do i. tag this as. sdklfjslk #i mean ig since it's like??? she's a concept from it i should??? #redstone and skulk #aron #a lotta the stuff aron goes through in her character arc in the rps has to do with like. she has her stuff that she's comfortable doing #and stuff that she's not #and after trying and trying and trying to go outside her comfort zone and help ppl around her in a Better Way #feels like she's just not good at it and should give up and go back to what she was doing before #-only to find out through A Lot Of Events that no she actually was learning even tho she didn't realize it and she was getting better #and she was actually helping #and also. it was. kind of impossible for her to go back anyway. jlsdf. #sO i thought her helsmet would be more of the 'stick with what i know and don't leave that' kinda thing!!! #leaning into her minecraft roots; she was originally a redstoner/demolitionist (i mean she's still a demo but) #so her helsmet would- if following that idea- be Really Hecking Good at redstone #but only stick to redstone bc No I'm Not Trying Anything Else #also aron had a lot of problems trusting people she shouldn't and it really bit her back so there's that aspect too!!! #...also is it just me or does this pic feel very Camish like i don't know what it is about the style bc i tried smth different #and when i finished i looked at it and went 'huh. this looks like camish drew it.' #I WILL ALSO!! make more!! of my other minecrafters!!! i just underestimated how much thought i would be putting into making helsmets sdlkfj #but they are bouncing around in my brain!!! and i will draw them once i can get them to stay still long enough to realize what they are!!!

[foileadeux]

pale king gijinka design process! first was a quick initial sketch for my first hk animatic since he wasn't a major figure and the second is a much more fleshed out PK for toba the tura. had to cave and give him pupils because it was getting difficult to tell what he was ever looking at, as well as simplify his collar-bandage-thing for obvious reasons (had to draw this guy like 50 times) also wanted to try representing his wyrm features through both his crown and wacky tail-spine thing (loosely inspired by ffxiv au ra). though his gown covers it so it never saw the light of day

#hollow knight #hollow knight gijinka #hk pk #hollow knight pale king #squeezes him. You #still laughing abt how ppl thought i genderbent all the characters bc i gave PK eyelashes and long hair #i had a lotta fun with these designs #gonna post more of them probably #my art #forgot to mention this but his hair changes a little in the animatic to make him look more disheveled LMAO #design ref

[superklutzkent]

he/him lesbian clark kent x fem bruce wayne

that's it, that's the post

#had a lotta silly thoughts running about in my head i had to pick one out #dc #batman #dc universe #dc comics #bruce wayne #clark kent #superman #superbat

[villifera]

I've been watching '98 and Stampede simultaneously (read: making things confusing for myself).

#sketch #milly will show up in stampede #right #never drawn a gun before and this was probably not the place to start #i didn't want to do an actual design so this is pretty much just her 98 outfit but altered based on an initial misunderstanding i had of wh #at she was wearing #i just gave meryl a bunch of inane holsters #there was not a lotta thought put into this. it's a drawing from my dumb little heart. enjoy #trigun #meryl stryfe #milly thompson #villiferaillust

[gearsphere]

Gustavo.

#pizza tower #gnome forest title card brings me so much joy #i remade this because i called it pizza run in the first post??? #which keeps happening #anyway this didnt take me too long and im happy with it #a win in my book #also i beat pizza tower today #i thought the final boss was really fun but a little easy #but it fucked regardless and i had a whole lotta fun playing the game :) #now im gonna olay warioland 4

[loppiopio]

the chances of the people seeing this aren't super likely so this is highly inefficient but i'm too afraid to approach people personally…. yet i've been burning with the need to express my gratitude for the tags i've received individually somehow and figured, i could do it the way i do best. in the tags 😅

(sorted by most recent) (i capped the limit hard here) (some ✂️✂️ had to be done 😔) (i still like this format a lot though) (might do this again in the future idk would people like that??) (i hope it's not mortifying for anyone……..)

it's sorta the way i like it, indirect and unimposing, even if it's kinda. wieldy. but it's just on my blog so anything goes right? although in saying that, i am open to being imposed on. like if someone wants to talk about aci or something, like other fic?? i'm a big fic fiend. or anything else lol not sure what else you'd wanna chat about since so much of the stuff i've put out is just. about fic. but hey, if you're a person i don't mind being approached :>

(lol the way i've made this like a *throws out a bunch of paper slips* find your's 🎉) (might be obnoxious hm) (sorry...) (find your's if you want though 🫡)

#i said a thing #@glaciesdraco i'm so glad someone is appreciating the brilliance of my shitpost yes i went so hard on that and it's you too?? #i enjoy your ramblings and hcs a lot (if that one gift art based on your hcs wasn't telling) i hope my indirect appreciation can reach you #two years ago for a gift exchange i had [get them drunk] as one of the things on my wishlist and linked your post with it because they're < #@miyukiwynter your tag was fun and cute it made me smile :) oh no the boy! #@spooky-sordid your enthusiasm for the 🥥 post despite zero context is so fun to me i'm happy my niche things connect with you like that :] #@scrambledshizaya oops! all aci posts with even more on the way sorry it's all i got #the energy of your tags is very fun though i hope to bring a little pain with the 📸⚠️ comp and loverboy cringe is so izaya indeed #@gay-deer your all caps enthusiasm is so so sweet to me thank you for loving them!! also you bring fun things to my dash so thanks for that #@vi-138 you haven't said anything so i hope you don't mind.... i've seen you in my notifs a few times and i'm appreciating it very much :> #@fweamy i like your energy and omg you like the way i draw them?? no wayyy i'm so flattered you like my portrayal of them? that's such high #this makes me feel better about my style like actually since i spend a looooot a lotta time on every little thing so it can appeal to me #and i'm not confident at all but i do try very hard to achieve aspects of how i like to see them so i'm glad it seems to resonate with you #i draw all too slowly but you shall be in my thoughts as i fight to deliver more of these scrunkly scrimbos 🫡 #@zamtik you think it's awesome? :0 wow thanks! also thanks for appreciating the 🎀🔪 i made that not a lot of people acknowledge heh #@gay4and2high i like that you acknowledged the content of the fic i love the content of this fic i need to acknowledge it so bad 🗣️ #@stupidusernamepolicy idk if you meant for your words to read like this but i'm still so so flattered by the tags you left on that post 🥺🥺 #idk what you actually think of the fic so i can literally only imagine your enthusiasm for it but i think i feel some of it in those tags 🧠 #and you seem to really like the post in particular so?? thank you c: #@whamss no way are you sure you love my art?? thank you i'm glad you find them cute and see so much personality in them too?? #you pointed out shizuo in particular !! yesss i slaved away soooo tirelessly on him (except i was very tired) i'm glad he is appreciated #his face... it needed to convey so much...... sad puppy dog look #the humouring of izaya's antics that soften him in light bemusement “mouth slightly open probably as close to a smile as it would ever get” #and thank you for enjoying loverboy cringe with me he is exactly that #@soultiio thank youuu i appreciate this sorta connection we have going on where we communicate through tags a little <3 #i like the comments your affection for the boys is very sweet thank you #@pennyloni thanks for the obligatory shizaya reblog #@pineapplething hihi!!! #@demon-of-ikebukuro i take joy in all the appreciation for the comm :> also you have a fic i'd like to try someday bc it looks interesting! #@churroful you haven't said much since but thanks for finding the 🎀🔪 sexy >:D i appreciate you in my notifs and i hope you enjoyed aci!!

[icedmetaltea]

I am pleased to announce that after like over half a year or so I finally completed Subnautica

#it has been #a bumpy ride #mainly bc I was too pussy #but it was actually much less scary than I initially thought it'd be?? #the lost river was scary but not like #that scary #I didn't even come across any reapers the whole playthrough #then again I had a lotta mods so I might've glitched them out of existence #absolutely amazing game #game talk #Subnautica

[britneyshakespeare]

i have to be honest. i would simply not have agreed to a loan if the condition for not repaying by the specified date were a pound of my flesh. i must tell the truth in that i would have avoided all of that entirely.

#men are stupid #I HAVE NEVER WANTED TO SEE SOMEONE HATECRIMED EXCEPT FOR ANTONIO #A POUND OF HIS FLESH RIGHTFULLY BELONGS TO SHYLOCK!!!!!!! #text post #the merchant of venice #shakespeare #jacob fortune-lloyd is the name of the actor who played bassanio that i thought was cute #he is also jewish #and he's playing brian epstein in an upcoming biopic!!!! that's really cool #well if it's any good that's really cool. #lotta bad biopics seem to have come out lately....... blonde who shall not be named oh shit #the elvis biopic was half-good but it had some serious problems. namely that it was about elvis. #i saw it w my dad though it was a nice night at the theater #it did a good job at explaining how he came to be a musical icon but did a terrible fucking job at handling his personal life #as any kiss-ass sorta movie made for boomer music fans would. if they didn't wanna think about how their legend was #Actually Not A Wholly Uncomplicatedly Good Person #so i can't say i was really shocked or offended #brian epstein is a little bit different though. because he's not the SUPERSTAR he was the brains behind the superstars. #and kind of a legend in his own right but definitely not a typical figure in pop culture iconography. #idk. if the actor's cute i'll watch it. that's my take #hope it's good though

[dilfcherricola]

i love repping maine artists and people are like cool shirt and im like thanks! theyre from maine. and then the person is like oh cool is it country music. and im like no they rap.

#actual interaction ive had at least four times #one person said folk instead of country so at least theres that #but idk i wouldnt have immediately associated maine with country music before i lived there #now obviously its like. yeah theres a lotta rednecks up there they like country #but it wouldnt be the first thing i thought of as an out of stater #im buying a new spose shirt and i just washed my .jxck shirt so i have the southern maine rap scene on the brain #shush up jj #personal #maine tag

[elliotironmaidenfan]

In my opinion, advertising while listening to music (whether it's an ad on YouTube, Spotify, or elsewhere) is inhuman. Sorry, I wanted to say that for a long time. Yes, I know proposal developers need money, but it's very annoying that during a 5-minute song, there is an unskippable ad.

#music #that is so annoying sorry #while I was listening to The Number of the Best by Maiden I had it several times #and with Whole Lotta love it was same #my thoughts #me

[infectedpaul]

1. I wanna see more of your cuphead oc, 2. On the topic of cuphead Cagney Carnation maybe?

death screen and death boy

#dex says things #i wanna talk abt cupid she doesnt have a lotta character but i like her #i had the dumb thought like her third phase she just turns into a lovebird LJGDSKFJK #cuphead #cuphead oc #cupid arrows #cagney carnation #doodles