something about being asexual is that when you learn about that Education, you suddenly dread adulthood.
when all your peers are making those kinds of jokes, you're either uncomfortable or neutral towards it (except for the total of 4 times when you made a joke yourself and everyone was shocked and then was on the ground laughing).
then you get to adulthood and you're like this sucks.
but then no one else has a problem with it.
this is why so many of us feel like outcasts. so many of us feel like there's something wrong.
WHICH IS WHY WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THEY'RE PROUD TO BE ASEXUAL, DON'T START PRAYING AT THEM, OR CLAIM TO BE ABLE TO FIX THEM, OR TRY TO FIND SOMETHING TO "HELP"
GODD I was so happy when I found out that asexuality was a thing. I finally found a label that fit. Then people started talking at me like I was broken. Like, y'all ain't gonna fix me, all you're doing is pissing me off.
This for aromantic people too. Fuckin knock it off.
Today is the blue moon where I'm writing and in this case it's False Aria of Rebirth's Chapter 3. (Which you can read ch1 and 2 of here wink wink)
It took a lot of trial and error (read: rewriting and cutting out scenes I didn't like), but I think I'm finally capable of writing a chapter I'm satisfied with. As per usual, I'm thinking the end result might be around 5k words (Plus its illustration). With my current plans, however, it might end up being even longer than that.
While I'm working on Chapter 3, I'm also planning on redoing character profiles for FAoR's cast here, complete with a portrait for them.
I currently have 3 out of the 13 drawings done, but the important part is that this site allows me to write lengthier profiles. This overall means there will be better, more updated info for my CoH1 cast, and I'll hopefully be able to put FAoR back in the spotlight.
Because I've been neglecting it for far too long now.
i am a wind hater. i've said it now. i'm sorry wind lovers but i just can't do it. nothing in this world overstims me more than the fucking wind. my hair is everywhere. it's cold even when the weather itself itself is warm which means i'm gonna get way too hot. i have to work overtime to keep my coat on. and also my hood. everything is trying to fly away. 😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡
I detest Link ending up with Malon but not loving her, forever yearning for Zelda.
I don't tell people they shouldn't ship it that way, I am all for freedom of interpretation. But I hate when people try to force their interpretation onto others.
I miss the old times when Oot Zelink was popular and few spoke against it. Though I know Malink got a lot of hate from Zelinkers and I do dislike that too. That is just a terrible thing to do.
"But Link ended up with Malon!!1!! It's Canon!" on any post about Oot Zelink.
No. Neither Zelink nor Malink or anything is canon. Of course I know what the theory is about and it is quite plausible, but none the less. A theory. One of several options.
Do Zelinkers go to Malink posts, commenting similar things? I hardly see it.
I detest that 'fans' have made me dislike Malon. She used to be one of my favorite Zelda characters.
In the end, I wish I could let go of this ship. It has become the bane of my existence. I hate getting mental anguish over it. I hate hate hate it.
But I can't let go. If you saw my other post, you know I grew up with Oot and Oot Zelink were the first fictional chars I ever saw as a couple and they shaped how I would see relationships. You can't change that. I was a child and it is too deeply integrated into me.
It's hard when something fictional does this to you.