#i love making myself suffer

[madbalalaika]

#imagine Merlin learning how to sculpt just to see Arthur one more time #just imagine that #I love making myself suffer #art #fanart #digital art #merlin #arthur pendragon #merthur

[wisyhana]

I wrote the script and storyboard for my next joukai comic and I'm already crying 😭

#I love making myself suffer #And yall will suffer with me #puppyshipping #violetshipping

[worstlovesong]

#I love making myself suffer #technically so does Spotify dj cuz it chose this for me 😭 #am I crying because of my brain or because of Julien? who knows ❤️ #cj.txt #song recs #julien baker #Spotify

[soldiertransgender]

alright guys it is almost midnight and i am going to watch one of those ‘backrooms explained’ videos even though some of them scare the shit out of me :’)

#i may end up liveblogging #i love making myself suffer #unreality. my greatest fear

[sky-scribbles]

Just remembered how, when I was first levelling up Gale, I thought, 'huh, he's got fairly decent Consitution for a wizard. Useful for gameplay purposes, of course, but I wonder if there's a narrative explanation?'

And not an hour or two of play later, learned that the orb - if left untreated too long - causes him constant pain, muscle spasms and disorientation. Gale and Tara did not immediately figure out how to treat his condition, which meant that he likely spent weeks or months in that state - and of course, whenever the orb acts up, he goes through it again. He probably endures it constantly through the end of act 1, after his treatment stops working.

Constitution, of course, is that the stat that represents ability to focus while being hurt. Endurance even after physical distress. Pain tolerance.

Yeah. I think there's a narrative explanation.

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #gale of waterdeep #gale dekarios #wow I love making myself suffer

[cuosiscrazy]

I did this after side order but I was inactive so… here ya go now 💥

#PLEASE GOD DONT MAKE IT WEIRD I JUST LOVE MAKING FOUR SUFFER THROUGH THE SILLY #Cuos draws #splatoon #splatoon 3 #splatoon fanart #splat3 #agent 4 #side order #splatoon 3 side order #Splatoon 3 side order spoilers #?? #maybe idk #parallel canon #agent 4 splatoon #agent 4 splatoon fanart #Splatoon art #spoon #spoon 3 #That’s what we called it… ahem… back in my day<> #LMAO I HATE EVERYTHING #coming back 2 my account in a burst of insanity lmao #I AM FUCKING CRAZY. I AM A DANGER TO MYSELF AND OTHERS. THIS IS NOT A JOKE. #why am I so hi energy #High? #uhm. Yeah. IM DONE TAGGING.

[bluespiritshonour]

here's 18-19 year old aang sketches. been hearing aang is ugly discourse—no he ain't. he was just 12.

#i really wanted to take part in zukaang bingo but the urge to art struck me a little later #i still might make something else later #enough art for now #i'd try to participate in maiko week but i'm not sure #it's smack in the middle of end semester exams #ink blot #avatar fanart #avatar the last airbender #atla #artists on tumblr #fanart #avatar aang #why did i never use the pencil brush before?!?! i seriously have a personality flaw where i just don't explore stuff. #can you believe i've been using the same fucking brush for lineart ever since i started digital art? #anyways! i don't know how the pencil brush would feel like if i go for colours but this is impeccable. #I have more control over stuff and i love the result #so #i have promised myself i'd be fucking off this hellsite because i have a huge backlog of work that needs to be done #and i'm presently suffering from “can't help but art”. so #yeah. y'all would probably see me around maiko week. byeee! #if i deprive myself of drawing for too long it bursts out of me like this where i do nothing but draw #not healthy at all

[neonsbian]

LAST TWILIGHT | ep. 6 dir. Backaof Noppharnach

#last twilight #last twilight the series #mhok x day #mhokday #jimmysea #jimmy jitaraphol #sea tawinan #ohm thiphakorn #gifs #idk any of the network tags for thai dramas rip </3 #i couldnt find a set of this scene so i ended up making it myself #i love pain and heartbreak and suffering #also i love the cinematography

[jazzzzzzhands]

i broke my ankle today! so ofc i must project myself onto Wally as usual! i dont know how to use or draw crutches!

#im so much faster crawling around than on those dumb crutches #im used to crawling around at work! #ahahahaha these are so funny to me! #i also dont know to say ow when hurt! or scream or gasp! #i was just like oooh i broke it..... #im so so sorry for puppet booty.... #if this gets taken down for ONE lil ol buttcheek i SWEAR #wally darling #jazzdoodles #welcome home #whps #meme #i forgot the cast in that one but ok its before he was casted up #also also its the other foot oops #its my left foot #but im right handed and plus i drew it on my left if that makes sense??? #projecting myself onto wally is so so so much fun! #if i must suffer than so shall he!! #out of love!!!!

[pagsys-writings]

I woke up with a headache and decided to make myself feel worse cause that’s how I vibe. I might try bringing back six sentence Sunday which I used to do once upon a time. Might be fun to post some wips or little blurbs. Though it’ll probably be Six-ish Sentence Sunday cause I can never stick to any sort of guidelines. Here’s the blurb I wrote. Very much based on this fanart because it’s been stuck in my brain and it makes me feel all the feels.

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It’s gone. Cody can’t believe it. Where Obi-Wan’s eyes had always resembled the bright sky, now all he sees reflected in them is that of a tumultuous sea. Storm clouds have smothered the light of this man and it breaks something inside of Cody.

The blaster in Obi-Wan’s hand shakes and he struggles to keep it lifted as a barrier between them. The look of anguish and fear upon his face makes it difficult for Cody to breathe. This man…

This man had been so full of life and hope and light that he had unknowingly pulled Cody into his orbit with his bright laugh and witty banter and utterly brilliant mind. Now, as Cody watches Obi-Wan’s eyes widen in a panic, he realizes that Obi-Wan is just a shadow of what he once was. And Cody knows without a doubt, that he’s to blame.

#codywan #obi wan kenobi #commander cody #Star Wars #six sentence sunday #I love making myself feel worse #now I’m gonna chug some coffee #take some pain meds #and suffer the day #queued

[karmasvoid]

empanada will never get the chance to meet qjaiden now. she’ll never know if qjaiden would’ve accepted her as her daughter. she’ll never know she’s dead until someone finds out or until the federation announces qjaiden’s passing.

#qsmp #qsmp empanada #qsmp jaiden #i love making myself suffer /j

[swedenis-h]

My favorite toxic couple

#so I’ve watched the episode twice #restraining myself from watching it a third #el oh el that dinner scene was my fave #church scene ALSO my fave #also him playing a song he composed for Nicki to play. #what the actual fuck was that. #that was MADE to make me suffer #I loved every second #the vampire chronicles #interview with the vampire #iwtv #tvc #loustat #amc’s interview with the vampire #iwtv amc #iwtv spoilers #art #fanart #iwtv fanart

[xrenyaa]

The most intimidating curse of them all (he's sleepy)

#myart #jjk #Sukuna #ryomen sukuna #Me: man I just want to chill I'm going to doodle some chibis #Also me: renders the chibi like I would any other illustration #I truly love to make myself suffer #jujutsu kaisen

[dyemelikeasunset]

Would Dom and Mor ever have kids? Sorry if this isn't a question you want to answer.

I don't mind answering!

The answer is no. Neither of them think they'll be good moms: Mor really doesn't want to sacrifice time that could be spent with her lover, meanwhile Domi has a little too much parental trauma to work through so she's very anxious about the idea

There will eventually be the presence of kids in their lives, but they're gonna be the Double Income Gay Aunties™️ lmao

#i am god's strongest soldier because I LOVE KIDS #I WANT THEM TO HAVE A BABYYYY #the thought of them taking care of a baby makes me melt #but i also know them both well and know they don't want it lmao so i will suffer alone #and give babies to my other OCs for future projects #one time i thought about drawing Whisper as a little girl #but i knew if i did that i'd want to make the design their canon baby so i stopped myself #literally wrestling my arm like it's posessed #dom and mor

[h3wi]

if i had a flower for every time i cursed you, i'd make a thousand bouquets for you

you gifted him immortality and left him to deal with the fallout.

blade x gn!reader. hurt/no comfort. angst.

blade can never fully describe the complex feelings he has for you in mere words. love and hate are only two sides of the same coin, and he's been playing an eternal, demented game of heads or tails.

he traces his skin, more marred than not. he thinks about how it was all your fault, how every scar was a tribute to you. then, he thinks about how you would kiss every one of them in worship, caress them with adoration, say they remind you of constellations.

if his scars were constellations, you were the god that hung them in place with careful hands. the one who decorated his skin until he can't even look at himself without being reminded of you.

"don't die, don't leave me. i love you." your words haunt him. it's some sort of ironic bullshit, he thinks, because you were the one who left him with this curse, left him all alone.

you are treacherous. how could this be love?

even so, he drowns himself in memories of you. your smile. your eyes. your touch. drinking under the moonlight with you. watching starskiffs and wishing upon them as if they were shooting stars.

i wish you were here. i rue the day you were born. you're the only one that matters. we should never have met. i'll kill you for what you've done for me, and then i'll kill myself. (i couldn't possibly live without you)

he loves you, so he curses your name. it is all he is able to do nowadays.

#writings #if i think too much about how he feels a little bit like this towards dan heng #i might just off myself #love and hate in equal parts #you could just replace yourself with dan heng if you so wished #blade/danfeng??heng?? coded #not even an /reader atp #i should write fluff to make up for this #he has suffered enough #blade x reader #hsr x reader #hsr blade

[todayisafridaynight]

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #yakuza series #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza like a dragon #yakuza 7 #masumi arakawa #jo sawashiro #masato arakawa #arasawa #i guess #snap sketches #i just think its swell masato has two dads that love him very much :) <- he will never respect either of them and i want to eat drywall #ive hoarded this idea for months and finally felt compelled to do it last night #also yeah we're gonna rock with b/w comics for a while. until i remember how values work LMAO #im like. JUST on the precipice of Meh about this but i like it enough to share it so fine #im forcing all of you to remember how to make b/w comics we're gonna suffer together #forcing myself to post this now lest i stress over it for the next hour instead of getting ready for class LMAO #ok bye