#i’m not gonna bc FUCK endgame it’s a shitty movie

[harapeveco]

miss harapeveco since we are in the topic of anime pls drop some recommendations I don’t have anything to watch 

Omg oks so I have a very shitty taste in anime so this will be a very disappointing list but the ones I mostly recommend are:

Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun: literally every scene is funny and iconic, it also invented m/f yaoi don’t ask it makes sense

Owari no Seraph: I mean this very unironically this anime fucking sucks but in a good way like nothing is ever explained, nothing makes sense and they gaslight you into believing the main boys are gonna be endgame by showing you a homoerotic scene of blood drinking. Just roll with it and don’t ask questions it’s better that way

The Persona 3 movies and the Persona 4/5 anime: the movies are really good they did a good job condensing +80 hours of gameplay in 4 movies (except the third movie but we don’t talk about that). Now when it comes to the persona 4 anime you can tell they didn’t give a shit that thing is just 24 episodes full of jokes and comedy the game wishes it had holy shit it’s really funny for no reason. The persona 5 anime is more complex in the sense that it’s very unwatchable if you go to it expecting something good. It’s bad it’s very bad it’s poorly animated and rushed and it’s just borderline unwatchable but it is really funny if you wanna have a good laugh about how bad something is I recommend it

Osomatsu-san: the first episode of the first season being yeeted into oblivion bc it was very much illegal to show all of it makes it worth it. Keep in mind this is an adult show (even if it doesn’t look like it) so there’s a lot of crude humor and sex jokes but all the characters are such trashy people I like to see them suffer 

Kiss him not me: if you are a shipper this one is for you. Basically the MC is a yaoi obsessed fan girl who wants to see her classmates date each other yaoinly but they want to date her instead 

ID Invaded: really good anime with a really good mystery and plot! Main character did everything wrong but I still love him also Sou did the opening for it 

Happy sugar life: very fucked up horror about a high schooler in love with a literal child but it doesn’t go like you think it goes, they don’t portray it as romantic or cute they very much portray it as the fucked up thing it is and how wrong it is. It’s good if you like feeling unsettled and like to watch things go from 0 to 100 real fast

The promised neverland: amazing series with an amazing mystery and atmosphere! It’s a shame it only has one season tho I hope they make a second season of it in the future but it’s a shame it only has one

Dr stone: it has science, it’s horny, you have over the top characters, what more do you want

Natsume book of friends: you love to cry? You wanna cry after watching every single episode? Ofc you do! This shit will hit you in the gut so hard you will never recover. A beautiful story about acceptance, platonic love, found family and yokai with the best and most realistic character development I’ve ever seen 

Gegege no Kitaro: this one is very broad bc no kidding this anime gets a new adaptation every decade. There’s a 60s version, a 70s version, an 80s version, a 90s version, a 2007 version, a 2008 version that is more adult and follows the manga and a 2018 version too if you like recent stuff more. Most of these are lost media tho good luck trying to find any version that is not the 2018 one. I forgot about the plot of it yeh uhhh basically a kid ghost is a medium between humans and yokai but he mostly play favorites with the yokai and sometimes fucks the humans over so idk if he’s really a medium, he’s very biased about it

The dangers in my heart: I talked about this one before but I’m talking about it again idc. Really cute and wholesome the MC is kinda horny but he’s like 14 boys at that age are pretty horny we have to stop pretending they aren’t. The first 3 episodes are so cringe they are very painful to watch but if you can go through them you will witness what I think it’s the cutest romance after horimiya. I don’t usually read manga bc I have the attention span of a rock but even I did a binge read of it bc it was just so good

King’s game: edgier than shadow the hedgehog 2006, it’s painfully bad like I can’t even begin to explain how horrible this anime is but good lord it made me laugh all the way through 

Chuubyo gekihatsu boy: one of the main characters is a catboy called Rei Tsukumo and another character is a cringe Utaite what more can I say? It’s just dumb cringe kids being dumb as fuck for 12 episodes and you know what? It’s very good at it

Horimiya: just watch it for the love of god just watch it

Sasaki to Miyano: you have miyano who is like “I wonder if I’m gay??? I’m not sure???” While he reads gay manga and straight up imagines himself kissing his guy friend in the mouth like bestie COME ON

Thats all the anime I can think of the top of my head, well adding anime classics like fullmetal alchemist brotherhood, haikyuu, my hero academia (I only follow it bc the Todoroki family drama is the only thing well written in it), dragon ball (not dragon ball z bc as much as I like it I prefer dragon ball and the cutesy adventure aesthetic it has) and ofc how to forget sonic x 

#answered ask #anime reviewer juju harapeveco #i hope this helped anon! if you watch any of these feel free to spam me about it i need more anime besties

[fandomshatewomen]

Sharon should’ve been the lead in TWS, Natasha could’ve made an appearance(like a cameo) so that way Sharon and Steve’s romance could blossom the right way. Peggy and him weren’t even dating at the time of TFA, she moves on from him in Agent Carter anyhow. Endgame should’ve ended with Steve saying goodbye to Peggy on last time and then coming home, retiring for a life with Sharon and the shield going to Sam.

So the first thing I’m going to say here is that we don’t need to diminish other female characters in order to promote Sharon. Yes, Sharon should have gotten more screen time in CA:TWS if she was going to be the CFLI (I skipped CW and IW so I can’t comment), but we don’t need to diminish Natasha. Also, I’m gonna point out that Steve asked Sharon out at the end of CA:TWS and she declined, but left the door open for later. I don’t blame her for doing so bc I don’t think Steve was ready to move on and being the rebound isn’t fun.

On the note of Peggy, if she wasn’t dating Steve - and we don’t know that for sure afaik, that was entirely a formality. I’m not gonna pretend I’m not an ardent Steggy shipper and literally the only thing I can say for the shitshow that was Endgame is that there’s more Stegginelli but again, we don’t need push Sharon at Peggy’s expense. That Steve went back to her instead of finishing his character arc is entirely due to shitty, lazy writing from the Russo Brothers. Peggy was done. She didn’t need this and this nonsense erases not only her character development but her previously canon love interest (hat tip to mod M for reminding me of this in our chat). 

The directors had three whole, unbearable fucking hours to do justice to Sharon, Nat, Tony, Steve, Thor, and the others, and they didn’t because they are shitty at anything with character development. And in fairness, that’s a lot of shit to do in one movie but they squandered so much time with bullshit. Place the blame where it belongs instead of attempting to push Nat and Peggy out of their places.

That said, I do agree that Steve should have retired, passed on the mantle to Sam, and idk, been Sharon’s house spouse or gone to art school or whatever the fuck he wanted to do with the rest of his life, instead of aging like Joe fucking Biden and destroying multiple movies’ worth of character development. 

KG

#mod kg #MCU #fhw asks #endgame #endgame spoilers #steve rogers #sharon carter #peggy carter #natasha romanov #sam wilson #russo brothers #i will literally never forgive those two for this shitshow of a movie #Anonymous #asks #pretty sure being the rebound for your great aunt would be extra weird #stegginelli #steggy #a pox upon the russos' house #stevesharon

[qobiin]

avengers: endgame spoilers!

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. THIS ISN’T POSITIVE BTW

first off, i fucking burst into the tears the second it cut to tony doing the dishes bc i had a feeling he would remember something about peter. and then what do you know? he reaches behind the cups and pULLS THEIR PICTURE OUT AND STARES AT IT, REMEMBERING HIS FIRST KID. we got irondad and spiderson alright, but at what fucking cost?

tony then figures out how to work time travel bc he’s a fucking genius and he’ll never be able to rest unless he’s done all he can (pepper was sure damn right about that alright). we get to see his adorable little daughter and we get to see the happy ending that he made for himself. and with half the population Decimated, i don’t fucking blame the guy.

he’s been dealing with ptsd for years. he’s been trying to do what’s right all along. he made awful, realistic mistakes that many of us related to. we got to learn what his character is really about in the iron man trilogy and then had to watch it be torn apart bit by bit in almost all the avengers movies (endgame not really being an exception due to the ending). 

tony stark just wanted to see everybody come back and get to live the lives that were stolen from them. but now he’ll never get to see it.

banner snaps everyone back into existence and we get the irondad hug we’ve been vying for since spiderman: homecoming. we get pepper being a fucking badass and aiding her husband in what he has always thought of as his duty since joining the avengers. we get rhodey being tony’s best homie through and through, helping in whatever way he can. we get to see all these happy moments between tony and his found family and then we get to see it all ripped away from him at the last minute.

honestly, fuck the russo brothers. i may be a tony stark stan, but i’m also a fucking author and let me tell you, tony’s ending was bullshit. it was unnecessary and a slap to the face to those who understood tony stark’s character all the way back from the iron man trilogy.

there was no purpose to tony stark dying except for destroying the meaning of his character. 

we see this man who has been handed a shoddy deal in life over and over again, we see him becoming self-destructive when his mental health takes a nosedive (and even before then). we see him at his lows and we get to see him at his highs. a big reason tony stark’s character was so beloved was because of his relatability. i’m not talking about him being a billionaire or a genius, i mean the course his life took and the ways he dealt with it.

he tried, again and again, to make things right and once he finally did, the russo brothers decided: hey let’s just throw all that way and kill him off anyway bc screw anyone who’s made shitty mistakes and then did their best to make it right in whatever way they could.

tony stark did not need to die.

the russo brothers push their point even further when they decide that steve’s gonna stay in the past and marry peggy carter. i’ll give you that it wasn’t totally out of left field since we’ve always known that steve loved her, but it’s been pretty obvious who the russo brothers favored ever since age of ultron. and i mean come on? really?? you’re just gonna have steve stay in the past and change absolutely nothing while he’s there? what about bucky? what about hydra and shield? and what about peggy’s show? what about the life she carved out for herself in his absence? you’re just going to take that all away bc she’s a woman and obviously, she would give up anything for the man she loved? are you fucking joking??? no. fuck that.

it’s heartbreaking to watch the funeral. but what really killed me was when rhodey ran a hand over tony’s scalp and tony leaned into his touch. when peter grabbed him by the shoulders and sobbed for him because he had just gotten back and now he was going to lose another father figure.

when pepper told him he could rest now even though there was never any need for him to die. not when he had finally gotten his family, not when he had finally been able to fix all that he could, not when it was finally over and he could lay the mantle down to live a regular life because iron man isn’t needed anymore.

i’m just... really angry with this ending. 

and don’t even get me started on how they dealt with natasha!

#avengers: endgame spoilers #avengers endgame spoilers #marvel #avengers: endgame #spoilers #tony stark #some steve rogers too bc wtf #not positive #i repeat: NOT POSITIVE #rant #log: day ?

[skyangel22]

So I saw Endgame on Wednesday and I couldn’t write anything before bc I was too angry about it. It had good moments but mostly it was such a mess.

Time travel: I feel like they used this bc they had written themselves into a corner with IW and didn’t know how else to get out of it. Time travel isn’t my favorite storyline bc most of the time writers mess it up and it has too many holes in it. I thought maybe Marvel would do better but no it was messy.

They said you can’t change your past you create an alternative past but at the same time they say you shouldn’t change things. But they did it the entire time and when Steve went back in time they fucked it up entirely bc if you take their rules you create a different timeline but how is old Steve then back in the normal one? It’s bullshit that’s what it is.

I don’t want to hear any whining about people not understanding it bc that is the problem here. When people are so confused about it and don’t understand it at all then you didn’t write it good. When most of the audience has all kinds of different understanding or lack of it then you didn’t write it well enough.

Thanos: I thought he was better in IW. IDK what to think of him in Endgame tbh. I didn’t understand how he was so strong without the stones when Steve, Tony and Thor were fighting him.

Asgardians: Where did all of them come from? I thought most of them had died in IW? Also where the fuck did Valkyrie and Korg came from? Shouldn’t they have been dead when they had been on the ship at the of of Thor 3? IW started right after that.

Tony: The only thing I thought that was weird with him was that he didn’t want to be part of their plan from the beginning. I know he has a family now but he is still Tony and he doesn’t stay down on the floor when he is down and does nothing. But at least the didn’t keep that nonsense going on for long.

I’m not his biggest fan but I found his ending sad but well done. If he had to go like that at least he went with a heroes death where he saved everyone.

Clint: I don’t know about the Ronin storyline so I don’t know if they did it well enough. But for MCU Clint I found it ooc. From what we’ve seen of him I can’t see him go on a killing spree.

Bruce: WTF they’ve turned him into a joke. I don’t mind a joke here and there but this was too much they made him stupid with this shit.

Thor: Oh god don’t get me started on him. I thought that he was already too silly in Ragnarok but at least he had normal moments there. In Endgame he was ridiculous. They turned him into a total joke it was so bad.

Why didn’t they show that he was depressed/grieving/feeling guilty...something deeper than just having him make joke and have the others make mean jokes about him?

Then comes also the end where he doesn’t want to be king anymore? I know that as a prince he had to take the role but the Thor movies were there to show that he is worthy of the hammer and that he could be a good king and now they went with lol nope I don’t want it anymore.

Natasha: I’m not even a big Black Widow fan but I thought they did her really really dirty. They killed her the same way like they did with Gamora even after people saying it was such a shitty thing to do.

Then she only got that shitty little scene were they boys  barely showed any emotion. Why didn’t she get a proper funeral too esp. after the others were back? Show the boys now could actually grief and the ones who cames back could too. It was the least she had deserved.

I was really surprised about that in a bad was bc what’s the point of a Black Widow movie now? Everything will play in the past and she’ll only get one movie instead to wait and see how well it does and give her a trilogy.

Steve: OH MY GOD!!!!! I FUCKING HATE STEVE’S ENDING!! They did him dirty too. They really dry fucked him in the ass. What was the point of all the movies he was in when they do this to him in the end? How is it a proper end for a character like him? He was so ooc and it made zero sense.

They acted like he didn’t fit into this world like he was still the man out of time when he wasn’t. We saw him struggle in the beginning but then adjust to the future. We saw him move on and saw him have a life here. He had friends who were also his family and they threw that all way bc apparently only romantic love matters and in this case this ‘‘love’‘ didn’t make sense.

How the fuck am I supposed to believe she is the love of his life when he had never called her that before? Sure there were feelings but it didn’t go anywhere. He never had a relationship with her he just shared one kiss with her before he ended up in the ice. He knew her for like what? 1-2 years? And the they didn’t spend that much time with each other either. They had breaks where they didn’t see each other so they didn’t even know each other for very long but I’m supposed to believe that she is more important than the relationships he had in the future over the past 12-13 years? Yeah sure. Did they forget what they did in CW? Right after she had died they had him make out with another woman. With her own fucking niece which makes this even more fucked up. So he kissed his niece? WTF?!! Also do they not see how unhealthy this is? How they turned him into this creppy obsessive dude who didn’t get over a girl he never was with? I repeat WTF?!

Steve was never a selfish prick like that. He wouldn’t do this shit just bc of the chance of messing the timelines up let alone leave everyone who is important to him behind esp. after what just had happend. He also wouldn’t do that to Peggy bc he knew she had a good life and a family. Man don’t get me started on her. They fucked her over with this too. I wanted to watch her show soon but now I don’t see the point of it when they said fuck everything that happend in the movies and in her show. They reduced her to just a love interest and that is just shitty. No ship is worth to happen if it means you fuck over the characters in the process. If you kill all their growth and make them act ooc.

So in short: I’m gonna be forever slaty over this shitty ending. Both Steve and Peggy deserved better. I also think it’s a shitty thing to do to Chris who played Steve for almost a decade. He deserved a better ending. It’s also awful to do this to Hayley and her show.

#endgame spoilers #avengers endgame #anti endgame #Steve Rogers #Captain America #natasha romanoff #Black Widow #thor #thor odinson #bruce banner #The Hulk #clint barton #hawkeye #tony stark #Iron Man #The Avengers

[spelviin]

endgame thoughts, not because i think i have anything valuable to say abt it, more just bc i want to get my initial unsullied opinions out before various overly nitpicky or overly praisy internet thinkpieces come around

okay so. first of all, i’m tired to death of the way folks talk about the mcu. like, it’s either a godly feat of everything and the most important thing ever or the literal devil incarnate and the source of all evil in this world. i am literally so fucking bored of both these perspectives and have zero time for either of them. 

yes, the mcu is emblematic of a lot of problems in the current state of the film medium as a whole. yes, it is also a really cool feat of storytelling that a whole bunch of movies spanning a whole bunch of years could all come together and culminate in a big huge blowout finale. yes, it could have been far better, but yes, it also could have been far worse. 

i wasn’t a fan of thor being a punchline in this film. like, the whole “lol thor fat” thing was like, really tired and not cool. and the fact that his genuine moments of expressing grief and the significant trauma he’s been through were played off for laughs more often than not bc “lol thor supposed to be big many man but he’s crying like a wimpyboy instread.” like, fucking please. it’s 2019 and other male characters were allowed to be shown crying and processing their trauma but thor’s??? not allowed for some reason??? anyway they did him dirty in this movie and i’m not super pleased abt that. 

i didn’t like that they fridged natasha. i’m not a fan of scarjo so much these days, but i did like natasha. 2012 me adored her and was 100000% behind her as the Only Woman (despite being miffed that she was the Only Woman) and i really liked her character and redemption arc through the films that she appeared in. and like, i get the justification for fridging her. like i get that she was this assassin who killed a bunch of folks and in the end, not only wiped out the red in her ledger, but saved the whole damn universe in doing so. i get that. i’m just annoyed that they literally went and fridged the Only Woman to give the boys manpain before the third act. 

speaking of the ladies.... the One Scene Where Women Get To Do Things. my god. the critical feminist part of my mind greatly resented the obvious lip service of that scene, and the fact that the ladies only got the one shining moment before we got back to the sausage fest. but lord, the lesbian part of my mind hella enjoyed it. like i was legit bouncing in my seat like YESSSS FUCK EM UP LADIES i was just completely stoked. 

and my god. MY GOD CAN WE TALK ABOUT CAROL’S HAIRCUT AKA A GIFT TO THE LESBIANS. THIS MOVIE HAS MANY SINS BUT WE CAN ALL THANK IT FOR THAT HAIRCUT. (and again, feminist me is like, hey, dont focus on her appearance, focus on the important shit she did in singlehandedly turning the battle around for everyone, but lesbian lizard brain is hhhhhhhhhhhhh girl hot)

anyways. 2012 me was a month out of a major jaw surgery when i saw the first avengers, puffy faced, on heavy painkillers, and unable to eat any solid foods, and just generally weak and miserable. i dragged myself to the theatre and i smiled the whole way through that movie bc even though i was feeling super shitty, that 360 shot of the team made me so excited and happy. so happy that i watched and rewatched a bootleg download over what was probably the worst summer of my life, and it made me happy and gave me hope, dumb as that may sound. 

i havent watched the first avengers movie in a long time, and i’m not sure if i’d feel the same way seeing it now. remembering how it felt then still makes me happy, but seeing that same 360 shot repeated in endgame didnt stoke much emotion. tumblr fandom took a lot of my avengers joy away. the drama and character hate and constant complaining and cringe culture bullshit exhausted me. and the recent turns of the mcu also contributed to that. a lot of things contributed to it, i guess. but i dont feel as happy as i once did. so a lot of this movie rang a little bit hollow, needless to say. 

that being said, though, i did feel a little flicker of that joy. for all the movie’s and the franchise’s faults, of which there are many, i can say that the moment where all those portals opened up and the revived characters stepped though, i felt that happiness again. i legit almost cried when i saw shuri’s silhouette step out of that circle. that moment when the score came in with that booming version of the avengers theme, i was 2012 me again, just for a moment, and i think that’s worth something. to me, that’s worth something. so for all its sins, i thank the movie for that. 

this is rly rambly and im tired so im just gonna say 2 more things. things i’m not personally super invested in, but other people are, and so i feel i need to have an opinion on em.

first is bucky. i fucking adore him, and i am kinda miffed that he got like, no interactions with steve. i know steve/peggy is the canon ship, i knew it was always endgame (heh) and that stucky is just a fandom thing. but god damn it, even if they were never gonna have their relationship go there (which tbh i literally never even came close to expecting to happen) it still feels a little bit unfair to have steve basically ignore probably the most important person in his life. like, i know he wanted to live his happy straight life with peggy, and passing on the shield and identity of captain america to sam is super important, and i loved that moment and would never begrudge him that bc i adore sam. i was just... really sad that bucky had to get kinda shafted for that. (literally all i was saying in the last half hour was “but where’s bucky? but what about bucky?” our boy deserved better. 

second is tony. tony tony tony. i know folks have a lot of strong feelings about him, both ways. i know of folks who think he’s the scum of the earth for some dumb reason, and i personally know others who think the entire mcu should revolve around him, for equally dumb reasons. i’m more neutral. i think he’s a good character who made questionable decisions in the past. i feel for him and his struggles with PTSD. i respect him as a character in-universe and also for what he and RDJ accomplished. like, if he hadn’t hit it out of the park with that first movie like a fucking decade ago, none of this would have been possible, and i think that’s pretty damn cool, regardless of feelings on the monster juggernaut the mcu has turned into. basically, i know some folks are maliciously rejoicing at his death while complaining that he got a hero’s send-off when he is a Bad And Not Morally Pure Man, which is. boring. and other people (namely one who i know personally in my family) who are mad because he is an Angel and deserved the Best Happy Ending Because No Bad Things Are Allowed To Happen To This Perfect Boy. i’m not here for either opinion. i’m okay that he died (peter crying over him did get to me in a huge way, but i think tom holland just has a power that if he’s crying, i’m crying so idk). i think it’s cool that he got to save everyone and got a heroic and well deserved send off. this isnt a revolutionary opinion i just wanted to throw it out there bc im bored with the polarization. 

and... yeah? i think that’s it? sorry, im really tired and this probs doesn’t make sense but i just felt like i had to get the initial reactions and feelings down before the thinkpieces get to me lmao. 

oh, also nebula deserved better 2kforever i just love her a lot and want her to be happy and not suffer, kthxbye 

#og #a4 spoilers #spoilers #endgame spoilers #avengers spoilers #avengers endgame spoilers #do you think i've tagged this thoroughly enough yet? #this is legit just boring and nonsensical rambling sorry

[jewishbrucebanner]

endgame thoughts:

soooo that happened I liked it better than I honestly thought I would but there really were a lot of moments of ?????? WHAT???? huh???? so in an attempted but really no particular order

oh clint... you’re still as bland as ever im so sorry

they try soooo hard to make you think tonys gonna die even though we all know he won’t (until later) lol and later they make morgan as cute as possible so it’ll be sad when he does dies 

carol and val not being in the second act at all was a bit headscratching like I was figuring they should’ve gotten SOMETHING to do. also carol unfortunately comes off as a deus ex machina bc she always seems to show up right when she’s needed

points for natasha keeping shit running i guess. I appreciated seeing her being vulnerable but at the same something about her felt off idk what like I tried to be invested in her but I still wasn’t. I’m gonna blame previous movies and the fact I don’t like Scarlett for that.

wow killing thanos was easier than expected

hyping up “gay rep” only for it to be a fucking extra was annoying and dude we are waaaayyy past this. I’d rather it wasn’t mentioned beforehand and it was just a mild surprise when watching

Professor Hulk is... something I’m conflicted about. There are some cute/funny moments but it really is not introduced well and its unclear how much of Hulk is still in there. I get that in a stuffed movie like this there’s only so much you can do but... idk I could’ve done with a least a line pre timeskip where Bruce mentions he’s going to talk things out with Hulk or something. I didn’t go in expecting my boy to be done well but c’mon people.

Thor was done dirty and he deserved better. He didn’t deserve mockery over his weight and his trauma. I mean even his mother got in on it yeesh let the poor guy catch a break.

like I get that Tony is marvel’s golden boy who can do no wrong, but having him figure out in one night a concept that was far more likely to be something Bruce should have figured out (since he’s the designated physicist) was... dumb. Bruce should have figured out the theoreticals while Tony was the only person who could figure out how to make his ideas a reality and build the machine so its a group effort. Plot points stay the same but Bruce isn’t dumbed down to make Tony look better.

scotts like the best part of the first act tbh like the emotional moments are great and all but i love him

though honestly Nebula deserves a big shoutout she was probably the best written character in the movie. wish she’s gotten to beat up her “dad” though

time travel makes noooo fucking sense. I was told about it beforehand and was confused but even after watching and having the characters explain it directly they still don’t make sense. its too confusing and it really made the second and third act frustrating to watch when some actions seem okay but others apparently aren’t. You can't take the stones out of time permanently because you risk creating shitty realities but you can go into the past and live out your life there when you were never meant to and change nothing??? huh??? the rules seem to change based on what’s needed for the plot

a lot of things in this plot are contrived actually. plan to collect all the stones going too easily? uhhhhh past nebula uploads present nebulas memories somehow like sure it only kinda makes sense but it sure is convenient for thanos!!!

nat dies and im... sad i guess. i feel bad for not being too sad.

but yeah its annoying how like sure the team seems to be upset that nats gone but most of the lines about it are clints and bruces like she was friends with the others too. also her not getting at least a funeral at the end... hmmph

eeyyyyy Bruce gets his big moment!!! he literally saved the universe! if only the MCU gave a shit about his character so the moment would feel as big as it is despite him accomplishing the entire fucking goal of the movie!!!

aaand thanos coming to rain on the parade

Steve using mjolnir was cool period

peter parker killing people (even if they’re aliens) made me uncomfortable tbh 

the all girl lineup moment felt very... self congratulatory... “see we’re totes feminist! we have like ten whole named girl characters!!!”

the whole big battle would’ve been better if playing keep away with the gauntlet was done like the climax of The Great Muppet Caper.

vision... really wasn’t there huh

i won’t lie tonys death was sad but also... couldn’t bruce have just put the gauntlet back on and brought him back (and nat back but from the past? it worked for gamora)???

no one’s talking about how Bruce is the only member of the original 6 who’s an alive active Avenger at the end of the film. Steve’s old, Tony and Nat are dead, clints retired, and thors in space. but bruce is the only one who doesn’t get a scene about what he’s gonna do now?

three movies of thor learning to be responsible thrown out the window just like that

two and a half-ish movies of steve learning to move on thrown out the window just like that

wait we didn’t close with a new team lineup and Sam saying “Avengers Assemble”? 

there’s probably more but that’s what I got off the top of my head

#endgame spoilers

[stealth-spiderr]

red // t.h.

wassup homies, here’s my thing for @fuckyou-imspiderman‘s writing challenge!! this took me ages to start bc i had a block but then i was flooded with an idea last night and here’s this. it’s inspired by youngblood by 5sos, more from the vibes i get listening to it than the actual lyrics but i managed to work some of them in

summary // you and Tom aren’t great at relationships and are always up for meaningless sex but maybe you both have feelings after all. and maybe you don’t know how to handle them properly and things don’t turn out the best.

pairing // tom holland x fem!reader ((bit of a fuckboi//fuckgirl thing))

warnings // swearing, angst, sexual references ((no actual smut tho))

word count // 2.9k

Red was the wine they drank the day they met.

Both you and Tom had no particular reason to be there, simply there to avoid boredom. Besides, everyone should go to a wine tasting at least once right? You’d ended up seated beside each other and spent the whole time snickering at the ridiculous adjectives used to describe the tastes and scents of various wines. The pair of you left together to grab coffee and talk a bit more over something you knew next to nothing about.

“I’m not even a big fan of wine, I just thought it’d be interesting,” you explained to Tom why you’d gone to the tasting in the first place.

“Well ‘interesting’ is one word for it, I s’pose,” Tom chuckled.

You talked for a couple of hours, both of you being overly flirty with each other, trying to lure the other in. When the tension became too much to bare, you got an uber to Tom’s place. His hand gripped your thigh as you kissed along his neck for half the drive, before Tom took your chin in his hand and titled your head away in order to return the favour for the rest of the trip.

Clothes came off as soon as you were inside his place, leaving a trail from the front door to his bed. Two rounds later, you were picking up your clothes and heading out. You’d barely walked five minutes when your phone buzzed with an incoming message from an unknown number.

I hope you enjoyed yourself, we should do this again -Tom

You smiled slightly to yourself as you typed your reply.

We should, keep your phone close 😉

As weeks went by booty calls turned into one of you staying the night, which bled into lazy days. Date nights with take out, the pair of you became the physical embodiment of ‘Netflix and chill’ and after a few months officially called yourselves a couple.

Red was the strawberries they ate when they promised forever.

It was a night-in date, a little picnic on the floor of Tom’s living room, a cheesy rom-com playing on the TV while you ate pizza. After cuddling up a while, Tom got up and ran into the kitchen, returning with a plate of chocolate covered strawberries.

“Because what’s a picnic without chocolate covered strawberries?” he said.

You narrowed your eyes at him playfully. “Did you steal that from High School Musical?”

“Maybe.”

You laughed fondly before tucking into the sweet treats.

“I love these so much,” you said.

“And I love you,” Tom replied.

You smiled at each other and Tom leaned in and captured your lips with his own. It held the magic of a first kiss. The first kiss that’s shown in movies and you just know that the characters are meant to be, you could just imagine the fireworks going off.

“I’ll love you until the day you die, baby,” you mumbled into his lips.

“That could be tomorrow, you know.”

“Okay, until I die.”

“Could also possibly happen tomorrow.”

“Forever, then. I’ll love you forever.”

A grin broke out on Tom’s face and he picked up another strawberry, took a small bite before holding the fruit just in front of your mouth. You took the final bite while looking into his eyes, and he looked back with lustful intensity. He flicked the leaves away before he closed the gap between you once again, his tongue swiping away strawberry juice that was still on your lips.

Red was the blood that dripped from his knuckles.

Your relationship had become bitter-sweet. Tom loved you, or at least he thought he did. You loved Tom, or at least he thought you did. From day one everyone around him said you were both playing a dangerous game, because you were both the same. Before you both started hooking up regularly, you both were no strangers to one night stands, meaningless sex was your endgame every time either of you went out.

But old habits die hard. Tom kept noticing you taking too long to get drinks in a bar, he’d catch you flirting with hot guys hoping they’d buy you drinks. You’d catch him with his hands on a girls hips as she grinded her ass into his crotch. Maybe, subconsciously, it turned into a game of trying to one-up the other every time you went out, and yet you’d always leave together, making out in the back of an uber, usually to Tom’s but sometimes your place.

But one night things escalated too far when you did body shots with someone else whilst Tom was getting felt up by someone else. You made eye contact and his eyes darkened as he pushed the woman’s hands off his body. He stormed out of the bar, something he had never done, so you raced after him.

“You can’t just do that!” he exclaimed after you’d asked what was wrong.

“As if you can talk, letting some random bitch rub her hands all over you,” you scoff.

“That’s a hell of a lot different than having your tongue all over some wanker’s six pack! What? I can’t even kill some time with someone who actually wants to be with me?” he retorted.

“The fuck is that supposed to mean?”

“We’re supposed to be out together, why the fuck would you go off someone else and do body shots of all things?”

“It’s just my fault! You go off on your own two, what am I supposed to do then? We’re supposed to love each other, right? What happened to that?”

Tom opened his mouth to spit back an answer but stopped. What had happened? The way you both behaved hadn’t really changed, while your drunk flirting had increased to annoy each other, the only big difference was that neither of you were sleeping around. When he thinks about love, Tom believes that you become your best self when you’re with the person you love and who loves you. He looked at you, where there should have been betrayal in your features there wasn’t any, just frustration. You weren’t your best self with him, that was clear. He thought back to everything that happened on your nights out, he wasn’t his best self with you either.

“I don’t think you care,” Tom said, voice lowered and thick with oncoming tears.

He wanted to love you, when sex wasn’t involved you were amazing and fun to be around. But it wasn’t often when sex wasn’t involved in one way or another.

“Excuse me?” you scoffed.

“Tell me that if I pissed off right now, you wouldn’t walk back in there and take someone else back to your place.”

You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms over your chest. “You’re being an idiot, Tom.”

Tom. You hadn’t called him Tom in a long time, it was always ‘baby’. He smiled but there was no happiness behind it, you’d told him without saying the words but he needed to hear them. He stepped forward and cupped your face.

“Look me in the eyes and tell me the truth.”

You shrug slightly. “You don’t wanna hear it.”

“Just fucking tell me.”

“If you left right now, I’d go back in there and I’d find someone to help me forget you.”

It didn’t hurt him like he thought it would but he still felt shattered, although he didn’t show it. It almost scared you how calm he stayed one you’d spoken. He let go of your face and pressed an open mouthed kiss on your cheek, you could feel the anger from it seep into your skin.

“Fuck you, too,” he growled into your ear before walking past you, roughly bumping your shoulder.

You turned sharply to glare at his retreating back. “You weren’t that good a fuck anyway!”

He turns around, a smirk plastered on his face. “Oh, darling, I have plenty of memories that say otherwise, you can’t have faked it that many times. I hope you think of me when you fuck someone else, hell, when you fuck yourself I hope you imagine my fingers instead of your own. I hope every single person that makes you cum gets to hear you moan my name when you do.”

“Fuck you.”

“You won’t ever again.”

You both glared at each other for a minute before you stormed back into the bar. Tom let out a deep sigh before walking to the wall and throwing his fist at it until his knuckles were raw and scratched.

Red was her lipstick the first time her saw her again.

“Tom, there’s a perfectly good bar about ten minutes from your house, why are we going all the way into the city? It’s just gonna be more expensive,” Harrison whined, despite the fact they’d already made the longer journey without a complaint from him.

“Well, I’m not gonna run in into her here, am I?” Tom replied.

“And you’re trying to say you didn’t love her.”

“Maybe I loved her but I wasn’t in love with her, I don’t know. Still fucked me up, if I can avoid seeing her then I will.”

Harrison rolled his eyes but kept quiet, having said ‘I told you so’ already so there was no sense in pissing him off. The two entered a bar that was bustling with people but not overly crowded, Haz had caught sight of the pretty bartender so he clapped his hand on Tom’s shoulder.

“I’ll grab the first round, just want a beer, mate?” he asked.

“Yeah, thanks,” Tom answered.

He watched Haz begin to flirt with bartender for a few seconds before he headed to the other side of the room, picking a table in the corner. He pulled his phone out, trying to look busy whilst sitting alone. It was a full seven minutes before Harrison finally showed up with two beers and sat opposite Tom at the table. He rambled about how he’d got her to laugh with an intentionally shitty pick-up line and she’d actually flirted back a little. Harrison went to get drinks every time, alternating between taking money from Tom and using his own, he’d take ten minutes at least. It wasn’t busy which allowed him to actually chat with the bartender, and they hadn’t even been there for two hours before Tom was sick of it. He’d been sitting alone at the table for half the time, and the place had emptied a little, the bar wasn’t lively enough for Tom. He was itching to let loose and this just wasn’t the place for it so he walked up to Harrison at the bar.

“H, I’m gonna hit up or club or something for a bit. Meet you later?” he interrupted.

Harrison eyed him wearily, he looked sober enough but given how he’d been before you and this being his first time out after you, Harrison knew Tom had nothing to lose. And that was dangerous.

“Nah, I’ll come with, it’s fine.”

Harrison turned back to the bartender to say goodbye, she gave him a napkin with her number written on it, and then he followed Tom out onto the street. They walked a few blocks in silence until they found a place that looked okay. Harrison double checked if Tom was fine, he assured him he was and they entered the club.

It felt like the whole room was shaking with the bass of the music and Tom made a beeline for the bar.

“Shots?” he asked Haz.

“Just one, I think, mate.”

Tom put on an exaggerated frown before ordering three tequila shots and two bourbon and cokes. Once all the drinks were ready, he slid one of the shots towards Haz and clinked another against it.

“Cheers,” he mumbled before downing both his shots back to back, and quickly taking a swig of the bourbon and coke. “I’m gonna go dance or something.”

He claps Harrison’s shoulder and walks off to the crowd of sweaty bodies. He dances his way through multiple people, returning to the bar whenever he found his cup empty. He’d been avoiding Harrison, who would have stopped him from getting more drinks by this point, his head was fuzzy and he felt like he was stuck in a dream. He had no clue what the time was but he realised he hadn’t been to the bathroom all night. He rushed off, without a word to the woman who’d been all over him, to the bathrooms.

He almost fell into the door as he shoved it open and didn’t waste a second undoing his jeans as he slid to a stop at a urinal. It felt like the longest piss of his life. He washed his hands and quickly splashed his face with cold water before heading back out. He collided with another guy as he left before he froze in place just away from the door.

There you were. In all your smokey-eyed, cherry red lipsticked glory.

You looked just as surprised to see him as he was to see you. Both of you were staring at each other, slack jawed and unsure of what to do. Once you had time to calm down the night you broke up, you’d regretted your parting words somewhat. It had barely been two weeks but you’d found yourself missing him, but it wasn’t like you could text him, not after what you said or what he said. He’d been right, of course. You’d gone home with the first guy that gave you a second of attention once you went back inside. You didn’t remember his name, or if you even learned it, because you sure as hell weren’t moaning it when he pounded into you. You weren’t moaning anything, because Tom was more than right. You were thinking of him, not the guy kissing your neck and collarbones, so much that you couldn’t even get in the mood enough for one fuck with someone that wasn’t him.

You took a step forward, trying to work your mouth enough to speak but Tom snapped his mouth shut, cast his eyes behind you and walked straight passed without a word.

Red was what he saw when she rocked up to his place unannounced.

“Just a second!” Tom called out, as the knocking persisted.

It was late, he’d been in the bathroom, cleaning up after a shower when he faintly heard the knocking over the music he had playing. He jogged to the door, yanking it open whilst running his hand through his damp hair, which dropped to his side in anger when he saw you.

“Fuck do you want?”

“To talk, maybe? If that’s alright?”

“Fine.”

You went to step inside but Tom made no move to let you pass, instead crossing his arms over his chest.

“I mean, I’d rather not do this in the doorway,” you said quietly.

“That’s too bad. You have ten seconds to start talking or I’m shutting the door on you.”

“Listen, I keep thinking about you. I get drunk to forget but it doesn’t work and I call you, and I call and call and call but you never fucking answer. I know I hurt you and what I did was shitty and you didn’t deserve it, you really didn’t and I’m sorry for putting you through it.”

“Oh, I’m sure you are. Who’re you calling baby these days, huh?”

“Nobody, Tom.”

“Right, ‘cause no one could take my place, is that what you’re telling me?”

“Yeah, I guess so.”

“Oh, my fucking god, you have to be joking. How many people have you slept with since we broke up? Where was this effort when we were actually something?”

“Just give me a chance to be better, please.”

Your voice was pleading, you wanted him back in any way he would give himself to you. Your heart leaped when he sighed and moved to the side to let you in. You hurried past him in case he changed his mind but loitered awkwardly behind him as he shut the door.

Tom didn’t know exactly what he wanted, maybe it was you, maybe he was just sexually frustrated. But hearing you almost begging for him to take you back made something stir in him. He walked up to you without stopping until he’d backed you into a wall, your chest rising and falling rapidly, his mouth barely an inch from yours.

“Say you want me,” he said quietly but strongly.

You gulped, unable to take your eyes off his. “I want you,” you whispered, your hands finding his waist.

He quickly grabbed them and pinned them to the wall by your sides.

“Say you want me back in your life.”

“I want you back in my life.”

He kept the gap between your faces but ground his hips onto yours, causing you to let out a quiet moan.

“Say you need it.” he commanded, grinding his hips harder.

“I need it, baby, please.”

He smirked and leaned in slightly so your lips were brushing.

“Such a good girl begging for me. What do you want, love?”

“You. You touching me, fucking me, anything.”

“Keep going.”

He started trailing kisses down your neck, stopping every couple of inches to suck and bite your skin.

“I want you to leave bruises from gripping my hips so tight. I want you to hear me moan your name. I want to decorate your collarbones with hickies. I need you to make me yours.”

“Then mine you shall be,” Tom growled, smashing his lips to yours.

Red was the scratches she left on his back.

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i’m rolling my eyes at myself for being on this stupid website here making a post on new years eve but here are some facts about this past year:

it was shit!! laying in bed skipping class eating cereal watching the occasional movie until 2:30 pm uhhhhh not the best choice! leaving school in the middle of the day to use my down time to lay in bed (including that one time i accidentally fell asleep and was an HOUR late to rehearsal) - waste of time!! so yeah the first half of 2017 wasn’t my lowest point but was maybe my most embarrassing (also that email i sent out to only like three people with an attached flyer with a TYPO, still trying to live that down)

summer? summery. some real heart stopping beauty (mostly seeing the WA coast) and feeling for the first time in a while like i actually wanted something out of my life, like i actually wanted to DO something, like maybe my endgame wasn’t actually laying in bed until the afternoon and doing barely the bare minimum required for the rest of my life

and then the fall was a constant challenge of those beliefs!! like, hey audrey isn’t it embarassing that for 20 seconds you actually aspired to be something? like, you’re a joke. but u know what? maybe i can be a joke! I love to make people laugh! in addition it was marked by knowing that there are so many good things in my life and all those good things will one day end, bc everything in life is sooo finite! we are all just here coming in and out of everyone elses lives and everything you love...... will leave (except the ocean and the mountains, the earth will outlive me but it might not outlive humanity)

so how to i feel about 2018?? well i can’t tell if it really is self-sabotage or i actually can predict the future but here’s what i see:

i see myself being challenged at every corner i turn by the self loathing i let into my heart all those years ago! but i see myself healing and reframing the past and giving love to the version of me that needed it most and telling her i SEE her. and that’s all i want. i think that’s all we all want actually, or most of us, idk. to be SEEN, to not be afraid of who we are or who we were and hide nothing, let people love the things about ourselves that hurt us the most. (to be truly vulnerable and to know we are SAFE, the same thing i told myself just a few days before i turned 19)

and yeah, next fall is gonna be weird, my senior year is gonna be weird! some of my close friends are gonna be farther away than i’m used to and i’m not as good at being lonely as i used to be, and i was so unhappy then anyway. sometimes i struggle with the reality that we meet all these people in our lives and sometimes its only for the briefest period of time. people live for decades!! maybe i’ll be one of them! and then there are the people who are in our lives for only a handful of years that change us so much! i mourn every friendship i’ve ever lost dating back to like, age five (katie, my first bff in kindergarten! sheryl from middle school!) and preemptively mourn everything that hasn’t ended...... yet

so, idk, what’s the real point of this post? what are some actual concrete goals that can make 2018 less shitty than some previous years?

when you hear that voice, the part of you you imagine as a rude guest at a dinner party (shows up, insults the food, is rude to everyone, makes mean comments insulting EVERYTHING, is a huge dick, and all the other guests are like ‘bro you didn’t even have to come, youre only bringing everyone down w your toxic behavior) don’t ask it to leave nicely! fight it! punch it! punch the wall! sob loudly! just don’t let it make you stop, no matter how stupid it makes you feel. you have my permission to feel stupid for trying but to keep trying anyway. not bc one day you’ll prove you wrong about yourself (lets hope you do but lets not count on it) but bc laying in bed all day or failing before trying is worse than ATTEMPTED productivity, or at least the illusion of it

oh god, pls start doing cardio again. don’t look back at recordings from freshman year and go... wow isnt the slimness of my face and the contour of where my neck and chin meet superior? like sure maybe audrey of winter 2016 didnt have the most healthy weightloss habits but in the spring when your eating habits became like uhhh, somewhat disordered, that’s when you started gaining weight again (also its not about your weight, its about your health, blah blah, blah, body image issues? never hear of them)

cook yourself some nice nutritious food. youll actually feel better and i know you know it!!!

read a fucking book! i mean you’ve been okay at this including poetry you read like 30 books this year so like high five man but just..... keep reading. 

make something out of your commute dont just sit on tumblr or stare into space

i know you think its impossible to work smarter when youre uhhh, kinda stupid, but try it. just, try.

just pls actually learn a fucking thing about how to play the tin whistle

keep writing and keep being vulnerable with yourself and don’t lie and don’t hide when no one else is looking bc it’s uh, pointless. i mean, you’re getting good at this but no one will SEE you if you don’t let them. you know this. you know this.

#i.... dont make these posts anymore usually bc i started journaling again but i haven't done that in a while and god #ive been on this website since like age 15 i can't let go don't judge me #text #it also feels nice to make a semi public declaration of like the things that i think of 24/7 #THIS IS A FUCKING NOVEL OF A POST can you tell i hvan't written in my journal in like three weeks #properly at least #all my entries are short #maybe ill make a short one after this #then read #wow now even my tags are becomieng stupid lon #g #have i ever mentioned that i have uhhh never had a problem meeting word counts bc i can talk about crap for ever and ever once i get started #trashpost #i...... might delete this in the morning #dudes #this post is like me returning to my roots #oversharing on tumblr was like a PART OF ME #fuck this website i mean i may never leave but god fuck this whold gaddamn place #but also bless it for giving me an outlet of sorts when i didn't know what tf uhhh about anything #this whole post mustnt make much sense but yet here we are

[shadowclarys]

i’m a little late, but i just watched the pll series finale and i’m a little mad and SO UPSET

don’t proceed if you don’t wanna get SPOILERS (although i believe everyone’s already watched it)

i thought it was shit that AD was twincer (alex drake) - mainly because most of spoby scenes in this season, apparently, it wasn’t spencer, so I’M VERY UPSET, which kinda makes me question WHAT SPOBY SCENES IN THE SERIES WERE REALLY SPOBY, so

btw, someone from the cast or the crew (maybe even marlene, idk) - i don’t really follow their tweets/interviews bc i’m always busy af so - said AD was there since the pilot?????? does that mean maybe alex was pretending to be spencer in a scene or more? THEY KEEP MAKING THIS TWISTED GAMES WITH OUR MINDS WHEN IS IT EVER GONNA STOP

and when hanna was hold captive and spencer appeared in some kind of illusion to her, i thought the twincer theory was a good one, but they kinda managed to make it a bad thing for me as i had imagined it would go totally different at that time (if it were real) - the theory started in early s7, so we couldn’t have known it was a real deal back then but i already pictured some things happening later in the series if it were true - btw, it was a good theory back then to me also because then spaleb could be fake BUT NOOOOOOOOO NOW WE WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT WAS REAL AND WHAT WAS NOT WHAT WAS SPENCER WHAT WAS ALEX I SRSLY AM SO MINDFUCKED RIGHT NOW

besides, alex doesn’t really have a motive to torture the girls????? it’s not their fault, not even spencer’s, that she got a terrible life. it’s not the girls’ fault that charlotte died. it’s not their fault that it took so long to find out who killed charlotte. it’s not like they were better, smarter, idk, than the police to figure it out???? WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL THIS? you could say it’s because she’s insane and just evil but still wtf (and she certainly wasn’t before she met wren and knew about charlotte etc so????)

(ok i don’t remember how jenna got blind after her surgery, but it doesn’t matter, i guess) (this does tho: i don’t remember many things about the series bc a lot happened so i might be wrong about this one, but still) SERIOUSLY, JENNA KEPT BEING BLIND? she was one of the most motivated people to hate the girls, to want to screw them over, etc BUT SHE STILL NEVER ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING AGAINST THEM WITH THE INTENTION OF DESTROYING THEM. she only got in the AD team because she needed money for her surgery, NOT TO RUIN THE LIARS’ LIVES. she even WARNED them (through toby, but still) that spencer wasn’t truly spencer, but a twin sister she didn’t know about until now. ps: ‘i may not be able to see, but i can smell a bitch a mile away‘ will be forever in my heart JENNA IS A FUCKING QUEEN AND SHE DESERVED BETTER

btw, what happened to sydney? they just simply forgot about her lol

i wanted SO BADLY, right from the start, for lucas to be in the A(D) team. we were so close to that, and i was so happy, only to be even more frustrated later in the finale. we didn’t even get to know more of his story with charles, which could be something to make him be a part of the AD team. UGH SO MUCH POTENTIAL WASTED, I’M SO MAD

and let me just add here: that idk where from accent was SO BAD. not because troian isn’t natural from somewhere with that accent or because we’re used to her american one, but it didn’t really add much to the character? it just kept distracting me from the story alex was trying to tell and every word she spoke just made me make an ‘ew’ face.

btw was i the only one who saw RIGHT AT THE MOMENT it wasn’t a mirror AND THAT IT WAS ANOTHER PERSON (obviously, the twincer) when spencer was touching her hair and alex did the same so she would think it was a mirror and bla bla bla? i guess some people might have jumped off when she said ‘boo’ haha but anyways that reveal was epic, i must admit it. not the mirror illusion thingy, i thought it was kinda cliché tbqh, i always expected that if the twincer theory was real, but the ‘boo’ was nice lol

moving on tho, i thought the liars didn’t get a certain end. spoby was just mentioned, we never saw them getting together again. we deserved at least a hug or a kiss scene (after alex was arrested, to be obvious it was spoby). toby was doing that helper thingy and stuff, but he needs to make some money to live????? spencer just got into law school, i mean???? does that mean she’s still living with her parents? ezria had the wedding, but are they gonna get money only from the movie of their book? they should have gotten a definitive job idk. and ok they’re gonna adopt a child, but i wanted to see more of that. haleb got that boring elope AND I WANTED A WEDDING, HANNA IN A BEAUTIFUL DRESS, CALEB IN A TUXEDO, EXCUSE ME, I DEMAND THIS SCENE TO BE SHOT!!!!!!!! emison never found out their babies’ father was wren????? and are they still teaching at the school?

it also doesn’t make sense that alex accepted mona in the AD team after knowing she was the one who killed charlotte, so?????

and IS MONA REALLY NOT IN A SANATORY AFTER GETTING IN THESE MANIPULATIVE GAMES SO MANY TIMES, HOW COME SHE GOT TO LIVE OUT OF A MENTAL HOSPITAL??????? or if that little world of her is actually a sanatory, HOW would they allow her to play with mary and alex? and how would she get a boyfriend? THAT WOULD BE LIKE THE GUY’S ABUSING HER wtf it might be a sanatory, but i think it isn’t, so... and how did she get mary and alex out of prison and locked them in her own ‘dungeon’???????

i srsly think alex and mona should have died, especially alex, but whatever

also WON’T HALEB EVER GET THEIR HONEYMOON???????????

I WANNA SEE EZRIA’S HONEYMOON TOO

fuck, so many cool things from their lives were left out i’m so sad ): i wanted to see emison’s labor, emily holding alison’s hand, the babies’ names (maybe if it were two boys one would be named after emily’s dad, or if it were girls they could name them after other beloved people - idek if the babies are boys or girls smh) the liars waiting outside; i wanted to see the girls making a career, getting their lives together, A PROPER HALEB WEDDING, A PROPER SPOBY ENDGAME SCENE, ezria and haleb’s honeymoons, ugh

EMISON WEDDING REPRESENTING LGBT+ COMMUNITY <3

perhaps ezria deciding to get pregnant through emily’s belly (since she didn’t carry her own children, it would be sweet, you know) or even alison’s

maybe aria’s, hanna’s and emison’s kids playing with each other :3

the only ship that got a full ‘circle’/closure, with a wedding, a honeymoon (even if it wasn’t shown), a future planned and kind of concrete was ezria. haleb got a crappy ‘wedding’ and a (2-second-announcement - if it was even that long - of) pregnancy (i’d like to see caleb kissing her belly, they finding out the baby’s sex, picking a name...), emison got a shitty proposal (although they had some cute scenes, like the picnic one), spoby didn’t even get a kiss, not even a hug, fml, i’m so angry.

can i just say “i'll think of all that might have been” (quoting evermore from batb bc it just fits right in lol - i’m actually crying as i type ‘lol’ tho)

it left us with unsolved things that probably will never be explained (perhaps there’s not even any explanation, since it wasn’t planned from the start and it turned into this gigantic mess with no links at all and no way to be fixed)

the show was supposed to end with answers but all it gave us was more questions

i’m upset :/

#pll finale #pll spoilers #me #pllfinale #pll #pllspoilers

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Endgame Spoliers! Read At Ur Own Risk

I know a bunch of folks are pissed/upset/hurt/ about Thor's character arc in endgame. which, to be fair, I can get behind to a certain degree.

I think that his character finally failed, purely, whether it be him failing as a leader, to himself, or in battle with Thanos, he believed that he failed. Thor was grieving the loss of himself in a way. That being said, the writers decided to portray his grief through drinking, isolation, and weight gain. these are pretty normal things for someone who is deeply hurt to seek solace in, especially if you're the God of Thunder and you think that some giant grape man wiped out half the universe because you didn't "go for the head"

The whole point of the first movie is that Thor is too prideful. He loses his power because of this, which of course then leads to further self exploration and eventual turnaround. The second movie shows us Thor's love for humanity, especially thru Jane foster. The second movie was a bit more of a look into he and his family's dynamic, with Odin being more of a benevolent god, being like "fuck humans lmao she's gonna die" and Thor is like "dude wtf ur the protector of the nine realms, protect them." there's of course the death of Frigga, which, of course affects Thor and Loki tremendously.

Of course the third Thor film, Ragnarok is the best. I love thor. I watched all the movies when I was a kid, went with my dad to the theater. I was obsessed, he was the fucking God of Thunder! Mjolnir was also one of the coolest parts of his character when I was 12. so. needless to say, going to see Ragnarok i was both suprised and excited. I think that the traditional way of portraying Thor is really neat, since I love mythology.

Taika Waititi, the love of my life, new zelands man of the year, all around great guy, took the character of Thor and totally reinvented him. we all went Yonkers and Bonkers for the new and improved Thor! as we should have he was fantastic and a refreshing update to the beloved character.

Which of course brings me to Infinity War and Endgame Thor. The fact that Infinity War took place minutes after Ragnarok, which if you guys know the ending, Thor's home blows up. He finds himself without a dad, an evil sister he had to kill, down an eye, reunited with his assumed dead brother, and a reluctant leader to a homeless people. He gets his ass handed to him by Thanos, ship destroyed, watches Loki get brutally murdered in front of him, as he watches, literally helpless. also don't forget he lost mjolnir, which, as korg so eloquently put it "was comporable to losing a loved one." Infinity War puts Thor in space, with the guardians, who he doesn't know, let alone giving him 0 time to mourn his lost loved ones. Thor is grieving, and I'd say his most identified emotion is Anger. Thor is a warrior, he wants revenge. Of course we all know he didn't go for the head, and Thanos, throws it back in his face as he snaps. Thor is yet again helpless, this time on a cosmic scale. He blames himself, the grief of the snap and of his previous losses catching up to him.

Endgame begins with Thor cutting Thanos's head off in a fit of rage, after finding out he's snapped the stones away. Thor mightve been holding on to the hope of reversing the snaps effects, and this totally throws that away for him. Which of course brings us to grieving Chubby! Thor. Throughout endgame it shows Thor crying in parts, begging to be the one to snap and bring everyone back, even having a panic attack. man's is not doing well. The scene on Asgard is probably the most telltale sign that the character has really hit rock bottom. he calls mjolnir to him, and when it does come, he is visibly suprised, even saying "I'm still worthy!!"

in conclusion, this post is to say that I love Thor. I don't love that his grief was a target for easy jokes, but I do appreciate the realness of his grief.

I also wanna say that chubby Thor is still just as hot if not better looking than skinny! Thor. he's fucking so cute. fuck. also! Thor and I happen to look super similar after he gains weight! I don't even know how to explain how much it made me smile to see that on screen, despite the jokes and shitty writing surrounding his appearance.

all in all, I love chubby Thor bc we look similar, and I hope that despite its flaws, endgame was satisfying. I personally loved it.

this took way too long to say and probably makes no sense but it's my blog and I can ramble if I want too.