#i'm that desperate

[yoi-comics]

In need of help...

First of all, I want to apologize for everyone who has been following this account for my long absence. Tumblr were blocked in my country for some period of time and a lot of things happened in my life. I’m trully sorry...

And I’m sorry that I’m coming back here today for something that’s not related to Yuri on Ice, but I really need some help from you all. To save a precious fandom that has helped me a lot during my roughest time: Uta no Prince-sama (UtaPri). A franchise that has been going for 12 years, bringing happiness through music.

On 25th October 2022, KLab has announced the closing of the EN and CN servers of Uta No Prince-Sama: Shining Live, the only localized game of this franchise as well as the most active global media that connect the fandom. The termination notice has affected the UtaPri SL community very heavily. Shining Live has became an important part of our life, it has always been a source of happiness on our darkest days. It’s not just a game. It’s a home for many of us.

Therefore, we refused to just accept all the memories we’ve built there to just go like this without a fight. That’s why we’re starting a petition to merge the CN and EN servers with the main JP server. Integrating our accounts into the server is all we ask for so we could continue enjoying the game there without losing our 5 years of effort. KLab has previously done this with Love Live! SIF, so it is not a decision that they are truly unable to make.

This game is the fruit of our hardwork as well as a bond that brings us together as a community. This is not just something that one or two of us want. Our entire community wants it! 

 So please, help us by signing the petition here:

>>> UtaPri Server Merge Petition <<<

Thank you in advance. I’ll really apreciate everyone’s help. All I could do to repay you guys’ kindness is offering to reblog your, or your favorite artists’ YoI comics again like how this account were dedicated to. My DM and inbox will always be open for submission. Just share the link and I’ll reblog it!! (＞v＜)ゝ

#not yoi comic #utapri #uta no prince sama #shining live #music connect the world #josei muke #otome #rhythm game #i'm that desperate #;_;

[wrongwiredmind]

"... Lonely is a man without love"

Happy is a me with MoonKnight!!

#Not rhythmic #can't get it out of my head #can't help it #obsessed #moon knight #steven grant #marc spector #jake lockley #layla el faouly #taweret #konshu #I'd sell my soul for the second season #Even if it was confirmed #I'm that desperate #And depressed #Not much of a difference #Can I sell my soul to Oscar isaac instead?? #I'm attached a normal amount #No #Really #Just building a shrine here #nothing major

[ourheroregina]

3, 5, 20, 23!

3. Favorite TV show to watch this year? - Well, in 2022 I watched only the Witcher (like January 1-5) and since then I've watched only SVU, so my answer is SVU :D

5. Favorite song, album, or artist to listen to this year? - Favorite song is probably The Loneliest by Måneskin. Favorite album - honestly, don't know, maybe Marina's Ancient Dreams in a Modern Land. Favorite artist - Marina.

20. Last fandom of the year - SVU/EO.

23. The most missed of your old fandoms - Outlaw Queen fandom, always and forever ❤️

Thank you so much for sending me these! ❤️❤️

#also i don't have friends in svu/eo fandom yet so if you wanna be friends message me lol #i'm that desperate

[nouverx]

These two have the potential to be the funniest duo of the show istg

First one is from this amazing reblog from one of my posts, second one is inspired by some of the replies of said post

#hazbin hotel #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin alastor #hazbin art #angel dust #alastor #my art #comic #autodesk sketchbook #I desperately want Alastor and Angel Dust to interact more in the next seasons #tons of puns and funny situations about those two are popping in my brain as we speak #I'm enjoying drawing comics lately don't mind me

[jukain4216]

Not Solar showing off her copy of Two Rabbits 😭

#solar #mamamoo+ #the urge to stay up for 24 hours to listen to it as soon as it comes out 😭 #i'm that desperate

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

i vote that next year instead of reading Dracula we do a Jeeves & Wooster Book Club. those two never got the rabid tumblr shipping fandom they deserved (disqualified for the sheer technicality of being published a century too soon). we must correct this injustice

#jeeves and wooster #i want to watch tumblr go rabid i want to watch ao3 overflow with jeeves/wooster fanfiction #yes obviously the fandom EXISTS but it's a cozy little neighborhood #a handful of talented artists and writers doing their best to keep their charming little village going #but i'm tired of cozy i want this fandom TRENDING #I WANT TO SEE THIS ON MY DASHBOARD PEOPLE #i swear to you if they made a shiny new tv series tumblr would absolutely obsess over these characters. good omens levels of obsession #it's just such a great dynamic! the good-natured overly-trusting bumbling idiot in constant need of rescuing! #the stoic all-knowing genius who quietly masterminds mayhem in order to protect this one moron he's devoted himself to for some reason #jeeves as a morosexual is just such a beautiful interpretation of the original text #wooster as a happy-go-lucky himbo who stumbles his way into a relationship with a protective caring and supremely competent mastermind #the angst and social complexities of a same-sex cross-class relationship in turn-of-the century london! #oh AND half the stories are about jeeves helping wooster get out of engagements/desperately avoid marriage #two men who live together constantly scheming to maintain their bachelorhood. this is quite literally the main plot point #the gay subtext is there! the gay subtext is there and very ripe for picking!!! #this thing is LOCKED AND LOADED we can pounce literally any time

[elspeth-catton]

today i'm thinking about how "i love you" was the first thing felix said to oliver and the last thing oliver said to felix

#that they both held the others face in their hand #how when felix said it it was casual and joyful and when oliver said it it was desperate and distressing #i'm so unwell #saltburn #saltburn 2023 #oliver quick #felix catton #oliver x felix #felix x oliver #cattonquick #jacob elordi #barry keoghan

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #talia al ghul #batfamily #dc robin #nightwing #anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther #like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it #they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc #but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself #anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did #it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios #also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul #you will always be famous to me #son of the demon origin...bwahhh #anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic #but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up #so go look at that as well #anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy #i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!) #so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!) #when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself #it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on #I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue #i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :] #idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups #so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat #(it's me they should hire me. please DC i have ideas listen to my red hood pitch PLEASE-)

[lotus-pear]

yeah sure therapy is nice but teen soukoku is faster and a lot cheaper

#LITERALLY STILL IN SHAMBLES OVER 109 THIS IS HOW IM COPING #thinking abt how much harder teen skk hits bc that's when chuuya started using corruption and they had to learn to trust each other #like with their lives. #not ''hey dazai i'm lending you five bucks so you can get me a coke from the vending machine i trust you'll give me the change'' #although i'm sure that's happened and dazai runs off with the change despite being explicitly told not to bc he's an ass #anyway despite not having mutual understanding or even sympathy for the other person they entrusted their lives to each other #also the fact that chuuya isn't likely human but so desperately wants to be and dazai is the tether to his humanity #likewise how dazai was so traumatized to the point where he couldn't feel human #but meeting chuuya made him think living was worth a shot #the parallels are paralleling #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #nakahara chuuya #chuuya nakahara #soukoku #skk #lotus draws

[interiorlulus]

Nothing has really shown me how bad I am at socialising more than spending the entirety of September of last year without being able to talk and befriend anyone among the thirty something people in my class until the day I lingered on my own at the door at recess and was asked by the two girls I now hang out with if I wanted to join them. Literally the only reason I now have someone to hang out with (at the art school cause otherwise...). It's just so depressing.

#i've been thinking about looking into youth activities in my city or something #maybe even whatever lgbt collective there might be #i'm desperate enough that i just sometimes want to go for a walk on my own to not be in my room #but i'm scared ot will only make me feel so alone #i'm that desperate #me.txt

[bagelsenjoyer14]

#I’m convulsing #lord help me I'm not well #I had to edit this on google docs bechase my phone died #that’s how desperate I am #good omens #crowley #aziraphale #anthony janthony crowley #ineffable husbands #jim good omens #good omens season two #aziracrow #azirafell #anthony j crowley #go2 #good omens 2

[tubbytarchia]

maybe. I hope you guys never stop asking for ranchers

#once again struggling so hard with the human anatomy but we pull through!! Practise makes perfect!! #rancher duo #team ranchers #tango tek #jimmy solidarity #trafficblr #trafficshipping #how dare you douse tango in water /lh. I'm only forgiving you because it made me think of more rancher fluff #I desperately want Jimmy to absentmindedly play with Tango's tail and I desperately want Tango to like that. He gets to purr as a treat #he's messing Jimmy's feathers the fuck up but its okay. boyfriend priveleges #tubby art

[doberbutts]

Recently Youtube's algorithm really wants me to watch Schindler's List and I never had so the other night I sat down and actually watched it.

Having a lot of thoughts about it but a major one I keep coming back to is how even an immensely and deeply flawed human being can go against "just following orders" and instead put in the work to actually help.

It may never be fully enough. It may never save as many as you'd hoped. But when you have a choice to either follow orders or save your fellow humans in front of you, I hope you choose the latter.

Schindler died in poverty. He was not a renown war hero nor was he at all famous or widely beloved. But he saw that he could help, even in some small way, and so he helped.

He was a Nazi who saw what the Nazis were doing to Jews and said no more. Enough. If I can even spare those under my charge, maybe a few extras, then at least I will have tried to do something about this.

I think a lot of people do not fancy this type of activism. It is messy, dangerous, and often completely thankless. Schindler survived as long as he did after the war due to those he saved helping him with donations. He was not popular in his hometown due to his association with Nazis, he was not popular in Germany, he was not popular in Argentina. His businesses all failed. His wife left him. A movie about his deeds was released several years after his death, where he would receive none of the benefits. He went to prison multiple times for simply refusing to hate Jews.

I think a lot of people like to think they're activists, but are sorely unprepared for doing this type of work, and then in truth become activists in name only. This is hard work. But without him, another thousand or so people would be on that death toll.

He took his position of extreme power- a Nazi owning a factory almost entirely operated by Jews, making oodles of money off that cheap slave labor- and said you know what? No. I'm not doing that. I can't save everyone, but as long as they are within my factory, you will not kill my workers. As long as I'm here you aren't harming one hair on the head of any Jew under my care. You're not sending or keeping them in Auschwitz. You're not randomly executing them for entertainment. They're people. You're not murdering them.

"Just following orders" they say. But they didn't have to. They could have helped. They could have did what he did, look around and say "what the fuck am I doing here", and stop. He did. They could have. They didn't.

#I think it's also intereating that he did not do it out of compassion at first #he did it because it was smart capitalism #jewish labor was super cheap and they were desperate to be considered fit to work because otherwise execution was waiting for them #only after the cleansing of the ghetto did he say whoa okay holy shit yeah no I'm not doing this anymore #that's also true of the real man the movie is about #I also think it's interesting that not everyone he saved thinks he was a good person #but even still despite his flaws they respect and admire what he did for them #his motives were not always pure #but the fact of the matter is that when he saw what was happening he chose to act against it #he did not shrug and saw welp orders are orders #nor did he succumb to hopelessness when it became difficult to keep up what he was doing

[ratbastarddotfuck]

Fucking h*rry p*tter has made it impossible to find anything wizard related on the internet and that is a fucking shame. "Wizard fabric" is all h*rry p*tter prints. "Wizard hat" is all just that fucking stupid h*rry p*tter hat. "Wizard lingerie" gives me fucking h*rry p*tter themed lingerie, do you understand?? I'm trying to dress as a sexy wizard, why is it so hard to dress as a sexy wizard? Does the world hate cool shit??

#wizards #please if you know where i can find a wizard hat with a cowboy brim base please let me know #maybe better phrased as a cowboy hat which becomes a pointy wizard hat #wizard #wizard fashion #I'm desperate #i'm desperate #the system speaks

[scndfather]

Anyways i love the sages but only because they are old men and genshin needs more old men. 

#i'm that desperate

[irisbaggins]

In rewatching the season, I'm noticing how clever Aabria and Brennan were in crafting Tula's story. How well thought out everything was.

Specifically, the bear. It's been mentioned so many times before, but with the context of the completed season, I cannot help but be in awe at the skilful storytelling at display here. The way in which the Blue is described to appear wrong only in reference to Tula and her heart, the way in which Tula talks about curiosity and and having experienced knowing someone who died because of it. Of how Aabria describes to Izzy how Tula looks when she heals the bear, of how Aabria specifically points out that Tula recognises the commonalities between herself and the bear. These breadcrumbs that mean little in the beginning, that tell everything at the end. It's amazing, stunning, masterful storytelling. I am in awe.

#text_loke #meta from loke #Burrow's End #Burrow's End Spoilers #Aabria Iyengar #Brennan Lee Mulligan #i am forever in awe tbh #also the way i gasped at several of brennan and aabria's lines this episode #i'll need to pull some quotes from that whenever i get on my computer #and i desperately need to write a fic about everything that happened from Tula's perspective #but that would be AFTER i finally manage to finish the little beast i'm working on about that Last Fight from Tula's pov #'cos BOY i have a feeling i will write a lot. just 600 words on the intro before 'kill them all'. so y'know. a wordy little thing... #anyway. i love burrow's end so much. i cannot stop thinking about it #Dimension 20 Spoilers #D20 Spoilers