#im just a wh*re

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

something i've been thinking about:

Wally is set up as a sort of "main character" by the whrp. he's said in the site's description of the show to have introduced the main theme/lesson of the day's episode, and then the rest of the neighbors join him on his escapades. but then we have our first glimpses of everyone's actual dynamics and characters through the audios and you look at Wally and its like

first of all, thats an npc. second, nearly everybody else has severe main character syndrome

but its fascinating how Wally is just kind of... There. he doesnt talk much. he doesnt contribute beyond a couple of lines. its more like he joins the others on their shenanigans. he fades into the background. he's off to the side while everyone else holds conversations & leads the moment

Wally, despite being described as Thee character, is borderline background.

& whats even more interesting, within his individual secret audio files and interactions - he's almost chatty. not only that but the way he talks is more confident and faster paced. he's taking initiative. he can be kinda pushy. when talking to the qa/whrp/Us, he acts more like the character his descriptions portray. he acts more like a person instead of a puppet waiting for his next cue

I cant tell if - when around the neighbors - his tepid milk behavior is a purposeful act or if he's masking. and if he's masking, is it deliberate or involuntary? and in regards to both, why is he acting so different? It could be tied to what he's trying to accomplish. if he's trying to "restore" Welcome Home, it would make sense for him to act as he does around the neighbors - he wouldnt want to clue them in that he knows so much more than he's letting on, would he?

but then that begs another train of thought - what if he isn't acting or masking? if there is a time discrepancy between Wally's interactions with the qa/whrp/Us & the more 'official' audios, that could explain the difference in behavior. we could be getting glimpses into "future" (read: current) Wally, who's had much more time to figure himself out since we can safely assume he started out as a blank slate. we could be seeing a more experienced Wally than the one seen with his friends.

of course that line of thinking loses some merit when considering the 14 "bug" audios. or it could lend to it... if we're seeing a more experienced Wally but his friends are only seeing what he allows them to. it's still him, just... a carefully curated version.

in general it could really tie into the themes of identity and change and being other, to me. when you're so different - or you feel so different - that you can't bring yourself to be your most authentic you around your friends. when you feel like you have to hold back and be who you think they expect you to be, or what would be most palatable. most normal. will they accept you as you really are? there's always the fear and terror that the people you consider closest to you won't. or when you're so scared of change that you'll shove down & lock away parts of yourself so that you can keep things as you are. because once they know you've changed, so will they. and really, do you want to even accept that you've changed? what if that's what scares you most of all - that you're different, you've metamorphosized, you can't go back to the way things were because you yourself are no longer the person you were before. there is no reversing this no matter how much you try or pretend

#its just so fascinating #the whrp: wally's The Guy! #wally (with his friends): the most lukewarm dude ever #then he's alone or alone with home and its like Hi My Name Is Wally Darling & Welcome To Jackass *off-tune guitar riff* #bbg has ✨problems✨ #and like - im giving all of his stuff a re-listen to make sure im not misremembering or completely talking out of my ass #but his phone call? the way his VA is delivering the lines seems So fuckign different than in the shared audios #his tone is flatter. he sounds more sure of his words and himself. he Sounds like he's in control and knows it. #immediately going from that to a shared audio where he puts more inflection in his voice & doesnt talk much #and when he does talk its slow. meandering. his lines are more befitting of his audience surrogate role #which only makes me feel more like he's acting/masking (again: if that time discrepancy does indeed exist) #which - as someone who kinda compulsively masks around Literally Everyone no matter how much i want to Not - it kinda hits hard! #i suspect that he Is masking instead of acting. he's The Most Autism as we all know so it would more than fit #and that could add an extra layer if it's automatic and he can't turn it off. or if he doesn't want to turn it off #but also acting... a misplaced attempt to protect his friends and world? not feeling like he can share his 'true' self? augh #wally darling you make me unwell. i want to dissect you #wh speculation #welcome home speculation #homebogging #and then listening to his little record audios #he starts out talking like he does in the shared audios and then slowly gains confidence until he's speaking more like he does in the call #just. wally not being talkative in the neighborhood to the point where everyone's like 'yeah wally isnt much of a talker' #vs him chatting away to the qa/whrp/Us #of course it could be because he has to carry the entire conversation on his own #But. but. you can still carry a one sided conversation and be hesitant or awkward or um. missing the word rn but short-sentenced #brief? succinct? concise? #wally's fully trying to make conversation with someone he knows can't reply. which is interesting #so many ways to take that. well. three #maybe he doesnt feel listened to in his day to day life / he feels more comfortable and can relax / hes been alone for a long while #anyway there may be more ways to take this but this is all my tiny poppyseed brain can reach atm

[ranbitteeth]

thinking many thoughts abt mizu and mama,,,

#when i looked on mama’s wiki it shoes her like names as lying wh*re-wh*re mother-maid #etc but w mizu she was just mama #in constant pain #i want her to feel a mother’s love #do u guys think mama felt a growing resentment for mizu or did she genuinely care for her #bes mizu #bes #art wip #bc idk if im gonna finish this #hhnggg mommy issues go brrrrr #blue eye samurai fanart #bes mama #mamaaaaaaaaaaaa oooohhhhhh iii don’t wanna dieeeeeee but i sometimes wish i’d never been born at aaaalllllllllllllllllll #text is lyrics from 君はできない子 by kikuo btw

[tawaifeddiediaz]

EDDIE DIAZ in FOX’S HISPANIC HERITAGE MONTH ANTHEM (2022) (x)

[Image ID: one gif of Eddie Diaz sitting across from Chimney Han in what looks like to be a shot from season 6. The shot is from behind Chimney, so he is blurred. Chimney is shaking his head as he sips from his mug. Eddie brings his mug from his mouth back down, looking amused by something Chim's saying as he purses his lips after drinking. The text across the gif reads "Around the world" with a circle graphic. /endID

#zee edits #eddie diaz #chimney han #911 spoilers #911 season 6 #911edits #911edit #911onfox #911 on fox #911 fox #userdahlias #userisha #911coc #this is just for fun and also because im a lil obsessed with this man #but also he looks very very hot this season #buff eddie diaz with the tawaif haircut #wh*re #anyway #if this is bad quality it's because it is

[swag696942069]

"Ew! You read smvt?!"

You bet your ass I do.

#i dont knkw why people are like grossed out by smut #its literally just written sex #why is sex gross #most people want to have it eventually #i mean #i get grossed out too when i hear my mom or brotehrs talking about it #but like #smut is good #like #have you read a good slowburn where for tge first 50 chapters they dont even hold hands #and then #boom #as soon as they know they like each other #smex #i love it #okay bye #smut #smut reading #fanfiction #im a wh*re with pride

[ggigigoode]

don’t say i don’t treat you <3

#she is such a wh*re i swear to god #the biggest tease #i mean she knew how we were going to react #she kept smirking when she saw our reactions in the crowd #fully Unfair #first she took her gloves off one by one finger by finger #then her jacket all slowly #and then… well you can see for yourself here #my mouth was open i swear #i was like 👁🫦👁 #haha 😅 #sorry im [redacted] #like thinking about it still… goddamn #she lives in my head rent free #i mean my head right now is just daya daya daya #im so grateful i got to see this live #but also i worry for my health knowing i have these videos on my phone and… #nvm #sorry im rambling #daya betty #rpdr #rpdr14 #rupauls drag race

[dalissy]

I haven't rewatched/reread Magic Kaito in a GOOD while but to think Kaito was born one year after Toichi and Chikage literally MET each other..... Oh they were REALLY down DOWN bad

#im just saying #dalissy babbles #magic kaito #detective conan #kaito kuroba #toichi kuroba #chikage kuroba #kaito how do u feel at the thought ur parents were wh*res #bye

[love-songs-for-emma]

"we gotta have the 'trauma makes you not drink' people to balance out the 'trauma makes you drink' people"

— @deangraham

#its true and im GLAD it said it. lex knows wtf is UP #this is formatted so dramatically & artsy quote like but in reality we were talking about how we hold bottles of any sort like #alcoholics (at the neck w the whole opening in our mouths) #this post was also brought to u by wh*re dean winchester #& my Father Issues (note: different from Daddy Issues but i cant explain how so the answer is Bc I Said So) #.txt #maria is literally just rambling. hi #lex.txt #oo i like that a lot. thats ur official tag now lex #quote #personal

[aita-alternia]

tbh,as,a,rustblood, the,only,bitches,ive,ever,heard,use,the,word,"burgundy",are,snobbish,casteist,assholes,pretending,to,be,nice. if,youre,really,with,us,you,know,we,own,our,rustiness*. its,about,how,we,fuck,up,and,corrode,the,system. and,before,anyone,asks,yes,i,know,how,to,use,a,VPN,before,i,send,a,controversial,ask,to,a,public,forum,im,not,six.

*nothing,against,you,personally,ive,heard,they,teach,a,lot,of,outdated,material,in,the,caverns.

OH NO YE^H I ^M FULLY ^W^RE THE WORD RUSTBLOOD IS COMMON ^ND ^CCEPT^BLE. I W^S LIGHTLY CONCERNED ^BOUT THE USE OF THE OTHER WORD , THOUGH , ^S I H^VE DEFINITELY SEEN IT USED IT DEROG^TORY CONTEXTS

#^S ^NOTHER ^NON INFORMED ME HOWEVER. IT IS ^LSO RECL^IMED SOMETIMES . SO SHRUG #WH^T DO I KNOW #^LSO JUST BEC^USE I GREW UP IN THE C^VERNS DOESNT ME^N I DONT H^VE ^ LIFE TH^T EXTENDS OUTSIDE IT GOOD GOG #DO I RE^LLY STRIKE YOU ^LL ^S TH^T OBEDIENT #not a submission

[ihatebnha]

okay but what if u made bkg's sim woohoo with the townies and make him a wh0r£ and have all these babies with the townies❓❓🤨🤨 he'd probably just look at u with a deadpan look and tell u to stop 😭😭

PLEASEEE I almost think that'd be even funnier asdkfasa;sdkf,... he's literally so serious, too, and the more you push it on him, the more upset he gets. Probably tries to quit playing even on his side cuz he's just so... personally offended.

Probably tries to snatch the mouse from you to stop whatever woohoo is going on, and when the baby music plays, just... leaves the rooms.

"I fucking hate this game, y/n. Those aren't my kids. That's not even me, god damn it!"

#bakugo #why is he so stressed LOL #no im just kidding #gotta apologize for real now #tell him that he's nothing like his sim version #can u imagine he gets mad at u for putting the traits hotheaded and self assured #SO FUNNY #hes like im humble??? #SAKJNFAKJD #anyway wh*re sim bakugo... please #tries to do the same to u and when ur not mad... is bummed #ask #anon #caitie things

[lovelydolls]

Love seeing my drawing ideas that I write down,,, none of them are going to happen but <33

#I keep. a google doc and an irl notebook to write down. random!!! art ideas i have but im not in the. mental energy to draw! #one of them just says garfield so. #a lot are Tw//isted Wo//nderland related #damn I want a friend who likes that game... i just hate a lot of the fans on tumblr- yknow those. writers. that write. that... stuff #off topic. ideas. #another just says wh//re like??? what. does that mean??? #another says both goth and trans. I dont remember what that means.

[lesbiyawn]

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#I’m annoying myself because 2 weeks ago I rlly wanted to wh*re myself out n just have casual things w girls #but now a year old crush has resurfaced n im thinking about shooting my shot w this pretty girl on campus #like I wasn’t rlly looking for a relationship. but I’d consider it if we meshed #but that’s if she’s interested. I’ve consulted a council of friends n they’re in agreement she’s a wlw #don’t know if she’d be interested in me. we also have a weird dynamic where it’d be simultaneously awkward n not awkward for me to ask #like I’m not super close so it’s not like im jeopardizing a close friendship. #but because we’re not super close shooting my shot also feels a little. out of the blue. #my friend suggested asking to go out for coffee after tbis finals/commencement craziness ends #so I might do that :) #also feels weird because like. my self image has improved greatly because I know several girls that have expressed interest in me #n that feels great of course #but it still feels weird to be like. yeah I think she likes me!

[hoshiseon]

spiraling back into my jjk & haikyuu phase and i HAVENT EVEN FINISHED EITHER YET 😭

#i plan on finishing jjk i just dont have anything to watch it on #🪐 — ramblings #anyways im a Wh*re for choso & getou 😁

[satansappendix]

I am experiencing emotion

#soap spoilers #idk im feeling a lot of complicated emotions right now #my bastard of a dad is in the icu again #he just had surgery like three weeks ago to try and repair fistula (basically a hole) in his esophagus from the last surgery #to remove his cancer because he had esohougus cancer #well apparently because of the fistula he keeps getting pneumonia and it was so bad he had to be intubated #so the docs said that it will keep happening and it will likely be worse and his right lung part f it isn't re inflating #so the only options it sounds like to maybe save his life is to do a really risky surgery and remove more of his esophogus #and part or all of his right lung #and if they don't do the surgery he will likely die from pnuemonia pretty soon anyways #so my mom is his medical proxy and is trying to decided what to do for him because hes sedated and wont wake up before surgery no matter wh #im feeling im not sure angry? sad? anxious fearful? i dont know bad im feeling bad #but i don't know how to like deal with this? #i hate my father he has hurt me emotionally so much #but i still feel wierd about losing him #he takes issue with me being queer he has illuded to that much #and he was never there for me ever my whole life sure he was physically in our house but not emotionally there #the first time he ever asked me what i wanted to do with my life was when i was 16 and he got fucking drunk #he never really came to any of me or my siblings music preformances #he came few times that i remember but it was when there was free food #and its not like he wasn;t able to come he was off work every fucking day by fucking 2:30 #my mom who works nights came to like all of my concerts #he yelled at me one time when i fell off the sea wall as a kid (fell onto the ground next to it not the sea) because i got hurt #my mom told me its becuase he cared but that doesn't make any sense it never has #he threw my brothers fan out the fucking window one winter because he had it open #he has broken so many of our thing when he would just get so fucking angry #he pulled our kitchen cabinets down in a fit of rage when we were remodeling the kitchen because he got made #he screams at us he yells at us he calls my mother a bitch he cant even be nice to his fucking mother #he blames my brother for everything wrong he calls him a theif and some many nasty things #hes a major hypocrite he calls my brother a drug addict for smoking fucking weed while doing the same fucking thing

[arminsumi]

🔞 playtime w enemy!gojo

g. satoru — さとる

NOTE: i think abt this idea all the time n i just thought id gift u all a piece of mean nasty enemy gojo lusting for u

WARNINGS — ignore errors pls, smut, he's mean he's a jerk but he kinda feels for u, blood mentions, fighting, m*sturbation, he jerkin it to a pic he snapped of ur defeated face 🫠 sexual tension, impact play (slapping n spanking), dirty talk, namecalling (sl*t, wh*re, b*tch, freak) and nicknames (bunny, sweetheart, baby), dirty talk, unprotected sex, taboo sex (fucking ur enemy) creampie, it's nasty im ngl, god kink thing??? he rlly cums n goes 🧍‍♀️, hairpulling

just... just enemy!gojo...

enemy!gojo kissing you like he's trying to kill you. you can feel this murderous rage on his lips after you fuck up his heroic plans.

and enemy!gojo fighting you like he's trying to get in your pants 🥴 he hates you so much, but let's be real he's in fucking denial and needs you so bad. after fights, he's cooped up in his bedroom jerking off to the memory of all those positions he put you in. ("ooh, well aren't you flexible?" he teases when he literally puts you into a full-nelson. "hey, if this whole villain business fails for you then you can be my personal pornstar.")

his whole body feels like it's on fire when you're throwing fists with him. he shakes not from exhaustion or pain but just pure sexual desire. he gets so upclose and personal with you, you're sure it's on purpose. when you're limp and defeated, he takes a victory picture :( grabs your jaw and says "smile for the camera! aw, pretty lil' loser. you're so photogenic!" and you know when he gets home, he's gonna jerk off to that.

he can barely take your martial arts seriously, because you're so fucking tiny and weak in comparison to him. enemy!gojo likes to remind you of that, when he has you on your knees with your nose dribbling blood.

"aw, sweetheart, you're so fucking weak it's kinda turning me on."

he's got a fistfull of your hair, forcing your head to tilt back so violently yet when you look up at him, you can't help but feel this raw sexual tension and primal need to kiss him and worship him.

"f—fuck you, gojo — y-you're a freak. you think you're god... but you're a monstrous freak."

he's looking at you. and you're not sure if that's a murderous look or a pure lustful look — is he gonna kill you or fuck you? in his mind, though, the idea of killing you long faded away; you're his favorite enemy. what would he do without you? fighting with you is just the best, he gets to joke and tease and flirt and pester you and see you enjoying it wholeheartedly.

"bunny, look how cute you are, bleeding for me."

when you try spit your blood at him to retaliate, he's considering pulling his zipper down and stuffing your stupid mouth full of his cock. now that would put him on a power trip like nothing else.

then imagine the day this needy, desperate man actually snaps. and you snap. and the both of you fuck like bunnies. panting and feral. he couldn't say no when you started begging on your bruised knees for him to just fuck you already, just split you open on his cock.

his thrusts are primal. he's mocking you, voice so venemously attractive.

"wh—what would your friends think now, huh? think they'd still trust you knowing how willingly you spread your fuckin' legs for me? you damn slut. 'seen the way you look at me, gets me hot every time. you don't have any fucking idea what you do to me, do you? ha—ahhh that's so good... that's so fucking good..." his voice is usually so composed even when fighting, but when he's balls deep fucking up your guts so passionately then his voice becomes strained.

and he loves hearing your cute dirty talk, but you've got such a small voice he thinks it's cutely pathetic.

"f-fuck, g-g—gooojo ~ ! fuck me like you hate me."

he chuckles, "oh, baby. i don't have to fake it. i hate you so — fucking — much — ahhh — damn bitch, making my life so hard the least y-you could do is let me have this pussy once a week."

"a-anything for you."

his heart flutters. why? you're his enemy he reminds himself and makes his thrusts meaner and harder until you can't form a coherent thought. he relishes in your screaming moans, and there's no end to the teasing. as soon as he notices something he comments on it.

"ooh, look at that little pussy cream for me. who's it creaming for? who? that's fucking right, me. yeah stay like that and take my cock."

"o—h my god, nnn ~ !" you squeal, feeling almost too good with your threatening orgasm.

"ah-ah, there's no god but me, baby. i'm the one making this pussy freak out. ooh... think you're right, i do have a god complex. why don't you indulge in it? yeah? c'mon, baby i'm your god."

"y—you're m-my g–god, satoruuuh ~ ! ow!"

he plants a hard slap to your face. you're no stranger to his mean slaps, in fact you've joked to yourself about being his favorite bitch to slap. but that one in particular hurt, and you loved it.

"don't say my fucking name like we're friends, you freak. f—fuck... you like that, don't you? yeah? little freaky bitch likes getting slapped? mmm that's cute. kinky litttle fucking whore, let's see how hard this pathetic pussy can cum."

he pumps his cock into you at such a mean angle that you completely lose yourself, babbling obscenities and trembling in his strong hold. you couldn't free yourself from his grip even if you wanted to; he's the strongest, after all.

you get a good idea of how strong he is when you fight and sneak off to fuck.

the way he presses down on your back, the way he bullies his cockhead so deep that it feels like he's in your tummy, the way he pulls both your arms back with a rough tug like you're a ragdoll — just his fleshlight that he can move on his cock himself however he likes because he's so much bigger than you.

"gonna cum, my little slut gonna take it? yeah? good. that's what i like to fucking hear — oh fuck — ahhhah cumming — hah fuck that's good — that's — mmm — that's my fuckin' girl."

he plants rough spanks to your ass, groaning so deeply and holding you so close against his body that you feel like you're one with him.

"ooh, fuck..." he pulls out hastily, zipping himself up. forehead and abs beading with sweat. "thanks, love playtime with you. now get the fuck out of my sight." he sounds so sweet and venomous that you can't tell if he's joking, but then you remember a cold hard fact;

gojo satoru is your enemy.

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[jademight]

the regenerative capabilities of changing both your Insta and Twitter profile pictures

#me being active on other forms of social media than tunglr? nature is healing #SORRY FOR BEING SUPER OOC IN THE PAST WEEK AND A HALF LMFAO IM JUST LIVING IT UP #;ooc tag #close mutuals can always ask for my socials I'm a wh*re that way