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noose-lion · 11 months
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Both Chuuya and Dazai approach their own death differently.
Don't get me wrong they're both survivors with interesting relationships toward death. One being suicidal the other not, both being fully willing to sacrifice their life for others (especially eachother).
The thing is, Dazai fights hard to live. We seen him survive ridiculously un-survivable events, *spoilers* like falling down an elevator shaft. He's suicidal, but when push comes to shove, he's still so desperate for that reason to live, no matter how tired and empty he is, how numb he becomes, he wants that reason. *beast spoilers* Even in Beast his suicide is part of a bigger plan, and it's only when his whole reason for living literally hates him.
But for Chuuya, who wants to live, who relishes the human experience of life, he'd never want to kill himself. But (and this is mostly 12 am speculation), he holds so much sorrow, he's so tired that under the right circumstances he's willing to die. *dead apple spoilers* In Dead Apple he doesn't even hesitate, doesn't double think. He's not actively contemplating death, he doesn't seek it out, he doesn't want to die, buts he's at with peace with dying.
That's the key difference between them. Chuuya will find peace at his death, Dazai currently won't.
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ywpd-translations · 8 months
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Ride 742: Sudden death match!!
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Pag 1
1: Woah, Danchiku, oh-
And Sugimoto-san too!?
2: They passed us so quickly!! Such high pace!!
Huh!?
They're doing some sort of serious race!?
3: I get it
4: I can feel it
5: This guy....!!
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Pag 2
1: He's not giving up at all!!
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Pag 3
3: Earlier, at the line, I thought I had won this race
I thought he was far behind me and would cross the line with his head hanging down
4: And yet....
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Pag 4
1: He caught up to me....!!
2: The preliminary of this race was already done on the “second day”!!
3: That time, the result
5: was a draw!!
6: So it would be better to have a more precise result, wouldn't it
We'll decide it with this lap!! The rules are simple: the starting point line is 4km from here, the one who crosses it first wins!!
7: And then the loser shouldn't “surpass” the winner anymore!! Sugimoto-san!!
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Pag 5
1: Imaizumi-san too!!
2: …. yeah
It's better to make it clear with a proper race like this
3: So you have no regrets....!!
4: Let's go!!
5: Crush him, Danchiku!!
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Pag 6
2: At the same time....!!
Ah.... “at the same time” again!?
3: Seriously!?
Are you being for real, Sadatoki!?
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Pag 7
1: You're just seeing things as you wish they were,since he's your brother!!
Oon!! No that's not it, on!!
It's true, Kaburagi, I saw it too
2: They arrived at the same time, Sugimoto stretched at the last moment
3: Kawada!!
It's “san”!!
4: Are you an accomplice too!!
What are you talkin abut
5: A- amazing, Sugimoto-kun
6: Amazing!!
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Pag 8
1: ���Amazing”, huh, Onoda
2: Imaizumi-kun....
Pfui
3: You thought Sugimoto would win? ….This race
Huh
4: You didn't think he would, that's why when we heard the results you could say “amazing”
Ah!!
5: I'm- I'm sorry Sugimoto-kun!! I didn't believe in you, even though you worked so hard....!!
Who are you yelling at
6: Me too
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Pag 9
2: During these past four days.... Sugimoto worked hard, but, after their race on the second day and after seeing how remarkably stronger Danchiku has gotten
3: When they decided to do another race, I thought Sugimoto would definitely lose
4: Then, when the time came
5: If you lose, you feel better if you gave it your all, so
6: “So you have no regrets”
7: I said that
But
8: He turned it around
Sugimoto really is amazing
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Pag 10
1: Even with no one believing in him, with only his own strength, he snatched a “draw” against Danchiku!!
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Pag 11
1: Keep going!! Let's keep going with the race, Danchiku!!
2: Even though he's having such an hard time, he's still following me!!
3: Since earlier I've increased the pace many times
4: Garuaaa
Even if I tear him off
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Pag 12
1: Every time
2: While saying
3: “Kuaa kuaa”
“Kuaa kuaa”
5: Kuaaa-
6: Kuaaaaaaa
He catches up to me
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Pag 13
2: You keep following me....
3: No....
4: You're the one who said “please follow me”, Danchiku
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Pag 14
1: Garuaaa!!
2: Ahhhh
Don't make fun of me, there's no way!!
3: Aaaaaaaa
4: Hiigaruaaaa!!
There's no way I'll lose!!
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Pag 15
1: To Sugimoto-san!!
4: I was careless – I was careless and that's why he caught up to me!! The second time too!!
I won't be careless this time!!
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Pag 16
1: Ill take a plunge firmly, throw my handles, and cross the line
2: At full throttle!!
The last curve!!
3: He's not following me anymore!! He's....
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Pag 17
1: He's here!!
Cough cough
2: Kuaaaa
We're entering the final sprint!!
3: Dammit, this guy is gonna stretch from here!!
4: Hiigaruaaaaa!!
Take a plunge!!
5: Take a plunge!!
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Pag 18
1: Throw your handles!!
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Pag 19
1: Wooooah!!
No... wait, even now....
2: It's a draw!!
Ya!!
On!!
Woah
3: Dammit, what happened, Danchiku what are you doin!!
You should be much stronger..... should....
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Pag 20
1: Don't tell me.... that Sugimoto-san.... is strong too!?
2: You.... you mean it's a draw for the third time!!
How long will they keep going, at this pace it won't ever end!!
3: …. no
5: It's a shame, but there's no time left...
6: This lap is the last
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phantom-tiger · 2 years
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Thank you to everyone who gave suggestions!! For the first time drawing most of them I’m fairly happy :) Might post a couple by themselves
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saintvainglorious · 3 months
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My First Fanbind! A Black Sails Fic Anthology Series
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It took me a year (and a lot of anxious research) before I worked up the courage to bookbind fanfiction, and after months of on-again-off-again work, my first fanbind is finally done!
I knew that if I was going to bookbind fic, I had to bind something from the Black Sails fandom, aka the fandom and show that have had the biggest impact on my life. Y'all, I almost went into academia to study slavery in the 17th-18th century Caribbean because of this show - when folks say this show rewires your brain chemistry, they are NOT kidding. THEE show of all time. Happy 10th anniversary to Black Sails! This fandom is small but mighty. May we continue to get our hearts and souls blasted to smithereens by this show for many years to come.
Ao3 abounds with magnificent Black Sails oneshots, so I decided to put together an anthology of my favorite Silverflint fics under 20k, which I split into two volumes. Included are works by @justlikeeddie, @vowel-in-thug, @balloonstand, @annevbonny, @francisthegreat, @nysscientia, and more! Thank you, thank you all, you brilliant wonderful people, for gracing the Internet with such amazing writing. When I read the fics in these anthologies I want to fling myself into the sun.
More on the design and binding process below the cut!
Vol. 1 Page Count: 270 (12 fics) Vol. 2 Page Count: 248 (11 fics) Body Font: Sabon Next LT (10.5 pt) Title Font: Goudy Old Style Other Fonts: IM Fell English, pirates pw
The typeset (which I did in Word) took a while, mainly because I'd never done it before. Manually adjusting the hyphenation line-by-line was especially tedious. After making these books, I abandoned Word in favor of InDesign, in large part because InDesign gives you way finer control over your justification and hyphenation settings.
Regarding my actual design choices, I'm happy with how the ocean motif on the title page turned out (it's not the same pattern as my endpapers, but they're complimentary) and I'm very fond of my divider dingbats, which are little swords! Goudy Old Style was a fun title font to use, since it's the font that Black Sails uses as its logo. The stories in Vol. 1 are divided into parts based on what Silver WAS at that point in the show (cook, quartermaster, or king), and Vol. 2 is split up into comedies, histories (AUs set in the canon universe) and tragedies - befitting Black Sails' Shakespearean ~vibes~.
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I stuck to a flatback binding, as I wasn't feeling quite ambitious enough to try rounding and/or backing. I've learned that I ~Anakin Skywalker voice~ hate sanding, enjoy folding/sewing, and don't LIKE edge trimming but enjoy the results enough to make it worth it.
The real adventure was decorating the cover, which remained bare for months. After agonizing over Illustrator and experimenting unsuccessfully with HTV and lokta paper embossing, I ultimately turned to using stencil vinyl to paint on the designs. There was a bit of seepage under some of the stencils, but I was able to scrape off the excess with my Cricut weeding tool without damaging the coated surface of the bookcloth (probably Arrestox Blue Ribbon from Hollander's). Even though it was very time-consuming, I'm so happy with the end result of the stenciled paint job and I intend to stick with stencils for my foreseeable future binds.
Are there things I would change? Sure. It was humid out when I printed, so the pages have got a wave. There’s an extra two pages in Vol 2. that I have no idea how I missed, and I got a line of glue in the middle of one of my Vol. 2 endpapers. I’m pretty sure I didn’t case in quite right, since my endpapers pull away from the case at the spine. I think the inner margins are a bit too big, and despite going line-by-line there’s still some wacky justification spacing in the typeset. But man, am I proud of these books! It is so satisfying to learn a new skill - MANY new skills, if we’re being honest - and to make something both beautiful and practical. If I’m still binding in two years or so, I can see myself redoing the typeset in InDesign, cutting out the existing text block, and reusing the cases. I’m also already planning for Vol. 3, which will be Silverflint Modern AUs.
Thanks for reading!
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kneelingshadowsalome · 5 months
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Hey i just read some of your fics and i can’t lie..IM. IN. LOVE!!!! I absolutely adore your writing style too! When i saw you wrote something that included Roman Empire I screamed lol.
I was curious tho how would König from that au would’ve react to his lover being tired and pregnant carrying his heir. (Pregnancy kink alert) and their sex life looks during pregnancy 👀.
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(This is not a *fic* fic, I just love to do these cute little moodboards! lmao)
Roman!König gets so fussy when his little fairy gets pregnant 🥺
Their new hut is barely even built before she notices that her moonblood no longer arrives. When she tells König the good news, he's already the happiest man in the world but now he's about to burst from joy. All his dreams are finally coming true!
König is so proud of his queen, but he's also proud of himself. He’s been working hard every day – as a man should! – hunting and fishing and building their new home and making love to his woman, basically toiling from sunrise to sunset. Now that there's a baby on the way, he can finally catch his breath and concentrate on taking care of his wife and finishing the roof for their new house ❤️
And lovemaking! There's lots of it in the first months, but when the baby starts to grow, König refuses to "bully" her before the child is born. Says that in his homeland people believe that it can hurt the baby if a man tries to get an already pregnant woman pregnant again. As much as he would love to do his daily duties, he can't risk the health of their child so it will simply have to wait.
Man starts to talk to her belly before even a month has passed, and in his own crude language too. Doesn't see how his fairy queen is rolling her eyes at this – even a mighty warrior turns into a simpleton when they've managed to get a woman pregnant, it seems.
She’s not jealous, per se, she just thinks he’s being a bit silly :/ König likes to ramble to the baby even more than he rambles to her these days, and the baby bump is not even visible yet! And when it is, gods, he gets even more silly. Every morning König gives her a kiss, then goes down to her belly and gives the baby a kiss too, then says Guten Morgen with a wide, cheerful smile.
It’s nice to see that at least someone here is happy, because she’s not having it easy; her back and knees hurt all the time, she wakes up five times during the night, her feet are always sore, she has to pee constantly, and her appetite is gone. König isn't really helping: he tries to feed her all the time “to make the baby strong” and gets worried if she doesn’t eat enough.
So it's a good thing that König has his little building project going on, otherwise he would go mad :/ Man is working hard to build the animal pens before winter, hunt the food, and do some carpentry such as make them a sturdy enough bed (...) that he dozes off in the evening after eating three large bowls of stew. These two lovebirds are soon sleeping under a pile of furs, with König's large hand protectively over Fee's tummy while the embers in the firepit offer them warmth through the night ❤️
And if Fee was treated like a queen before, now she's almost like a goddess. Barely gets to prepare the food because König doesn't want Fee to exert herself. The only thing she's allowed to do is weave (they have this cute little vertical loom), and if she ever looks tired, König will order her to rest and comes to pet her head or massage her feet.
Starts to excitedly talk about how he will teach the child how to run and wrestle and hunt and fight, be it boy or a girl. He has to teach their little wolf cub to fend for itself if need be, right? When Fee cuts in and says that if it’s a girl she can always marry a strong husband, König looks at her in shock. His baby girl, marrying some ugly, big brute who just wants to force his head under her dress?? There's no way he’ll let that happen!
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clanwarrior-tumbly · 4 months
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Ok so, before the indigo disk released I heard there was going to be people with competitive movesets, so before it released I literally made myself an entire competitive team. IM A CASUAL PLAYER 😭😭 and I just think it’d be really funny that carmine and kieran would probably think i’m just gonna stroll up with my usual team but nope swords dance + scale shot 💃 if you could write their reactions to the new squad I just think it’d be funny lmao
(If you want the team I made for reference, it was koraidon, ogerpon, chien-pao, blood moon ursaluna, armarouge, and a shiny slither wing because I felt like having a shiny so I hunted one lol)
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Bro I went into the Indigo Disk 100% blind so you can imagine my shock when I realized double battles were gonna be everywhere </3
I mostly had a "fuck it we ball" mentality going through it (which made some battles go on for WAY too long), but later I taught my Ceruledge Poltergeist when I realized almost every NPC in the dlc uses held items.
Funny enough Ogerpon (with Spiky Shield) and BM Ursaluna were on my team. He was an absolute TANK with the assault vest and he knocked out Hydrapple with a Moonblast
Anyways enough rambling and onto the request!
......
Kieran
He was expecting your usual team when you started challenging the BB Elite Four, rolling his eyes at the thought of you trying to use the same old tactics to defeat him.
But he's changed. He's gotten stronger and wanted you to be surprised by what he can do now.
Instead, though, when you arrive to the championship battle...not only did you bring out Ogerpon with her teal mask to (supposedly) insult him, but you also had Chien-Pao, which may spell trouble for his Dragonite.
He'll admit, you were clever to bring a Pokémon who could lower the defense of all the others and cut their HP in half with Ruination..but he doesn't give up yet.
Seeing a shiny that looked like a Volcarona but fluffier was certainly bewildering--as is the Bloodmoon Ursaluna you managed to tame back in Kitakami and the Armarouge who sets up a Psychic Terrain to boost its Expanding Force, allowing it to hit two of his Pokémon at once.
Oh, and apparently you have not one but TWO Koraidons, with the one you brought into battle being more brash and a fierce fighter in its Apex build.
You set that one up with a Swords Dance + Scale Shot combo that absolutely kicks ass, somehow striking your opponents 4-5 times whenever you command it.
Kieran's certainly gotten smarter about his team, but so have you, and he's livid about it.
It was like you enjoyed knocking him down over and over again...yet he can't hear the reluctance in your voice as you utter the final move that finishes off his Hydrapple.
You knew you had to win. He needed to be humbled.
But it didn't feel good at all as you watched him crumble and Drayton rub his loss in his face.
Carmine
When you battled her, she (like her brother) expected to see some familiar faces on your team.
Yet you surprised her (in a good way, very much unlike her brother) with Ogerpon, and she smiles and asks if she missed her, with the legendary responding with a small hop and a happy trill....
Followed by a devastating Ivy Cudgel that lands a critical hit on her Pokémon.
Yeah, she can definitely tell you've been training the Ogre a lot, but she's proud of how confident she's grown nevertheless.
Seeing you have both Chien-Pao and another Koraidon working in tandem is impressive, especially with that Ruination + Swords Dance + Scale Shot combo you pulled.
BM Ursaluna and Shiny Slither Wing are the only two that genuinely shock Carmine, as she's only seen one in myths and the other....she's never seen in her entire life.
But after the trip to Area Zero, she understands Slither Wings better (although she's amazed you managed to find a shiny down there).
Either way, those two are powerhouses.
She remembered you talking about a little lonely Charcadet you found during an outbreak, and to see it has grown up into a mighty Armarouge was such a sweet thing to see.
You clearly took the time to plan out your team before coming to the Blueberry Academy.
Carmine found your battle to be fun.
Although she can't exactly say Kieran will feel the same way..considering Ogerpon is with you and you have some new tricks up your sleeve.
But she figured he oughta find that out for himself.
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starsainzjr · 6 months
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Watermelon Moonshine
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Pairing: Logan Sargeant x country singer!reader Faceclaim: Lainey Wilson Title from Lainey Wilson's Watermelon Moonshine
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logansargeant P3! Such a special weekend, thank you COTA!
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alex_albon Congrats mate! Let's finish the ride 👊
f1 We're seeing history!
logiebear2 I've been crying for 4 straight hours
liamlawson Red, white, and blue podium was a little too poetic
logiebear2 I'M CRYING AGAIN
charles_leclerc Mighty job done!
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yourusername COTA! Thank you @/williamsracing for an incredible weekend!
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williamsracing Thank YOU for serenading us!
ynbug51 Not fair 😭 They got a preview of the album 😭
ynbug51 The content we have been blessed with this weekend
marenmorris Look at our girl, off making international friends
sargen2 My worlds have collided I'm hyperventilating
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yourusername São Paulo crowd you were fantastic! So much fun getting back on the stage!
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marenmorris Is this what a proud mother feels like
kanebrown I think so. I'm smiling and my cheeks hurts it's weird
sargen2 Interesting timing considering what you were doing two weeks ago 🧐
ynbug51 What was two weeks ago?
sargen2 Williams hosted her at the US Grand Prix in Austin and there's another one in São Paulo. I wonder if she was at the race again
ynbug51 She was performing Sunday night and isn't that race day
sargen2 It was a day race so it's possible she did both
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logansargeant We'll be back on the podium in Vegas 💪 Let's finish out the season strong
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logiebear2 I feel like I'm dreaming he's been doing so well in the last half
alex_albon Vegas here we come
sargen2 The last picture was taken awfully close to the place Yn performed at...
logiebear2 The country star that was at Austin?
sargen2 Yeah! Her performance in São Paulo was impromptu so I wonder...
ynbug51 So this is the source of the suspicion
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yourusername All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy
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marenmorris I'm starting to think this isn't a hyper fixation
kanebrown Please don't make me rewatch The Shining again
williamsracing Garage concerts are always welcome!
ynbug51 I watched motorsport for her. And I liked it. I liked motorsport for her.
logiebear2 Welcome to the cult! We have cookies
sargen2 I swear to God if Logan posts from a concert tomorrow I will actually lose my mind
logiebear2 Do you know how many celebrities were at the race?
sargen2 I'm just saying it probably won't be a coincidence
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logansargeant Thank you @/yourusername for the gracious invite! P2 and VIP tickets, what a way to end the weekend
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yourusername Only returning the favor! See you in Miami!
oscarpiastri So this is the unreleased album you've been listening to nonstop
sargen2 tHE WHAT
sargen2 CALLED IT. I CALLED IT.
logiebear2 They're allowed to be friends you know
ynbug51 No wait this is actually adorable
sargen2 THAT'S WHAT IM SAYING
ynbug51 I love it when famous friends support each other
sargen2 😐
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yourusername Easily the best weekend in a long time. Thank you Miami and @/f1!
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marenmorris Is there something you forgot to tell us????
sargen2 THE WILLIAMS BLUE OUTFIT ARE YOU KIDDING ME
ynbug51 SO THAT'S WHY SHE WAS LITERALLY GLOWING IN HER INTERVIEW
sargen2 I was right along. That is 100% Logan in the picture
logiebear2 I hate to admit you may have been right
sargen2 I rest my case
ynbug51 No bc I'm actually about to start crying she's looked so happy recently
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logansargeant P3 in Barcelona! Final push before summer break let's get this done
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yourusername Bring it home!
logansargeant One more garage concert for good luck?
oscarpiastri You don't tell me anything anymore
logiebear2 Our boy went on a date 🥹
sargen2 For the record, I've had this one called since the end of last season
ynbug51 I was at the concert last night and Yn was glowing again
sargen2 She kept looking up at the balcony. He was probably sitting up there
ynbug51 The second they confirm this I'm going to lose my mind
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yourusername Back home and ready to write
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marenmorris Congrats on your first world tour! You crushed it!
yourusername 😘
logansargeant Thanks for the guitar lessons
yourusername You're a natural
sargen2 SHE GAVE HIM GUITAR LESSONS????
sargen2 I'M GOING FERAL
ynbug51 Oh this album is going to be so damn good
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yourusername Happy to announce my seconds album, Hijacked My Heart, will be out on August 31st! Thank you all for the support, and for @/logansargeant for the inspiration ❤️
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logansargeant I am so so proud of you my love ❤️
yourusername I told you all the time we spent in the hayloft wasn't for nothing 😉
marenmorris Don't make me compete for who's more proud of you
logansargeant I win
yourusername Behave you two
sargen2 I now be dishing out my I told you so's
ynbug51 SHAKING I'M SO EXCITED I CANNOT BELIEVE IT
sargen2 My life if complete, I can die happy
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logansargeant Can't begin to describe how excited I am for @/yourusername. Hijacked my Heart out now!
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yourusername I love you darlin 😘 Couldn't have done it without you
logansargeant It was all those garage concerts
logiebear2 He looks so in love 😭
ynbug51 You can tell how much of an influence he had on the last half of the album. The last 5 songs are 100% about him
sargen2 THE LAST SONG OF THE ALBUM
sargen2 IS CALLED COTA
sargen2 SHE WROTE A SONG ABOUT THEIR FIRST MEETING
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fleurriee · 10 months
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❛  you’ll always be mine, in the back of my mind ... i’ll look for you first in my next life.  ❜
❛  i promised to stay away from you ... but i can’t.  ❜
forbidden love prompts plsssss x
i’ve noticed that i like to give at least a little background to these, so that’s what we’re having :)) also, wrote this whilst listening to drivers license & i miss u im sorry in the middle of the night, meaning if things don't make since, im sorry, so take that with what you will… 2k drabbles!
pairing ; neteyam x fem!reader
synopsis ; you thought you and neteyam had longer together, but ewya wouldn’t even grant you that.
themes ; mentions of previous fluff, angst
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What you and Neteyam had was wrong - that’s what you had been told, without actually being told.
The prince of the Omatikaya was technically promised to another, his parents having secretly already set up the pair and believing it to be a perfect match. And, in the eyes of his parents, it was perfect. Here you had Neteyam on one side, a mighty warrior who was protective and family-oriented at the same time, and on the other side, you had Tai’la, a woman coming into her own who’s hands were perfectly crafted by Ewya herself to ensure the health and safety of those around her.
Even in your eyes, you could see they were made for one another. Still, you'd never get him out of your head.
The first time anything had happened had been back before he was told about his estrangement with Tai’la. The two of you had sort of grown up together - not quite best friends, but two Na’vi who could happily say they enjoyed a good conversation from the other.
And, those conversations gradually grew in numbers, until you were actively seeking one another out. You’d find a somewhat secluded part of your home, the two of you finding comfort in one another’s presence and talking about any and everything - whether that be how your day’s had went, what you were hoping to eat, your hobbies… So much was said between the two of you during these times, it came to a point where you knew him almost as much as you knew yourself.
As these times flew by, you and Neteyam had obviously grown a lot closer, to the point where you couldn’t deny the sudden feelings you’d grown for him. Out of nowhere, it seemed as though you were noticing everything about him in a different light - the way he stood, proud and tall, and exuding confidence despite knowing he was nervous on the inside; the subtle curves against the corner of his lips every time he’d look in your direction, eager to please and put a smile on your own face; the way his muscles grew taut when he was training or reaching for something, on full display to the point where you struggled to take your eyes away from his figure.
Perhaps you had been too obvious in your gawking when admiring Neteyam, or maybe he’d been just as smitten as you were, but not too long after that, he’d confronted you about it. He’d teasingly asked you whether you enjoyed looking at him, watching him do his tasks throughout the day, because he couldn’t help but spot you every now and again with your eyes trained on him. Instantly, you were flustered at being caught, cheeks darkening and heart beating rapidly, but, you’d never actually managed to come up with an excuse, because that was when he’d first kissed you.
It had been everything you’d dreamed of, sharing such a beautiful experience with Neteyam. And, everything had been beautiful for a while after that - the two of you continuously sneaking away to some far off place so you could show your true affections for one another without any repercussions.
Still, that hadn’t stopped what had come next.
Not long after that, the Olo’eyktan had announced that his eldest son was to be mated with Tai’la, a young woman who everyone could see had a bright future ahead of her. And, what better way to spend it than by being with the future Olo’eyktan himself?
The moment those words had left his mouth, your heart had shattered into a million different pieces, scattered across the expanse of Pandora. You’d never be able to get those pieces back, to forge them back to the puzzle that was your heart until it was whole again. Not when you knew you’d have to watch Neteyam court someone who wasn’t you, mate with someone who wasn’t you - start a family with someone that wasn’t you.
You knew it might’ve been a little difficult to convince both of your family’s that what you had was real, and that you would want to go further with it when the time came, but, it was something worth fighting for. Clearly, Ewya hadn’t thought the same.
In the near distance, your gaze had met Neteyam’s figure, his brows pinched in confusion and mouth open in shock. So many emotions were coursing through him, he didn’t know what to think - he didn’t know what to do next. For so long now, he had considered you the one, and in just seconds, you had been ripped away from him.
When your eyes finally connected, all he could see was the sadness clear as day, lingering behind your gaze until he was sure you were just moments away from sobbing. Your attention briefly looked over to Tai’la, who was being congratulated by several others, her family looking proud of her. Suddenly, you felt sick - suddenly, everything was too much.
In an instant, you’re leaving, weaving in and out of people as they cheer for their future leaders, all happy smiles and waving hands. Your thundering feet take you out further into the forest, needing the quiet of the earth to contemplate everything life has just thrown at you, and what this had meant.
Neteyam was no longer yours.
Everything the two had been through all that time had meant nothing in the end, not when he would eventually be doing all of that with her, with his mate.
“Tahni (star),” a voice called, one instantly being recognisable as Neteyam’s. Your heart sank in your throat when you understood it.
Turning your head further away from his approaching figure, you were desperate to hide the tears leaking down your cheeks. It wouldn’t be the best thing in the world for him to see how much this affected you - not if it was only going to make your situation worse. Neteyam belonged to someone else, now, meaning you weren’t his to comfort.
“Tahni (star), please,” he called quietly, gentle hands reaching out to turn you around to face him. When you did, everything had felt wrong to him. Seeing you cry in front of him, because of something that involved him, made him feel the worst he’s ever felt in his entire life. “Oh, my beautiful girl. I’m so sorry.”
“Did you know?” You question quickly, wanting to get the worst of it all out the way.
His brows furrow. “What?”
“Did you know?” You repeat, voice a little firmer. “Did you know your parents had decided someone for you?”
Neteyam paused, and that was already enough of an answer for you. Your emotions increased more in their torture, more tears spilling from your crinkled eyes as sobs escaped your lips in despair. Moving to put some distance between you, that space only felt larger than it ever would be, more so now than ever.
“I’d had… an idea…” he sighed, shoulders slacking and posture dejected as he admitted the truth. “I’d told my parents about you, that I wanted to start properly courting you soon… they didn’t really approve, but they didn’t say anything about this, about her.” You had wanted an explanation, but hearing this had only worsened it all. “Tahni (star), please, I promise-”
You shook your head, your throat racked with sobs, so much so, you had struggled to get any words out at first. In the end, you weren’t sure what was best to say anyway.
“They made me promise,” he continued, like he didn’t care that all you wanted was for him to leave, just to make things a little easier for the two of you. He needed you to know, he needed you to know every little thing he’d thought about you, about how much he truly felt for you. “I - I promised to stay away from you… but I can’t - I couldn’t. Not my Tahni (star)…”
A broken sigh fell from your lips at his words, squeezing your eyes impossibly tighter like closing them would close him off, too.
You needed to leave - this was only making everything worse.
“You’ll always be mine, tahni (star), in the back of my mind.” Neteyam’s voice was barely audible now, just a quiet whisper that was slightly shaky. Maybe he’d started to understand that this was coming to an end, too, but not without his last, final words. “I’ll look for you first in my next life.”
That was a promise he’d always keep, for the rest of his life on Pandora, until he was back in the arms of Ewya. He knew the two of you were meant to be together - and, you’d find one another in every life after this one. And, in each one of them, he’d make sure you were always his.
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ALRIGHT WE BALL. Time to get on with the story (i have a story planned thats. a real shocker. im ass at writing but ill get this drawn damnit I promise)
This argument is one that just needed to happen. Robbie cant think of the infected he's been killing as people because that would mean he has killed a truly UNCOUNTABLE AMOUNT OF PEOPLE. Lisa has done what she has to in order to survive, and that includes killing the un-infected (which, of course, to Robbie is totally unacceptable). So when he's trying to explain the difference it just comes across JUDGY AS HELL. They're both proud and defensive and bad communicators and the conversation goes BADLY.
This happens while they're on their way to the Beneviento house. Lisa basically goes 'Alright if youre so high and mighty go ahead and beat this one yourself then!' and fucks off back to Duke with the intention to kill as many Lycans in the way as physically possible. Robbie goes ahead to the SPOOKY NIGHTMARE HOUSE trust me I have plans for what he sees in there and its appropriately disturbing but it also spoils the ending I have planned for this whole thing so :) hang in there.
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BUT he ends up having a BAD TIME when he's trying to head back and what @rokhal suggested slotted in SO VERY NICE HERE (i feel i have sufficiently LOST MY MIND over the fic you posted i am JKSL:FJSDFDS F UCk)
'Picturing Robbie alone in the Village foraging for gunpowder and cash (because it's a Video Game and they can't just hang out in Donna Benaviento's house throwing the creepy dolls in the river while waiting for rescue after reconnecting the phone lines, no, they have to wander around the entire map) and he's saving the herbs for Gabe and using all the chem fluid for sniper rifle ammo or whatever. And he's fighting off werewolves and it's fine because apparently his health regenerates like mana because he's made of mold.
But as he's wandering around it starts to get harder and harder to remember how much cash and scrap he needs. And he keeps missing shots. And then he gets a little turned around but now he's lost and there's more fkn werewolves, and he's seriously low on ammo and he just wants to get back to Gabe, but he needs to regroup and his hands are numb so he tries to warm them at one of the villager's stoves.
And then he discovers that he's slowly turning into a mindless mold creature, and realizes that the only way to keep Gabe safe from him is to get really really really lost, so lost he'll never find his way back before something kills and eats him.
This does not work, but it does ensure that he is incoherent and barely recognizable by the time Gabe and Lisa track him down.'
Which is all MWAH. CHEFS KISS.
Anyway Robbie is gone for a WHILE and Lisa realizes that the puzzles she needs to solve to move the fuck on require 2 people so she's stuck killing any lycans that stray too close to Dukes camp and hanging out with Gabe. UNTIL, of course, Gabe decides yeah no fuck this fuck that Robbie has been away for WAY to long and I'm going after him. Only problem is that Gabe's abilities are kinda rooted too wherever his sclerotia pods (is adding pods to that redundant? whatever we ball) have had enough time to take root and grow. Meaning, despite her anger towards Robbie at the moment, if Lisa doesen't want Gabe caught, dragged to Mother Miranda and dismembered, she's gotta go with him (also featuring @moosemonstrous hilarious idea of her being proud of Gabe's attempted intimidation).
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When they DO track him down he's barely awake. He keeps wandering in one direction then looks like he wants to turn around and go another but he keeps FORCING HIMSELF to go the other way (generally I think he would be a decent bit stronger, but fighting his instincts this hard make him seem more aimless. Robbie is borderline unstoppable when trying to get to his brother, but right now he's NOT trying to get to his brother. you feel me?). Lisa goes up first to make sure he's not going to lose his shit or something. He basically falls onto her with the single saddest "m'sorry" ever heard on planet Earth. If it's for FALLING on her or if its for the CONVERSATION earlier, Lisa isn't quite sure. But it's been years since anyone has apologized to her for anything and thats enough for her to decide she should at least sling him over her shoulder like a sack of potatoes back to Dukes camp.
They make it back to the Dukes camp and give Robbie a couple of med kits (GOOP JUICE!!!!!) and he's a little more coherent. He's still trying to stay away from Gabe even though everything in him is saying 'STAY CLOSE' but he's got SOME brain space available because at least he's in line of sight now. Scrambled brain time is not the BEST for trying at an apology but hey, Robbie isn't really known for his great ideas and he tries anyway.
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(ft me being unwell about shoving them together)
They're on better terms after this. The communication is still weird but hey its them so everything is weird. Plus they get some extra bonding time because I also snatched rokhals OTHER suggestion of
'....Been thinking maybe The Duke has a recipe that would heal Robbie...requiring meat from a golden dancing fish and the breast of the blue bird that haunts the graveyard and the tenderloin of the magnificent boar that sires all the swine in the Village...or something. So Gabe and Lisa have to go hunting while keeping Robbie calm...'
Ah yes. the high end flesh of the Great Village Fuck Boar. Delightful.
Cause I mean he's BETTER but still not GREAT. I think now that he's with Gabe he would be unable to leave him again while like this. Gabe would HAVE to go with them (we can get >:] 'Robbie goes into an overprotective frenzy and sword hands himself to hack some poor lycan that got too close in half' its a good time [its not. sword hand is very disturbing to him])
So anyway what Im TRYING to say is that the brainworms will continue
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what about jealous!miles railing me like a rag doll
yes. def yes. absoloutly yes. ofc. this sucks but eh i wrote it in an hour and im tired asf so yea + ignore any spelling mistakes im too lazy to edit lol
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miles quaritch x reader
warnings: unprotected sex, jealous sex, smut, kissing, bonding, slight degrading, dirty talking, mentions of impregnating.
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feels like sugar in me.
the night breeze felt magical on your skin as you sat with your friends and a few other people of your clan with miles quaritch, a sky demon who was in a bad condition when you first saw him laying down on the ground, with an ikran shielding over his body, after all this time, you were still mesmerized by the way he had adapted to the way of your clan, and the way your olo’eyktan praised his hunting skills. you admired his progress. the man who once didn’t know how to use a bow was now an expert, hell, even better than some hunters in your clan, sitting on the other side with some hunters.
a few different shades of purple tinted your soft cheeks as you watched his strong muscules flex and for a second, all you wanted to do was inch closer and touch his chest, his arms, his thighs, just touch any part of him, really. it was wrong yes. and you did not like him yes. but the urge to run your hands all over his strong chest was too unbearable, in your mind, you were leaving kisses all over his chest.
you snapped out of the daydreaming when you suddenly felt a tap on your shoulder and you looked up. li’rro. a mighty warrior of your clan.
“i see you, y/n,” you nodded your head “i see you, li’rro.” he offered you his hand and you gave him a questioning look “come, i want to show you something.”
“okay..” you nodded your head and took his hand and stood to your feet, you looked at your friends as you walked with li’rro and they gave you a weird look, you shrugged it off and walked with him, noting how your parents too gave you a proud looks that you noted as weird.
one thing you did miss is miles’ grumpy face, eyes as sharp as a dagger, only if looks could kill... li’rro would be on the ground next to your feet dead already.
“so? what is you wanted to show me? i’ve already seen the lake,” you looked up at li’rro as he fiddled with his fingers before taking both your hands in his “y/n i - i’ve been having these fantasies about - about you, about us, about being with -” his eyes met yours for a brief second and you swear on eywa you saw stars in his eyes “about being with -” he continued on but was shortly cut by miles’ hand resting on his shoulder li’rro turned around his eyes meeting with miles’ sharp one, you noticed the stern look on his face.
“i see you, brother, li’rro, but i am afraid that i have to borrow y/n here for a minute.” li’rro opened his mouth to talk but miles was quick to grab your hand and quickly take you somewhere else, somewhere where nobody can disturb you. somewhere where he is the only one who can look at you, take in all your beauty, your rage, your sadness, everything, really. your wrist started to hurt from his grip, you were oblivious to where he was taking you, you had no idea why he was taking you anyway, so you stayed silent, not by choice though, it was as if your tongue was tied.
the moment you were in an empty area you were being pushed to the ground with miles ontop of you, both your hands were being pinned down by miles bigger hands “what the fuck was that with li’rro? huh?” he asked, voice gravelly “you want him? you wanna be a slut for him? huh? goddamn it! answer me!” he yelled at you and you shrieked in pain when his hand gripped your cheeks.
“what? why are you asking! this does not concern you!” you protested “uh huh? is that so? yes it does concern me! you are nothing but a slut! you want him to mate with you? so you can hop on his dick?” your eyes wide in disbelief shaking your head saying no after a no after a no. he couldn’t possibly mean it- no way he meant whatever he was saying.
“it sure looked like it, babydoll,” he mocked. there it goes again. that asshole side of him. the side he thought he had burried a long time ago “explain then!” he yelled at you making you squirm underneath him.
“there is nothing to explain! i don’t have to explaing anything to you!” you said.
his rough hands left your and went down to his tweng, undoing the knots until his hard cock was free. your eyes fluttered closed as you felt his hands lift up your top and kiss at the soft bud before engulfing it with his warm mouth, his cock poking at your soft tummy as his hips grinded on the soft flesh, his right hand on the side of your waist while his left rubbing at your already wet cunt, it felt good at first but it grew uncomfy with each second passing.
his fingers reached for your queue while he unlatched his mouth from your once soft nipple, lifting it up to his sight of vision, the pink tedrils moving begging to be connected with another queue, and he gave them what they want. he reached for his queue and connected the both. he saw the way your pupils were blown the send the tendrils of his queue wrapped around yours, he felt your fear, your excitement, and you felt his rage, his lust, his needs. and you loved every bit of it.
his hand went to your tweng pulling it all the way down to your thighs. then he leaned forward, his leaking tip touching your clit, he marked how a gentel touch to your clit made you whine and buck your hips up, he wanted to know how you’d react when his cock is deep down inside of you, he slowly started dragging it down to your entrance, and with a single thrust, his cock was deep inside your cunt. you moaned out loud at the feeling of being full, your back arched when his fingers toyed with your clit, it was too much, the way his cock was mercilessly slamming in you, the brutal pace he set, it was all too much, it made you feel warm inside.
“f-fuck, you feel so fucking good,” he said, his cock purposefully aiming at your sweet spot. the forest was filled with your high keening, his grunts and the sounds of skin slapping against skin wetly. His steady rhytm started to falter, his thrust shortening down to grinding as he approached the edge. the friction on your clit from his fingers was enough. but then he slammed inside one last time, stilling his hips “you want me to finish inside you? fill you up like a pretty girl? huh? want to carry my baby?” you nodded your head, both of you moaning loudly as he filled you up with his release. you watched in awe, his chest rising and falling steadily as he panted, catching his breath, then slowly pulling out. he got up and caught your lips in a hot slow kiss, his tongue inside your mouth, exploring every inch of your mouth, his fangs catching your lower lip bitting at the plump skin, he doesn’t know how he managed to break the kiss and the connection your queues held. he laid down next to you with your head on his chest, his hand ontop of yours as you closed your eyes, drifting off to a deep slumber, he knew he was going to sleep happily tonight with you on his side.
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Dowd Crime Family Headcanons
I’m so obsessed with the idea of Tim being from a family full of superheroes and the dichotomy of that with the idea that Bernard is from a family full of supervillians and also i think its just hilarious, so
• Bernard is descended from the O’Dowd Crime Family in Boston - essentially the Irish Mob
• His dad specializes in art theft. If you’ve ever heard of the robbery of the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum... yeah. 
• Despite the fact that the perpetrators of that robbery were never technically caught, it was a pretty shoddy job, done early on in Mr. Dowd’s (im sorry he literally doesn’t have a name i dont know what else to call him) career when he was still trying to make his bones. Soon after, to avoid the heat, he fled south to Gotham where he met the future Mrs. Dowd!
• The future Mrs. Dowd (she doesn’t have a NAME) works in art restoration at the Gotham Museum of Modern Art (and on the side is an extremely skilled in forgery shhhhhh)
• Bernard has a ton of aunts and uncles and cousins and stuff on his dad’s side of the family, but they all live in Massachusetts, so he doesn’t see them often.
• The relative he sees the most is his auntie Nina! Yes, Nina Dowd the archeologist i.e. The Mighty Endowed, who uses the abilities granted to her via magical artifacts for various nefarious schemes.
• Pretty early on in his life, Bernard gets the sense that his parents aren’t exactly... good people. From a young age he’s trained in areas of morally questionable expertise (safe cracking, martial arts, weapons proficiency, etc.) but his heart really isn’t in it. Bernard just wants to be a regular kid with parents who do something he can be proud of. It’s why he becomes so obsessed with Batman and Robin as a kid. Those are people who help others! They use their skills to do good! They’re heroes! 
• As he gets older, Bernard becomes more cynical when it comes to powerful people. The idea of Batman being controlled by a shadow government isn’t weird to him because,,,,, that’s literally what his family does. The O’Dowd Crime Family has fingers in political pies all over the Northeastern U.S. It makes sense to him that Batman would pick new Robins out of orphanages when the old ones die because,,,, the crime syndicate up north indoctrinates young orphans into their gang too.
• Despite his family’s expectations, Bernard never takes an interest in the ‘family business’
• He is such a Just Some Guy
• One of his relatives introducing him and his cousins like “Yeah, these are my nieces and nephews, Switchblade, Big Jack, Reaper, Baby Teeth, Lil Eoin, Shredder, and,,,,, Bernard.”
• Pretty soon in Tim and Bernard’s relationship, Bernard’s criminal contacts come to light bc obviously all of the bats would be doing background checks and,,,,
Dick: do,,,, do you guys think he knows?
Duke: i mean,,, he Has to. Right?
Damian: Only Drake would be so idiotic as to consort with someone who no doubt plans to destroy our family.
Stephanie: okay, so who’s gonna tell him.
• Eventually Dick is the one who brings it up and Tim is like “??? Yeah, obviously I knew about his family. It’s no biggie tho. He’s Different <3″
Dick: Tim I am begging you to date literally Anyone other than the son of world renowned art thieves with connections to the irish mob
Tim: no <3
• Bruce minds his business bc he has never dated anyone who isn’t a criminal
• Cass gives Bernard her seal of approval and that’s pretty much enough for everyone
• The bats try to give bernard the shovel talk and he’s like “lol okay. i’ve been receiving death threats since before i was born, but this is cute.”
• It works out because Bernard is the only person with a family crazy enough to rival Tim’s
• Tim loves his boyfriend and never ceases to be amazed at how good and kind and strong he’s become despite all of the bad influences in his life. Bernard gives him hope.
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Konichiwassup mate! How do you do this bright evening! I am simply buzzed with excitement because I've finally managed to shake off my post exam exhaustion after sleeping through one whole day~
I was wondering what kind of medieval/mystic being our Ateez boyfriends might be and here are my thoughts:
1. Hongjoong: Fairy. A garden fairy to be exact. Like LOOK at his tiny ass (we're the same height) HE'S SO SMOL (He's actually pretty tall) HOW CUTE! (Well that's true.)
Also I can imagine him fly around in the garden perfecting the aesthetics of the place. And no, he'll not keep some basic ass fancy grass, nuh uh, natural vegetation and grass😌
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2. Seonghwa: a Heavenly Nymph. Bro is gorgeous beyond words. His beauty is so sublime he can NEVER be just a mere earthly being. He'd be the most beautiful nymphs of all but equally as deadly. Crpss him and you might just lose a limb.
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Yeosang: Forest Elf. Okay hear me out. LONG BLOND HAIR YEOSANG. AND WE ALL KNOW HOW BEAUTIFUL THE COLOUR GREEN LOOKS ON HIM. But yes he seems like he'll be the forest protector elf. (Maybe Hongjoong and Yeosang play together idk)
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4. Yunho: Dragon. Bro is dragon coded. Like he's SO dragon. Ouu but he'll ne such a sweet dragon tho. Maybe he let's all the forest creatures sleep near him during chilly winters since he naturally exudes warmth.
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5. Woosan: Nine Tail Foxes. They're a pair. Do not separate. I'm thinking Wooyoung would be the Nine Tailed fox that goes "Ohhh you look delicious. I wonder what you taste like!" And San would be like "Wooyo we talked about not scaring random travellers for fun anymore." T~T The Yin-Yang Foxies
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6. Minki: The mountain diety. He's the one in charge of the forest that the boys live in. Though he's just a babie!:(( like one day a random bunny will he minding his business when he comes across Mountain diety Mingi yapping about his problems to a sympathetic Seonghwa while pouting.
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7. Jongho: Moon Spirit. He descends down to the forest at night to sing to all the creatures. The animals sometimes bring him gifts like leaves and shiny pebbles. Has kept them all in a secure box back home.
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HI HIIII IM SO GLAD YOU'RE BACK AHAHA I MISSED THIS
okay but i love your brain? ateez as medieval/mystical creatures? hello??
okay i've always thought about demons and darker stuff when it comes to hongjoong but now that you say it.... he fits the concept of a garden fairy so well? tiny lil joong (says i who'd look like a dwarf next to him) with his little trinkets and colours he's so fairy coded actually you've changed my perspective of him.
and seonghwa-- you're absolutely right about this one. prettiest nymph in the area and also the deadliest. too pretty for you. too pretty to belong to the earth. im glad all of us agree on that LOL
i always think fairy when i think of yeosang. fairy or angel. but forest elf is such a cute concept i can def entertain it (esp if it's long blonde hair yeosang wearing the colour green you've found me weakness). he would def be friends with hongjoong, often spotted hanging out with him. seonghwa would sometimes join them hehehehehe
yunho! dragon! coded! TAKE ME HOME!! my gut told me i had to make him a dragon and its worked so well (considering i just became an atiny when i wrote take me home, deciding his animal form should be a dragon is sth im a little proud of). you bet he'd have everyone lined up next to him in the winters for him to keep them warm and snug hoho
omg woosan as foxes yes doesn't help they look like actual foxes. nine-tailed fox duo? even better. yin-yang foxes? im violently sobbing right now. wooyoung would def scare the villagers away only for san to scold him afterwards and he would be like :D
omgg minki mountain deity trust us to give mingi some mighty role when he's literally a babie :(( but yes! yapping about his problems to anyone who sits with him long enough and the mountain creatures be like ah shit here we go again :') sometimes yunho the dragon would find this mountain deity and they would hang out im so soft rn
jongho. moon. spirit. lemme kiss your brain. descends down each night to sing the creatures to sleep? (i need him to sing me to sleep too) im gonna write a whole something about this one day just you watch BUT OMGG imagine its winters and all of the ateez are hanging out next to yunho the dragon and jongho joins them and for a while they all hang out until its time to sleep and jongho sings them to sleep and watches his hyungs with those (◠ ◡ ◠) eyes im gonna cry
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Jack Harlow x Reader Instagram AU
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jackharlow They say, “you a superstar now” damn, I guess I am.
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yourusername Yes you are!!!!!!! ⭐️
yourusername Proud of you baby 🥹 sold out shows and everything, you deserve this and more. Continue taking over 🤞🏼🥳❤️
jackharlow I love you baby, thank you for sticking with me through it all.
yourusername Always, till the wheels fall off. Let’s get that out of the way, umm sirrrr that face on the second pic, I hope you were at least thinking about me 🤤
urbanwyatt What now????
yourusername He makes that face when he’s about to cum 🙈 🤤
claybornharlow WTF I didn’t need to know that.
yourusername We have 2 whole kids, how do you think they got here?????
claybornharlow I still don’t need to know the face my brother makes 🤮 now I can’t look at him
yourusername lmaaaooooo so is this a bad time to say we actually conceived little princess in your childhood bedroom?????
urbanwyatt OMFG 💀
druski2funnny 🤣🤣
claybornharlow WHAT THE FUCK ???? Jackman where the fuck are you at? You’re mighty quiet please tell me she’s just saying this to get me disgusted???
jackharlow Nope, bathroom too!!!!
yourusername 🤭🤭🤭🤭
claybornharlow I’m gonna tell mom you guys are nasty. How could you???? In my fucking room man??? Not cool 😩😩😩
jackharlow I’m pretty sure she knows since she washed your sheets the next day
urbanwyatt NAAAA YALL FOUL FOR THIS!!!
yourbestiename Baby, are you really talking???? When we’ve done worse.
urbanwyatt You’re right 😂😂😂😂
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champagnepapi If I ever proposed I know you woulda said no just so you could have one up on me while I’m down on one knees.
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yourbestiename DRAKEY POOH 🙈😍
urbanwyatt NO
yourbestiename Respectfully, no, no I wouldn’t. But then again, I would love to see you get on your knees, but that’s just me 🤷🏻‍♀️
champagnepapi 😳 📝
urbanwyatt BABE IM ABOUT TO SPANK YOUR ASS
yourbestiename Is that supposed to be a threat? Because it sounds more like a good time.
yourusername I have room for one more ring 💍 sooo I’ll probably say yes.
champagnepapi Jack is going to hate me
yourusername 🤫 He doesn’t need to know
jackharlow YOOOO BAABE NOOOO!!!
yourusername 🙈 We’ve been caught, y/bestie/name should we run away???
yourbestiename Only if Drake comes along.
champagnepapi 😂😂😂 The stories I’ve heard, y’all are wild and I’m cool with the one kid I have.
jackharlow My wife is a little freak 😋 and she also has a breeding kink, so I’ll keep her. Thanks.
urbanwyatt 🙄 You two play too damn much.
yourbestiename Stop telling people you’re down to have a hall pass then. Because if that’s the case, Drakey is ours!!!!!
jackharlow Ohhh so that’s what this is about 🙄
yourusername 🙈
champagnepapi If that’s the case then my dms are always open for you two ladies.
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please Pantalone is so fucking hot like imagine pegging him so hard it fucks that stupid smile off his face. ahh his pretty whines n the tears that would well up in the corner of his eyes. leanin close and letting ur breath fog up his glasses! n then being so soft w the aftercare !! damn- IM DOWN BAD
no no cus imagine fucking him in front of a mirror. it wasn't even your idea, it was his – he wanted you to see exactly how slutty he looks while you fuck him. spread open in front of the mirror, he hums as he pushes you deeper into his loose hole; hums broken when you hit the right spots. and when he's reached the base, he smirks as he grinds against your cock. poor dog wasn't expecting you to lift him and have your way with him :(
smug and mighty pantalone reduced to a sex toy as you use his filthy hole as a fucking fleshlight. the once proud harbinger can't even bear to look at himself in the mirror – he's too embarrassed!
'it was your idea, wasn't it?' you whisper in his ear, just centimeters away from him; your breath hitting the back of his neck. 'be a good slut and look. at. yourself.' you say, tone growing stricter with each word as you grab his face and force him to make eye contact with his own dishevelled reflection. his gasps and moans can't stop escaping him – pathetic 'ah's every time he parts his lips, glasses slowly slipping off his face but he's too fucked out to care. 'wish you could see how nicely your hole takes me, baby,' you gently bite where his neck and shoulder are connected. 'how often do you stretch yourself out, really?'
and that is what made him so unbelievably horny tears started rolling down his cheeks. he mumbles something before he parts his lips once more, only to take your thumb in his mouth, sucking and licking mindlessly as his mind melts from how you use him.
p.s he absolutely uses the biggest butt plugs to keep himself stretched; even uses them in public. i mean, who'd think such an elegant, fancy man would be walking around with a toy up his hole?
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Cassandra
You feel that your fighting scenes are lacking so after playing with the children you go to the training grounds for inspiration. The middle daughter is quick to notice your presence.
"Want to see if you could enter? Oh mighty alpha! "
"No, I done fighting"
"done with it?"
She is interrupted by the trainer but her curiosity is touched. At the end she search for you and there you are sitting on the grass, writing and erasing in your journal. Before she can get close one of the male alpha apprentice get first, the talk starts tame but then she hear the mockery and insults to you, she interrupts with her temper barely contained.
"of course this pathetic alpha need the help of the weird omega!"
Her temper is flaring but before she could respond you do it without looking.
"of course this weird omega kick the ass of the stupid alpha talking shit, you should go to the medic I think your head is fucked up after that beating, or are you that imbecile?"
"you motherfucke-"
"if she have your face not thanks"
"Im gonna-"
"cry? Get lost before I make you eat dirt again"
The boy is gone cursing you, you get up and start walking, the brunette follows you.
"if you could defend yourself you should have done it"
"I don't give a shit about what he was saying I was tuning him out until you came"
" he will want revenge"
"Then I will talk with the captain, if he is like that as apprentice how he will be as a knight?"
"snitch"
"smart"
"you should have punch him"
" I told you, I'm done with fighting"
"what do you mean by done with fighting?"
"that I done with fighting"
"hahaha you are soo funny, you are a alpha! You should be aggressive and savage, not a coward hiding in the corner!"
"*sigh* my lady I am a orphan, since I can remember I been fighting for food, for attention, for my life. I don't wish to fight, I can, I can fight like a rat trapped in a bucket with coal but if I don't need then I will rest, I deserve to rest.
You walk away and she let's you go, she can say anything about that, after all the woman that birthed her only give them enough food to not die and even then is was too little for the three, Bela will give up her portion most of the time to feed Dani and her; beatings and insults were pretty common too, shit they not even known how to talk. They only understood pain, hunger and hate until mother adopted them and showed them about love, trust and safety.
So how can she shame you for searching peace when thats all what she wants for her family?
The next time she sits with you after her practice:
" how are you doing oh talented writer!"
" I think I getting there"
You show her your writing
"nah, this is not what a knight or swordman do"
That's the routine for Cassandra and you, some days both of you will be in the grounds, you will make a scene and she will show you how a fight like that will go. You write a lot more of action scenes and the children are amazed (Cassandra stand up proud of herself in the back when her schedule allow her) her sisters roll their eyes laughing softly.
The moment that she know that she is in love:
Is after a tournament, she was so close to win but she lost her balance in the last moment, she still receives ovation and praise because she was the youngest participant and the only omega, but in her way to the backroom she hears it.
"oh she kick your ass!"
"dude I not gonna fight with a omega girl"
"yeah I was soft too with her"
"this is only temporary, a fancy thing, she will understand that she is not built for this."
"really, omegas only are good for breeding"
She sees red.
The next thing she knows is that she is in the arms of her Mom, her body hurts a lot more there is lot of blood too, in her hands (sharper now), in her face, in her teeth. She is forbidden to participate in more tournaments until she is 18 (she should be banned for life but you know, privilege) her mother scolds her for hours (alcina make sure that the boys suffer from misfortune too) and she is forbidden for practice too at last for a month, she stays in her room and she eats there, her sisters and mom leave her alone. Mia talk to her through the door if she wants to play fight but Cassandra says no, so she let's her be.
You go to see her but she screams at you, the third time that you go, you hear her crying so you opened the door (pick the lock) and enter. She looks at you with wild eyes and when she recognized you she scream at you to go away. You sit slowly in the floor with your hands were she can see.
"what do you feel?"
"WHAT THE FUCK YOU THINK I FEEL!"
"I don't know that's why I asking"
"IM A ANGRY"
"at who?"
"AT THEM"
"who Is them?"
"The stupid alphas, the stupid manthings, the stupid people that think of me as weak, I'm not weak"
"you are not"
" I train hard, I work hard, Im not some stupid girl that doesn't know the world! When my punishment ends I will show them!"
"show them what?"
" that I'm stronger than them"
"that will satisfy you?"
"of course"
"you value more what the stupid alphas, the stupid manthings, the stupid people are saying that what your family says?
"I don't-"
"you do, Cassandra what do you think about you?"
" I- I'm"
"...breath slowly, inside,1, 2,3 4 outside 1 2,3 4"
" I work hard"
"you are hardworking"
"I'm good with the sword"
"you are skilled"
"I'm protective"
" you are protective"
"I'm strong"
"you are strong"
"I'm an omega"
"you are one"
"I'm me"
"you are"
Silence reigns for a few seconds before you talk again.
"Scared people will try to make other afraid too, insecure people will try to make others insecure, they will talk and talk and talk, give them a inch a power over you and then you are trapped in their miserable world too"
"..."
She gets close to you.
" did you know what I did to them? "
"yes"
"I'm a wild child, I can go feral at the drop of a hat, I'm slipping right now"
"Feral not mean violent, means that instinct is governing your mind, and instinct is not all about violence, so I think I will be fine."
She drops in your arms and you hug her, she feels a lot smaller like that. You hear her purring softly and feels her move slowly, she is scenting you let her be just answering with your own purr.
Both of you fall asleep like that, she is the first to wake up and she sees your face drool on your cheek and your arm around her and it hits her harder than any punch, she wants this, you shielding her from the cruel world but letting her fight back just to rest in your arms, like her mother and mom do. You will never have to fight again she will fight for you, you just need to rest.
After you wake up, you check on her after seeing that she is better you stand up.
"do want to help me with some scenes? I can't seem to found the angle"
"With pleasure"
She talks with her sisters, they are happy for her but they are worried about you using her: Bela make a full background of you and Daniela subtly interrogate you. After concluding that you are safe they talk about the middle sister more when they pass time with you.
Bela talk about the bravery of Cass, how she was the one ready to throw hands on anybody, not matter the difficulty. Her honesty and how she never brokes her promises. Truly will be a wonderful knight, truly will be a wonderful partner.
Daniela will talk about how Cass is a softy, really, always buying little trinkets just because remind her of them, how she Is the best storyteller because she actually is very sensitive , if Bela don't stop her Cass will have spoiled her rotten. She is a protector no harm will come to them as long as Cassandra is there. She is a caring sister and she will be a loving mother.
Cassandra will be a amazing wife and mate, don't you agree?
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catgirl-pawbs · 11 months
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ROSIE HOBBYING UPDATE
though,,, I've said it a few times in a few places but I'm super enamoured with the concept of having different names for different contexts though I've been bad at actually doing it and the name I'd like to use in online spaces / for people I don't know irl is Ryuuka (I know I had another online alias/name before that i streamed under for 2yrs but due to Events I now hate being called that so all 3 of u that know it that name is dead to me now please forget) so I suppose instead I should write
✨🎀RYUUKA HOBBYING UPDATE🎀✨
LONG POST INCOMING sorry if I take up ur whole dash
so I tried to search my blog for the "hobbying" tag to see what I have and have not posted recently but lo and behold,
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tumblr is truly the functional of webbedsites, I KNOW ITS THERE I PUT IT THERE now please show me !
except it won't if course because it sucks.
so anyway I'm gonna start typing about things and hope I get everything I haven't posted and nothing I have.
something like three weeks ago, I finally got to play a match of Warhammer 40k with my older brother! this had been in the making in a way since 2014(-ish I don't remember), when this same brother introduced myself and my other brother to the concept of Warhammer and all three of us bought models. sadly both brothers quickly discovered the "building and painting" portion of the hobby and promptly dropped out, one of them giving his T'au models to me because I LOVED THIS SHIT.
anyway I think I posted about all this before and that Match In Question wherein I took 500pts of Grey Knights (Brother-Captain, Terminator Squad, Strike Squad) against my brother's 500pts Imperial Guard (Commissar, Guardsmen regiment, 3x Mortar Crew models, Sentinel, Leman Russ)or something like that I didn't read his list. Unfortunately this battle ended with my noble Grey Knights getting summarily decimated and right tabled by the mighty power of the autocannon-equipped Leman Russ if that bastard Russ wasn't already dead I'd kill him myself
again I'm fairly sure I've posted about this before so I'll stop there and not add images.
also before I continue (to explain why points counts might seem weird to other 40kplayers) I should note that I have been and will continue to be playing Fifth Edition Warhammer 40k, because those are the books that I have. New books are hellishly expensive and I cannot for the life of me figure out how to reasonably use wahapedia so anyone who is going to tell me to play a more recent edition please kindly do one of the following;
1.) shush.
2.) buy me the books urself since you can afford it
3.) go get intimate with a cactus.
Now! about a week ago, a little less, I got to play ANOTHER match of 40k! a surprise to be sure, but a welcome one. this time with a friend who has an adjacent interest in similar sort of games and who helped me build the felt-and-aquariumplant terrain pieces Im certain I posted pictures of before though I can't go check >:|
This match was again 500pts and featured both my lovely new terrain and the following armies;
TYRANIDS. >Tyranid Prime (boneswords, devourer) >3xRaveners (rending claws) >5x Ymgarl Genestealers >10xHormagaunts (adrenaline glands) >10xTermagaunts (devourers)
GREY KNIGHTS. >Brother-Captain (mastercrafted storm bolter, mastercrafted nemesis force sword) >5xTerminator (mastercrafted storm bolter [justicar], mastercrafted nemesis force sword [justicar]) >5xStrike Squad (nemesis force halberds [all], mastercrafted storm bolter [justicar])
it was great! took about 4 hours because I hadn't memorized everything yet and my friend/opponent was new to 5th but we had a good time despite getting real exhausted by the end of it there are too damn many numbers to remember
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I'm still super happy with how the new terrain looks!! sure it's very Amateur Hour and doesn't look ~realistic~ but I love it and am very proud of it!
Unfortunately in this match, the Grey Knights not played by me this time again tasted bitter defeat. I begin to think that list I made just sucks. or that the army needs a larger point total to make a functional list. further experimentation needed.
First blood was taken by the Knights shooting down a few(2) Hormagaunts, which was repeated in the next turn gunning down another 5 of them. the remaining gaunts took shelter for their lives behind a small copse of trees, though the Knights' Terminators quickly closed to finish their prey.
the Nids took revenge in the Genestealers flanking and stealing the jeans off the Strike Squad, without a single loss.
Finally came the crushing melee of the Raveners charging the Terminators and Captain from the cover of the ruins, slowly inflicting death (with great difficulty and losing one of their number due to those incredible 2+saves), eventually being joined by the Tyranid Prime and Genestealers in finishing off the stragglers.
the Termagants... yeah. those guys were there. they mostly just hung around. fired off 40?-ish shots and inflicted a total of 1 wound. good job guys. worth every point, truly.
Unfortunately because I failed to teach the game and remember the rules properly, this match was unbalanced, as the Terminators were not making 2 melee attacks per turn as they should've and I'd forgot to roll for the Nids instinctive behaviour rules (though the only difference that would've really made was the already useless gants running for cover if they failed)
It was a good learning experience and we had fun though!! surely we'll have a better and more heated match next time! ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ
that kaomoji looks kinda haunted,,
In other news! yesterday I finally took the time to get my printer in Operational Condition again! this means that, after being more than a month with only one arm, my Knight Armiger Warglaive proxy (model courtesy of u/johnbearross on reddit) is finally fully operational! catgirl very extremely excited about this one
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additionally, though I do need to print another warglaive and two helverins still, I've started on printing the bigger boy, a Questoris Knight Paladin proxy (model credits the same), something I've been excited to do for forever and the next step towards the biggest finalest goal; the Imperator Titan
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base and left leg printed (6h each), right leg in production (another 6h) (also I know the quality is bad because of the flash but my kitchen's lighting is awful and I promise without it looks worse) (don't mind the bag of rice in the bg, girl's gotta eat)
FINALLY, the most recent development in Ryuuka's Hobbying;
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MY BOYS??!??! MY BEAUTIFUL LOVELY SPECTACULAR BOYS????? THEY ARRIVED TODAY!!
bit of a story on this one, but first; I know that I told one of my dear friends like 6months ago that the next time I bought gunpla of get one for u too and we sat down and picked one out for u and everything and I didn't forget I swear but I shouldn't've even bought these boys since I have a lot of debt going on, the only reason I did is that on god man I need a distraction project or the depression is gonna Get To Me (not that it doesn't already but,) so like. When I actually have spare money instead of spending money I don't have I WILL get u that gunpla and we will build them together I didn't and am not gonna forget.
Okay so the deal with these boys is that I was talking to a friend recently about how I really like the appearance of Mass Production Mobile Suits over the special Gundam suits (unpopular opinion but I hate gundam suits' horns/crests, I think they look so so silly), in particular I love the look of the DaggerL and the Rgm-79 GM, but I really don't like the GM's helmet, I feel that it dramatically detracts from my man's vibes since the GM is made of angular and square segments and then the helmet is ROUND and also the visor is really large and open, giving it something of a 'friendly' (anthropromorphizing, I know) look that really doesn't suit the rest of it's design. In the same moment I was lamenting this design contradiction, a guncannon came on screen, which has a helmet with a narrower visor, and a- well I guess it's called a visor too but the shade thing some helmets have like a built-in imitation ballcap thing and anyway the Guncannon's head design gives it a much more 'serious' look that I feel would fit great on the GM, and the GM's more open and round design would fit right in with the Guncannon's rounded limbs and fuckoff huge shoulder-mounted cannon barrels.
So immediately in that conversation I had something of an epiphany of this and decided that I HAVE TO make a headswap of those guys and NOW IM DOING IT except what I need right now is a project so we're taking it a couple steps further
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I'm gonna trim these guys all out of the runners, file the nubs, label all the parts with masking tape and little baggies, swap the head parts, then going one colour/runner at a time, prime them black, paint them, panel line them, sticker them, top coat them, and ONLY THEN will I finally start assembling them
I've never painted a gunpla before but the best way to start is a headfirst dive into conkcrete babey let's get it
also I want to try weathering on my GM, nevermind that I've never tried it before and have no idea how, and each kit will be getting a different topcoat; glossy for the Guncannon because I want my boy to look like fun lil candy apple lad, and matte for my GM because I want it to be a semi-realistic Setpiece build.
also been thinking about utilizing the power of masking tape mid-painting process to add stripes of red to GM's arm&leg armour, but currently unsure if I want to follow through with the idea.
kay I think that's everything that's a lotta words I've been typing for forever it's 3am im not checking for typos I'm gonna sleep now goodnight gamers, nyan~
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