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weirdmageddon · 8 months
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i love these tags this person is so right
actually, can you imagine if dave was raised by B1 roxy?
i wanna get into this actually
(ok i had to spend a few hours rewriting this because IT DIDNT FUCKING SAVE AFTER FIVE HOURS OF WRITING WHEN MY COMPUTER UPDATED WHILE I WAS AFK so it would mean a lot to show this post some appreciation. i LOVEEE hearing what other people have to say)
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even though these things mom does are presented in an extravagant, kitsch, jokey way, her intentions always came from a place of sincerity. she is simply Funnie
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but rose reads too far into it and assumes things that aren't there, that her mother is passive-aggressively feigning interest in rose's interests simply because the things she does are so extra. "why do all of this if not to mock me"
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im telling you right now if dave lived in this household he wouldn't assume antagonism, he'd go,
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don’t forget who LITERALLY patented tangible jpeg artifacts as their post-scratch adult self and scattered shitty scummed up statue of liberties all over the planet. theres no way some of that overboard artful shit wasnt post-ironic / circling back around to genuine funny sincerity
dave's natural state is funny sincerity like roxy. he's had the natural capacity for this type of humor from the start and this is the direction he goes towards when he grows out of his brother's shadow by the end of the comic. dave and roxy share an earnest “so bad its good” type of humor
(lots more under the cut; the length of this meta analysis just got unwieldly with all the pictures and whatnot)
despite the alcoholism, roxy is a supportive mother. she's not the ideal guardian but hells of a lot more supportive of her kid than bro is. if she knew dave's interests she would totally indulge in them with some over the top silly goofy haha shit as a genuine gesture simply because she loves him
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rose isn't too keen on it though. but she is more similar to dirk in her natural state of thinking of overthinking shit and assuming the worst, like the tags said
and yes dave got the sweet cuddly yet sometimes backhanded ouppy gene from roxy, probably even moreso lol
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roxy's even said rose "sounds like girl dirk"
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side tangent here, but this is something i wanna talk about.
i dont think bro should ever be in custody of children ever but if theres anyone who would be up to the task it's rose probably. i know she'd be able to keep up with him. not only does she have a defined personality (dave is more malleable and absorbs his environment like a sponge), if anyone can pick apart B1 dirk's batshit brain and probably be right on the money it's her. lil cal has been pumping patriarchal nonsense into bro's head and rose would be able to bring the fucking facts to the table without losing her own and being a living example of a badass little girl. i also don't think bro would try to force masculine roles onto rose like he did with dave, seeing as she is a girl, so she would actually have more of a leg up and get some passes that dave was never afforded. and rose wouldn't stand idly and accept any bullshit; she is no doormat. and i think this would earn bro's respect
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but anyway, from this, couldn't we conclude roxy "sounds like girl dave"?
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yeah okay. we havent even gotten into their penchant for funny typos or misspeaks, deliberate or otherwise
so, dave's environment
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the sentiment "god you hope you can be as good as your bro at this some day" might have been genuine at the time when he idolized bro but of course he's not able to express that in any sort of sincere fashion because he's in dirk's fucking household. and this level 10 irony shit isnt doing dave any favors
his role models were the Internet and a vague idea of what Bro was like. So he built up his facade based on irony–not the literary definition of irony, as Rose might be quick to point out, but a popular concept of irony based on the idea that things that didn’t make sense actually made sense in some roundabout way. As a master of irony, Dave probably reasoned, he could see in a way other people couldn’t why a world that was scary and didn’t make sense really did make sense, and could therefore convince those people that he was superior to them. And he would wield his knowledge to maintain the appearance of superiority by calling everything ironic and pretending he didn’t care about things that didn’t make sense, and he would use walls of vaguely rhyming words to keep everyone at arm’s length so they wouldn’t discover his insecurities (source)
roxy's style is the embodiment of post-irony. being raised by mom lalonde would be like being raised by joel vinesauce ok
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what can i say ….. (getting meta about this actually, hussie got these jpeg wizard wallpapers from a spyware website. link takes some time to load because internet archive)
rose is quick to read post-irony as actually being a joke/insincere, which in bro's case would be true. but i believe dave's natural instinct, outside of the influence of bro, is to read post-irony as genuine, which is exactly how mom serves it. we see this as early as act 3 from him; he understands her motives better than rose does herself:
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and in act 6 intermission 2 i think it's pretty clear
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but the thing is, it's always genuine from her. dave wouldn't have to second guess it because he's not one to naturally second guess someone's sincerity; that was learned due to his bro being virtually unassailable
there two types of ironies at play here:
seems like a joke, is actually genuine (roxy)
doesnt seem like a joke, is actually a joke (dirk)
you can make the argument that the second is is more psychologically destructive because it makes you question the reality of what is genuine sentiment and what isn't. dave never knew what was genuine and what was irony so he just sort of existed in this sincerity-ironic limbo and always did the opposite of what he genuinely felt on principle even if it always did originate from a genuine place.
"it just a joke bro i was just being ironic i dont actually x" is so much more trust-breaking and psychologically damaging than "wait are you being serious" / "i am being so fucking fr rn davy gravy" / "ok thats actually pretty fucking awesome. giant ass wizard statue" / "RIGHT"
how much about dave would change do you think? his character arc would be completely different for one thing, i think he'd have it good aside from mom's alcohol issues. he'd be left with the sweet and funny parts of him that we see at the end of the comic. the fake coolguy stuff is out, but this remains. this is dave in his element and we see it as early as act 1
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he'd probably have no shades growing up in the lalonde residence* either cause those were given to him by bro straight out of the crater as an extension of his own cool image. and john gave dave ben stiller’s aviators for his 13th birthday to replace them so he could “spread his wings”
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dave said he was wearing them for the ironies but i kind of doubt it. maybe post-irony but there was some reacharound to it being genuine because dave never put those pointy anime shades on his face again.
*though... it’s kind of hard to imagine him without his shades at all? B2 dave still got stiller’s shades from stiller himself so maybe getting them is a universal constant. i can imagine mom getting him them as a birthday gift cause shes pretty wealthy and probably could buy it out in an auction. but also itd be cool if john still gave him it as a gift
dave is actually a lot more genuine and easy to read than he lets on even when grappling with his upbringing with B1 dirk (again, see this post). this can be seen all throughout he comic but a good example is the evolution of thoughts about his interest in the preserved dead things in his room:
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if B1 roxy was dave's guardian he probably WOULD have pursued paleontology because she wouldve indulged him in it and probably find it cool and worthwhile to pursue, instead of allowing dave to flounder under ironic detachment, being poisoned by irony to the point of gaslighting himself into believing he doesnt actually believe he thinks this shit is cool. even if it was indulged in this such a way; a superficially kitsch and ironic appearing presentation, it comes from a genuine place and inspires genuine interest. just read the comments.
basically, i think if B1 roxy raised dave, their relationship would have a surface level appearance of being bizarre or over-the-top but they’d have an unsaid mutual understanding that it’s completely in earnest and just build on each other's funny and absurd gestures of affection. rather than seeing it as one-upping each other, it'd more like collaboration of some silly bullshit that you take a step back and look at full and just say, "fucking incredible"
speaking of paleontology, mom had the proto-ectobiology lab. maybe they'd be able to use the equipment to appearify paradox ghost imprints of the dead shit to create paradox clones of things from the cambrian era??? sounds like a fun mother son bonding activity. and theyd actually put the sciencey shit in the household to use
oh god i know exactly the kinds of music shed listen too also growing up as a teen in the 80s. she on that (post)-punk/art rock/new wave/new romantic mtv stuff. XTC shit fr. this is a B-52S HOUSEHOLD. maybe the associates for the campy melodramatic flair. so he gets to keep the record on his shirt cause he is an enjoyer of the shit in her vinyl collection. dave would still gravitate towards musical expression and music itself but of more variety outside of just rap, with an 80s-90s, even 70s flavor due to mom’s influence. see this for perhaps a glimpse. ​she probably visited new york city a lot for business trips and because the music scene was cool as hell around that time, imports came straight from jfk airport, she probably got in on that a bit and have remnants in the form of vinyls and cassettes. in this way she could be distributing void to dave (influencing him with forgotten / presently irrelevant music). now he can REALLY rave about bands none of his friends have heard of. “hey davy grvay watcha listenin to” (he holds up vinyl cover) “omg snakefinger”
btw dave lalonde would look like this to me
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archie-sunshine · 4 months
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I think i might’ve already asked about this somewhere here (bad memory lmao) but,
I often think about Minimus Ambus, and although i headcannon him as being not too fond of sex/interfacing, i do also think it's fun to portray the lil' dude as someone who just doesn't have the time to please himself, or maybe he feels that as a role model, the ultimate hero, the immortal lawman, he isn't meant to be 'impure' (guilt ooooh, similar to how you seem to characterise Drift). But i digress.
What if the Magnus armour had a spike n' valve? (it was cast in the original Magnus's image so i don't see why not). Imagine Minimus finally being freed from Tyrest's expectations and getting a moment of peace after a long day of chaos on the ship. He's feelin' a lil' warm n' tingly, but he's too embarrassed to go to anyone for company, so he decides to pop the panels off the armour and go ham. (i think i just have a thing for distension, i'm sorry). The valve is probably a lil' tight because it's not been used but Primus dammit would it feel good!
I think he'd still feel guilty afterwards and end up telling Ratchet or Rang (Rong? Ring?? Rung!!), who would then tell him that he's perfectly fine and normal for being a lil' horny sometimes.
(Also also, what if he, hesitantly, tells the science bots (I have mainly Brainstorm in mind) who then helps modify the armour with different mods n' extras) Just some stinky thoughts that keep me up at night.
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Anyways, sorry for making this so long!
OKAY SO WE FUNDAMENTALLY DISAGREE ON MINS SEX DRIVE BUT I DO LOVE THIS TAKE.
Personally, I have my own set of thoughts and beliefs about minimus, namely that I think he's a kink freak by way of loving rules and not by way of actual sexual perversion. I will explain this later, for now, i will focus on your take.
SO... this is hot. I do think he would feel an extreme amount of shame for self pleasuring with the armour, I do think he would do it in an act of desperation after the galaxy's longest dry spell.
Artists interpretation:
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and also bc im a freak i reversed the positions as well
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I feel like he had to talk himself into it to, like 'poor sexual self care will lead to iritability which is bad for morale, I guess... it wouldnt hurt to do it, for the crew of course'
He feels weird about it after but then. Feels even weirder during the next shift when- when he- when uh-
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is this gross? i dont care im getting freakay.
Sorry this is turning into a long post, I'll put my thoughts on minimus's sex life in another post if someone sends me an ask about that.
lets all keep praying i don't get penis blasted by tumblr again for posting minimussy
[Send me headcanons in my inbox!! i might draw them! :D]
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swagatron9 · 2 years
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Im doing my first pregnancy so could u please do a pregnancy story , u dont have to if you dont want to. I really would appreciate if you could because the father refuses to claim her . If you aren’t comfortable with doing pregnancy stuff that is totally okay !! And if you are could you please do brahms , billy lenz oe rz! Michael myers ?
Brahms and Michael and Their Pregnant S/O
Pairings: Brahms Heelshire, Michael Myers
Authors Note: Congradulations on the pregnancy, this is such a beautiful moment (if that’s what you want of course) I wasn't entirely sure how you wanted me to write this, whether it be happy or sad, but I hope you enjoy this nonetheless. I don't write Billy Lenz or any particular Michael Myers; sorry about that. I also have never written a pregnancy story, so sorry if this is bad or at any point incorrect.
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Brahms Heelshire:
When you told Brahms about you being pregnant, he would definitely be jealous of the idea of someone else stealing your attention.
He would sulk whenever you were around and would probably hide in the walls to ignore you in order to make a point.
It took you a while, but you managed to get Brahms to sit down and have a conversation with him about what was going to happen.
Afterwards, Brahms would be a bit awkward around you and would probably still continue to avoid you until he gets used to the idea.
Would make you take extra care of him so he can feel loved still. Example: kiss goodnight every night, read his favourite book at least once a week, an extra few bjs here and there.
He eventually will grow to like the idea of a miniature version, that you two conceived, running around.
“Can we still have secks?” If he’s cumming it’s inside, no spillage.
Now, Brahms when the baby is born. He’s awkward, refuses to hold it, and refuses to be anywhere near it.
In all honesty, Brahms is scared of parenthood. He missed out on his entire childhood as well as becoming an actual adult. He lacks the responsibility that most adults have and he’s scared that he’ll be a bad role model for the child. He’s also worried that the child would end up like him and he doesn’t want that.
I imagine that Brahms would be a great friend for the child, maybe not a good dad. He would play with the child, read to it, and express the kind of love that he wished to receive from his own parents.
He would ask you to teach him things to teach the child.
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Michael Myers:
I think Michael would hate having a kid around, but also love it at the same time.
He would probably try and train it to be like him or something.
Why can I kind of see Michael have some sort of pregnancy fetish. Like he likes the idea of fucking you with a round swollen stomach, and while it means that he has to be softer and more caring during your intimate times, he also finds himself getting off quicker.
This also means he can cum inside you as much as he wants without a care in the world. He also enjoys how your constantly horny 24/7, so unless your whining about wanting him deep inside you he doesn’t really care.
I just feel like Michael would enjoy the pregnancy stage but despise the baby part because that means he has more responsibilities, but with that being said he would also make you do everything because he doesn’t want to hurt the baby.
New founding possessiveness from Michael, you can now never leave the house under any circumstances, oh the food? Don’t worry, he’ll steal from the next person he pays a visit to.
You wouldn’t ever have to worry about feeling unsafe for you or your child as he is your personal bodyguard as you already know and now I’m not saying he would sacrifice the baby for you, but if it comes down to it he’s going to choose you in a situation where it’s one or the other.
Don’t expect him to care about or for the baby because for the most part he won’t, but he would never do anything on purpose to put it in harms way.
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stellawolfe30 · 2 years
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thinkin about how the journey to the west is just one big mess for wukong. but like, in a family sense.
idfk this might make no sense. also tw for mentions of abuse and manipulation.
i like to imagine before he meets tripitaka he's not a bad person at all, hes just wild, impulsive and theres things he doesnt understand. like as a very powerful monkey with no parents or role models there are things he doesnt understand regarding society, morals and right vs wrong.
hes impulsive and wild, a good person at heart but he doesnt know that some of the things he tends to do is moraly wrong. like okay he takes the immortal peaches yeah he knows its stealing but does he completly understand what stealing does? does he understand how it impacts other people? no. he just thinks "oooooh pretty yummy peaches i want some. people are gaurding it? oh no problem im sneaky"
like a child.
he doesnt understand how things affect other people until someone explains it or it happens to him.
"why are you pouting mihou"
"you ate my pile of peaches"
"oh...well, they were just laying there i dont really see the pr-"
*mihou sniffles*
"oh shit-"
then he rushes and grabs an even bigger pile of peaches from the mountain and drops it in front of mihou and then watches him eat while also thinking about how his dear friend reacted to him eating his peaches. hes king? cant he have anything he wants? so why did mihou care so much when he took his peaches? and why did he panic when he saw mihou cry.
he doesnt understand emotions or consequences until the result is staring at him in the face. especially when its someone he cares about or himself. then he starts to understand.
so he's childish, impulsive, wild, chaotic but also protective and thoughtful. he'll take a moment to think about things but the thought it almost never finished unless he really wants to understand something. and sometimes lui er mihou has to teach him and explain.
but in the end wukongs just a little monkey guy that wants to hang out on flower fruit mountain with his monkey people forever. he doesnt want to die because he doesnt want to lose what he has. he became strong because hes king. hes supposed to protect them so he will be strong enough to do so.
then imagine tripitaka comes in. tripitaka tries a simple worded approach to tell wukong dont do this dont do that, 'DONT KILL PEOPLE!!!! even though in wukongs mind "they were stealing our stuff and tried to hurt you tho-" the circelt activates.
wukong doesnt understand what did he do wrong? he was protecting his master like he was supposed to right? is this not? is this not how it works? how is this supposed to work?!?!
wukong does not understand most of the time why tripitaka activates the circlet. he did his job to the best of his understanding so why does he keep activating it?!
but i also think about how alot of media portrays the relationship to be father and son. mentor and student
"if a man teaches you for a day regard him as your father for the rest of your life"-chinese proverb.
so lets say tripitaca does explain things. but he doesnt explain it good enough. he doesnt understand how little wukong actually genuinly doesnt understand.
hes spent 100's of years on his mountain with other monkeys. he's never had to REALLY think about morals or emotions or complex things like right and wrong. hes just been a funky monkey eating fruit under the sun.
so when tripitaka tries to explain it doesnt get through to wukong because he doesnt understand how wukong works mentally.
"killing people is wrong"
"why, it gets them out of our way faster then just idk kicking them or breakign thier legs"
"because it is wrong wukong"
"but...why? why is it wrong?"
"because murder is evil"
"why, i dont get it, ive seen evil people murder as ive seen good people murder i dont get why it is wrong"
the circlet activates.
tripitaka (and thank you wolfcamellias for this beautiful idea GO READ THIER ANALYSIS NOW I HAVENT FINISHED READING IT BUT YOU SHOULD GO NOW THEYRE WRITING AND ART AND AASDFEGRHTFJYHGMSO GOOD) see's wukong as a parent would thier child in the sense that they want to mold and shape them into thier perfect image of child/student. and they will do that through any means. even if it hurts. its an abusive familial relationship. wukong is manipluated to think of tripitaka as a father and why wouldnt he know any better? hes never had a father but this monk is...teaching him? thats what he says hes doing. shaping him into the perfect hero weapon hes meant to be. hes meant to be perfect, hes meant to be a hero people can look up to. a king that protects and he loves that idea. he smiles at the image of being a hero people can look up to and depend on for proection, people will love him.
but hes confused, why is tripitaka using the circlet? perhaps thats just how discipline works. yes yes thats what master says. he says its discipline its neccasary
tripitaka is doing what is necasarry to make wukong better. to make him perfect. was he not good enough before? master says he wasnt. so he couldnt have been. but hes good now? yes yes hes good enough hes good hes perfect.
and thats what wukong thinks. thats his mentallity through the journey as the circlect stays. it becomes a mentallity of, "i deserve this" or "its for the best", "he only does this because he cares enough to teach me"
dont even get me started on how this plays out when macaque tries to get him out. bro...
"i never understood..."
"i never understand what it meant to carelessly stain my hands with blood until i drowned in your's"
its a manipulative situation and i like to think back then wukong was easier to manipulate because there's things he just didnt understand or pick up on.
but then he went on the journey. he learned things dont get me wrong he learned important things whether he wanted to or not. he picked up on alot during the journey and even after. he started to see more and understand better the way the world and people work. how morals and consequences affect the world and the things we do and he kept learning throughout his time as hero until he decided to retire. then again he stll doesnt seem to be good enough. he keeps fucking up he keeps making mistakes.
maybe something he "learned" from his master wasnt right?
no no it was fine, that was fine. it was all for the best and betterment of himself.
he does end up finnaly realising that some things he ended up learning/picked up throughout the jourey wasnt right. kind of in the same sense as how abused children adapt to thier surroundings to survive. "dont bother when upset" "watch thier emotions" "keep it to yourself"
i think thats what causes wukongs HORRIBLE communication skills and desire to carry evem the heaviest weight alone on his shoulders.
its when he realises that some things he's been doing and "learned" isnt good. thats not what "normal" or "healthy" people do.
the circlet wasn't fucking necessary
and thats when he decides to retire.
what a long winded way to say wukong is neurodivergent and has been abused and manipulated.
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a-wondering-thought · 4 months
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If i was in a story what character would i be? Its a question i ask myself a lot and im not sure which i would be
Hero? No definitely not i hate having people depend on me bc im not good enough and will mess up and everyone better then me, etc
Okay what about love interest? Maybe but probably not bc who is gonna like me? and you could do sm better anyway so they will move on pretty quick besides im never gonna be anyones first choice
Would i be the Villain? Hmm maybe? Its the most likely out of the three i have already said and i have the aesthetic for it but i dont know if i would have the motivaion for actually doing anything? And i would feel so much guilt hurting people that i would quit it pretty quickly(although i do wonder if that would actully depend on what person it is?) And people already hate me for nothing or things i cant control so i dont wanna give them an actual reason to hate me wait actually i could be a good villain damnnn i have the backstory and everything
Parental figure?(not like bio parent or anything) Fuck no! im horrible with kids and i would be an awful role model (im neverrr having kids)
Best friend? Idk its possible but like i would not be the pick of best friend and even if i were i wouldnt be a very good one but like it could be my character ig
Villains sidekick? Yeah maybe? Like i can see myself as that but also i think the villain would just end up realising im unless and ditching me lol
The other love interest? No, i might wallow in self pity but im not gonna try and get with someone if i knew someone else also liked them bc i know that i wouldnt be chosen so whats the point in trying?
Backround friend who isnt noticed a lot and isnt important? Yes perfect! thats who i am, the friend people dont really need, the third weel or yk maybe im not even considered a friend maybe im just a side character
Rival? Nah i wouldnt be bothered enough to actually be rivals with someone it'd be too much work besides whats the point?
So yes i think in a story im a side character and i dont mind that too much but sometimes i wish i was the best friend or the villain
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FANGIRLING MOMENT AHEAD!!-!!2))2$
if CC has one fan, it is me. if CC has 100 fans, im one of them. if CC has no fans, i am dead. im ur #1 fan (NOT CLICKBAIT) ok this first part is going to be hella cheesy but i do have some writing questions after (sorry for long ask, idk how to dm on tumblr) onto my appreciation paragraph that i wrote for you: i hope you have a great day, CC. i really enjoy your work and dedication that you put into your writing. i have no money currently so i can’t support you financially yet (like on kofi or patreon) but just know i always read your work and will always be supporting you! i’ve been a fan of your work since i was 14ish? i’m 16 now and your work has inspired me to get back into writing—you’re truly one of my biggest role models when it comes to interactive fiction (which is no easy task, IDK HOW YOU DO IT) and writing in general! thank you for being such a down to earth author. i don’t know much about you personally but i know that writing can be super hard/overwhelming for a lot of people! when days are rough, i hope you can remember this message <33333 i have a lot of questions about writing, specifically your personal experience/journey with writing that i want to ask you, if that’s okay? you don’t have to answer all—you dont even have to answer them if you don’t feel like answering! i would just really like more perspective from authors in the interactive fiction field before i think of starting an IF of my own (it’s intimidating) i think its safe to call this an interview in your inbox
QUESTIONS
how did you begin writing fiction that’s interactive? what about interactive fiction appealed to you?
have you ever written non-interactive fiction works before publishing your interactive novels, or did you choose to go straight into interactive? (p.s. if you have any non-interactive works, SEND THEM MY WAY…please)
kind of adding onto Q2: if you haven’t written non-interactive works before, have you ever considered it?
what age did you begin writing?
do you ever get writers block? if you do, what do you do to get the ideas flowing again?
do you set writing goals for yourself? how do you make sure you stay motivated in order to reach them?
how do you plan your works? is there a specific structure or setup you follow?
i’m a newbie writer, but interactive fiction is really intriguing to me. i would like to ask for your opinion: do you think interactive fiction is a good place to start? or would it be better if i dabble in non interactive fiction first to get the hang of writing in general?
how do you handle overwhelming/overbearing/invasive comments from readers? which are pretty common in the IF community
if you’re an adult, have been to college? and if you dont mind me asking, what’s your degree(s) in? and final question that adds onto this, do your degree(s) involve writing or is writing just a hobby/passion you do on the side?
THANK YOU!
that ended up being longer than i thought, i’m so sorry… anyway, thank you so much for reading my questions (and if you reply, thanks for replying!) i hope you have an amazing year (and life in general.) i’ll never forget the impact your writing has left on me /pos and i’m so sorry if this “interview” is invasive or makes you feel overwhelmed, that wasn’t my intention. i hope you continue releasing books, but just know that it’s okay to take breaks!!!! don’t let the internet hooligans overwhelm you. and if they do, HAVE NO FEAR, J. IS HERE! i will *happily and dutifully* defend you with my life.
Thank you so much. 💕 That is so kind of you. I'll do my best to answer all the questions. 😁
I noticed the age you wrote down and I hope you stayed away from all the mature stuff that I write. 📏🧐
1-answer: Believe it or not TWC was my first experience with IF and while I was reading it, all I could think was how bad I wanted to do something similar, like writing a story that people could interact with and make choices. So I joined the forum, learned choicescript, and started working on my very first game The Burning Sun.
2-answer: No I never wrote any non-interactive stories. Interactive fiction is my first experience with writing for the public. From what I've learned about the publishing industry, non-interactive fiction authors can have a hard time finding publishers, and I don't think I could suffer through that process, it seems intimidating.
3-answer: No I never wrote any non-interactive stories. And I don't think I could write a story where I can't give the readers the option to make their own choices. Interactive Fiction ruined it for me. 😅
4-answer: The same as you, I would say, around 14, 15. But those are stories that stayed in my diaries or notebook and were never shared with anyone else. So Interactive Fiction is my first go at making my stories public, and let me tell you I have so many of them. I hope I'll end up writing them all one day and share them.
5-answer: All the time, why do you think I have so many side stories or other projects. As a writer, you are bound to have writer's block. The thing is when it happens, just don't let it stop you and just find a way to relax, give yourself a break, and do something else that you love doing. I wish I could follow my own advice, but... when I get Writer's block, my brain just defaults to write another story. I had writer's block writing the Midnight Saga, so I went on to write Insert Rich Family because it was a story that was more light-hearted and fun. I had writer's block writing Lemons, so I went on to write The Wedding because I wanted my brain to focus on something else. And the cycle continues.
6-answer: I don't. I'm a very disorganized writer, but... I recently applied to be a writer for Heart of Choice and they asked me for a full outline of a game that I pitched them. BOI did I struggle, because when I write my stories I have no idea what chapter 2 or 3 will look like, I just sit down and write and go with the flow. Having had to make a complete outline for the full game without even knowing what it would look like was tough, but... by the end of it, I loved and enjoyed the process and I think I will apply it in my writing from now on. I think having that bit of organization will help in the long run, especially when I have writer's block.
7-answer: No... I just sit down in my kitchen and write. I have a very active brain, so I'm always thinking and always trying to get stuff done. That's why I can do like 3 months' worth of Patreon content, then take a long break because after such high, I crash, then I get high for writing again, then I crash, lol. ll that to say, it's good to take breaks when you get overwhelmed.
8-answer: It's hard to give you a great answer for this because it will depend on what you like and what you're ready to tackle. I will say that writing IF can be challenging, so if you want to start with IF, start small. Try to code a small story, with just one or two NPCs or ROs beside the MC. See how you manage the branching and the development. Don't start big because coding different branches for different interactions can spiral out. I can't really say much about the non-IF part, but I think all IF stories start as non-IF. They only become IF when you start adding choices and branches. 💕
9-answer: I've been fortunate to stay out of some drama here on Tumblr, although my first one did cause me to get blacklisted and blocked from some authors and IF recs. OG readers will know what I'm talking about, and no I don't want to dig out that drama.
I'm grateful for the followers that I have and for every reblog, like, comment, and recommendation. I feel like I'm slowly getting some recognition and that is why I can spot new readers based on their asks. Some people might think I'm new, but no. I've been here a while, just took me some time to make it to your FYP. So how do I handle overbearing or overwhelming comments or asks? If it's something that I feel uncomfortable answering, I just block and delete it. If not, I answer it the best I can because sometimes people may be asking a genuine question, but in writing it, it might come off as rude. So, it's really a case-by-case judgment.
10-answer: Yes, I'm an adult, a millennial. 😭 so old. I went to college in my home country, Haiti, and my degree is in business administration. Nothing to do with writing. My current job which I will lose soon is in Human resources, so writing is just a hobby. But I would love to be able to do this full-time.
Thank you for all the questions and I hope your 2024 continues to be great. 🥰💕
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natasha-in-space · 4 months
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Hey im the matsuda enjoyer anon who pointed out that he and yoosung are basically the same guy.
I cant help but imagine......what if they met, i mean in the age of social media its not impossible. While I dont think matsuda was a gamer but he was very much into pop culture and so is yoosung.
What if they both unite over their love for a certain kpop group (in my head its Girls Generation) and become internet friends
I can imagine after the good ending yoosung prolly might go to japan a couple of times for work related stuff or just to enjoy with MC (and drag seven with him as well)
What if the now mid-late 20s yoosung (who is a vet) meets the now early 40s matsuda (who is still a cop but is confined to desk jobs cuz the task force was tired of his shenanigans). What if they decide to share a drink and eventually have a long conversation. What if they start their talks by talking about their shared interest and eventually ending up venting after realising that they had been through a similar journey (being infantilised by their friend groups grief low self esteem yet keeping an optimistic outlook in life) and perhaps share advices to each other whilst being drunk which struck a chord in each other's heart.
I can see matsuda being an older man advising yoosung but i could also see yoosung (who has accomplished a lot in a short time despite his own struggles with loss grief and of course the eye injury) advicing matsuda. Both of them reassuring each other that it will get better (bye im crying)
Good to see you back Matsuda anon! I must say, this ask made me grin so wide as I was reading it. I adore it when people make two of their faves meet and become friends. It's such a sweet notion, both as a way of expressing your shared love for these characters, as well as a neat basis for new interesting analysis. (It's my own guilty pleasure as well, hehe)
Meeting someone who understands what it's like to struggle with grief, conflicting feelings about someone who was once very important to them, and the frustration of never being taken seriously due to their young age would benefit them both greatly. While they both must have overcome the last problem by that point, discussing it with someone who understands can still be very cathartic.
Having a good friend who can make Yoosung feel comfortable and understood is something he deserves. It's also heartwarming to think of Matsuda becoming a new kind of role model for Yoosung! Not on the same level as it was with Rika, but just as a figure of strength and motivation for him, when things are tough. Having friends who are older than you can be a very beneficial experience as you are moving through life!
And as for Matsuda... It'll definitely do him some good to have someone with whom he can openly discuss what he had to go through. Sure, he has a few people like that, but none that can actually fully relate on a deeper level. I also think he'd be super impressed by Yoosung. By all that he managed to overcome and achieve in his (relatively) young age. His determination to better himself and to protect his loved ones, him finding (or rather resurrecting) his passion for his own path in life, and him resolving what conflicting feelings he still held for Rika... It's so much, and it's-
It's inspiring.
I know I said that Matsuda can become a new role model for Yoosung, but it goes the other way around as well! Having these talks with the younger vet can greatly motivate Matsuda to work on himself further and pursue what he truly wants. It's never too late to restore your happiness. It's rather sweet to think about, actually. Two people who share similar painful experiences planting fresh seeds of hope into one another that everything is going to be okay. As you put it: it will get better.
On a lighter note, the thought of them being fans of the same girl groups makes me giggle. (Them going to a Girls Generation concern??? More likely than you'd think! Although Saeyoung will definitely tag along and create some mischief) I feel like they both are still struggling with openly expressing their likes and interests, as they got teased for that in the past, so it'll be very beneficial to them to have a safe space to chatter excitedly about this or that, without fear of being judged. Being passionate about something is not a bad thing, and should be celebrated! On that note, they will definitely send each other exclusive merch and buy each other tickets for events. There are some benefits to having a friend in a different country!
Overall, it's nice to think of these two being good buddies. It's what they deserve. And I love reading your thoughts on them! :)
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shadows-coffeebeans · 3 months
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Okay, so, ask game: 4, 6, 15, 21, 22, 28, 30, 45, 55, 56, 61, 62, 69, 88.
yippee!! (beware of the many not knowing how to answer lol)
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
They usually described me as quiet but usually a good student
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
I mean, if I had to choose one, probably grunge
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
The Giver. I don't know why but I just enjoyed this book so much and was so happy when I was reorganizing my bookshelf and found out i had it in the stack of books handed down from my mom's boss' kids to me.
21. obsession from childhood?
considering I am still a minor, I'm just gonna choose from elementary school
i think the biggest is definitely cats
i somehow keep finding more cat related things in the depths of my room
22. role model?
i.. dont know?
this question has always been so hard to answer to the point i just avoid answering it when i can (now imagine how much this question has been asked to me in school >:[)
28. five songs to describe you?
Hmm..
Does it make sense to say I don't feel i know myself well enough to be able to choose??
30. places that you find sacred?
Not really?
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
Fantasy.
I've never really been into superhero stuff (though of course there are a few exceptions) and i find sci-fi really confusing a lot of the time (IM DUMB, ALRIGHT??)
55. favorite fairy tale?
I think my favorite might be the little mermaid for many reasons..
56. favorite tradition?
posadas
i really like holding candles and just watch them melt. the atole we recieve at the end is good too
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
"What goes up must come down, Yet my feet don't touch the ground" from Sonic Heroes. Not quite sure why but I just really like this line
another one is "what? no, I'm the devil" from the shadow the hedgehog snapcube dub. I love it so much
62. seven characters you relate to?
Barry the Quokka (sth), Luca Paguro (Luca 2021), Luigi (Super Mario), Franky Fetti and Felix (tffs), Varian (tangled) and Libby Stein-Torres (tgamm)
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
I dont have a fun fact but i somehow learned how to shuffle. I know for a fact I didn't know how cause i struggled whenever i tried but then suddenly i knew how??
88. your greatest wish?
i want to leave this fucking household please
she keeps threatening to put me up for adoption saying that no one is going to be as "patient" as her but i know for a fact id do much better if she actually did
that, or therapy
yeah, thearpy's good too
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ivy-diaries · 1 year
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⋮  — ⧉ . . viewing 30 questions in 3 minutes . . . . .
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"Hi I'm Ivy and I'm here with buzzfeed to answer 30 questions in 3 minutes !!"
"But like before we begin, if i don't answer it in the given time, do I like get a punishment or something like that ??"
Laughing, the staff shook their head no, she softly laughed, opening the paper the questions were on.
1. "Texting or talking?"
"Both ?? I don't know, I prefer both to be very honest but i dont quite like it when people call me unannounced."
2. "best pickup line you've ever received?"
"Usually i don't get impressed with pick up lines so its really hard to impress me with them but this one truly impressed me. My boyfriend was the one who said it to me on a random night when we were competing to see whos got the better pickup lines because of course we are haha it went something like 'i dont like pickup lines because im not here to pick you up, im here to pin you down' and i went feral haha"
3. "worst pickup line you've got ?"
"No offense but it's got to be 'did it hurt when you fell from the vending machine because youre a snack' its over used im sorry"
4. "Describe your personality in 5 words"
"Funny, creative, day dreamer, perfectionist and kind i guess"
5. "a movie that made you cry?"
"It's not a movie but I cried watching the short film 'elephant whisperers' it won the Oscar too! "
6. "Who's the one artist you wanna collab with ?"
"There are soo many people I wanna collab with, making me choose one person is hard, I'll go with my role model, taylor swift "
7. "Who would play you in the movie of your life ?"
"Myself if possible or maybe Zendaya or Sadie Sink "
8. "Most used emoji ?"
"the cute face one"
9. "if your house is on fire, what are the three things you'd grab ?"
" Okay I hope it never happens but i can't say I haven't thought about this before, and the things are, my dogs, my gadgets and my wallet"
10. " ideal first date"
"museum date because thats here my boyfriendand i went for ours" she smiled.
11. "Last song you listened to?"
"You're on your own kid by Taylorswift" she said taking her phone out to check.
12. "First thing you'd do if you woke up as a guy?"
"Check myself out? I don't know i haven't really thought about it "
13. "Are you single ?"
"Nope, happy in a relationship of almost seven years " she said smiling at the thought of her boyfriend.
14. "Favorite ice cream flavor?"
"I don't know if many people know this but there's this flavor called vanilla elderflower and it tastes like heaven"
15. "Phone lockscreen and homescreen wallpaper ?"
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" My lockscreen is a picture of my two doggies and my homescreen is my boyfriend!"
16. "How often do you wash your bedsheets ??"
"I wash them twice a week !! Stay hygienic people !!"
17. "Mom or dad?"
" nope im not answering that"
18. "Most priced possession ?"
"My dogs "
19. "have you done anything illegal?"
"Nope and never will"
20. "your favorite body part of yourself?"
"Umm maybe my eyes?"
21. "Favorite movie character?"
"Probably peter parker yea"
22. "Best advice you've ever received?
"I get a lot of advice day to day from a lot of people and its really hard to just pin point one thing but it probably has to be from my mother 'there's always a better tomorrow' "
23. "Favorite YouTube channel?"
"Hmm probably Stephanie soo because I usually hear her cover true crime cases when I'm preparing dinner or I would probably say mine haha"
24. "A song that always puts you on a good mood ?"
" no matter how low I'm feeling BTS's permission to dance puts me on a good mood!! Other than that, straykids' cheese, tomorrow by together's no rules, there's a lot"
25. "If you could live in only one place for the rest of your life, where would it be ?"
"France for sure but probably like the countryside, I'd probably take my family and friends with me "
26. "A friend that would pick up your call anytime?"
"I'd say the anybody from straykids would pick up if I called"
27. " your most favorite memory?"
"hmm probably when i debuted or when my song hit no.1 on Billboard "
28. " What did you have for breakfast?"
"I had cereal for breakfast "
29. " Favorite hair color?"
" blonde but I wanna try red "
30. " a song you listen to when you're sad?"
"Bang chan's hate to admit or limbo by Lee Know!! Those just break my heart "
"Wait we're done ?? Omg I finished it yayy!!!! Haha"
"And that was me with buzfeed doing the 30 questions in 3 minutes challenge !! Byee!!!"
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I've just noticed I haven't done a lot of rants lately! So I'm gonna make one now about how awesome u are! You are honestly like the coolest person ever. Seeing you talk about your emotions so much and be so open about when you just aren't okay was honestly what inspired me to sent my first rant, and here we are now! You're such a wholeheartedly good person and I can't lie I look up to you so much- and I don't mean in the stupid "oh people older than you are role models" way, I mean in like a genuine "the way you are is who I want part of myself to be" way bc you're just that amazing to me. I've always had really bad anxiety and you were the first person I ever consistently sent asks to and seeing them actually be responded to made me so undeniably happy- and I wanna be like that, if I ever get the chance. Idk- I don't wanna be weird and parasocial but like TLDR, u are a very cool person and you inspire me a lot <3
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AOGUHHH I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY-
i cry like a lil baby reading this fr fr fr fr
I don't like being quite so open with my emotions on social media usually (I v much prefer being sorta mysterious and also proffessional) but smthn about tumblr makes me SILLY. But I'm glad that someone thinks its a good thing ;-; RA IM SOBBIN N ROLLIN ON THE FLOOR FRRR AUGHHH
I LOVE GETTING YOUR ASKS AND ANSWERING EM AOUGHHH AOUGH AOUGHH
and hoenstly without your rants I might not have been able to continue with some of my projects because you really came here and decided to do full on analysis AND I LOVE THAT AHHHHH THANK YOUUUU AUGHHH
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razzmothazz · 4 months
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okay, but what fob songs and lines for what characters, I want to know also, for autism reasons lmao.
IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED BUT ALSO I DONT WANNA GO TOO DEEP CAUSE I COULD TALK ABT IT FOR HOURS AAAA
i could take reqs for certains songs cause i have thoughts on nearly all of them, but im gonna ramble rn about how i feel so much (for) stardust [album, not the song specifically] is so vbs to me actually...
starting off strong with love from the other side
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THIS IS SO AN TO ME !!! especially after her learning about how everyone hid the passing of someone SO important to her away for three god damn years.
this part is kinda self explanatory i feel? especially "what would you trade the pain for", refering to the pain of losing her role model of sorts of course. someone she looked up to so much and held in such high regard and she didnt even know theyve been gone.. she makes me SOB
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this part refering to her feeling like the whole "city" [vivid street] pretty much lied to her and deceived her, everything feels wrong and off now. its not the same home it was before.
the feeling in this case would obviously be grief, anger and so many others tbh, she lets the feelings out and uses music as an outlet of sorts for it ?? not sure how to explain what i mean [im writing this at 3am sorry] the feelings are so overwhelming i dont think she could fight them if she wanted to, but why would you want to fight such justified feelings ?? i feel SO bad for her omg
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this part works for all of vbs, but i feel like it especially applies to akito and an, obviously referencing surpassing rad weekend and how difficult it is considering their constant feeling of inferiority, with akitos being a pretty extreme case of it.
also just feels to me like something akito would actually say/sing
also haha funny hampster refering to kohane /j
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i dont have words that can describe this line other than just imagine an singing it with the context of what i said before. that is all.
OFF TO HEARTBREAK FEELS SO GOOD
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this is just very vbs to me, its easy to apply their stories and themes to these verses. they will surpass radweekend someday. they can do it, and they can do it together and go even further after, hopefully.
the pre-chorus reminded me of akitos situation with older musicians, how they mocked him etc. which at first obviously made him feel horrible, but he learned from that and now he alone is even better than some of them, and with all of vbs at his side hes even better.
dont have as much for this one, so moving on to
HOLD ME LIKE A GRUDGE
one word. AKITOYA.
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cmon now. you see the vision.
this is SO akito talking to toya, how he motivates him to do better and better and helps him up any time he feels down.
they are soulmates, no matter how you look at it!! but theres also akito being a bit of a menace as well as often feeling like hes dragging toya down, yet despite that he wants to stay with him. akito doesnt want to do this without toya, and the feeling is obviously mutual [im actually so insane about them. they are SO important to me not even as a romantic couple just 2 guys meant to be together as partners UEUEUUEUEUEUEEE]
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after all the hardships theyre still going strong, some dreams were crushed along the way but their main goal is always there.
the pressure bit makes me think about how each of them feels somewhat inferior to the others, [they need therapy istg] which makes them want to constantly keep pushing themselves to do better and better, and to keep going and going. they have what it takes, they just need to work to perfect it. they know they will do it but they still have a lot to figure out, obviously. they get a bit lost and stuck at times trying to get to their desired level but they will surpass rad weekend. someday.
OKAY IM GONNA STOP HERE BUT I COULD GO ON AND ON AAAAAAAAA I LOVE ASSOCIATING MUSIC I LOVE WITH CHARACTERS I LOVE!!!!!!
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shrimpchip123 · 1 year
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hi can u tell me more abt ur mlb au bcyz im obsessed and i wanna maybe draw u smth based on it at some point but i wanna know more abt ur lore for it hehehe (/nf btw u dont have to tell me)
WAOOOO THANKIES IM SO GLAD U LIKE IT!! i don't have an outline for a complete linear story planned out for this au like i do with my infinity train au, but it's all pure self indulgence so i cut myself a bit of slack
okay so disclaimer i have Not decided whether i want cphil or cdream to fill the role hawkmoth because both have lots of potential so i ended up with two divergent aus of the same au but it doesn't really play a big role in ctntduo's development here so i won't be dwelling on it that much.
so it's established that cq has the ladybug miraculous and cwil has the cat miraculous! (i haven't come up with unique superhero names so i just stick with ladybug and chat noir)
cwil and ctommy are new transfer students at the school cq goes to. cwil is a model like adrien in the show except he's a pretentious prick and an asshole n he makes a pretty bad first impression on everyone but alot of people try to get on his good side despite that cuz hes uber rich. cwil notices this and hates it. cq dislikes cwil along with alot of other people but he just ignores cwil in the beginning n doesn't talk to him + they don't rly interact.
then we have the gum situation that happens in the beginning of the actual show except it's a little different! one day some guy pisses cwil off by making offhanded rude comments abt him n his family calling him a rich spoiled brat and allat so hes determined to stick gum on the guy's seat but oops...!!!! he puts it on the wrong seat!!!!!
so cq sits on the gum and hes like. who fucking did this n the rest of the class stare at cwil n cwil sits there looking smug as hell but inside he feels a bit bad. but then cqs pent up irritation blows up n he starts yelling at cwil abt how insufferable he's been ever since he's stepped in the school n wilbur's like oh??? then insults him back n they have a heated argument in front of the entire class then break it up when the teacher arrives. so this starts their whole dynamic.. their rivalry begins when they they constantly try to one up each other to get on the others nerves. on tests? wil gets the highest grade in the class without even studying while q always studies his ass off for exams n it pisses him off so he studies extra hard so on the next exam HE gets the highest score n knocks wil down a peg
hi i got tiredof typing stuff out mid post cuz there's So Fucking Much so i just compiled a huge doc of discord screenshots sorry 😭
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hella1975 · 2 years
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hi hella i hope you’re doing fine because i know i’m not and it’s YOUR fault. let me explain.
okay i have an exam this week and my fucked up brain decided to start bungou stray dogs (i’m currently reading the manga. pray for me) because APPARENTLY when i run out of things to watch i turn into ‘what hella said was watching?’ and start whatever shit you talk about on your silly little blog. this happened A LOT in the past (i did not forgive you for banana fish). it’s not really your fault i’m neglecting my academic studies to watch gay people but i have to put the blame on someone????? i can’t blame my own idiocy???? ANYWAY. i’m writing this ask not to complain to you about my brain but because i want to know your opinion on something, cause i trust your judgment. genuinely curious: what do you think about akutagawa and shin soukoku????
hope you have a great *insert the time you’ll read this ask* !!!! <3
BESTIE IM SO SORRY SDKGJHSDKJGHDKJSGH but also CHUUYA NAKAHARA like there really is nothing better than that you have absolutely made a good call here
im guessing you're asking about my thoughts on akutagawa and ssk separately and not one in regards to the other? i absolutely ADORE akutagawa like he's sooooooooo funny 'i dont remember introducing myself as mute' KING SHIT but also on a more serious note he makes me sooooooo sad and it only gets worse the more of the manga you read. i can really see some solid foundations for a redemption (mind 'redemption' means in regards to bsd where very few characters come close to actually morally good so yk. pinch of salt) and i just think if dazai got his happy ending the akutagawa should too. there's a whole cycle of abuse in bsd that goes mori -> dazai -> akutagawa -> kyouka and out of ALL OF THEM kyouka was the only one to break away from it, but AKUTAGAWA was the only one to show some sort of humanity. even dazai only complimented akutagawa because he was kinda pushed into it by atsushi, whereas akutagawa UNPROMPTED with ZERO GOOD ROLE MODELS told kyouka that he was proud of her. he's still incredibly young and he was brought into this world when he was even younger and he's very much a 'i excuse his heinous crimes' character bc he was cool while he did it. i just want him to be hugged :(
so yes im a BIG shin soukoku shipper because i love akutagawa but i also love love LOVE atsushi, and i just think them paired together works so surprisingly well. initially it was the classic 'light/dark, sunshiney one/grumpy one' etc, but it's actually more than that. atsushi, someone usually so kind to the point of being a bit of a pushover, never hesitates to snap up Thee Port Mafia's Hellhound. like they argue with each other! and it's so important both for akutagawa, who doesnt really have anyone keeping him in check let alone even ATTEMPTING to enforce a moral code, and also atsushi, who seems to only defend himself so shamelessly, so instinctively, when it comes to akutagawa. they're on complete level playing fields for the first time in their lives and they make each other stronger and they're each other's greatest fear and worst enemy and other half and it's a love story told twice before and certainly will be told again and maybe one day, one day it wont have such a tragic ending
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annthehuman · 2 years
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finally:(( Happy birthday Ichiroo
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okay but the bestest boy to ever exist :( i dont have much to say ,from what ive seen we all agree on that. Look even dogs love him of course they would. When i first got into hypmic he wasnt really on my radar tbh but 2 years later today would you take a look at the situation. Oh how well the tables have turned, it was a trap. No it was fate fellas. Once he growns into you theres no escape. Is it weird if i say that i want him in my pocket i dont think so. Not only an amazing role model to his brothers but to me as well. Starting from age 5 his life seems to have unbearable amount of heart breaks. Whether its from his father, that one old dude from the orphanage, his best friend, his partner.. Yet Ichiro is still Ichiro. Im not saying that he was always the perfect boy he is now. Remember how depressed he was back in tdd era. Ichiro was lucky to have his teammates. It was thanks to them that he became aware of what he is fighting for. In the end everything happens for a reason, thats what i can say about mcd's break up. Especially what happened with Samatoki. It really broke my heart reading that part. But i think it was important for Ichiros character development. It was the moment he started seeing his brothers the way he sees them now. yep he deserved to have his current MC name thanks to that. wait i said he was perfect but thats not true at all baby you still need to let your brothers be their own person but well after reading that one drama track three of them seems to be doing better right now so we'll see. THEY ARE STILL VERY YOUNG IT WAS WISE OF THEM TO FACE THEIR RELATIONSHIP i love you jiro. Oh and yeah if we dont see all the bs that has happened in his life Ichiro is stupidly so relatable. I mean king you can geek about your waifus to me for hours i will listen you. Im all ears:( have you seen how adorable he is talking about his pleasures:( can i kiss you :( there is a reason ramuda constanly wants to hug him. honestly same.
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we are the same age but hey i would gladly adopt him if i could. But still Ichiro, please stop making me daydream out of nowhere i cant take you out of my mind. Okay thats it for now cuz im about to get my eyes wet. Look how handsome he is in his suit. Congratz on being one of the sane charachters. I dont know how did you manage to stay that way but good for you♡ Happy birthday again♡
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ao3feed-byler2 · 11 months
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fool me twice
by kjfdfghubf
Fool me once,
 “Are we going to move again?”
“No, sweetie, we're going to stay here, and now you can finally make some little friends of your own.”
“You promise?”
“I Promise.”
  Shame on you,
  Fool me twice?
 “Micheal, it's time to leave.”
“I-i don't want to leave.”
“Well, you don't really have a choice, do you? Now get in the car.”
  Well, I should be used to it by now.
Words: 60, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Underage
Categories: M/M
Characters: Mike Wheeler, Will Byers, Maxine "Max" Mayfield, Holly Wheeler, Joyce Byers, Karen Wheeler, Ted Wheeler (Stranger Things), Lucas Sinclair, Dustin Henderson, Eleven | Jane Hopper, Minor Original Characters - Character, Jonathan Byers, Nancy Wheeler
Relationships: Holly Wheeler & Mike Wheeler, Will Byers/Mike Wheeler, Maxine "Max" Mayfield & Mike Wheeler, Mike Wheeler & Ted Wheeler, Mike Wheeler & Nancy Wheeler, Jonathan Byers/Nancy Wheeler, The Party - Relationship, Will Byers & Eleven | Jane & Dustin Henderson & Maxine Mayfield & Lucas Sinclair & Mike Wheeler
Additional Tags: I swear to God, this bitch deleted all my tagsssss, ok, SO, Mike Wheeler-centric, Mike Wheeler Angst, like so much of it im so sorry, Hurt No Comfort, none for a very very veyr vert very very, long time, Oops, ok so basically karen and ted pack up and leave hawkins taking only mike and holly with them, mike never gets to say goodbye, please please please read these tags, there is going to be a lot of heavy fucking stuff in this story, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Homophobia, Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence, implied/referenced eating disorder, this needs to be a tag, TF, mike is so not okay, its not funny, im seriosuly so sorry, police plots, you dont understand this just yet but hopefully it will make sence later one, starting highschool alone, Dissociation, Yikes, Bullying, Bad Parent Ted Wheeler (Stranger Things), no seriously he is really bad, i am making him such an asshole, ......more so, and that inherently makes me an asshole, sorry guys mike has no good role models in this story HAHHA, Bad Parent Karen Wheeler, only good thing he has going for him is how close he is with his baby sister, how I love a cute pookie bear sibling relationship between Mike wheeler and Holly wheeler, Why?, because we never get it ofcourse, ;), holly calls him mikey, just to make you more inticed to read this shit once it comes out, marketing purposes, ykyk, ok so just to clarify mike has to leave after season 2 ends, or maybe season 1?, ah whatever all in know is that hes gone before season three
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parfaitfever · 8 months
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headcanons for ssomega characters i have!!!!!!!!!
this will be mostly justt how i see the characters and sexuality hcs here and there and just lil ramble for each characters!!!!!!!!
Pegasus koga
hes a clueless little guy in s1 maybe the little brother for everyone
after training shaina would probably let him play pokemon on his gba
he would accidentally see yuna bleeding on the ass and asked what happened not knowing anything (neither does his other 3 friends)
ate dirt ONCE shaina n tatsumi scolded him and he never do it again
after ep18 he never ever wants to touch spicy food ever again
i mentioned this and i'll mention it again, i lovee aroace koga cus whn it comes to love the first think he thinks was family love and says it something like "i love you as much i love saori!"
Lionet soma
like hyoga did in the classic, would somehow be able to drive cars and we never knew wether he had a license or not
im still wondering who the hell are those bitches in ep18??????? are those girlies his BITHCES??? SOMA PULLED THEM??? IS THIS REAL???
i think he'd flirt w someone and just failed miserably
besties w yuna since he arrived in palaestra (ep69) and gave her a childhood nickname and grew further from her a little when he starts to open up to more people and probs only got closer again cus of koga and the saori situation
he is anything but straight (hes pan)
his birthday is 23th of july (younger me said so)
Aquila yuna
been a favorite since young literally my role model when im 7 yiu dont undrstand shes just such a girlboss 4 me my cringeass tomboy asskicker phase back in grade 4 was her influence
for me, even though she kinda became the mother of the group and just hates on everyone, she actually super cared for thm liek koga or soma but shes just scared to get attached to them and it ended up something like her family or pavlin or aria ... so shes just scared she'll get attached to people > lose them at some point so she also tries to kinda distant them to try and not get attach this is also probably why in ep54 her cloth wasnt able to change for the first time bcus she fear if she goes back in to fight she'd lose someone dear to her again (i guess .... im not sure if this is right im js rambling lols)
also notice how riene (yunas childhood friend in ep25) looks a bit like raki and I CANT EXPLAIN HOWMUCH I LOVE EXPLAINING HER YOU GET WHAT I MEAN DO YOU?!??@!? (im just projecting probably, plz help) YOU KNW WHAT I EAMN WHEN I SAY EP25 OKAY LIKE SHE DOESNF EVEN CARE THAT WAS AN ILLUSION SHE'LL SAVE IT TO SEE THE PEOPLE SHE CARES FOR AGAIN YOU KNW WHAT I MEAN
imagine her in her bday not doing anything after she goes out for a meal so when she casually goes back home the maincast gave her a bday surprise :3 (projectig
i did a little redesign of her but its just adding ribbons and glasses bcus i do
arne would introduce her to precure and she discovered who cure moonlight is and now its her fave cuz she looks liek pavlin :3
did i mention how much of a girlboss she is she just onehitko a gold saint (cancer schiller)
bicon ... #1
Dragon ryuho
i used to think hes good at everything BUT cooking
i think he does most of the house chores while shunrei takes care of shiryu like dish washing, sweeping the house very diligent lil boy :3
he loves talkking about his dads adventures or just his family in general uaghegdha *sobs on the flor* he loves his family somuc aughe *chokes
haruto once asked why ryuho never showed up in his concerts and ryuho sweats so much n claims that "he doesnt have enough money to buy the ticker but that doesnt mean he didnt want to support hes just" and harutoo cuts him off and gave him a free ticket
would have like a collection of antique dishes or teacups (its a gift from dohko i guess?? this is a random thought) and he once like broke one and mourns it in his room for 3 days
i used to think he suck at cooking in someway or another unless hes supervised or following a certain recipe (i MENTIONED ths but i didnt notice oh well)
he plays with harutos hair end of story
as a kid i use to htink hes a girl until i heard his voice
gay. end of story
Wolf haruto
i probably still think hes stuck in the school jail for 6 months
episode 22
look listen i feel like i shipped him w an mlp character but i forget whether it was rainbowdash or applejack
FAKE GLASSES FAKE GLASSES HE BOUGHT THOSE GLASSES OUT OF INTEREST IYS FAKE GSUY
he learns those corny jokes froms soma (he fell for ut smh)
allergic to peanuts but he learned it the hard way. so like he got some food with peanuts in it and went to the palaestra infirmary for 2 weeks and when its eps22 harutos dad told ryuho hes allergic to peanuts but never got to tell him and then when ryuho told haruto about it hes liek ... "ah yeah right, thanks but i learned about it long time ago when i ate tofu and stayed in the infirmary for almost a month. "
he likes instant noodles
dyed his hair ends with black/red just bcuz (i kinda drew him like this sometimes hewlo)
Orion eden
hes like the silly dumb like koga but more ... quiet i guess??? like, someone would crack a dad joke to him like what do you call a fish with no eye? fsh. and hes like "i never knew thats how you call eyeless fishes" and took literally without him knowing
very very polite but if something just irritates/annoys him he wont hesitate to ZAP
looks at my old book ... *sighs* stso x mlp ships ... eden was one of the victims
i still dont completely understand why his hair turned grey i mean i dont mind the design doesnt rly affect much buut how I CANT REMEMBER was it cuz of aria or soemthig
foudn this in my school stso hcs notes, he secretly sneaks to arias room and plays piano for her but got caught by sonia and now hes forbidden to even touch the door w/o perms
bi :3
hes seatmates with haruto and so he needs to deal with haruto trying out his jokes he learned from soma and took most of them literally
soma fooled him with the "if you eat the watermelon seeds it'll grow in your stomach"
i keep crying whenever theres aria and eden scene and iys just very sad i just paused the video and cry first
aria
favorite food bread
i cant believe i never drawed her as a kid 3:
MY INNOCENT LITTLE AJHDDFSAHFSDKJH SOBS PKEAS
saoris daughter...
look look look i have a buncha hcs for her but i literally cant remember
twins with koga...... fight mw right now
yuna actually tries to teach her how to cook basic recipes and they also sometimes cook together but aria doesnt rly understand and ended up messing stuff up and eventually yuna gives up n aria would ended up apologizing a lotta times ... but yuna said "its ok!!! ure aria i wont do anything"
she passed those jfashion shops and stared at the store for 15mins
she actually has struggles with talking to people so every so often eden or koga did the talking for her
only thing she can bake is simple bread with yuna
she wouuld like clean n neat stuff so she often broom the house here and there and somehow made koga actually wants to clean
the flower decos all around their house is white, blue or lilly of the valley bcus its her
equuleus subaru
ash ketchum
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