What Am I To You?
Different kinds of love: JJBA edition.
Synopsis: How they saw you, did they love you? Did they only liked you as a friend? Did they at least noticed?
Warnings: Heart breakdown, Unrequited feelings, character´s death, spoilers
Jolyne Kujo
Wounds heal but scars prevail
- You weren't blind, not yet, every time that you got to California by matters related to the SWF you tried to at least say hi to Jotaro and his little family, that atmosphere was tense and sometimes you thought that was going to affect your son, Rei.
- But no, Rei lived for the days that he could trip with you to California and see his beloved "big sis Jolyne" like he would always call her.
- You called her "Baby JoJo" because the family tradition of everyone getting the same nickname ended with you saying it and having Josuke and Jotaro turn their heads to you, Jolyne was a little kid then, so "Baby JoJo" remained.
- Jolyne was older but she was patient with your gremlin of a son, maybe she inherited that patience from her mother's side, hardly from Jotaro.
- And talking about Jotaro...
"Have you seen him recently?" Jotaro's wife was beautiful, you give her that, but her eyes were swollen, eyes red, a sad expression on her face.
"I haven't seen him since the last month" if she had any tears left in her, she could have spilled them by now.
- You were so gonna punch him in the face.
- The two of you only remain in silence, hearing how Jolyne was telling Rei a story, her japanese was better than the last time.
- She was a kind girl, and you believed that deep down she kept that kindness somewhere.
- Being a police officer helped to know the news, first there were charges, minimal, and most of the time proved that the girl was wrongly accused, you tried to be as unnoticed as possible because you were investigated after being contacted by a person of interest for the PD in Italy.
- Just when you were investigated Jolyne was sent to prison, Jotaro was again in radio silence and Rei ran away from home in the middle of the night, leaving a letter that said "Jotaro-san contacted me, Jolyne-nee needs me"
- You appeared in the prison, with proof that Jolyne was inocent, with your Stand ready to punch Jotaro in the face and to drag Rei back home.
- The moment that you got there it was a mess, Jotaro was half death, Jolyne didn't want the proof because her father's soul was somewhere inside the prison, Rei dressed himself as a girl and got inside with Jolyne before you could stop him.
- It was such a mess.
- And now you were in charge of seeing Jotaro, your jerk ex back in your teenage years, he was almost death, Jolyne and your son were in danger and you didn't give a shit about your work anymore, Josuke would take care of Morioh in your place, he was ready, you believed in him.
"What are you doing here?!" Jolyne didn't know why you would put so much in line for her and her father, in her mind you were some kind of intrusive figure, every time that you could go to her house her mother would cry and ask you for her father but you wouldn't answer, her mother could only contact her father by you.
- Jolyne also kind of disliked Rei, because Rei had black hair and aquamarine eyes, just like her father´s, this only fueled her own conviction, not knowing a thing about Rohan, the father of Rei and Julius, your younger son, who also had green eyes and dark hair.
- Jolyne thought that you and Rei were her father's other family.
- But if that was true why were you there.
"Run away from here!" You thrown Jolyne and Rei out of the way with your Stand, Pucci was coming, fast, and all of you couldn't stand a chance against him.
"Wait, I'm not going to leave you here!" Jolyne screamed, using her Stand to drag you to their side, one that you were totally sure she didn't have before, you were so gonna ask Jotaro about this.
- You got severally injured but Jolyne saved your life.
- Rei activated his stand and got the three of you out, all your group could get to your final point.
- You lost everything, in your final moments you thought of your kids, Rei was bleeding to death by your side, his body floating, you couldn't protect him, Julius was in home with Rohan, your fool of a boyfriend would keep him safe, those two would be fine, you hoped, and you also swore at Rohan in your mind because after all these years he never asked if you wanted to marry him.
- Everything was a blurry picture, something touched your hand, your head was loosen up, you got to see Jotaro next to you, his hand touched yours, he didn't move, he wasn't breathing, no one was, Jolyne was still fighting, someone crying in the horizon.
"JoJo... Baby JoJo..."
- Everything was a blurry picture, and then everything was black.
Johnny Joestar
The right person at the wrong time
- Both of you came from noble families and business associated, both of you born with a golden spoon on the mouth.
- You were engaged to Johnny while kids, just because you were too young to be married off to Nicholas, his older brother.
- Johnny had a lot on his plate, you knew that, you tried to understand him, the little guy that would be scared of his father and searched for warm arms to receive him when everything was just too much, if his brother couldn't be that warm then it would be you if he could get to you when your parents weren't near.
- His hair was smooth, your hand going through it, trying to calm his silent cry, his little hands on your clothes.
- Johnny had you to appease his injured heart, your clothes with tears and mucus, your parents reprimand was near, you knew that, and he compensated you in many ways.
- He would talk, timidly, gripping your hands in his and going with you around the Joestar's state and stables.
- For your parents you didn't have much value, you could only be a bargain coin in some business, you were happy that Johnny was the person that you would marry, you were lucky, you felt in debt with him.
- Year after year you heard people talk, you were so lucky, that's what they said, every year was a step closer to marry the genius Johnny Joestar, you were so lucky to be married off to the important Joestar family.
- People would talk, about Johnny and his scandal with way more beautiful young ladies, how he would call of the engagement at any moment to live his own life, about your family falling in debt.
- The Joestar family left your's in the street and your parents, who lived in riches till then, couldn't stand that kind of life, leaving you alone shortly after to survive by your own hand.
- Something attached to you the moment you saw your parents death inside that alley, they used the little money you had left to die after drinking and eating some expensive things.
- A few years later, you heard of Johnny's attack, but you didn't even try to help him.
- You were a problem to him back in the day, you would also be a problem now, he already had enough on his plate, again.
- Then, you realized, you didn't need him to be happy, to be lucky, Johnny needed you, just to some extent, but there it was.
- You tracked him to the competition, asking to yourself why was he there, and you were already a few days late, but it was no problem, you could catch up to him in a few days.
"Something is burning?" Gyro would ask, it smelled like fire wood near.
"I don't think so?" Johnny was starting to believe that Gyro was going crazy.
"No, I swear, something is burning- Sweet mother of-?!" Gyro knew of Stands, but he didn't have any idea of a burning skeleton mounted in a death horse in flames that was coming at an stupid fast rate to them.
- They thought that some kind of demon or strange Stand user was there to stole their parts of the Corpse.
"Johnny, it's me!" Maybe your distorted voice didn't help, and by the steel ball that almost broke your skull maybe you frightened them.
- He recognized you after your stand was gone, your horse looking like a normal one and you back with your flesh and skin in place.
"How come that you are here?!" You needed to help him, he really was paralyzed, his hands on your arms and your clothes, it took you back to those days.
"I'm here to help you" Johnny had tears on his eyes, your words being like some kind of divine grace after so long.
"Are you friends with the devil?!" And there was a man that you didn't knew and was screaming like a madman.
- Surviving wasn't easy, you couldn't give them the food that you caried along, those were the rules, you couldn't help them much.
"Why are you here then?" The man, Gyro, asked while seeing you sunbathing with your horse, both not needing food thanks to your Stand.
"There are some people that aren't participants" Johnny was sleeping, you were close to him, preventing him from falling of his horse, "leave those to me, they are mostly bad people, I will eat them"
"Ex-fucking-cuse me?"
- Gyro liked you as a person because you were sincerely good to Johnny, but he was also scared of you.
"Johnny, where did you got this one?" Gyro noticed you capturing a man that was about to attack them.
"My ex-fiance" both heard the screams of horror and the the body falling to the ground, your Stand eating that man's soul.
"...Of course, why not?..."
- Johnny almost lost, you almost lost him, but Gyro was there, then he wasn't, you wanted to "eat" Valentine for that, Johnny did something worse to him.
- Johnny could end it all, he decided to live his own life.
"Where are you going?" He asked you, you had dried blood on your face, Gyro's blood, this was too much.
"I can come back when you need me" Johnny tried to talk to you, but you mounted your horse, "I know that you are going to be happy, I can't stay by you, my stand will kill you the moment that you feel 'negative' again!" You were crying, it was strange, Johnny was the cry baby, not you.
- Johnny also cried.
"I don't want to lose you too!" he hugged you, you wanted to return it with fervour, but if you did that, you would stay, your Stand was a danger for him.
"Safe travels, my dear friend"
- Years later, you heard of Johnny's death.
Josuke Higashikata (Gappy)
He knows that you are important, he doesn't know why
- Josuke wanted to hide away from you, as far as possible of your sad face, but he also wanted to stay near you, put his head on your shoulder and sleep forever in your embrace.
- It was so strange.
"Do I know you?" Your voice is familiar in a bizarre way, Josuke is sure that he doesn't know you, not even from a photo or of name.
- Josuke learned not to talk to strange people, Yasuho told him that.
- Not even caring about that his body was already on his own way to your side while you were in a park, crying and drying your tears.
- Your hands were full of scars, and he thought for a second how much that could have hurt at the moment, you had a green pendant with the form of a cat on your neck.
"No, I don't" he was saying that, but his hands were aching to touch you, touch your hands and every scar on them.
- You were crying, all alone, on this abandoned park, Josuke couldn't just left you there, sad.
- Josuke thought that you were strong, after drying your last tear you took a total 360° change in your demeanor.
"Do you need help?" In reality, he did, he needed help, he was lost, not even an idea of were he was, Josuke was sure that Yasuho was going to be mad at him, "You look lost"
"You are the one that looks lost" Josuke could be explosive at times, and then quite dry, he wasn't neither at that moment, he felt strange.
"That's not-" you stopped your words, red eyes with tears again, "I live around here"
- Josuke didn't believe you, he knew, somehow, that you were lying.
- You took Josuke to the police station, he looked young, maybe he was lost and his parents were searching for him, you told him to follow you and he didn't complain.
- As you started walking on your own, you felt something in your hand, it was him, that boy, Josuke's hand was grabbing yours, trying to interlock your fingers with his.
- Your Stand reacted faster than you, throwing him far.
"Oh my god! Young man, are you okay?!" What would people say of you, a marine officer, attacking a kid in the middle of the day?
- Josuke was knocked out for a long time, in which you carried him, it took you back to some memories, of Yoshikage being drunk, you carrying him, your Yoshi with a silly drunk smile on his face, so different from his usual stoic face, while saying that he loved you, ending in your appartment where he would sleep with his head on your shoulder.
- When you got the boy to the police station you handled him to an officer, Josuke opened his eyes and you saw them, his eyes were strange, maybe Yoshi would be interested in such an anormal trait, if he was still with you.
"You need to be more careful, young man"
"..." Josuke couldn't say anything to you, not even a good bye or thank you, you were already on your way.
- Josuke had a sad feeling when he saw your swollen eyes and your hands full of scars, the green cat pendant on your neck shining with the sunlight.
- Yasuho told him again about how dangerous is to talk to someone he didn´t knew but he was lucky that you helped him.
- It was a shame that you didn't even told him your name.
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Hiii how are you doing today? I firstly wanted to wish you a very pleasant and joyful festive szn <33 I hope that you have been, you are and that you will be experiencing many moments of big and small happiness 🤍
I was wondering if it would be alright for me to ask for a free reading, in the case where you’re not taking them anymore, pls feel free to ignore this ask <3
If you are taking them, would it be alright for me to ask you for a reading about my future spouse please? It could be anything general that you might like to say!!
My initials are: ABS ✨
I wish you a lovely day ahead!! Lots of love 💗
Hi! Sorry for the late reply, it's been a busy season :)
Thank you for requesting a reading! I hope this resonates :)
Your Reading:
I used one of my oracle decks for this, after previously using my oracle deck for another reading.
Someone here may have some guilt to release. I'm not sure if this is you or your future spouse, but someone may be hurt and may be looking for a relationship to fix their problems, although they don't see all of the beautiful things in front of them. You may meet at a time like this, where one of you feels this way. You'll help each other become more comfortable in each other's being, help each other sing and be free like little birds on a Sunday morning (very specific?). I think this is before the relationship though. You might be friends who bring out the best in each other and help each other become stronger and more powerful, showing to each other that you need no one to improve you (that you're powerful enough to do this on your own, sometimes with a little encouragement). Powerhouse energy, both of you.
I'm being drawn to a single clover in one of the cards, despite the card literally being "clover". They might be lucky, you might think they're lucky, or they might stand out to you, or vice versa. They might have glasses and wear somewhat flowy fabrics, similar to what you would wear in the hot summer. You might meet in a summer when you feel very hot and sticky like it's unusually humid and hot for your town/country. They might be hot (you might think they're hot physically) OR you're both just very hot like it's hot outside and you both are turning into puddles 🔥😫. It might distract you from what they look like initially, you might not get a good look at them because you're too distracted by the heat, lol! Love at second sight?
They might be very serious. You might catch wind of their less serious side on this day, I'm seeing someone blonde who's drenched in (water? their own sweat? it's not clear here 😥) who's complaining about their t-shirt or something being ruined, making jokes about how hot it is. They might not normally be like this so when you meet them again, you're very confused? You might judge them a bit. It might be a mask though, ohhh you might see right through it and stick around anyway just to see how it goes.
I just heard Germany, they might be German, you might be German, you might be in Germany when this occurs? In the beginning I thought of the heat wave that went over Europe last year (I'm not European so I don't know the info).
You guys might like to cool off on a pier over water, talking about things. Good friend vibes. Wondering how you ended up with such a good friend, and them thinking the same. You guys might be separated for a bit due to unforeseen circumstances but you'll come back together again. Maybe they're on vacation? Or you're on vacation? University? It's a slow burn, but slow burns are good burns (they don't leave you scalded! I saw someone bandaging someone's burnt finger, aww).
Numbers 14, 41, 28, and 7 might be significant.
shufflemancy;
can I call you tonight by dayglow | portugal by walk the moon | everybody talks by neon trees | love of mine (night visions demo) by imagine dragons
all the songs give summer crush vibes just like I said, super cute 💖
I also thought of the song nineteen by dylan, the gambler by fun., and am gold by train came up there at some point (I replaced it since it didn't feel right but I felt called to put it there anyway).
also final message: if it's an ex or someone you have been hurt by in the past it's not them. they're better for you. SO much better.
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