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#is so nice. bc you know a google search is just gonna be like You might have loose joints if your joints are loose. like ok i’ll go fuck
munamania · 10 months
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also. this trip has been making me fully realize how much my hypermobility affects my life lmao and like. i guess just how connected my issues are it’s almost like my body is a whole interconnected unit
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babyjakes · 4 months
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event | kinkmas 2023
prompt | knotting
pairing | alpha!steve rogers x omega!reader
warnings | omegaverse elements: knotting, mating press, breeding (and me not knowing like anything about the omegaverse.) unprotected p in v. clit rubbing. multiple orgasms. overstimulation. crying kink. breeding kink (like fr he wants her pregnant lol.) he comes in her. some brief aftercare. alpha!steve is so hot and powerful it's ruining my life.
word count | 859
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an | i've wanted to write something substantial for an omegaverse au for sooo long but i've just been so hesitant to bc i don't feel super well-versed in the genre. shoutout to @starksbabie, ao3, and my google images search for teaching me everything i know about knotting LOL. and @brandycranby for teaching me about the mating press lol. if i got anything wrong, please let me know!!
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imagine being alpha!steve's prized omega and mate, being fucked and bred by him during your heat 🤤 (nomad!steve is what comes to mind first, but i've also had a soft spot for endgame look for the longest time, so i'll let you take your pick 😉)
steve's the kind of alpha that doesn't let you lift a single finger (in or out of heat); everything's always done for you because duh!! you're his baby!! this is especially true when it comes to sex during your heat. your only job is to be pleasured and bred. your alpha will do everything for you, no need to worry your pretty little head 💕
thinking about him spreading you out on your back, bringing your bottom up to the edge of the bed so he can stand over you and pound into you as you lay there and take it. he gets you nice and comfy, laying a blanket down beneath you and positioning a pillow under your head to make it easier for you to look up and keep eye contact. of course, he knows you'll spend much of the ordeal with your eyes closed or rolled back in bliss 😏
the number one thing you crave during your heat is the feeling of being filled up, and by now steve's fucked you enough to make you crave being filled by him specifically. he's massive, even for an alpha. long, thick, and unbelievably powerful. because of his overwhelming size and strength, he has to maintain a good balance of fucking you hard enough to satisfy you both, but not too hard to prevent injury
the look on his face as he's ramming into you is a mixture of such pure love and authority. he absolutely talks you through it 😔🙏 you're so overcome with pleasure, he understands it's hard for you to do much talking back
sliding in and out of you at a steady speed, watching as your face is washed over with relief as you finally get what you need. "there you go, honey," smiling as he sees your tummy trembling as it's filled up, "gonna keep fucking this pretty little pussy, just keep being my good girl and taking it. let me give you what you need, doll"
bringing his thumb up to swipe over your quivering clit, always a little eager and impatient with how much he loves to see you come. crooning as you whine and wriggle at the burning feeling he's creating, "i know, baby. i know- so sensitive there, aren't you? look at this pretty little clit. so needy for me"
"nng... n-nnn," he loves the soft, weak little noises you're making. and he loves it even more as they gradually grow louder and more desperate, signaling your building climax
he's working his thumb quicker over your slick button to help keep the pressure rising, "c'mon baby, almost there. you gonna come for me? let's see if we rub a little faster-... oh-" he gasps almost mockingly with a smug smile, praising you heavily as you clench down on his swollen length
and god he could never get tired of seeing you coming. watching as your little face scrunches, your toes curling up in delight, your tummy spasming helplessly as you stammer through a string of angelic, breathy whimpers
"goood, so good for me, baby. keep coming for me, that's it," he draws out his words as you're coming down from your first high. your big, watery eyes and soft little squeaks, paired with having just seen you come, and knowing how sensitive and overstimulated you feel now?? it all makes steve's eyes burn as the heat and primal urges within him rise
it doesn't take long for him to near the edge himself. his large hands come down to manhandle you into position, grabbing under your thighs to force them up, your feet splaying out in the air as he leans himself down over you, his speed and forcefulness bringing tears to your eyes
"gonna come, sweetheart. you want me to fill you up? wanna carry my pups in that pretty little tummy of yours? come on, baby-... shit, that's it-.. f-fuck-"
the feeling of his base rounding out inside you has you crying out weakly, your entire body bracing as you feel the pressure in your core reaching its limit. as the heavy band snaps, your poor, helpless form seizes and spasms beneath your alpha. steve's heavy load shoots into you, the tight mass bulging just inside your entrance locking him inside, forcing you to take what you're given
seconds feel like hours. eventually everything fades to soft tingles as the silence is filled by your and steve's heavy breathing. as soon as he's able, he's shifting so delicately hold you against him, his thick knot still pulsing inside you hard enough to let you feel his heartbeat. "shhh, shhh," he's wiping away the tears that escaped down your cheeks, letting you rest your face in the crook of his neck to breathe in his familiar scent. "i got you, doll. just rest now. close your eyes, i'll take care of you"
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shiroirotasu · 1 year
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I'm really REALLY obsessed with how you colours!! Do you have spesific steps or you just wing it? What would be a good tip you'd recommend if one want to replicate the colouring style you're doing?
Sorry if I asked too much, I just admire how you colours but I had no idea how you do it, it's so cool!!
Honestly if we talking about how I shade/ render then I have no idea. I do what god tells me to
But to pick my colors I can tell a few!
Disclaimer: this isn’t a tutorial, it’s just a v bad explanation of how I do my stuff, please don’t attack me with professional color theories bc I don’t know what I’m doing
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1) obvs I don’t use default eye straining colors for the whole drawings. Colors that I want to use I always bring ‘em down a few shades darker, so it’s more pleasing to look at
2) don’t use pure black & white (Well maybe you can I don’t make the rules)!! If you’re gonna use duller colors like I do then it’s definitely gonna look weird. With black simply just use darker tones of any hues, personal favorites are green & brown
3) go crazy with it, desaturated colors are nice but it’s not as striking if I don’t add sth that grasp the attention of others eyes. When I color I always keep balanced colors. If you want smaller details to be noticeable then slap brightness to it. If your drawing is alr very saturated you can just replace darker shades to places you don’t want people to pay attention to 🤷 same stuff goes with warm and cool colors
4) complementary, triadic, tetradic, etc are the goats. Basically they’re hues that sit opposite or near to each other in a color wheel, you can search more of that on Google. Some colors may look shit together but when you find the right values/ brightness they’ll be the one for each other
So in conclusion im not sure what you’re asking for in my coloring style. Normally in doodles I just eyeball it until it looks good, but in serious drawings I pick colors like that, you can still apply that to how you shade your art so I don’t think I need to explain that since I shade the majority with black beforehand 💀
Hope this helps! Somehow………..
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prestonmonterey · 2 months
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intro
!! plz dont send me chain asks !!
(pronouns page is linked on there but also here if you dont wanna look for it:)
ok so uhh basically the gist of it
hi
im preston
uhh for names call me preston or pres or squid or orion or jaxon or actually just whatever you want i dont mind (more on my prounouns page) (if we're friends/moots feel free to gimme a nickname if ya want)
pronouns are it/he/they (the order of preference changes from time to time also neos are alright just anything other than she/her)
fandoms im most active in: varian and the seven kingdoms/tangled the series, camp here and there (will wood too!!), adamandi, the art of pleasing princes, starkid, spies are forever and percy jackson (mostly the musical bc im in a production of it :)
you can always interact with me! apparently im intimidating but i swear im really nice (i think) and id be really happy if you sent an ask at any time :3 i promise i wont get annoyed even if you think youre being annoying i just really like interacting with cool people :3
you can tag me in anything and everything! i promise ill look at it :3 and i try my best to do tag games and stuff (lmk if you dont want me to tag ya) but if i dont uhh, just assume i was like, really tired that day, or ive been tagged by another moot in that game before and im too lazy to dig it up :P sry
uhh im a minor too so like nsfw/18+ blogs dni
i try my best to use tone tags but if i forget and you need them please let me know!! (i also find tone tags helpful for myself) :3
theres more info on my card about like other stuff too
tag key:
#marble musings = original posts
#marble monologues = long posts/reblogs usually about chnt or just like existentialism idk
#marble draws = art/fanart/crafts/cosplay type thing
#marble games = i make games on google forms! hoping to learn to code or get an actual game engine to make full games past like choose your own adventures
#marble music = song covers :3 (yes i have all the filtered instrumentals i used for adamandi, lmk if you want them i can send em over discord or something)
#marble asks = answering stuff in my ask box
i think thats all of them :3 might add more eventually, and sometimes i forget to tag properly so sorry about that :(
i have some sideblogs if you wanna check em out (not super active on them but ill still try to respond if you shoot me an ask)
vent/writing sideblog: @lonelyinkcap (you can interact with my vents i dont really care. i mean. if im talkin about someone please dont fucking go like "but have you considered that theyre going through something" because uhh yes i have and also fuck you stop making my panic attacks worse :P) (if you know me irl. um. you can do whatever ig. i mean i cant exactly stop you. but proceed with caution. some of them might be vagueposts about you. im not gonna fuckin tell ya tho. also if you see anything concerning there. um. no ya dont. and definitely dont bring any of it up in conversation irl.)
hatchetfield rp sideblogs: @thelilcloverpatch @fading-angelic-starlight @marble-man @honey-sparrow @ivy-wreathed-arches and @hatchetfield-bone-thief (not sure why that one isnt properly linking but i swear its there you can search if you want)
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solar-halos · 1 month
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do u ever think about the way olivia rodrigo invented music
just kidding i know the emotions she sings about have existed since the beginning of time but im just now realizing that if i was born in the taylor swift era i would 100% be a swiftie bc i was thinking abt olivia rodrigo’s music the other day and unironically had the thought “wow she literally invented having emotions” before i managed to catch myself. but honestly i think it’s crazy how accurately she captures all these feelings of insecurity and heartbreak (and now joy!) so perfectly!!
“lacy” and “pretty isn’t pretty” seem so similar on the surface, but i feel like lacy is more of a gradual realization that no matter what u do—or how ur actually perceived—you will never feel as feminine as u want to. there will always be people (aka Lacy) who are gonna be effortlessly elegant and beautiful and feminine and feeling jealous of that is so fuckin stupid but that doesn’t stop u from caring. and then i like “pretty isn’t pretty” bc i feel like that’s the aftermath of Lacy. idk the part abt her trying every shade of lipstick really hit bc when i was first experimenting w makeup i remember feeling so insecure that none of them seemed “my” color. also i really like the gradual buildup of “it’s in my phone/head/magazines/the boys i bring to bed” bc i feel like that describes the pipeline so well
anyway now let’s get into the new songs she released. i’m actually not sure if they’re new bc when i searched it up after it popped up on my spotify google said she released this back in 2023? so idk. but her youtube channel literally has this all released within the last few days. but my favorite thing about these songs is how im in the same era she’s in rn. that happened to me with “sour” and “guts” reopened a lot of those old wounds, so i absolutely love the healing theme (? i know that’s not the right word but it’s hard to think rn) this album has. let’s start off with obsessed since that popped up for me first
obsessed? yeah, obsessed with this fucking song. seriously. “if you knew how much i thought about her you’d think i was in love” already starting off on a banger. also i watched the mv and i loved it. this song literally couldn’t have came at a more perfect time, yall ever just randomly remember that ur s/o has dated ppl that aren’t u before? chilling realization, really
scared of my guitar? “i can’t lie to it the same way i like to you”? “i lay in your arms and pretend that it’s love”? “i’d rather be tied to someone even if they’re wrong”? oh my god. i was literally thinking about this the other day. like, being in a relationship bc u want to be or if it’s bc you’re scared of being by yourself. and i also like the fact that it’s insinuating that the other person is the better half. bc sometimes it does feel like literally just loving someone when you struggle so much with the thoughts i mentioned is just the same as stringing them along. but then also i think it’s nice to pretend you’re in love bc obviously at the beginning of a relationship you have no idea if it’s ever going to go that far, so i think we often fall in love with the idea of being loved. which sounds a bit corny when i put it like that, but scared of my guitar made *me* feel like a tortured poet bc i used to be like “im chill ! :o)” and then open up ao3 and write a billy taupe/lucy gray story like girl…. that’s not the same as olivia rodrigo being folksy and cute
speaking of being folksy and cute, “girl i’ve always been” is so folksy and cute! i literally hate country music so fucking much (i’m sorry… one time this guy in hs played God’s Country in front of the class for a presentation and he stood there kinda ominously so ever since then i’ve kinda hated it) but this song was nice i liked it! i like the confidence it exudes, someone already mentioned this in the comments but it really is giving off lucy gray vibes, especially “with venom on my tongue u ask me who i’ve become” like okayyy someone needs to write a billy taupe/ lucy gray inspired story abt that line immediately. i don’t really have much more to say since this one was the one i found the least personally relatable, but i love the sassiness of it all!!
stranger. this one was a FUCKING banger, this was the sort of era i was in when guts released so im so glad miss olivia rodrigo could put the feeling of realizing u don’t *need* someone u thought u literally couldn’t live without into words. “i always thought it was some comforting lie ppl told” literally. also the call back to “enough for you” by saying “if im not enough for you then you’re not enough for me either” :,). i think growing up is quite nice
so american. fav! <3 <3 <3. “he’s like a poem i wish i wrote” hands down my favorite lyric fucking ever. i LOVE this song. like i said with “lacy” and “pretty isn’t pretty” bleeding into each other, i think the same applies w this song and “scared of my guitar.” like after u get over ur fear of ur guitar u realize that ur so american and suddenly wanting to get married and be in love doesn’t seem so selfish anymore. i really, really love this song (if i haven’t already mentioned that)
sorry, i know this was a long post! stranger had me bursting into tears so i told Boyfriend i needed to write in my “notes app” abt it so everyone say hi Boyfriend. but seriously im feeling so american rn i literally was like “leave me alone and don’t touch me im feeling explosively emotional” and he was like ok! here’s some fruit. and then now im writing on my phone about songs i love. like is there any better feeling??
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koihanwrites · 1 year
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I am desperate but like a platonic Wataru x Gn reader
Like how the reader is very jumpy and timidly scared like 24/7 and trying to look for their big brother because they just came back from uh abroad 😍
Make wataru make up really bad jokes that make Mc feel better about being scared bc yeh 😍🫵 go slay dude
Wataru is so funny istg hes gonna make me die of laughter 😭
You can call me 💌 anon / Simaira or Mai, Sim for short 😍🫵
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Prologue: You are finally going back to your homeland after a long time, you were on abroad with Wataru. While at the ride in the airplane, Wataru noticed you were acting strange and timidly scared, so he made cringey bad cheesy jokes to cheer you up ♡
Important: I didn't made any of the jokes in the story here, I just searched up some cringe jokes from Google.
Wataru x reader (PLATONIC) ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗
Gender-neutral reader 𓆩♡𓆪
Fluff + comfort + bad jokes 𓆩♡𓆪
Requested? by anon ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗
Words: 1272 𓆩♡𓆪
Warnings? : Cringey bad jokes made by Wataru + Reader is very anxious meeting their brother
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Amazing! Group Hug..
A few hours ago...
The day has at long last come, the day where you're going home. It was energizing however nerve-racking at the same time. You carefully put all of your clothings in your luggage. You look around your room to see in case there are any things that you simply forgot to bring, luckily there are none.
You were about to open the door but much to your shock Wataru was holding up for you to open the door. You bounced in surprise after you saw the tall Pale-blue haired man brimming with energy while grinning with merriment. "Wataru! don't scare me you idiot!" Wataru can only snicker at your response, "Your reaction is so priceless ♪" Wataru proceeds to laugh to himself leaving you flushed in embarrassment.
"You're lucky that I didn't threw my luggage to you" you gave him a little glare, "Gracious my! how discourteous of you (Name)!" Wataru acts like he was a princess who was shot within the heart as he gradually fell on the floor with his hand on his heart. You murmur in vanquish and walk past him with a little grin inching on your lips.
Wataru quickly stood up from his put and follows you, a smirk creeping on his lips. "Anyways! my dear (Name)! are you prepared going back home?" that question instantly sent shudders to your spine making you halt in your tracks. You can see Wataru looking at you worried his smirk turning into a frown in the corner of your eye, you weren't prepared, you weren't ready to meet your brother. Yes, you two connected with each other through texts and phone calls but seeing him and talking to him in individual is another diverse story.
"That is correct! really excited Wataru" you dropped your gloomy facade and attempted to act your happy-go self. You gave him a little grin to reassure him and proceed to walk, as for Wataru he can totally see all of the act but doesn't want to press in advance. It's the best to inquire you afterward or on the off chance that you act the same once more.
Present time..
You are now in the airplane, Wataru was carefully observing your actions and facial expressions when you two were in the airport. He can now conclude that there is something on your mind, especially when he knew you for such a long time now. You are staring on the window of the airplane, eyes staring at the clouds, eyebrows furrowed and lips curled in a frown.
Wataru gently tapped your shoulder and just as he expected, you flinched from his touch. "W-wataru I already told you not to scare me whe-" you were about to finish your sentence but noticed Wataru's cheerful grin wasn't there instead it was a little sympathetic grin. "My dear (Name) do not mislead me presently I know that there is something on your mind, shall I make a way to distract you from your thoughts? ★" His welcoming and comforting aura was sufficient to create a safe feeling inside of you. 
"I guess something that could distract me away from my worries would be nice" you replied as you reposition yourself in a more comfortable position. "Amazing! then I'll tell you jokes to lift your mood up!" you look at him dumbfounded, "really? jokes?" you laugh to yourself while he smirks in response.
"Yes, my dear (Name) I'll start of with something easy" he thoughts for a moment until a joke finally came up to his mind. "Why do bananas have to put on sunscreen before they go to the beach?" you thought for a while but nothing came up to your head, "Because they might peel!" Wataru chuckles to himself feeling pleased for the idealize joke he made. "That is so bad-" you attempted to cover your mouth to halt your snicker but because of Wataru's giggle it made you cracked up so bad.
Wataru grinned to himself when he saw that lovely genuine smile of yours, it was heartwarming to see you smile again. "Ok ok! next joke ♪ why can't you trust an atom?" Wataru awaits for your response his eyes brimming with excitement and his cheerful smile never leaving his face after he saw you smile. "Why?" you asked in a teasing tone, "Because they make up literally everything." It took you a moment to understand the joke but once you realized it, you burst into laughter. "That's so cheesy omg.." you tried to lower your voice but Wataru's jokes were gold.
You two were lucky that there are only a few people in the airplane or else you two would be sued. "Do you want to me to-continue? he accidentally choked because of laughter as he tried to cover his mouth. You happily nod whilst giggling uncontrollably, "Do you think February can march?" you look at him confused, "Not sure, but I think april may" once you heard the answer it left you speechless like literally. "Wataru...that's so awful I might cry.."
Minutes turned into hours, listening to Wataru's jokes were a torture and a great distracting technique. In the end you laughed at all of Wataru's jokes, everything about it was cheesy and bad yet it managed to made you laugh your ass off. "Alright! last joke, did you heard about the Italian chef that died?" before Wataru can say the answer you answered it first. "He pasta-way!" when you finished saying that you swore that you saw Wataru shed a tear, "Way the go my dear (Name)! ★ fufufufu!"
A couple of minutes passed and you two are finally on your destination, the plane gradually landed on the ground. Wataru helped you carry your luggage when he noticed that you simply were having a difficult time carrying them. Once you step foot upon the ground, the fresh wind blew through your hair making you loose a bit. "Dear (Name)! let's find your brother, here take my hand" you slowly intertwine your fingers with his and the warmth of his hand was enough to calm your stressed thoughts.
You and Wataru went on a look for your brother, many hours passed and you at last spot a familiar figure ahead of you. It was your brother, he was carrying a sign that has your name written on it. You looked at Wataru then back at your brother, Wataru delicately patted your head and gives you a cheerful grin."Dont stress my dear (Name), I'm beyond any doubt he'll still be the (Brother's name) that you just know ♪". You nod slowly and smile at Wataru before walking towards your brother. Your brother noticed that somebody is walking towards him, as he was walking he noticed an individual that has the same hair color and eyes like him, his eyes lit up when he recognize that it was his sibling.
"(Name)!!" He ran up to you and embraced you instantly leaving you stunned. "(Name)! I missed you so so much, you do not know how excited I am to finally see you in person again" He was grinning so much and you simply can't help but to grin as well. You nearly jumped in surprisement when somebody hugged you from behind. "Wataru! long time no see!" your brother high fives the tall pale-blue haired man. "Amazing! group hug ★" Wataru joyfully pulls you near to him as well as your brother, your brother pulled out his phone and took a picture of you three. You can't help but giggle to yourself, you only wish if this could last forever.
A/n: You, Wataru, and your brother ate at your fav restaurant after that. I'm really sorry if Wataru is a bit ooc here, I apologize for any typos or grammar mistakes that is here in the story!
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iamthunderhearmehowl · 5 months
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Halsin's Daughter Headcannons PT5: ✨️Names/Personality/Druid Subclass / Theme Songs ✨️
Oh wow. We're on prt 5???? Am I obsessed? Or am I basically making a new DND character to play in my next campaign 🤫🫣
Either way, I want you guys to enjoy this as much as I am.
ANWAYS
So I have 4 names lined up and a poll going on. The poll and all other posts related to Halsin's Daughter can be found here.
And may I just say that ya'll are going to make this hella hard for me bc everytime I look all the names are tied lmao.
The names:
Armelle - Means Bear
Faeryl - I think this one is super cute
Haelra - Similar to Halsin
Khalees - Not gonna lie, I got this one from a name randomizer
I'll make another post in 7 days letting yall know the winner. Could I have easily just flipped a coin and name her? Yeah but that's no fun!
Personality:
I'm still working on this one so bear with me (hahaha i hate myself lmao)
I think she would be really quiet. Hiding in the background, she normally wouldn't speak unless she is spoken to. She tends to keep to herself
Although she is a natural flirt and naturally charming; part of her knows that it's a defense mechanism. She's like this because she HAD TO be. She had to survive her life in the underdark and that meant winning her mother political favors via seducing people. It was survival for her.
She's actually really klutzy. She always knocks something over. IDK man she's like either super unlucky or just a bull in a china shop.
Dead ass would just be walking and minding her own buisness and her shirt would get caught on a door and she would fall backwards and accidently set the place on fire
She's also kind of a day dreamer. Most people would see her and think about how elegant she looks sitting at the tavern table with her legs crossed nicely, thoughfully staring into her cup
In reality - she's thinking about eating chocolate in her wildshape as a wolf. Would she die or would she just have really bad diarrhea????
Her thoughts are literally your google search bar at 3 am.
When she finally gets comfortable around people, she is a gem to be around: She's pretty funny + a mess.
Walking chaos honestly
Favorite phrases: "Why the fuck are you the way that you are?" "For what reason???" "It was an accident I swear" "You have 2 braincells"
She's not as serious as her father; but she did spend most of her time with Mol and Arabella who are both pretty mischevious and witty
Now once she has a mission or job to do it's a whole different story: Home girl goes 0 to 100 real quick
She uses wild shape to her full advantage
If she's getting chased on rooftop she'll just jump off and change into a crow in mid air
She'll also wildshape into a wolf and run at you at full speed only to change her self back right as she stabs you
Druid Subclass:
I'm still looking into this, but I think I would make her either Circle of Dreams or Circle of Wildfire.
I can see circle of dreams because she would be good aligned. And it's easy to see her playing with Pixies in the underdark as a child.
HOWEVER
Circle of Wildfire would make more sense because again this girl is just walking chaos. Like I said in previous posts she sees natures balance as chaos itself. What is normal to the spider is chaos to the fly. So Circle of Wildfire would make so much sense for her.
Again I am working on it but let me know what you think ❤️
Theme Songs:
This is honestly just for funsies.
HD's Theme Song: ⤵️⤵️
Dammon + HD:
lol can you tell that I'm a Sleep Token fan? Anways that's all I have for tonight! I'll be back for part 6 as soon as I can!
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aajjks · 3 months
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omg is he gonna propose already 😭 https://pin.it/2EMFZjW3m
BC!JK
brunch. think brunch y/n you say to yourself as you pick out various outfits in your closet that fit both the warm weather outside and the occasion. “i’m gonna be late, stormy” you whine to your pomeranian who just so happened to be sitting by a matching green outfit. a green tank and matching skirt that you’re sure fits the occasion and will certainly have jungkook’s jaw on the floor because for some strange reason, you enjoy looking good for him.
you make sure to freshen up before putting your outfit on and when you finish doing your hair, you spray yourself down and admire your beauty in your full-body mirror.
“how do i look stormy?” you ask your pup and judging from her rapid panting, you assume she thinks you look gorgeous and you agree. the color brings out your freckles, the gifted necklace, and don’t forget your glasses.
after making sure you lathered yourself in your favorite vanilla scent and making sure stormy was okay, arrive at jungkook’s house at 10 on the dot. you’re hoping you aren’t late and for a few minutes, you sit outside until you remember you have the key to jungkook’s home.
“Hey yn!” jungkook says as you walk inside his rather large home. you’ll never get tired to his home because it is rather huge despite him being the only person that lives in it. even with you around his home still felt rather big but he takes such good care of his home and it’s obvious.
when you make it to the kitchen, you find it so hard to not burst into laughter because here is jungkook in a white tee, sweats, and an apron tied tight around his small waist but the cherry on top is the spatula. while he’s gawking at your beauty, you’re admiring his husband material look.
“morning, jungkook” you smile and like the good host he is, jungkook guides you to his kitchen table where you patiently wait for him to finish cooking.
“ouu, okay chef jungkook” you joke as you push your spectacles up and watch him cook the bacon, sausage, squeeze fresh oranges to make orange juice, and cut up the fruit for additional vitamins.
by the time jungkook finishes, your jaw is on the floor from the presentation alone. one would have thought this was a picture from a google search because that is how well jungkook cooked and organized the wide range of food options for you. it was tedious but the surprised look on your face and your reaction to the first bite is all worth it.
“this is so amazing, jungkook” you say “how did you learn to cook so well? you need to invest in having your own restaurant. people would line up from all over the world to get a taste of your food. starting with your number one supporter, me”
Please just stop making his heartbeat so crazy like this.
You are so sweet, you just called yourself his number one supporter, and it seems like you are because you’ve always supported him… that warms his heart so much. “Yn please I have a very weak heart when it comes to you..” he dramatically puts a hand over his chest. But his eyes are settled on yours.
Because the green dress is just everything, “you know I love perfection and when you’re single, you’ve got to learn how to cook, clean.. yourself.” That is true. He cannot accept anything that’s less than perfect.
Also? Jungkook needs to stop staring at your Body.
It’s really heartwarming for him to watch you actually enjoy his cooking, it’s all worth it, “well yn enjoy the food and then you’ll have fruits.” He announces as he takes a bites of the eggs, and then he shoves a sausage down his throat.
Hmm, he’s not that bad at cooking.
It’s nice to eat breakfast with you, he doesn’t eat breakfast that often. Your company is so calming, and he hopes that he’ll get to experience it often.
“Ynnnn I hope you enjoyed the food- now it’s time for fruits.” He gets up excitedly, and before you can say anything else, he’s already bringing a huge fruit tray.
There is a surprise in the fruit tray, and he’s sure that your reading skills are top-tier, he carefully sets the tray down, and he’s so fucking nervous right now.
He’s kind of artistic and creative, so he hopes he’ll get his vision because he really worked hard on this fruit tray.
Oh God, what if you say no?
“Y-Yn can you read what is written with the fruits?” of course you’re already staring with a shocked face, but here goes nothing.
it’s written “be my gf?”
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your asks about this kika/pierre situation made its way to my dash and i have so many thoughts about it (not that many as i don’t think about it that much, of course) but just like. IT IS such a weird relationship and i think i just need to rant about this all a bit if you don’t mind, bc i don’t think it would be a welcome topic on the environments i’m in (it’s not even a topic to be fair)
i don’t think the age gap itself is the problem, people have relationships with a 10 year gap and it works just fine (my parents have it, for example, married for 25 years) but i just think they’re in different stages in their lives. it’s one thing when it’s 30-37 or something like that, but 19-27??
and i’m not gonna say i don’t understand what either of them is looking for, i just don’t think, like i’ve seen around, that this is COMPLETELY his fault. i think she knows what she’s doing, she’s aware of the consequences this will have for her even when it ends. she’s in the spotlight and she might get her account deleted and posts reported a few times, yes, but she’s being seen, and that’s what she wants.
i also agree, i think he always looks more invested than her, like, 90% of the time. she posts him a lot because she needs the spotlight but he posts her including her in his daily life, like, not making a big deal out of it but making sure she’s there. and i’m pretty sure every photo of them both that wasn’t taken by them personally or like, they are posing in vacation or whatever, she never looks like, genuinely happy to be there. (ie. you see the cannes photos, the beach photos, she’s just there, looking completely bored and as if she would rather be at the coffee shop near her house than there). like come on, charles looks at pierre with more emotion than her!
and like, this doesn’t come from a place of jealousy like ‘i want to date him and i’m the only one for him’, it really is not (i’m not even his type, meaning, i am not a starved model-like body who’s “perfect” iykwim, and i am conscious).
i just find it so odd for your whole life to spin around being someone’s girlfriend? bc that’s all she is, no career no job no nothing, just ‘pierre gasly’s girlfriend’ and that’s just completely ????????? for me. if you search for her name anywhere, everything will be linking her to him, not a single thing about her as a person, only this persona, which would be fine if she was a “normal person” but she is allegedly a model, actress, tv host (i actually went to google her just for curiosity) so why doesn’t she have her own image? she’s following him EVERYWHERE, she’s in EVERY SINGLE RACE this year and i get that she’s the girlfriend and she’ll want to be with him as much as possible but just like, don’t you have ANYTHING ELSE going on? don’t you have something else to do instead of just follow him around like a puppy? not even A SINGLE WEEKEND?
i see people saying sometimes ‘they are so in love’ ‘they are perfect together’ of course they are in love, it’s a new relationship with a person so far from your age that everything is even more new and exciting than it already is. ‘she said he’s the love of her life’ OF COURSE SHE DID SHE’S 19!!!!! HE’S NOT THE LOVE OF HER LIFE, SHE’S JUST SO YOUNG AND LIKELY UNEXPERIENCED THAT SHE’LL THINK THAT A GUY WHO (apparently) TREATS HER RIGHTS AND SPOILS HER IS THE LOVE OF HER LIFE!!!!!!
also she lowkey looks like sid from ice age and kelly piquet together
so yeah, like, i won’t go online and report her account or even as much as look for her account to be fair, but i feel a bit of uneasiness when i see them together (fortunately, that’s rarely ever)
i don’t know, i don’t even know either of them like irl but pierre is a little cringe but he does seem like a nice guy, and i don’t even know her enough even from social media to say something about her, but yeah, i don’t know, i try to avoid this whole relationship in general because it icks me too much.
i don’t even do wags in general honestly, i don’t know why i get so bothered by her specifically. anyways you don’t even need to answer this, i stumbled upon your few asks and i agreed with all of them so much.
Thank SO MUCH FOR this raaaant!! I enjoyed reading it and agreed agreed A.G.R.E.E.D, yes - oh yes - she resembles Sid and Kelly, you are so right. And so true it is that Charles drowns in Pierre's eyes, he drowns and they flirt and they joke, nothing of the likes that Kika ever did in a picture/video with Pierre so far. In a better universe Piarles had been the real thing, am I right?
Over to the beach picture situation. It was… strange at best, aye. I found myself wondering if that’s her default going-into-the-ocean face or is she genuinely as bored as she looks? I’m a firm speculator in the speculation department of Kika Speculations that at some stage her patience for his antics, shenanigans, playfulness will dwindle because of how she has shown to squirm uncomfortably and such in the face of it (tumblr provided the evidence). But as these overly exciting and erotic hormones she is infected by right now starts to fade, she will naturally start to get annoyed by certain things Pierre does or says regardless—this is a critical phase that many couples go through as they head out of the rosy honeymoon phase fog that felt so dreamy and magical. The younger you are the less likely will you be able to confront that in a healthy way and more likely will it result in breakups. So, looking at Kika’s age only: she is in a higher risk of leaving Pierre. It can be that she will leech herself onto him harder to suck up more fame in his radius while simultaneously feeling bored and frustrated with him tho, resulting in Pierre breaking up with her, really.
The people complaining that the age gap is too big and accusing Pierre for being a predator and preying on Kika like a creep deserves to only ever eat burnt bacon with this cursed creature:
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mourningmoth · 1 year
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got a tag from @dru-reblogs-stuff :3
Relationship Status: me and bf are v happy :3 we've actually talked about the concept of being married and planned 2 buy rings, we're both just sorta apprehensive about certain aspects of the institution
Favorite Color(s): uuuuh ill be real For Once abt this question: i like a Lot of colours lol. i dress in black almost exclusively at this point just bc i like it and its comfortable, so thats def a top pick. i am also very fond of deep greens, dark reds/maroons, burgundy, and dusty purples. in artwork, ive been very into bright and saturated colours lately, like gold and cyan
Favorite Food: this is like a rly difficult question lmao so im gonna list some general categories of food i guess? i really love seafood, and id probably put sushi rly high up on the list. also am very fond of super spicy food and soups/stews. i rly like greek, mexican, japanese, and chinese food also, as well as american food (i like eat a burjer)
Song Stuck in My Head: Pop/Stars by KDA, I KNO leave me aloooone
Last thing you Googled: lollll i searched "WoW ebyssian" because i named a flight rising dragon that, thinking i was being cool and original, when in fact i just forgot the wow character existed. oops
Time: 7:11 pm pst, i havent eaten dinner yet. oops. i will also take much longer to finish this lmao
Dream Trip: i dont have a singular dream trip so much as a desire to travel in general bc id be nice to go new places. i have never been outside of the usa, except for the occasions i was on sovereign tribe land contained within the usa. i would like to visit ireland, finland, japan, greece, and egypt :3 maybe australia also
Last Thing You Read: the king diamond abigail comic
Last Book You Enjoyed Reading: genuinely do not remember what i read previous to the abigail comic lmao
Favorite Thing to Cook/Bake: i rly like making spice bread and my cheesey chicken chili :3
Favorite Craft to do in Your Freetime: i used to do some physical crafts (like needle felting), but most of my free time is spent doing computer hobbies lately! i like 2 make digital art, pixel art, and starbound mods
Most Niche Dislike: honestly cannot rly come up with this one. i dont like citrus fruits except limes i guess. lemons in certain circumstances
Opinion on Circuses: fine as long as the animal cruelty parts are avoided lmao, but ive never actually been to one
Do You Have Any Sense of Direction: bruh i could not navigate myself out of a wet paper sack irl. ask me for directions in vivec city from morrowind tho and i can set u the fuck up
Tagging back: neh
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unheoly-confessions · 3 months
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Tagged by @witchy-gaymer-2 ty!!
Last song: Biology 101 by Kool Keith!
Sweet/spicy/savory: savory for sure. Sweets are nice on occasion but if I'm craving anything more often than not it's gonna be savory like chips or fries or smth
Last movie: technically the answer is saltburn but that was purely to show my roomate and see if they'd dislike it as much as I did (sorry. I know plenty people are obsessed w it. It's not good) so I'm going to say it was also Lift as I just saw that and it was decent and I definitely did not just watch it for Burn Gormans 3 minutes of screen time
Last show: twin peaks!! I'm on season 2 rn I'm having a great time Dale Coopers strange and off-putting aura captivates me
Last game: psychonauts 2 I love u my little guy raz
Last Google search: the magnus protocol transcripts bc I am. Apparently more hoh than I thought and did not catch like Any of the first episode without them lmao
Current Obsession: the aforementioned twin peaks and magnus protocol!! I'm forcing myself to be optimistic abt the second one bc I really want something to properly red string about rn. Also in extension The Magnus Archives I will not stop thinking abt Danny Stoker
I'm not gonna tag any1 but if you feel like doing it go for it!!
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self-indulgent steddie au #1:
imagine if you will, group housing & events coordinator Steve getting a turnover from the sales manager, gonna say it's robin for the sake of this, for a band coming to town in a few months for a local festival. she asks steve if he listens to metal and steve is like "....no?" and she's like "okay cool."
when he gets the details for the group, everything is already incognito. the name of the band and all the members in it are under aliases. steve is immediately skeptical of the level of anonymity, especially since a google search would reveal everything (he knew they were performing at the local festival, he knew the dates of their stay, and that they were a rock adjacent band so he knew exactly which stage they would be playing), but whatever, he doesn't actually care??? so he puts the rooming list in, assigns the comp upgrade to the alias marked as "front man", and tucks himself in to read the riders. it's... not a lot because it's all really standard shit--pre-reg, pre-key, marked envelopes in a bigger envelope to be handed to the manager, specific brand of pop to be provided in the rooms--steve rolls his eyes bc of course they require the brand that the hotel doesn't have a contract with--but the riders are so comprehensive. whoever prepared them pays very close attention to detail, and if it didn't make steve's job harder he would be impressed.
anyway, so he reaches out with the confirmed rooming list and a note that he would reach out closer to the actual cut-off date to finalize and confirm details about the stay. he provides his work number to be contacted if they would like to discuss or confirm anything at all. the standard procedure for a group that is still 2 months out from their cut-off date. starts compiling his notes off of the riders to prepare for the huge group coversheet he's going to have to prepare for a 10-room block ugh
something something, somehow steve begins dealing directly with, u guessed it, eddie, the front man, but he doesn't know eddie is the front man somehow, like i'm thinking it's something like Chrissy is the manager, but in the system there was a typo and her name was input as Chris Cunningham, and when Steve called her number, Eddie picked up and just rolled with being called Chris?? maybe??? this is where the au gets a little fuzzy for me bc i cannot imagine being this fuckn unprofessional to in-depth so like...JUST SOMEHOW THEY START TALKING, and of course it is strictly business at the start of it, but eddie is a flirt in a way that's...not creepy like steve has gotten used to from clients. it's never overbearing, never expectant, just...nice. something something steve starts flirting back a bit
anywho, steve ends up kinda down fuckn bad for this guy, which he knows is stupid bc he's a client and the manager of a famous metal band, and he would lose his job if he actually made a move. especially on the clock what the fuck. that doesn't stop eddie from asking if steve would maybe grab drinks with him when they're in town (they're staying over the weekend, so steve would be off the clock, and what he does in his free time is his business, so long as he doesn't return to the hotel with eddie and spend the night) and steve says he'd consider it, but basically says yes
shit comes to a head a bit though when steve does his "hey, it's the cut-off date, let's officially finalize these details" email, even after two months of chatting back and forth with who he assumed was the manager. colour him surprised when the Teams call connects and Chrissy Cunningham is on his screen and he gawks at her for several seconds trying to understand like "wait...what?" immediately she catches on to the root of his confusion and she explains to him in a long-suffering, exasperated tone that the front man of the band uses her phone a lot because his own usually gets lost or broken, so steve had been talking to a rockstar for two months. chrissy goes "he does this every time" (meaning chatting with the hotel staff before she even has a chance to finalize shit bc he's always on her phone) but what steve takes that to mean is "he flirts with and asks out the hotel staff everywhere they go" and steve is........ he refuses to call it heartbroken bc that's fuckn dramatic for a flirtation with a man he hasn't even seen (bc yes, steve still hasn't tried to google them bc even now that he does care a bit, he didn't want to spoil the surprise), so he settles on Disappointed.
there's a convo where eddie calls steve except from his own phone like "so it looks like i was found out" and steve was like "yup" and eddie's like "are we still on for drinks?" and steve is like "nope. it's not worth my job to play groupie for the night" and obviously this misunderstanding plays out for a bit bc uh Tension, obvs.
somehow this all resolves itself which again, i'm fuzzy on the details bc the thought of being this unprofessional is too far beyond me, but steve and eddie go for drinks and hit it off really well and steve is truly down bad for this guy which is STUPID bc now steve knows just how famous eddie is at this point. just bleh. steve takes eddie back to his place (again, he's free to do what he wants in his free time with whoever he wants, he just can't go back to eddie's hotel room to do it) and obvs they have a Grand Ol'Time there
and something something they make it work, first saying they can be kinda friends with benefits to make it seem like NOT a long distance relationship, until steve confesses that he's stopped dating ppl and wants to discuss exclusivity. turns out eddie hasn't hooked up with anyone since he and steve went out so like...yeah. they're dating, and this is wear my thoughts on this AU end.
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hehehehe ur cute. i’m so happy to hear ur day was good :)). i cry at movies too 😔. this is so embarrassing but i legit cried at the end of the sonic movie like the 2020 one … IT WAS JUST A SOFT ENDING OKAY 😔😔😔. I COULDNT HELP IT 😔😔. SAME grocery shopping is smth i always look forward to. i swear the cereal section is the best bc it’s just so bright. like everything else has such bland packaging and then the cereal section is just boom color and happy characters and cute logos like it’s just the best. THEY HAD MY FAVE PASTRYY it’s called spanakopita and it’s soooo yum. it’s a spinach and ricotta blend in this rly flakey pastry it’s so so so good. same i love them all sm. andddd let’s just say the dogs here are definitely city dogs so they’re a lot more immune ….? to odd things …? and to doing odd things ???? and their owners just aren’t even phased it’s so strange 😭
LMFAO ITS TRUE THEYRE LIKE DORITOS 😭😭 yep ik exactly what ur talking about and it’s perfffff. nothing better than some nice collarbones too. they look so delicate and kissable gahhhh. hyunjins make me dizzy. sooooo delicate and longgggg he’s so <333333333. victor 100% unreachable visual who is the blueprint. howl pendragon can come into my life and ruin it rn now pls. talk about perfect man ?? like yes bring him here pls 🙏🏼. LIKE AN ERASER 😭😭 UR LITERALLY RIGHT BC WHY R THEY SO HUGE ?? i love it tho hehe
ohhhh okay yes that makes sense, that’s so cool to think of. all the fast food in america sucks tbh 💔. i’d much rather mcdonalds from another country than whatever we have. every fast food thing here is just … boring. and expensive now so you’re better off just going somewhere else yk ? agreed i don’t customize my orders ever, but i do like to add cold foam to my coffee hehe. it’s just so rich and creamy and delish. and the machines are always “broken” bc they just don’t want to clean it 😭. they’re a pain to clean so i understand but if i want a mcflurry, i want a mcflurry 😠. andddd now i’m craving pandan leaf chicken as well <///3 so smokey and delish grrrr i love food
HYUNJIN DOES FLIRT THROUGH DANCING OMFG. he’s so perfect i actually get frustrated. like i don’t understand how someone can have that many ideal qualities and just exist. how does he live w himself knowing he is the IDEAL MAN ?? IDEK WHAT ID DO W MYSELF. FELIX IS DEFFF ACTING UP. but seeing this confidence on him is so attractive 🤭🤭🤭. i feel like that’s another thing that makes hyunes dancing so attractive bc you can tell he’s so content while doing it and how all of his moves are so articulated GAHHH i could watch him dance all day. imagine dating him and just being able to watch him practice ?? him winking at you in the mirror every now and then ohhhhh i’d pass out
i hope ur sleeping well my pretty 💗💗 kisses 4 uuuuu
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sonic movie??? ive never heard of anyone crying over the sonic movie T_T then again i cant judge because ive never watched it. dw bae, i cry over soft endings too. we have issues and its ok!! tbh i cry over fluff more than i cry over angst. it's just that i get so overwhelmed by the love, that it makes me sob yk? i sound insane, dont i </3 whats ur fave cereal? i love the milo crunch cereal, tastes like milo but make it cereal!!! and i googled spanakopita and omg. . .it looks mouth-watering. gonna attempt to find a place which sells them here. talking abt pastries, 'm going to a cafe with my mum tmr for breakfast, so im looking forward to that!!
anything abt hyunjin makes me dizzy tbh. the recent dancing vids of hyune 😵‍💫 hes out to get me fr fr. management pls make him stop body rolling on stage bcs it makes me sick!! (pls dont i love it when he does) HOWL IS SO PERFFFFFFF. THE MAN! i could talk about the plot of howl's moving castle for hours. i love the plot twist, how howl has been searching for sophie for years. thats true love right there! also jeongin hand pics has been all over my fyp come save me!! save me from this monstrosity.
the american slander 😭cmere bae i'll take u to a mcdonalds 🙏i'll give you all the mcflurrys you want. its always available here <333 now im craving for an oreo mcflurry omg... and pandan leaf chicken zzz
STOP FEEDING INTO MY DELUSIONS, MY LOVE. WHY ARE YOU PUTTING SUCH THOUGHTS INTO MY HEAD? i want hyunjin to give me a private show (not in an nsfw way i swear) he looks so enchanting on stage, i'd love to sit in front of him, alone with him and just watch him dance. he puts so much thought and emotion in his movements, it's amazing how he could do that all while ensuring every move is precise. making it all look easy is also one thing. oh the winks would be the death of me. i feel like he'd cling on u right after too <333 will ask for lil reward kisses after practise <3 did u see the vid of felix lifting his shirt up to make people scream for muddy water? hes in his hot guy and he knows it era. love it for him 🙏
also, today, seungmin and felix went live. i got to watch it and it was so chaotic T_T it was them attempting to make candy but failing at doing so </3 i mean what did we expect from them tbh.
hope ur day is going well, sweet darling. thousand of kisses for u <333!!
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honeypirate · 3 years
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I’m glad it’s you (soulmate)
Tamaki Amakiji x fem reader
Warnings - has spoilers from season five episode 1. I don’t know if it’s accurate bc I don’t remember the episode all the way but I wanted to use that part of it
(I don’t know anything about Mirio’s parents and can’t find much on google)
Summary: Having the ability to see color since you were a toddler, you and your parents assume you just don’t have a soulmate and were spared the grey dull life without one. Tamaki, being in the same boat, thinks it’s too good to be true that his crush likes him back...
You felt lucky your whole life. Lucky to always have color when all your friends saw in grey. It was like pleasantville for them and you were blessed with color.
Sure, you’ve heard stories of people who find their soulmates as children who always had color, but your childhood friend was Mirio and he still saw in grey.
You head out of your room, your backpack bouncing along your back as you skipped down the stairs, humming a soft song stuck in your head as you make your way into the kitchen.
“Good morning Tamaki” you say softly, finding him at the table eating breakfast. “Good morning” he says down into his bowl. “How did you sleep?” You ask gently, he’s an introverted quiet guy and you always tried to make sure you weren’t doing anything that made him uncomfortable, the three years he’s known you at school he’s always appreciated that about your friendship.
He clears his throat, and you notice him shiver once “good.” He says and then surprises you by asking “You?” And looks up to your eyes for just a moment before he looked back to his breakfast.
“I slept well. Had crazy dreams though” you get your breakfast, just a pop tart, but you still want to sit with him “do you mind if I sit with you?” You ask, though the table had many chairs, all of which except his were empty.
“No” he says with a slight head shake and you smile, taking the chair one away from him. Close but not too close.
When your first pop tart was eaten, he speaks and it makes you smile “what.. uhh.. wh-what was your dream?” He asks his voice a little shaky
You swallow and smile, looking over to him as you spoke. “I was in space and you and mirio were there. We were shopping and then there were like colorful bubbles that I had to search though because one held the name of soulmate. But someone else found the bubble before I could and stole my soulmate. Then it turned out that person was a villain and we had to fight him and you and mirio died and I was alone in space. I don’t know what happened to the villain I just ended up alone.” You shrug, it wasn’t a nightmare just was strange.
You finish to it pop tart and roll up the paper towel you had so you can throw it away.
“Do - do you want to know m-my dream?” He asks and you smile, placing your elbow on the table and leaning your chin on your hand “yes. I do” you say with a small smile, making eye contact with him for just a moment, noticing his cheeks flush as he looks down again.
“I was on a mountain” he swallows hard and closes his eyes so he can speak without knowing you were looking at him. Which you weren’t, your gaze was shifted to the wall behind him, Mirio’s smiling face poking out from the wall.
“A-and you were there with me. You helped me learn how to fly” you smile warmly at him when he looks up to you. “That’s a lovely dream, Tamaki” you say “I wish I could fly with you, that would be amazing” you scoot from your chair to the one close to him and reach out “do you mind?” You ask, your hand beside his hair and he nods his head slowly once, his eyes looking into yours for the longest time he’s ever looked back at you.
Touching him wasn’t a new thing but you always asked before you did, just in case he didn’t like it.
You run your fingers through his hair and Mirio in the background cheers in silence, making your cheeks heat a little.
“Your hair is as soft as I hoped it would be. I love the color. I don’t think I’ve ever told you. this is actually my favorite color”
“Hey guys we’re gonna be late!” Nejire says as she comes into the the kitchen “no!” Mirio says and grabs his head making you and Tamaki jump and you pull back your hand. “No what?” She asks and Mirio tries to cover by laughing “just don’t want to be late!” He says awkwardly before he grabs an apple and tosses one at Nejire and pushes her outside of the dorm.
“They’re weird” you say with a laugh and get up, tossing your trash as he puts he rinses his bowl and puts it in the dishwasher. “Yeah” he says softly, his cheeks still flushed from you touching his hair.
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“I love when we can be villains! If I didn’t have a quirk I’d want to be an actor” you say as you wait beside Tamaki in the training grounds. “I don’t like it” he says and you smile warmly “but you’re always so good at it” you say and he blushes “t-thanks” he mumbles and before you can talk anymore class 1A arrives on the scene.
“Tamaki!” You shouted from across the field, you were running as hard as you could trying to get to him when you saw Bakugou getting ready to blast him even after the training was called to an end.
You got there just as he released his grenade and you dropped to the ground, grabbing Tamaki’s hand and bracing yourself as you feel the heat burn your skin in a few places and rocks and dust hitting you as you close your eyes.
After the dust settles you pushed Bakugou off Tamaki and Kirishima drags him off
“Hey hey hey” you say softly and brush his hair from his face and dust off the rocks and “are you okay? That was completely out of line” he groans and you help him sit up “Tamaki?” You ask softly and he meets your eye “hi” you say softly and you run your fingers through his hair hoping to calm him down “hi” he says, his eyes were a little distant and you smile softly “let’s get you to Recovery Girl, okay? Is it okay if touch you and help you?” He nods and you help him to his feet, your arm wrapping around his middle as his arm wraps around your shoulder.
He was a little out of it, but not too far out of it to not have any reaction to you helping him. His hands were clammy and his heart was racing. He was thinking about how nice it is to feel your fingers through his hair. How nice you smell from your hair being so close to his nose. He wanted to bury his face in your hair and tell you how he thinks your eyes are the prettiest shade he’s ever seen. But his anxiety and nerves and the pain in his body won’t let him do that right now.
You stay with him the entire time he gets looked after, talking to mr aizawa and the principle about what happened from your point of view. After that, you were allowed to change from your hero suit and head back to the dorms.
You walked beside Tamaki back to the dorm, his bag over your shoulder no matter what he said to try and get you to let him carry it himself.
You place his bag down beside his bed and then head to the door “text me. Okay? If you need anything” you say softly and turn to meet his eyes. His eyes widen for a moment but he makes himself stay meeting your eye as he nods. “thank you” he says and you smile, making his heart race “of course, Tama”
“You should text her man” Mirio said as he pulled himself from the wall. “I don’t know” Tamaki says as he sits on his bed. “You should. She even said you could” Tamaki nods but says nothing.
“How about we all go to my parents place for dinner this weekend! Then you can have more time to talk to her without it being a big thing” Tamaki’s eyes light up for a moment “can we-?” Mirio nods “of course! My moms been telling me to bring home my friends anyway. So I’ll talk to Nejire and Y/n and it’ll be great!”
~ Skip to that weekend ~
“I love your mom! I’m so excited to see her again!” You say and hold on to Mirio’s arm. Tamaki gives Mirio a look and he laughs “mine and y/n’s moms are best friends” he says and Tamaki nods “that’s nice” he says and you can see in his eyes he means it.
“Thank you ma’am” you say as she hands you a plate and she laughs “you don’t have to be so formal” she says and you shrug with a smile
“I know but old habits” you say
Tamaki watches this whole exchange from right across from you. Watches how you smile and how bright your eyes get as you look down at your plate, waiting for everyone else to have one before you dig in to the food that’s laid out on the table.
You look up and make eye contact with him and he gasps, a pink blush dusting his cheeks but again, he uses every strength he can muster to not look away and realizes how worth it it was when you smile softly at him with closed eyes as you lightly bump your foot into his.
He’s heard about footsie before from Mirio, knows it simple and you don’t even have to really look at each other. But he can’t muster up the guts to bump your foot back. He sits there, eating quietly, speaking when absolutely necessary, and peaking at you through his hair every once in a while.
‘Just do it’ he thinks to himself ‘it’ll be fine. She started it. You can do it too. Just get some guts and do it god damn it!’
He moves his foot out, a little too quickly but he realized it too late. Feeling immediate regret and panic when his foot hits yours with too much force.
He expects you to yell at him or send him a glare but you surprise him, silencing all his doubts and fears by looking up into his eyes and smiling again. Reaching out with your foot and sliding it along the side of foot.
His cheeks flush red as he looks down to his plate, a smile tugging at the corner of his lips as you repeat the action.
This continued the rest of the meal and Tamaki felt like a blushing mess but every time he met your eye he realized that you weren’t looking at him like you thought he was a mess. Your eyes were sweet and he could see the flush on your cheeks and ears, a few patches on your neck and chest that truly showed that you were feeling similar to him.
Realizing that you were feeling similar made him feel a little more bolder and braver. Keeping eye contact with you for a little bit longer than normal and branching out to run the toe of his shoe up to your ankle and back.
You chuckle under your breath and tried to hide how warm your cheeks were.
“Y/n are you okay dear? You look a little flushed” Mirio’s mother says and you laugh awkwardly “I’m good! You know how I like spicy things!” You awkwardly laugh and hope she buys it’s from the spicy food. Tamaki loves the sound, your laugh showing that you were as awkward as he was and that brought you down from the pedestal he had you on.
He had thought you were so many levels higher than him. Thought you were confident and thought you’d only want someone as confident as you. He feels like an idiot. You’re just a human being. A sweet girl who feels as awkward as he does sometimes. And you see color just like he does so that means you’re both without a soulmate. It seemed too good to be true.
After dinner you walked back to the dorms talking and laughing with Mirio. You kept looking behind you at Tamaki and smiling, making his heart skip every time.
You finished your conversation with Mirio and Nejire and then quietly made your way to stand beside Tamaki. “Hi” you say softly and he smiles, watching the sidewalk as he walked “hi” he said back and you chuckle softly “do you want to hang out tonight?” you ask softly but then cover quickly just in case it stresses him out “Nothing stressful!... just like. We can hang out in my room and watch Jujutsu Kaisen or something.”
He feels like his whole body is trembling he’s desperate to say yes but his tongue feels so thick. You reach out and gently take a hold of his hand “hey” you say softly and he meets your eyes “it’s okay. How about you come over or you don’t and either way.. We’re still good friends” you smile softly and he tries to return it, knowing it must have looked a little wonky, but he nods, and does something that feels against his every fiber, he doesn’t let go of your hand.
You look at him when you reach the elevator and he nods once, answering the question in your eyes. You smile and squeeze his hand gently as you press your floor number. When you both exit together you look over your shoulder and watch the elevator doors close on Mirio grinning and holding his chest over his heart.
“Have you seen this?” You ask as you type the website in your computer
He nods “I’m on episode 16” he says softly and you beam at him “I am too! What a coincidence. Do you mind if we just watch from there?” He shakes his head and you smile, clicking the episode.
You watch episode sixteen and in the middle of seventeen he shifts a little closer to you, his pinky taking a hold of yours. You hum in approval and turn to smile at him, moving the rest of the way close to him and holding your hand out with a smile.
He gently placed his palm against yours and laced your fingers together, you could feel how his hand shakes but you didn’t let on to it.
by the end of episode eighteen your head was on his shoulder. He reaches out and presses the space bar to pause the show but doesn’t say anything, just sits back and shifts more to turn into you, resting his cheek against your head that was still on his shoulder.
“Tama?” You whisper softly, cuddling into him more. “Yes?” He asks
“I like you”
He tenses, just for a few seconds, before he squeezes your hand softly
“I- like you too” he confesses, a whisper that he was kind of embarrassed about how not confident it sounded, but it was perfect for you.
You moved slowly, turning your head to look up at him, surprised and impressed when he met your eye unwavering.
“We’ll take it slow okay? Whatever you’re comfortable with. You don’t have to worry. I’m not gonna be mad or sad or think bad about you if you’re not comfortable with something and you don’t have to feel uncomfortable with me and you can talk to me about everything”
he smiles, his face heating up and he leans down to press his forehead to yours, your eyes fluttering closed. He sighs softly “thank you. I- I hope I can give you what you need” you smile and rest your other hand on his chest “you already do” you whisper.
“- kiss you?” He whispers so soft you didn’t even hear the first words but you nod softly against him. Your heart fluttering and your breathing becoming quicker. He swallows, his hand squeezing yours a little tighter as he tries to talk himself into closing the small distance but he seems stuck, he feels like a fish out of water. He gasps softly, relaxing almost immediately when your hand moves up into his hair, softly running your fingers through it as you patiently wait for him.
You’re so sweet. So patient and caring, he felt so extremely lucky. He feels his body relax and he leans ever so slightly, connecting his lips to yours.
(One month later)
“Thanks for having us back so soon ma’am” you say and she smiles, her eyes saying what you’ve heard a hundred times but she just shakes her head. “Of course! I love you kids. It’s nice to see you two finally getting together too! You’d think soulmates would stay closer through the years but I guess I was wrong” you and Tama both choke, you on your water and him on the air.
“What was that mom?” Mirio says, wide eyes
“They’re soulmates!” She exclaims like it was obvious “... right? I mean all those times I babysat you guys as toddlers, they were thicker than thieves and talking about every color in the book I guess I just assumed. Are you not..?” She trails off but you’re just looking into Tamaki’s eyes.
“You were the little boy I knew.” You whisper with a smile
“You’re my soulmate.” he whispers back, immensely more relaxed around you than he was at the beginning.
“You didn’t know?” Mirio’s mom asks and you laugh and shake your head “I thought I didn’t have one and that’s why I saw colors. I didn’t know it was because I met him right away”
“I don’t even remember being babysat as a kid” Tamaki admits with a blush, his hand resting against your knee under the table, confident and not shaking.
“I’m glad it’s you” you whisper and smile when his blush deepens. “Me too” he says back, his hand squeezing your knee gently.
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loveletter2you · 3 years
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Hello! So, I want to start learning a language, but I'm generally clueless in terms of studying (I've never studied a language before ahh). I hear it's good to study in a journal, but I'm not sure how that will work and what I'd write down/how I'd plan it. Do you know of any in detail step by step guides?
hi!! im gonna put this under a cut bc it will probs be long :)
language self-study is one of those things that's easier and more effective when you get used to it and know what works for you, there's so many different methods and you're gonna have to try several of them out to see what works for you!!! here is a really nice video by lýdia machová where she discusses some study methods by successful polyglots for some #inspo
i do think a language journal is a very good idea!! it can track your progress & also writing stuff down helps you memorize it & you can review the material later! the thing is, there's not like one way you're supposed to do a language journal, it's very much dependent on your preferences, and also tbh it's going to look different for any language you do (e.g., if you're learning a language with a different writing system vs. with a writing system you already knew; also it's going to depend on level e.g. if you're starting from the basics or not)
i really recommend searching up youtube videos where people talk about their language journals! some people like to do habit trackers where they have a page at the beginning of the journal tracking what days they studied, personally i don't do that... i usually write down lessons (e.g. vocab lists, grammar rules) like stuff that i could refer back to later in order to study (alternately: if im trying to practice handwriting of another writing system i won't do it in my language journal bc i don't want to look back on that, i'll use like a loose sheet of paper) bc i want to be able to use my journal mostly as a reference rather than to practice (whereas some people like to write journal entries etc., personally i do that digitally when i want to do that bc i don't really need to look back and remember me being like the weather was good today. or whatever) also some people like to make their journals pretty whereas some don't care (tbh i am also one of those people who want their journal entries to look pretty HOWEVER they should be more functional than anything else like im not trying to make a pinterest bullet journal spread but i do like when it looks neat)
ALSO i typically take lessons from textbooks (tbh textbooks are really thoroughly planned so you don't have to worry about what order you're supposed to learn stuff in, though also sometimes i'll want to look up something specific so i'll just google like "german pronoun cases" or whatever if i want to learn that rather than following the textbook religiously), like i don't write everything from the textbook verbatim but like the main takeaways & examples, also another thing i do is i'll read something (this is more for elementary/intermediate level) and write down all the words i don't know & look up the translation and then sometimes write down the context they occurred in (like so: example from my norwegian notebook (which tbh i mostly use for vocab lists bc im pretty solid on grammar at this point) (like i said entries are going to vary depending on level))
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(also let's ignore how i just said i prefer my entries to be neat but this looks like shit lmao) if it's not clear: i put the norwegian term first, then the english translation, then the context from the reading w/ the new term underlined - so that would be an example of a vocab entry
but then for new vocab i find that writing them down is not enough to remember them forever obviously, so making flashcards is good (like with anki or quizlet, or else physical flashcards if that's what you prefer) like i think generally at least for me language notebooks are so helpful but not the only thing you need to do, like you also need to review a lot and practice writing and speaking and reading and listening so you're going to need to have several methods but i usually do this to keep track of lessons bc otherwise i can just read a few pages of textbook and be like ok. and not do anything about it, so i like taking notes
i think the main thing: get inspiration from a variety of sources (language learning youtube is wonderful, there's also blogs and instagram accounts that talk about all this) and try out stuff until you find what works for you!!! my methods might not be helpful for you and you might do totally different stuff bc the main thing is to do what feels most effective for you. it can be hard when you're just starting out bc you're like idk what to do!! which is why it's great to hear from a variety of people what their methods are!!! also tbh the more self study i do & especially with a variety of different languages, i am always figuring out new stuff & new methods so like even tho im used to it, my methods change still. so like nothing is always the same & also my approaches change based on the language!
i hope this was helpful at all!! <3
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dykesymmetry · 3 years
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Hello tumblr user lesbiantechno, since we've been talking a lot about bones tonight here is something I meant to ask you a while ago but didn't because you said you didn't want to talk about it then. Characters aside, what are the inaccuracies on the historical side ? You've also talked about tropes being popularized that you don't like and I was wondering which ones ? (this is no way an attack to author or their fic)
A while ago I tried writing a pirate au for a big bang and I got lost in all the knowledge while still not finding enough (that's what not writing in your language will do :) ) and I got really attached to being historically accurate. I tried to look for ressources but I just lacked the words for my research. So, do you have any resources that you would recommend ? Any type of media, really. There isn't much in my native language but I hope I can find more in english. Thank you so much !
- Luke
ok so this is a previous infodump i did that admittedly kinda focuses around where bones fell flat but just kinda has some Big moves on piracy in general
your best bet for like. just general research for a pirate au is just like. google shit. chances are you're probably gonna be basing it off the golden age of piracy, and you'll probably find several wikipedia articles and some more generic websites that you can skim through and get a pretty good vibe. i know i bitch a Lot over here, but like. the reality is pretty much no one's gonna care if your fanfic isn't perfectly historically accurate. its fanfic. you can probably get away with just a cursory google search if you need a specific year or anything
all that being said. if you want to learn more about pirates in general. it is admittedly Very difficult to find "perfect" resources for this topic bc like. most pirates did not keep a nice organized journal or anything. which means a Lot of the actual historical research is often very biased, as it draws more from navy or civilian accounts. probably one of the more well-known accounts is a book called the general history of pyrates (heres a free pdf) which is. admittedly. fairly dense and probably Way more than you need for like. a pirate au fanfic. if you're looking for more just. media and general vibes, black sails is one of my favorite shows (it is still historical fantasy, its a prequel to treasure island so there are plenty of characters and plot and shit that wasn't actually present But like. it's Much more accurate than something like potc).
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