#is this maybe a little embarrassing?

[ibrokeeverything]

I'm not at all surprised, but Wolfwalkers hit something deep in my soul. I'm definitely not articulate enough right now to properly put my thoughts into words, but I wanted to post something anyway.

I've always wished to be something other than what I am, whether that was when I wished I could be a Na'vi from Avatar or an owl from Guardians of Ga'Hoole. So, Wolfwalkers came at me and came at me hard. I want so desperately to be a Wolfwalker, to be able to turn into a wolf when I sleep. I want to live like Mebh and Robyn and Moll and Bill at the end of the movie, travelling freely through nature with the people that you love. It's a soul-aching, devastating, consuming want.

It's not even just that I want it. I feel like it's how I was meant to live, who I was meant to be. Yet, I'm stuck here, muddling through life, shackled in a society that I don't understand or enjoy.

#is this normal? #probably not 😅 #is this maybe a little embarrassing? #yeah haha #but i felt like writing this out #thought it might help to write it down and put it out there 🤷‍♀️ #also lowkey wondering if this could be a neurodivergent thing #who knows? #wolfwalkers #cartoon saloon #wolf walkers

[egophiliac]

(it probably wasn't actually Idia's fault)

(or was it)

some quick initial reactions to celebrate Diasomnia Day One! it felt like a bit of a short intro, but oh, what a tasting menu of things to come.

#art #long post #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #it's been thirty seconds and already #lilia is sending himself to a farm upstate where he'll have lots of rabbits to chase #malleus does a whole flashback to his most embarrassing childhood memory #ponytail lilia CONFIRMED we have a CONFIRMED SIGHTING everybody #idia does a surprisingly good crowley impression. this is not important to the plot but it's important to me personally. #also silver is probably a cursed prince or something WHO CARES look at these COOL ACORNS #the mental image of silver and lilia having that little heart-to-heart about the ring #while sebek is five feet away sorting laundry #absolutely incredible #meanwhile yuu continues to just have no survival instinct whatsoever #if a horned man approaches you at midnight and goes 'wouldn't it be nice if we never had to say goodbye to anyone ever?' DO NOT SAY YES #also if he starts bragging to you about his sorcerer ancestress DO NOT be like 'yeah but...did she maybe kind of suck' #'was she just super unlikeable personally speaking' #we are so lucky that for some reason malleus is really into all of our weird bullshit #okay shutting up now i promise #i just have so much to say and so few tags to do it in

[butlerkitty-art]

older atreus, baby baldur, & Hel concepts from 2022

#god of war #gow #gowr #god of war ragnarok #god of war 2018 #atreus #atreus gow #baldur god of war #baldur gow #ignore the brisingr being on the freya design here it was an early version before i remembered what it is #but also notice i tried to incorporate a bunch of Vanir wear into Baldur. freya trying to give her son some of her culture while she can #its not super well defined in Hel's design but her vitiligo is supposed to loosely follow Kratos' tattoo & thus Deimos' birthmark #hel in mythology being described as having 'blue' skin reminds me #that 'blue' was also an ancient term used to refer to dark skinned people #maybe her face is half blue and half white because she has vitiligo? #and the vitiligo covers half her face because it follows the family mark?????????? #idk #i never posted it cus i felt rlly embarrassed bc someone else posted an idea similar to it first LOLLLLL #anyway mullet atreus w/gay little braid supremacy

[koddlet]

taipril day 5!!! SURPRISE she's not just in the void... there's a floating table too. kofi request for @sapphicscience

#the mug is based on one i really liked when i was with a host family.... i miss it #this one was fun to draw actually Maybe i should start doing little environments... instead of THE VOID #well she is still in the void but like there's STUFF! never seen before on this blog!!! #taissa turner #yellowjackets #yellowjackets fanart #taipril #digital art #im going to be honest i forget if she Did go to howard in the end and didn't check. this will be embarrassing if not #but it thats the case through the power of imagination..

[bisexualfbiagents]

Actually, all I ever wanted in life was to be left alone. Don't we all? So just my luck that I'd eventually become an alien abductee. Now I'm never alone.

CELEBRATING 30 YEARS OF THE X FILES Day 5: Favorite Arc Part Two ➤ The Suspicious Crash of Flight 549 from Tempus Fugit (4.17) and Max (4.18)

#the x files #txf #txfedit #xf30th #xfiles #xfilesnet #dailytxf #4x18 #fox mulder #dana scully #max fenig #flashing tw #coloring this set aka my 13th reason #at some point i had to just give up #recovering perfectionists hello!!! #feelin a little goofy for not doing like an actual arc but that's the fun here right? that feeling of vulnerability when being creative? #maybe the creative process is being in a constant state of feeling embarrassed and then one day it just fades away #who knows!! #mine

[time-slink]

betta fish iskall… because irony? lol

#my art #iskall85 #hermitaday #didn’t end up giving her a shirt. the demons won #having fun trying to speed up my process a bit to get one done every day i think it’s going well #actually a little embarrassed abt this one i promise it won’t be just bare cheasts the entire time. maybe #mermits #to organize :3

[oceanwithouthermoon]

remember how when saiki was crushing on satou and wanted to talk to him, instead of yk.. actually talking to him, he found out all of his interests and displayed his own interest in those things in front of him to try to get him to notice him??

yeah, now imagine him doing that when he has a crush on anyone else..

hes such a silly and awkward teenage boy i love it, like buddy you CAN just talk to your crush, you dont have to try to get him to "notice you.." but hes too silly and awkward so thats like the most he would ever do and would still probably think that that counts as flirting

im just... wondering about how saikis terrible silly flirting tactics would translate if his crush was on one of his FRIENDS.. like someone he could actually be around and would see and talk to him.. would he just like be trying to impress them ?? moving toward them more ?? adopting more of their mannerisms and interests maybe ??

imagine that like EVERYONE in the group would notice it, but it wouldn't be like "omg saiki is flirting" it would be more like "omg why is saiki being extra awkward and talking more" because hes so painfully unclear about his intentions but hes usually so quiet and unassuming that this would be such a stark contrast to his usual behavior...

#hey buddy maybe you should just idk maybe TALK TO UR CRUSH #saiki k #the disastrous life of saiki k. #saiki kusuo #tagging ships this would work with #kubosai #<-obviously my favorite so this is what i was thinking the whole time #that would be so cute everyone shut up #but he would prob accidentally end up for real flirting with kubo since hes trying to pertain to what he likes and he loves romance #saisai #<-i actually also like thid one a LOT for this scenario it would be so silly #saikis god complex accidentally starts manifesting visibly a little more since he's imitating pretentious rich boy #saikai #saikaido #saidou #<-saikis dark reunion jokes accidentally become so frequent he starts saying them out loud by mistake and it's embarrassing as hell #nensai #<-not actually totally sure how this would work in this situation but idk maybe hes more open to having ramen every day #and trying to get over his bug fear omg that would be so funny #imagine him starting with like one bug at a time so he starts with the least scary ones like butterflies and ladybugs #but by the end of it hes prob only a little more okay with things like butterflies+stick bugs+caterpillars cuz they move slow+are easy 2 see #haisai #<-ohohoh haisai he would prob join a club+always be trying to prove to him he takes things seriously #mostly schoolwork but in gym/sports he would always be pretending to enthusiastically participate and break a sweat lol #merasai #<-he takes up baking/cooking as a hobby and is always bringing extra food to school and acting like it was an accident and giving it to her #going to her workplaces and pretending he didnt know/forgot she works there and 'accidentally' ordering an extra portion for her every time #saikechi #<-he already knows a lot about random stuff but he takes an interest in saying his silly facts out loud and sounding like a nerd #meows post

[covertblizzard]

jaykyle au where they're theatre kids in the same school but they're not the actors jason's the scriptwriter/director and kyle is the prop manager (i don't know the official terms sorry) and they'd probably do an amazing job on the backstage setting if they could stop arguing for 5 whole seconds about their artistic visions and ideas and how "this would obviously work better this way"

#jason todd #kyle rayner #jaykyle #mypost #dc thoughts #vp of the club: maybe we should find some other people to do the job if they can't get along? #pres of the club: no they're both talented af and i want this to be raving success just knock their heads tgt and tell them to play nice or #i'll make them wear the get along shirt again #WAIT ONE SEC DONNA'S THE PRES and overseer she's pissed bcos kyle played the same role last year and he was chill then #wally's vp no 1 and backstage manager and he's thinking of kicking kyle out #dick's vp no 2 and main lead and he's thinking of kicking jason out bcos it's embarrassing and annoying to work with your younger siblings #kon helps kyle with props and bart is one of the actors and kon is jealous af about it he grumbles a little #roy is the fight scene choreographer #i'm trying to think of something for garth but the only thing that comes to mind i'm not sure are fitting enough #actor manager? weapon manager? oooh maybe pet manager if they have animals... human and pet manager???? hr department but including animals #ooooh maybe pet manager if they have animals #raven can play bart's love interest (in play) maybe (wally doesn't like it and neither does gar for very different reasons) #eddie deals with the contraptions they build for this bubble machines smoke machines lowering and raising anything mechanical #rose and cass helps with the weapons stuff they keep fighting too and roy is TIRED #connor plays the villain he didn't mean to or want to but he got dragged into it and he's really hot and gunned in for next years main lead #he doesnt want this #steph and mia are hair makeup costume department but bart and kon love to hangout and help too #jennie-lynn and bart are in-charge of socials #tim pops up a lot because so many of his friends (and brothers) are here and when he does he helps steph and mia #damian too pops up to help with pet management and sometimes prop art #this is much to dicks annoyance jason is already here can his little brothers LEAVE HIM ALONE SOMETIMES UGH #damian (taking cues from talia and bruce loverenemies dynamic and wanting an artist in-law): we should set jason and kyle up #dick: no / tim: hmm / dick: NO #i want to add the yj girls (cassie cissie greta anita) but i know too little about them right now but imagine they're there and the roles #are to be determined

[ride-a-dromedary]

Again I know it's supposed to be a haha reference to the turns into a bear when he's too aroused thing, but in again refusing to brush just over the surface of this character: "I must be careful or I'll lose run of myself again. An Archdruid should show *some* restraint." comes across to me as more melancholy than perhaps intended when a. You take it into consideration that several lines imply that Halsin has issues with self control and self servitude, and presenting an "acceptable" version of himself as an outwards facing authority figure, to the point where he brushes over his own feelings, or pushes things that he wants down in the effort to reflect better what others want from him.

And b. Remember that Halsin was essentially just an apprentice when he was forcibly situationally promoted to Archdruid - he wasn't taught *how* to be an Archdruid or trained for it, or mentored; he was thrust into it because they didn't have any other choice. But they needed someone, so he stepped up. Halsin has spent the last century studying and learning things on the fly or through trial and error, and in a position of leadership like that, he is aware that every failure to uphold that mask *counts* and others *are* very much affected. How many times has he muttered that same mantra? Or heard it thrown around? An Archdruid not having control over their own magic is a big deal. Even when he is no longer Archdruid, he still grumbles it to himself. He's been at it over a century and he *still* doesn't feel like he's gotten it right. Even when he is in a place of progression, of trying to gain hold of himself again, those wisps of failure and self doubt still creep into everything. And that's sad to me.

#BG3 Musing #Halsin Posting #haha funny line in response to saucy line that man is about to go feral ooh se- HEY TRAUMA #it's like a med student being promoted to the head of emergency #or an admin assistant suddenly being put in a ceo role #like i know it's a meme scene!! but halsin sounds *humilated* when he accidentally wildshapes during his romance scene #he sounds flustered and embarrassed and is so quickly launching off excuses with a tone that indicates *he thinks it's over* #like he fucked up he fucked this up just when he was *starting* to come into himself again and it never stops #i keep thinking of that one lyric from big thief 'i can't find surrender/and i can't keep control' #and again i'm reading too deep into it but halsin's struggle with failure really is embedded here you just have to...like listen to him #Even when he *says* that there's little point in denying oneself #he does it literally all the time - he did it for a *century* #and i'm not saying he doesn't have fun or not enjoy things but he cuts himself off so early at the root #or buries himself so thoroughly in a self indulgence until it wrecks him and neither of these things are healthy #note that he says as long as others aren't affected - he doesn't say as long as i'm not affecting *myself* #anyway i'm unwell #maybe i was never meant to be archdruid - you weren't! you were meant to protect nature's spirit and roam with the wilds #and yet he still did the best he could and people *admire* him and followed him but he may never come to see it that way #you ruined a perfectly good wood elf - look it's got trauma and anxiety (and larian turned him into a meme and i won't forgive them)

[parasitoidism]

Truly great moment was Ryo fresh out the hospital jumping out of his car and sucker punching this poor guy to steal his motorcycle. Imagine having to file that police report about how you got knocked the fuck out and your shit stolen by some shirtless blond severely injured 17 year old freak. I would just let it go. Thankfully that guy didn’t have to live with the shame for much longer though considering how the story goes

#ryos satan spidey senses telling him his ride or die is in trouble is one thing but him managing to grab a gun on the way out is always #funny also . i especially liked in the ova where he’s also wearing a black cloak that you have never seen him wear before . like did he stop #by his house on the way there #like I mean I guess it could have still been in his jacket. maybe hospitals in the 70s just didn’t care about that kind of thing #but in the ova he has a full on sniper rifle so. i think they had the idea for that one shot and were just like guys this has to happen #ugh guys I promise I liked devilman because of the themes and stuff okay I promise I’m a smart media comprehending boy but it’s just #of course I’m a little obsessed withthis gay freak . he’s entertaining until . uh until it isn’t fun anymore. yknow . #actually why was I embarrassed about liking a character in a story that’s actually normal

[egophiliac]

so have you heard about the ride kamens app game? seems like it's gonna be a twisted wonderland like game with all the riders being hot anime guys now, and it's also gonna be written by yuya takahashi and produced by naomi takebe (apparently it was in development before geats), with designs by the person who did sk8 the infinity, so take that for what you will

have you ever gotten the feeling that a piece of media came into existence just to appeal to you specifically, or

(brb preregistering immediately)

(as far as I can tell you play as an agent who maintains a secret superhero base for riders in the basement of the rider-themed cafe that you run with your butler, and there's some other plot stuff going on but honestly I'm way past sold at this point, this sounds amazing)

#ride kamens #joseimuke games are serious business #show us the henshin forms!!!! #time to overanalyze those silhouettes in the teaser and embarrass myself by not being able to figure out who anyone is #there is 100% a gaim at least #there's one i've convinced myself is w based on almost nothing #and this is assuming they're all main riders too which is probably not true #god i SHOULD recognize more but my mind is blanking super hard and i keep second-guessing myself #(i-is that kiva maybe? den-o? I CAN'T TELL) #i don't think there's a fourze though. the cowardice. #man this is officially a Thing™ now huh #like how in the 2010s monster high kicked off a trend of 'characters' high-school age kids wearing fabulous shoes' #now we have 'ensemble cast of glossy-haired anime boys loosely based on your favorite characters' #this is absolutely not a complaint. i want more and i want them to get even SILLIER. #(i enjoy the sanrio one as well although it seems to be more of a music video thing? i am. a little unclear on it) #god i'm just so pleased that this exists

[azrael08]

Dean gets hit with a love spell during a case and looks at Cas first trope except him and Cas are already together, so Cas and Sam assume nothings gonna change. And nothing really does, except that Dean now openly holds Cas's hand when their out walking around and he holds onto Cas's waist from behind when their just standing and he lets Cas scratch and play with his hair without pulling away from embarrassment and worst of all is the kissing!

Sam will be explaining what they should do next to catch the monster and when he looks up he sees Dean staring softly at Cas and Cas staring softly back which is fine, that's what they do, they stare, so Sam turns away. But when he looks back for the second time he sees Dean start peppering little smooches all over the angels face, just quick kisses on his nose and cheeks and forehead and neck too, all while they both smile dumbly, which is also fine, its not like Sam hasn't seen this before, they were exactly like this in their honeymoon phase at the beginning of their relationship, so he turns away again trying to focus but then he has a question to ask Cas and he turns and- HOLY SHIT THEY'RE MAKING OUT! RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM THEY'RE USING TONGUE AND CAS'S HANDS ARE AROUND DEAN'S WAIST AND HIS HANDS ARE HIS CAS'S HAIR AND THEIR MOANING AND SAM NEEDS TO BEAT THEM OVER THE HEAD WITH A STICK-

#Sam's uncomfortable Cas has a dopey smile on his face the entire time and Dean just wants to cuddle and kiss his angel #Dean is still kinda repressed so I imagine that even after they're official he would still be hesitant about outwardly showing love to Cas #So after the spell wears off Dean's all flustered and blushing and embarrassed #meanwhile cas is silently wondering if it would be morally wrong to revive the witch who cast the spell in the first place to cast it again #Maybe Rowena would do it? he thinks #Rowena would do it. For free even. #Wanna smush them together like little dolls❤ #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #destiel headcanon

[hiddencarpet]

Remembering that time in PoF Canach was in love with Rytlock

Featuring my main gw2 character, Soft Boi

#ok but like. What was the heterosexual explanation of it? #Canach i thought you were a bit closer to the commander. Couldn't you worry about me a little bit too? #Why you worry about Rytlock so much here. Why such a bad lie?? why so embarrassed?? Why such emotional voice?? (the end of ''The Sacrifice' #chapter btw. if anyone was curious) #What's the narrative purpose of this??? #Rytlock Brimstone #Canach #Rytlock #rytnach #Kasmeer Meade #Fun fact. I told myself i don't want to draw them bc i done maybe 80% of all ship fanart of them and i want to jump into a wall #then i kept rotating this stupid quote in my brain. Still want to jump into a wall #Kasmeer #The commander #Guild Wars 2 #Gw2 #gw2 fan submission #2023 #july #gw2 canach #gw2 rytlock #artists on tumblr #charr #furry #sylvari #gw2 fanart #HiddenCarpet #carpet's art #gw2 quotes #canach quotes

[girlboyburger]

ponysony...2!

#okay. more like ponysony 4. but. this ones got a remixed palette from old old bat pony sona #also it's in love with chrysalis :) and chrysalis loves it #my art #pony #ponysona #my little pony #my little pony friendship is magic #mlp fim #bat #bat pony #oc: lovebug #cute #pink #bug #beetle #i MIGHT post some of the silly selfship doodles i made. maybe. i'm a lil embarrassed but i think theyre fun #batpony #mod pony #mod pone #mlp oc #mlp fandom #self insert

[potionbarrel]

a vbros sketchpage i made for @dilfgmancoolatta's birthday that i forgot to post! first time drawing these guys and i'm happy w how it turned out :o)

#venture bros #transfem dean. ok? #brusty #petebilly #hunter gathers #dr mrs the monarch #monarch a trois #the monarch #he's kinda there. kinda. it counts maybe #hank #sheila venture bros #billy quizboy #pete white #i think i’m allowed to be embarrassing and ship these guys #it’s a little treat 4 me #potionbarrel

[hogwartslegacypics]

Random Sebastian Headcanon

Early on in 1st year, likely during his first few days at Hogwarts, Sebastian innocently tried to ascend the stairs to the girls’ dorms. He recently discovered something new about the castle and couldn’t wait to share it with his sister. Poor kid learns the hard way boys aren’t allowed into the girls dorms, and his enthusiasm quickly turns to humiliation as he hears the older Slytherin boys laughing at the naive little first-year who tumbled down the stairs.

#he’d run back to his dorm his face flushed with embarrassment #bruised physically and emotionally #poor little seb #maybe ominis would overhear and follow him back #hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow