#ive been chilling lately

[absurdumsid]

WAID I ALMOST FOROGR GOOD MORNING SILLY CREATURES !!!! UR ON MY PHONE !!

#ive been chilling lately #<- not drawing too much #watching ppl is. insanely therapeutic #its doing wonders for my mental health #sid rambles

[toytulini]

listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.

yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?

maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".

get a better joke

#toy txt post #god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones #let it flop..........pls #internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop #i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having #1 million bajillion disclaimers #virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word #disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word #grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used #to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023 #and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like #im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild #i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good' #like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you #but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches' #'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay #god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil #but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful #and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like #hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine #and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr #and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like #and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay #its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat #? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty? #you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right #stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny #whatever #if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll #i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.

[lxdymaria]

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #ketheric thorm #bg3edit #gamingedit #*bg3 #*medits #*mgifs #targeted by another sexy old man #userwolfkissed #userdekarios #ive been feeling pretty poopy bout my gifs lately so i havent been taggin ppl #but if ur chill with being tagged lmk! im going to try doing that more often again

[black-and-yellow]

wildcat

#mmm #forgot how nice he was to draw #i was shocked to meet someone on PT the other day who had a Loudspeaker skin #i felt so famous #hizashi yamada #bnha #present mic #mha #villain!mic #loudspeaker au #if you play pt you might run into me ive been chilling on there more often lately #im usually around the mha area or the cafe #as mic or louis or the dog from the Dogs Used to Eat Me album cover that nobody recognises #i usually just sit around and wait to be complimented

[autisticlancemcclain]

PSA

hello everyone!! a bit of a serious post today.

i don't want to sound whiney. but i have noticed a bit of a tone in a couple of my asks lately?? very few of them, let me assure, but a couple people seem to be frustrated at the speed/rate at which i answer asks. so i wanted to help clear the air.

REASONS I HAVE NOT YET ANSWERED YOUR ASK (THAT I AM VERY GRATEFUL TO HAVE):

i am in the process of answering it

sometimes i get asks for certain fics, to either write or to help find. and these things take time! sometimes i get very lucky and fics hit me as soon as i see them, but more often it takes me days or weeks! and fic searches take me even longer!

2. i have other ideas

you guys have a lot of great headcanons and fic premises! i do too. i've been in this fandom since june of 2016, there's a very VERY long list of things i want to write. things get added to the roster, i promise.

3. i am busy

i am in school full time and working part time and volunteering and preparing for teacher's college admissions. writing is my favourite thing to do every day and while i do prioritise it i cannot have it as my first priority. often, this blog gets pushed back when i get busy, as much as i wish that wasn't the case.

4. i am overwhelmed

sometimes the asks pile up. i try to answer comments as they come but for some reason asks work a little bit differently in my brain?? idk. it can be harder for me to force myself to start answering them, even though i love receiving them and when i'm in the mood i could answer fifty at once.

and very, very rarely:

5. i simply do not vibe with it

it happens occasionally. i have a very niche corner of headcanons and stuff i enjoy writing, so it's bound that every once in a while someone sends me an ask with their ideas that just aren't what i personally would read/write. doesn't mean the idea is bad or that i don't enjoy getting excited about your ideas with you, it's just not always going to be something i have the train of thought to write :)

i hope that's not disappointing! i know there are a couple asks that have been sitting in my inbox for over a YEAR. i am getting to them, i promise. one such ask has even inspired a novel-length fic that i'm still working on. finally, i want to remind you guys that i am autistic, and as much as i'm fully capable of handling myself online and everywhere else, i do struggle to read and understand tone and social cues and as such can often miss offense where it is intended or find it where it is not. i can't even tell you if the two examples i included are actually objectively rude/demanding, i can only tell you that they felt that way. there is no need to censor yourself or be anxious to shoot me a message, just maybe remember that i'm doing this for fun? and it frustrates me when it's treated as if it's a job. if you're worried about coming off as demanding, let me know and i'll post some examples of requests that i don't find demanding at all, only excited (which is, and i can't stress this enough, the vast majority of every message i see). thank you guys and ily <333

#:) sorry this is a bummer on my usually chill blog #ive just been. very sensitive lately and i dont want to build resentment #<3 #personal

[oohbuggypie]

debated posting this one 4 a hot min but u know what .. i think the Kaiser tag's dryness deserves a droplet 🩷 have this RIDICULOUS Kaiser with a supa fucked up hand bcuz I DONT KNOW HOW TO DRAW ALLAT 🔥🔥🔥 he's wearing an outfit from Ice Spice's "In Ha Mood" music video cuz some lyrics i heard from another song of hers made me think of him . if u know u know anyway srry 4 this silly behavior but u know i can't let any of the boxers escape the girly clothes grasp

srry 4 this wack lighting btw this was taken multiple days ago at like 10 pm or smthn it was NAWT light ✝️

#punch out!! wii #punch out wii #punch out #von kaiser #dewdlebug #i apologize 4 this one guys ive been a lil crazy lately #the lack of PO!! Wii art has driven me simply mad .. but u know me ........ i still have ideas that i NEED to execute but one step at a tim #hes soooooo handsome and he would eat in this fit but i think hes too much of a viejo for Ice Spice hed crumble if he heard Deli ... old ma #IM GIGGLING SO HARD WHY DOES TUMBLR CUT OUT THE LAST LETTER OF EACH TAG LIKE GIRL CHILL #love and kisses 2 all my PO!! Wii buddies tho i miss u guys hehe ive just been LIVING LIFE HAPPILY 🩷 but beware my shenanigans #loooooooove u Von Kuntser u changed lives ✝️

[fizzseed]

bmc bracelets i’ve made recently!!!!!

#be more chill #bmc #musicals #fizz crafts #clearly ive been normal lately #this is my solution to i literally cannot talk about this because #a) nobody would listen #b) if they listened they wouldn’t Get It #because I DONT GET IT #c) i’m gatekeeping it i don’t want to talk about it #but also i want to #i love personhood! #padded cell looking better by the day! #the loser geek whatever ones are my favourites #they’re so silly! i love that they’re a set!

[trobbio-silksong]

Car doodles!!!

#not what i set out to draw but this is delightful!! missed these guys #hollow knight #hornet hollow knight #ghost hollow knight #thk #thk hollow knight #broken vessel hollow knight #nighty arts #traditional art #also ive been Maximum Gripping all mu stuff for no reason lately idk how to chill on that #arm hurty augh #also oddly enough i drew these all to jt music's amanda the adventurer fan song

[fishsticxz-art]

hey guys its my birthday :] im 23 now! crazy huh

#doodles #sona #kappa #ive been so busy lately augh i hope i get to chill soon

[doeyedangel]

໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა🎀🍓🧸🎀

#hehehe hiiii it has been forever since ive posted photos omg #the my melody chilling in the back :3 and i have my melody hair ties in my pigtails!! #also ive been obsessed with ribbons and balletcore (?) lately!!! #maybe it's more coquette (?) idk what its called #but anyways since i started exercising and losing weight i actually feel so mucj happier #selfie #body image #my pics #doeyedangel #me

[limbel]

i've been kinda sick these last few days so i doodled two lil birbs to cheer me up. they're Dean and Cas btw

obviously

#needed to do something chill and simple #esp since ive been doubting myself and my art a lot lately #srry i wish i was posting more art but eh #spn art #spn fanart #supernatural art #supernatural fanart #dean winchester #castiel #spn #supernatural #my art

[avocadoraisin]

i need u to know when reading that werepire comic i Gulped Audibly at the first panel of fangs like... i am only one man i can only be so gay (ur work is amazing pls keep it up xoxo)

hehee oooh they wanna kill each other so bad but know they cant because theyre both known figures & it would cause a stir in the investigation oooooohoho

guess theyll have to kiss each other about it instead oohoho

(thank you so much!! ;w;)

#been in awe lately at the amount of messages n stuff like ive said it before but this all really reminds me of back when i had an askblog #like a part of me is terrified of attention LOL but also most ppl have been cool so its been fun #im basically treating this like an askblog anyway the way people keep asking what Hoff & Strahm are up to and i just draw it #and come up w little comicy sort of thingy dingies and people seem to really respond well to them so why not #like i got one recently asking what theyd bring to a party and thats so funny i 100% plan on drawing it im just caught up w 100 ideas rn #as long as no one gets demanding like they did on the askblog sometimes LOL but no one is so its cool its chill #one time someone got mad that i played a video game for a week instead of drawing like jkdfjngfhhjkgfdnmb legend #anyway this tag rambling is getting away from me what was i talking about again #jenna shut up #jenna answers

[hella1975]

just full force threw a shoe at my sister's face and when my mum got me alone after she was like 'you shouldn't clobber her. but i get it' 😭

#it kicked off today but in my defence she's actually proper in the wrong this time even my DAD called her a bitch and my mum is FUMING #baso my sister came into my work with her mate when i was closing the other day and all the staff GLARED at them bc of aforementioned #close so i was being v chill so everyone 1) knew it was my sister and not some customer coming in late and 2) her friend wouldnt be uncomfy #like that's the real kicker her i was being extra laid back FOR her friend so he'd feel more at ease. and one thing about me is yes ive #said countless times i have a rural accent but my mum also raised me to know when and how to speak nice if need be bc people are cunts here #so when im waitressing i speak nicely bc it's a stuck up restaurant w stuck up customers but when im with my sister? making a point of #being laid back? my normal accent came through. and her mate when i was gone said i sounded 'really [from the county we live in]' #which WOULD NOT BE A COMPLIMENT. it's baso saying 'your sister sounds local and chavy' without using such explosive words #and my sister LET HIM SAY IT. SHE DIDNT DEFEND ME. and she told my mum about it later bc SHE THOUGHT SHE'D TELL ME OFF #LIKE SHE DID IT TO SNITCH. THERE WAS NO SCENARIO WHERE MY SISTER WASNT BEING A CUNT. and my mum hit the ROOF #one thing she's rlly been big on is loyalty bc it's always been the 3 of us so when she found out my sister let him say that she FLIPPED #and this all happened last night and i only found out this morning bc i overheard them screaming at each other and turns out my mum #tried to keep it from me bc she didnt want my feelings hurt and IM pissed bc it actually did hurt more than i thought it would #like i KNOW what people say about my accent but it's a guy i know? my sister's been friends w him for years? i was being nice? #it's EMBARRASSING like i was clueless & friendly and turned around for him to be like 'look at this stupid local girl' like?? #and my sister did NOTHING? it just sucks so i STORMED upstairs when i found out and had it out with my sister #and she knew she was fucked so she did all 'im not talking to you i have nothing to say' AND PUT HER EARPHONES IN? #the way i RIPPED them out. got in her face like okay girl u think i sound like a chav ill act like a chav lets GO #and it just got really aggressive and i wound up grabbing HER OWN SANDAL and full force hurling it at her face 😭 oops #from close range too like i was already in her face so i basically just smacked her with a sandal DSHGJKSH #now we're sat in silence bc alas we still share a room. WHAT the fuck. insane tbh but it's a bit funny. im so angry rn i could KILL #hella goes home

[sea-jello]

me im girls

#HIS VOICE IS SO NICE I LITERALLY CANT GET OVER IT #ESPECIALLY IN THAT LINE COME OOON #honestly gtikbi is in my top couple bmc songs its so fun #not usually one for romance but its just such a good song #every time i watch gtikbi animatics i sit there smiling like a fucking idiot #mr joe iconis says will connollys voice kills him on the album i say YES IT DOES ❗❗❗☝☝☝ #this is now a will connolly fan account idc #ive been looping cecily smith lately and the og cecily smith is so fun its bouncy and celebratory its so awesome #you guys should listen to the original cecily smith #i want to learn cecily smith so bad my friend has a ukulele i can do it #i have zero uke experience but i will do my best #bmc #be more chill #bmc musical #be more chill musical #jeremy heere #bmc jeremy #jeremy bmc #will connolly

[gar-trek]

Call to Arms 

#super epic final... literally chills ... lol #deep space nine has been so good lately... my god... #ive just been wanting to draw things i see in episodes lol #star trek #deep space nine #ds9 #call to arms #gul dukat #weyoun #damar #kira nerys #quark #odo #oh first time drawing weyoun YIPPIE #Fanart #garsart #comic #i guess but not really

[androideql]

Alright so the day started terribly today and I'm going through some turmoils so prepare for any unusual behaviour

#android talking #i swear to god that i don't fuck up on purpose and i wish i could stop it from happening #ive been feeling like a pretty useless member of this household lately and when i forget crucial stuff and everyone gets mad i just #i cant #im trying my hardest and i know it's not enough but nobody understands that when i say im constantly exhausted #i dont mean like i need to chill down and sit down for a while #i mean i cant sleep i cant bring myself to even do what i want to do and i physcally struggle to stand up some days #and it's not like i havent said this #they know im severaly weakened but they forget #the moment i cant do what i used to be able to they get so upset... #alright enough tags for now #negative