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thotforcsy · 1 year
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white lies
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: jisung/felix (♡) rating: mature (♡) WIP
THE PROBLEM: Operation Get Jisung A Romantic Friend, a mission that all of his friends at SNU have pledged their hearts to, is turning Jisung's life into a living hell. If he has to go on one more blind date, he's going to fucking scream.
THE SOLUTION: make out like he's already dating someone else. The fake-boyfriend of choice? Lee Felix: cute, plausible enough to be dating and – most importantly – currently studying in Australia where no one from SNU can sniff him out.
Has Jisung talked to Felix since graduation? No. Is Felix aware of the fact that he’s Jisung’s fake-boyfriend? Also no. Will that stop Jisung from telling everyone that he’s dating Felix anyway? Of course not. What’s the worst that could even happen? It’s not like Felix is ever going to find out about any of this, right?
Right?
Shit.
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ikykwkleeknoww · 7 months
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Iced Caramel Latte -l.f
Felix x female oc
Warnings: (slight) cursing, yongbook being delusional
WC: 1.1k
An: I rarely see any skz x thick/oversized etc. fics so I decided to make one myself. And I’ve never crossed path with an x middle-eastern/poc fic either.
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The bell rang, signaling that the door opened and a costumer either walked in or out. Felix looked up to see a woman, who is probably his age, enter. He was absolutely mesmerized by her plush body, the way her thighs slightly jiggled and her hips swayed as she walked towards him. "Hi," her sweet voice greeted.
"W-welcome to Heathers Cafe, what can I get you today?" His ears turned red and he parted his lips to stick his tongue to the left corner of his mouth. "I'll have an Iced Caramel Latte please”, she let out a light chuckle at his shy behavior. "Of course, uh the name?" His voice spoke with a bit more confidence now.
"Jasmine, but call it Jas," she smiled, slight dimples showing. "That's a lovely name, Jas. Is there a reason why you don't want to be called by your full name?" The employee remarked as he wrote down the name and started doing her order. "Not really, I just think Jasmine is a bit overemphasized" she stated honestly.
"How come? I also want to note that you don't have to tell me something you're not comfortable about. I don't wanna push you," he respectfully affirmed her "Ah no you good. Well my parents are from the middle-eastern, Jasmine is an accident name of the Persian origin and means 'gift of god' if I remember it correctly." She set quotation marks in the air with her fingers.
"Damn it Jas," he replied
"What?" She questioned chuckling
"It's just,,, I dunno. I think a pretty woman should wear a pretty name. I do not have anything against the way you want to be called, but it's kind of upsetting to throw away such a meaningful name." He told her genuinely and placed her order in front of her.
"You think so? I've never thought about it that way”, she pulled out her wallet to pay. The employee added "do you want anything else? You could try some Home-made goodies we have, like cookies or brownies."
Jasmine grinned at his vocabulary "I don't see why I shouldn't. I'll take the brownies," the other one already turned on his heels "but after you told me your name." The young man turned back and playfully bowed like a servant "how rude of me, I am Felix, your majesty."
Jasmine laughed out loud, but instantly threw her hands to her mouth to muffle the noise she caused. Her eyes quickly scanned the other costumers, only to see a few of them glancing at the two by the counter. Felix was already preparing a brownie on a plate, placing it on the counter next to them. "Sit down and enjoy, if you don't have anywhere to be right now”, he smiled at her mischievously.
The latter released a chuckle and sat down on one of the tall barstools by the counter. Felix passed her a fork and carefully watched her take the first bite of the cake. She hummed satisfied, closing her eyes for a second "damn this is so good! I've never tasted heaven like this before".
The elders ears turned red, "glad you like it"
"Who's recipe is this?" Jasmine cheerfully asked
"It's my grandmother's, she had taught me how to do it before she moved back to Australia".
"That's so~ adorable", Felix coed at her little squeak. "Please marry me and bake them every day", the joke left her lips and the male opposite her could only mutter under his breath. "Gladly".
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The next day came by and Jasmine got back to the cafe around the corner.
She was greeted by a smiley Felix who just finished serving another costumer, wishing them a nice day. "Hey Jasmine, same as yesterday?" He received a nod from her side, beginning to make the Iced Caramel Latte. The female took the same seat she took the previous day.
He was about to grasp a brownie with the tongs, but was stopped by her calming voice "actually, I'd like to try the cookies today". "Oh yeah, no problem", he placed one on the plate in his hand. As soon as she tasted the dish on her tongue, she groaned in approval. "Sign the damn papers, we're getting married. Right fucking now!" Both of them burst into a fit of laugher.
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Jas continued visiting 'Heathers Cafe' everyday and soon two weeks have passed. The two young adults got to know each other better and soon they became close friends. Jasmine walked through the entrance, beaming with happiness. Felix gasped and rushed over to her "oh my goddess, look at your hair and don't let me get started with that pretty smile of yours!"
She had spontaneously gotten a new haircut, "I got bored of my old hair, is it okay?" Felix couldn't even think straight, how can someone look so gorgeous? If he's honest with himself, Jasmine made him feel bubbly from the inside. He hasn't figured out why, but he knows at least something: as long as she is happy, he is happy too.
"Is it okay? Are you serious? You look so beautiful!" He spoke his mind without thinking, his fingers stopped twirling her hair the second he realized. He was scared that he did something wrong but when he looked in her eyes, he swore he had seen the universe in them.
"Oi Felix what are you doing, why are you not behind the counter-". A male's voice called, unconscious about the two friends activity. But as soon as he saw them his mouth closed, regret creeping up on him. Luckily they didn't hear the man, "what happened Changbin?" Another one came, standing next to the slightly buffer one. "Shhh, look at him and who is she?"
"They look adorable together. Lixie is growing up so fast, I remember him being all bold with his accessories and jewelry. And now look at him, almost married" he wiped off a fake tear of his and shortly after received a slap on his neck by Changbin. "What are you talking about Ji? You're literally one day older", the older male walked off, leaving a taken aback friend behind.
He followed straight away, not knowing about the playful discussion that was bond to happen, over a single sentence: By the way, do you call it a spork or a foon?
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kflixnet · 4 months
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PART I | PART II | PART III | PART IV
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• abby / abigail, [ enhastolemyheart ] “everything's a game. the only thing we get to decide in this life is if we play to win.” ↳ she/her | en-
• aki, [ stuck-in1 + seamlessabyss ] ↳ she/her | en-, svt, tbz “if i wanted someone like me, i’d hang out with myself. i’d hang out with myself❄️🌑.”
• alexia, [ lvoire ] ↳ she/him | txt “yeonjuns actual wife! (100% true!!).”
• arya, [ idubiluv ] ↳ she/her | en-, svt “is this due at 11:59pm too?”
• ashley, [ gyuwrites + reveriescloud ] ↳ she/her | svt “this road seems so familiar, yet so unfamiliar.”
• ayis, [ seosracha ] ↳ any pronouns | en-, zb1 “ijboling through life.”
• bea, [ beahae ] ↳ she/her | bts, svt “i have a lot of biases.”
• cho, [ yours-lovingly-cho ] “my bed is a magical place, where i suddenly remember all that i forgot to do” ↳ she/her | en-
• coco, [ enluv​​ ] ↳ she/they | en-, txt, skz, tbz “promise i’ll post my new fic tonight! *coco indeed did not post her new fic that night*.”
• cubbs, [ bbybearcubbs ] ↳ they/them | en- “autocorrect you're the worst, did you know that?”
• davin, [ d20inthefranxx + karasuno-o + fukurohoshi + aobajohsan ] ↳ she/her | en-, svt, atz “i write thinking i’m kim eon sook or something lol .”
• ele, [ facioleeknow ] “i was born tired and i live to nap” ↳ she/they | skz, svt
• elv, [ userseokmins + userelv ] ↳ she/her | svt “seokmin is the loml.”
• em, [ hyeosi​ ] ↳ any pronouns | boynextdoor, en- “eat, sleep, kim chaewon, repeat!”
• heather, [ seungkwan-s + soonyoungblr ] ↳ she/her | en-, skz, txt, svt “a tea a day keeps the stress away.”
• isa, [ isawritesss ] “wanna live y/n's life soo bad” ↳ she/her | en-
• izzy, [ from-izzy + from-m-izzy ] ↳ she/her | nct, tbz “isn't it ironic how time never waits for us, but we always wait for time?”
• j (jia, jules), [ kyufilms ] ↳ she/her | en-, txt, trsr “i’m warning you now, i haven’t proofread anything.”
• jasmine, [ uwuheeseungie + jeonsbun ] ↳ she/her | en-, skz, tbz, atz, txt, svt “live your life to the fullest. don’t let anyone hold you back.”
• jiseol, [ wvnkoi ] ↳ she/her | en-, zb1, txt “why be scared when you breathe the same air as the lee heeseung??”
• june, [ junkissed + onlyhuis ] ↳ she/her | svt “number one wen junhui lover.”
• kaira / kai, [ hanverse ] “daydreaming about all the fics i want to write” ↳ she/her | atz, en-, skz, svt
• latrii, [ latriii ] ↳ she/her | en-, zb1 “the day gyuvin gets more than 20 secs in a song will be the day i rest.”
• leela, [ kisstuals ] ↳ she/her | nct dream “a total 5% of my ideas actually come into fruiton.”
• lexi, [ midmourn ] “careful, or you’ll end up in my novel” ↳ she/her | nct dream
• lina, [ beomqutie ] ↳ she/her | txt, en- (hyungline) “let’s run away together <3.”
• mei, [ hoonfever ] ↳ she/her | en- “gimme a sec, i need to walk my fish.”
• mia, [ ohmytyong ]  ↳ she/her | nct “daydreaming in neo pearl champagne.”
• missy, [ qqtxt + an-exotic-writer ] ↳ she/her | txt “whatever you do, do it with love.”
• miya, [ jungwonize ] ↳ he/they/xe or any | en-, txt, skz, ive, lesserafim “wake up, cry, and think about nishimura riki.”
• nihyun, [ nihyunluvskookie ] ↳ she/her | svt, skz, mx, bts, nct “escaping the reality right now.”
• nish, [ nishloves ] ↳ she/her | svt, bts, txt, en- “the world sees the displacement they don't care about the distance.”
• nova, [ thediaryofalover​ + love-is-sourgrapes ] ↳ they/she | skz, itzy “i think i can manage.”
• ny, [ ksnfangz ] ↳ she/her | en-, zb1, boynextdoor “i like waffles?”
• plymmie, [ kimchicollardgreens + vvh0adie ] ↳ they/them | bts “fics made with love and -oops- chemical-x too now ;)”
• rie, [ pyeonghongrie + pyeonghongrie-main + pyeonghongreations​ ] ↳ he/him | atz, txt “i may have girlbossed too close to the sun..”
• sarah, [ gyu-effect + woosuns + rutonabae + nishimuraas + chandulset + honeyseob ] ↳ she/her | nct, exo, shinee, sm, svt, tbz, treasure, en-, skz, p1h “famous i’m so fabulous.”
• savv, [ savventeen + nsavvfw ] ↳ he/they | atz, skz, txt, en- “there are two wolves inside me: one wants to be poetic and beautiful while the other wants to be a f**king meme.”
• shay, [ en-zen ] “spoiler: we don't make it in the end... it started when...” ↳ she/her | en-, svt, txt
• sheep, [ wonsheep + heatrache ] ↳ she/her | en- “well, that surely was something.”
• sonata, [ flwoie ] “i break my laptop twice a day because of reading.” ↳ she/her | en-, txt, tbz, gncd, zb1
• soph, [ hanniluvi ] “no one likes sweet by tbz like i do.” ↳ any pronouns | en-, txt, tbz
• stili, [ garlichoisan + min-inu ] “jeong yunho's strawberry darling 🍓.” ↳ she/her | atz
• sunny, [ sunoksunny ] “carry on, dreamer, you are the only one who can.” ↳ any pronouns | en-
• tee, [ hyunnows + jeongcake ] “uncoordinated insomniac navigating through life” ↳ she/her | bts, skz, txt
• vidia, [ heecrush ] “no ac in the crib but i got plenty of fans >:).” ↳ any pronouns | en-
• vira, [ envirae ] “everything i do i do for jake sim.” ↳ she/her | en-, txt, nct dream
• viv(ian), [ orochxi + ujunxverse ] “i aspire to be the a24 of this hellsite (mission failed).” ↳ she/her | en-, txt, atz, aespa
• xan, [ tbzloonar ] “reporting live from eric’s business” ↳ they/he | tbz, loona, txt
• xian, [ forlix ] “always thinking about that damn felix tiktok…” ↳ she/they | skz
• zai, [ scrrra + samudan ] “wizone and zerose before human.” ↳ any pronouns | zb1, en-, txt, le sserafim, ive, nwjns, aespa, iz*one, boynextdoor
• zerda, [ a1sh1teruu + ssanssang ] “mom told me not to talk with strangers.” ↳ she/her | atz, svt
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sw1mmingfoolz · 2 years
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hello!! this is for the ask game 🥺💖 i'm sorry to hear about the sleep attacks ;-; hope you feel better soon !! <3
1) are you a coffee person or a tea person?
2) what's one thing you always need to take with you wherever you go?
3) what's a song you have been putting on repeat lately?
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hello! thank you sm for the kind words, sadly that is just how narcolepsy works haha :') i hope to be medicated soon though!
1) i'm a huge tea person! i collect different flavours; some of my favourites are lady grey, jasmine pearls, mango and bergamot and english rose :)
2) besides my phone and headphones (i am listening to music 24/7 haha), a pen and notepad! i spend a lot of my day writing things down - be it ideas for fics, words and phrases i don't know in korean (it's helped my grammar a lot!) or just things i need to remember i am writing things down a lot of the time!
3) any, muddy water and ttath by skz! honestly all skz atm i am a relatively new fan and it's just been a huge rabbit hole for me, but those 3 are my faves. can probably tell i'm a big hip hop fan hehe :)
thanks for asking! and also for being my first emoji anon hehe, even though i've had them on my other blogs it's always a celebration 🥺💞
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sleepylixie · 3 years
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The Dreamwalker- Incubus! Hwang Hyunjin
Word Count: 1.3k
Genre: Fantasy
Beware of: Elements of mental imbalance(crazy behaviour), Elements of smut(only mentions, nothing specific at all.) 
A/N: THIS FIC DOES NOT REFLECT THE CHARACTER OR LIKENESS OF THE REAL HWANG HYUNJIN IN ANY FORM OR MANNER. ONTO THE FIC!! I had a power struggle with this one, making the words sound the way I wanted them to ( @aliceu​ and @rebecca-noona​ welcome to the cult yet again. Today we’re serving Sex on the beach with a side of Fantasy Fries)
Requests are open for SKZ and BTS! || Masterlist
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Ever wondered how wrong a dream could possibly go for it to become a nightmare? One that leaves you unmoving, still as a statue, even in the deepest of sleep? But what if the stillness wasn’t from terror but from.. from desire? Ask the Dreamwalker, he could show you.
Demons couldn’t create, they were ruled by their penchant for destruction- until the first succubus came along, with an entirely different kind of lust. 
Lilith. She was a headstrong woman, the kind that was unshaken from her beliefs and gladly stood trial and punishment for them. 
After being banished from Eden’s Garden, she lived amongst the mortals, reduced to a fraction of her full powers but still, more powerful than humans.
Lilith fell in love with a mortal man, a mortal king who commanded respect and power, the exact kind of person she’d dreamed of for herself. 
She was shot down the second the king came to know of her true nature- a creature rejected by the heavens, the mother of everything unholy. 
Her screams of pain ripped the sky apart as she flew to safety, bringing down thunder and lightning behind her. 
Her blood rained down to the ground as she created the Demon plane, outside the bounds of everything holy where she could reign supreme without fear
Where drops of her blood fell, there sprang a new race of demons: the succubi and their male counterparts, the incubi.
They were the youngest and newest race of demons but the strongest in their destructive power- They wreaked havoc over the mortal plane with great glee,
their strength came from the darkest fantasies that humans kept locked securely within themselves, particularly of the sexual kind. When a mortal spent enough locked in an incubus’ spell, they lost their wits to the point of madness
At which point the incubi gladly fed off their life forces, reveling in the sweet tang that the newly-damned souls left on their tongues
All of them were devastatingly beautiful, almost angelic in appearance, with their soft skin, silky hair and shapely bodies 
but none more beautiful than the youngest of them all
His name was Hwang Hyunjin.
The Nightmare, some called him, others knew him as the Dreamwalker
There was something about him even his kin couldn’t shake, much less the mortals he fed on
Maybe it was the shape of his face: angular yet soft at the cheeks, narrow hooded eyes with the darkness trapped in the pupils, lips that looked like they were sculpted by mother Lilith herself
Or maybe it was the way he was built:  lean, tall and sharp where mortal bodies were sharp and soft as they were soft but still, carried the aura of something so distinctly otherworldly even without the black wings balanced on his back. 
But it was definitely the way he could make even the most depraved, sex-crazed fantasies into an illusion of love and passion
There was not a single mortal Hyunjin hadn’t succeeded in feeding on because of this depraved skill of his 
Like his looks weren’t enough, he also had to be one of the best incubi there ever walked the Earth.
Of course, with creatures that shined so bright in their depravity, disaster was sure to come knocking 
and surely enough, it did.
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Demons couldn’t love, they were ruled by their penchant for hate-under the first incubi came along, with an entirely different kind of chaos.
Incubi and Succubi felt love as Mother Lilith once felt love- not as a wholesome, fuzzy feeling of warmth as the mortals do 
but as an ell-encompassing hellfire gone wrong, endless and destructive in it’s affection.
It was rare as it was devastating, for succubi often couldn’t control what they felt in their unholy souls for their significant others and often gave their existence away in pursuit of their lover
Hyunjin had seen enough of his older siblings go mad in the sham called love and decided that he would never want to walk down that road for himself. 
He loved his life and his demonic status, he needed nothing more 
Or so he thought, until he saw Amaretta.
Like her name, she was from a foreign land Hyunjin had never deigned to visit 
but one look at her made him wish that he had, 
for what an infallible beauty was sweet Amaretta, with the brightest skin and the clearest eyes, the sweetest smile and the softest hair. 
She carried a scent of jasmine and hibiscus with her, under a deeper tang of an addicting mortal liqueur that always lingered around her.
Hyunjin had to have her, he decided. She was too beautiful, too pure, too...untouched for him to pass up the opportunity
She didn’t pose any difficulty to get to, it was almost like she was waiting for him to find her, the way her shadowed eyes gazed into him as he prowled closer 
and oh, what a dreamland her mind was for a deviant like him
The most indecent desires and the most sinful fantasies that were symphony to his ears 
And oh, how beautifully her body responded to his touch, the most lovely whimpers and the most musical moans that only he could coax out of her rosebud lips
Her aura just begging for him to come back to her every night like she was the flickering flame and he was the smitten firefly, he couldn’t have enough of the beauty that was Amaretta
Hyunjin was bewitched by her existence to the point where he even forgot about feeding on her at all- it became about her pleasure, the kind of toe-curling pleasure that he could give her, so easily 
that it satisfied him even despite the lack of feeding
He didn’t realize it for what it was, that the charm that he had fallen under was the very same curse he had vowed to run from.
Mortals couldn’t withstand the seduction of an incubus for too long, but Amaretta held to her sanity for an entire month before the strings in her mind came undone.
Something broke inside Hyunjin to see his sweet Amaretta, who once shone like the sunlight at dawn, reduced to a mere shadow of her old self
Was it guilt?
He couldn’t bring himself to appear before her when the time came 
Even when Amaretta began to see him everywhere that he wasn’t, even when she was shunned by her village and left in the wood to the wilderness
It was when a panther nearly attacked her that he tore the wild cat apart, then watched 
as Amaretta threw herself at him, smiling a smile that was so vastly different from the one he was used to seeing from her 
Her hair sticking out in the most ghastly way, her eyes sunken into her skull
She looked dead on her feet, a walking ghost 
Hyunjin knew there was a soul left in her, one that was all his for the taking 
But why didn’t he feel the victory he normally felt after a successful hunt?
What should’ve tasted like sweet lemonade on Hyunjin’s tongue now tasted like powdery ash
His honey-eyed, sweet-smiled Amaretta. Her soul was damned, now another lost soul trapped in the Demon plane  
All because of him
So this was the insanity his siblings told him about 
To be able to see the one you care about with all of your sinner’s soul and not be able to do anything when you’re the one that’s causing them all of the pain.
It did drive him crazy, so incredibly crazy that he lost the need to feed,
 it was like all of the life forces he had ever consumed had set a fire inside him, chanting about the wicked harbringer of death that he would forever be. 
He wandered the world as a ghost of his former glory, never again taking pleasure in the fantasies that had once riveted him 
Feeding was a chore now, not an unholy cat-and-mouse game 
Everybody knows about the youngest true incubus of Lilith who was once all blonde hair and dangerous beauty, a tale of caution for a broken heart, a reminder of how flying too close to the sun will always have end in a savage fall to the ground.
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nettlestingsoup · 3 years
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hi Morgan!!! i hope you're doing well? 1, 9, 10, 12 and 13 for the ask? <3
hi honey! i'm doing great, i hope you are too!
1: which fic i'm most proud of... probably either dorian, through cracks in the cobbles, we bloom, or all that makes me holy, i found in you! it's not just because they're the longest, but i think that plays a part; i feel like they're better developed than a lot of my other fic because i really gave them space to grow!
9: this is from the southern gothic minbin WIP; i may have already posted this passage, but i don’t think i have? tell me if i have.
The deer skull above the hearth seems to watch him as he stomps indoors, hollow eyes boring into his skin, and Changbin can’t help but snap at it as he passes by.
“What are you looking at?” he asks, and the sense that the house itself is laughing at him clings to his skin even as he runs the tap to wash away the sweat and heat of the day. Minho’s gaze lingers, too, bright and warm and curious; it feels almost like honey on his skin, or the soft, scented soap his mother had once bought as a treat. It had bubbled easily in the water, silk against Changbin’s skin, and he’d pressed his nose to the paper it had been wrapped in long after the soap itself was gone to catch the last of the scent. Roses, he remembers, and jasmine. Rich and heady and wild.
10: i think my strength is descriptive work (like in the passage above haha)! i’m good at using description to establish a mood or vibe, i think.
12: favourite place for writing resources is honestly tumblr. i follow a few writing blogs who aren’t fic writers just because they often reblog good advice!
13: luckyday on ao3! heal with thyme is probably one of my all-time favourite fics, i re-read it a lot because it’s just perfect. gentle and melancholic and sweet with the ending minsung deserve. some people say love is also beautiful, and one of my comfort fics. i also love inkin_brushes but they write for vixx not skz!
thank you for the asks! this was really fun <3
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dreamescapeswriting · 3 years
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About me
Gender: Female
Star sign: Aries
Height: 5′3/161cm
Time: 3:50pm
Birthday: 21st March (ew its soon another birthday in lockdown 😭😭)
Favourite bands: Skz, BTS, Twice, Itzy, blackpink, monsta x, got7, One Ok Rock, All Time Low, 5sos, offonoff and a bunch more
Favourite solo artists: Lady Gaga, ariana grande, pink, Lewis Capaldi, The Weeknd, IU, Crush, Dean, Jasmine, and more
Song stuck in my head: Talking To The Moon - Bruno Mars
Last movie I watched: Howls Moving Castle
Last TV show I watched: Criminal Minds
When I created this blog: at the end of 2019
Last thing I googled: My favourite dog breed
Other blogs: @dreamescapesrecs
Do I get asks: Sometimes 🥺💕 Would love to hear more from you guys
Following: 170
Followers: 5,217 
Why I chose my url: I used a random generator 😭
Average hours of sleep: 2-6 hours depending on what time I go to sleep and if I had a nightmare
Lucky number: 13
Instruments: Does the triangle count?
What I’m wearing : Oversized hoodie, shorts and A stray kids blanket my best friend got me for christmas
Dream trip: Paris with someone I love
Favourite food: I don’t really have favourite foods? probably anything pasta related
Nationality: White 
Favourite song: at the moment it’s No Blueberries by DPR IAN
Top 3 fictional universes: Marvel, My Hero Acadamia and Sailor moon
I was tagged by @spearb1108 and @dark-peaches 
Tagging: @lynnthevirgo @snowy-meowl @yoongisdumplingcheeks @moonprincessdiviniation @channiewoo @decembermoonskz @mikoto-ica-fics
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thesunnyshow · 4 years
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Name: Rach
Writing Blog URL(s): @dreamystuffers
What fandom(s) do you write for? Mostly BTS, SKZ, and NCT but I’m looking into branching out more in the future
Age: 18
Nationality: Chinese-Canadian
Languages: English, French, Cantonese, Mandarin, (learning Korean)
Star Sign: Aries Sun & Moon, Taurus Venus
MBTI: I/ENFP-T (it changes between I and E a lot)
Favorite color: Purple and/or mint green!
Favorite food: Neoguri
Favorite movie: Your Name
Favorite ice cream flavor: Mint chocolate!
Favorite animal: Alpaca
Coffee or tea? What are you ordering? Iced americano or caramel macchiato (coffee). If I’m at home, I’ll normally just make jasmine green tea.
Dream job (whether you have a job or not): Something involving music that allows me to impact others in a positive way.
Go-to karaoke song: The Ballad of Mona Lisa - Panic! At The Disco
If you could have one superpower, what would you choose? Telepathy!
If you could visit a historical era, which would you choose? I’m honestly not great at history so I’m not sure.
If you could restart your life, knowing what you do now, would you? More music stuff.
Would you rather fight 100 chicken-sized horses or one horse-sized chicken? One horse-sized chicken. 
If you were a trope in a teen high school movie, what would you have been? Band geek and Student Council President.
Do you believe in aliens/supernatural creatures? Not really.
What are some small things that make your day better? Watching the SKZ Fancy stage.
Fun fact about yourself that not everyone would know? I have a Hello Kitty keyboard that I use regularly and one time I brought into work and the IT guy laughed at me.
When did you post your first piece? 
Probably three years ago in 2017?
Do you write fluff/angst/crack/general/smut, combo, etc? Why? 
I write fluff, angst, and crack cause they’re fun. I don’t really have much experience (or more pleasant experiences) with sexual stuff so I’m not really comfortable writing about it.
Do you write OCs, X Readers, Ships...etc?
 I write xreaders and occasionally ships.
Why did you decide to write for Tumblr? 
I remember @inktae opened up SFWBangtan ages ago and I thought she was the coolest person ever so I wrote something up to fill the network criteria and just kept writing.
What inspires you to write? 
Reading other people’s works and seeing stupid stuff in real life.
What genres/AUs do you enjoy writing the most? 
Hanahaki AUs.
What do you hope your readers take away from your work? 
Nothing much really. I just hope they enjoy it and that it stays in their mind for a while. A reblog with some screaming in the tags is always nice too.
What do you do when you hit a rough spot creatively?
Nap or sing karaoke at an obnoxiously loud volume.
What is your favorite work and why? Your most successful? 
My favourite work is ‘things you said at 1 am’ from my things you said series. It’s really angsty but it’s short and well-written. It got me a lot of my first real feedback on this site and it holds a special place in my heart. My most successful work is ‘can I kiss you’ from my 100 ways to say I love you series. Admittedly, I didn’t spend a lot of time on that so it’s slightly discouraging to see 200 notes on this fic and maybe max 150 notes on my much longer fics.
Who is your favorite person to write about? 
Mark Lee!
Do you think there’s a difference between writing fanfiction vs. completely original prose? 
Fanfiction requires less character building in a sense? You have a person with real personality traits to base things off of. I’ve never been a good original prose writer anyways.
What do you think makes a good story? 
Characterization and a good plot.
What is your writing process like? 
Sometimes I outline my fic and then fill it in but most of the time I just write out the dialogue and then I add in descriptions and other things.
Would you ever repurpose a fic into a completely original story? 
I don’t think I would.
What tropes do you love, and what tropes can’t you stand? 
I love anything to lovers but mostly friends to lovers! Also, domestic AUs and proposal AUs. I can’t stand yandere aus. They creep me out. I’m sure there are other tropes I can’t stand but I can’t think of more off the top of my head.
How much would you say audience feedback/engagement means to you? 
The whole world. I do a lot of stuff outside of Tumblr and writings isn’t really one of my passions. It’s something I do for fun. Seeing the lack of interaction between readers and content creators nowadays is really discouraging. A lot of people just like posts and move on and like, that’s cool. You know someone read it, but you don’t know what they thought of it or if they liked it. That part hurts a lot, especially when a lot of time goes into creating content and you get minimal interaction in return.
What has been one of the biggest factors of your success (of any size)? 
I think joining networks and having good mutuals. Also, learning how to better utilize the Tumblr tagging algorithm between different fandoms haha.
Do you think fanfic writers get unfairly judged? 
Definitely. Writing is writing no matter who you’re writing it about. Some people can’t seem to grasp that for some reason.
Do you think art can be a medium for change? 
Of course! I originally wanted to go into music for university because I want to create art that provides comfort for others. If you look at the history of art, you can see different artists expressing themselves and the environment around them in different mediums. 
Do you ever feel there are times when you’re writing for others, rather than yourself? 
I definitely write for others rather than myself. I normally create graphics/gifs and songwrite for myself. Whatever I write to post on here is more to keep myself busy so I’m not particularly attached to it.
Do you ever feel like people have misunderstood you or your writing at times? 
Not really. I don’t really write or post anything that could be misunderstood in that sense.
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Some of them do. They don’t really care. I get teased sometimes but for the most part we all read some fanfiction so it’s no big deal.
What is one thing you wish you could tell your followers? 
Hello! I love all of you! Please interact with me more because I need constant attention and affection and also I’d love to get to know all of you better! Thank you for supporting me throughout all these years on this hellsite.
Do you have any advice for aspiring writers who might be too scared to put themselves out there? 
Just go for it! Tumblr is basically a giant void anyways. There’s nothing to lose so just put yourself out there because it’s easier to take something down than to constantly think about that “what if I’d posted this?”.
Are there any times when you regret joining Tumblr? 
Absolutely. At times it takes a toll on my mental health and I constantly feel like maybe I should be doing something else that will bring me more satisfaction. I have a lot of amazing mutuals though and they make everything much better haha. (Shoutout to all my mutuals and everyone in BTS Fic Hub and BTS Smut Hub)
Do you have any mutuals who have been particularly formative/supportive in your Tumblr journey? 
I think I mentioned @inktae earlier. She’s the one who got me to start writing and putting myself out there which I’m eternally grateful for. @taekemeaway who was my first push into making gifs and colour palettes and even made me one of the admins for @yoonkooknetwork (Lex if you see this I love you!!). @tenkkum is one of my oldest mutuals haha. Our chaotic ‘02 line energy combined is a disaster but he’s been with me basically every step of the way. We even established a network together @starryktown (shameless plug but apply and also apply for @nctcreations LOL). 
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“I know your future will bloom into something much bigger and magnificent.” - Kim Namjoon, Dear Class of 2020 Commencement Speech
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Just For You
Pairing: SKZ’s Chan x OC [Serena] || SKZ’s Felix x OC [Melanie] Genre: school!au, slice of life, slight angst, slight fluff Word Count: 4,994 Summary: Serena helps Melanie to make a lunch box to help her confess her feelings for Felix. Melanie’s curious on why it’s lunch boxes and why Serena made more than necessary.
Warning: swear words. lol
m first SKZ fic ever... also my sister can’t decide on a bias, but for me, i ofc get hit with one instantly. other than that happy reading and kthxbai, Admin Lia~
revised. 9.10.20
"So, Melanie, who from Seoul Academy do you like?" Katherine asked her as the duo were hanging out with their other two friends at Melanie's house.
"No one." She answered as Jasmine disagreed. "That's a lie. I know you like someone."
"I don't like anyone." Melanie denied again as she looked at her other friend. "Serena's the one that likes someone."
The other girl looked up from her book with a blank expression. "Not even."
"Yeah, you do. I've noticed that you've been smiling a lot latey these past couple of months. You're talking to someone." Melanie stated with a smug look.
"It's because I've been watching this anime series and the main couple are so cute." Serena answered and redirected the topic back onto Melanie. "Don't change the subject. You do like somebody. I've seen the love letters you've written and haven't given it to him yet."
"Who?! What?! When?! Where?! Why?!" Jasmine and Katherine both exclaimed as they huddled around Melanie eagerly. "Who is it?! Who is he? Tell us! We gotta know! Oh is it Eric? Or is it Sunwoo? Maybe it's Hyunjoon? Hmm, Taeseon is pretty along with Hakmin, too. Jaemin is a total cutie and so is Mark."
Melanie tried to back away from her two friends while shooting a glare in Serena's direction who just went back to reading with a smile on her face.
"Wait, don't tell me you like someone from the Stray Kids group." Jasmine asked with a worried look. "You know that it's pointless to date someone from that group."
"Yah, why would you think Melanie would ever date someone from there." Katherine argued while elbowing Jasmine. "They're all jerks and think they're the shit."
"Because they're also hot as hell as well as the school's best sports kings. Practically all of them are the top players in our sports teams." Jasmine countered.
"Who said I like anyone from Stray Kids though?" Melanie asked as she pushed her friends away from her as they finally gave her space. "I can like whoever I want to like and it doesn't have to have anything to do with you guys either."
"True." The other duo agreed as Serena continued to focus on her book despite listening in on the conversation until her head jerked up in alarmed upon hearing the next set of words leaving Melanie's mouth.
"Besides, Serena's the one that's hiding something as she's always sneaking off during lunch saying she's just going to the library, but that's a lie."
"No, it's not. I do go when I got time for it." Serena lied with confidence.
"Oh yeah? How come I haven't seen you with new books from the library these past few weeks, hmm?"
"Because you don't read, that's why."
"Right. Nagyung says that she hasn't seen you there since you usually join her in playing Overwatch during lunch time."
"Does it really matter, Melanie?" Serena said in annoyed time as she tried to go back to her reading, but wasn't in the mood to read although she didn't want them to know that.
"Yeah!" Katherine and Jasmine answered instead as they now rushed over to her side leaving Melanie alone.
"What are you hiding? Who do you like? You like someone from Stray Kids, too, huh?" The duo questioned Serena as she mad a face at them.
"I do not." She stated while trying to move away from them. "Besides, why are y'all even asking about who we like. Who do you guys like that you're asking us."
The two girls stopped with their questioning and quietly sat back and looked at their other two friends with a sheepish look as Melanie caught on.
"You guys do like someone or at least probably dating someone, huh?"
"Um, do you guys remember a guy by the name of Chenle is?" Jasmine asked with a nervous laugh as Serena recalled the name. "Isn't he the kid that spilled oil all over the floor whenever we made eggs in Home Economics last year?"
"Yup. That's him. He's the one." Jasmine confirmed with a laugh as Katherine asked a question a second later. "And do you guys remember in the same class a guy named Jaehyun?"
"The one that would always steal pieces of our food whenever we finished cooking it because it was delicious?" Melanie answered as Katherine nodded. 'Yup."
Serena let out a groan before giving the two friends a look. "Y'all wanna do a quadruple date, don't cha?"
"Yeah, but that's not likely to happen since none of you are dating anyone or like someone." Jasmine stated with a pout.
Katherine then looked between Melanie and Serena. "Well, Melanie I'm sure has a crush on someone whereas Serena just hates people and so I don't see her dating anyone any time soon."
"Exactly." Serena agreed with a smile as she closed her book. "Now are we done?"
"Actually," Melanie piped up drawing everyone's attention onto her, "I do like someone, but I don't know if y'all are gonna be happy though."
"It's a Stray Kids member isn't it?" Jasmine and Katherine asked at the same time while Melanie shot them a sheepish smile.
~~~~~~~~~
"So why are we making lunch boxes again?" Katherine questioned as she and the other three were now at Serena's house after going grocery and supplies shopping.
"Because it's the effective way to get a guy to like you." Serena answered with a smirk. "It's not through his heart, but his stomach."
Jasmine looked over at Serena suspiciously. "And how would you know that?"
"From Tiana." Serena chuckled as Melanie rolled her eyes before speaking. "The Princess and the Frog's Tiana?"
"Yup."
"Wow, but what if Felix doesn't like it?" Melanie asked worried.
"Then he's an ass and you should like someone else." Jasmine suggested as Katherine elbowed her before correcting her words. "I mean, do your best."
"Well, how did you guys get with Chenle and Jaehyun? Did you guys make them lunches, too?"
"Not exactly. I don't really remember, but Jaehyun and I had this group project in English this year and we connected right away." Katherine answered with a smile.
"As for me," Jasmine prompted afterwards, "I actually didn't like him, like him. I thought I liked his friend which I don't recall at all, but it turned out I fell for him after I got to know him through being partners in science class earlier this year."
"Hmm, then y'all can start making lunches for your boyfriends while Melanie learned how to make a confession with one and then she can give it to Felix tomorrow." Serena piped up with glee as she clapped her hands together. "Now, let's get started." Serena said as she instructed the other three on what to do.
"Dude, Serena, seriously. How do you get these things to come out good without ripping and sticking it on easily?" Jasmine muttered in frustration after ripping her design for a cartoon character for the third time.
"Yeah, like how do you have the patience for all of this?" Melanie questioned as she just finished putting on the facial parts for her cartoon character. "This takes way too long to do just for one character. And that's after we cook and make the food, too."
"I think it's pretty cool and quite easy." Katherine stated with a shrug after completing her whole characters and lunch box. "Well I mean, yeah the process to do it is a bit tedious, but you have to make sure the food tastes just as good as creating the whole characters for the lunch."
"Yup. What Katherine said." Serena agreed after completing another lunch box. "If the food doesn't taste good, then the whole design is just wasteful in the end."
Melanie noticed the two mini set compartment boxes. "Who are you planning on giving those to?" She asked while pointing at them. "That's a lot of chicken, too. You don't even eat that much chicken."
Serena shrugged. "No one. I just like making these character boxes." She redirected the conversation to Melanie's box instead. "Anyways, Melanie, are you going to add anything else? You actually have a lot of room to add more."
"Well, obviously."
"Serena. Please help me with his face." Jasmine cried in defeat. "I can't give Chenle an ugly lunch box despite how good the food may taste."
"You're fine, Jasmine." Serena reassured, but still went over to assist her friend. "He should appreciate such a thing, but this is how you get it to work."
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It was lunch time and the quartet were near the top of the school where Stray Kids usually hung out as they made the area their little place. Melanie actually entered the area so she could give Felix the lunch she had prepared for him while the other three stood from afar by the door. Jasmine and Katherine were supposed to meet with their boyfriends, but they wanted to be there for their friend first in support. The three friends watched Melanie with anticipation as she neared the group finally getting the attention of the boys.
"Hey, Felix." Melanie directly greeted him as Felix stared blankly at her not moving.
"Yeah, Felix, she's here for you." Hyunjin chuckled as he pushed Felix towards her causing Felix to glared at Hyunjin.
"It looks like she got something for you, too." Minho laughed while wriggling his eyebrows in Melanie's direction.
Melanie ignored the boys' words, but held out the packed lunch anyways in front of her and out towards Felix with a shy, but sweet smile. "I made you a homemade lunch because I like you."
When the other six boys heard that they started to cheer and tease Felix about him having a love confession and the likes. Becoming flustered and acting without actually thinking, Felix just smacked the lunch box out of Melanie's hands as everyone watched the scene before them. Something inside Melanie's tugged at her upon the lunch box crashing to the ground. She stared at the spilled food before looking at Felix.
"You didn't have to do that." Melanie told him with a calm, but angry tone. "You could of just said you didn't like me and not waste the food this way."
The other boys started laughing as they gathered around Felix before saying some things of their own.
"It probably doesn't even taste good, anyways." Changbin stated while looking at the food as Minho agreed before speaking again. "Girls nowadays don't even know how to cook anymore."
"What is that supposed to be?" Jisung asked while giving the characters a weird look. "A bear? A dog? I can't even tell."
"Why is it even blue? Are you trying to poison him?" Hyunjin commented with a disgusted look.
Felix continued to stay silence as he avoided eye-contact with Melanie.
"It was supposed to be Koya the Koala." Melanie answered with a frown. "You guys haven't even tried it so how can you say that? Felix?"
"Because it's a silly and stupid thing that desperate girls do to get a guy's attention." Chan stated with a laugh before continuing. "Next time why don't you ju-Oof"
Chan didn't get to finish his sentence due to Serena tossing her own homemade lunch at him when she moved closer after hearing the words leaving the boys' mouth. Everyone looked at the scene with widened eyes and it was dead silent after that as the group of six weren't aware that there were others around the area.
"How about next time why don't you just find another 'silly, stupid, and desperate' girl who wants to get your attention." Serena directed at him with a mocking tone before tugging on Melanie's hand. "Let's go."
"But, Serena, wait. What about the food and boxes?" Melanie asked in confusion as Serena continued to lead her away while speaking loudly on purpose. "It's not important when it concerns jerks that don't appreciate a girl's hard-work and effort when thinking of the guy she really likes while making them."
Katherine and Jasmine soon followed after their friends when the duo passed by, but not before seeing the rest of the boys looking at Chan questioningly.
~~~~~~~~
"What's up with the food throwing at Chan thing, Serena?" Melanie asked once the quartet settled at a more private area within the school's grounds.
"It's nothing." Serena answered before looking at two of her friends. "Aren't you supposed to be eating with your boyfriends right now?"
"They can wait. You can't. Spill, girl." Jasmine commanded with a stern look. "I ain't gonna leave this alone until you explained why you've been saying you don't like anyone, but clearly there was something between you and Chan a moment ago."
"There's nothing going on."
"That's a lie, Serena." Katherine countered. "Your words were seriously directed at Chan and the way he looked at you once you walked away suggested something."
"Fine." She caved. "He and I were secretly dating these past few weeks."
The trio let out loud gasps.
"But don't ask me about anything else because clearly it's nothing now and not worth mentioning either." Serena told them with a glare.
"Oh, c'mon, Serena. You're secretly dating a Stray Kid member, especially the leader." Jasmine stated with an amused look. "Although rumor is that he's a total ass, he's cute and has such a nice bad boy vibe."
"He is a total ass now that I saw and heard it with my own eyes and ears and we're not dating anymore, Jasmine. I'm pretty sure you heard that I made that kind of cleared. Gah, I'm such an idiot to think he was a really nice guy with just a bad boy front to keep outsiders from bothering him and the rest of his friends."
"That's what Felix once said to me, too." Melanie added with a sigh. "I guess Stray Kids are really a bunch of jerks."
Serena groaned. "But seriously that was such a waste of food on our end, Melanie. I can't believe I threw them at him."
"I know right." Melanie agreed as she frown. "I still can't believe Felix did that just because he got embarrassed by his friends teasing him. He had me fooled."
"Why do you say that?" Katherine asked while rubbing her friend's back in a comforting manner. "Don't be so hard on yourself."
"Because of how he reacted. Guys are always like that when they're with their friends. It's stupid. He's such a big jerk."
"Tell me about." Jasmine said with a sigh. "The one I liked of Chenle's friend was the same way, but now I don't care about him as I'm with Chenle now."
"Yeah, let's not care." Katherine agreed as she opened up her own lunch box. "Let's share these together so that the two of you don't starve before school ends."
"What about your boyfriends?" Melanie asked with a chuckle.
"They have their own friends that have food for today." Jasmine answered with a laugh while also opening hers. "Today is a friendship day."
~~~~~~~~
When Melanie and Serena returned back to their respective classes they discovered that their lunch boxes were returned to their desk all cleaned and empty of food. What was inside was a simple note instead asking them if they could meet at specific spot, respectively.
Melanie stared at the note for a few seconds before stuffing it back into the box and putting it away in her backpack. She wasn't sure if she was ready to face him again after his actions from earlier, but a small part of her wanted to know what he wanted with her. Melanie later caught eyes with Jeongin who only sat one seat up to her right as he stared in her direction. He shot her an awkward smile and before she could say anything Jeongin had tossed something onto her desk and turned forward leaving Melanie to stared at the familiar looking Peter the Rabbit keychain with her name on it. She hadn't seen this guy since junior high when she lost him in the Taekwondo club she was a part of. What was he doing here and how did Jeongin even end up with it.
Serena only glanced at the written words for a second before crumpling it into a ball and tossing it back into the lunch box. Still she knew what it meant even if with that one glance, but she was still upset and didn't even want to think about him or the situation at the moment. Shortly afterwards something landed on her desk from her left, but she quickly picked up the small item and threw it onto the desk of the person to her right. Jamie gave her a weird look before tossing it back not wanting to be a part of whatever was going on, but Serena shoved it to the floor and under her desk. She glared at Seungmin who pointed over his shoulder to see Chan shooting her a look, but she ignored him. By the end of class all the notes she had received and tossed at Jamie were now littered all over the floor around her desk.
~~~~~~~~
When school finally let out Serena and Melanie had met up with Katherine and Jasmine like always at the school's back gates to head on home. The duo decided to just let it be and see what would happened on its own accord. As of right now the quartet were on their way to get boba, sweets, and spicy chicken bits at 3RACHA that was just a block away from school. Unfortunately, the quartet ended up running into Stray Kids on the way to 3RACHA.
"Hey, I just remembered that Chenle has football practice. I'll catch you guys later." Jasmine suddenly announced as she turned around and ran off.
"Oh, yeah, that reminds me. Jaehyun got this basketball thing going and I forgot that I promised him I'll be there to cheer him on. Bye!" Katherine piped up afterwards as she, too, turned around and ran off in the same direction as Jasmine.
"They're such liars." Serena commented with a roll of her eyes. "It's tennis and volleyball season."
"I think I know what's up and why." Melanie stated as she nudged Serena while pointing in front of them. "It's because of them."
When Serena turned her attention onto Stray Kids she saw that there were only two and those two were not who the two girls wanted to see at the moment.
"Wow." Serena said in a feigned enthusiastic tone.
"I know." Melanie agreed as she shrugged. "What do you wanna do?"
~~~~~~~~
Melanie and Serena were casually talking to one another about their day and school work as they waited for their drinks and food while totally ignoring the two males sitting beside them at separate tables.
"You can't ignore us forever." Chan stated once their items arrived. "You'll eventually have to talk to us."
"So, Mr. Lewis just left class because he got a notification on his phone about something." Serena continued talking like she didn't even hear Chan say something.
"Seriously? During first hour he was distracted that he just gave us a free period while he played on his phone." Melanie added with a laugh. "I wonder what it is."
"I think it would be a good time to talk about what happened during lunch." Felix slowly eased the words out in the open. "Like y'know separately in our own pairs."
"Great idea, Felix. Why don't you guys go do that?" Melanie turned to him with a fake smile while pointing in the direction behind her. "You and Chan can totally go talk all the way over there while Serena and I stay here."
"That's not what I mean."
"Yeah, I know."
Felix let out a sigh before confessing something. "I was the one that stole your Peter the Rabbit keychain back in junior high during our time in Taekwondo club."
"It was you this whole time?"! Melanie let out in shocked with widened eyes. "Why?!"
"Because you brought it everywhere with you and it was just so annoying seeing it wherever you go."
"He was my good luck charm! How could you?"
"Because you paid attention to that little thing you did me."
"Obviously. I didn't even know you."
"We were always sparring partners."
"Are you the one I called Freckles?"
"Yeah."
"Oh, that was you? Wow, you grew up."
"Are you making fun of me? We're practically the same age."
"Same difference. I can't believe you stole him because you were jealous."
"I wasn't jealous."
"If you weren't then why steal the keychain and then have Jeongin return it to me?"
While Felix and Melanie continued their little reunion, Serena gathered her drink and bag of chicken bits and quietly left the table to give the duo time to talk. At the same time she had totally forgot about Chan until she heard someone matching her pace when she exited the store. She glanced to her left and saw that Chan was walking alongside her with a few spaces between them.
"You don't live in this direction." Serena stated while giving him a once over. "Why are you headed this way?"
"Because I can." Chan simply answered with a grin. "Have a problem with that?"
"Nope."
Serena smiled at him before cutting him off to jay-walk across the street when there was no on-coming traffic despite it still being red on her end. Chan instantly panicked, ran after her, grabbed her by her backpack, and pulled her back onto the sidewalk.
"What do you think you're doing?" He asked her in an angry tone.
"Getting away from you of course. What else would I be doing?" Serena countered trying to get out of his grip, but Chan held a part of her backpack tightly in his fist.
"No you're not. You could have killed yourself going on the streets like that."
"There was no traffic so I was fine."
"That's still dangerous."
"Look, Chan. It shouldn't matter with what you think of my well-being anymore. Okay?"
"No it's not okay, Serena. Of course I would care."
"Oh, really, why? Do you think it's another way of us desperate girls to get the attention of guys like you?"
Chan's jaw tightened as he bit his cheek and let out a breath before speaking.
"I know what I said at lunch time was really idiotic and jerk-like, but I didn't mean it."
"Oh?" Serena let out in an amuse tone. "So was it just your way of trying to be cool in front of your friends?"
"Look, me and the guys haven't had good experiences with making friends without them using us in the past while growing up. That's why it's just the nine of us and why we bonded so quickly. Also it's just our way of protecting ourselves from people like that."
"Right. And you're just gonna let it control your lives while we're still young and have so many things to experience as we get older, Chan. You can't continued to keep using that as an excuse as time goes by."
"It's just complicated."
"Right."
Silence fell between them as the duo stood on the sidewalk with traffic continuing on while Serena was still stuck with Chan holding on to her backpack.
"The chicken tasted really good this time." Chan suddenly complimented Serena's cooking as he gazed at her side profile. "I'm sorry that the kangaroos got ruined when you threw the boxes at me."
"Sorry, not sorry." Serena replied not looking at Chan, but a small formed upon her lips.
"You know that I got a bruise now because of you."
"I'm pretty sure you deserved it."
The corner's of Chan's mouth quirked up. "How am I'm supposed to explained that to the swimming's coach though?"
"Just say that a kangaroo punched you." Serena mused shooting Chan a look although she turned shy realizing that he had been looking at her already.
"I see you still have your sense of humor."
"Always will even without you."
Silence fell between them again, but this time Chan's hand loosen from Serena's backpack and back at his side.
"I'm sorry for being an idiot and reacting the way I did earlier just now." Chan apologized as Serena shook her head. "I should apologized, too. I just wanted to run away from you and not deal with any of this."
"You do know that running away from your problems isn't healthy and will always follow you right? I'm just speaking from personal experience."
"I'm sure you are."
"How about this. We start a new slate and go from there?" Chan suggested as Serena regarded him. "Secretly or not?"
"Whatever you want. I just don't wanna mess up what we had going on again."
"Oh yeah?"
"Yeah, baby girl."
Serena cringed as she made a face him. "Och, don't start that."
"Do you want, princess, instead?" Chan mused as Serena shook her head. "No, that's even worst."
"Okay. Then jagiya it is."
"Oh, hell no. Don't you even, Chan."
Serena said as she lightly punched him and he laughed at her reaction.
"I know you secretly like them. I can tell it from your eyes despite you cringing."
"Shut up. We're not even that deep into the relationship to have pet names. Our own names are fine."
"Hey, at least you can call me, oppa, this time, Serena."
"I'm not calling you, oppa."
"I mean eventually you will unless by then you're already calling me, yeobo."
"Gosh, you're impossible."
"Just for you. Now how about we go catch a movie?"
"No. I wanna nap. How about you catch a movie alone?"
"Why not do both at my place?" Chan cheekily grinned as Serena punched him. "You're going to lose your Stray Kids reputation by the time I'm through with you."
"I lost it already when you and I started dating weeks ago."
"Ugh. You're so annoying."
"But hey, there's must be a reason why you liked me, right?"
"I dunno. I'm beginning to reconsider my choices at the moment."
"Oh, c'mon, Serena. I'll treat you to whatever macarons you want at District 9."
"Stop trying to pacify me with food, Bang Chan."
"Hey, the quickest way to someone's heart is always food."
"Yeah, I'm beginning to reconsider my choices."
"Don't be like that." Chan chuckled as he hooked their arms together and began leading her in the opposite direction. "We'll have the rest of our lives to reconsider our choices later. For now, let's just live in the moment."
"How far ahead are you already looking into our supposed future?"
"We got eight grand-kids and counting."
Serena elbowed his side as Chan just laughed in response.
Meanwhile Melanie finally got Felix to confessed to his junior high crime.
"I just liked you, but you didn't noticed me until we got into high school, but you still didn't remember me." Felix admitted.
"You do realized that we had Taekwondo like once every two weeks, right?" Melanie asked him with a chuckle. "Even then I didn't show up for all of the activities."
"Yeah, I know. I always got stuck with the teacher because of that."
"Well, at least you're a third degree black belt, aren't you?"
"Yeah."
"So it wasn't a complete waste."
"I guess."
"Anyways, if you liked me then why did you have to act like that in front of your friends?"
"Because they're teasing is so ridiculous and a bit too much."
"Don't you do the same thing?"
"Yeah, but not when it involves another person that you like."
"Oh yeah, Felix?"
"Ugh, Melanie. Don't make me repeat myself."
"I think you should since you're the one that wanted to talk and you practically stole from me."
"Fine. I like you, Melanie. And I'm sorry about knocking the homemade lunch from your hands and stealing your rabbit key-chain. Anyways, Koya the Koala was actually quite tasty. The rice cakes were good, too. Not too spicy like how others make them." Felix confessed and complimented.
Melanie smiled as she spoke. "I remember you mentioning that you didn't like spicy food that much in history class earlier this year."
"Thanks. Anyways, you wanna go to the arcade or bowling?"
"Don't you have friends to do that with, Felix?"
"I'm basically asking you out on a date, Melanie."
"Oh wow. I didn't think you were capable of such a thing." Melanie teased as Felix rolled his eyes. "Do you want to or not?"
"I dunno. How about you say it again?"
"How about I eat all of your food and give you time to think about it?"
Felix took a piece of her ube and thai tea cake causing Melanie to glared at him.
"Um, excuse you. Don't you have your own food to eat?"
"That's Chan and I don't like any of that, but you can have it."
Felix moved the said items towards Melanie as he took the rest of her ube cake.
"My dude, that's mine."
"I'll buy you another one after this. Think of it as our first date."
"Wow. Bold of you to assume that I would agree to a date."
"Not like you're saying no or anything."
"Charming, aren't you?"
"I know, but I'm pretty sure it's all because of you."
"Don't be cheesy. It's weird."
"I think it comes naturally now that I've grown closer to you, Melanie."
"You're so weird, Felix."
"Just for you. Now, after this I was thinking that we'll go to the arcade so I can show off my arcade skills."
"If you have any that is. I'm quite a pro at arcade games."
"Is that so? Do I feel a challenge coming on?"
"Probably?"
"Alright, bet."
Melanie and Felix both shook hands as they determined who was going to be the loser and discussing the rules and details.
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home run honey
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: seungmin/felix (♡) rating: explicit (♡) 8960 words (♡) complete (1/1) (♡) series: wifeys & boyfies (a skz!uni au)
"We have questions. Questions that need answering!” Seungmin raises his hand. “I don’t. I just came for the free snacks.” And that’s when it happens. That’s when subtlety goes flying out of the window despite the fact that Felix has been clinging onto it like a gentleman for the past several weeks in the interests of finally winning Seungmin’s heart. That’s when Felix opens his mouth and says one of the dumbest fucking things he could’ve said in that moment. “I can be your free snack.” Seungmin looks over at him, startled. “What?” Shit.
- In which Felix walks into Contemporary Korean Literature, sees Kim Seungmin for the first time in months and immediately decides he needs to hit that.
Then come the feelings.
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thotforcsy · 1 year
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eighty percent and counting
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: jisung/jeongin (♡) rating: explicit (♡) 116985 words (♡) complete (1/1) (♡) series: wifeys & boyfies (a skz!uni au)
“Can you believe,” Jisung booms, slamming his iced americano onto the table that Jeongin has already claimed in their favourite coffee shop, “that our friends don’t know we’re dating?”
Jeongin looks up from the assigned reading he’s unhappily making his way through and frowns in confusion. “What?”
- Or: Jisung and Jeongin have been dating ever since the summer break. Except they might've possibly forgotten to tell their friends that they are and now they're three months into a relationship that no one else believes is real. Well. This is a little awkward, isn't it?
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thotforcsy · 1 year
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punch-drunk (hurricane)
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: hyunjin/changbin (♡) rating: mature (♡) 14193 words (♡) complete (1/1) (♡) series: fade me, devastate me
They’re not friends, they’re barely acquaintances. Hyunjin doesn’t know how to define what they are, he just knows that Changbin has him feeling so fucking good that he doesn’t care enough to ask.
(They meet at a club on New Year's Eve. From there, things somehow spiral out of control.)
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thotforcsy · 1 year
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his and mine
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: jisung/felix (♡) rating: not rated (♡) 6559 words (♡) complete (1/1) (♡) series: you and me
Felix has never been good at dealing with loss. Never been good at losing Jisung in particular.
Or: it's been six months since Jisung finally had the Hanahaki Disease removed from his lungs. Felix's dreams are still plagued by blood-stained flowers.
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cw: depression, suicidal ideation, blood, ptsd
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thotforcsy · 1 year
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beautiful nightmare
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: jisung/felix (♡) rating: explicit (♡) 16769 words (♡) complete (1/1)
Two weeks after he dies, Felix walks into Jisung’s dream for the very first time. A couple of months after that, Jisung is on his knees in a graveyard at midnight, cradling the body of his boyfriend once again – now very much alive and not just in his head. Not everything is as it seems, however, and soon Jisung learns how even the sweetest of dreams can quickly turn into a living nightmare.
Be careful with who you let into your heart and head.
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cw: character death, blood and violence, non-consensual kissing, dubcon, sacrificial rituals, emotional manipulation
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thotforcsy · 1 year
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open your eyes and see
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: hyunjin/jisung (♡) rating: not rated (♡) 84,366 words (♡) complete (7/7) (♡) series: see attachment a
Ever since they were children, Jisung and Hyunjin have never particularly gotten along. It's a given fact of life: the sky is blue, the sun sets in the west, and Hwang Hyunjin and Han Jisung hate each other. But then their friends somehow get it into their heads that they're dating and instead of setting them straight, the pair decide it's in their best interests to play along.
(In Jisung's defence, it isn't even his idea.)
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cw: anxiety
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thotforcsy · 1 year
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next page, next chapter
(♡) fandom: skz (♡) pairing: minho/chan (♡) rating: teen+ (♡) 16186 words (♡) complete (1/1)
Chan falls in love with Minho like he falls into fatherhood: unexpectedly and with a couple of bumps along the way.
But hey, he's trying his best. That has to count for something, right?
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