#maladptive daydreaming

[tizzberg]

Why I create TIZZBERG (1)

I feel loneness, so I have my paras.

I still feel loneness, though, because I only have my paras.

So why couldn’t we interact with others by pretending to be our paras? Then I could talk about my paracosm, share my life, explore others’ worlds, and engage with other people’s paras.

Like every solitary paracosm finally could be connected together. We are not ALONE. We have each other.

#madd #actually madd #madd experiences #madd negativity #madd struggles #madd things #madd community #maladptive daydreaming #paracosm #daydreaming #my paras #madd parame #maladaptive daydreaming disorder #tizzberg

[y0unginhumans]

Funhouse arc GO

HECK YEAH

IM GOING TO INFODUMP SO HARD ON THIS

TW- HALLUCINATIONS, CHILD LABOR AND MALADAPTIVE DAYDREAMING

The idea of the fun house arc is expanding each character separately in a mirror house, how does this happen? right after Leo and Raph meet! they want their siblings to get along, so they organize an outing to a fun fair!

It really backfires on Raph, bc during a moment where Mikey separates from the group he offers the runner of the mirror house labyrinth, who is a newly mutated fox, retromutagen in exchange to mess with Leo and Donnie, which also backfires on him bc the fox also uses the mystic magic of the mirror house on the whole family.

This affects them in different ways!

It affects Leo with total darkness, something that he is not exactly foreign to since living in the sewers but during that he resorts to his habit of maladaptive daydreaming, where he goes to this story that he created on his brain of the society of turtles that he created as a child

once Mikey slams the retromutagen against one of the mirrors the real world slips into the daydream that was intensively expanded bc of the nature of the mirror house, which effectively pulls him into the real world once he is being pulled away from the mirror house by mikey

Rough on the other hand! Since he is not really into being alone he starts looking into the whole place, yelling for everyone's names, smacking himself against the mirrors without being able to break any of them, he starts being shown pictures of when he was taken by the foot clan, Casey all bruised and beaten up for a multitude of different reasons, he starts getting flashes of the Shredder and the Hamato Clan, he is successfully pulled away once he is able to break one of the mirrors, which led to the emergency exit door of the mirror house

Donnie starts with the visions of Big Mama half drunk telling him how he got him (which is that Draxum sold Raph and Donnie for money to be able to pay rent after the lab explosion) , but the memory diluting itself and he begins trying to break the mirror very unsuccessfully, he breaks down crying bc of feeling like an exotic figure rather than a son that she loved, he starts de aging in a way like the mom of turning red but not in the same situation obviously, and he just lumps there crying for like four frames and then there is the second apparition of imaging of the Hamato clan and his Tech Bo drops direct on his face and then he is able to break through the mirror house

Then is Micheal, my beloved, the whole reason they are there, he start yelling to the fox about their deal, about how if he didnt get him out in that instant he was going to destroy the retromutagen and kill him, he starts getting visions about his first mission when him and Draxum were employed by the foot clan together by the first time, when he was eleven and had better grasp on his mystic abilities, which ended really badly, that is only broken by him hearing Rough yelling, so his visions are replaced by explosions of when he exploded half of Rough's face when he was little in the Jones Family Farm, furing the whole thing he slams the retromutagen against the mirrors and blast the shit out of them with the gauntlet he always has on, thats how he gets to Leo and gets out

After that he just makes a truce with everyone that he is going to try and get along with everyone and not pull more shit on them.

Raph moves in with Leo after the fun house arc, leaving The Foot Clan (Mikey is not in the economic position of leaving the foot nor big mama, the villain of The Night is actually capitalism)

#less-depresso-more-espresso #tw child labor #tw hallucinations #tw maladptive daydreaming #please tell me if i need to put more tws #rottmnt the night au #tmnt separated au #rottmnt separated au #separated au #rottmnt

[softedgessculptures]

Applying the sedona method to let go of the immense passion I had for armin and allow myself to have a physical love out here

#it may not seem like it but i've got tears stuck in my chest #i need to heal from my maladptive daydream #that's why i love him #better save for yourself #ִֶָ 𖥔 ࣪˖ ꗃ 𝐴𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑁𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎'𝑠 𔒌 𝑃𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑡 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 ✐𔓘 𖠚۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ ۫ ˑ

[lolly-in-a-strange-land]

it is at this point in the proceedings that i would like to yeet myself into the sun because my obsession with this man is becoming unhealthy, like i keep watching the interview with him & Kenny, and his fucking voice makes me want sob

#josh silver #like i watch videos #and just my eyes go straight to his hands #you cannot tell me this man fucks gently #i do not believe you #i want him to ruin me #i will pay elon musk a million dollars to yeet me into the sun #i have stayed awake till 3am #thinking about a keyboardist and maladptive daydreaming #my favorite dream is that we're married #it starts out really PG i swear

[avery-the-asexual]

is it normal to see things that are "trauma responses" and unconsiously start to do them?? eg- sh, maladptive daydreaming, etc.

#send help #is it normal?

[charleecat-bat]

Today i'm just heavy in the maladptive daydreaming

i've spent most of my day just on my bed daydreaming to music

rn i'm trying to suss out chase themes

[nonamenotitles]

Heyyyyy maladptive guys.

Have you ever daydreamed your paraself in a sad story and you get feels but you can not NOT think about this scenario.

Why? Why are we like this?

I know I'm on my period so I am more sensitive.

But God

#anxiety #maladaptive daydreaming #paraself

[earthtorosalie]

this is my formal declaration that if i ever get to a place of success of wealth i will be throwing copious amounts of money into the hands of those who can SPREAD AWARENESS ON MALADPTIVE DAYDREAMING DISORDER.

it’s real. it’s valid. and it’s NOT GOING AWAY.

#maladaptive daydream disorder #maladptive daydreaming #madd #daydreaming #immersive daydreaming #madd memes #madd things #madd problems #writer #words #writers of tumblr #iamsosotierd #andsosoMADD

[love-has-a-way-ofgrowingbackward]

Remember that movie Inside Out? Where the emotions controlled you? Well, I think I am controlled by mental illnesses. Like:

"She's trying to sleep off her depression, SQUAD 5, SECTION C: ANXIETY, EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION, MALADPTIVE DAYDREAMING, TAKE OVER NOW!"

#anxiety #depression #mental #mental health #mental health issues #mental diseases #sad #humour #dark humour #funny #inside out #executive dysfunction #maladptive daydreaming #MD #Gloomy #can't sleep #I AM CONVINCED OF THIS

[madd-things]

ik im not the only one thats convinced that her paracosm would blow up and be insanely popular were it turned into a tv show/book series/ movie

#madd #maladaptive daydreaming #para #parame #paras #paracosm #maladptive daydreaming disorder #actuallymadd #maddthings #hey guys!! #tired today #my tummy hurts :( #also #im lonely #i want #a gf #or a bf #or my parame’s current bf specifically #anyway #have a good day ! #happy saturday #luv u !!

[livingwithmadd]

how I feel about my madd

half of me gets really depressed and frustrated sometimes that these daydreams are the only thing that matters to me and consumes most of my life and are the reason I'll probably never get anything accomplished

but the other half realizes this and is perfectly okay with it because I kinda Don't Care about my actual life at all and daydreaming is the only thing that makes me happy so Oh Well guess real life can go fuck itself

#lmao is this relateable or am i Just Depressed #madd #maladptive daydreaming disorder #maladaptive daydreaming #actuallymadd

[softedgessculptures]

Yes, imagination creates reality. The feelings stored in our hearts are projected onto our eyes and senses into the reality of life. However, we have to know how to deal with and accept them here.

I feel like my maladptive daydream has gotten me and left me trapped in an endless loop of ideals and desires... I need to release it and accept the pain of letting go of needing control. Yes, the manifestation exists, the sp arrives, marriage, wealth, etc.... they will come to us. But until then.. have we taken them off the pedestal yet? Will I accept them as an ordinary routine, or will I continue to see them as dreams?

Yes. I am not this body, I am no body. Our true form is beyond any name, label, flesh. But... things need to be blown to the wind

I beg to... develop wisdom and courage from here on out to move on with my life and embrace my dreams.

#better save for yourself #ִֶָ 𖥔 ࣪˖ ꗃ 𝐴𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑎 𝑁𝑎𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑎'𝑠 𔒌 𝑃𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑡 𝐷𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦 ✐𔓘 𖠚۪ 𖥔 ˑ ִ ֗ ִ ۫ ˑ

[jewishdainix]

realised i haven't asked you yet--especially curious about your answers for these xoxo

17. Did you have imaginary friends? Do you still have them?

88. Are you a jealous person?

89. If you lost all your memories, would you have the same personality?

90. Given the chance to reset your life (with none of the knowledge you currently have), would you take it?

93. Do you draw meaning from your dreams, or do you disregard them?

17. no but i used to maladptive daydream endlessly so i do have storeis from characters that feel like friends.

88. yes.

89. probably. i have a really bad memory and most of my life i dont remember right now but i feel like im still me. probably i'll be even more anxiuos

90. not at all.

93. if i remember them, i usually turn them into stories but i dont really think they mean anything.

#asks #these awnsers are less poetic than the others huh #ask game #having so much fun

[greenbpdad]

What are any of those disorders you said? I only know PTSD.

oh well, thats a long answer, let me see if i can be any clear

I’m sure you know anxiety and depression, so let’s start with those. GAD is generalized anxiety, its a severe case in which the person have panic attacks constantly, can cause excessive fear and unrealistic view of problems, within other common anxiety symptoms, may also cause some physical reactions, as headaches, nausea, tremors and spasms.

And there is Chronic Depression (or dysthymia) it can varies from a heavy depression to a mild depression from time to time, but it is persistent for years without any apparent cause. It’s actually pretty common.

The next one would be Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD for short), its a severe cluster b disorder. It impacts the way the person thinks and feels about themselves and others, includes self-image issues, difficulty managing emotions and behavior, and a pattern of unstable relationships. Borders have an intense fear of abandonment or instability, and may have difficulty tolerating being alone. Yet inappropriate anger, impulsiveness and frequent mood swings may push others away, even though they want to have loving and lasting relationships. It is viewed as the most painful mental illness by professionals and honestly i could never sumarize with just one paragraph, i recomend a small research if you wanna know more (or just talk to me directly, i would love to answer all i can).

I realized know i made a mistake answering you, TDAH is the brazillan acronym for ADHD (oops), im guessing you know adhd? if you dont, just ask me again and i’ll answer properly!

and lastly Madd, or Maladptive Daydreaming Disorder. Thats a controversial one, madd is not reconized by the DSM-5 (which is the main system of diagnostic classification) so it’s hard to talk about. But basically it consists of excessive daydreaming, it impacts the person’s life, they become bored with real life because it will never be like theit daydreams, and people will never be like their created characters. A madder can often forget to eat or shower and do their tasks because they are too busy in their daydream. Its really difficult to deal with, especially when the daydreams get agressive and intrusive, the madder often cant control what they gonna daydream about and it can cause aggressive reactions to unwanted daydreams. I also recommend a research if you wanna know more, its very complicated for one paragraph.

Those are the ones i mentioned, i hope i cleared some stuff! The comic is exactly to talk more about those disorders and illness to bring a little bit of awareness about it.

#long post #bpd #borderline #adhd #madd #maladaptive daydreaming #anxiety #deppression

[otp-more-like-oh-the-pain]

the true maladptive daydreaming experience™ is having a 15 hours long playlist with all the songs that you associate with said daydream. turns out it's a disorder :D

#maladaptive daydreaming #just daydreaming #music #playlist #writers #mental health #mental breakdown

[eclipsedshadowk]

Sim Traits Tag

Rules: Imagine if you were a sim, what 6 traits and a life-time wish would you have? Feel free to tag 5-10 (or even more!) fellow simmers to keep this community lively

Tagged by: @simscognito

Traits:

Creative: I’ve had loads of ideas swimming up and about in my head for God knows how long. I tend to make a lot of new OCs, AUs, stories, prompts and such.

Clumsy: I keep geeting injured unintentionally and I often trip on stuff that aren’t there. I tend to have poor coordination and such. Also, I often hit my head on things occasionally

Erratic: I tend to daydream maladptively and talk to myself often 👀

Loner: I don’t like hanging out with people, especially to those in the outernet where I have nothing in common with them. Also, strangers are often scary

Kleptomaniac: I have a tendency to borrow stuff 🤫

Cat lover: I like cats more than dogs. Maybe it’s because we always had dogs when I was younger and I’ve wanted a cat for so long? Anyways, I like my cat more than my dog

Tagging: @silver-shortage-in-markarth, @simslover163, @adridoesstuff, @naikoyukabara, @pperseis 

(I know three of these people are probably not simmers, I just don’t know anyone else to tag :/)