Everything is harder when we are depressed. Don't beat your self up about it
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It’s worse than ever before and I don’t fucking know what to do
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Lost all sense of control
My body’s separated from my soul
- “Repair” by Johnnie Guilbert
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Happy 29th birthday to me 💓🎂🎈
Cash tag is $smol95 if anyone is feeling generous 😁🩷
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That feeling when you know it's gonna be bad, so you just disassociate to get through it.
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Red Wings
Been cutting up my angels,
Been cutting up my skin,
Been breaking down my halo,
Been slicing up my wings,
Been drowning in this wine,
It's on my sheets, my bed,
Does the addiction matter,
As long as it is red?
Been picking on my nails,
Been tearing out my hair,
Been splurging on bandaids,
Been feeling like a spare,
Been slicing at my fruits,
Been slicing at my skin,
I'll lie that it is wine,
That soaks my broken wings.
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My mind hurts from overthinking
My face hurts from crying
My body hurts from living
My heart hurts from betrayal
Everything fucking hurts
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Cause I can’t find my way out this place
I’ve been screaming for days, please help me
I’m locked in this day, no way to break free
That’s when I lost my sanity
- “Lost my Sanity” by Johnnie Guilbert
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"Do you wish you were dead?" We slammed doors in my family. We beat each other up and we asked questions we didn't want answers to and we wielded silence like a dagger. I wasn't sure how to respond to her blunt honesty except with honesty of my own. "I don't want to die, but I don't want to live, either. I don't know why anyone would.[...]"
we are the ants by Shaun David Hutchinson
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It's so funny.. people get that depression leads to suicidal behavior but don't understand that depressed people lack in self care! K1ll1ng yourself? Oh, okay! Not taking a bath? Not brushing your hair or your teeth? not keeping your room spotless? not eating? "Oh too mutch, I can't stand it." Bitch I'm willing to unalive myself you really think I give a damn about my well-being?
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I try so hard to fight the self harm urges, but sometimes I wonder if it’s worth it
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I hope something good happens to all of us today 🩷
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