#me myself &

[jiinjiinjarra]

BTS // Special 8 Photo-Folio Me, Myself, & Jin // 'Sea of JIN island' // Photobook // Pt.3

🎣 Fisherman

Scan Cr. jiinjiinjarra (me)

#bts #bts jin #jin #seokjin #special photo-folio #bts photo-folio #me myself & #sea of jin island #jin photobook #bts scans

[thestarfishface]

Verity (+Rodin) doodle sheet. Trying to remember how to draw for fun :x

#I'm on break for the rest of the year and having to physically restrain myself from working #my dad gave me grief when he thought he saw me working on Christmas #(I wasn't I was playing BG3) #but it's been so long since I sat and doodled it was hard to get into it #imagine being an artist and actually drawing #couldn't be me #art #artists on tumblr #sketch #sketchbook #doodle #illustration #digital art #clip studio #clip studio paint #Star plays d&d #star plays dnd

[fallingyams]

A little thing I wrote a while back when I was revisiting KHR... basically my very self-indulgent thoughts on a BAMF!Skull who decides the best strategy to survive the underworld is by letting everyone else underestimate him.

I've never really been fond of the way he's treated by others in canon, and it completely baffles me why they'd choose to characterise him like this if he's supposed to be one of the strongest seven.

There are ways of making supposedly OP characters weaker - inner fears, disagreements, conflicting loyalties, a person who is their achilles heel, a lack of motivation - you DON'T need to make someone into a bullied lackey.

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As far as navigating the wild seas of the mafia goes, Skull believes that being underestimated is the best strategy.

Skull is a method actor.

And that means embodying clumsiness and hysteria.

He makes mistakes. He plays up his confusion. Joins the weakest family that he could find (With some sense of ethics that he could stomach, obviously. He'd be speeding down the highway in the opposite direction if he so much as caught a whiff of the Estraneo. Ugh, hurting children.)  He botches his jobs. He falls and screams and cries and shrieks. He lets himself get hit and made fun of.

He picks himself up and dusts himself off at the end of every day.

It's a fine balance, this game of being just competent enough to affirm his status as the Cloud Arcobaleno, and yet leaving others completely baffled at his continued survival.

It's a risky game to play, stringing some of the world's most powerful along and playing them for fools.

He is Skull, the world's greatest stuntman. Taking big risks is just another day to him.

You see, those who are born and raised in the mafia have a complacency to them. They look at civilians and think weak.

They look at Skull and see nothing but civilian. Weak. Coward.

These mafia men forget that stuntmen like Skull actively run into death with their eyes wide open. 

They forget that being born a civilian means that they have actively chosen this life of danger. They have seen it all and decided to stay.

So Skull lets the other Arcobaleno have their fun at his expense. He takes on the role of useless lackey and screams into all their ears at the first sign of danger. Makes them forget that he's the first one to spot any danger at all. Lets them gloss over the fact that appearances aside, he was also chosen to stand beside them as one of the strongest, in spite of his civilian background.

It feels like a huge prank he's playing on them, one that may never see an end and it tickles Skull deep inside that these mafioso who pride themselves in their strength and intelligence and spy networks have never quite figured out that Skull is simply performing a role in front of them.

He's content to let life continue on this way. He has no qualms allowing their arrogance to one day cause their demise. After all, the fall of many great men has been caused by their very own hubris.

That is, until, he catches wind of something very interesting.

Reborn has been assigned to tutor the up and coming candidate for Vongola 10th.

A civilian candidate.

And Skull has never quite been interested in involving himself in mafia affairs, but just perhaps…

He could impart some teachings to help a kindred soul navigate this world.

And really honestly, it seems like it'd be fun to fuck around with Reborn. Just a little.

-fin-

Like I REALLY don't get canon. He's a STUNTMAN. Danger is pretty much his job??? He actively chooses to jump through rings of fire and taunt death and the mafia decides he's weak?????

#katekyo hitman reborn #khr #my writing #the yams are writing #skull (khr) #arcobaleno #canon did him dirty #imagine a skull-tutored tsuna though #his hysteria amped up to 100 and screaming at every turn #defeats rokudo mukuro bc he screeches until mukuro begs someone to take him away or so help me i will return to hell myself #at least it's quieter in there

[logicpng]

i missed drawing him already 🍊

#hylics #hylics game #hylics gibby #gibby hylics #hylics 2 #trying to dedicate myself to art studies and such lately #ive always been proud of my rendering but i wanna amp up the skill overall e #doing me best #edit: i forgot the fuckin image descriptions......... goddammit #it's way too late but at least at the source they're described now

[tepli-mravenci]

Oh to have the time and energy (and equipment) to make multihour video essays about extremely niche topics

#(i need to rewatch full 9 seasons of a show (200+ episodes) as research for a video I NEED to make one day) #i live in fear that someone else will think of it by the point i get to it hence why I never specifically said anywhere I wanna make it #but its so incredibly niche it's very unlikely #i haven't even looked into if a similar video already exists because i WILL mourn it like an unborn child if someone makes it before me #yes i just finished watching the james somerton hbomberguy video why u asking #okay so i checked and there are a couple of people who all have less than 10 minute long videos about a PART of what I want to talk about #I practically want to amp up that research about 20 times and then draw seemingly ridiculous conclusions about the show #that will make sense if i explain myself

[front-facing-pokemon]

#manectric #i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk #but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric #el woowoo‚ if you will #a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day #so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday #hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years #looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow #which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations #for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA #plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory #overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me #so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little #worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY #this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains #that's about it #any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar #places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it #also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking #about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

start over/do-over/mulligan/repeat

I want to move out and learn to play bass

with nobody watching me

I want to grow up and stop being watched

I want to feel like I’m free

to be whatever and love what I want

to go where I want and be something I love

but mostly I just want to leave

to start over and relearn the things that I’ve loved

to re-make them my own

I want to move out and move on from this town

and be who I want, alone

with no one watching and no one who cares

I want to keep what I’ve lost to regain

to love what I love again

I want to grow up and leave something behind

but mostly I want to be shown

the way to live and how to love

and stop losing everything I own

I want to grow up and move out of this house

play an instrument for an audience of none

~ xoxo, Love yoU (when you’re not listening)

#i guess i’m just voicing how i feel about the way my brain works and my feelings work via the imagery of #I Can’t Fricking Learn To Play An Instrument With My Parents Looking Over My Shoulder #their interest and opinions in me and what i do make me not want to do it #my dad was going to teach me and the entire time we discussed this i was trying not to cry #i can’t learn things with someone watching over my shoulder i just want to teach myself!! give me a laptop with youtube and a practice amp #and i’ll be good i promise i’ll be good i don’t want to play how he does anyway!! i just want to teach mySELF to play bass 😭 #Lu rambles #Lu writes #sometimes i think i could write poetry #adulthood woes #alternative title: ‘’reset’’

[darlingbudsofrae]

Aaron: Listen to me, I'm the older twin.

Andrew, bored: No, I am.

Aaron, exasperated: Nicky told us we were named alphabetically!

Andrew, deadpanned: Did you ever ask in what order?

Aaron: Well, we could ask mom but SOMEBODY couldn't keep it in himself and killed her!

Andrew: She had it coming we've TALKED ABOUT THIS—

#aftg #all for the game #aftg incorrect quotes #aftg shitpost #aftg memes #the foxhole court #all for the twinyards #andrew minyard #aaron minyard #twinyards #before y'all come for me YES i know andrew is the older one #but nora never said anything abt the twins knowing that so u can take this from my cold dead hands #lemme keep my dumb shitpost #okay i know i just went on a debacle amping myself but can u imagine— #nicky just str8 up coming in and saying— oh it's andrew #the look of horror in aaron's face 💓 #but also i really doubt the twins know since their mother couldn't even tell them apart #raeraegoaway

[bmpmp3]

I NEEED to go back to making art that makes it ABUNDANTLY clear that theres something wrong with my brain BUT NOT in a cool or stylishly interesting way. i need to do it in a way that makes people say "hm." and walk away

#sowwy ive been kinda going through it in my fine arts major rn can u tell HJKSDHKFd #ive been feeling like. scared. and paralyzed by marketability and branding. #i cant stop thinking about how other people will see my art. but not like in a good way #when i was younger i thought about it in a good way. like hee hee hoo hoo the act of looking connected us hee hee #but rn i keep thinking about it in like this wretched like consumer product mindset? ouhhghhhhh el problema es el capitalismo #and like maybe this works for some people. to think like this. to make art like this. its what my professors push me towards #not intentionally. they dont say it out loud at least. im not sure if they know or not some of the irony #my professors are nice and pretty smart and talented and i like em. but sometimes i wonder like. the push for us as students to make like #marketable 'avant garde'? stuff thats safe but pretending to be weird and out there #i dont mean to sound pretentious. in general i play it too safe myself (spent too much time as an edgy 10 year old with my #parents freaking out over my shoulder because they think the fact that i drew an anime character frowning means something serious LOL) #but i dunno man. my least interesting art with the least amount of care thought or effort always gets so much more attention in school #nowhere else oddly. online? people like my more passionate but seemingly frivolous art (oc art etc. not frivolous to me but yknow how it is #same with irl artists and other industry people outside my school. whats going on in my school LOL #i know from experience i cant push myself into a supposedly marketable brand. if i try to make something sell it will not. #i dont know why. maybe theres an invisible essence buyers can tell when i didnt care jkfsldjdfrds #but my teachers LOOOOVE the stuff i put no passion in its so bizarre orz but i gotta relearn how to ignore half of their advice #i used to be better at it. but i also only used to ignore like a quarter of their advice. maybe i need to amp up how much im ignoring #that sounds mean. they have plenty of good advice. but also plenty of advice thats clouded by their own biases #and i gotta relearn how to sort out this stuff again. i forget every few months for some reason #you know i always think ouuhhhhh i act so neurotypical ouhhhhhhhhh im outgoing i talk to strangers all the time i seem confident #im so masked IM SO MASKED but then i go a couple weeks where every conversation i have has people looking at me like #i have two heads and neither of them are speaking their language. and then i descend into madness like this HJKLDSHJDS #i'll be fine i'll figure it out. i need to stop trying to get a good grade in being a 'cutting edge' conventional artist <3 #i need to just. draw my cartoon characters in peace 😔😔😔

[jiinjiinjarra]

BTS // Special 8 Photo-Folio 'Us, Ourselves, & BTS'; 'Me, Myself, & Jin'; 'Me, Myself, & Jung Kook' // 'WE'; 'Sea of JIN island'; 'Time Difference' // Inclusions // Pt.6

🫰🏻 Photocards: 1/1 regular pcs (1 per member's photo-folio); 3/3 random pcs (1 per member's photo-folio; Total: 3); 2/7 random pcs (1 in BTS's photo-folio; Total: 7)

Scan Cr. jiinjiinjarra (me)

#bts #bts jin #bts jungkook #jin #seokjin #jungkook #jung kook #jinkook #kookjin #special photo-folio #bts photo-folio #us ourselves &amp; bts #me myself &amp; #jin photobook #bts photobook #jungkook photobook #jung kook time difference #bts we #sea of jin island #bts scans

[sigery]

More possible fey*

Forest creature selkie (as previous mentioned)

Dryads but for other plants than trees like blackberry bushes or poison ivy (both of my examples are prickly but that isn't a requirement)

Myconid (fungus people. I love the pictures. Just beautiful)

Salamanders (quadrupedal. Talking lizard friend?)

Salamander (bipedal. scaly fairies? tiny dragonborn? They just seem neat)

Salamander (no legs, snake guy)

Kobold (actual tiny dragonborn)

itty bitty slime

*for clarification, the links are mostly image-based in my head, not lore based)

@amphiptere-art @madcatdaderpydrawer-blog @artoutoftheblue

#me talking to myself #rle fey #blue was like fairies and then amp was like more unique fairies and then I'm just like creatures. just whatever

[cosmicdreamgrl]

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#dealing with pms and seasonal depression at the same time? #a nightmare #i have work to be done #and i am excited about said work #but at the same time life's feeling a tad cataclysmic and i don't have the energy/motivation for anything #oh and everything i'm feeling is amped up #so dealing with people today? #not what i want for myself thanks #it just drains me like nothing else #i don't expect anyone to understand #but some compassion/empathy would be nice y'know

[whentherewerebicycles]

i swear to god i do more work in three hours in this job than i did in ten months at the other job lolllll. but i can’t even be too resentful towards old job because 1) i’m out of it and never have to think of it again YIPPEE and 2) the timing of that job (specifically my lead escalating shit to Unbearable Misery Levels) enabled me to be in exactly the right place & right time to apply for this job.

#i am all amped up #partly from knocking out a bunch of shit this morning #and partly from the lowgrade hum of pregnancy-related anxiety #ultrasound scheduled for sunday morning #which feels sooooo far away #but i guess i just have to get through three days after today #i wish interviews were this week so i could kill a bunch of time that way lol #i need to be prepared for the slow rising levels to mean bad news on the ultrasound #but i am also trying to not fret too much or read The Forums #kinda wish i had one more blood test to reassure me or help me brace myself but #trying to also resist the Hunger for Data as i know it is just an emotional desire to assert some semblance of control #over a process i ultimately cannot control in any meaningful way #anywayyyy ok #killing 20 min before my last meeting #then i'm going to drive home and try to listen to a webinar in my car #then i can be done since i started at 6:45 this morning

[descendantofthesparrow]

i feel like that smut audio Thomas did, would’ve been 10000 times better; if they kept his natural accent-I don't mind the British one he put on-but-but-SCOTTISH

#quinn #the inventors apprentice #Thomas doherty #ive been keeping this to myself(i think) #but the writing was a bit...meh-when it started amping up #IM JUST SAYING #but the writing style wasnt really my vibe im sorry #thomas did amazing but the writing was meh to me

[kn96artworks]

post gotchard 12

THIS

THIS GOTTA BE THE MOST BRUTAL EP IN REIWA BY FAR

they actually let mr hasegawa run with a dark faust situation in gotchard

haven't felt this much dread(ha) from kamen rider in a long time

that said dread is such an apt name

#random #spoiler #to rider fans that have never watch nexus #i'm begging ya'll please go watch nexus #also that being said mr hasegawa might even amped it up later in series as a revenge #for nexus untimely cancellation #i think i just scared myself even more #my brain and me