#messges with meaning

[r4zzberry]

do u guyz also scroll thru ur old art and look at the comments/notes people left ech time u feel like drawing or am i weird

oh lords sorry 80% of this post is me rambling in the tags 😰

#like i genuinly chreish it so much when people leave messages in the tags #or comments #or whenever i get asks #i get shy and forget to respond #but the fact people do it sometimes means so much and ye #getting little notes and comments and stuff just keeps me going #lets me know people actually enjoy my art #and it makes me want to make more art #and like….when people leave nice messages about my hcs and stuff #it just means the world to me /gen #anywayz yeah #whenever i reblog art i try to alwayz add little messages because #whenever i get that on my art it brings me so much joy #but sometimes im just really emotionally tired #or i dont know what to say/cant put my thoughts into words #but i try to leave something most of the time #and yea #if yall ever leave lil notes messges or send me asks #please know that i chrish them so much #and its what keeps me wanting to post my art on here #anygayz #lov u guyz so much /gen

[foxcassius]

im trying, like, so hard to not be dramatic. but i need somebody to Fucking Help me.

#i literally have no idea what is wrong with me #it wont even be that bad if i start in march it means i get january and february to juat hang out with jiwon the only real worry is money #especially surviving in cheonan until my first paycheck and paying for my visa run to fukuoka #it will be worse than starting my job but it wont be the end of the world #i dont know why i Cant Stop fucking crying and hyperventilating #i mean i do keep remembering how close i was to it being a perfect situation #and also theres the very real worry that my document got Lost in the mail and i wont even be ABLE to start work in march #im pretty sure to submit documents in feb i would need to REDO my fucking background check #i just #someone please like anyone. please. #send me a messGe about ANYTHI G other than this please. please #t

[strawburrymeadows]

how do u start conversations. like what.

#what do you MEAN i have to be the one to messge first? #(this is about finding a roommate btw. basically there’s a tinder-like match thingy and i matched and i pretty sure by the rules of society #i’m obligated to message first) #anyway it’s scary #i mean what do u even say #I HAVENT EVEN COMMITTED YET! #berryspeaks

[bending-sickle]

love how i don't know anymore whether something Actually bothers me or if i'm just shoving it under the We Don't Think About It (Until It's 5 a.m. Sone Random Morning) rug

#and by love i mean…under the rug it goes #randomness #accidentally deleted years of a messges conversation with a mutual because the app refreshed #between me choosing a spam message i wanted to delete and me hitting Confirm #so it deleted the first conversation on the list which…was not the one i’d selected #This Is Fine.jpg

[gothic-thoughts]

OFC I Don't Mind

Toji Fushiguro x Black Fem Reader Smut

MDNI, Roommate!AU, Friends2lovers, Drabble

CW: sending nudes to the wrong person (nightmare fuel), Toji has a job (😭), Toji intimidating you, some smashing at the end

Not proofread

Toji was still at work, typing on his computer when he was slightly startled by someone blowing up his phone, the ringtone repeating over and over in the quiet room. He rolls his eyes and stops typing, initially giving his fingers a break as he picks up his phone to see his lock screen now covered with messages from you, his roommates. They were all photos.

"The fuck…" Toji squints, typing in his password, "I swear to god if it's a bunch of memes…"

He opened the messages and his heart nearly stopped when he saw multiple mirror selfies of you in lingerie, then braless. His eyes were wide, unable to take his eyes off the screen, the only part of him moving was his thumb when his phone dimmed from lack of activity.

You: SHIT! You: FUSHIGURO DON'T LOOK AT THE LAST MESSGE You: *MESSAGE

He snaps out of his trance for a second to read the new message only for his eyes to roam back to the cluster of pictures in his inbox. His eyes look over every intricate design in the blue lace in the first pictures then to the dark brown areolas and smooth-looking skin of your tits in the next ones. A smirk slowly creeps across his face.

You: Im sorry they were meant for my fwb You: Ik ur mad his name is right next to yours on my phone and I clicked too fast. I'm so sorry You: Istg I didn't mean it Toji: Bullshit. You: Im being deadass,im sorry You: Just delete them

He takes a few seconds to read before a smirk creeps across his face.

Toji: I'll be there in 20. You: What, wait don’t hurt me! You: I said I was sorry. I swear it was an accident Toji: I said I’ll be back in 20 minutes. You: Bro relax! You: Just delete them and I swear it’ll never happen again Toji: Apologize in person. I will be there in twenty minutes.

Exactly 20 minutes later you hear the front door unlock and open from your bedroom upstairs, causing you to freeze in fear. His heavy footsteps climb the stairs. His footsteps sounded like thunder as they got louder and louder with him approaching your room. Finally, you heard him stop and knock on your bedroom door. You hold your breath. He waits outside the room for a few seconds and then you hear him knock again. You can hear his evil chuckle echoing throughout the hall. You take a breath and step closer to the locked door. “....Yeah?” "Open the door." “I feel like you gonna swing on me when I do so--” "Just. Open. The door." “Not if you gonna hurt me.” There's an angry sigh and he knocks on the door again. "You have ten seconds before I kick this fucking door in." “Toji, I told you it was an accident! You're doing a lot right now!” There was a short pause, as it became eerily quiet outside the door.

"Nine." “Wha- stop!” "Eight." “Fushiguro, you don't think this is an overreaction!?” "Seven." “Nigga!” "Six." “Alright, alright, fine!” You say unlocking the door before running back to the opposite side of your room. “It's open…” You hear his footsteps on the other side of the door as he walks in. He rolled up his sleeves as he made his way across the room, tossing his jacket onto your bed before he finally reached you with an exhausted sigh.

He sighs and reaches to hold your chin but instead, his thumb traces down your jawline and he tilts your head up to look into his eyes. His expression was no longer angry as he looked you up and down. You let out a shaky breath, finally breathing at the feeling of his surprisingly light touch. A few seconds pass as he stares at you, his thumb continuing to trace around the edge of your lips before finally he speaks. "I enjoyed ‘em a lot. Only thing pissin' me off is the fact they weren't for me." “Oh… oh…” "If you want to take away my anger, I have an idea of how you could do that." “You… you serious?”

He picks you up and tosses you onto your bed, the swiftness knocking the wind out of you before he even mounts you. You look up at him with wide eyes and lick your lips as he grips your wrists, pinning them about your head.

"You ask too many fuckin' questions. Now, lemme see those tits again."

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Half an hour later, you were both sweaty as ragged grunts filled your room. One hand had your fingers hooked into the messy bedsheets while the other held his shoulder as if he'd go somewhere. His hands were firmly planted into the mattress as he continued moving with jealously-driven fervor. Your phone suddenly rings, showing your fuck buddy's number on the screen.

Toji freezes at first, the movement stopping when hearing the phone. He stares down at you for a few seconds as he tries to process all of this as you hear your phone ring again and again. "Answer it." “What?” "Answer. It." You slowly pick up the phone. “H-ello?” Toji is still staring intently at you as he hears your friend on the phone. He lifts both of your legs to his shoulders and begins to move again, uncaring what your friend could hear. The friend laughs over the phone. “You with someone right now?” “Wh-what? N-no, I'm fine, just… in the shower.” “Oh yeah?” The friend chuckles, “That shower must be packing then." “F-uck you.” Toji smirks when he hears your friend laughing in the background before you hang up the phone. “Sh-shut up, you're… acting like you didn't decide to go as deep as possible, you bastard.” He laughs and lifts your body off the bed, holding you in his arms as he pushes you against the nearest wall. "That a complaint?" “No”

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(a/n): sorry if it felt rushed i literally noticed its been a week since I last posted 😅😅😅

#toji x black reader #toji x black y/n #toji smut #jjk toji #x black fem reader #x black reader #black writers #black reader #jujutsu kaisen x black reader #black fem reader #jujutsu kaisen #toji x reader #fushiguro toji #toji fushiguro

[erose-this-name]

Primer On Stylistic Elements Of Internet Speak (Zoomerese) (from what I've learned by being terminally online)

This is just text, like, normal fucking text. nothing special about this.

Because base English 🥱 only has support for shouting :O (!) questions🤨(?) and statements ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (.), and we wanted to add new registers of voice :P, (and keyboards limit the ability to add new symbols) :-( a lot of new features to the language have to be made out of other symbols or be made of stylistic elements instead of a dedicated symbol. And since there's no dedicated authority to teach people new abstract symbols, they had to be faces so they could be intuitive. ʕ•́ᴥ•̀ʔっ♡

This isn't sARcaSTIc at all, I mean come on, why would anyone EVER want to indicate SARCASM by OVEREXAGGERATING to compensate for """"English not having a sarcasm punctuation mark""""? Like, c'mon, it's not like "/s" or ".~" can also be used AS a sarcmark.~

Oh, yeah? "RanDOM CaPS mAKeS IT sOunD LIkE mOCkiNG" that's what you sound like.

This is TOTALLY post-irony OR meta-irony, where you just, like, SAY what you actually mean but IN A SARCASTIC WAY??? Uh, what is this, some kinda "gen z exclusive" comedy/slang feature?? Like, wow, I guess you would need to do that to "create some distance" between you and your beliefs by giving you the ability to say you were "JuST KiDDinG", or as a "joke" because ""zoomers"" are so oversaturated with content that normal single level sarcasm doesn't work anymore and they need to layer that shit up two or three times, or some bullshit like that.

I'm finna splain txt messg shorthand, aka sms language. its like faster 2 type & kinda gives u a valley grl vibe. itz actually a bit harder 2 learn than the rest of these and I'm not gud at it. kthnx

This. Is. Putting. A. Period. On. Every. Fucking. Word. This. Shit. Makes. It. Sound. Like. You. Motherfucker. Are. Very. FUCKING. Angry. And. Authoritative. (this prosody is also a new [and relatively rare] feature in spoken English as well.)

UwU, what's this? Nya, thiws iws uwu/owo voice! (UwU)! Iwt iws meant towo sowund wike a baby voice, vewy cute (hazawdouswy cute) (UwU!), awnd iws used excwusivewy by fuwwies awnd femboys awnd fuwwy femboys uwu awnd anyaone who uses iwt "iwonyacawwy" iws secwetewy owne nya of those pwobabwy uwu. use at youw own peril (you will wose bwaincewws awnd become gay) nya! RAWR XD

Dis ar teh LOLCAT, it be VRY OUTDATD MEME, but sum bits ov dis style ov brokd grammar an spellin' still appears on teh interwebs in TINY DOSES 2 mak it seem cutr an dumbr or leik a cat 4 ironic purposez, LIEK ONCE OR TWICE PER POST!!!1!1 DO NOT OVAR USE IT LIEK IM U WILL DYE!!!1!1!

uh all lowercase and without punctuation makes it seem childish/lazy which can be used for irony if what youre saying is actually very important or authoritative but you dont wanna sound that way because you are depressed or just wanna feel cute or maybe some other reason idk im just a boy

Exclamation marks (!) indicate excitement and energy! My Dad (ex-typographer) whose really really cool says that exclamation marks (!) mean you're SHOUTING and not to use them!!! And he's really cool, but that's not right anymore because SHOUTING IS INDICATED BY ALL UPPERCASE!!!!!

AAAA WHY ARE WE SHOUTING!?

fUCK CAPS LOCK IS ON THIS LOOKS LIKE AN OBVIOUS MISTAKE/UNINTENTIONAL SHOUTING FUNNY JOKE.

This is Capitalizing The First Letter In Every Word, which is done on Tumblr Dot Com but not much elsewhere. It brings to mind how Titles and Headlines also sometimes Capitalizing The First Letter In Every Word, and gives your post an aura of Authority and to Nounify Something.

Most other parts of the internet™®© do this where they spam copyright and trademark symbols®©™®©© to achieve the same effect as capitalizing the first letter in every word©©™.

>be me >go on 4Chan.org >dies immediately.exe >looks into posts >discovers entirely unique and interesting writing style called greentext >ask why its called that >Get called a "newf*g, desu" >it's mostly used by incels to gaslight fa/tg/uys and /b/***** (they wouldn't censor that) into reading stories they made up about themselves where they become a sex haver >literally no one believes that any greentext has ever actually happened >find incest greentext >ew.wav >read it anyways because ******** (utter self-loathing is important for authentic greentext) >it's just the plot of Star Wars: Empire Strikes Back >mfw

I learned 4Channerish so you don't have to. Seriously, don't.

(If I've missed anything please reblog to expand our VALUABLE COLLECTIVE EDUTRAINING ABILITIES)

#writing #writeblr #spilled thoughts #cursed #linguistics #anyways i think a lot of this will eventually be adopted into standard english style guides and be considered proper grammar eventually may #also oh I don't know GEN ALPHA will make their own STYLE BS and we ANCIENT VENERABLE ZILLENIALS will be crotchety and confused about it

[belovedisaster]

the other blog i asked about this has rightfully refused to humour me by posting these ramblings but maybe ull be more understanding: darkstalker could have been something. namely, a critique of christianity for the modern world. beyond the sympathetic depictions of an unwilling christ like in the last temptation of christ or mystic interpretations of him like in the last days of judas iscariot. no no. he could have superseded all that. because think about it. he is christ if christ were only a man; if he was as the non-trinitarians and deists believe him to be. he is born with power. he is betrayed, he dies and is reborn. but he cannot bring himself to redeem. he is too terrified. he is not the anti-christ in a traditional sense; for he IS christ, but not. when he faces qibli, the nearly-penitent thief - this dismas, who is dying, who is afraid of God's judgement as he languishes on the cross. all figuratively, of course. as he faces him, he cannot redeem him. without the divine wisdom that our christ had, he is too terrified to redeem him. so he offers to this thief all the worldly comforts he can provide - but dismas has tasted death. he has tasted hell. he is still on the cross, a moment away from expiring. dismas wants to be penitent. it is his namesake, his destiny, to be a penitent thief. dismas denies these comforts. and he becomes the anti-anti-christ. a christ without any power supernatural, no, but with wisdom and with goodwill and with a burning compassion for all the gestases of the world, the impenitent thieves, who he cannot save - for he is not christ, but the anti-anti-christ. this is what it COULD have been. darkness of dragons could have been a mystic text, valued by fransiscans and shakers and quakers and perhaps even sufis and wiccans as an insight into christology that orthodox christianity could never provide, living proof of the efficacy and wisdom of seeing christ not just as pantokrator, implacable god, but as well a man who lived his life like any other, who could have been a far different man sans the cup which the father refused to let pass him over. this is what this book, this character, could have been. but they didn't lean hard enough into the MESSIANIC aspect of either character of darkstalker (the anti-christ) or qibli (the anti-anti-christ, dismas). actually, this solves another problem - a friend of mine (sort of; a mutual, more like) hates winter's epilogue in darkness of dragons. everyone does! but if they had leaned harder into qibli's messianic shtick in particular, he could have been a dismas unto his own - a gestas turned dismas, and this transformation could have been what his epilogue contained!! do you see? this is what tui t sutherland threw away! this fame, this insight into christology, this fanservice - if only IF ONLY she had leaned a little bit harder into the messianic thing!!!!!!! anyway there's a scene in darkstalker (the book) where clearsights flying over like a valley of housing?? you know what i mean. and its talking about how the houses are all under mountains and hills. well in isaiah and revelation (and probably elsewhere, too) it's stated that at the end of days all the people of the world, rich and poor, will hide themselves under the mountains. just thought u should know. sorry for being mentally ill in your inbox.

anon i just hope you can understand i took a moment to publish this because when i received this messge at 3am and the first sentence i read was "darkstalker is a modern critique of christianity" and i remembered i'm not getting paid to run this blog i turned my phone off and went to sleepb.ut now that ive sobered and ive actually read this i want some time alone just you and me

#I see your vision i see it with clarity #You are.you are one of few understanders left on the earth #I LITERALLY ALWAYS THOUGHT THE CAVE SCENE WAS. PROBABLY THE MOST FASCINATING SHOWS OF CHARACTER. FOR BOTH OF THEM #their opposites.. you said it all so much better than i ever could i wont even try. I understand you i comprehend you i want the masses #to see this absolute dissertation #wof #wings of fire #also i'm like. completely obsessed with the fact you got turned away by the first blog you asked and then you went #'huh i know what mentally ill darkstalker liking freak might let this into their house' #You were right ???!!??!?!

[butmakeitgayblog]

Dear Andi,

you don't know how much joy you gave me and still give me during good times and bad times.

You helped me through a very tough moment of my life with you stories and this blog.

I'll probably never meet you to give you a present for you birthday, but believe me when I say that you gifted us with amazing and beautiful feelings and stories.

I wish you all the best!

Thank you, happy birthday honey, big hugs! 😊🎉💕

I really can't tell you how much messages like this mean. Honestly hearing this kind of stuff and just interacting with all you guys, it's the only reason I'm still in fandom. Believe me I appreciate you and all your support and kind words just as much, they matter to me. Thank you for such a sweet messge love 💕

#banfox23 #nice things

[a-friend-of-mara]

Forewarning I kinda went off

If you're fine but not fine but you'll say you're good even tho you're not bc you can't be fucked/don't have the energy to get into it maybe just scroll by

Can't wait to get the "Hey Mara, you good?" Messge from the one person on here who gives a shit about my mental health

Hot take

If we saw 4 ads in a day instead of 400 then we might actually care about some of them

When I say ad, I mean billboards, signs, on your news websites, YouTube, Facebook (fuck Facebook), hell even on here

I just don't care anymore

I've had so many ads shoved in my face now *any* ad makes me angry

Even the ads for the animal shelter with the sad music and the black and white slomo footage of dogs in cages with a voice over about dying dogs

I just get frustrated!

I can't care about everything!

I don't care that you market your toothbrush as revolutionary!

I don't care about the latest car's gas mileage!

I don't care what movies are coming out!

I don't care!

It's so many all the time! IMPORTANT IMPORTANT IMPORTANT

SHUT UP!

I fucking hate ads now

I'm fuckin 18

When I was 12 they were "mild annoyance"

Fuck of with your political campaigns

Fuck off with your shovelware bullshit

Fuck off with your ads that might as well he softcore pornogropgy

Why is this acceptable?!

"Mara there's bigger issues in the world"

I goddam know that

Just because an adult has a prosthetic leg doesn't magicaly make their kid falling off their bike hurt any less!

Fuck I'm so tired all this bullshit

The earth is on fire!

People are dying in pointless wars to maintain their rights to exist!

There are countries where being who you are means being 6 feet under in an unmarked grave

There are "loved ones" who would put those they "loved" in those graves

Your children, my brothers, sisters, and siblings. We have to practice in school what to do if there's someone with a gun at the school.

This is "normal"

We practice what to do if someone wants to kill us

Our leadership made owning your own body impossible for a good chunk of its citizens

We are spied on by companies, corporate entities, data brokers, and by governments

We don't matter individually to them

News companies will broadcast and air tragic news about the passing of parents and siblings, someone who was someone else's everything dead from an act of pure selfish violence, an act of unrivaled negligence, a disease they had no hope to conquer

They broadcast these stories, not so the common viewer may hear, but for people to tune in, so more people see the ads they show

So the company makes money

I am fully capable of intelligent thought, discussion, and analytical thinking

I choose not to

If I do I spiral

Because the world is fucked

Our world fucked and we can do nothing!

MY WORLD IS FUCKED AND I CAN DO NOTHING BUT WAIT AND WATCH AS IT BURNS

THE WORST PART IS THAT I HAVE HOPE!

Some wish some part of me still alive from when I believed everything was right and just and simple

That hope that something might change

Put out the fires

Worst of all

I don't know if the hope is false

[my-gaydar-is-on-point]

Hello! I noticed that you were mentioning a Michael/Phillips discord - is that still running? I am a recent convert & would love to find other people to talk about it with! Sorry for bothering you, & have a great day!

Hi!! Yes it’s still running! A bit quiet now but people still share fic and photos and ideas :)) Ill send you link in messge we’re not supposed to just leave one out publicly so we can’t be overrun by lots of trolls suddenly haha

You do mean Michael/Philippa (startrek DSC) yes?

#ask #milippa #73chn1c0l0rr3v3l #mgdiop #ask me :)) #my repost #Milippa discord #milippa edit #discord #Star Trek discord #Michelle yeoh #sonequa martin green #Star trek #celeb repost

[wingekprincessproffssor]

“readers boyfreind bakugou cheats on her and she  

  had enough so she lets everything out finally 

summary: bakugou and y/n been dating for a while but bakugou isnt the brightset boyfriend infact he is very orrgant and very pretty hothead and just particular day y/n finds out that he is cheating on her   warings: toxic realtoinship, cheating

You and bakugou were dating for a year now and when you guys stared to date everyone was shocked i mean They couldnt belive bakugou katsuki has a girlfriend now who would have thought that someone like hım could get a girlfriend like you dispate the shocking your friends and your loved ones supported you but bakugou himself wasnt really the brigthest he was allways so pridefull and pretty competive tawords others  everyone told you and him werent fitting but you allways brush them away cus you belived that deep down katsuki bakugou had a soft spot  and he loved you even tho you had countlees fights with him and even all of them ended up  you crying  over his  harsh words  your friends know how bakugou is so they tried to warn you about his anger but you allways said  “it cant be that bad right?”  but you were worng its was bad like theres that time when you were going gorccery shooping with him and he just blow up cus you picked a rotten apple after his blowing up everyone at the shop was looking at you guys with concered and shamefull eyes  specailly to bakugou but he just garrbed you and all the gorcceries and when you arrived home you wanted to tallk to hm but its was no use he didnt listened and just go to his room saying”whatever nerd” and buy the time passed your universey with him came and you bought him a cake supresingly he eate it  and when it came to you he gave you nothing and when you asked  why  he responed with  “cus i forget it “ which made you sigh at that time  and  now all of his actoins getting to you , you were staring to open your eyes

And a one partculer day you wanted to go shoping to buy some chicken And rice so you told him that you were going to shop and as always he didnt care just like that bakugou was the only one who left in the house and with a smirk he take his phone out of his pocket and dailed a unknown number and he had a big smirk the whole time and after a short while a girl came and bakugou guide to her to the living room and They started to make out in the Couch "ohh baby,you are so Much Better than my shitty girlfriend" he said as he keep kissing her deeply And getting to touchy with her that he didnt heared his phone ringing and his 4 missed calls from you  he fainlly got up to fith one and when he take his phone on his hand he saw your  4 missed calls and your messges about you coming home “shit” he said as he get nervous and the girl asked him whats was wrong  and he brush it away  saying its was nothing  but then he heared the door knock and thats when he was losing his cool so he garbed some  covers to hide the girl but its was to late you were already  in the room with wide teary eyes and  a angry look mixed with dispointment  “how could you !? do this!?” you said as the tears fell down your cheeks  “i dont know how i fell for you!?”you said as you yelled at him “i can expelien ba-” 

Before even he finisheses his sentence you slapped him on his face and his cheek become red "dont babe me! İ had engeuh of your crap! You are just a toxic guy who only thinks thier selfs! And am not buying that crap what You done today has crossed the kime oh and You know what im done with you! " Bakugou looked at you with shocked eyes then the girl looked at him with with careless eyes "i guess its over ha well too bad for You annyways i will be leaving" she said as she put the covers on and take her bağ and leave after the girl leaved you told hım to pack up his things and go away which he responsed with" tch" and went to upstairs to pack up his things and as you proccesed everything That happned you shouldtn be so superised the man was toxic so what could you have been exptected right? But still it broke your hearht to see your ex boyfriend cheated on you like this as you sighed and watch bakugou leaving with his sauit cases you close the door behind hım and just went to kitchen to make your self a tea to Realx but it didnt worked so you ended up crying but thankfully you were able to clam yourself down and as you were about to go to Your room your phone ringed its was deku who was calling you "hi y/n how are you?" He said with his usual sweet voice "not Really fine deku-kun, bakugou cheated on me today and we broke up"you finished your sentence with a cracked voice "oh no, am so sorry! What he done was disguasthing! Am sorry you have to deal With him like this want me to come over?"

His voice sounded so caring which made your lips crawled a smile

"sure, please come" you said with a happier tone

"ok then" he said as he close the phone and within minutes he was there knocking on Your door

"hı deku" you said with a sad smile

"am here so please dont be sad anymore,the guy didnt desvere you" deku said as he warped his arms around you and give you warm hug

"thanks midoriya" you said as you hugged hım back and for the night deku comforted you and you guys even watched some movies and take some pics he Really changed your mood for the Better and at the end of the movie you guys falled a sleep on the Couch cuddling eacother when you both wake up his cute little face was bulshing cherry red

"its ok deku ,i Didnt mind it "

you said as you gave him a Kiss on his cheeks which returned him smiling after that you and deku stared tallking more often and eventualy became a couple he treated you way Better than bakugou and he also wasnt toxic like bakugou. And as for bakugou he was miserable watching you and deku falling in love with eacother but theres was nothing he can do now whats done was done and now he  was watching you  with sarrow and with a huge Regeret for what he did

#bakugou x reader #deku midoriya #deku x fem!reader #bakugou angst #bnha bakugou #mha deku #midoriya izuku #deku x you #bakugou x gender neutral reader #deku x reader #my post #bakugou imagine

[dekusleftsock]

Random observation (and take as long as you need in replying) but I've noticed that people often treat main characters like self inserts, even if that main character has a clearly defined personality. In general, people tend to project onto main characters a lot, making it more difficult to evaluate a main character's psychology. Like, a lot of people call main characters vanilla even if that person has a clearly defined personality and flaws of their own. At this point, I feel vanilla has just been boiled down to describe any character you don't like... I feel like it's particularly unfitting when people call Deku a vanilla character. If they stopped projecting and looked at his actual personality, they'd see that he has tons of personality. You know what I mean?

YES! Oh good fucking god yes this is so common.

I feel like there’s two sides to this. Like, sometimes an author sacrifices the possibilities a main character may react (like ryota from kakegurui) in order to make them more relatable. Their arcs are usually very simple, like getting more powerful or better at the thing. (like gambling or winning over the girl) The women who might be the deuteragonist or simply just a supporting character to the mc may even be more interesting, because the point is for men to project onto the mc so that they can be with “sexy” women or “feel powerful.

That being said… most media outside of a few genres DO MAKE interesting mc. Which is why projecting onto those mc by sharing your own experiences while talking about them (yes I know I’m guilty too, never said I was perfect sidhosjdo) sometimes just doesn’t make sense. They may have relatable ideas but they are not inherently made to be relatable. Sometimes it’s just the authors own personal issues made into a character, or even interesting traits that they like.

I’ve said this before and I’ll say it again, all analysis has bias. Maybe my opinions on Izuku’s anger issues are projection because I too have anger issues. Sometimes bias actually helps us understand characters more because, hey, maybe I’m actually right about it!

I’m confident in my opinions ofc, but while being critical about your pov is important, people sometimes read things differently. There’s no real problem with that so long as it isn’t like, ungodly bad opinions.

There’s some things though that should NOT be read in a different way. For example, the matrix is actually an allegory for being transgender, but because of mainstream media that allegory has been erased.

It solely depends on if you are erasing diversity and importance to that story, or if it is something that could be counted as an HC. (Adding onto canon content that is not exactly specified)

Mis characterization often comes into play because of that bias and our inherent need to project our own feelings onto a character. We have to be aware of that and be able to still look at a character and their relationship to others with a critical eye.

I may not ENJOY todo//deku, just, personally, but that doesn’t mean I can’t APPRECIATE IT for what it is. They have chemistry, a personal and interesting relationship/dynamic overall. I should and do give credit to them for that.

Getting past our biases within analysis is just, so important in trying to look for both the authors intention and the overall message.

So my just, overall take on this is self reflection. Questioning WHY you think something and then estimating on the likelihood in which that evidence indicates the conclusion you believe. If it’s for morals sake, especially when it contradicts the story’s messge, (unless it’s something like genuinely terrible ofc, like use your brain lol) then yeah. It probably is projection.

I’m kinda just tired of people not understanding which parts of their opinions are their bias and which is based in logical evidence.

So, FOR REFERENCE TO ANYONE READING THIS: your personal OPINION of a character is your BIAS, and what they’ve done is your EVIDENCE.

Example:

I think that Izuku is boring.

Vs

Izuku is perceived to be boring BECAUSE he is not as relatable.

ITS ABOUT EVIDENCE! AND LOGICAL CONCLUSIONS! DIDNT WE ALL LEARN THE SCIENTIFIC METHOD????

#I’m tired #vibing #leftsock rambles #bkdk #midoriya izuku #mha deku #bkdk brainrot #bakudeku #bakugou katsuki #bnha deku #mha analysis

[vdlkmj]

She rots deception.

Never once did the young lady named Seraphine Orenda also known as Seo lack affection. Her life is an open book to the public that looks like a perfect dream of many. The heir can easily get whatever she wants in a single snap of her fingers but she was humble enough to share it, humble enough not to cause anyone some dis-stress over small matter such as money, but behind all these conveniences and comforts, there is one thing that she doesn't get often enough. There was sense of feeling, a longing inside her that she could never explain until one day she saw a letter that was solely address her, slowly tracing the letter that says Vandeleur with her finger tips and just like that memories of the past starts to creep inside her vines. Her origin and death all at once.

As memories find their way back onto her the Camp Vandeleur was a fragment of stories Seo's parents told her about, it was said that only peculiar ones around the said city are cognizant of it. It was confidential with norms, prolly because of the fact that the mortals would spit on them. Half of the society already hate the things they can't simply explain with science or their beliefs.

Old visions of Seo standing still with the paramount of magic that came out of the left-field was enigmatic and somehow uncanny, nevertheless the cynical probabilities, the people chose to stay faithful for what they believe. The drought of obliterating hell their enemies trying to upheave in their town for decades made them pay no heed for the consequences of the eccentric encounters Seo had shown with her magic, that even if it means launching an enormous fire, they would prefer adding fuel into it. Whatever it might take to behold— the heir.

So, here she is packing her stuff last minute just to finally have a grip of what's really happening and right on cue a messge flashed on her phone that made her smile reached her eyes. Seo slowly took her bags and handed it to her driver before saying goodbye to her parents, hugging them tight as if it she's not coming home to them and just like that they turned onto dust, they were just an illusion. Them being alive was all in her head and she's off to know if she can do anything to bring them to life. Would the camp help her to find answers or would it be a home she can finally heal to?

[p4w]

what emojis mean in text messges !!!

🙂: theey are smiling

☺️: theyre smiling and their cheeks go up and make their eyes squinty

😀: itd a smile

😁: theyre smiling too

😂: this ones also smiling!!

#personal

[kellyurban18]

I love you guys. I really do, but some of yall are taking my writing and updating once a week for granted so this is just a PSA.

This is a hobby. Writing fanfic is a hobby. It is a funy hobby and one of the two hobbies I have the other is sewing/quilting.

HOWEVER.

I am also a freelancer, a stay at home mom, and a single mom to twins on top of that. I've been a single mom since the day they left the NICU. I had preterm twin babies who still to this day have some behavioral problems that needs my attention.

WITH THAT SAID.

I am a freelance Editor, Beta Reader, Ghostwriter, and Proofreader. I have clients and a job that doesn't officially have a clock out period. I am doing something 24/7.

Writing fanfic is fun, an escape, and something I don't completely need to focus on. Yes I edit it and I give it the courtesy skimming before publishing. But I do not write and edit and proofread my fanfics the way I write and edit for my job.

This is to escape that.

So while I am so glad and happy you guys love my stories that you want more of it, just remember when you comment or private message me two days after publishing a new chapter asking me to update...no just don't do it.

Don't do it to anyone. Everyone has a life outside of this world of fanfiction.

"Just post the chapters you've already written it's not a big deal"

Yes it fucking is Jessica. If I posted every chapter I have written for this story you would be confused. I dumpster write which means for the very first writing of a chapter I just slap down whatever I want to happen which ends up to be about 500-1k words then I edit that like 2-5 times before you have the chapters you all know and love with 3-4k words. Also I just wrote what? An 11k chapter for you little fuckers so relax a bit.

NOT ONLY THAT

I am renovating a home and helping my narcissistic mom with her hoarding lifestyle while also listening to her telling me my freelancing isn't a real job despite the fact I support my self and my family just fine while also giving my sister money on the regular because she won't ask our parents anymore because they make her feel guilty for needing to pay her heating.

(Sorry. I love her I do. She's my best friend when she's on a good day but that switch can be turned in 0.3 seconds I swear.)

There are only so many hours in a day. So many hours in a week. I need more than most of those for my job(s).

This isn't to say I'm not open to comments reminding me,

"hey it's been a while are you going to update".

This is for the person who has religiously private messged me every week since the first chapter asking me to update two days after publishing and then messaging me every day until Tuesday night and messaging me every hour or two on Wednesdays until I update.

Last week when I didn't publish until Thursday she told me I had responsibilities to my readers.

I have never wanted to throw my computer out my window before.

Anyway.

I love you all and this was just a rant.

I will be publishing a little late this week again and probably all month since February is a busy month for me

I have my kids' 5th birthday on the 19th and we are going to Orlando on a family trip from the 23rd through to the 7th. Disney and Universal of course. So please keep that in mind near the end/beginning of the month if I don't publish around there.

Most of you are amazing and the "Can't wait for more!" Comments are great! I love reading your comments!

This was just a rant and a little reminder that fanfic writers have lives outside of this world even if we wish we didn't. Unfortunately the economy isn't very supportive of hobby writers lol

Okay I'm done I think.

Love you all.

It's like 5am over here so I'm going back to sleep.

#fanfiction writing struggles #fanfic writing #i was mad in the beginning but i cooled off #might have overshared but oh well #there is life outside of fanfiction unfortunately #the freelance world is the way to go guys #kay thats all

[munnchausenzip]

reading screenshots of old messges i sent when i was like 11. WHY WAS I SO MEAN ??????

#screenshot of tiny me calling someone a ferret (?) #and saying fuck you im on my girlboss arc #DUDE. THATS NOT BEING A GIRLBOSS THATS JUST BEING MEAN???????? #i need to invent time travel so i can kick myself from 2-3 years ago