#or maybe i'm just dumb

[nau-the-duke]

I'm so unsure of everything I do here kkkk. Tumblr really is new for me

#I feel like an old man #i can't #Or maybe I'm just dumb #I really like this tag thing tho

[tsukikoayanosuke]

🖋 for Chizuko and Tatsuo? Idea, Jonah had accidentally overheard them about how they suffered in the past. But the cousins didn't see him.

why am i being dumb for not able to catch up with others' lore? again, sorry for the misinterpretation and probably inaccurate portrayal of panic attack

Loud heavy breathing was not something that Jonah expected when he entered the Ramshackle Dorm. Worst of all, it was coming from the girl’s hallway. Dropping his stuff to the common room couch, he ran down the hall. Who is getting hurt? Would he need a first aid kit? There has to be one in every bathroom right? Or maybe they’re to hurt to move around? Or maybe-

"In in four, out in seven." 

Skidding to a stop, Jonah pulled himself close to the wall next to the barely open door. It was only now once he counted, he was near Senior Miyato’s room. That actually sounded like Senior Kimoto. Tip-toeing closer to the gap, Jonah took a peek inside.

Miyato was on the floor, legs pulled closed to her chest and both hands gripping her head tight. She was trembling and her breath was still ragged. Kimoto knelt in front of her as he gently grabbed her wrist, rubbing small circles on the skin.

“That's it Chizuko. In in four, out in seven," Kimoto said again. Miyato did as she was told, albeit with a bit of trouble. Jonah frowned ever so slighty. Now, panic attack wasn’t something he was unfamiliar with. Heck, he had several panic attack in the past. It was just seeing Miyato being the one having that, the same Miyato who would kick his ass single-handedly.

It took a moment before Miyato’s breath was at normal pace and she was no longer gripping her hair. Slowly, she lifted her face, looking at her cousin. "I'm okay," she said despite her raspy voice. "Sorry. Had a moment."

Kimoto let out a sigh of relief. "Yeah. No need to apologize."

There were silent for a few moment until Miyato sighed, hugging her legs closer and resting her forehead onto her knees. "I just... I kept seeing them.”

Kimoto scooted closer to her, a hand on her back as he pat her lovingly. “Me too,” he whispered back.

It was then Jonah realized a not so good fact: he barely know anything about the cousins. Respecting boundary is one thing, but the cousins barely tell him anything about their past. Even at their most talkative moment, he knew that there were still things they were still keeping, something dark. And he couldn’t help anything.

That what made him get up and go to the kitchen, opening the fridge and turning of the stove. The oil is heating, flour and breadcrumbs prepared, chicken is whacked, and eggs are whisk. He couldn’t help anything, true, so this would probably be useless. But he is the captain, and he will take care of his crew. If Miyato hungry there will be food prepared.  

It was when he turned around from the stove, crispy chicken on the tongs, he was the black-haired male already leaning against the archway to the kitchen.

“Senior Kimoto.” Jonah balanced the food to avoid from dropping it before putting on of the rack. “I’m making some fried chicken. Would you like some?”

“How much did you hear?” Kimoto asked, voice flat but there was a hint of threat.

Jonah sighed. “A lot.” He turned off the stove. “Do you often get an episode like that?”

Kimoto sighed. “Only when we’re in the rock-bottom stress.”

“Do you...” Jonah scrunched his apron. “Do you ever want to talk about it? Other than to Senior Miyato?”

Kimoto was silent, looking at him as if he was judging him whether or not he is worthy for the secret. “I’m not letting you get involved.”

“I’m pretty much already got involved with you being my dormmate,” Jonah spatted. He didn’t mean it, but there was a small spot, a selfish part of him, that was frustrated. “What kind of captain I would be if I can’t help my crew?”

“It’s not that we don’t want you.” Kimoto said again. “This is just something that only me and Chizuko need to solve on our own.”

The selfish part bubbled up again. "We might be one dorm, but it still feels like we’re strangers. You’re not the only one who have everlasting scars.” A very vague feeling of dread resurface. Even if he doesn’t remember it, his heart could recognize it. The connection was still there. And that was why his hands still tremble whether he saw the unopened package in his room yet don’t have the will to throw it out.

Kimoto didn’t say anything. No words is needed. His glare was enough. It was a few moment that Jonah remembered that he was the weakest member of Ramshackle Dorm, the self proclaimed captain with a measly magic power. Kimoto could easily snap his neck and nobody would remember him. 

As Kimoto walked away, Jonah quickly finished the food and grabbed his bag to go out. He didn’t know where, maybe with Ace and Deuce, or maybe have tea with Crowley and Vil. He just wanted to get out of that dorm. The secret was too suffocating. 

#not gonna lie #i can't tell the difference between tatsuo and chizuko #the sounds too alike #or maybe i'm just dumb #also scattered lore is a thing #Send 🖋 for me to write a drabble with our muses! #the captain is answering! #jonah argentum (my oc)

[emptysnakeskeleton]

I have bandages covering my arm and I lied to anyone who asked saying that there was a tattoo under that but it's just good old wounds and I don't really know how I'm supposed to get out of this situation lmao

#usually im a pretty good liar #i was caught off guard #or maybe I'm just dumb

[dopaminevampire]

Neurodivergency of the day: the attendant at the ray touch tank at the aquarium reminds everyone to take off watches and rings and hair ties before reaching into the pool.

I start wondering if this means I need to let my ponytail out.

#actually audhd #actually autistic #actually neurodivergent #audhd #neurodivergent #autistic #actually adhd #adhd #or maybe I'm just dumb

[bixels]

This Twitter MLP human redesign drama is a mess, leave me the fuck out of it.

#saw people posting my designs to put down other artists' designs saying that i'm the “correct way” of doing things #don't do that #i don't give a SHIT if people are redesigning these HORSES to be fat or “”“ugly”“” people they're all valid #this whole thing is so dumb just say “i don't like the art style” and move on #“hey op i spent 4 hours of time and effort to redraw your shitty redesign and show you how it's really done” you're fucking weird #you know that right? dedicating that much time to cash in on a hate trend when you could be creating something unique and original with lov #your insistence that human redesigns need to be attractive and symmetrical and anything deviating that is woke psy-op brainwashing #is fucking weird. saw an entire tweet reposting my designs listing off how i “got it right.” bullet point: “looks like real people” #the black fat pinkie design with braces that went viral looks more like a real person than any of my designs you asshole #or maybe you spent too much time in high school bullying people who look like that to notice #personal #delete later #do not use my art to belittle artists who've done nothing wrong this legit made me really angry today

[eldritch-flame]

I can't be the only one who didn't interpret Sam and Celia's interactions as romantic, right?

Like. He was literally just being friendly?? I literally didn't even consider him being romantically interested in Celia until Alice brought it up.

Or maybe I'm looking too much into it and it's just a throwaway line of Alice teasing him for shits and giggles, who knows

#maybe I'm just a dumb aro idk #the magnus protocol #tmagp spoilers

[dragondemoness]

Sooooo I just jabbed myself in the eye with a paint pen-

This is what being an artist looks like 😅

#dragon speaks #or maybe i'm just dumb

[yashley]

laura & ashley & imogen & fearne in c3e80 or:

#critical role #ygifs #cr3 #laura #ashley #imogen x fearne #imogearne #lauras like i'm here so imogen is flirting with fearne and i'm tearing out my hair like i want 2 study u but i keep tearing up the papers #the third gif being literally a pretty woman parallel maybe you can't take that from me #imogen flying over to touch her then going what the FUCK thats HOT like it's about how they’re just so dumb stupid with eachother #heres how fearne choosing to contact burn imogen for the highest damage means long con girlies /🤡

[lavenderbushes]

in all my years i just realized that the dentist in finding nemo was the diver that took nemo !!! girl what?? and THATS why the australian addy links to docs tooth shop alright alright pixar you smart bitch

#or maybe i'm just dumb

[smile-files]

not gonna go in depth on my feelings about the finale right now... i'm just so happy for cabby!! :)

#dandy's doodles #inanimate insanity #ii #ii cabby #battle for dream island #bfdi #bfdi flower #ii spoilers #girls who have character arcs and win <3 love them #i think i'll only be able to truly appreciate the finale when i'm able to comprehend the antagonists' motives. like what are they doing #it could be the most beautiful finale ever for all i know but i genuinely do not understand a good 70% of the conflict here #(it probably isn't a good thing when you have to rewatch the whole season to understand a huge plot point in the finale... #...or maybe i'm just dumb and didn't pick up on something obvious :P) #hello clover is the 'green goddess'??? hello

[butteredpenny-reblogs]

There was a post where I saw two people I follow reblog. At first I was like huh? because it was about two people sharing what they like to wear as masculine clothing, on tiktok. And the response amounted to "lmao these women think pants=masculinity!" and there was a picture of miss piggy with a similar caption as the original people used.

I can't seem to find it now, so I don't remember the details, but what little I do remember doesn't sit right with me, especially since those reblogging were also the type who supposedly had similar views to mine on gender? Namely, I could have sworn they held the opinion that being transgender doesn't have to look like traditional ideas of masculinity and femininity, and yet here these same people were making fun of someone because they wore pink when they feel masculine.

Maybe I'm misremembering or misinterpreting. I just keep thinking about wanting to get myself new clothes and worrying about how it presents my gender.

#bp's blogging #bp's ranting #idk maybe i'm overreacting #or maybe i'm just dumb

[watarufc]

i have a german test tomorrow so i think lfc should score NOW and don't ruin my mood

#may jürgen norbert klopp be with me tomorrow #i need all the help i can get #german is not my enemy. but it definitely feels like it #why is that language so goddamn difficult #or maybe i'm just dumb

[rubydubydoo122]

Ok, so I just want to get the general fandom consensus on what they think Jason's ethnicity is, because during DITF he though Lady Shiva was a viable option for his birth mom

#jason todd #batman #batfam #red hood #dc comics #ditft #dc #I'm trying to figure out if the 80s writers were just being dumb or they meant to imply that Jason was ethnically ambiguous #usually he's drawn as white #but so is Dick and Damian even though they're canonically brown #(Dick is half Romani and Damian is a quarter Arab and a quarter chineese) #but maybe Dick and Damian are also just white passing #tim drake #dick grayson #bruce wayne #damian wayne #duke thomas #robin jason todd #robin #lady shiva

[communistcephalopod]

what a crazy twist, i can't believe that's what falin looks like now! boy am i sure glad it didn't get spoiled 87 times across every online platform that knows i'm watching this show weeks in advance, therefore totally ruining the reveal! that sure would suck, wouldn't it?

#i'm sorry i know it's dumb to be salty about this #but like #i tried so hard to avoid spoilers and firget anything i accidentally saw for a second #but i just kept fucking seeing her #idk maybe if you're making art of something really popular at the moment due to an anime adaptation #you could like #wait until that point in the show before drawing a major spoiler??? #maybe that's selfish but like #i cannot be the only one with this problem #falin touden #delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #dunmeshi

[the-cat-and-the-birdie]

Miguel really be like 'you're not supposed to be spiderman but also your dad has to die because you're spiderman and if he doesn't die the world will end and it'll be your fault cause you're spiderman'

Wait Sir you lost me I'm not following can rerepeat your logic? Can you elaborate? Can you rephrase the statement?? I must not be understanding

#Diane listening to Miguel explain Miles being anamoly and having ten thousand questions #but not asking cause she's like 'maybe I'm just dumb. cause Chile this ain't making no sense #spiderman #atsv #spider man #marvel #across the spiderverse #miguel o'hara #miguel ohara #miles morales

[royalarchivist]

[Immediately after Fit brutally roasted a chatter for being a filthy metagamer]

Dono: You became my comfort streamer. It has been great here.

Fit: Oh, thank you so much, thank you thank you thank you. I'm glad I can bring you comfort when I insult the sht out of some chatters, I'm glad I can comfort you. That's right!

Fit: People say I'm nice, no, I'm not nice. I'm polite. Mostly. There's a difference between being nice and being polite, I am polite. I am polite.

#FitMC #QSMP #Fit #February 11 2024 #Top 10 FitMC moments tbh #I have been extremely annoyed / easily frustrated by large parts of the community as a whole lately #(not streamer specific and no specific thing really just all chats & fans being varying degrees of insufferable / annoying and it piling up #to the point where I've considered taking a step away from the series #But Fit's been nice to watch because he doesn't let dumb stuff slide lmao #maybe I'm just getting too old for this #still love the series I just don't want to interact with the chat or fandom much anymore #anyways Fit's voice saying the ''I'm not nice I'm polite. Mostly'' line is very good