another one? damn it drew🥺💦
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The Beginning of the End
I figured it was time to come clean…
Since the modeling pic was taken, the one pinned to my feed, I’ve gradually put on about 30 pounds, all just from increasingly slacking on my fitness routine, and indulging a little bit more than I had in the past on yummy fattening foods. I’d spent my whole life religiously maintaining my physique with rigorous nutrition plans, and long hours at the gym almost daily- and it felt good to relax a little. The past month though, I’ve finally begun experimenting with stepping up my gaining game, and more consciously fattening myself in the form of drastically reducing my physical activities (almost to a standstill) and recently, dabbling with gainer shakes (my last one was coffee creamer, almond butter, protein powder, an icecream bar, milk, syrup, and a stick of butter all blended into a thick creamy shake which I chugged on the spot, then chased with two beers. I actually thought it tasted pretty bomb, but def open to suggestions!!). I’ve spent the last few years straddling the lines between limiting this fetish exclusively to fantasy, and actually engaging with it in real life. I realize I’ve spent so long clinging onto my fit body, because of the privilege and praise society gives to those that looked like me. Honestly I enjoyed that power… It began to dawn on me though, if I never gave in, if I kept living my life pretending to be comfortable in that body, I would only ever attract attention from the people that liked my body the way it was, not the body I felt I deserved inside… I’m almost thirty- I think its time to accept that I’m graduating into the next stage of my life. Getting fatter turns me on and makes me feel whole. It can be intimidating sometimes. I’m hoping by being more open about my gains and desires here on tumblr, I might feel encouraged to keep going down this path even in the face of the occasional doubt and uncertaintiy.
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What if I want Park Jisung to demolish me? Or it could be the other way around, whichever he likes better, I can do both.
What have I gotten myself into with this man, I wanna get outtttt this is so serious
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okay i saw a tiktok about Gojo with Geto hair.
tell me why when i saw that it made me think about straddling him just to pull his hair and make out with him.
here’s the link:
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Don’t let me cum until I’m a desperate broken toy for you, i don’t care how many weeks it takes😵💫😵💫
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How do you expect me to survive😖
y‘all are literally sleeping on this man like he’s so daddy that it physically hurts me🤕
(especially that first pic has me going FERAL)
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Lando is really living his bad boy era and I’m here for it.
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new fav ship prospect is buddy and fabian. imagine growing up intensely religious and conservative and not only do you end up with rich asshole bisexual disaster boyfriend but he sincerely suggests you meet his godless hellish pirate devil prince father. there’s something very charming in all that.
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