#pls i'm still not over them

[cerealbishh]

"Whoever put you on that bull screwed you over, you're better than that. Unless you've gotten a lot worse over the last five years."

"... I was surprised to see you there."

#outer range #outer range s1 #rhett abbott #maria olivares #lewis pullman #isabel arraiza #rhett x maria #... it's been two years and i still don't know their ship name #i just wanted to make a gifset about all the times she's been at his competitions #idk i just miss them #we still have a little over a month till we get them back #outer range 1x01 #outer range 1x03 #outer range 1x08 #pls her little giggle and the hand over her heart is everything to me #if maria has 1 fan i'm all 1 of them #pls the way she was just staring at him until he looked her way...

[confusedgeckotree]

I had a thought (this does not happen very often)

But I've been listening to the Mechanisms on repeat and consuming a lot of related content and GUYS. WE KEEP DRAWING OCTOKITTENS LOOKING CUTE RIGHT

What I want to see is disturbingly realistic octokittens that are just genuinely cats with 8 legs and no tail and they're horrific and mutated and like, awful I want them to be awful. help I can't draw these mfs myself my art style Would Not Agree with me

#The mechanisms #The mechs #octokittens #Please just. I need my freaky lookin octokittens pls #Like give them no real octopus features just. 8 cat legs #Little bug things even #Creatures.. #And the mechs just call them octokittens because none of them have seen a real octopus before #Brain thoughts #Still don't even know how to tag #No idea what I'm doing over here in my corner

[vaguely-concerned]

hoping so hard that the detail about pan being said to be the only god to have died for real before is true just so he and freddie can have meaningful (and hilarious) bonding time post-game. peak potential OT3 dynamic. every time Grace gets on their case about anything they immediately go 'yeah ok but did you die tho' in unison and then high five about it. grace's divine buddy cop comedy duo backup crew slash harem are unionizing help her

#stray gods #stray gods freddie #stray gods pan #stray gods grace #grace x freddie x pan #I am also thinking A Lot about the harrowing fact that pan and freddie would have to contend with the very real possibility #of having to watch grace age and die together without being able to do anything about it #I'm like '...does anyone want to be an eidolon donor for a worthy cause here pls do not separate them' over here haha #we don't know for sure thalia's gone forever right. we could have a muse duo (and pan!) it's not impossible. here's how we can still win

[curiusmeep]

currently thinkin if i'm aromantic.. like.. maybe i'm not.. bi??? maybe i don't love everyone equally but instead love my friends????

like.. i always wanted a relationship.. but as besties.. who can cuddle and maybe kiss... like... is real romantic attraction different????

idk,, my friend i care abt a lot came out as aroace right, and i went to research it a bit more,,,, and i found out about squishes right

and i read through ppl's experiences with squishes and i'm just like..

"hmm, but how's that different from a crush?"

*reads another one*

*terrified* "B-BUT HOW'S THAT DIFFERENT FROM A CRUSH"

like am i aromantic?????? i- I mean ik for sure I'm ace, but aromantic???? MAYBE?????

Help

#AND LIKE I *COULD* ASK THEM (my friend) BUT THEY CAME OUT TO ME JUST A FEW DAYS AGO AND I DON"T WANT TO SEEM INSENSETIVE #and like.. I'm still a teen idk shit #like i haven't even had a proper relationship yet #all of them were on the web #and like i heard other aro ppl say they don't understand how ppl can love someone over the internet... #I'm just very not sure pls help #asexual #aromantic #aroace #maybe #txt #helppppp

[randomthunk]

I'm finally in DS9 season 7 and oh my GOSH how cute are Kira and Odo, it makes my kokoro go doki doki.

#star trek ds9 #star trek #kiraodo #kira nerys #odo #odo ital #kat arts #fanart #it's White Day that's my excuse (I don't need an excuse) #I'm just crying at how cute they are or laughing because they're still like 'go hard or go home' on everything #'well if this is a problem I GUESS I'LL DIE FOR IT' 'ME TOO' #I'm only like 4 eps in to s7 but one of the recent ones was Kira inviting Ezri to dinner and Odo is over her shoulder like 'ouo' #and Kira going '=<= he counts how much I chew pls come to dinner to distract him' #*pounds fist on desk* I. love. them. your. honor.

[sagau-my-beloved]

I got Faruzan, and I also had elegy, I was going to use elegy on Venti but he has a r3 stringless that has high EM. I feel bad for giving her his bow I was trying to save for him, but the only reason I got her was to make him and Scaramoche stronger!

I hope he isn’t mad at me 🥲

😬😬😬

Mad probably isn't the right word, not like he could ever truly be mad at you of course, but maybe concerned fits better? You're not thinking of investing more into her than him right?

He's a bow user too! He's got wayyy more experience with a bow that she does you know. Ha, someone who claims to be a century old or so? Try 26+

And don't think he's forgotten about our dear Scara there, you're not thinking of switching over to the shiny new anemo user, right? Honestly, it's his element, he shouldn't be one to discard so easily

You're in the clear for now, of course your choices are always absolute and he respect them no matter what, but he might just have to prove how he can perform even better with a simple 4 star bow that that nice pretty decked out limited time 5 star one, you wouldn't bench him then right?

#genshin impact #genshin venti #sagau #venti x reader #genshin x reader #yandere genshin au #yandere genshin x reader #i got both of them too lol #completely out of primos now #i really want yanfei tho so i might still try for her when i save a bit if the banner isn't over by then #I can't express how badly I need a 5 star Bow rn #just one hoyo pls #I haven't even gotten a stupid bow billet to upgrade the one he's using now in an unreasonably long time #I've got like 3-5 of all the other weapon billet it's insane #I really think the game hates me I'll be honest #anyway almost done with finals eyyy #I'll be back in like 24 hours or so for real prob #luckily the finals weren't as strenuous as the midterms #I'm gonna have so much free time on my hands #I won't know what to do with it all

[fourteenthz]

VIERAPRIL 23 - BEAM

“What? Not the tree fort?” “The sunset looks better from here.” “Ah, of course. The sunset.”

#viera ffxiv #vierapril #thesa/thancred #ffxiv viera #ffxiv oc #vierapril 2024 #wol posting #wolcred #wolship #thancred waters #i'm #i love putting blur on the subject and making the bg detailed. love it. #also i'm hiding so much by taking this shot from the back but it made sense that way #besides the fact that they.... aren't watching lol #but keep in mind she has her legs over his and her abs are out there which is why I picked this glam 🙏 #i'm still............................ so shy posting this................................................................ but like......... #them......... look..............thesa likes touching his face in case you didn't notice................. she likes him..................... #i just think the wolship is something so in my mind for so long so posting it i'm like sharing part of my brain with you guys #take care of them pls. #x: together to the bitter end

[agapintheskin]

New/official version of Bad Guy!

#pond naravit #leoのcontent #i'm still not close to over this holy shit #pls wath it on yt and give them some views <3

[keybladewieldernier]

Love that they called it "My Happy Marriage" and then every episode proceeded to be a punch in the gut

#my happy marriage #em talks #I'm still not over it it was so good #unfortunately the light novels were out of stock last I checked sksksk #pls yenpress reprint them I'm begging

[twpsyn-who]

Excuse you, where is my "Stiles and Isaac has been secretly dating for a year before Scott got bitten" fanfiction? You know, the one were their relationship got challenged when Stiles began lying to Isaac and finding excused to not meet up, all to help his best friend and co. with everything going on? In which Isaac gets into a big fight with Stiles before he gets turned, which makes things ten times worse when Isaac finds out his boyfriend knew about the supernatural and have been lying all this time? You know what I'm talking about.

#boyfriends to enemies to reluctant allies to boyfriends again #I'm a sucker for secret relationship but also it makes sense for it to be a secret with Isaac's father #I swear Stiles tries at least once a month to convince his boyfriend to report his father after all his father's the sheriff everything is #going to be ok. but also he can understand why Isaac won't do anything about it. All Stiles can do is be there for him #ANYWAY just the idea of people finding out they have been dating all this time? Gold #also the parallels??? because Stiles has prioritised his best friend and supernatural over his own boyfriend where Scott has done the #opposite #we all know Stiles kept it quite just to protect Isaac and keep him away from danger but still. Isaac doesn't see it like that #ok.but them getting back together and then the Nogitsune shit takes place???? they can't catch a break #teen wolf isaac #isaac lahey #teen wolf stiles #stiles stilinski #stiles x isaac #the betrayal man. the hurt. the PAIN. I love it #stisaac #teen wolf stisaac #teen wolf #if there's a fic similar with what I'm saying herr pls pls PLS let me know??? tge idea won't leave my mind and I'm losing it #Scott asking Stiles if he was ok after the break up and Stiles insisting that he's fine while Scott keep insisting and Stiles... #just breakdowns? but like more like blows up. he's hurt and it feels unfair that Scott got to keep the girl and be a werewolf while Stiles #lost everything. even his relationship with his father's shit because of all the lying he has done to protect/help the pack #and for what??? #he lowkey knows is not Scott's fault. Stiles has made some choices and has to live up with the consequences #that doesn't really stop it from lashing at scott before starting to have a panick attack over losing Isaac #yk first love and all shit. that hurts the worst

[byanyan]

...staring at my drafts and realizing i should perhaps consider pausing on answering ask prompts to start getting caught back up on those instead bc the number is back in the 40s & i just found a starter i completely forgot about bc it got lost on the second page :x

#a few weeks of mentally struggling & being out of it has really done a number on all that hard work i did getting (almost) caught up l-lmao #tbf everything except like. 2 threads (& a few unprompted asks that're in there) are all from march & april but. hhhh. #i was doing sm better at staying on top of stuff and then suddenly that all went to hell lmakjfakjs #really tho i suppose i should just keep doing whatever i'm feeling/enjoying the most right? #i'm here to have fun not stress over deadlines that don't exist for replies #need to get better at remembering that. need to..... idk. stop feeling overwhelmed over a hobby lmao #i just!!!! feel so bad leaving things for so long!!! i worry it makes people think i don't want to write w them #or i've lost interest or smth which!!! is not at all the case!!!! my brain just sucks so bad!!!!! #i'm rambling to myself ignore me ajsfksd i'll see what i feel like tackling tomorrow #hopefully?? i'll have some better focus??? bc my writing has still felt v disjointed today and i don't. like that. at all. #but my usual routine around the house is still kinda disrupted & off-kilter until monday which i think is playing a big part in my struggle #so. idk. we'll see. i'm still rambling i'm sorry pls continue ignoring me askjfsd #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

[laneaconite]

Treatment

“Take this pill,” They say.

Take this pill and it should work

 In a month,

                    Three months,

                                            Six.

Take this pill,

And it will make you tired.

                                        They all make you tired,

Because they act on the brain, 

                                                  You see.

Take this pill,

“We’re sorry the others didn’t work.”

We will smile

                    Sympathetically.

                                                 We do care.

Take this

            Pill.

                  It will make you dizzy.

Take this

            Injection.

                           Since it is treatment resistant

Now.

It will hurt,

                 It will make you itch.

You can still keep taking the old ones,

                                                         In case they end up working

                                                                                                          Too.

Take this pill,

                      It should work in one month,

                                                                    Three months,

Six.

No, we don’t know

                               Why this is happening.

We don’t know

                     How to fix it.

Your blood screening was

                                           Normal.

Your CT scan was

                                Normal.

Take this pill.

-Lane Aconite,

March 5th, 2023

#poetry #my work #lane archives #chronic pain #chronic migraines #chronic illness #this poem is still pretty ouch #the us medical system can really suck in its cyclical lack of progress regarding finding out what's “wrong” with a person #due to crazy long wait times for appointments & processing referrals as well as 4 profit health insurance #my chronic migraines had to escalate into epilepsy for me to be seen by an actual neurologist and be taken seriously & even now I still fee #neglected by the system #not because my drs are bad but because they're overloaded with patients #it's really exhausting & difficult to have to fight at every turn to receive the care we need & deserve when we're bent over in pain #in my experience this repetitive cycle really broke down my ability to advocate for myself for a while because I was just too depressed #but hey if you're reading this and you relate: I love you. You deserve to feel better and to be supported by your physicians #I'm getting better care now but healing isn't linear #and if you have insurance & you're feeling absolutely fucking crushed by the system pls look up if they have a nurse advice line & call the #to see if they're able to set up a complex care coordination plan & if the nurses themselves can set up appointments for you #it really helps to have an insurance lady or 3 you can call to set up appts & referrals or check on them to see where they're stuck #I could write a poem dedicated to all the wonderful women in social services who are literally saving my life every time they call

[superduperkas]

Me laughing at all the straight men review bombing and "critiquing" the A League of Their Own series cause they're big mad there's not a conventional straight woman to be found for them to gape at:

#and i know marybell is straight but in the first episode she lists all the reasons men are intimidated by her #over here cackling #they're so mad about media being made without them in mind #a league of their own series #a league of their own amazon #a league of their own #LGBTQ #black #lesbian #bisexual #wlw #sapphic #so many are claiming there are too many queer woman on the show #that it's realistic for the 40s #i swear too many straight ppl especially men act like queer ppl popped up out of nowhere in the 80s #I'm laugh but still irritated #pls review and rate

[fourteenthz]

Always thinking abt how thesa/thancred know everything abt the other. How he is the one that can tell what she's feeling just by looking into her eyes.

And then how for the first time ever in amaurot he doesn't recognize what's happening inside her head. And how in ultima thule, when he sees it again, he learns something new about her that no one ever will. Lies down.

#he's the one that doesn't expect her to always be a hero always the one trying to pull the weight off of her because he knows her and knows #how hard it is for her. and he is the only one that does for the longest time. and then he feels entirely off the loop by the end of shb #bc they are so close to being something and he thinks that knowing her so genuinely is a point in his favor #only to realize that there's something so heavy abt her that he doesn't understand at all. he doesn't know that she doesn't either by then #so it just. weights him just as hard. for him to go patches like accepting that whatever. he still knows her so that will come to light #one day or another. and it does just when they are all back in ultima thule. just when he's councious again and he learns that. #not by her telling him but just genuinely watching her like he learnt most things from her. except this is different #so he just stands there. everybody else overwhelmed by everything else while he has to ruminates that new thing as well. #that 'they don't know' party meme but it's thancred watching scions celebrate and hug each other #while he slowly realizes that part of his girlfriend will never truly be known to him like it was for mf emet-selch and whoever that was #that a part of her is lost with them and maybe that's fine. bc other part of her is now hugging the twins and staring directly at him #and begging for him to come closer to her with her eyes. a part of her that didn't beg either of the other two to stay longer like she'd #been praying for him since she set foot in ultima thule. so that. that's nice. he isn't competing for anything ever #he has that part of hers to love and he is loved just as much by that part of her so yeah. it's nice I think. #...... I'm fine don't look at me. #i like how independent from each other they are and still despite that how damn in love they are. #something about the huge slow burn I have for them in my head helps me tackle that idea so much better. #like how they love for one another grew from just. how deeply theh trusted and respected each other over the years #so that will always be the base of their feelings..... sits down. they are just SO AKSJDJA BITES MY FISTS #sometimes I'm like 'i will thow away my wolship at any minute if canon suggests something entirely different' and other times im like #bitting wolcred hard. no one take it away from me pls they are my extremely respectful and healthy relationship. #dont touch them they are healing. pls. WAIT. #does this damn post means anything to anyone but me???? idek I just like the idea of thesa being so okay with emet and hythlo even #when deep down something in her isn't at all. (its me I'm not ok about them) but also she just. knows who she is at this point. #and she knows the ones behind her are the ones that she loves. its SO MUCH mirroring emet's 'the past we knew/loved' quote #SHE SEES THAG SO CLEARLY. and having that moment in ultima thule being the moment only 1 other person sees it as well. and it's mf thancred #in the end I just adore them and the whole 'you are you and its that you that I love' that they have. not who they were or what anyone else #see of them. nerds in love. disgusting. i need to make them kiss rn or I'll riot. why am I having those thoughts mid creative block DAMN IT #kelly says #wol posting

[ziiykhayl]

Starting the next quilt...

#my art #quilting #sewing #this one will be big enough for my bed and oh boy #it's. a project. #i've spent a week making over 350 octagons (or oxen as my sister is calling them) #then i did the math and realized i'll probably need close to 800 #and i still need to do all the little squares too #f in the chat pls i'm gonna need it #the theme is the night sky and it's gonna be so beautiful :') #but oh my poor hands