#psyched to chat

[psyched-for-you]

hey um <:3 asking so I can know if this blog is a safe place but are u guys supportive of ppl with "scary" personality disorders like NPD and ASPD? bc a lot of mental health accounts will throw them under the bus and blame them for basically every bad thing ever u_u

Hey there!! Short answer is yes!! Long answer is a whole spiel on the construct validity of these personality disorders etc, but it's neither here nor there.

Suffice to say, I'm not in favor of throwing anyone under the bus. As someone with a psychotic disorder, I'm well aware what it's like to be demonized.

For those reading along, who may have found solace or meaning in terms like "narcissistic abuse" etc, who may be confused why we are "protecting narcissists": It's just called abuse, and the people who perpetuate abuse are abusers, not people with specific personality disorders. I completely empathize with the sense of meaning that this kind of "explanation" can provide, but ultimately it does more harm than good.

I'm not in the mood to entertain discourse about the topic though, so I won't be answering further asks on it for now.

-Quinn

#psyched to chat #chat with quinn #ableism tw #abuse tw

[lawlietscaramels]

he's a platypus to me

#i love him so much sometimes it surprises me #my books came!!!!!!!!! #bb im coming for you with my one high school psych class #death note #lei chats #l lawliet #death note manga #death note short stories #l lawliet manga #dn #manga #manga panel

[bojanus]

Harrow the Ninth spoilers but holy shit NOBODY is doing it like Harrow she literally put her OWN FUCKING BONE MARROW into soup to make it burst from her enemy's chest like the fucking Alien.... Like ma'am the dedication? The skill? The DRAMA of doing it in front of God and everyone??? Literally nobody doing it like her

#harrow the ninth #htn spoilers #the locked tomb #tlt #tlt spoilers #when i read she was practicing soup #i was like 'aww okay might be good #for her to connect with something #outside of necromancy' #like wow healthy queen #and then ahahaha #PSYCH perfect murder plot #omfg she is perfection #I'm only partway thru reading plz no one spoil #bojanus chats

[macfrog]

Could we maybe have a little Vday special with our guy Mr Miller??

how did you know 🫵🏼 get outta my computer

He parts your thighs wider, tongue dipping lower and deeper as he laps at your core, almost fucking panting against it. You squirm lazily beneath him, shoulders tensing and untensing, a half-limp wrist lifting to pet his hair and an attempt at his name between your lips. Joel, you whimper, thick with sleep and something more dangerous. I know, baby, he’s telling you, I know, and his tongue slips inside again. His hips grind into the mattress, cock an agonizing stiffness against the sturdy edge. He can feel the wet in his boxers, the precome slicking up the inside of the cotton. Fuck, he wants to be inside you so badly, so desperately.

dropping tmrw (she says, hopefully. wistfully. with a pinch of nervous doubt)

#chats w max #anon #psyche and cupid #tw somnophilia

[bodega-catto]

#jjk #gojo satoru #geto suguru #jujutsu kaisen #sugusato #gego #satosugu #this manga panel cause irreparable damage to my psyche that I still don’t know how to cure #whenever I see ‘I had fun’ don’t even joke lad #and the fact that he felt fucking ALONE ALL THE TIME AND HE WAS TALKING ABOUT HOW NO ONE UNDERSTOOD HIM #no one but GETO AND THATS WHY HE WAS THERE WITH HIM IM SO SICK #so before you come at me I tag it sgst bc he’s having his last chat with Geto #so how is it not #jjk 236 #the fact that it’s called the easy way out #gege…… #anyway #manga spoilers #i guess???? #if you don’t know he dies by this point idk what to say it was international news

[redtippedfox]

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

Old followers remember my Akuma! Adrien Eros design! For this Valentine’s Day I decided to bring him back! I even wrote a small snipet! I know by the time I upload this it’s gonna be late but I had a pretty busy day and I am just glad that I was able to even finish this!

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She couldn’t see anything, Eros’s wings were covering her, she couldn’t see, she couldn’t hear. All she could feel was Adrien’s-no…Eros’s magic trying to transform her, make her surrender to his power. Become what he wanted her to become. The intense feeling of his love was like a noose around her neck, suffocating and sweet. Oh god it was so sweet and warm and it…She was suffocating, she needed air but if she desired air she would have to give in.

Marinette tried to claw at the golden armor of her lover-no! Her friend! He wasn’t her lover! He was her friend! He made that clear that he wasn’t in love with Marinette!

Yes he is, you can have his love if you just give in

Her fingers pulled and scraped against the metallic metal as Eros squeezed tighter, his golden armor shining as bright as the sun. She can feel Adrien’s breath, he’s chuckling, he waiting.

Waiting for her to stop fighting and just surrender

Marinette lets out a muffled cry as another wave of love slams into her, his feathers so soft and comforting, so tempting to just surrender and see the sun again.

He is the sun, you can see him again if you just stop fighting

“Adrien please.” She begs, his wings shift, becoming tighter as he buries his face into her hair. “Please, let me go…Adrien!”

Marinette can’t tell which Miraculous is being used, Juliation, Passion, Pretension? It’s strong, familiar, it might be Diazzi or Ziggy. Orikko could work to but he can’t do anything with love for those concepts belonged to others.

“Adrien, you have to let go! Please! You’ve been Akumatized, this isn’t what you want!” She tries to pull his real self out, but the wings fold in more, Adrien’s head shifts from his place in her hair.

You are what he wants, just give him what he wants, he just wants you

As she struggled Marinette could remember how quickly Adrien had given into Monarchs control, one minute Lila had been whispering something to him, the Akuma sank into his ring and the next he was Eros, flying high into the sky and the diving down, grabbing Marinette and trapping her in his wings.

He learned the truth, he knows you love him, he loves you too…so why fight when he knows?

Marinette couldn’t breathe

He’ll be your oxygen, just give in

Marinette couldn’t see

He’ll be your eyes, just give in

She wanted it to stop!

She needed it to stop! She had to transform! She had to save him!

You can save him by loving him

No! She needed to get out! She needed to-

“Marinette please…just give in…just let me love you the way you did all those years ago”

His voice is the same but it’s weak, it’s vulnerable, it’s needy…it’s full of love.

She gives in

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Marinette intakes her first breath of air, her vision reappears as the soft wings gracefully open up, she feels lighter. Eros’s wings flair out revealing the world around them has changed, it’s prettier and softer. Marinette feels dizzy for a few seconds as he sees the rest of her legs transformed. Her pants and slippers gone as a light pink dress replaces her original clothes.

“There we go, isn’t that better? It feels good to give in rather than fight it.” Adrien chuckles as he looks down at Marinette, his face beaming brightly almost as bright as his halo that resides on his head.

Marinette doesn’t say anything as her conscious is drowned by the loving feeling.

Eros smiles and holds her tight.

“I love you Marinette.”

“Say you love me too”

Marinette gives in.

“I love you too…Adrien.”

Eros has found his Psyche and he doesn’t plan on letting her go.

He’ll make sure she stays

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir #marinette dupain cheng #adrien agreste #fox’s art #my art #akumatized adrien #eros and psyche #valentines day #might turn this into a fic #happy valentine's day #adrienette #adrien x marinette #miraculous fanart

[volivolition]

reading the "after the mind, the world again" ttrpg rulebook and im in love with it

my god i am so affectionate towards them. but MAN this is so fucking cool i wish i wasnt a scared little guy so i could play ttrpgs hkjhd...

#chemi chats #i would love to play any facet i think. preference for motorics or psyche but ough... all of this is so cool :'] #however in the way the game is set up it's meant to be argumentative and while i love seeing it i dont want to uh. play it hkjgh #SCARY!! SCARY TO ME!! im nervous and non confrontational!! so i will just read the manuals and think about it really hard!! #this is so interesting to me because i was literally planning a skill ttrpg before i found this one!! my god they did it so much smarter. #i like how they do it here a lot more because i was planning on making character things and move sets for each individual of the 24 skills. #mine would have been much more skills inside-the-mind focused than outside world focused which isn't everyone's ideal #this makes way more sense lmao <3 i will return to my previous idea now that i dont have to fulfill that ecological niche #[gripping my planning document With Force] #task: message please survive

[leatherface-headspace]

i'm fully 5 episodes into this show and im so sad guys. my main man lassiter is already done with his minor chewing gum arc. give that man his gum back !!!!!

#psych #psych tv #psych 2006 #carlton lassiter #i have headcanons abt this #will share in da future #im waiting for my psych friend to get out of school so we can chat psych

[arrowheadedbitch]

SOMEONE HELP AJDHAGSUJFKDUEHFKBDHEHJDJSSJ

#🍍 #psych #shawn spencer #discord chat

[compassionatereminders]

i have an eating disorder but im not ready to recover right now. its too much. i know i cant do it on my own but im too scared of getting put in residential treatment and getting abused and broken there, even though my ed isnt that severe, so i have to hide everything. i feel guilty but my ed is comforting and familiar to me

It can take a while to get from knowing what you're supposed to do to feeling ready to actually do it, and that's understandable. I hope you manage to prioritize harm reduction, even if you aren't ready to commit to recovery, and I hope that you'll eventually reach a point where your illness start scaring you more than the recovery process. Because you do deserve to get better ❤️

#chat with kat #eating disorders tw #food issues tw #abuse tw #medical abuse tw #psych ward tw #kat plays games

[psyched-for-you]

what is the point of therapy supposed to be? because ive been going for years and i don't think it helps, but I don't know what "helping" would even look like. my current therapist basically just listens to me vent and says "damn that sounds hard" or "good job doing that hard thing!" and nothing else. what is helpful therapy supposed to actually look like?

It sounds like your therapist is doing what i would call "supportive conversations" which... Is not really therapy, and definitely not worth paying a licensed therapist to do, because any other reasonably compassionate adult could carry out the same task...

A therapist is supposed to work with you on changing aspects of your life that are within your personal control. A therapist needs to be able to challenge you, and help you see things from a new angle, and help you grow as a person.

So I'm sorry to say this, but while your current therapist is likely well meaning, it doesn't sound like they're being very helpful..

-Quinn

#psyched to chat #chat with quinn

[lawlietscaramels]

reading my friends posts and remembering everything I love about how flawed and complex Misa is and has the potential to be if Ohba wasn't a COWARD/hj

like... she searches for basically a replacement for the authority figures in her life after losing hers..

she “loves” Light because he's Kira and the reason for that “love” is because he enacted that revenge that she couldn't. she admires Kira and is grateful to him and because of that she wants to serve him and make him happy like he made her- but she doesn't necessarily love him.

I think people forget that she was orphaned at an age that is 1) quite old enough to understand what's happening 2) not old enough to live without any guidance 3) not old enough to understand the world (the brain doesn't develop until 25 iirc) and a few more things I forgot HAHAJAJHAJAHA. But Misa's at such a fragile stage in her life when she's preparing to cross that threshold from child to adulthood, and she doesn't have the support she needs to do it. Even attaching herself to Light/Kira, who she subconsciously understands as a suitable protector, doesn't provide her that assistance she - everyone - needs at such a pivotal point in their life.

also, another person could easily take Light's place as a - I'm going to say parental but in the sense she needs comfort, protection, guidance - figure. Light doesn't show Misa very much affection at all, so if someone were to provide her with that love, she'd probably attach herself to them too - though I suppose I think Misa is very loyal, so I don't think she'd abandon Light completely, as we see pre timeskip (spent enough time together to form a genuine bond) but after memory loss (doesn't remember he's Kira).

I'm realising I didn't really make all my points for the opening statement. but oh well. Misa's character has so much potential to be interesting and have that internal conflict and it's mostly wasted :(

#these are mostly baseless theories #but they're so integral to my understanding of Misa I'm probably going to write her like this #can you tell i took a high school psych class and only paid 80% attention #death note #lei chats #writing #dn #death note headcanons #misa amane #misa misa #amane misa #light yagami

[anonymocha]

(wip) Bloody Medical Malpractice Yuri Concept

[under cut for blood]

I dont even know the lore to this I just felt like drawing it lol… The things she’d do for a Kumar 2.0 i guess???

May finish this to test things lets find out!

There’s also this where she tries to clean them up proper:

#Kaalaa Baunaa #Medicine Pocket #KaalaaPocket #MediBaunaa #cw blood #mochadoodles #instead of using my art skills for good i use it to make vile reverse 1999 rarepair fanart #enjoy #the kb one is cleaner bc i like her better tysm #im cooking except the kitchen is on fire #up next: bloody verneider because im evil #i literally speedran the medpoc one 😭 #medpoc girlkissing collection #implied that medpoc is High off their meds #reverse 1999 #i can fix them (yearning for a person no longer there) #i want to give kaalaa baunaa the happiness she RIGHTFULLY deserves but the horrors intrigued me and took me away like an abraxas @ regu #the homoeroticism of staining your loved / adored one with contaminated blood knowing you're probably doing the same to her psyche #oh she def cant fix them but CAN THEY FIX HER??? CAN THEY??? #most would say no but hear me out #*proceeds to not elaborate* #nblw turbulence in girlkiss realm #will happen again #sorry chat its almost 12 midnight the rot is taking over #im sorry to anyone who had to witness this 😻

[vhstown]

i think there comes a point in having an interest where you're so disillusioned from the source material that you strongly believe your own interpretation of it is true even if it is very skewed and misinterpreted (in a negative way)

#this is called effort after meaning (iirc from psych) #im saying this about myself too i really need to rewatch spiderverse #n also cause the way ive seen some of these lot portrayed... #by this i mean bad out-of-characterness not headcanons or personal projections those are aight imo #we all need a little re-watch guys #its been too long #vee chats #spiderverse #across the spiderverse

[love-toxin]

miss ellie i'm realizing now that i never told you now revolutionary your ocs are. like. i've been on this website for literal years and the day i found your blog was with an oc post where you introduced such a dynamic lineup with so much variety, it was the first i had ever seen. maybe i wasn't looking hard enough but you had poc yanderes AND trans yanderes it was the first time i had ever seen any (i know it sounds crazy to say but i'm being so fr rn.) even when i look through your old posts and reread them i just get blown away by how each one is different and has their own personality even though you have so many?? anyway it's late and i just wanted to say that ty <3

will you marry me?? 🥺

LOL to be for real though that makes me sooooo happy you don't even understand, I'm really glad i get to be that way for you and all you lovely people 💕💕 it's a blessing to be able to write & post my work and I'm genuinely happy to see people connecting with it.

tbh, the representation i try to portray accurately is a really long-standing relationship i have with writing & authorship in general. this might not be a terribly interesting bit of lore but back when i was in my teens and consuming a lot of fanfic online in the early forms of it (ff.net my love </3) that was something that hit me a lot in reading self-insert fic, because I'd always been a huge reader and was just then tapping into self-inserts and community fiction posting rather than just books. and i remember distinctly (i think partly bc I've always grown up in multicultural neighborhoods/had mixed family growing up) reading fanfics and having the thought of "huh, i can relate to this description or this experience, but that makes me wonder whether other people can."

funny enough, it was partly when i would read descriptions of the author giving a self-insert long hair or referencing their hair in some way, and I'd start wondering how girls who wore a hijab would read that same piece, cause i went to school with a bunch of girls who wore it or a full niqab. and so i started wondering more like "if i was black, would i relate to this experience in this fic? if i was trans or gender non-conforming, are there characters i can relate to? if i were a mix of these things, could i find somewhere i belong in this setting?" and since then it kind of became a focus in the way i wrote stuff going forward.

i think using inclusive language in fic writing is really integral to a greater horizon of people enjoying it, and thinking on my ocs i always wanted to have characters that people could really relate to. I'd stop a lot in my process of creating my initial sets of characters and try to keep in mind those thoughts that i had in reading fics; "if i were this or that, could someone in that position relate to the stories I'm writing? and if not, what can i change to make that happen?" because if people are going to enjoy my characters or find comfort in them i want everyone possible to have the ability to. it's kind of intimidating at times to write for experiences i haven't had personally but it led me (and still leads me) to do a ton of research, and in doing so I've been able to learn lots of really fascinating things in the process. in doing so, it made it really easy for my characters to develop their personalities through my writing because i think they inherently have identities that are complex, which is always the goal you want for any character in the first place.

sorry that this kinda went off on a ramble LOL, but after so many years of writing and with my degree under my belt i still really think about it a lot. I'm really glad what i wanted to do has come across and i hope you continue to enjoy my ocs!! ❤️❤️

#ellie chats #yandere ocs #i am actually soooo psyched u said this anon u deserve all my kisses <3 #anons

[pinacoladamatata]

eating my popcorn watching all this drama go down irt the larian discord server

#like i never joined but the whole discord community relationship thing fascinates me from a psych perspective #like in a miller exp or stanford prison exp way #i am aware of the irony of this coming from a blog on tumblr where i act stupid on purpose #but i do think the entire larian discord has been incredibly unprofessional both from larian's employees and the moderators/support team #but. this isn't a hospital where i. like. care. this is my silly blog where i post dumb shit and wow are you guys seeing this? #like im am just trying to imagine. like if my hospital had an 'official discord' where staff interacted w the public like that #i cant. actually. because i've fired people for taking pics in clinic. this shit is wild #like no one seems to really know whats going on and some ppl are claiming larian hate modders/1 or 2 modders specifically #while others are like. no they dont; it just sucks having to reverse engineer the script extender etc #and then there's the google doc thing of like thousands of screenshots of the discord mod chat which i WISH i had the time to study #it makes me realize how little i know about the whole online moderater lifestyle thing that happens on discord and reddit etc #anyway im curious and nosey always so this is interesting to me #and the drama of it all takes my mind of other horrible things for a bit