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seelestia · 1 year

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okay, second attempt at this because tumblr hates me.

i’m glad you’ve been doing well! as for me, i’ve been doing a bit better! still working on it, though. dw abt it, i learned my lesson, i think 🦭 (/hj) you got this lia! i’m sure we’ll both do well <3

honestly i barely passed, it was pure luck i was able to do that actually (we accept all the slander to my terrible math teacher, i won’t stop you huhu 🫶🏼 /lh) ive managed to save my sleep schedule, but who knows how long that’s gonna last! thank you! i hope to return to writing at some point, i miss it dearly 😞

HIDING MY WANDERER RN, YOU WON’T FIND HIM 🏃‍♀️💨 (/lh) those eight seconds, i ate them up like i eat your writing. it took a lot of patience,, and resin but it was for cyno - worth it! i’m planning on pulling for her, but haven’t had time to farm bc of personal issues so - not counting on a miracle. (HELP LIA THATS A HUGE COMPLIMENT <3 live laugh love nahida.)

yep! he turned 11, and tomorrow my sister turns 9 :) oh,, unfortunately our plans didn’t quite work out, i’ve been a little bummed because of it actually 😵‍💫 but i’m sure i’ll get to see them at some point!

i am LIVING the dream rn, so true! i give him kith. also not him threatening to kill you?? manz better explain himself rn, i got the chancla. HELP?? omg,, invite me to the next therapy session (/hj) omg.. maybe 👀

of course! and aw, no boiling hot tea today - a shame. pfft it’s kind of like that with cyno and kazuha rn, not sure how that’ll go either, hehe!

OMG YES I SPOKE TO CYNO AI AND GOT HIM TO FALL FOR ME 🤭 (same with kazuha, and the wanderer.. it’s an all-out war rn /lh) and i bet you that i missed you more <33 ty for the forehead kisses they’re vv appreciated here 🩷 if you see someone glaring at you rn, don’t mind :) it’s just a grumpy lil wanderer trying to scare you! dw, he won’t attack you (yet. /j)

THANK YOU FOR TRYING, YONA!! tumblr may be an obstacle but it's got nothing against you 💪 i'm glad! no matter what, you can always try again and i (+ your mooties) will be there to support and bite your ankle when you need it <3 (/aff)

pure luck?? i thought it was your braincells swooping in to save you 😩 coincidence because i just finished my math test today and now, i'm hoping for the best (holding in tears. there were so many questions abt finance— DARN, I DIDN'T SIGN UP TO BE AN ACCOUNTANT. /j) 🤞 me too, yon, i genuinely hope that you can go back to writing without other people telling you how to be one :( leave my girl yona ALONE or i will come for your kneecaps!! 🐎 (/hj)

NOOOO, GIVE HIM TO ME. (/lh) i have so many intertwined fates, but i can't pull anyone because i have to save my guarantee for his pretty face 😞 FRRRR. hoyoverse did not need to make him look that good if he's not rerun-ing?? they need to be considerate to wanderer non-havers (me) 😦 (/j) i hope the gacha will look down on you with favor and you'll get nahida! and that you get to see your friends too soon (do you already have fun plans for what you're gonna do with them? (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)) 🍀

NOT THE CHANCLA?? yeahhh, fling it across his face 🪃 hehe, have a sneak peek for that therapy session you didn't get to join— and idk why but the way i talk so seriously here looks so funny when put together with the name and pfp, PLEASE.

cream stew is one of my fav genshin dishes; it reminds me of carbonara pasta, yummzz! weird question but do you have a fav in-game dish, yon?? which one is it and why >:3c

DAYUMMMM. i'm just gonna eat popcorn amidst this war while wanderer and cyno reenact that special program's fight. kazu and yona, come join. 🍿 lucky for me heizou and ayato are both vv civil people.... somewhat. (/j)

#it's okay wanderer can glare at me all he wants (i'll throw a pillow at him) <3 #tumblr. don't crash on yona next time please and thank you (/lh)#ask box! 📬#visitor: dearest yona! 🌥️#cw: selfships

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danhengiel · 1 month

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General Info

Pull Thoughts:

1. I NEED ACHERON I will finally !!!!!! be able to use dømåîñ ēxpæńšïøñ 2. I NEED TOPAZ she's better than Himeko for follow up DMG team comp but since I have Himeko and Dr Ratio leveled up already she'd be very low investment 3. I NEED FU XUAN so Daniel won't keep dying in S.U and I can have Tingyun as an extra support 4. I NEED BLADE AND JINGLIU bc who doesn't want them (maybe in a yr or two ig T_T) 5. I need a DOT type to beat the Dinosaur thing every time but I hate Sampo and Serval, but since I don't have a KAFKA there's nothing I can do :( (I hope Acheron can fix that fr) Summary: I'll prob pull for Acheron and her LC (or try to superimpose Good Night Sleep Well if I don't have enough jade, then save up for Fu Xuan rerun bc I hate Aventurine) - Also my team comps could use a lotta work, their synergy isn't the best except for my main team so I'm trying to get smtg to work with Acheron to clear end game content w more ease)

Goals: 1. To beat Gold and Gears Torturous Mode 2. To beat Swarm Disaster Torturous Mode 3. Obtain all rewards from S.U. 4. To 36* M.O.C (current best: 30*) 5. To 12* P.F (current best: 6*) Acronyms and Meanings for End Game Content: S.U: Simulated Universe (Gold&Gears, Swarm Disaster, and Regular) P.F: Pure Fiction M.O.C: Memory of Chaos

Regular Team Comps: -Daniel Main: DHIL, Sparkle, Tingyun, Luocha (MAIN)- -Daniel keeps Dying: DHIL, Sparkle, Luocha, Gepard (S.U)- -Qingquillion DMG: Qingque, Sparkle, Tingyun, Luocha (MAIN)- Follow ups: Clara, Luocha, Tingyun, Dr Ratio Follow ups 2: Dr. Ratio, Himeko, Tingyun, Luocha Kuru Kuru: Himeko, Tingyun, Herta, Bailu Lords of P.F: Argenti, Himeko, Herta, Clara

#hsr #honkai #honkai star rail #dan heng il #imbibitor lunae #honkai star rail characters #star rail #.text

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the-travelling-witch · 2 months

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Wait where are you seeing the banner leaks? I've been refreshing the reddit for days and nothing has come out. Fjjrjf

i get leak discussions on basically every social media platform i go to, i literally cannot run from them, so i just kinda cross reference the most realistic ones or note when some leaks crop up multiple times from different sources

[4.5/4.6 leak discussion under the cut]

basically, why i am currently clutching my primos (or my lack thereof) is because 4.6 potentially sees the release of arlecchino + furina and shenhe reruns

at first i didn’t believe the arle leaks bc i thought it was strange to have her released three updates after the fontaine archon quest ended

the furina rerun makes sense in my eyes, seeing as neuvillette is leaked to rerun in 4.5 + we know archons rerun pretty quickly again (they both kind of are the archon/god, so i guess they both get that privilege)

shenhe’s rerun (or my speculation thereof) has to do with the start of region banners we are rumoured to see in 4.5 with the mondstadt banner (ft. albedo, klee and eula); the mechanics of a banner like that are heavily discussed atm which is why the livestream next week (?) will probably be interesting

if those kind of banners become reality, having a liyue banner in 4.6 would be logical; my guess would be shenhe, ganyu and hu tao for the characters on it (since i don’t think archons would be on it, xiao just reran, shenhe+ ganyu just had new skins and i don’t like baizhu and don’t even want to entertain that i could accidentally get him)

also since hoyo is mean (/lh), i wouldn’t put it past them to put another character from my wish list in this update by putting lyney right next to arlecchino (+ we haven’t seen him since 4.0) but that is pure speculation and dread on my part

take all of these with a grain of salt, i am by far not a trustworthy source of leaks :>

#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 letter from — technolilly ♡#tada my unhinged ramblings about my upcoming demise #i will just throw myself off a cliff how about it #currently i can get like one character #i would like shenhe #but if they make those new banners #they might give them a separate pity system #which would put me at 0 pity instead of 71 #but again #don’t take my words as gospel #just let me be scared in peace #if baizhu and shenhe are on the same banner i will throw up #keep that man away from me #my best case scenario would be ofc getting shenhe arle and furina #but if i have to lose to someone let it be ganyu

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niconicosenpai · 2 years

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I hope you decide to come back and stay sooner than later.. I don’t feel whole. Everything feels like a chore. There’s no point in trying to talk to anyone. I can’t even pretend I’m fine long enough to get into a discord and talk with the people I play games with. Other than work and typical household daily shit.. all I can do is lay some where and watch reruns of Rick and morty. Or archer. Just something I can listen to without having to actually watch bc I’ve seen it so many times. I can see the show in my head sort of. But comfort shows and a blanket can only last for so long. Things feel heavier by the day. I don’t feel my mood improving. I don’t feel my overall attitude getting better in the slightest. I feel more stuck than I felt before all of this. I don’t know what tomorrow brings and the uncertainty freaks me out because who knows what might happen tomorrow, in general. Not literally tomorrow.

I’m scared of a depressing, lonely life. Forced to watch the woman I wanted to spend my life with, happier with someone else. I’m scared of losing myself so bad that I don’t recover like a normal person. I’m scared of pushing away every partner I ever get with my crippling obsession of a life I thought I’d be living until I died, too hung up on the idea of something that won’t be obtainable. I’m scared of not being enough for my kids, myself or anyone. I thought I was alone when I basically grew up with parents that never gave a shit or were ever worth a fuck. I had gotten lucky when you came into my life. Without realizing it right away, you became the light of my life. My reason for anything. I was happy when I was with you and I felt whole. Over time, I did what I have now realized I will always do, which was fuck things up. I was too young. Too naive. I took what gave me life and hope, for granted. I treated the one person who did everything for me like pure shit. Was their responses to it the best? Probably not. But for the most part it was deserving. As time went on and the years went by I think I slowly started to understand what I needed to be and who I needed to be. But by the time I had any kind of grasp of the direction I was supposed to go, it had been too late. Irreparable damage had been made and there was a price to pay. And boy, did I pay. I used to think about kristina everyday when she left. I was furious. With myself. With her. With everything. I hated myself for catching on too late. I hated myself for not being good enough, quicker. I hated her for giving up. I hated her for choosing someone as scummy as him. I hated everything about everything. My temper was short. My patience was shorter. And then I experienced my own mental break. I acted in ways that made me not even recognize myself. I did and said things I think back about and cringe. That person I was that year was.. unrecognizable and just as bad as the people I hated. I do miss a few of the friends I had sometimes. They were relaxing and refreshing to be around. It was nice. I feel like if maybe I hadn’t been a total piece of shit I might still be friends with some of them. But there’s no use in bitching about it now, really. But after that time was over, and I was reintroduced to kristina. Things felt different. Both in a good way and a bad way. I tried to hold out as long as I could. But I could not contain my feelings and my thoughts. I had started neglecting the person I was dating to fill the void and it makes me feel like such a piece of shit I didn’t just leave her before doing or saying anything to kristina. But I couldn’t help myself. She was just a glimpse in time compared to the lifetime of memories and experience I had with kristina. She was my home. My happiness. My heart melted the moment she stepped back into my life. Kissing her felt like my chest was on fire. Sex with her made me feel like I was a million bucks. Seeing her everyday again, gave me actual butterflies. I felt like I was falling in love with her all over again. And when I finally posted that first picture of us on social media again, I felt like all was right in the world again. But certain things started falling into my lap. Weighing in on my mental. Making me insecure and anxious. And I didn’t talk about it. I didn’t want to. It was embarrassing. So I dove into shutting down, daily. Cutting myself off from everything to suppress my bad shit. And I started ignoring the obvious signs that kristina needed me. Not on purpose. I was just.. wrapped up in my own shit I guess..which is a terrible excuse but I truthfully couldn’t focus on anything. But, I needed to be there for her so she could learn to trust me 100% again and I failed her. I took out my own frustration and insecurities on her and neglected her. And she began to resent me. And distant herself slowly. Fast forward to now.. when I’ve finally realized what I needed to do, yet again when it feels too late.. and I’m really trying, I really want to spend my life with her.. I love her infinitely

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sunflowerharrington · 2 years

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Backseat fun at a drive-in theatre with Max Cooperman <3

(HOT GIF ALERT, I REPEAT)(basically it’s a recreation of this gif xxx)

for my amazing girlie, kasha <3 @unlivingdreams who requested this a while ago and i’m sorry it took so long to get out! a goodbye gift to someone who i will miss so so so much, ily babes and good luck with everything in your future!!

tags: smut, 18+, small bit of degradation, light choking, mommy kink, sub!max, 3rd person pov, drive-in theatre, getting caught, scream is playing bc it’s a classic, and billy is so hot so i just HAD to, y’know? also quick psa: i have not watched never back down so if things are off now you know why x

wc: ~3.4k words

note: hi kash, i know you wanted a sexy makeout and degradation but i got a bit (a lot) carried away… enjoy? i hope there’s no grammatical or spelling errors but if there is i’m sorry in advance!

———

“I thought we agreed to not bother if we’ve only got a little while…”

He groans against her skin and the sound is pure bliss, his brows furrowing, his soft lips pouting slightly, though his eyes maintain that look of sweet innocence. And she’s about to take that innocence away from him. Ever since Kash sat down next to him during lunch break one day in their junior year of highschool, the two of them have been inseparable. They are always holding hands, or his hand in her back pocket as they walk to the classes they take together, or him stealing her hair scrunchies to put on his wrists. Kash and Max are practically joined at the hip. Past his shyness, and his innocent facade he wears like his favourite shirt is an intelligent young man who makes her heart and her pussy clench.

Keeping hands off each other in school, and now college is practically impossible for them, as touch is their love language, after all. Although, Kash eventually figured out that for Max it’s also words of affection.

And it was so unfair when she was stuck in Saturday detention and he got away with it, cause ‘boys will be boys’ but girls can’t even wear a skirt above the knee or even roll their sleeves up to their elbows, but the boys can do whatever the hell they want and not get in trouble… though this time Kash couldn’t keep her hands off him either.

Despite her teasing words, Max knows she shares his sexual frustration. Kash sharing a room with a few other girls in her sorority destroys any sort of privacy she would’ve gotten otherwise, and for good reason they both decided to not go to hook up in his fraternity house either. She never really minded Jake and Eric, but sometimes they got on her fucking nerves.

…So when Kash hears about a rerun of SCREAM coming to the local drive-in theatre, she practically begged Max to drive them both there. One night not studying couldn’t hurt, right?

She wants him so badly, and what better way to get him all alone than at a drive-in watching a rerun of some classic horror movie that everyone knows, not like you have to actually watch it to know what’s going on then. Just background noise. And she wanted him alone, all to herself, for as long as she can remember, thinking about grazing her fingers down his bare chest as he writhes and moans beneath her, although anything before tonight has been over clothing, so she hasn’t even felt what his real touch is like, hasn’t been brought over the edge by his tongue or those perfect, slender fingers…

Now she’s waiting impatiently for the movie to start so it can drown out the melodic whines that will be coming from inside Max’s car, though it wouldn’t be too long to wait for that to start.

Max wraps his arms around her shoulders and daringly pulls her onto his lap, bold move, but so worth it. Instead of sitting with her legs across his, Kash straddles his hips, pressing hers against his. And she can feel him already beginning to grow hot and heavy through the layers of fabric separating them.

“We have the whole length of the movie, babe,” he says, pressing a kiss to her nose, and she smiles, giving him a short and sweet kiss on his forehead.

The sweet moment fades as desire takes over, Kash beginning to pepper a line of wet kisses along his collarbone as he switches off the car light for a little privacy.

“Let’s take this to the backseat?”

Max nods wordlessly, helping Kash into the backseat and they sit back the way they were, now just in a different location. Her lips pepper more soft kisses on his skin, and soon she stops on the dip separating his neck from his chest, darting her tongue out to lick a line up his neck to his ear, grazing her teeth over his skin of his earlobe and making an electric shock shoot through him.

“M-m—”

“Use your words, baby, what do you want me to do?” She asks, encouraging him to touch her by taking his hands in hers and cupping her breasts with them.

Two pulses start thrumming between Kash’s legs and hers travels outwards in waves, and she’s aware of it spreading down to her feet and up her thighs before reverberating further to the tips of her breasts as Max’s hands gently squeeze them, making his pulse between her legs thrums wilder than before. Drums beat behind the skin of her palms and her nipples pebble in her white lace bra. Kash imagines his mouth there too, sucking and teasing and nibbling every inch of her skin.

“I wanna-” His words catch in his throat as she presses down on his shoulders to steady herself as the pulses between her legs increase, almost sending her over the edge and all Max had to do was look at her with those pretty puppy eyes and squeeze her breasts. But she is not about to let that show.

He whines beneath her, the sound more elegant than angels and goddesses, the hierarchies, wrapping a hand around the back of her neck to bring her chest down closer to his face. And the other holding her hip.

“What do you wanna do, baby?”

“Kash, I— Uh… S-s- I wanna uh…” He looks away bashfully, a blush spreading across his beautiful cheeks. “Suck on ‘em.”

“My boobs?” She raises an eyebrow, using this opportunity to push her breasts together, watching as his eyes widen. Pure lust and desire for her written all over that pretty face of his.

“M-mhmm… But I won’t if you don’t want me to!” He says, sitting up straight in the seat.

Wordlessly she smiles, pushing his head down so he can do exactly that and his eyes widen, full of a well-known sensation, pure and crystal clear passion, but he’s never gotten further than this with her before. His hands, so unfairly perfect, travel from their place on her hips and neck to the thin straps holding her bra together. He makes quick work of the clasps, movements frantic, pressing himself harder against her. Running his hands over her newly exposed chest after he peels away her bra, his calloused hands from hard work and MMA catching against the soft, sensitive skin of Kash’s breasts and she can’t help the moan that rises from deep inside her, dripping with want. And need.

“Baby…”

His lips finally close around her nipple and she arches her back, pressing her chest further into his face. He takes her other breast in his other hand and twists her nipple between his fingers as he sucks down hard on the one in his mouth. She grips onto the taut muscle of his shoulder, and her other hand cradles the back of his head, combing slowly through his curly locks. Kash’s fingernails dig into Max’s skin as his sucks turn into licks, flicking his tongue against her pebbled nipple, and he groans, sending waves of pleasure throughout her body, his mouth spreading fire across her body. Kash curls her legs around behind him, so she’s hugging his waist with her legs, this new position giving her leverage to tilt her hips closer to his. He’s hard, so hard, and she rubs herself down onto the tent in his boxers, the fabric separating the two of them from feeling the greatest amount of pleasure.

He moans something against her skin, but she can’t quite make it out, and she notices his face flushing a darker rouge than ever before, meaning it must have been something that slipped out by accident. So she asks him to say it again, and she’s shocked and quite pleasantly surprised by what leaves his lips.

“Choke me, Mommy,” he whines, pressing his face further into her breasts, and she feels him smiling against her skin when she curls her fingers around his neck, giving the sides a light squeeze as to not injure him or put him in any kind of danger.

“Harder! Mmph.”

She squeezes a little harder, but not too much, until he grabs a loose hold of her wrist and pulls away, a deep sense of satisfaction blooming in Kash when she hears his ragged breaths. His deep mahogany eyes meet hers, flashing hazel with want, and she presses herself harder against him, moving along with his rhythm. She rests her forehead against his without breaking eye contact and behind the crystal clear desire she can see a timid expression reflecting back at her.

She wraps her arms around his neck and she kisses him. His soft lips brush against hers like a paintbrush to a canvas, and they taste faintly of Kash’s minty chapstick Max ‘borrows’ from her.

The kiss starts off tender, blanketing Kash in a warmth and something more than lust. Max leans back against the seat, and he rests his hands on her ass. Kash’s chest tightens and the forceful beats of two hearts pounding against each other deafens her of any other sounds in the room.

She takes his bottom lip, full, plump and soft from the chapstick, lightly between her teeth and sucks. His other hand cups the back of her head and he tangles his perfect fingers in her hair, giving him leverage to pull her as close to him as physically possible. Her tongue finds his, and she moans against his mouth at the feeling of their tongues dancing around each other.

Kash’s world quickly shrinks to the cradle Max has created for her in his arms, a spark electrifying the air around the two of them and she becomes dizzy from the weight of it, her mind running faster than the speed of sound from the white hot intensity fuelling their kisses to the soft admiration they both have for each other, like a hummingbird zipping through the garden. The nectar is sweet, like the way that Max speaks to her, like the donuts they both had for lunch when they used to skip a few classes in school. Like the blueberry pancakes she made for him and Jake when they got back from some ‘top secret mission’ Max refused to tell Kash about, because they looked exhausted and the only thing she could think of to make them feel better were blueberry pancakes. ‘Cause who doesn’t love ‘em?

Kash’s hands travel across his shoulders, down his chest, catching his nipples between the sides of her fingers and the heat in her stomach grows to the sound of his soft, breathy moans beneath her. Her hands are curious, this… thing Kash is doing with Max right now is still so new, shooting up like palm trees towards the sun. She’s eager to learn what makes him gasp and whether he prefers the soft pads of her skin or the sharp points of her nails mapping out the planes and lines of his body.

Max’s thumbs find the dip of her hip bones and he feels the skin underneath his fingertips bristle. Kash inhales sharply, breaths short, grinning against his lips as he delicately traces the lines of her pelvis, his touch feather light and curious, just like hers. She reciprocates by raking her nails down his bare back, making him squirm underneath her, hips bucking up to meet hers. Max rips his mouth away from hers and attaches it back onto her breast, suckling and licking her nipple as Kash’s eyes fixate on his throbbing, hard cock in his boxers.

She can’t help raising her eyebrow, lips uplifted at the corners, a shameless expression that makes his stomach somersault. “Want help with that, baby?”

He nods, mumbling against her skin, detaching his mouth from her with a pop, and she switches positions so she’s between his legs, leaning down to lick a strip up the underside of his shaft.

There’s barely any room for Kash to sit so they quickly climb back into the passenger side of the car where Kash can kneel down without worrying about hitting her head off the steering wheel.

She’s a vision before him, naked apart from her panties, leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination besides a mountain of unholy thoughts in Max’s mind. Max’s fingers nervously twitch at his sides, itching to slam her face down onto his cock and fill her throat up with his seed. Kash notices, and pushes herself back as far away as she can from him, just out of his reach.

“You’re a naughty boy, aren’t you babe?” She teases. “Can’t keep those greedy hands to yourself?”

His mouth runs dry as she looks up at him with her doe eyes, full of innocence and alluring all at the same time because Max knows damn well Kash wants him just as much as he wants her. He thinks lighting himself on fire would feel the same, his blood burning in his veins, with such a heavy, lustful desire that it consumes him completely.

“Momma,” he whines at the loss of contact, his hips betraying him as they thrust up into nothing. “Please.”

A slow, sultry smile appears on the girl’s lips. “I know you call me Mommy but I didn’t take you as the begging type, Maxie.”

“I’m not.”

“And right now?” She asks, running her thumb over his throbbing head through his boxers. “Would you beg for my pussy right now?”

“Yes,” he says, absolutely no hesitation. “Whatever you want. Just…”

Kash raises an eyebrow. “You sure that’s a good idea to give me that much power?”

A smirk etches itself across Kash’s face the moment Max’s next words leave his lips. “Nobody has complete power over me, Kash.”

She’s so composed, kneeling between his aching legs with his cock in her hand, holding it but not moving a muscle. “Is that so?” She watches as his eyes flutter closed in anticipation, the intake of a sharp breath that’s almost a plea. “Maybe we should put your words to the test.”

She looks up at him through thick lashes, her tongue rolling across her plump lips just enough to moisten them. “What do you want, puppy?”

“I—” His mind and body are at war, trying to come up with something for him to say but he can’t think of anything. “Babe, I—”

“Surely someone so in control could use their words? You don’t need me to teach you how to speak again, so you?” Damn, he’s ruined. So fucking ruined. “I’m on my knees in front of you and you can’t think of a single thing you’d like me to do?”

“I want your mouth,” he breathes, sinking deeper into the seat.

“That’s not very specific, now, is it? There’s plenty of things my mouth can do.”

“Like talking, a lot,” he responds.

“Yes, but that’s nowhere near as fun as the other things it can do...” She huffs a laugh as she moves close enough to drag her fingernails down his thighs, goosebumps prickling up on every inch of his body, even places where there physically cannot be any. “Boxers off, now.”

Kash is still staring up at him from her place on the car floor, her full attention doing absolute jack-shit to help the way his hands are trembling. Usually skilled fingers he uses to jerk himself off thinking about her every night have turned completely fucking useless.

“You could make yourself useful and help me out here, you know,” he quips.

“Would you rather I help you with your boxers or make you come down my throat?” Max is too dazed to answer. “You need to think before you speak, puppy. That smart mouth of yours will get you into trouble.”

“I’m already in a lot of it,” he responds, moving to curl his fingers around himself.

Kash catches his wrist and moves it back to his side. “No touching, yourself, or me. Touch me or yourself and I stop... Got it?”

He barely resists the urge to ask what the hell is wrong with her and why she can’t just suck him off right now, can’t she see how desperate he is, how he’s already at the edge and she’s barely touched him.

Instead, he barely manages a nod, clutching onto the sides of the seat. And he waits.

She’s still kneeling on the floor in front of him, but the smug grin is new. He cocks an eyebrow, whether in question or challenge he isn’t too sure, but she ignores it all the same. “How in control are you?” she asks.

“What?”

“No one has complete control over you, right puppy?” She moves so she’s got her elbows on the seat in between his legs and her chin resting in her palm as “Would you be in control if I took these off?” she whispers, skimming a finger along the lace trim of her thong.

His breath feels thick in his throat. “Y-yes.”

Hips buck into the air as she shimmies the garment down her legs. If he was having trouble breathing before, he’s damn near suffocating now as he takes her in again, kneeling bare before him. Her nails graze along her skin—slowly, teasingly—and he watches, hypnotised, as they near her core. A hitched breath, wondering if she is going to touch herself as he watches. A silent prayer the answer is yes.

And it is. Fucking hell, it is.

She repeats her question, “Are you in control now, puppy?” And he doesn’t know the answer. He knows he isn’t, knows the reality doesn’t quite match up with what he wants to say.

“Kasha, I—”

“You want to touch yourself, don’t you, Max Cooperman?”

He groans, his fingers grasping at nothing as they try to dig into anything near him in his car, the way she sounds so authorative when she calls him by his last name. It’s all too much for Max, a fucking sensory overload if you will. The sight of Kash, the mockery and cockiness in her voice as she teases him. Though almost unbearable at that point, he has never felt more alive.

“Y-yes,” he finally chokes out. “I-I mean… Yes, Momma.”

Her eyes lock on his gaze as she says, “Go ahead.”

The first stroke brings Max so much relief he’s certain he’ll black out any minute now. A loud moan comes within the second, the third- god the third had his toes curling against the mat in the car, an all too familiar heat pooling in his stomach, ready to engulf everything in its path. His thighs begin trembling as his pace speeds up, rapidly stroking up and down his cock as his girl watches, calling out her name as someone on-screen screams, masking his whines.

Kash watches as Max comes undone before her, and what a sight for sore eyes, watching as he milks himself, watching the cum drip down his hand and arm. She raises herself, leaning down to brush her lips against his sensitive head before taking him deep in her throat, and it’s not even a second later that—

Tap, tap, tap!

“Oh shit…” Max groans, making Kash look up at the man standing at the window with a stern look on his face, telling them to get dressed and get the fuck outta here.

The man then grumbles and walks away, off into nowhere as it’s too dark to see. For fuck sake, what a mood ruiner! Honestly, absolute cock-block of a man. The audacity of him to—

“Busted, guess we better go,” Kash adds after releasing Max’s cock from her mouth, and they both quickly dress themselves, taking the hint from the man. Maybe staying over the clothes is a better idea after all?

taglist: @unlivingdreams @xxlangdon @sympathyforher <3

#never back down #max cooperman #max cooperman smut #never back down smut #just had some fun with it #got a bit (a lot) carried away #he’s such a cutie right?#evan peters

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i-put-the-yan-in-polyandry · 2 years

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I've decided that I need to know all my favorite sagau writers' faves! I wanna hear about you and them and how you'd interact with them. Yes, this is mandatory, I don't make the rules i just blindly enforce them.

I'll start, (Warning, thirst ahead)

Thoma

Literally this man owns my entire heart (and wallet please someone help me). He's so good? So pure and precious???? I deadass felt like I was having a heart attack doing his hangout, people literally had to beg me to stop (I didn't, I just laid down after, crying my heart out). I love him so much. man's my screen saver rn)

I haven't done character art screensavers since I was like twelve, probably longer. I've been that boring bitch bc anxiety but this man THIS MAN

absolute malewife, I wanna marry him. If I'm in sagau I'm kicking down the door to the Yashiro Commission and just "you wanna make me happy? gimme Thoma" like if they're not gonna appreciate him then I will. just gonna grab him and "we're married now"

And his FUCKING HANGOUT (i will never be over this) HE'S SO PERFECT??? THE ANIMALS??? THE MALEWIFE-ING????? THE FUCKING DESTRUCTION OF THAT BITCH?????? we're fucking married that's it

I love him?????? Honestly like Thoma pls take care of me I'm a wreck

Ningguang

THE QUEEN. omfg I love her, ship her and Lumine so hard. She's just so elegant and amazing and so genuinely good??? I just wanna be her sugar baby friend. Like her teapot convo where she tells you that she wants YOU to help her with decision making and YOU to rip up the papers and throw out the next "snowstorm"???

Honestly, like, I think it was myuni who posted about it recently but I wanna go shopping with her in Liyue and just dressup and shit and it'd be so fun??? Girl needs to let loose and I'm willing to offer myself up for the job. Wanna give her genuine connection and shit kjsdkhgdsgds

Klee

Do I even need to SAY ANYTHING??? She's so precious??? She was my first 5* I think, or at least my first event character. I joined Genshin during the summer banner after putting it off a while (I didn't know it was a gacha I'm so sorry Zhongli, Venti and Xiao pls come home at least Ganyu and Albedo will be getting their reruns)

I wanna go fish blasting with her and I want her to teach me how to make bombs and show me her treasures and I wanna hold Dodoco and be her best friend like hgesjdhgdjshgjdsghnnbfdjg

No thoughts only sibling bonding with Klee

Some honorable mentions:

Keqing, if Klee wasn't my first 5* it was Keqing. I love her so much??? Like Ningguang, I wanna hang out with her and make sure she's taking her breaks. Same with Ganyu, the QUEEN deserves a NAP

Kazuha stole my fucking wallet (stupid ADHD) and so I have him at c2 and I will forever hold resentment for that but I still love him so much

Hu Tao!!! I've loved her from the first sight. Her view of death is so like nice?? Not seeing it as something bad but as another part of life. I've always believed that funerals should be a celebration of the person, not pure mourning (I mean, mourning lasts a long time, why not devote some time to celebrating the person instead?) anyway I just love her I'm so glad I just got her (already got her at like 58% crit rate and over 150% crit damage & like she's only level 70?? her artifacts rolled so good as well????)

Ei!! My first archon character. Inazuma is too fucking sad all the quests are ripping out my heart and I know her story is about to so I've been procrastinating reading it. I wanna go out into town with her and drink some fucking dango milk and also tease her with Yae

Yoimiya is a good girl. That is all.

Xingqiu and Xinyan have gotten a lot of hate in my convos so I wanna send them some love. Like, they're just kinda beaten out by a lot of other characters but they're so good themselves???

I am a simple enby, i have simple tastes. Those tastes are Arataki Itto. Thank you

I wanna step on and bully Zhongli??? and Xiao I just wanna make a mess of them

Razor, Bennett and Fischl, you all know what I'm going to say. There good children, I love them, I'd die for them, they deserve better. Gonna give them all hugs and love and gdi they deserve it. Gonna introduce them to Xiangling as well and get them some good fucking food.

Albedo and Kaeya. Do I need to say more? Also Diluc, thank you.

Now to call out @raidengaile and @nicebonescomrade to make sure someone does this (all the pressure /j) bc they're on my mind rn do the thing

#slimegod.speaks #look i have a lot of feelings and no friends to give them to so genshin gets it

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goldensunflowe-r · 3 years

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#harry styles #harry #styles #one direction #harry styles cute #harrystyles #harry styles fic recs #fic rec #harry styles fluff #harry styles one shot #harry styles imagines #harry styles x you #harry styles x y/n #harry styles x reader #harry styles au #period

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huntingingoodwill · 2 years

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i just discovered your blog and i fell in love!! do you have any headcanons about our favourite simon sick boy williamson at all? no worries if not!! <33

🧸 send me hcs 🧸 do it!!! i dare u!!!

awh thanks man!! my inbox is always open for a chat about ill man. v pumped to talk abt him so tysm :)) send in ur sick boy thoughts whenever <33

without further ado: sick boy headcanons ✨

we all know simon's a total james bond/connery fanboy. i imagine this stems from a real place of childhood innocence and admiration :,) little simon staying up late to watch old james bond films on tv in his pajamas, just completely in awe. his childhood bedroom has a bunch of 007 memorabillia and connery posters, and he'd spout trivia to his friends at school and rant about how cool he thinks bond is, still tired but buzzin from staying up to watch the rerun the night before. total fanboy nerd shit, a really pure sort of excitement. he still loves it, but he's toned down the geeking out over it as he grew up to appear cooler, but james bond will always be a childhood idol. it's a reminder of a simpler time for him, when all the world's grodiness had yet to corrupt him. mark definitely remembers spending recess staring into space, listening to simon gush about connery. just sweet and innocent times. before the world went to shit. "downward trajectory."

imagine going thrifting with him. vibes. would definitely push you around in the cart. i just did a robert fischer hc where i said rob might like to go shopping. if rob likes it, simon loves clothes shopping. loves to keep himself looking sharp. it's mostly thrifting but when he comes into a bit of money he'll splurge on luxury stuff. i highkey hc he buys his s.o. those matching barbed wire rings. whenever he gets in a fight and he sees the nick of the wire on the other guy where his fist landed he just does a little :) bc he's... not a good person ! but it reminds him of s.o 💕

there are definitely days where mark, simon and s.o. hang out in the bathroom to touch up each other's hair. just smoking and buzzing rents' head, touching up simon's roots with a toothbrush, lying in the empty bathtub/sitting on the sink counter while waiting for simon to rinse his hair out, chatting shit.

also a lot of playing football with the guys/cheering them on and going out to celebrate or complain afterward depending on how the game went (i feel like the guys are pretty bad at football but they'd never admit it)

in the movies simon ends up owning a pub but i feel like in another life he'd be a good businessman. become a real city slicker, a little bit of a wolf of Wall Street existence

thanks so much anon 💕

#trainspotting #sick boy #sick boy headcanons #trainspotting headcanons #asks #anons #headcanons #jonny lee miller headcanons

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sunatooru · 3 years

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ME RACING BC U SAID THERES ONLY 15 SLOTS GOODBYEKEKSKS okay sosososo let’s go, take this as you learning even more info about me bc the way you said U LOVE MY VIBES BUT U DONT EVEN KNOW ME stfu i’m gonna cry from pure love later tonight okay so AHAHA pronouns are she/her, miss ma’am’s zodiac is cancer but i’m a scorpio rising so i’ve been told i look intimidating heheh 🤪 one of my friends told me last year that she was scared to talk to me at first bc i’m “constantly surrounded” w my other friends and i looked at her all 🤨🙄 one time so i look like a gang leader surrounded by his crew 💀 bitch istg i’m not that mean i think i’m just constantly overthinking all the shit i’ve got to do and it just comes across like that KSKSKSK but tbh i love being surrounded by my friends bc i love my friends 🥺🥺 people say i’m smart and some days i see it and some days i don’t,, i love to read u know this 😌✋🏽 i also love fantasizing about my ideal life (esp w covid and lockdown <//3), i love going out and exploring new places but i need time to like be at home and chill amongst my blankets and a cuppa tea w like criminal minds or csi on (my comfort shows don’t judge me 💀) i think the term for it is ambivert? bc i relate to both intro and extroverts hehe uhhh i get into bad lil depressive episodes sometimes that last a month or so but miss ma’am is not diagnosed and i ain’t problematic enough to self diagnose so i just call them “my moods” and go w it 🤡 outside of lockdown, i spend a lot of time at my local/uni library bc i like how quiet it is and how i’m surrounded w books and people studying and yeah idk what else to put DKSKSKS i love u!! that is also true,, can it be childhood friends to lovers bc i was alone often as a kid 🥲 which manifested in a (sometimes terrible) independent streak lolol (just only child tingz x) and a haikyuu male character pls! even tho i’m bi heheh love u to the moon and back - 🕯

Love youuuu I hope you like it!

Warnings: none

I match you with… ARAN OJIRO

When you were younger, everyone wanted to be friends with Aran. He had a cool name, tall and athletic. And luckily, you were one of those lucky people. You spent a lot of time together. He told you about volleyball and would sometimes play with you for practice. You would laugh at his attempt to avoid the twins and slowly saw him befriend them as you all grew older.

He was one of your best friends. You’d basically known him your whole life. So it was strange when you saw him on court one day and just, felt your heart beat rapidly. Was it the winning atmospheric, or did you somehow fall for him over the years? You tried your best not to let it come in the way of your friendship. But, you found yourself spending more time with him. You’d wait for him after practice and matches. He’d walk you home almost everyday, a big smile when he saw you. His hugs became comfier and you would catch him staring at you sometimes.

He comes over at yours one day. It had been hectic with exams and you could both finally have your rerun marathon of Criminal Minds. You sit together, snacks in hand as you watch the show. You sneak glances at him and he looks so beautiful.

It’s probably after the fifth episode that you speak.

“Hey, I have something to tell you.” You say shyly. You just had to get the feelings out.

“Yeah?”

“I think I’m in love with you…” it’s silent as he registers your words.

“Really?…” you nod.

He covers his mouth as he start laughing and you throw a cushion at him.

“Wait wait I’m not laughing at ya! I’m just…I was gonna confess first and thought ya didn’t like me like that. Sorry, uh I’m just surprised.” He scratches the back of his head and looks at you.

“But yeah, I think I’m in love with ya too. Maybe for a while now. So…would ya like to go out with me?” He chews his lips and you throw another cushion at him.

“Hey!” He throws it back.

“Of course I do!” And he tackles you into a hug.

#b.3k match up event #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu fanfic #hq matchups #hq x reader

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seelestia · 1 year

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oh no the poor lil meow meows... *accidentally drops two umbrellas through the window* and jfc heizou you're a detective, not a burglar....

on second thought let's not i think i would cry if random men and women start throwing their heads onto zhongli's chest while we're strolling about in the city-

"a lost verse from the holy book of simping 101" hsldkfjlsjdklfjsld

and i'd be the kind of teacher who couldn't help but laugh at you whenever you did so and in the process i would be making a fool of myself in front of this very attractive coworker of mine orz hslkdhflskd omg he totally would. him being a guest lecturer and yet he knows more than the actual teacher. also him slipping when they brought in a small hatchling:

"normally dragons of these kinds are quite docile unless provoked. their favorite diets are the various types of rocks. most dragons in particular find magic crystals to taste delectable, however, i personally am fond of cor lapis- i mean-"

"meimei, are they running away from me. why are they running away." brb crying why is he this adorable i can't-

h-he actually came home, yes. my second time winning 50/50 i am very honored lord kamisato sir- what did you threaten him with??????

i took him about 72+ pulls to come home but i still have my savings for husband #2, the 'feeble' scholar bc i did some exploring, so i'm very happy!

ohhhh congrats for the double 5 stars!! fingers crossed i get the same luck with al haitham... he'll be out when it's my dad's birthday so i'm going to ride on his birthday luck and bribe him with food so he'll pull al haitham for me lmao

scaranya zoomies :D he'll come home on his rerun for sure!! time to start saving heheheh "emotional attachment purposes" hsldkfjlskdf i have yet to play the archon quest interlude but i think i found a name i want to use for him!! my brother already did the quest on his account and he named him 'hokuto'. what did you name him?? :D

also shldfkjslkdjf it's BEEN SO LONGGGGGGGGG i hope you're doing well <3 <3

RIN JIE !! sorry for the long wait, aaaa. i'm so happy i finally found enough time to respond to this ask after it marinated for so long 😭

heizou going thru the window is smth we shall not speak about and i also can't believe i'm saying this so shamelessly: but i can indeed confirm that he is both a detective and a burglar because— *momentarily regrets everything* because he stole my heart a while back <3 and into the earth i shall bury myself (/j)

LOLLL if people start throwing themselves at zhongli (literally), i can see you holding in the urge to politely pry them off. it is alright, rin jie, your hubby is vv good at sidestepping people! gracefully so too! to the people: his chest isn't a practical nor traditional place to wish for mora, you'd better off robbing the northland bank instead. (/j)

I AM LIVING FOR OUR GENSHIN POTTER BRAINROT. rin jie, you are the embodiment of trying to look cool by leaning against a non-existent wall and falling— zhongli just concernedly holds out a hand like "?? are you hurt???" truly, my fav grandparents in the entire world <3 (/lh) ALSO. purely hypothetical but if we were to turn it into a series, what do you think would make a good conflict for each chara 🤔 aight, who's gonna be voldemort and why is my mind saying dottore. (/j)

AND YES, I SAW !! you won ayato and got alhaitham on 1 pity??? *wipes a dramatic tear* your unlucky era has come to a glorious end. they're finally learning from itto! and iirc, your dad is a math + physics teacher, so i can't help but imagine alhaitham harboring some level of respect for him LOLL (similarly, my respect for your dad also went 📈 because math and physics?? that deserves a wow /pos) and abt ayato coming home, there was no threat... you just have to put your best puppy eyes and tug on his sleeve. easy peasy, lemon squeezy! (/lh)

hokuto sounds so cute??? i can actually hear scara's jp va saying it in my head <3 i named him ren! ren means 'lotus' in japanese and they believe that lotus resembles rebirth, so i thought why not?? >:) but that name sounds too handsome and boyish for someone like him (/j)

#ayato looks vv pretty in those shots (as per usual) <3 #my ayato has been doing well. he is flourishing by being fed the main dps title and HoD artifacts ✨#i did pull for alhaitham but the scholar took one look at me and frowned (rude /j)#ask box! 📬#visitor: dearest rin! 💠

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authenticcadence18 · 3 years

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hello :D

ferb latin is one of my favorite songs/episodes !!! it was my fav episode as a kid (i think bc they showed reruns for it quite often so it just sorta stuck) and now its one of my personal favs for the nostalgia. (also bc the song is so unique and well done!)

qotd: whats been a comment someone left on CHFIL?

i like going through ur comments when im done reading a chapter bc everyones in the same boat like “AHSHJSKDDJ NEW CHAPTER!!” especially the people who comment their thoughts as they read through theyre so fun

hope ur having a lovely day and taking care of yourself ☺️☺️

HIII HELLO ANON!!!

oh saaame I remember that episode came out right around when I got into the show, it was one of the first ones I saw trailers for and actively watched. I actually used to write in ferb latin with some of my friends, LOL. The nostalgiaaaa is real. And the Doof subplot is quite funny too 😂 (and YEAH love the song, it’s so goooood)

Aaaahhhh what a great question omg! I’ve gotten so many lovely comments on CHFIL (more than I ever expected, it means the world to me 🥺🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕💕) and could make a whole post about them. I looove those long comments too!!! Reading them is just so SOOO so much fun, I always pace myself while reading them for the first time so they last as long as possible!

One comment that’s really stuck with me is from my friend Mel, or @macaronsforchat! She was the first person to comment on the fic and has been hyping it up and encouraging me to write it from the very beginning!! It wouldn’t be what it is without her 🥰. And I this comment right here (which she left on chapter 2) made me feel sooo so happy when I first read it, and it still makes me smile no matter how many times I read it:

just a quick note that I’ve noticed while I’m freaking out about how cute this scene is: your writing feels like sunshine to me. It always makes me smile and is just so warm and happy and asdfghjkl

She’s just the sweetest 🥺💕.

Any comments that point out things they like in my writing style really really make me smile! It makes me feel more confident in my writing😊.

It also makes me happy whenever anyone says they like the way I characterize Isabella, Phineas, and/or the rest! The PnF characters are all so close to my heart and I want to do them justice, so receiving affirmation that others like the way I write them feels really, really good🥰.

Also! anytime commenters use words like “soft” “pure” “wholesome” and/or “sweet” to describe the fic, it makes my heart SOAR. I set out to write a Phinabella fic that was 100% soft and fluffy and “Disney movie-esque,” and I’m really REALLY glad that translates and resonates with readers🥰🥰🥰.

Thank you sm for this ask, anon!!! It really made me smile. AND THANK YOU TO ALL THE LOVELY COMMENTERS!!!!! Writing CHFIL has been more rewarding and fantastic than I ever thought it could be because of you!

And I am taking care of myself! I hope you are as well 😊

#aaahhhh I’m emo now🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#these asks are so so fun anon!!! sorry this one took a little longer😅#omg i have an ask!!#daily anon #anon #cadence rambles #can’t help falling in love #phinabella #(tagging it just in case anyone has that tag blocked...I know this is mostly #(mostly just rambling)

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winterbl0ss0m · 3 years

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assigning some of my favorite characters genshin mains and teams because i Can and i Will

i know the amount of 5stars ive assigned a lot of them is lowkey unreasonable but i dont care dhsjfbsk this is purely based on vibes or if it fits their character also this is my opinion so let me vibe please

suzuya juuzou - rosaria main definitely. he’d also love and use hu tao, xiao, and zhongli (shinopapa vibes *cries*). i realize now i unknowingly gave him a full polearm team, but honestly it makes sense bc he would Absolutely Love all the polearm users, the polearms remind him of his scythe (he wishes rosaria had an actual scythe). i also think he would love scaramouche and is anxiously awaiting him becoming playable (me too dude, me too)

nagito komaeda - bennett main !!! he would see that unlucky boy and be like , you are me, i love you, you are precious, im maining you (he would be so much nicer to bennett than he is himself and he would probably cry while doing bennett’s hangout event). i think he’d also use ganyu, xiao, and ningguang (i have no basis for the latter three that was entirely gut feeling but i think it fits honestly). i also think he would have almost every 5star unlocked, as well as every 4star at c4 or higher, because his luck is just too damn good- although his bad luck kicked in and almost stopped him from getting xiao who he really wanted, so he whaled in order to get him

inosuke hashibira - not only would he main razor, but he would probably refuse to ever switch to any other character- he would have the starters (traveler [whose name is “INOSUKE” in all caps just like that], kaeya, and amber) but theyre all level 20 and razor is constantly on life support, but he is completely maxed out (c6, level 90, full level talents, fully levelled wolf’s gravestone). tanjiro is constantly yelling at him to start using more characters (he is the reason the others are level 20) but that just makes inosuke even more stubborn. should he eventually cave, he would probably also use venti (reminds him of zenitsu), childe (reminds him of tanjiro), and noelle (for nezuko- although he had to ask tanjiro for some help on that one)

ran mitake - Definitely xinyan main <3 i mean, the sole rock n roll musician of liyue ?? you Cannot !! tell me she wouldnt love xinyan. she would also have a super rad support barbara, as well as jean (reminds her of tomoe) and xingqiu (reminds her of moca). she doesnt have the room on her team, but she also really loves noelle because she reminds her of tsugumi, and amber because she reminds her of himari. she used them for a very long time because of that, she got clowned by some players who think the starter characters suck, but its ok cause ran knows theyre wrong and she does what she wants<3

ako udagawa - i struggled here bc i think she would absolutely Love a bunch of them but lets see- she would definitely Main and kin fischl for so many reasons (her style, the way she speaks, her general personality, and she wants a pet like oz). i think she’d also really love rosaria and hu tao (she Loves their aesthetics as well as how they are in battle, although hu tao is typically on the verge of death bc she always forgets to make food), as well as jean and sucrose (those two remind her of tomoe and rinko respectively and she’d probably switch them out depending on what she’s doing)

rinko shirokane - definitely sucrose main <3 she would also probably use fischl bc ako vibes !! plus i think she would be SUPER great at doing aimed shots and would do SO MUCH DAMAGE when hitting oz with an aimed shot- as well as mona bc i hc that she’s really interested in astrology and also hc that she loves mage characters in games (whether that is canon or not, i am not sure). also she would use bennett, both for extra healing as well as really loving him- she probably feels so bad for the poor unlucky boy awww :((

rio ranger - he switches between maining xiao and childe. he also uses diluc and rosaria !! he used kaeya for a very long time, but when rosaria came out he was like “I NEED HER”- pulling for rosaria was actually how he got childe, but he didnt mind because he actually really liked childe

reko yabusame - i really tried to give her someone other than xinyan but honestly i think she would love xinyan too much to not main her. she loves her style and her backstory so much, and she really wishes xinyan got more content. she also uses childe (bc alice vibes- no its not bc of the murderer stuff, i personally think they relate in other ways), sucrose (bc nao vibes), and beidou (bc she thinks beidou is hot as fuck, plus good elemental reactions and defense)

joe tazuna - i cant quite pick a single main but i think his team would be razor (dogboy joe go brr), bennett, venti, and maybe klee !! he loves the vibes of them all. he pulled jean and considered using her because she has sara vibes, but he decided to stick with venti mainly because he simply did not feel like grinding for her materials (i mean can you blame him? im currently struggling enough with that)

mutsuki tooru - first off the only reason he started playing was bc he saw saiko playing it and was intrigued. he would switch between maining xingqiu and venti !! it was love at first sight for him. he thought he would never get venti for a long long time, bc he missed venti’s first run. he used chongyun up until he pulled venti !! he also started saving his primos as soon as he heard speculation about venti having a rerun- and sure enough, he pulled him!! he felt like the happiest boy on earth<3 he would also have xiangling because he likes her vibes as well as her abilities, as well as albedo just bc he really likes him (he’s super invested in the homonculus + khaenri’ah theories and probably would make multiple tumblr posts about it)

ibuki mioda - xiny- *SMACKED* Actually i think she would have xinyan on her team, but her main? either klee or xiangling !! she loves their vibes n they lowkey remind her of herself. i also think she would really like diona for some reason, and probably beidou, idk why i just get the vibes !! she would have a Sick diona i just know it

chihiro fujisaki - i feel like he would switch between maining yanfei and sucrose !! yanfei just bc they like her, sucrose bc he relates to her a Lot <3 they would also use ningguang bc he admires her intelligence and determination, as well as chongyun- i almost gave him barbara, and i think they would love to use her, but he probably figured its not a good idea to have a full catalyst team despite how much they love catalysts, so he went with their next fave !! plus he knows claymores are super useful so it was a huge plus. he’s Super smart so they have so many tactics he uses, they’re Amazing with artifacts, and they Live for skillfully executed elemental combos

mikan tsumiki - she would have a full healer team, no doubt. barbara main !! duuuude she would have the SICKEST dps barbara omggg- she would do So much damage And be an Amazing healer !!! plus bennett, jean, and qiqi !!! she loves them all very much <3

#this was rlly fun to make #this started from niko saying what he thinks natsu dragneels main would be and then i started brainstorming some #and i got rlly into it #thus this post was born #hehe #im quite proud of this im ngl #you cannot argue with me bc i am right #ash has no braincells #my shit #long post

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shawnsorangeglasses · 5 years

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Better Conversations - Part 3

2.3k words

Get you some tea, it’s BC Part 3

Hello yellow, you gotta read part 2 if you haven’t already. Better yet, here’s the masterlist.

It feels like the whole world has gotten wrapped up in Shawn’s appearance with (Y/N) in the streets of New York. She faces some consequences.

warnings: a little dramatic, sweeter ending

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News of Shawn’s mystery “girlfriend” caught fire and spread rapidly across all social media platforms. Fans were either happy, suspicious, or appalled. No matter what they felt about it, young girls from all over the world began to analyze and pick apart pictures of them together in the streets of New York. The group of fans they met at the diner took a video of their meeting with Shawn and that only stirred up some more talk online as well. There were screenshots and red circles and literal YouTube videos on this. It’s not like (Y/N) and Shawn were caught holding hands or making out, but all the gossips sites wasted no words and no time getting their articles out for clicks.

The video of them only caught her from the chest down, a snippet of her voice, and Shawn’s full body sat at the lunch counter. Some people were kind enough to comment that whoever this mystery girl was had really nice legs. That seemed to be the only positive aspect in all the chaos.

Bea, (Y/N)’s sister, only recognized her because of her clothes, specifically the boots she always wore. She was just as confused and shocked as the rest of the world when she called. It took about ten minutes to calm her down and explain the whole mess.

Shawn still had to leave for Toronto that night. Goodbyes weren’t even an option. His people wanted him and him alone at the airport, which (Y/N) understood. In her mind, she had already caused enough trouble.

Miraculously enough, not one person had been able to place (Y/N)’s face or social identity. She never really posted pictures of herself online and rarely allowed anyone to take a picture of her and post it without permission. Her Instagram page only had three posts, all city photography, and her profile picture only displayed a solitary bumblebee doodle. For a while, it seemed like the damage would repair itself. (Y/N) thought she may have been in the clear.

Then she woke up. More photos were published. Her phone had ten missed calls. Eight from Jason and two from Lawrence Derringer, the head executive of his branch. (Y/N) prepared for the worst.

It was Sunday by now. The Jason and Mr. Derringer opened up their offices just to talk to her in the conference room. She wore the most conservative outfit she could find in her closet.

“Ms. (Y/L/N), are you aware of the story that has surfaced about you and Mr. Shawn Mendes in the news?”

“Yes Mr. Derringer, but I can explain. Nothing happened at all between Shawn and me. I would never get involved with a client in that fashion, and as far as I know, they never even got a picture of my face.”

“I’m afraid you’re mistaken, Ms. (Y/L/N).” They present a laptop screen to her, opened to a TMZ article with her and Shawn stood at the gemstone pop-up shop. Her face is clear and visible. “This was published eight hours ago,” Jason mumbles.

“I know your intentions must have been pure, Ms. (Y/L/N). What I’m struggling to understand is why you never questioned any of the endeavors you had with Mr. Mendes. Harmless as they may have been, this could have a negative effect on our firm’s relationship with him as well as our image in the industry. Did this not occur to you when you realized you were being photographed? Surely it must have.”

(Y/N) doesn’t answer, right away. Saying no, would have been a lie. She did consider the possibility of them getting a little publicity, but she didn’t think so far ahead about how that might affect the company.

“I suppose you’re going to have to fire me then?”

Mr. Derringer glances at Jason, then back at (Y/N). “Fortunately, no. You will not be fired for this. Apparently, Shawn called our offices several times last night trying to get a hold of one of us. He managed to reach me and said the day out was his all idea and that you should not be fired for the events that followed.”

“So, I’m not in trouble?”

“Well yes and no. I told him you would keep your job but that does not mean you can get off without some repercussions. Since Whitman was the one who hired you, I figured he should be the one to enforce that.”

Jason steps forward, looking like he was trying so hard to be authoritative in front of his superior. “I made the decision to prohibit you from attending any future corporate events where Shawn or any other Island Records artist may also attend. It’s probably for the best that you don’t see Mr. Mendes anymore in public for any reason. Your recent promotion has also been revoked as well and your salary will revert back to the earnings you made prior to said promotion.”

(Y/N)’s jaw set, keeping her tongue from saying everything she wanted to spit in his stupid Ivy League face. Everything she’s wanted to say to him for the past eight months feels like holding acid in the back of her throat. She swallowed her thoughts.

“I understand. My sincerest apologies, Mr. Derringer. It won’t happen again.”

“I certainly hope not, Ms. (Y/L/N). You’re a valued member of our staff and you contribute so much to the floor and the board. It’d be a shame to lose you over something like this. Jason will see you out. Have a good evening.”

(Y/N) is already at the elevator smashing the down button before Jason can even make it down the hall. Tears of humiliation sting her eyes as the elevator slowly takes her and Jason down from the top floor. He tries to lay a hand on her shoulder, apologetically, but she shrugs it off and steps further from him. If he was sorry, it only because he felt like he had to be, not because he actually was.

“Are you seriously pissed at me? You brought this on yourself.”

“You have no right to try and keep me from seeing him or anyone.”

“That’s what you think this is about? Maybe you ought to think twice before sleeping your way through our list of clients.”

Of course, it’s all my fault that I didn’t feel like eating alone one afternoon.

“I’m sorry. I wasn’t aware going to lunch with one man is the equivalent to shoving my tongue down his throat.”

“You might as well have been, the way you were smiling at each other in those pictures.”

“I knew it. I knew you had a problem with me seeing other people. You can go and fuck every girl in Times Square if you want, but I have to sit idly by like your personal dumping ground?”

“You can see whoever you want. Just not him. You should know better. This firm—”

“Like you give a damn about the firm. This is about you and your fat ego. You can’t handle the fact that somebody might even be a little interested in me because you know that as soon as I find someone who actually gives a damn about me, I won’t have a reason to come back to you for a goddamned quickie in the janitor’s closet.”

“It’s that kind of thinking that keeps you behind that desk.”

(Y/N) falls silent. No more words are spoken. There was no use in trying to argue or be right. Jason was jealous again. He’d done this once before when another coworker, someone on (Y/N)’s pay grade, showed interest in her. The elevator doors finally open and she treads heavily out the front doors, never looking back.

…………………..

(Y/N) spent the rest of the evening wrapped in her bed sheets, at first crying with her makeup still on, then eating leftovers and watching Criminal Minds reruns. Hearing Dr. Reid talk about m.o.’s calmed her down. She’d turned her phone off hours ago just to get some peace. Family and friends were calling and texting her non-stop yesterday evening about her appearance with Shawn. At the time it was too much to handle with possibility of getting fired still looming over her head. But now with the worst over, (Y/N) figured she should probably check her notifications for anything important.

Through all the messages from cousins and people who barely knew her, one single text from Shawn floated to the very top.

[please call me]

He sent it about an hour after (Y/N)’s meeting with Mr. Derringer. It’s 1 AM now but Shawn was in LA. She checks the time zones first then finds his contact and presses the call button. He picks up on the first ring.

“Hey, are you okay?”

(Y/N) grins for the first time today, more than happy to hear that soft voice again. “I should be asking you that. Every news outlet has a story on you. And me, I guess.”

“Yeah but are you okay?”

It sounds like he’d been waiting to ask her this question all day. Technically, (Y/N) was okay, but she could be better, given the circumstances. She chooses her next words carefully.

“I…I will be. I didn’t get fired if that’s what you mean. Thank you for that by the way.”

“I’m so sorry. I said everything would be fine and I should have known this would happen.”

“It’s not your fault. People aren’t that crazy about it. Your fans are being relatively nice to me, now that they know my face.”

“They know your face?”

“Yeah. More photos came out this morning.”

Shawn goes quiet for a moment. It sounds like he’s moving into another room away from the chatter in the background. “Could we video chat?” The new echo of his voice sounds like he’s moved into the bathroom.

(Y/N) looked at her reflection in the mirror on the wall across the room. Dramatic streaks of mascara still trailed down her cheeks and her eyes were still very red. She should say no, but she desperately wants to see his face. And this technically didn’t go against Jason’s stupid new rules for her.

“Give me a minute.”

She washes her face in the bathroom the best she can. Her eyes are still red when she’s done. Fuck it, she thinks. Maybe he won’t notice.

(Y/N) flops back down on her bed and opens the app. Shawn’s face pops up on her screen, riddled with concern. He’s sat in the bathtub, one in a hotel probably, wearing a white t-shirt, hair fluffy and wild without its gel. One “s” curl fell on his forehead.

Unfortunately, he does notice. “You’ve been crying?”

(Y/N) bites her lip. “Maybe.”

Shawn doesn’t speak. He just wants to look at the girl on his screen. The truth is he didn’t really have a good reason to facetime her other than just wanting to see her again. He was so sure that she would never want to talk to him again after all of this.

“I want to know why, but you don’t have to tell me,” he says.

“No, it’s alright. I’m not fired but I am never allowed to be seen in public with you again as long as I work there.” (Y/N) sniffles. “Which is fucking stupid.”

“So quit,” he mutters. The words leave his mouth before he can think twice about saying them.

“Quit?”

“I mean—I’m kidding, that’s not what I meant. God, that sounded really bad.”

“It did,” she says through a smile. “But I have thought about it. About a year ago actually.”

“What changed your mind?”

“I met someone. At work. We’re not a real couple but...” (Y/N) realizes she doesn’t have an appropriate label for whatever she and Jason are, but Shawn seems to understand. “I wasn’t trying to get ahead. I did actually like him once upon a time. But he never wanted to be anything more with me. Then he became my boss and things just moved under the table.”

Shawn thinks this time before speaking. “Was it that guy you were with at the party?”

“Damn, you’re good. How much of that did you see?”

“I saw when he tried to get you to dance. And when he was at the bar.”

“Well if this music thing ever bombs—it won’t—you should be a detective.”

Shawn gives her a weak smile. A piece of his heart broke a little when she admitted to being in a relationship, albeit a noncommittal and toxic one. Someone already had her heart and her eyes.

“Do you still love him?”

(Y/N) thinks about it for second. Love? It seemed so unattainable for her at this point. At the start, Jason was romantic but never with the usual gestures. Just clever lines and secret lunch dates on the rooftop. Then one day he just stopped. Looking back, it doesn’t seem like love anymore. Just regular sneaking around. “I don’t think we ever made it to the love stage of it all.”

Shawn slouches down into the tub more, forcing his long legs out and his feet up on the tiled wall in front of him.

“I take it back. Maybe you should quit.”

(Y/N) blinks at him. “Very funny. I may be unhappy, but I still have bills to pay. That bastard docked my salary too, so I’ll be working double shifts again.”

“No, I’m serious, (Y/N). If you go in tomorrow and put it your two weeks’ notice, you can have a job as my assistant.”

She sits up in her bed, not believing a word of what those bright pink lips were telling her. “I thought we we’re joking when we talked about that.”

He shrugs. “I wasn’t.”

“Doesn’t there have to be a few more conversations with a few more people before you just bring a new person on board?”

“I’ll talk to Andrew tonight,” he promises. “He knows who you are, and I’ve told him how hard you work.”

“I’d have to think about it Shawn. That’s a big leap.”

“I know, but I do mean it. You have a job waiting for you whenever you want it.”

(Y/N) tried feel good about this, but everything about working for Shawn scared her. She knew his intentions were good but there was more risk than that. What if she fell into the same hole she did with Jason? What would fans say? What would people think?

“I call you when I have an answer.”

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