#realistic autism

[lixxen]

I'm writing an autistic Charlie one shot for AO3 right now, based off of my own experiences being autistic. Thought I'd share one bit of it!

I want to write a more positive side of autism for Charlie fic later, but I'm starting with the negative stuff that people know about but don't actually know how it feels like. So I wrote it out and peer reviewed it with another autistic person (there's more, but spoilers)

Btw the fic is gonna end up being Dee & Charlie and then a Charlie/Dennis subplot due to other stuff that will be talked about

#iasip #its always sunny in philadelphia #its always sunny #its always sunny in philly #charlie iasip #iasip charlie #charlie kelly #autistic charlie kelly #autism #realistic autism #iasip fic #ao3

[promantis]

How Autistic are you?

I'm "Create a fictional nation with multiple languages, cultures, architecture, and companies" Autistic.

#autism #autistic things #actually autistic #realistic fiction #worldbuilding

[scxvnger]

matching pfps for u and bestie

#warm up doodle #taking a break from any and all realistic art for an indefinite period of time #shitposts #my art #autism creature #tbh creature #yippee #o-14 #saint 14 x osiris #osiris destiny 2 #osiris #saint-14 #saint 14 #destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny memes #lgbt #mlm #gay

[desperatepleasures]

ok hear me out. kabru wanting to fuck laios but also not wanting to fuck him because he is absolutely certain that sex with laios would have to involve some kind of weird monster roleplay. but because kabru is kabru he overthinks this and spends an unhealthy amount of time figuring out how to negotiate around this and deciding what he would or would not be comfortable with (all without actually talking to laios or making any kind of move whatsoever).

then eventually they do get together and before they hook up for the first time kabru is like okay we need to talk first and he goes into great detail about exactly what he is and isn't willing to do and what monsters he is and isn't willing to roleplay as

and laios, to whom it has never occurred to blend his monster fixation with his sex life, just listens like "😳😳😳" and develops several new fetishes on the spot. and at some point laios is like wow I'd never thought of that before! and kabru is like oh. oh no. I've made him Worse.

#dungeon meshi tag #the only thing unrealistic about this is the idea that laios doesn't already know he's into these things lol #but i think it'd be funny if it just never occurred to him #and he's just like wow kabru is into some compelling stuff 👀 #and then gets really deep into it #all because kabru couldn't let himself fantasize about vanilla sex with his crush because his brain was like 'that's not realistic' #kabru's need to be prepared and Win Every Social Interaction creates the exact thing he feared #tbh i ship kabru/laios not bc i think they'd be a Good Couple (they would not) #but bc the way their respective autisms present is so funny and incompatible #guy who overthinks people vs guy who never thinks about people bc monsters are so much cooler...they should kiss. badly.

[justablix]

WAIT wait I figured it out. the reason every single modern adaptation fucks up irene adler by giving her romantic feelings for holmes (and vice versa) even though SCAN is about her trying to live a quiet live with the (non-holmes) man she loves and acd basically put a giant NO HETERO HE ADMIRED HER SKILL HE DIDNT LOVE HER warning sign at the beginning of SCAN is that not a single male director could imagine a man respecting a woman for her intelligence and skill without having romantic feelings for her. In this essay I will SCREAM

#Irene adler #sherlock holmes #acd holmes #ritchieverse #nrh #soviet Holmes #bbc sherlock #did i miss any? probably #in the course of writing this i also started a new essay on why holmes (mostly in newer adaptations) is autism coded in such a way that it #makes him a male power fantasy and symbol of masculinity #instead of realistically autistic

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

Dadron HCs always fuck me over

Like I hc Aaron with tattoos and just the idea of his kids getting pens to colour them in 🤭🤭🤭

Especially because he has kind of edgy/realistic tattoos and they’re just absolutely covered in sparkly gel pen.

#he’s got like cultural/religiously significant tats + marine-related tats bc autism #and all are like super realistic and black and white. #ans then Jacob Lilith and Alina get their hands on him #most of the time he doesnt have time to scrub it off before he goes to work so he’ll show up with a bright prick octopus on his arm #aphmau #aphverse #rewrite #aphblr #minecraft diaries #mcd #mystreet #aaron lycan #ranthredo

[alhaithamcore]

one of my many favorite things about alhaitham is how he is unintentionally some of the best autistic representation i’ve seen in media the past few years 🫶 he’s literally just like me esp with the auditory sensitivity, his bluntness, and his aversion to socializing/collaborating with others. i relate to him So Much and it comforts me a lot, love him sm <3

live laugh love alhaitham fr

#one could even say that the unintended autistic traits make it more realistic #bc usually when a character is canonically autistic in media #it becomes the entire point of the character #where everything related to them is specifically related to autism #which isn’t a bad thing in itself #but it’s a tad annoying to me when said autistic character can’t exist in any storylines that don’t revolve around them being autistic #yknow? #def not speaking for all autistic ppl btw this is just my opinion ! /gen #anyways sry for rambling #genshin impact #alhaitham #genshin impact alhaitham

[ittybittybumblebee]

i want to see exactly how many people actually have thought i am for research because ive gotten this quite a few times from different people i just wanna see how far it goes

#please understand while im not doubting so much now im not going to base off everything by peoples perceptions of my online behavior but #i feel like it does give good insight #i just always have a little hesitation in me because i feel like no one can get a full scope or honest picture of myself to Know me enough #to say that i can trust their opinion of me without knowing me enough in that sense #gahh. cuz i always feel like im doing Just Fine Enough i feel normal enough but im not guhh. #GUHHGGGHGH #it literally wouldnt change anything for me. like im autistic . ok! shrugs my shoulders. i cope i cant to anything more to help myself #than that #do u guys get it. do i have to go eat bricks or do u guys get it. my internal struggle. im like sisyphus #i cant trust other peoples opinions of my and i cant trust my own perceptions #while of course self diagnosis is a wonderful thing i dont want to put a name on myself that serves me no purpose #autism is awesome but do i deserve that title when dont feel like i own it wether i am autistic or not #im just so conflicted. #do you get it. do you get me. am i being reasonable . am i just fighting a truth about myself or are my doubts realistic. but the Evidence. #im so tired #i do not wanna b one of those tiktok girlies saying theyr hyperfixated on cooking pasta #Now do you get me #all my long winded rabbit trail rambles out of me before i finally get to my one point condensed conclusion #and now i just cant delete the rest of my tags because of all my time spent on them #enjoy my indentity crisis lol #i Might delete some of these tags later

[steakout-05]

new sketchbook who this

what it says in the tin, got a new sketchbook today :) it's thicker and rougher paper than what i usually use which is slightly annoying because it tends to smudge a lot more and has a rougher look, but it's still good paper and i find it nice to draw on!!

every so often i fall back into my DDLC phase and start rewatching a bunch of analysis videos on the characters. they're like my comfort background noise to listen to. Monika's one of my favourite characters and i find her fun to draw!!

(ignore the sudden lighting change idk why that happened)

Splatoon was, like, a childhood hyperfixation of mine, mainly because the character designs and the music go hard. like, they literally please the autism so much, it's like a stim just looking at the characters and listening to the soundtrack!!! the design of the Inkling girl was always my favourite as a kid because look at her! she's so cool looking!! i love all the colours and i love the texture of the characters' hair and their ears literally make me so happy and they are SO fun to draw. i would chew on an octoling's hair like a dog toy if i could it looks so chewable

#sketch #ddlc #ddlc monika #splatoon #inkling girl #my favourite splatoon characters are usually the ones that please the autism the most #marie marina and frye are my favourites out of the idols just because their designs go so hard #i also really love dedf1sh's design they're so cool #the hair in splatoon looks so chewy though. like. surely i am not the only person who- #-thinks the splatoon hair looks yummy. i wanna chew on it #if inklings and octolings were real i would just eat their hair #they would all go bald because i eated all the hair #anyway enough about eating hair #monika is so pretty. like. she is actually so beautiful and i love drawing her #how dare team salvato make such lovely character designs that i start questioning my sexuality for a moment /j #no but like the ddlc characters are so pretty drawing them is so fun #i like drawing them in a semi-realistic more detailed anime style because it just makes them look cosy #especially sayori #i love drawing sayori with more modest rounded hair it makes her look so cosy and friendly :) #these tags are so weird #i mean it is currently 12 am at the time of writing this because i wasnt paying attention to the clock- #-and i'm just writing a stream of consciousness right now but also why am i going on about- #-eating splatoon hair for like 5 tags wtf #im gonga go to bed goodnight :)

[dualcontrol]

he would not last five seconds during the crescendo event of the barns chapter of dark carnival

#postal #postal dude #postal 2 #body horror #autism baby meets autism baby sorry #i have a huge fixation on l4d and I just wanted to combine my interests together #realistically dude would be a smoker but i enjoy the spitter design so freaking much #art

[milimeters-morales]

I’ve been thinking of Miles thinking he has a crush on Hobie and not really understanding that he’s just really enjoying being his friend and assumes anything outside of “friend” in this box he’s mentally constructed around himself and Hobie means “crushing” because i personally don’t think he’s . good at social/romance stuff. Anyway Hobie does not like this and it makes him so upset/uncomfortable because he sees Miles as WAY younger than him, and in this scenario he isn’t, he’s just perceiving the gap between him and Miles being so huge from his mental baggage and fear of “chaining” people down, and also just wouldn’t return the feelings anyway. and Hobie doesn’t want Miles to see him like that either. So he just starts calling Miles kid in the “you’re too young to know anything lol go home” way because he knows Miles hates it, and hopes this pushes him away and gets rid of the “crush” so they can return to normal again. The final push is Hobie physically shoving Miles away and giving him mean ass looks, which causes a fight, which results in the usual “because i love you! I want to be with you! / no, you don’t! You don’t know what you want!” dialogue that im a sucker for esp when it’s true. Oh waiter, more difficult and uncomfortable situations to put Hobie and Miles in that are a result of poor communication, fucked up societal standards, and autistic traits please!!!

#hobie realistically would have been more straight up i know. but the drama ! #Hobie saying he doesn’t want to get too attached not realizing he has already left claw marks and sunk his teeth into all his friends #so he’s: too attached to be extremely blunt with miles because he doesn’t want to lose him + doesn’t want to tiptoe because it confirms + #he’s getting too attached #where’s that BPD + AUTISM cure bracelets meme? he needs that rn #if canon hobie teleported in my house and i went missing youd all know why. i’m runining his rep so badly 💔 #miles morales #spiderman #spider man #hobie brown #spiderpunk #spider punk #m&m posts

[theaspiechan]

My Berserk drawing. 🖤

#berserk #manga art #anime mangá #anime #drawings #my draws #dessin #dibujo #my art #artwork #art #aspergers #autism #realistic drawing #actually autistic #nanquim #dragon drawing

[an-inspired-eternity]

tbh. not a fan of how much this mv's lighting/contrast absolutely destroys any dark colored outfit. thus ruining any attempt for hoc's goth drip. but i think i managed to find something that worked

#shitpost agenda #shut up richie #project sekai #unit shuffle au #house of outcasts #not a song they'd realistically get but the mv is cute and i have autism. thats all that matters #id do sweet syndrome but i uhm. i need more outfits for them </3

[tanyakennedy1899]

can we be open and honest? my biggest kin is the couple Mandy and Jay. me and my bf talk and interact just like that.

#i lovee how theyre like 'why are u listening in.' bc williams 2 autism 2 say ANYTHING to them. #realist thing ever. i love how they can be nice to will w/ the cig scenes #and i wear flannels and smoke and my bf has the same height difference. but longer hair #theyre so inconsiquental to the entire story but theyre the ppl who REALLY push you in the Huh? what are they talking about? how does this #relate to the story? #anywaysss

[unproduciblesmackdown]

reread the rest thus far of lackadaisy and there's the both v easy & difficult task of gathering a shit ton but only a shit ton of excerpts (like every single page is a highlight i'm not exaggerating)

and every single element is superlative and the way it all only becomes More So....already mentioned the way the like smooth gradient shading made the successful evocation of 3D Shapes more noticeable, along w/the consistent geometries of character design & details in fabric folds; the way Lighting & Coloring only goes on to become more prominent elements only enhances that further. the compositions, backgrounds, pacing, angles....everything is so dynamic & expressive, such as including the expressions which you know i also Love / absorbed

going "hell yes for people to discover this superlative comic" then having to occasionally refresh past site traffic overloaded server errors like "nooo" but actually yes

whilest clapping & cheering for the fun of everyone who's been here a minute. My God the invigorating reward when again i started reading in '07 & the concept of rocky & freckle on a "proper" run had only manifested via fun official bonus art, then a literal decade later as it was actually happening in the comic like screeeeaammm i can feel it coming in the air tonight oh lord etc....i've loved following it, again, if i see another new comic page. i am going to be Enriched

i also really was right on the ball myself this time around like okay okay yep i have picked up on Everything, at least to the degree i can lmao. i love the mysteries. i love how Character Focused it is too ofc and there's no characters i'm uniterested in / dislike. you gotta point to one of them, truly, and i have been a [pointing at freckle] enjoyer these fifteen years but fr i am a connoisseur of everyone, i love that so many characters are a weird mysterious chaos element story driver in their own right. i considered mordecai more intently than ever, love his like ultra mystery (and that we leave off on him doing some detectiving even) and truly fun that like, the source of the more Immediate problems he keeps having in every damn interaction isn't the like [wow mordecai with the just diving into the hatchet murdering] factor so much as it's that he's generally like "i am just standing here" and is not nt in any way that matters and people insist on fucking with him on that front. the peak tragedy of him in a bonus comic getting bullied into having to dance with someone to Be Polite like i'm so sorry i wish you could be that ficus too. anyways intrigued with the marigold &/or mordecai mysteries including that it's like, how coincidental is it that he talks about marigold having a thorn in its side & the savoys' nickname for him is peekon = thorn. there is so much to consider, love that for us truly. and i'm rooting for mordecai & nicodeme's dynamic out here, is another conclusion....very enriched by comparing & contrasting that serafine nicodeme mordecai triumvirate with the rocky ivy freckle one, to be sure. im enriched

i'm also enriched by every footnote that's got like historical facts / research notes / [this is inaccurate for xyz prioritization but here's the disclaimer] explanations. i Love information. and everything else like i loooove this comic it's Soooo Fucking putting my hands to my temples and inhaling at length through my teeth

#first time i've really taken tumblr up on that new thirty image limit expansion; bit of a surprise maybe lol #put your back into autism acceptance month &/or press j; scroll fast; read through it actually; filter the following: #long post // #learning abt the overwhelming popularity of baby ruth candy bars from lackadaisy footnotes? relevant to gtm:pota aficionadoship at one pt #remember discussing what i learned from another footnote abt some christian denominations / other religions being very Anti Prohibition #every time i use the word cagey i think of lackadaisy. cagey thing... we've all been there #fantastic time revisiting and i love to be considering all these characters all the further / with reckless juxtaposition #especially the two triumvirates as mentioned. rooting for them all #rooting for mordecai to be relieved of that v realistic [ppl sensing a Mess With His he is not nt in any way that mattersness Free For All] #either let him be or start shooting at him lmfao. but i Love that the gang had that pleasant nonbrunch together & no shots exchanged yet #more brunches! and i think nicodeme could be mordecai's bestie or w/e he wants. turn out to be Supportive in any way that matters #they are more so the ivy and freckle of their group after all lol. slightly would-be Unlikely coupling there as well anyways; and yet! #i am as enriched and intrigued and appreciative and etc as ever #and reminded that in my rereading i haven't yet gone over all the bonus material lol.... #also stumbled across that sungwon cho had fandubs of lackadaisy comics posted like 9 yrs back?? #which means i probably saw one or two; think i remember one being shared and checking that out #like hey didn't know i'd encountered you before like; vines & oh the lamps are fucking & etc. and now there he goes voicing mordecai yaay #lackadaisy

[bedrotboy]

shoutout to centrosaurus tbh

[image: meme that says "my disability is invisible but your ableism isn't" surrounded by rainbows and colorful centrosaurus dinos, which is like, picture a weird small elephant hippo with a big vertical nose horn, a rounded beak, and a funky stiff head frill on the back of its head, like how turkey feathers stick upright but instead of feathers it's like bone maybe i'm not actually sure?]

#disabled #centrosaurus #dinosaur #ableism #the text is inspired by a rly boring t shirt logo #that def needed more dinos and rainbows #the centrosauruses are inspired by the npr article about the disabled centrosaurus who survived via protection from the herf #*herd #so sexy and cool of it #it had osteosarcoma #u can google it #mobility disability #which like realistically it wasnt an invisible disability so the text doesnt make much sense but do things really have to make sense #dinos belong on everything #dinos #autism #invisible disability #invisible illness #physically disabled #rainbows #also i just realized i think some of these pics r not centrosaurus which i blame wikimedia bc they were all listed under centrosaurus #and i am very sleepy #and did not do my due diligence making sure they r all the right lil guy #pls do not fight me dino nerds #i will steal your dino nuggets in the night #actually tho if anyone could tell me wtf a centrosaurus looks like that would be handy is there a your dinosaurs are wrong episode on this