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#reiner x bertholdt x y/n
honeyypotato · 2 years
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Hi Me again🙂 So I would like Y/n to be a female, and yes I want cute and fluffiness to be added
Hello friend! 
Thank you for getting back to me about this, I just wanted to make sure I was writing it the way u wanted :)
I hope you like it! 💕
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Melting
Reiner x Bertholdt x fem!reader
Word count: 2,348
Tags: fluff, poly relationship, pre-established relationship
Warnings: none :)
AN:
The image of Reiner walking aimlessly around the grocery store with a ginormous box of freezes is sending me akjhsfkljsdhf
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It was the third day of the predicted heat wave, and you weren’t sure you’d be able to bear it for much longer. It didn’t matter how cold you cranked the air conditioning in the apartment you shared with Bertholdt and Reiner, it still felt like it was at least a hundred degrees inside.
It wasn’t helping that Reiner was very vocal about his discomfort, and the man was practically drenched in sweat. You’d feel bad for him if he didn’t continue to try and hug both you and Bert, constantly, as you all were splayed out in various spots around the main living space of your apartment.
“Reinerrrr, get off me!”
He’d just come back from sticking his face in one of the box fans you’d set up around the living room, and managed to flop down on top of where you were splayed out across the couch.
“Aww, then where am I supposed to lay down? Bert’s taken up the whole countertop, and the chair’s too fuzzy and warm,” he mumbles into the crook of your neck as he gestures to the armchair, covered in a mildly fuzzy fabric.
“You can go in the corner.”
“What? Why?”
“It’s cooler. Only ninety degrees.”
Bertholdt throws a grape at you from his spot on the granite countertop, which hits you in the face. He’s capitalizing on the bag of fruit that Reiner had left out at lunch. The counter was arguably the coldest spot in the apartment, but he’d been hogging it since he came back from work.
“Bert!” You yelp.
Reiner had shuffled over to the corner of the living room. “Hey, uh, I don’t feel a difference over here. Are you sure it’s cooler?”
A grape hits him in the face as well. “Hey!”
“Dummy, she was making a joke. A very bad one.” Bert glares over at you as you burst out laughing, and Reiner groans as the realization hits him. “C’mon, I need to go grocery shopping. We ran out of tomato sauce, and I was gonna make pasta for dinner.”
You shriek when Reiner practically tackles you in retaliation. “Do we have to go with you?” He asks over your laughter.
“Well…the store is air conditioned. And maybe they’ll let you stick your head in one of the freezers if you promise not to sweat all over the food,” Bert reasons. You prepare yourself to defend him, remembering he doesn’t really like going shopping by himself.
But Reiner just shrugs, mumbling “Eh, sounds fair.” Without warning, he scoops you off the couch, throwing you onto his shoulder. “Let’s go, you.”
Wiggling your bare feet in front of his face, you whine, “Rei! I have to put shoes on, or else they won’t let me in the store!” 
At your protests, he puts you down, but the prospect of sticking his head in a freezer has him swiftly grabbing his keys and braving the outdoor heat to start his car. As you slip your shoes on, you look up at Bert, who reaches for one of his baseball hats before squeezing you to him by the waist for a heartbeat.
“Ugh, at least you’re less sweaty than Reiner, the poor guy probably feels awful.” You murmur as he leans down to kiss the top of your head.
“Thank you for coming with me, you know I hate shopping alone.”
You reach up to press a hand to his cheek with a soft smile. “Hey, anytime.”
A moment later, you’re climbing in Reiner’s car, which still hasn’t cooled off completely. After some lighthearted bickering, Bertholdt climbs into the passenger seat. You have an agreement to lessen the severity of passenger seat envy between you three: whoever is in the passenger seat on the way to a place has to sit in the back seat on the way home. Sure, it hasn’t stopped all arguments about car seating arrangements, but Reiner threatened to make you both sit in the back after a particularly bad disagreement. Since he usually drives, you and Bert agreed to a truce.
Despite this, you shove your face into the space between the two front seats, closing your eyes and letting the cold air from the vents hit your face. 
“Ahem.”
You blink your eyes open to Reiner staring at you, one eyebrow raised.
“Whaat?”
“You know the rules.” He murmurs, pressing his forehead against yours. By the “rules”, he means everyone has to be seated properly, with their seatbelt on, before the car moves anywhere. He’s oddly particular about that, but you don’t blame him for wanting to be safe. He loves you both, he doesn’t want to see either of you hurt.
“Mmm,” was all of the response he got from you. But, he also got your hand pressing into his cheek, pulling him in for a kiss. He sinks into your mouth for a moment before you pull away, sliding back into your seat and clicking the belt in place. 
Reiner exchanges a soft glance with Bert before shifting the car into gear; your affection wasn’t something that either of them could get enough of.
The drive to the store was arguably less agonizing, since the car’s air conditioning was efficient, and you almost didn’t want to make the walk into the store. You didn’t regret a thing the minute you were inside though, the cool air of the grocery store hitting your face and melting all of your thoughts about the weather. 
Reiner nearly falls to the floor when the cold air hits him, ever the dramatic guy. “Oh man, that is good.”
Laughing at his reaction, you pat him on the shoulder, and Bert ruffles his hair before grabbing a shopping cart. The two of you stand there for a moment, Bert off to the side checking his list to refresh his mind, until you noticed the other people entering the store were shooting looks at you and Reiner; you were standing in the middle of the entrance.
Bert raises an eyebrow at the two of you, and Reiner runs a hand through his hair sheepishly before announcing “Well, I’m gonna go stick my head in one of the freezers,” and marches off in the direction of the frozen food aisle.
You smile at Bert before slipping your hand in his for a moment, leaning against his arm and peering at his shopping list. “Alright Bert, let’s do this.”
He smiles down at you as you pull off of him, and the two of you begin to make your way through the aisles, grabbing everything on his list and then a couple things that weren’t, a product of food shopping while hungry.
After a short while, you and Bert stand in front of the last aisle of the store idly. You’d completely lost Reiner, despite your efforts to walk through the entire store twice. You were just bringing your phone up to your ear for the third time when the blond walks up to you, struggling with the largest box of freezes you’ve ever seen. 
“R-Reiner? What are you doing? We’ve looked everywhere for you!” Bert’s face twists with concern as the man sets the box on the ground in front of the two of you.
Reiner grins at you both. “Whaat? They’re ice pops!” His expression falters. “ …Oh, that’s my phone ringing, isn’t it?” His eyes fall on you, still holding the phone up to your ear for dramatic effect, as he reaches for the phone in his pocket.
“You mean…popsicles?” Bert teases, giggling.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about, they’re freezes.” You look at both of the men incredulously, and Reiner laughs, rolling his eyes.
“Well, whatever they are, they’re yummy, and cold.”
“They’re popsicles,” Bert whispers.
You smirk at him. “Freezes.” 
Bert scoffs in response, but doesn’t continue, so you resolve that you won that debate. “There’s five hundred of them in that box, Rei. We can’t fit all of them in the freezer.” 
“Bert, I’ll bet you a hundred bucks that he’ll eat them all before dinner. I say, as long as he can carry it back to the car, we can get them.”
“Y/n, this is not the first time we’ve been through this, I am not placing bets on Reiner’s actions again.” 
As he talks, Reiner walks up to Bert, wrapping his arms around the man’s torso, and giving him his best attempt at puppy eyes.
“That’s because I always win.” You grin at Bert, who’s trying very hard to not be persuaded by just how sad Reiner looks.
You move close to Reiner and press your hands to his cheeks, intensifying his expression. “Awww, Bert, c’mon, you’re gonna make Reiner upset, just look at the poor guy.” 
Bertholdt wraps his arms around his partners in defeat. “Alright, alright, you win. C’mon, let’s get home before our only option for dinner becomes…freezes.”
“Yes!” You and Reiner cheer, and he somehow manages to pick up the box of freezes.
The three of you manage to make it home with only mild looks of concern from the cashier, and without dropping the very large box. But not even thirty minutes later, you all stood in front of your completely packed freezer, having only unloaded half of the box of freezes.
Bert walks up behind Reiner, resting his chin on his boyfriend’s shoulder. “Reiner, I told you, it’s not gonna fit.”
“Hmm, we didn’t eat enough on the way home, then.” You grumble playfully. 
“Wait! I have an idea.” Reiner wraps an arm around Bert, giving him a small squeeze before hurrying off to his room.
Before you and Bertholdt can exchange confused glances for too long, he’s back with the cooler you bring on beach trips.
“We’ll just put all the ice packs we’ve got in here, and then the rest of the freezes will stay cold!” He beams.
“That sounds like a solid plan to me.” You shrug, looking up at Bert for any sign of disapproval from him, but you don’t find any.
“Alright, whatever works, but I’m gonna start on dinner.” He wraps an arm around Reiner, pulling him closer to plant a kiss on his cheek. “Try and save the freezes for afterwards,” he murmurs. Reiner tilts his face towards him in response with a soft smile, lips pressing into his, before turning back to loading the cooler with more freezes.
“Hey, Reiner, we should put the cooler in the living room, so we can just sit on the couch and eat the ones in here first.” You look up at your boyfriend, who grins.
“Aw, hell yeah, that’s a great idea!” He begins dragging the cooler into the other room as you fold the box the freezes came in, putting it in the recycling bin.
“Hey Bert, need any help with dinner, or should I make sure Reiner doesn’t eat all the freezes?” You murmur to him, raising an eyebrow as he slowly takes a bite of one of them that he’d grabbed out of the freezer.
“I’m all good here, but why don’t you set up to watch a movie or something where we’re not moving around and sweating so much, we can start it during dinner if you’d like.”
You nod, “I like that idea, I’ll get Reiner to help.”
Pacing over to the living room, you find Reiner moving around couch cushions and pillows.
“Reiner, what are you doing?”
“Making a blanket fort to hide from the heat, have you seen those things where you stick the fan under the sheets on a bed and the air makes a little tent?”
“Um, I think so?”
“Yeah, we’re gonna do it but bigger.” He tosses a pillow at you, a little fast, and it hits you in the face before you sputter and catch it.
“Ack—hey!” You readjust after receiving a pillow to the face. “Okay, tell me your plan.”
Twenty minutes and fifteen and a half freezes later, you and Reiner had draped an extra set of bedsheets over the major furniture in your living room, covering the floor with blankets and pillows. You’d informed Reiner of Bert’s plan to watch a movie, so you made sure the sheets weren’t obscuring your vision of the TV. By the time Bert walked in with dinner, you were sprawled across Reiner’s chest, the two of you laying on the floor of the living room on a pile of pillows. You were in the direct line of three different fans, the cool air blowing wisps of your hair every which way.
“Are you guys okay? Dinner’s done.”
Reiner raises his head to smile at him. “Yeah, we’re chilling.”
You punch him lightly for the joke, and he laughs as Bert rolls his eyes. Hunger gets the better of you, so you climb off Reiner, and finally the three of you squeeze together under the blanket fort as you settle down to watch the movie.
About halfway through the movie, you doze off, curled in between Bertholdt and Reiner. Your head rests against Reiner’s chest, his arm around your shoulders as you all lean against the base of the couch, while one of your legs is hooked over Bert’s. Reiner’s hand that’s around your shoulders finds its way into Bert’s hair, and before Bert dozes off Reiner nudges him to lay down, managing to only wake you halfway as he pulls you further onto his chest. The three of you curl against each other, sinking into the pillows and blankets littering the floor of your living room. 
It’s cool enough in the room now that the warmth of each other is welcome. Bert’s hand finds its way just under the hem of Reiner’s shirt as he drapes his arm across both of you. Just before he falls asleep, Reiner manages to press a goodnight kiss to both yours and Bert’s foreheads, something that had become a habit since you’d first started dating. You knew you’d wake up to another day of unbearable summer heat, but for now you’d all enjoy the comfort of the people you love.
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hanjisungslag · 1 month
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attack on titan headcanons #10
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synopsis: how the characters react when you, their s/o, gets hurt. 🩹
characters involved: eren, mikasa, armin, jean, connie, sasha, reiner, bertolt, annie, levi, erwin and hange
notes: i am cooking up a storm, so watch out for that & also hit double digits!!
☆ eren jaeger
bro is INFURIATED
“WHO DID IT HUH?! ILL KILL THEM WITH MY BARE HANDS-”
oh.. you got injured in training? poor babyyy☹️
he’s super sweet and gentle with you.
if anyone tries to go near you though.. he’s super scared they’re gonna accidentally hurt you😭.
so he’s always at the edge of his seat ready to rescue you if needs be.
he gets all of your food, water, clothes, bandages etc.
then the nurses catch him doing it and have to YANK him off of you, once again.
☆ mikasa ackerman
so incredibly caring and concerned 🤍
she was the one who found you on the expedition with a broken leg
she refuses you to the hospital
lets the nurses do their jobs (thank god)
she really wants to be able to help nurse you back to health as well though..
she gives you the next best thing aka massages.
she literally comes in everyday and gives you 3 massages minimum a day
she’ll also sleep in the hospital with you most days.
☆ armin arlert
nothing less than an angel.
for however long you’re in the hospital, he’ll bring you flowers
in there for 3 weeks? new flowers every week.
in there for a week? new flowers every other day.
reads you books every night to help you sleep
sleeps there EVERY single night
always gives good morning and good night kisses
keeps you updated with what’s going on with everyone and training to make sure you don’t miss out.
makes sure to surprise you by bringing your friends there too!! it was a super sweet surprise.
when you’re sleeping, he goes around asking nurses if they need help😖.
☆ jean kirstein
UGH TERRIFIED FOR YOUUU
he has to hype himself up before going to see you in hospital because it just breaks his heart.
but being able to see you, hug you, know that you’re being taken care of makes him feel wayy better.
he’s just happy to see that you’re not too badly injured.
just a sprain from training!
he likes to draw things for you from the outside
or you guys draw together.
yk that cute game where one person draws a squiggle and the other person has to make into a drawing?
yeah, you guys do that. and it’s frickin adorbs😡
☆ connie springer
you went to do some late night training by yourself
and cornelius found you on the ground. in a lot of pain.
he rushed you to the first aid
fastest anyone has EVER seen that man run
you got cleaned up but had to take a break from training until you were better.
definitely tries to make you laugh all the time
even with your injury, he still wants to see you happy and smiling 🤍
☆ sasha braus
aw bless her cotton socks.
your injury wasn’t fatal enough to warrant a hospital stay
but the nurses said to stay home and rest up!
you had to take care of your scar
in her own time, sasha headed over to first aid to ask the nurses how to help you properly☹️.
you literally do not lift a finger!!
she does everything for you, like cleaning it up, wrapping it up etc.
and she’s really good at it and all…
☆ reiner braun
he’s like a scared little boy.
he’ll sit by your side and tell you it’s all okay
but when he’s alone.. HE GETS SO UPSET
sometimes he’ll take ‘bathroom breaks’ just to pull himself together because he hates seeing you in this state :(.
really affects his everyday life
but he hides it well.
BIGG celebrations as soon as you’re out of hospital
is literally like a servant, will get you everything and anything you want.
☆ bertolt hoover
GAH SO ANXIOUS!!
he bakes you cookies for being so brave☹️.
he stays with you all day long until the nurse finally tells him he has to go.
it breaks his heart leaving you but he gets up bright and bloody early to see you in the morning
like i’m talking the second the hospital opens up.
☆ annie leonhart
she’s not nervous,
your injury wasn’t fatal or anything.
she’ll still visit you, of course ;)
she also makes sure to tell you how brave you are
since you are scared of hospitals.
she’ll giggle at your wimpy-ness though.
like you were getting patched up and you were just like trying not to scream
and she was just standing there chuckling at you.
☆ levi ackerman
so so so scared, secretly.
he has lost one too many people
but to lose you? that would completely and utterly BREAK him.
it was a pretty gnarly injury as well…
which was rather terrifying for both you and him
but he’ll keep a cool persona around you.
if he’s unable to visit due to work, he’ll ring the hospital and asks how you are.
he’ll always make time to come see you though, no matter what!!
☆ erwin smith
he hears from his assistant that you’ve been put into hospital
he runs STRAIGHT over and makes sure to comfort you.
he’ll stay till dark when you’re asleep and pay the nurses a visit too
he asks them to take extra good care of you.
if he’s unable to see you, he makes sure to call you up every single day
or at least have SOMEONE come check on you.
☆ hange zoë
GAH!! FREAKS OUT!
hange has seen it all at this rate
but doesn’t seem to heavily affected.
they’ve never really had anyone close to them be extremely injured
they were sooo scared though :(.
it was really sad for everyone to see hange’s energy so low but
they couldn’t help it!!
all they could think about was their poor love in hospital :(.
when they’re around you though, they try to stay positive! and tells you all about their work to keep you both distracted.
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berryblosom · 4 months
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TEXTS WITH AOT BOYS *ੈ✩‧₊˚ You ask them to get pads/how they react to your period
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mommypieck · 11 months
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I sent in a request abt Reiner and sizekink but I also forgot to put like Reiner/Bertholdt bc i imagine both of them having sizekinks
reiner
you're reiners everything but he just gets so mean when he sees you struggling to take him all night.
"im gonna fuck you so hard." he groans, pushing you down on the bed. he crawls on top of your body, kissing you while ripping the clothes out of your body. he finally gets to your pussy, he strokes your clit a bit before lining himself up with your entrance.
"good girl, you take me so well." he says as he bottoms out. he's too big and even know you can't take him all, he's proud at how much you can take him. he carefully pushes back in, smiling when your juices gush around his cock. you look so tiny under him, from your body to your tiny little pussy. he leans down to kiss you, his body caging you under him. his thrusts are fast and deep, every stroke of his cock touching your cervix. it's your fault, he thinks. it's your fault you're making him so mean. he knows that he can break you with his thrusts and that's what he does.
"you're still with me? let's cum together." he says when he notices you being overwhelmed.
"come on, baby. take everything i have to give you."
bertholdt
he never never knew he has something like this until he met you. when he saw you under him for the first time, it tooks him all of his self control not to fuck you into the bed.
"just like that. good girl." he praises you as you take his cock in your hands. he has to close his eyes if he doesn't want to cum right now. your hands can't even envelop his cock and you just feel so small in between his thighs.
"come here, love." he said, picking you up. he quickly guides his cock inside of you tiny pussy. he bounces you on his cock, his large hands holding you in his arms. you feel like a doll in his arms at the way he chooses what to do with you. he slams his cock inside of you with so much force that your whole body shakes. he knows he's gonna cum fast when you squeeze him like that.
"it's cum together, okay?" he says, slamming in one more time before emptying himself inside of you. you cum too as you shake in his arms.
"good girl. you make me so crazy."
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ridingtorohan · 6 months
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Subtle ways the Warriors Trio know you
Spoilers for AOT Seasons 1-3.
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Annie knows you in ways she doesn't know herself. Knows how you boil your tea, how you lace up your boots, right down to the wrinkles in your sleeves. How your hair falls when you sleep, what words someone says to make you laugh a little wider, a little longer. The thin scars, the long and deep gashes, each individual freckle and mole- she knows it. Knows each quality of yours that makes you a real person.
Whispers of a life that you've never told her, words never spoken to her. Every little thing, she's memorized and tucked away inside her head. You're the closest thing to a friend that she has, that she wants.
Sometimes she'll slip a fork onto your plate when she sees that you forgot yours, or trains a little differently with you when you're paired up.
When you join up with the Military Police with her, her fingers clench around her gear, heart skittering in her chest. For every way that she knows you, it doesn't compare to the real thing.
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Reiner knows you like he's supposed to. Mission first, friend second. Knows the way you hold yourself, each defensive posture. Knows how fragile your wrists are under his hands, knows the exact words to use that'll make you see red. Knows it all because once he nurtured it from you, scabbed it over with kind words and friendly slaps to the back.
He knows each weakness like he knows his oaths, knows how you sway in battle. The right position to hook his foot under and sweep you out. Knows every ache and bruise, what makes you cry or rage, has tempered you back when the days were too hard.
Every story you've told him about friends - family - siblings - lovers, he's ushered it into a slot designed just for you. He's the one you go to when you wake up, frightened by terrors in the dark, when titan feet rumble the earth.
Reiner makes you feel safe in ways that you haven't in years. But he knows just how to make you bleed, even if all he wants to do is make it stop.
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Bertholdt knows you like he does his gear. Reliant, steadfast, how to sway into the wind, the exact pitch he has to do to run up buildings. He's seen the frustrations and anger that seems through your anger, the raw drive that pushes you forward.
Hears your every word, every dream that lingers in your head and mouth, knows the way you sharpen your blades. Feels it echo, echo inside his head, drumming and insistent. Has practiced beat for beat every word that you've said.
Despite what they're here to do, what he's sworn to, he sees you and admires you for it. The strength and resolve that lingers. How you hold yourself in check, devoted to the mission. All things he wants to learn for himself, better himself by learning from you.
No matter your final grade, or your skill in battle, it's your character that he admires most. Each thing that gives purpose, each muffled fit of laughter. How your words settle over his skin like armour. He truly sees you as a friend, someone he admires.
Which makes it all the worse when he sees you and he has to explain exactly the right way to counter each move you make.
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yourlocaltrashcan657 · 2 months
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Masterlist.
Mental Hospital AU! Yandere! Attack on Titan x Female Reader Chapters.
Prologue
Chapter 1- Meeting Eren
Chapter 2- Meeting Armin
Chapter 3- Meeting Levi
Chapter 4- Break Time
Chapter 5- Meeting Connie
Chapter 6- Meeting Jean
Chapter 7- Meeting Reiner
Chapter 8- Lunch Time
Chapter 9- Meeting Bertolt
Chapter 10- Exchange
Chapter 11- Yeager or Ackerman
Chapter 12- Eren
Chapter 13- Armin
Chapter 14- Lunch Duty
Chapter 15- Levi
Chapter 16- Break In
Chapter 17- Connie
Chapter 18- Jean
Chapter 19- Reiner
Chapter 20- Bertolt
Chapter 21- Blackout
~| Eren Ending |~
~| Armin Ending |~ ~| Levi Ending |~
~| Connie Ending |~ ~| Jean Ending |~
~| Reiner Ending |~ ~| Bertolt Ending |~ ~| Erwin Ending |~
Yandere Attack on Titan one shots
~| Reiner Braun x Female Reader |~
Summary: Reiner won’t stop bothering you no matter how far away you stay from him. You even have a boyfriend but that won’t stop him.
~| Erwin Smith x Female Reader |~
Summary: Working as an intern with your three best friends, you’d never think you’d meet the CEO of a massive company. Working as his little assistant for a day, he seems to be quite attracted to you.
~| Connie Springer x Female Reader |~ Summary: Your boyfriend is so overprotective over you the second you mention another person, that’s why you took matters into your own hands.
~| Annie Leondhart x Female Reader |~ Summary: Bertolt has been your 4-year-long crush and after he came back from holiday, he seemed to be really nervous around you. He even gave you a gift! Annie won’t tolerate that..
~| Annie Leondhart x Female Reader |~ part two
Summary: Annie and you hang out and have so much fun! She’s about to confess until something comes up…
~| Jean Kirstien x Female Reader |~ Summary: After Jean kidnapped you, you don’t want to do anything with him, he’s locked you in a room and chained you by the ankle, why would you? Until you have a nightmare..
Attack on Titan One Shots
~| Levi Ackerman x Female Reader |~
Summary: Levi gets jealous when all of the newer recruits start falling for you. Eventually they start making inappropriate comments in front of him and the whole Survey Corps..
~| Erwin Smith x Female Reader |~ Summary: Erwin and Hange get invited to a fancy party in Mitras and are allowed to bring a guest each. You and Levi go with them but at the party, you seem to have caught Nile Dok’s attention..
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eli0004 · 2 months
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AoT as songs during a breakup and why [Pt. 1 Men Edition]
[Contains: Eren, Armin, Jean, Connie, Reiner, Bertholdt, Levi]
Warnings: insecurity, implied cheating, drug use, pining, toxicity, crying
Author’s Note: WHEW 😅 Ik it’s been a minute, I’m feeling better now despite the small bursts of fatigue here and there. Back to writing 🫶
Eren- [Black Cats- ZillaKami]
After you two break up, Eren goes through three phases. Anger at you, anger at himself, and finally just trying to forget and pretend nothing ever happened. He’s the type of guy that smokes until he’s numb, and forces himself to ignore the heartbreak. If he broke up with you, he’ll probably be back in your DMs in a week. But if you hurt him, he’ll expect you to come back and apologize. The man is too prideful to beg.
Armin- [If Only- Fink]
Sweet Armin 🥹 baby boy, he blames himself. Even if the breakup was your fault, he’s thinking of all the ways he could’ve been better for you. He’ll run through every possible reason you felt like he wasn’t enough for you, any sign he missed that he wasn’t trying hard enough. He won’t get over you, even as the time passes, there will always be room in his heart that he’ll keep unoccupied in case you ever decide to come back for him. This boy will love you forever, even if it hurts.
Jean- [It’s Called: Free Fall- Rainbow Kitten Surprise]
Jean is a very emotional guy…in private. He won’t outwardly show how it affects him, he’ll go out with friends and make an appearance at parties like it’s no big deal. For the first while he’s able to fool himself too. It’s one night when he gets home after a trip to the lake with his friends and starts thinking about how quiet his evenings are without you, he breaks. He feels a bit hopeless, and frustrated that he can’t just turn it off. He doesn’t want to feel it, because he’s scared it will consume him. He’s scared that other people will recognize his vulnerability.
Connie- [Who Needs Love- Trippie Redd]
My man is a LIAR. Connie hates you. He’s talking shit, he’s saying you were toxic and he’s glad you’re gone. He doesn’t need you and he could have anyone he wants, so why be sad? Until he runs into you at a party and you drunkenly admit that you still love him. Suddenly the world is colorful again, and loving really is worth the pain.
Reiner- [Creep- Radiohead]
Even if Reiner isn’t a loser, in his own mind he is. He went into your relationship believing you deserved so much better than him, he never understood how you managed to look at him and see anything worth loving. Everything he ever did was to ensure your happiness, so if leaving him is what will make that happen, he’ll let you go. He’ll watch you post on your instagram story when you go on dates, he’ll see your happy lil smile and he’ll smile to himself, ignoring the tear that escapes his eyes and moistens his pillow. He tells himself that he’s just proud of you, and glad you’re doing well.
Bert- [Break- Alex G]
Bert is a loser, and he believes he’s a loser. It’s endearing, because he doesn’t understand how he managed to pull you in the first place. He would walk to the ends of the earth and back barefoot to make you happy, his love knows no bounds. He’s a certified simp and he doesn’t mind being called one, because he doesn’t see any reason not to be proud that others are acknowledging how diligently he loves you, how devoted he is to your happiness. When things end, he feels cheated and drained. Like it was all for nothing. The type of guy who will say he’ll never love again, and even if it’s not true, it will definitely be a long time before he does.
Levi- [Killer- Phoebe Bridgers]
Levi has some pretty significant abandonment issues. He’s another one that would do anything to see you smile, he believes that the more he does for you, the more worthy of love he is. He doesn’t see himself as lovable unless he can be of service. Even if he doesn’t show it, Levi can be pretty insecure. He knows he isn’t the most approachable, he can be blunt and brash, and he doesn’t always know how to be gentle. But your love makes him feel like he’s good. He’s not ready to give that up, and he’s thinking of all the ways he can show you he wants to make it work. He can’t accept that it’s over, and one way or another he’ll have you back in his arms.
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tender-hearteddd · 1 year
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𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞
bertholdt x fem!reader
modern au, college au, established relationship, slight music nerd bertholdt, bertholdt is above 6’4, reiner ships you and bert so hard (´◡`)
wc - 4.0k
warnings - kissing, overthinking, insecurities abt relationship, kinda bad 😭
a/n - wrote this on a whim when i was on my work break so it’s not the best 🙁 unedited and kinda messy
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bertholdt loves it when it's just you two.
having his head cuddled between your plush thighs as you play with his brunette shag you hoped he never cut - watching the princess diaries in a comfortable silence you two shared so often that came with a growing mutual understanding of your budding relationship. he kisses the side of your plush thigh once in awhile when you run your hands over the side of his head in that way you always do when youre positioned like this on nights like these - when reiner is gone slaving away at practice right before the big game and it's just you two showering each other with affection.
that's until reiner comes back to his shared apartment with his best friend of over 5 years.
"reiner!" bertholdt slightly yelled like it was bloody murder. bertholdt quickly stood up, getting his abnormally big head (and big body) away from your thighs trying to act like nothing was happening - which was exactly happening. bertholdt accidentally pulled you off the couch as he frantically got up, a thud coming under you and a sympathetic look coming from bertholdt. sure - bertholdt loves showering you with his affection, but he'll never actually parade it in front of others, including the person who has seen him naked several times.
"what are you doing here?" he stupidly asked like him and reiner haven’t been living together for a whole year now.
"oh you know - coming back to my lovely home after a long day at practice.” reiner explains as he drops his gym bag and take off his sneakers, not acknowledging his best friends awkwardness to make him and you feel better.
it’s been a routine for the past couple of months. he’ll come home, see you and bertholdt cuddling, lost in your own world, and bertholdt being abruptly deported from his own little world with you whenever reiner appears into the living room.
reiner finds it slightly entertaining, not just how embarrassed bertholdt gets but the way bertholdt can easily be this close to you; you’ve created your own world with each other, speaking a language only you and bertholdt can understand. sure bertholdt’s awkward tendencies get in the way of him showing his love for you but reiner can see the way you love each other when he sees you two giggle at the plural form of ball.
and when you scold him for eating peanuts ever since he found out he was allergic to them because during your guys first date, they brought out a bowl of peanuts as an appetizer and apparently peanuts aren’t supposed to hurt your mouth like that (yet he still eats them).
and when he makes CDs for you filled with the static noise he calls music reiner and annie can’t stand yet you somehow like it.
and when you made reiner secretly steal all his pants one by one so you could tailor them to fit into his long legs.
and when bertholdt loves you to the point where he creates and you love him to the point where you can invent.
and when bertholdt gets too lost in his head, and reiner or annie never know what to do, but somehow you’re the only who could find him, and when bertholdt makes sure you don’t ever get lost, ever.
and when reiner comes home, after a long day at football practice, and he catches a quick glimpse into your shared world with bertholdt, speaking your own language, and he sees how he becomes you and you become him in the way you two hold each other. reiner likes this bertholdt, don’t get him wrong, he also likes awkward bertholdt a lot as well but he knows bertholdt is a lot more than an awkward sweaty lanky mess. he’s just happy that bertholdt has someone to be himself around - even his awkward self. and reiner would totally try pushing bertholdt to be more comfortable with holding you in front of others but right now, he smells like wet grass and total ass and he can’t feel his legs; trying to push bertholdt out of his box will have to wait.
apart, scratch that, a good chunk of you finds it insulting. like him being your boy and you being his girl is hell on earth. you know bertholdt loves you. of course he does! you’re his own prayer. but sometimes - he gets up a little too fast whenever reiner comes home, and it makes you do the unthinkable; overthink.
which is exactly what you’re doing right now as bertholdt helps you up the floor and you could feel his once dry palm, which he used to play with the side of your thighs as you played with his hair, now moist do to his nervousness. you sighed under your breath and grabbed your jacket and bag from the front door.
“alright, gonna take this as my sign to leave.” you said avoiding eye contact with bertholdt and reiner while zipping up your jacket.
bertholdt knows you’re annoyed. and he knows you’ll tell him that it’s fine.
“good luck tomorrow reiner!” you yelled as you were making your way out the door.
“wait!” bertholdt ran after you, swiftly putting on his house slippers, “let me walk you out!” bertholdt grabbed the top of the door frame preventing it from slamming, ducked his tall body under the door frame, and gently closed the door making sure he wouldn’t bother reiner.
you waited for him as he jogged a short distance to catch up to you.
“hey,” he greeted you like you weren’t hanging out the whole day.
you know you should say hi back, you always do, but you know what he always does? he always pushes you away when reiner comes home. and it’s not his fault for being so shy, but still, can’t a girl hold her boyfriend in peace?
“are you mad?” bertholdt asked with the worried look on his face he always seemed to have.
“no.” you briskly told him, keeping your eyes forward.
bertholdt sighs as he pushes the button for the elevator to go down. your arms are crossed as you wait for one of the elevators to be available. usually you and bertholdt would talk about everything and nothing - why he hates his philosophy professor, king krule possibly coming to paradis, if you should get those jeans from jaded london, giving him a fake palm reading just to touch his hands, looking at the view from the window in the elevator room and people-watching into the apartment complex across the street - but right now, it’s silent, and not the comfortable kind you two always have but the “please don’t be mad” kind.
“are you sure you’re not mad?” he asks, a little exasperated watching you walk into the elevator while you try to avoid eye contact. he walks in after you, distracted from how worried he is about you, the tall oaf ends up hitting his head on the sill of the elevator.
“Ow!” he rubs his forehead with his pointer finger and his thumb trying to numb the pain. he ducks down to the mirror of the elevator to check for any bleeding and catches you trying not to laugh your ass off at your oaf of a boyfriend. you have the prettiest smile, he swears. he tries to suppress his own smile as he hears you fail and you erupt into snorts and giggles.
“do I have to hurt myself in order for you to acknowledge me?” he jokingly asks.
“yes.” you respond as you still have a grin on your face from your fit of laughter not too long ago. bertholdt presses the button to go down to the garage, giving you a quick kiss on the cheek to reassure you about whatever you’re upset about.
bertholdt walks you to your car, still a little cautious around you.
“what’s on your mind? i know something’s wrong.” bertholdt steps in front of you, preventing you from going any further to your car. bertholdt isn’t letting you go to sleep tonight feeling like this.
“it’s nothing really.” and it really is nothing, to you at least but not to bertholdt.
“it’s something.” bertholdt quickly retorts gently bringing his hand to yours.
you’re a little emotional, you’ve always been.
“can you just hold me? there’s no one around.” you reassure him. bertholdt’s heart stings at your act of reassuring him. bertholdt looks around for a moment and hugs your body to his in the empty parking garage, feeling your specific type of inviting warmth to his chest and having the smell of your vanilla coconut leave in conditioner scent hug his nose. he’s leaning against your car as you lean into him.
“are you mad because i pull away from you whenever reiner comes home?” he gently asks as he gave you a kiss on your head.
“im not mad, just..”
bertholdt gives you all the time to continue.
“just..are you embarrassed of being in a relationship with me or something?” you look up at him, slightly teary eyed, hoping he wouldn’t notice. but he does; because he wants to make sure you’ll never get lost.
“no! of course im not!” he furrows his eyebrows at you. you stare up at him looking if he’s telling the truth. and you know he is but overthinking gets the best of you sometimes. “you should be the one embarrassed to be in a relationship with me!” bertholdt jokes to make you feel better.
you smile as you hug him tighter, “never.”
“it’s just sometimes i feel like you are embarrassed of me.” you push the side of your face into his chest, avoiding eye contact once again.
“I’m not.” and he isn’t. bertholdt looks down at you with sympathy in his eyes, rubbing and kneading your back. he knows you deserve someone who can hold you whenever they please.
“you know how shy I get.” bertholdt reassures you that it’s his problem, not yours.
“i know.” you tell him. “i don’t want you to do anything that makes you uncomfortable. I just want you to hold me, just right now.”
“trust me, holding you doesn’t make me uncomfortable.”
bertholdt holds you in his strong arms like you’re a dove. every touch from him is carefully placed. you pout your lips signaling for a small kiss. as soon as he reaches down to give you a quick kiss, the tip of his ears red from his meekness, here comes porco galliard and his loud ass car beeping twice at you two. your eyes crinkle at his cars bright ass headlights and bertholdt lets you go from his grasp, not wanting porco to see the monstrous act of holding his girlfriend.
“give this to reiner for me!” the boy named after a pig yelled through his rolled down passenger window and threw out reiner’s jockstrap, bertholdt catching it as he let out a sigh of dissent. porco irresponsibly and annoyingingly, may I add, sped out of the garage, bertholdt yelling at him to slow down.
your eyebrows furrowed in distress when your giant of a boyfriend let you go. you watch as he slightly jogs after the speeding car and yells at the pig man driving it to slow down. bertholdt walks towards you, the dissatisfied look in your eyes wishing he kissed you a few moments earlier. bertholdt gives you a sympathetic smile as he held reiner’s jockstrap in between his fingers.
“bye,” you curtly smile back and tried as fast as you could to get into your car as you ignored your boyfriends goodbyes.
bertholdt watched your car drive out of the parking garage, a disappointed groan coming from his body.
the olive skinned boy closes his apartment door with a sigh. it pains him to know that there’s apart of you, that may grow into a chunk, that thinks he’s ashamed of you. and you know he isn’t, but he knows how you overthink. hell, he can’t blame you. if he was in your position, he would think the same thing too.
but bertholdt is shy - painfully shy, almost like he’s cursed to be this way forever, and it’s not like he doesn’t want to hold you the way he does behind closed doors in front of others. if bertholdt could, he’d have you attached to the hip.
bertholdt is just…how you say - modest.
one touch, and he knows he’s gone.
it took him at least three months into the relationship for him to even comfortably hold you, and took him another three for it to become a regular thing. every touch from your fingertips is a modified blow, and bertholdt is made of glass. the first time you molded your hands to the side of his face, he swore he shattered into a thousand pieces. and you put him back all together. you touch him like a prayer, a prayer only you two understand. the first time you touched bertholdt, when you held his face, or when he laid his head in between your thighs, or when his senses are overloaded with you - bertholdt feels his heart take root in his body, discovering something he doesn’t even have a name for.
so it’s not that bertholdt is embarrassed, he just craves even the slightest brush of your fingertips against his skin too much.
“You forgot your jockstrap.” bertholdt throws it to a now freshly showered reiner, who is currently eating his second bowl of lucky charms right now.
“thanks.” states a tired reiner.
reiner put his now empty bowl in the sink while bertholdt got ready for bed.
“goodnight bertholdt.” reiner slaps bertholdt’s flat ass.
“goodnight reiner.” bertholdt does the same to reiner.
reiner yawns and before closing his bedroom door, he peeks his head out, and with tired eyes and a tired voice, he tells his best friend since middle school,
“if you could slap my ass every night, you can hold your girl without being a scaredy cat about it by the way.”
bertholdt looks back at him with a surprised look on his face.
“you should hold her more.” reiner states before he kicks his bedroom close and going to sleep for his game tomorrow.
and bertholdt agrees.
these intrusive thoughts aren’t letting you sleep. the many times bertholdt has pushed your affection away in front of others is making you cringe and the little voice inside your head is not letting you forget them. there’s a devil and angel on your shoulders arguing whether he really loves you or not. you’re being dramatic, no you’re not, yes you are. all you really want is your boyfriend to hold you. is that too much to ask? you wanna cry but you don’t let yourself, bertholdt would let you. you let out a frustrated sigh and grab your phone from your nightstand. a second ago it was only 12 but now it’s almost 3 o clock in the morning. to hell with these intrusive thoughts.
bertholdt <3: Just wanna say goodnight and I can’t wait to see you tomorrow. I hope you feel better in the morning, I love you.
sent at 12:25
you roll your eyes at the text message sent by your boyfriend but can’t help but feel a teensy bit better, but not enough to fall asleep. a glass of warm milk and those melatonin chocolates bertholdt bought for you will do. you find your roommate pieck awake at almost 3 in the morning making herself a cup of tea in her jaw titan mug.
“he did it again.” you tell her as you get out the carton of milk and pour it into a glass.
“again!?” pieck suddenly drops her spoon into her cup of tea.
“shhhhh!” annie is in her room doing the right thing you’re supposed to do at 3 in the morning, sleep. annie is also possibly the lightest sleeper you’ve ever come across and even pieck’s soft voice can wake her up.
“did you tell him how you feel?” pieck asked more quietly this time as she blew at her hot tea.
“yeah.” you sighed, waiting for the microwave to be done warming up your glass of milk.
“and?”
“and…he told me that he wasn’t embarrassed of me and he was just shy.” you take your too hot glass of milk out of the microwave and ended up yelling, possibly waking up annie and praying you didn’t.
“shhhh!” pieck pulls her finger to her lips.
you and pieck stay quiet to listen out for annie’s footsteps, and luckily for you two, you heard none.
“well that’s good right? he’s not embarrassed of you!” pieck says, a little more quiet this time, just in case.
“yeah but, your pig of a boyfriend, who’s headlights are way too bright, came to drop off…something reiner forgot and he let go of me like i was burning hot.” you drink all your milk in one go and let the chocolate dissolve in your mouth.
“but you are burning hot.”
“pieck,” you smile at her playful flirting while staying stern to let her know now is not the time to flirt
“why the hell are both of you still awake?” annie opens the door to her room glaring at both of her roommates.
“what the fuck annie!?” you yelped in your normal voice not having to whisper anymore.
annie makes her way to the fridge and grabs a water bottle, gulping it down like she’s been stranded in the Sahara desert for eternity.
“you two suck at whispering.” annie states throwing away the now empty water bottle.
“what could you two be talking about this fine night?” annie sarcastically asks.
“your bestie is a scaredy-cat and can’t hold his girlfriend in front of others.” pieck jokes.
“pieck!”
“bertholdt?”
“who else?” you confirm
“you can’t make him do anything that makes him uncomfortable, bertholdt’s always been like that.” annie defends her best friend as if you were talking bad about him in the first place.
“im not.”
“well it sounds like you are.” annie’s a good friend, you note.
“i never took a dig at bertholdt as a person, you know how I feel about him annie, i just…feel like he’s embarrassed of me.” you look away from her, a little embarrassed yourself.
annie scoffs, sitting down at the kitchen table “he is not embarrassed of you stupid.”
you look at annie a bit relieved.
“he’s just meek, okay? trust me, it gets to me sometimes too. bertholdt always seemed like he would be meek forever..”
“that’s not a bad thing.” you retort
“can you let me finish first?” annie continues “but, and I know you know this, he’s destined to be more than that.”
“he is already more than that.”
“i already know that.” annie says
there’s a bit of an awkward silence and pieck has awkwardly been stirring her tea the whole time.
annie sighs, “he seems to be a lot more confident ever since you’ve been with him and….” annie hates that she’s admitting this, god she prays you and pieck learn to whisper so she won’t ever have to say something like this again to anyone.
“I like that he’s happy with you.”
your eyes brighten up with joy.
“really?” you smile brightly.
“yes really.” annie sighs once again.
“thanks annie.” you give her a hug and she awkwardly pats your back. you make your way back to your bedroom, with a lingering smile on your face. you text bertholdt goodnight and you know he’s gonna worry over the time you sent your text (3:15 in the morning) but at least now your intrusive thoughts have stopped.
annie doesn’t see you as a friend like pieck or the rest of her friends do. you’re just her roommate. but ever since bertholdt has been dating you for the past 9 months, he does things like hum while doing basic tasks, developed an actual sense of fashion, listens to actual good music and her favorite? tells her and reiner that he loves them every night in their groupchat.
“annie?” pieck says quietly, her tea gone cold.
“yes pieck?” annie sighs, once again.
“do you like bertholdt, in the way Y/N likes bertholdt?” pieck is also a good friend.
annie turns to pieck a bit dumbfounded “pieck, I am literally a lesbian, god.”
“oh thank god.” pieck lets out a breath of relief.
annie goes back into her room, her head now hurting.
you have no idea how football works.
you chant offense when it’s defense, defense when it’s offense, don’t even know what it means to be flagged. yet here you are, giving all your undivided attention to the very homoerotic game that is football, trying to ignore your intrusive thoughts about your boyfriend. all you really know is reiner’s jersey number.
the score is currently 14 - 7, halftime is in three minutes, and under these late night stars, the crowd is starting to get rowdy. eren jaeger is sat three seats beside you yelling at jean kierstein about how much of a pussy the opposing team is. jean kierstein’s face is tomato red as he tries his hardest not to punch eren in the face. armin is right in the middle of it wishing he never came. mikasa knows that these losers wouldn’t even survive in a football game but she can. your roommate pieck just wants to support her boyfriend, and bertholdt and your other roommate annie are just supporting their best friend.
you don’t understand the hype for college football games. the aftermath was always so depressing. men fighting over two groups of other men cuddling each other, underage college students getting alcohol poisoning, people you’ve seen post environmental activism infographics on their instagram stories littering like it’s nothing.
you’ve seen the worst minds of your generation at a college football game.
bertholdt knows you have no idea what’s going on. he’s talking to annie about the game, while also trying to subtly explain to you how it works and annie has no idea why bertholdt is explaining the game to her. If bertholdt keeps this up, annie will probably have to beat his ass.
“the titans just got flagged? wow I wonder what they got penalized for.”
“yeah our defense, who stop the other team from scoring, have been doing really well this season!”
“our offense, who have the ball currently, have been kinda sloppy this quarter, don’t you think?”
Bertholdt is lucky halftime is about to start.
“I’m gonna go get something to eat.” annie states, annoyed by bertholdt.
“get me a korean corn dog please!” you yell after her. she flips you off as she walks away, which means yes, you will get your korean corn dog.
that silence between you and bertholdt appears from last night again, the “please don’t be mad” kind, and you don’t like it. you can feel bertholdt’s doe eyes on you and you know he’s worried about you. he let you go home feeling like an embarrassment to him and he has so much to make up for.
you two don’t really get into the typical fights, sure some misunderstandings, but nothing like this before. you’re overreacting, you know you are. but you can’t help but feel so insecure.
“you should stop explaining how football works to Annie before she beats you up.” you tell your oaf of a boyfriend in a way to let him know him that you don’t want it to be like this any longer.
“if she beat me up, would it make you happy?” bertholdt jokingly asked, a little relieved.
“very.” you gave bertholdt a toothy grin. you give him the most brisk kiss on the cheek, you don’t even think your lips touched him.
“thank you.” you tell him because you know the only reason why he even is explaining football to annie, who probably understands it way more than you and bertholdt, is because he thinks you need space from the passive aggressive predicament you got into last night. (which is far from what you need)
you’re eyes are guided back to the big jumbotron in the center of the field, watching the two dogs who represent the two teams race against each other. bertholdt keeps his eyes on you and observes the way your face lights up when you see the brown labrador dressed as an armored titan race against a black great dane dressed as the colossal.
“bertholdt that black dog resembles you so much!” you tell him in the nicest way possible as you point at the screen. ymir bursts into the most disrespectful laughter possible, her and her girlfriend historia sitting above you and bertholdt.
“ymir stop being mean!” historia scolds.
bertholdt doesn’t care though, he does look like a dog to a certain extent, and he doesn’t care - as long as he can see you smile. he disregards ymir’s snorts, he ignores eren and jean’s arguing, he hasn’t noticed that annie’s been gone for longer than usual, he forgets what breed the dogs were and which one won, the cheering in the stadium has suddenly stopped - all he knows at this moment is you. here you are, his girl, the biggest smile on your face accentuating your cheekbones with your eyes crinkling in the corner. he swears you have the prettiest smile. it makes his brain go fuzzy, makes him forget everything around him -
your intrusive thoughts have gotten the very best of you, all of last night and up to today. there’s that voice in your head who keeps on telling you that you’re not worthy of being shown off, that being with someone like you is an embarrassment - how dare anyone love you? but right now - bertholdt feels so honored in this current moment sitting this close to you and having the privilege to see you smile. he looks like an idiot probably as he admires you from his seat that his tall body can barely fit in. but he doesn’t care - all his inhibitions have left and you’ve replaced them.
reiner can’t wait until this game is over with. he’s sat on the metal moist bench with his helmet off squeezing his water bottle into his mouth as his bandages are being renewed below him by the teams nurse. the black game paint he painted across his face has became grey and smudged and his hair is soaked from how much he’s been sweating. there’s about three minutes of halftime left and he’s spending those three minutes watching the Jumbotron across him.
“pucker your lips and get ready for the kiss cam titans!” came a booming voice from the intercom.
the first couple weren’t even a couple and the girl ended up moving away when the guy motioned a kiss towards her.
the second couple gave each other a meek kiss and the crowd boo’d at their lousy excuse of a kiss.
the third couple was a girl in the middle of eating a korean corn dog and the giraffe of a man totally entranced by her cheese pull.
reiner’s eyes widen as he sets his eye on the dork of a couple who were cuddling on his couch last night.
bertholdt is looking at you like you’re the only person in this whole stupidly funded football stadium. you have a bit of mustard on the corner of your lips and your inhaling the cool night air to cool down the burning piece of fried cheese in your mouth. you look to bertholdt and stick your tongue out and point at it with sad eyes.
“I burnt my tongue,” you said with your tongue still sticking out.
“you’re on kiss cam you idiots!” ymir smiled at the both of you and playfully pushed bertholdt’s towards you.
bertholdt doesn’t even know he’s on kiss cam. he barely felt ymir push him over to you. he sees you look over to the jumbotron and grow embarrassed as you use your hand to cover your face. out of nowhere, you’re hit with the massive weight that is the whole crowd’s judgement. somehow, you’re the one filled with inhibitions and bertholdt isn’t.
“bertholdt…” you whisper to him, “we’re on kiss cam!” you say this like it’s the worse thing in the world.
all bertholdt hears is kiss and that’s what he does - in front of thousands of people, all of paradis’ college towns watching on their TVs, in front of eren jaeger and jean kierschstein who’ve stopped arguing due to how surprised they are, in front of armin arlert who’s just glad they’ve stopped arguing, in front of mikasa ackerman who has never felt so much second hand embarrassment in her life just from you eating your corn dog, in front of pieck finger who’s smiling so big because you were just telling her last night how you felt bertholdt was embarrassed of you, in front of annie leonhardt who can’t help but roll her eyes at you two, in front of ymir who’s cheering bertholdt on, and in front of reiner braun, who’s annoying the nurse who’s bandaging his calves from his constant movement as he stands up and cheers for his best friend since middle school.
bertholdt is carefully cradling your face in both of his hands, like you’re his own personal prayer, his own personal heaven, his own angel; they’re large and warm up your cool face and his fingers reach to your scalp. you didn’t expect this from him, you even thought he would just walk away pretending to not even know who you are (and if he did that, you would give him something to be embarrassed about). but here he is, his lips on your lips, kissing you like this is what mouths are for. finding warmth in his mouth, you relax into his lips and hold his hands closer to your face.
neither you or bertholdt can hear the crowd cheering you guys on as bertholdt’s lips put you into some sort of trance just like how your smile induced his. it is every kiss bertholdt owes you every time he pulled away in front of others. it is the song baby by donnie and joe emerson that is the first track on the CD bertholdt gifted you when he asked you to be his girlfriend. it is the last track - ‘baby’ by ariel pink. it is bertholdt’s hands cradling your face up to reach his lips and your hands on his, your mouth becoming his mouth, it is you who breaks into shards and it will be him who will put you back together.
once you both pull away due to the ear-paining air horn signifying that halftime is over, the kiss cam screening had already been over with. bertholdt’s olive skin heats up, his lips covered in your gloss and your lips a bit swollen.
you look up at to him with bright but bashful eyes, and you smile.
and he swears you have the prettiest smile.
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mikasa-imadebiscults · 8 months
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AOT Characters Reacting to You Hugging Them
(A/N- This is part two, here is part one)
(Characters Included- Reiner, Bertholdt, Sasha, Ymir, Historia, and Annie)
(Warning: FUCKING FLUFF)
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🔫Reiner Braun🔫
- He’s the type to give you a big bear hug and ends up cracking your back. He would be smiling a little bit after you gave him a hug.
🫐Bertholdt Hoover🫐
- He will be a bit shy at first but eventually he’ll warm up to the feeling of being hugged.
🥖Sasha Braus🥖
- She would be so excited. She’ll be the type of person that will hug you back and spin you around causing you guys to fall almost every time.
🔪Ymir🔪
- She will most likely tease you about it and make sure you feel all flustered. She just loves it when you get flustered.
👑Historia Reiss👑
- She enjoys hugs so whenever you give her one, it warms up her heart every single time and brightens her day.
💎Annie Leonhart💎
- She would be tense and will most likely not hug back, unless you two are alone together. If you been together for a while then she’ll hug you back in front of others.
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rubywithecat · 2 years
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Hello! Can you do AoT characters cuddling with you or sleeping with you?
Hi! I'm so sorry for the late response because my acc was having problem. Anyway its fixed now lol <3
How AoT characters would cuddle you in bed
Eren
He is a passionate cuddler. He won't let you get away from him. As he might be a light sleeper, he will often take care of you while you are sleeping like if you are cold, he might close the A/c or layer you with another blanket.
Armin
He cuddles you really softly. He also like to whisper sweet talks in bed and make you giggle. He likes holding hands too while sleeping.
Levi
He would hesitate to cuddle at first but he can't resist you so he will do it anyway! He cuddles you enough that you could feel his heartbeat and he could feel yours. You guys woild just sleep in silent but still could feel each other.
Reiner
He likes to fool around in bed. You know what I mean lol!! He would tease you and turn you on. He might give you kisses all over your face and cuddle you with his giant hug. Its the best feeling ever being cuddle by him omggg!
Bertholdt
He would feel shy and his face became red and hot by just touching you. Trust me this man has dirty thoughts of you but won't do it until you lead him. He would cuddle you like you would feel save around him and feel like you won't need anyone if you are with him.
Zeke
He would cuddle you nicely but you tease him like kissing his neck during the cuddle which will make him turn on and he will definately won't let you get away with it.
Porco
He makes a slow move to cuddle you as he doesn't want to admit that he need to cuddle. You will be surprised if he do that but give him a smirk and hug him back. He likes to play with hands in bed too.
Erwin
You have to tell him to cuddle you and he will do it so well. His warmth is everything you need and he will fall asleep right next to you like that. He is a fast sleeper. You understand as you know how hard he works and then you will just stare at his face and smile.
Jean
He would cuddle you like a little pet. He would kiss you often in bed and talk meaningful things to you. He just love the thought that you are with him. He won't be able to sleep unless you fell asleep first. He will admire the view of you sleeping. (such a creep! just kidding!><)
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butteerfly · 1 year
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taylor swift’s sad songs but it’s attack on titan.
just something that I have going around in my mind, hope you like, quite angst.
the lyrics belong to taylor 🫶
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Levi Ackerman: "Peace"
"I never had the courage of my convictions, as long as danger is near, and it's just around the corner, darling, 'Cause it lives in me"
"All these people think love's for show, but I would die for you in secret"
"Your integrity makes me seem small"
"Give you the silence that only comes when two people understand each other"
"I'm a fire, and I'll keep your brittle heart warm"
"But the rain is always gonna come if you're standing with me"
"Would it be enough if I could never give you peace?"
Eren Jeager: "my tears ricochet"
" I loved you, I swear I loved you, 'till my diying day"
"And you're the hero flying around, saving face"
"I didn't have it in myself to go with grace"
"if I'm dead to you, why are you at the wake? cursing my name, whishing i stayed"
"when I'd fight, you used to tell me I was brave"
"And I can go anywhere I want, anywhere i want just not home"
"You had to kill me, but it killed you just the same"
Reiner Braun: "Hoax"
"My sleepless night, my win-less fight, this has frozen my ground"
"Your faithless love's the only hoax I believe in"
"You know I left a part of me back in New York, you knew the hero died, so what's the movie for? you knew it still hurts underneath my scars from when they pulled me apart"
"My only one, my kingdom come undone, my broken drum, you have beaten my heart"
Ymir: "Sad Beautiful Tragic"
"Long handwritten note deep in your pocket"
"Words, how little they mean, when you're a little too late"
"In dreams i meet you in warm conversation, we both wake, in lonely beds, in different cities"
"you've got your demons and darlin' they all look like me"
"Hang up, give up, for the life of us we can't get back"
"We had a beautiful magic love there, what a sad beautiful tragic love affair"
Mikasa Ackerman: "This is me trying"
"I've been having a hard time adjusting, I had the shiniest wheels, now they're rusting"
"I didn't know if you'd care if I came back, I have a lot of regrets about that"
"Could've followed my fears all the way down and maybe I don't quite know what to say, but I'm here in your doorway"
"They told me all of my cages were mental, so I got wasted like all my potential"
"I ended up here pouring out my heart to a stranger, but I didn't pour the whiskey"
"I just wanted you to know that this is me trying, at least I'm trying"
Erwin Smith: "Coney Island"
"If I can't relate to you anymore then who am i related to?"
"Did i shatter you?"
"Lost again with no surprises, disappointments, close your eyes and it gets colder and colder when the sun goes down"'
"The question pounds my head 'What's a lifetime of achievement?'"
"will you forgive my soul when you're too wise to trust me and too old to care?"
"Did I paint your bluest skies the darkest gray?"
"And when I got into the accident the sight that flashed before me was your face"
"The fast times, the bright lights, the merry go, sorry for not making you my centerfold"
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when i hear "my tears ricochet" eren jumps in my mind 😭 i have cried a lot
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hanjisungslag · 4 months
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attack on titan headcanons #9
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## - when you get caught in a titans hand
genre - angst
pairing - aot x reader
word count -
warnings - none!
notes - can i still make a christmas post even though it’s january.. 💀
EREN JAEGER -
as soon as this man sees you, the love of his life, caught in a wretched titans hands, his fight or flight kicks in. and you know damn well it’s FIGHT. he drops everything at that very moment, no matter to rescue your dumbass.
erens minding his business, doing what he usually does with the levi squad preparing to transform and help at any given moment until he hears a familiar scream. he swiftly turns his head and sees your body trapped in a titans large hands - he immediately drops everything he’s doing with the levi squad and starts to make his way towards you QUICK.
levi and the rest of the squad turn to face eren but quickly realise he’s ran off somewhere, they all start screaming at him telling him to get his ass back over there but he doesn’t even hear them at this rate. he’s blinded by pure rage seeing the situation you’ve gotten yourself into.
he slices the titans nape with a war cry and snatches you out of its hands. he places you down gently and asks how the hell you ended up like that but, before you could answer the levi squad come over and take him away.
before he leaves, his squeezes your hand tightly.
MIKASA ACKERMAN -
this mf rescues you in two seconds FLAT. cmon now, even as a rookie they compared her to 100 soldiers, you’re more than safe in her hands.
she sees you tightly wrapped in a titans grasp, swoops in and rescues you immediately. while taking out several titans on the way, she swiftly takes down the titan and swoops you into her arms before you could land on the ground. as she rushes you back to safety somewhere she lectures you while on the verge of tears.
as she puts you down safely, she looks at you with tears still welling in her eyes. she gives you a stern look and says
“don’t you dare do that again. please.”
ARMIN ARLERT - 
poor baby gets so scared. he just thinks back to when he froze and he thought eren had died because of his cowardly attitude.
he cant do that again. he knows he’s not a coward and it’s time to show himself and you that he’s not. although, he’s not confident to take on a titan by himself so, he comes up with a very quick and witty way to get you out of that titans grasp.
he asks jean to help him with his plan and then get you out of there. thankfully, you held up the titan with your kicking and slicing of its fingers.
jean takes down the titan as armin takes you in his arms. he keeps flying until you’re somewhere safe and secluded, he takes this brief moment to take you into his arms. he takes in your scent as you embrace.
he thinks about how he could’ve lost this. thank god he didn’t.
SASHA BRAUS -
although she may be a bit of a goof, if your life is in danger she’s not messing around. she’s getting you out of that situation, FAST.
her mind is moving as fast as her body (for once).
sasha suddenly noticed that you’re not flying next to her anymore, her concerns grow quicker by the second. when did this happen? how long have you been gone?
she scans the area with pace, asking everyone in sight where you were then, she swung her head and saw a familiar person about to get eaten by a titan. she jumps into action, making her way towards you with speed, avoiding all obstacles that stood between you and her.
she slices the titans nape with ease and brings you back down.
“don’t scare me like that!”
CONNIE SPRINGER -
he gets so scared when he sees you in that situation, it makes him sick to his stomach. but once again, he is not going to mess around when you’re in danger.
although he has this horrid feeling rushing through his body and his head is pulsing from the stress of it all, he’ll come and save you immediately.
connie patrols the area, making sure it’s clear of titans, there he spots an abnormal chasing someone down the streets and it was… you?! it seems you had run out of gas. connie makes his way over the rooftops fast even faster than when keith makes him run laps.
he takes down the abnormal and scoops you back up taking you to the nearest station to refill your gas.
JEAN KIRSTEIN -
never seen that man move faster or kill a titan faster. he’s filled with pure adrenaline, the attack was quick witted and slightly blinded by rage/love. but it all adds up to saving you as quick as he could.
all he sees is you in a titans hands out of all places, the world around him is blurred as he makes his way to you and FAST. he’s slashes the titan nape deep as you catch yourself and carefully lower yourself to the ground to take a breather. he stands over the titan looking down on its lifeless body, he’s so disgusted that it touched you. he quickly makes his way over to you and his face that was filled with rage two seconds ago turned to a face of concern. he places a hand on your back.
“are you okay?! you’re not hurt are you? don’t run off on your own next time.”
REINER BRAUN -
comes after you IMMEDIATELY, his body moves before he can even think straight seeing you like that.. wrapped in a titans dirty fingers. only titan that should be grappling you like that is him🙄.
this man is lucky he’s so good at what he does because the way he was blinded by so much rage, he’d end up like eren in that situation if it wasn’t for his immense skills. though, he quickly realises that he needs to calm down and snap into action to save you, which he does diligently (of course).
he pats you down quickly as he examines you to make sure you’re not hurt and gives you a quick kiss on the forehead. you guys make your way back to the rest of the group with him keeping a verryyy close eye on you.
BERTOLT HOOVER -
this man is so FUCKING terrified, he’s almost on the verges of tears when he sees you like that. he couldn’t think of anything worse to witness.
he speeds off to go rescue you as the tears fall of his face into the strong winds and right behind him is reiner, knowing he’d need someone whether to help him rescue you or just emotional support.
as bertolt comes in and rescues you, reiner is behind him making sure no other titans try to ambush you guys. the process is quick and you’re out of there in no time. he squeezed your hand tightly as you take a slight breather but, you cant stay for long, you had to get back to fighting even more titans.
after it’s all over, he genuinely has an existential crisis about his own identity after this incident…
what if he causes you harm while in titan form? he could never live with himself if he did such a thing. i suppose it’s not something to think about yet.
ANNIE LEONHART -
rescues you in a heartbeat, you barely even realised you nearly got eaten by a titan because it all happened so fast😭.
i swear the same second that titan even TOUCHED you.. you were suddenly in annie’s arms, like what the flip? she takes down the titan swiftly, grabs you and puts you back down on the ground. you stand in shock trying to process what just happened as she looks at you, deadpan.
she sighs “i suppose we have some training to do when we get back.”
LEVI ACKERMAN -
pfft, cmon now. saving you is another day in the life really, isn’t it? this is levi flipping ackerman, humanity’s strongest soldier.
the titan didn’t even have a chance to grab you in the first place. he just sees it going for you before you even notice yourself, he slices it’s nape with precision and catches you and all! he sets you down and quickly scans the area before he grabs you, pulling you into his arms.. his nails dig into your clothes.
“i’m not letting what happened to them happen to you.”
ERWIN SMITH -
as the commander, he’s got a lot of duties to keep up with not including making sure his soldiers stay alive *ahem* but you’re not any soldier so!
he has no time to rescue you himself but trust me, someone close to him will be picking you up right away and whisking you off right next to him so he can see you’re safe and also give you a lecture.
however, if desperate times call for desperate measures he would leave his position for a split second to come save you, pat you down, make sure you’re okay and then dip again.
an unfamiliar hand whisks you away from your near death experience and places you right next to the one and only, erwin smith. he looks at you closely and pats you down as he says,
“well you don’t seem hurt, are you? you’re going to be staying beside me for the rest of this expedition.”
HANGE ZOË -
drops whatever they’re doing for you even if they’re doing their like deputy work, they’ll call someone to take over their position (could be an average soldier, causing great confusion).
no no no, hange saw you locked in that titan’s grasp and immediately springs into action. she taps the shoulder of a nearby soldier and said “hey! can you just- yeah, just stay right there” as they grab them putting them in their place next to erwin.
erwin eventually turns around and sees an awkward soldier waving at him instead of hange. he sighs.
while that’s happening, hange is flying through the forest chasing after you. they take down the titan and take you to a nearby branch. they frantically spin you around, making you dizzy in the process, making sure you’re not hurt. you did have some cuts on your legs due to you being squished with your swords beside you.
hange realises this and whips out a random roll of bandage from their pocket (?) they patch you back up and after they’re done asking if you’re okay, is the bandage too tight etc they eventually start talking about the ‘rush’.
“WOO!! IM SO FULL OF ADRENALINE RIGHT NOW, WOW.”
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heejayy · 2 years
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Reiner B. || A day off
Warning: vomiting
Genres: fluff 
Pairing: Reiner B. x Black reader 
a/n: anybody know how to not be sad pls let me know cause depression is kicking me ASS
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“Babe get up,” your boyfriend whispered in your ear as he rubbed your back gently. You groaned feeling around the bed for your phone so you could turn off the alarm. You clicked the dismiss button and sat up. You felt off this morning, your body was aching, you head felt like it was being pounded with a boulder and your throat hurt to swallow. You reluctantly slid out of bed with a groan, as soon as you stood up you felt hot liquid running up your throat. You made a run for the bathroom barely making it to the toilet.
 Last night's dinner came up along with some unrecognizable substances. A sharp pain shot through your stomach accompanied with the feeling a nausea. You kneeled on the cold tile floor wondering what could’ve made you sick. Was it something you ate? Did you catch a cold? Or was it food poisoning? You let out another groan while holding the toilet bowl. Your eyes began to water Reiner heard the commotion and came running to the bathroom. “Baby what's wrong?!” he bent down to your kneeling position placing a hand on your back.
“I feel like shit rei’’ He nodded placing the back of his hand on your neck and chin checking to see if you had a fever.
“Jesus you’re burning up” he panicked helping you up, walking you over to the sink holding your weak shivering body as you brushed your teeth. Once you finished he carried you to the bed laying you on your back, you let out little groans of discomfort. He shushed you gently whispering reassuring words. He only covered your shivering body with the sheet and went back in the bathroom to get a wet cloth and a thermometer. As you laid in the bed he placed the cold wet cloth on your forehead “Open up” he cooed placing the thermometer under your tongue. He waited for the beep then checked the your temperature.
“102!? Oh you’re definitely staying home today.” 
“But Reiner I have to work today’’ he shook his head “nope i’m calling in for you, you’re clearly sick.” you rolled your eyes struggling to get up. 
“But I-”
“No lay back down now” he urged, you listened to him to weak to protest anymore.
“I’m going to make you soup, get some rest baby’’ he kissed your forehead “you need to take a day off anyways.’’ 
“Mmm baby you’re too good to me” you gave him a weak smile. 
“I know,” he chuckles, halfway wrapping you in the comforter, enough to where you wouldn’t get too cold but also wouldn’t affect your fever. You smiled rolling your eyes at him turning over to close your eyes.
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sunriseflamesart · 2 years
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Ya'll liked my other post about Levi liking overweight people so it got me thinking. Again.
(Sorry for any errors, I'm a bit sleepy lol)
Disclaimer: I actually never watched/read Aot but I somehow got attached to the characteristics so this is my interpretation of how I understand the characters ok?
Hange would be elated to have an overweight s/o. Why? Because they're always really excited about new things and working in the military they never really interacted with someone that wasn't as solid as a brick house.
I think they'd find the softness of your body fascinating and will totally faceplant on your stomach when you're laying down. Will sing praises about how comfy your tummy is. Will probably fall asleep on you.
If you're self conscious and tell them to tone it down, they'll be baffled.
"Self conscious? But…you're so squishy, I love it."
(If you are uncomfortable for other reasons they'll try to back down)
Loves the fact that they can just…. burrow against your side and doze.
Will sometimes appear by your side just to squish your cheeks or gently pinch your sides with a manic smile.
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I think Erwin wouldn't mind an overweight s/o…simply put he doesn't seem like someone that cares about that kind of stuff. If you mesh well together then it's all he needs, no matter if you're 5 kgs or 50 kgs overweight.
Another one that will doze on you and say that you're the best pillow he ever had.
Just…let him rest on your lap. He needs it.
Since he's the Commander, people always gossip behind his back. He doesn't mind if they criticise him, but they better not be speaking ill of you.
Levi had to personally hold him back to prevent him from killing the last person that insulted you because of your weight.
Will caress your stretch marks and kiss them.
Loves to squish your softest spots but will resist the urge unless it's just you too cuddling (unlike Hange).
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Reiner needs a hug and if you're big then there's more for him to hug.
Will 100% hug you like a teddy bear while sleeping.
If you ever get self conscious he'd be like "???? But you're a beauty????".
Genuinely confused.
Probably likes to lift you up in his arms like you weigh nothing. Getting to carry you around bridal style is low-key what fuels his training.
Will probably try to suffocate himself between your thighs.
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Bertholdt feels like a sweetheart that will practice cooking your food until he's satisfied with the results.
I feel like he'd treat you like royalty.
Loves hugging you from behind and rest his head on your shoulder.
He's gangly and thin and I feel like he'd be self conscious about it, preferring your softness to his sharp edges.
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Porco doesn't see a problem in you being overweight. He's fit enough for you both.
Will show off how strong he is by lifting you up while hugging you.
Also you better better make peace with the fact that he'll want you sitting on his lap most of the time. (not like that)
Will 100% scoff if you get worried you're too heavy for him.
"Please. You're as light as a feather"
If anyone insults you they'll find themselves with a broken nose and a few teeth less.
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Bonus Levi again because I can and I said so:
Levi will low-key panic if he see you lost weight. To him, weight loss is a sign of stress, illness or lack of food. And he can't permit any of these things to be happening to you.
He's super observant so he'll probably be able to see your change in weight quite quickly.
He'll work himself into a frenzy until you gain the weight you lost or show him you're fine.
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ridingtorohan · 6 months
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The Warriors Trio reacting to Marco's ex/sibling trying to befriend or romance them
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For Annie it's an unfortunate situation. She sees Marco's face in yours, in the shape of your eyes and the lines of your mouth. In how you strap on your gear or tie your shoes. Whether you're an ex or relative, all she can see is him. Marco's death isn't something she's forgotten or forgiven herself for.
Bearing a cold front, Annie had always been aloof. Seeing her react to the loss of battle is different than most others. She gets silent, eyes distant. It's understandable because she had been on clean up duty.
What isn't is how she reacts to you, bearing the knowledge of how you wept over Marco's body. How you had been closer to him then Jean had been. Out of everyone, it's clear that she's avoiding you insistently.
Being near you leaves her feeling raw and vulnerable, regret pooling inside her chest. Because Marco had been kind to her, she had known him. To strip him of his gear like that, to see your grief laid bear, it's a different kind of tragedy.
Annie is far more hot-headed towards you, snapping short and quick remarks. Coming to her for grief bears little fruit; she tries to adamantly pawn you off to someone else. Anyone who sees her would swear that that's the most expressive she's ever been.
Maybe that's why you keep coming back. It's only through sheer persistence that you'll be able to break through.
Eventually, she collapses beneath your attempts, falling silent whenever you sit next to her. It's through this tender vigil that you bond over your shared grief. Annie is persistent on training, her duties, so with her it's "easier" to bury memories of Marco. You feel this grief because you are alive.
Dating her comes as a shock to both of you. If it happens, it'll be slow. Every time your knuckles brush, Annie is reminded of Marco's skin under her hands, his pleading voice. Feeling all these complicated feelings for you - letting herself feel them, had begun to heal old wounds that she didn't know she had.
Annie never makes it official with you, neither confirming or denying if anyone asks if you are dating. Doesn't rebuke it when/if you refer to her as your girlfriend.
Annie fluctuates a bit towards avidly making the most of these moments with you and feeling like shit for what she's done.
Learning that she had been directly responsible for Marco's death had been a low blow, rupturing the foundation of your relationship. The thing is, you want to believe her; remember how glassy her eyes got whenever you two got into deep conversations about Marco, the tremble in her fingers when she kissed you.
Knowing this and Annie's role in Marco's death, you can't help but wonder if she'd have reacted the same if it had been you who eavesdropped that day.
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Reiner, at the end of the day, has filed this away like everything else, flitting it behind closed doors. He's adapted to it the only way he knows how.
He's appropriately aggrieved when Marco's death is announced. After all, he had been Reiner's friend too. This is something that he carries within himself, never quite understanding why he has nightmares about stolen equipment and begging.
Reiner, actually, is the one who approaches you. He sees your pain and as a fellow comrade, will do anything to soothe those feelings. Sits beside you whenever you need someone to talk to, always offering an extra bread roll.
Often, he talks about who Marco was, what a great friend he had been. But there's something aching beneath his ribs, beating fast. He's quick to talk about other matters, burying it under rounds of training, of bad jokes and long walks around the training yard.
Something twinges inside his head every time he looks at you, seeing Marco's compassion in you, familiar in how you eat your bread. Something feels wrong inside of him when he interacts with you, something like a rolling furnace, grief stricken in a different way. Like your loss of Marco is somehow more personal.
Somehow, you end up comforting him over Marco's death a little more than he does you. Which is completely understandable! He was one of Marco's friends.
Usually he likes taking you out for long walks, both of you silent or just talking about whatever came to mind. It's during one of these moments that he realizes the extent of his feelings for you.
Dating him goes surprisingly smoothly! It's a lot like being with him normally. If there's periods where he's suddenly distant, recoiling from touching you (aka thinking about Marco)... well, it's just written off as PTSD. He'll be a dutiful partner, proud to show you off, even if there's something so very reserved in his actions.
Then you overhear him talking to Eren on the wall and realize that maybe you didn't know him at all.
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Bertholdt is, perhaps, the one most adapted to the necessity of Marco's death. It sits in his chest like a weighted stone but he understands. That call was a necessary one to make. He's so sorry that the call was made but it's now nothing that any of them can take back.
Grief is a funny thing. Reserved and withdrawn around you, he knows how much Marco meant to you; it was public knowledge of how close the two of you were, after all. But he'll engage, listen to you when you come to him for comfort. He'll respond to what you tell him. What you ask him.
While he doesn't know Marco well, not like Reiner or you did, Marco's passing is not as bad as it could have been. Certainly better adapted than Reiner by default and Annie. He just has an easier time of putting it into perspective, separating his feelings from the outcome.
When Marco gets brought up, especially by you, he gets quiet and sullen. But he's always claimed to be your friend, and a shoulder to lean on and he'll follow that duty to the end.
Bertholdt takes more of a quiet grief approach, a little like Annie who ruminates over the events. He's more likely to try to take your mind off what happened, redirect it to something more positive.
For Bertholdt, him mentally flagging Marco's death as necessary does make him both easier to befriend and woo. Marco may not be here but you are and so is he. Marco's death has nothing to do with his feelings for you - even if the burden of guilt sometimes suffocates him.
He still gets odd whenever Marco is brought up but is the best out of the three at hiding it. He'll love you despite what he did.
But, as necessary as things are as a warrior, Bertholdt does feel obligated to choosing Marley over the Walls. Over you. But it doesn't stop him from reacting vehemently if anyone ever makes the implication that Marco was killed so that he could get close to you. (Also refers to you present-tense as his partner so, there's that to deal with.)
That's not what that was, not who he is. He cares for you, with or without what he's done to Marco. Nothing will change that.
In the end, it might change your feelings for him.
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yourlocaltrashcan657 · 2 months
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Hey, do you do yandere aot girls x fem reader oneshots? If so, can you make a yandere Annie x fem reader please? (Modern Au)
Reader is Annie's best friend but has a crush on Bertholdt. Annie does not like that and ends up beating Bertholdt up, resulting in him ending up in hospital. At the end, maybe Annie cuddles amd comforts the reader (while acting all innocent)?
~| Yandere Annie Leondhart x Female Reader |~
A/N: OMG YES. Just for you pookie ❤️❤️❤️
Modern AU
“Annie!!” Y/N called out cheerfully as she ran towards the blonde haired girl and hugged her from behind. “I missed you over the weekend!” 
“Okay.” Annie bluntly said as she side hugged the happy girl. “How was your morning?”
”It was so good! I woke up and went to the bathroom to get ready for that day-“ Y/N rambled as they walked to the school. Annie would just stay silent and let Y/N talk since she just loved to hear her voice. Who wouldn’t? It was so angelic and not to mention her lips moving so gracefully. Her luscious hair, so silky and her pretty face just so beautiful like a doll.
”Annie, I heard that Bertolt came back from his vacation! I wonder if he remembered me and brought me something!” Y/N said as her hands made way up to her cheeks. “He’s soo handsome!~”
”Whatever you say, Y/N.” Annie said as they crossed the road. The one person in her way, Bertolt Hoover. Sure he was the basketball legend of the school, had great grades and a good upbringing but he was nothing but a nuisance.
He constantly hung out with Y/N during break, whenever Reiner would be busy with rugby. During class, he would always try to talk or pass notes with Y/N, in which she always responded. Not to mention, when Bertolt would ask the teacher to move closer to Y/N or in fact become her partner in class. He even had the audacity to bring her flowers on Valentines Day!
”Hey Y/N.. maybe it’s best if you forget about Bertolt.” Annie suggested causing Y/N to look at her shocked.
”W-what?! Why would I forget my 4-year-long crush?!” Y/N asked. “Do you think I’m not beautiful enough for him? Now wait, he’s so handsome that he probably won’t even think I’m even pretty!”
”What, no! I’m just saying that your out of his league. He’s not good enough for you.” Annie reassured. Her faith in that silly little crush was diminishing by the second! Annie just had to make sure that it wouldn’t affect her thoughts on her physical appearance.
“Still, after 4 years of talking, group projects and so much more, I’m not going to give up!” Y/N said with hope.
Reaching the school grounds, Y/N greeted her classmates around the seated areas and benches before sitting down herself. Looking at her watch, the two girls realised that they had time before their first class.
“I haven’t seen Bertolt yet.. what if he isn’t in because he’s sick?” Y/N thought out loud. “I don’t want to text him because then he’ll think I’m obsessed with him but if I don’t then he’ll think I don’t care about him!”
”Dont. He’ll probably leave you on read.” Annie said as he bit into a snack.
”You think he will?!” Y/N asked before a towering figure stopped in front of them. “B-Bertolt!”
“H-hey Y/N.! I uhm came back from vacation and uh thought I could say hi.” Bertolt said as he rubbed his nape.
”So say hi and leave. We’re talking-“ Annie began to say.
”Annie! Don’t be so harsh.” Y/N whispered before turning to look at the dark brunette only to blush. “S-sit down beside m-me if you want.” Bertolt proceeded to sit in between the two girls, separating the two girls. Much to Annie’s disappointment, she began to kick rocks and pebbles at his expensive shoes, wondering how they would look, scattered across his bloodied face.
”C-can you and I talk at L-Lunch Time.? I have something important to t-tell you but I can’t at Break b-because I have Basketball Practice.” Bertolt stuttered out as he rubbed his neck and sweated.
”Sure!” Y/N said.
”But Y/N, you and I are going to hang out together during Lunch.” Annie said unhappily.
”Oh right. It'll be quick though so you can wait a bit, right?” Y/N asked as Annie nodded to.
”I wanted to give you t-these.” Bertolt said as he handed over a gift bag. “I g-got it when I was on vacation. I remembered you talking about them and thought you’d want one.”
Opening the bag, Y/N saw accessories and different types of lotions along with tasty chocolates. Quickly hugging Bertolt and saying thank you, Y/N and Annie rushed to their first class. How could Bertolt do that?! Annie had just the right amount of money and was about to order her favourite things. 
Sitting down in class, Annie had day dreamed the whole time as the teacher yapped on and on over something that wasn’t even class related. Bertolt had practice at Break, right? He was most likely going to confess at lunch too or would he try and humiliate her in front of all those guys? Annie just had to make sure that he wouldn’t lay a hand on her precious darling.
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“At Lunch Time? You should have told her to meet at the end of the day.” Reiner said as he walked with Bertolt to the changing rooms. “And why’s you give the present in the morning? You could’ve given it when you confessed.”
”I didn’t know! I got really nervous..” Bertolt replied as he reached his teams changing room.
”You’re always the first person to arrive. See you later then.” Reiner said before walking off.
Walking in Bertolt began to lay his bags down and opened his P.E kit and sorted out his clothes nicely. The door opened and when Bertolt looked up he saw Annie standing at the door, unbothered by his half clothed torso.
”Annie.?! This is the guys changing room, what’re you doing in here?” Bertolt asked, startled.
”I’m not interested in your lanky body so don’t think I’m in here to spy on you change.” Annie said as she walked up to him.
”D-do you mind?! I’m getting c-changed.” Bertolt exclaimed as he covered his chest with his shirt.
”Do you have any idea of how much I have to struggle.? How much I have to deal with Y/N, going on and on about how you’re so handsome and so brilliant?” Annie asked as she gripped something behind her.
”S-she thinks that.?!” Bertolt asked shocked.
”Do you know how pissed I get when she looks at you with such lovey-dovey eyes and not me?!” Annie asked angrily before swinging a baseball bat at him.
“Agh! Annie what the hell are you doing?!” Bertolt asked as he gripped his head and fell to the floor.
”Getting rid of a pest.” Annie muttered before continuously hitting his body with the bat. Despite his constant attempts to escape, Annie dragged Bertolt back into the corner and kept beating his head violently with the bat until his head was nothing but blood. The scene was gory. Quickly wiping the bat clean, Annie left the room to attend to Y/N.
Entering the changing room, the basketball players each walked in on the body, laying in the corner, sprawled on the floor. Quickly calling a teacher, an ambulance was called and they quickly took the unrecognisable body to the hospital. 
“Annie? You seem really quiet.” Y/N said, snapping Annie out of her trance. “Are you alright?”
”Y-yeah yeah.. it seems like there’s a problem.” Annie said as she looked at the ambulance. “Seems like someone got hurt.”
”I feel bad for them.. wait.” Y/N began to say until she squinted her eyes and looked at the body on the gurney. “Oh my god.! That body looks unrecognisable, so bloody and disgusting..”
”Y/N!” Reiner called out as he rushed over to the girls. “Was Bertolt with you?”
”B-Bertolt? No, I thought he had Basketball Practice.” Y/N said.
”Goddammit! That guy on the gurney must be Bertolt!” Reiner said with an extremely hurt expression. 
“W-what?!” Y/N exclaimed as she got up and looked at Reiner, Annie still sitting down and unbothered.
”We can’t go now but at the end of the school day we’ll have to rush to the hospital..” Reiner muttered as he clasped a hand over his mouth.
”Your skipping practice for Bertolt?” Annie asked.
”Wha- of course! That’s literally my best friend in hospital.” Reiner said before leaving. 
“Annie.. Bertolt is hurt! I feel so bad and I was going to confess to him at Lunch!” Y/N began to say as gripped her skirt.
”Y-Y/N. Come on back here.” Annie said as she patted the seat beside her. Y/N sat down beside her and sobbed into her shoulder, remembering the sight of her crush.
”He must’ve been in so much pain whilst we just talked amongst each other!” Y/N sobbed out.
”Yeah.. whoever did that must be a monster..” Annie muttered before running her hands through Y/N’s hair gently.
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