All in person classes are cancelled for the semester, but I still have 8 am ear training!
i just wasted apparently two hours in my lab for no reason when i could’ve been studying
I have come to the conclusion that I am stupid. Thank you for your time.
~diary thoughts~ #144
Do you ever look at your grades and think about how much of a failure you are? Or think about your social life and realize no one actually cares about you?
guess who’s sick? that’s right it’s me on the day that i have my god damn ap bio final. it’s chill tho i can just make it up tomorrow. still want to die tho
hate it when you’re talking about something that you’re worried about and someone says it’s not something you should worry about because it’s worse for them. like your feelings don’t invalidate mine??? we can both be worried
Went from 15,00 to 9,00 oof I am NOT OKAY
I have a final in an hour and I haven’t studied at all
So something I overheard today
Person one: btw do you think I will se you at graduation
Person two: hopefully
Person one: so what’s your GPA
Person two : 0.4
Me: nah shit
Younger siblings whose parents have higher expectations for them then their older siblings RISE UP!
I haven’t been here on ages.
Many of you may have thought I’m dead but I’m been busy turning pages
In this place called school where my brain is trapped in a cage
Each time I do something I realize I’m not smart unlike everyone
They tell you high school comes once so have fun
Maybe this is a big lie which they have told each one of us
Each time I have a book or test in front of me I tell my brain to engage
I’m really trying to get that A+ but instead, I get an F
Each time I see my GPA & grades I become upset with myself
Am I not trying hard enough?
I wish school didn’t test me on things which don’t make sense
“I swear I’m smart”, I would say In my defense
What happened to me? Should I try something else?
Maybe I’m just another bright student who got dull
Just did horrible on my QM exam
But here’s a pretty picture that I took this morning on campus
Getting addicted to Stardew Valley around midterm period was a horrible, terrible idea
My new environmental science professor: I grade on executive function, social skills, and handwriting ability
I literally have one final left and then I’m free for summer but… it’s O-chem..
I didn’t think it will this hard
I’m only in pre nursing and I can’t even handle anatomy. What am I going to do for physiology and the HESI?!?!??!!?!?
I wanna give up but I don’t want to give up on becoming a nurse one day. 😫😫😫😫😫😫
My head hurts 😷
Sacrificing to the blood gods for my gpa
Its 5:15 am where I currently lay.
I just spent the last hour on tik tok because I started to spiral as I realized my GPA this semester will be worse than ever. While on my tik tok distraction binge I came across a profile that had a striking resemblance to my ex. And for whatever reason I went to go look up my ex on insta bc that was the only place I could think of that I might remember their user name. I was quickly disinterested when I realized the person on tik tok was not my ex. But something told me to scroll to the bottom of the profile. So I did. On that journey I saw that they never deleted any old pics of me or of us together. It was a strange and almost good feeling? Our relationship was not a healthy one. I cant explain my self well as to what the feeling was. I guess it was just nice seeing old pics of me that weren’t selfies. Pictures that were from some one elses point of view and that were of me from what feels like a life time ago
It’s late. My professors and I are both mad at my GPA. Tik tok is weird. My ex had old pics of me. Strange feelings?
I’m in such utter adhd frustration. My entire body is REJECTING my work. Like I physically can’t bring myself to start writing this fucking paper.
guess whos’ gonna get a C MAYBE a B in a class he should easily get an A in because he just…..does not care.