I've started self harming again a week ago. I don't know how I feel about it or whether or not I want to stop.
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there goes four fuckin years. out the window.
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smash or pass this relapse
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does anyone want to be my inspo mutual. i want to cvt deeper but my blade is shit and im always scared to put more pressure on the blade but i need better results. i want deeper and loooong cuts. also dont be fatphobic because i know some of you guys have ed's like on twt. also if someone wants to pay me for pics or something lmk smile emoji
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sh after being clean for months fucking sucks but i needed it
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I want to cvt so bad but I don't want my meds changed because of that yk? I'm just an idiot, it's not the meds.
Istg if I feel like crying again I will use my fucking oxidiced cutter or will buy on
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self harming makes me feel like such a freak. i always wonder when ill "grow out of it" like ive overheard adults say--or if ill keep going til im what? 19? 28? 47? when will it end? or will it be something i always do. just in different ways??
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Punching and beating up on my thighs because bruises are easier to explain than cuts if anyone ever sees my body.
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I almost relapsed yesterday and today.
Thank fucking god it's the weekends now.
I'm not giving up yet.
I'm not going back to that.
I'll be okay.
Or not.
But I'll try anyway.
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