La Papesse
The Demons and Contracts that Bind Us: chapter 2
[art by Grabriella Bujdoso]
@wagner-fell
James’s (admittedly scarce) knowledge of demonology informed him that the demons which had upturned Lucie and Barbara’s carriage were khora. He’d only seen the shadow-like beasts in the watercolours Barbara drew into his books with expertise. Now, a breath away from them, James understood that paper and ink had nothing to reality. A slick, dark substance drooled down the many mouths —more than a dozen— that covered the demons’s bodies; when the dark substance came into contact with concrete, or, heavens forbid, flesh, it corroded it and seeped into it, damaging it to impossible extents. Even darker than the substance were the demons themselves: the only thing that could be discerned of them were the metre-long claws that protruded from who-knew-where as well as the fangs in their mouths, closer to a shark’s than a human’s.
Will always commented on the abnormal lack of demonic activity in the past decade. James had not ever been in a battle that wasn’t pre-programmed and wholly safe; in fact, he’d foolishly believed that if he stayed in London —which he would— the need to take to arms against the nephilim’s sworn enemies would never arise. Therefore, there was no need for training.
He clearly stood corrected. Fear had taken possession of James, and he could do nothing but work towards coming to terms with his death.
“James, what in the hell are you doing?!” Lucie yelled a few steps away from him.
“I— I—”
The only thing James could do was turn to his sister. She’d grabbed the axe she always hid within her skirts and was presently slashing the most head-like part of a demon’s anatomy off. Her skin glowed a soft blue in an almost indiscernible manner, which signified that she was in the process of calling forth ghosts. And, indeed, after a few seconds, a mass of them swam their way up the Thames. The ghosts were running in between the khora, upsetting their process of attacking the shadowhunters, if not actively taking part in battle.
“Move!” Lucie ordered.
James tried, he really did, but panic—
“Come on, Jamie,” a masculine voice told him.
Matthew set a warm hand on his back, and pushed. James’s frozen stance broke, just like that. He looked at Matthew, incredulous, but Matthew only had time to flash him a grand smile —while slipping a seraph blade into his hand— before urging him to pay attention to their surroundings.
“We must fight,” he told James.
One of the khora seemed to have noticed there were none of his pack trying to kill them, and made haste to leave Christopher, who was already struggling with two more demons, to try his luck against James and Matthew.
The khora’s claws shot to Matthew’s face, however James sporadically took ahold of his waistcoat to push him to the ground. The sound Matthew’s head made against the stone tiles didn’t reach James’s ears, neither did his subsequent curse, for James was too busy drawing his blade against the demon’s neck, just like he’d seen Lucie do earlier.
However this tactic wasn’t as fruitful as it had been when Lucie carried it out. Matthew had to crawl behind the demon, and then slash it from bottom to top with his charlikars for it to crumble to dust.
James thought he heard the khora wailing, “You heathen, I—!”
He shook his head. Impossible. Demons did have a language, several ones, at that, but none of them were English.
Matthew was staring at him in an odd way.
“We make a good team?” James asked, hoping that Matthew hadn’t noticed his confusion. Or that he’d also heard the demon’s last words and was confused himself.
Matthew opened his mouth to speak, but was cut off by Christopher. “A little help?” James’s cousin called out. He’d already dispatched one of the demons tormenting him, but doing so must’ve hurt his left leg, and he now limped as he dodged the remaining khora’s attacks.
“Jamie, go to Thomas,” Matthew advised, already half-turned towards Christopher “He’s never dealt well with demons taller than himself and he’ll need your help.”
And without further ado, Matthew waved James goodbye and joined Christopher, leaving James’s protest that Thomas was a good head taller than the tallest of the khora unsaid.
To be fair to Matthew, he’d learned of his friend’s growth spurt nay an hour ago, and he’d probably not adjusted to it still, especially what with the little time one currently had to process information. But Thomas seemed to be doing fine. More than fine.
He had a khora in an armlock; his arm was viciously squeezing its neck, choking it to the point it begged him to please stop.
“We’re only following orders, we’re only following orders,” the demon pleaded with him. Of course, Thomas paid him no heed. He probably hadn’t been taught Khorian (Khorish?). Neither had James.
James shouldn’t be understanding the demons.
A bell chimed from a distance.
Ding.
All of a sudden, the khora became less shadowy and more defined, while the opposite happened to Thomas. James could see an actual face on the demon’s head, complete with tearful eyes and trembling lips. The demon looked more real than ever, but Thomas was barely a watered-down version of the giant James had met.
The khora’s eyes locked with James’s. There was a shift in them: the light in them went from confusion, to recognition, to a strange hunger.
James gulped down. He gripped his seraph blade and advanced towards it. The demon went crazy, Thomas let out a curse but his voice reached James as if from far away —as if from another dimension, perhaps?
The khora writhed and writhed. “You need to come with me. Master, master needs you. I will be— persecuted if you don’t—” it choked out.
James took another step forward, raising his blade.
“NO!”
He plunged his weapon into its thorax.
“Banish,” he whispered.
Everything went back to normal. The ringing in his ears (had he noticed the ringing in his ears to begin with? Was it a product of abandoning that odd place?) stopped.
Thomas was looking at him. “Are you okay?”
James blinked several times. “I am okay?” he shook his head “Is it always like this?”
“Usually I have my weapons with me, so not really,” Thomas looked down at himself. He’d discarded his jacket and waistcoat somewhere and was only on his shirtsleeves, which he’d rolled all the way up to his elbows. Veins protruded from his forearms, assuring James of his physical capability to handle demons without the need for swords or axes.
If him almost choking a demon to death hadn’t been proof enough, naturally, which it had.
“You’re a warrior among warriors,” James blurted out.
Thomas flushed a deep scarlet. “I’m going to help Kit and Matthew,” he muttered, vague satisfaction colouring his tone.
James made to follow him, but then…
BANG.
The bell was now louder.
A hand set upon his shoulder and spun him around with inhuman speed. Fearing it was another khora, James blindly tried to sink his blade into it. Only that it wasn’t a khora what had grabbed him, it was a woman.
As always, James fixated on the most inconsequential aspect: she was tall. Taller than Thomas. Taller than the carriage James ached to crawl back to.
Then he noticed everything else.
She bore three identical faces, the peripheral of which had their eyes closed. On the brow of the face whose eyes were open, rested a vibrant gold crown, with spikes climbing up to the heavens. Her eyes were red. Her skin was an ashen grey, unnatural. She had long, chestnut hair parted in three braids that acted much like snakes; they crawled up and down the woman’s body, curled themselves around her crown’s spikes. Her very clothes —a lilac chiton James might’ve found in illustrations of Ancient Greek noblewomen— seemed to be alive, too. The fabric billowed around her form and turned to mist around her bare feet and transformed into dust at her wrists and weakly reached for James.
Weakly?
The woman’s hold on his shoulder was anything but weak.
“Who are you?” James whispered, he couldn’t fathom speaking louder to something who was so obviously not a demon, but still so obviously otherworldly.
“Time is scarce,” the woman replied. James wasn’t surprised to notice that her voice was tripartite —high and low and indescribable at once— but he was surprised by the urgency in her tone “Hekate’s priestess.”
She forced him to look elsewhere, to Lucie and Barbara’s fallen carriage, where a girl dressed as a Greek priestess was waging battle against three khora. James had to do a double take to realise that the girl was Barbara. When had she changed out of her gown and into the garments of the classic world? When had she exchanged her seraph blade for the sceptre with which she tried to fight the demons? How was that working? Why—
Barbara glanced at James.
Her eyes were the colour of gold.
“To me,” she cried “Now.”
The three-faced woman hissed. “Hekate’s priestess must be aided,” she announced. She pushed James to the side and ran, flied, to Barbara.
Once again, James found himself unable to move. A pang resonated in his chest, a pang of desire to have Matthew with him to push him forward and fight alongside him. But James couldn’t distinguish which of the humanoid shadows was Matthew Fairchild, he could only see the khora with a clarity he shouldn’t have had. That, and Barbara and the three-faced woman.
They were fighting the demons together. The woman’s faces, the ones with the closed eyes, had ripped themselves off the main body; now they crowned figures halfway between humans and black dogs, and were attacking two of the three demons. The woman and Barbara attacked the third one, but they did so in a manner the likes of which James had never before witnessed.
The woman stood behind Barbara, her arms stretched forward, as Barbara fought. Such an arrangement seemed to strengthen Barbara, for she was faster than James had ever before seen her be, but at the same time, there was something more to it. From time to time, the woman would shout foreign-sounding words and cast a spell to materialise Barbara behind the khora or shield her from the demon’s claws.
Barbara shone with the sheer glory of her fighting, but an ominous feeling told James something was amiss.
He quickly saw what: Barbara was bleeding. She was defeating the khora, but it was taking its toll on her, spreading a crimson stain on her chest James hadn’t noticed before. The wound didn’t seem recent. It seemed days, no, weeks, old.
Two of the three demons writhed to the ground; the only one standing was the one pitied against Barbara. The one that James knew would kill Barbara if he didn’t intervene.
So he did.
He brought his seraph blade to his lips —if he couldn’t do this with Matthew, using Matthew’s blade must suffice— for a brief moment, and then broke into a run.
His feet felt lighter, his legs faster, his body made of pure power. Why? Why? Why?
This wasn’t a moment for questions.
This was a moment for action.
James got to the khora in three seconds.
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His blade dove into the demon’s heart in half that time.
He pushed his body to the demon’s and forced his blade deeper, deeper, deeper, until it was his arm what was impaling it.
Then James fell to the ground.
The force of the khora’s dissipating had pushed him to his knees. James breathed heavily, closing his eyes in an attempt at concentrating on his breathing. When he was sure he would survive from the rush of adrenaline, he carelessly scrambled for the closest support to stand up. He found a cold, thick artefact incrusted in the concrete, and not giving himself time to wonder how it had got there, he used it as support.
“James!” a feminine voice breathed.
Barbara’s voice.
James scrambled away as if the claw his hand had been around had burned him.
Barbara was laying on the ground. Her eyes were wide open, her pupils almost too tiny for discernment. Her eyes were no longer gold; in fact, there was no trail of that other Barbara —no trail of her bizarre attire or the three-faced woman or of the alien godhood Barbara had borne. A thread of blood trickled down her mouth. And a claw nailed her to the concrete.
“Too soon,” Barbara whispered. Immediately after that, she fainted.
James looked up. The fight was over, and the rest were staring down at Barbara much like he’d done before.
Then reality sank in.
James had wanted to help, but his Uncle Jem, one of the many silent brothers Tessa and Will had called, had urged him to remain in his room.
Thomas had sprung to action after Barbara fainted; he’d picked her up bridal style, and ridden Xanthos to the institute, while James, Matthew, Christopher and Lucie had been left to repair the mess the demons had made in their wake. At first, calming Hypatia’s horse —a mare who only allowed James to get close— had helped James take his mind off the memory of his mentor’s blood, but the horse’s agitation had been soon contained, and they’d promptly rushed back to the London Institute, where alarm ran rampant as a result of Barbara’s very delicate state.
You should heal your own wounds, he’d told him, in that monotonous yet affectionate voice James was used to.
“But—” he’d tried to protest.
Heal your wounds.
So James had stormed to his room and remained there since. On his way there, he’d had the vague idea to pick a book in order to find some solace, but such a fit was impossible. For the first time in his life, it wasn’t fictitious adventures what kept him grounded, but a seraph blade.
The irony didn’t escape him.
At least the seraph blade was Matthew’s. James didn’t know why that comforted him, but it did. It had aided him during the battle with the khora. Matthew had aided him by giving him the blade.
And who had James aided?
No one, that was who.
If only he’d been faster, if only he’d taken his training more seriously, if only he hadn’t been so cowardly scared, if only there hadn’t been so many demons, if only James hadn’t understood the demons, if only those accursed bells hadn’t rang so loudly and upset his sense of reality, if only…
If only James understood what was going on.
Was this what Barbara had wanted to tell James about?
Someone knocked on the door. “Are you there, Jamie?” Matthew asked.
James stood up so fast his mattress might as well have burned him. For some reason, Matthew took that as his invitation to open the door and step inside.
He’d changed into new clothes —dark blue, almost black, trousers; a white shirt similar to the one he’d been wearing before; and a strikingly fashionable ruby waistcoat— yet his green carnation had been left untouched. James thought it clashed with his outfit.
“What are you here?” he had half the mind to ask Matthew.
“Why, can’t I just seek your friendly company?” Matthew sat himself on James’s bed and motioned for him to join him.
James did so, but hesitantly. “Your seraph blade,” he said, shoving the blade into Matthew’s hands, after a few awkward moments had passed.
Matthew looked confused for a moment. “Oh,” he eventually said “You can keep it. I have a sufficient enough amount of weapons to my name, and it seems like you’re lacking in that department,” his lips quirked up slightly. His smile showed a bit of his teeth, a tad crooked; that was probably the only imperfection to him “Actually, I had come here to talk exactly about that.”
“About gifting me your weapons?” James looked up from Matthew’s smile —so at odds with the severity of the situation— to his eyes in disbelief “Don’t be ridiculous.”
Matthew brought a hand to his heart and gasped dramatically. “Ridiculous? You wound me, Jamie.”
“I told you not to call me Jamie.”
“But yes, I was meant to have a conversation to you about weapons,” Matthew continued, heeding James’s plea no attention “Or fighting in general,” his face softened impossibly, and he assumed an air of maturity James quite frankly would’ve never thought him capable of “I don’t like fighting, either. Truthfully, only the girls like it out of the whole of our lot; Kit would rather engage in his experiments, Tom is intimidated at school for his reduced size —though I supposed that will have to change now— and I find it the most barbaric, claustrophobic, upsetting aspect of nephilimhood. Shadowhunters place too much value in the ‘art’ of destroying, and no value whatsoever in the art of creating: they hold no appreciation for sculpting, literature, music… even fashion! It’s suffocating, isn’t it, Jamie? Nephilim society ought to change, that it ought, oughtn’t it?”
James clenched his jaw. The nerve of Matthew Fairchild, all but creating a manifesto while Barbara lay on her likely deathbed (for some reason, James couldn’t believe she’d survive, he just couldn’t; there had been pure defeat in her eyes when that khora had struck her). And he expected James to agree with him, as if his mind wasn’t torturing him by replaying all the now-impossible scenarios where he might’ve taken action into his own hands and fought.
All his life, James had shied away from the ways of the nephilim, and that decision had come to stab him at the back.
And Matthew Fairchild was denouncing that which could’ve saved Barbara?
“How can you—?” James began saying, standing up with the need to get as far away from him as possible. He felt hot with fury.
To his disappointment, Matthew stood up immediately afterwards. “I wasn’t done. Please, James, let me finish.”
James didn’t now why he listened, but he did.
“I wholehearted believe that our people are in the wrong for undervaluing art, but at the same time, it pains me to admit the necessity of maintaining our warrior culture. We need it, because it is the duty Raziel bestowed upon us, and a shadow we can never get rid of. It’s tragic. However that we need fighting, that we must fight, doesn’t mean we must love fighting.”
“Why are—?”
“James.”
James plopped down on his bed.
Matthew sat down, too, and for some reason took James’s hand in his. For some reason, James found that comforting.
“I’m not a good listener,” James said “You should just tell me what you came here for.”
“I came here to tell you that I know you don’t like fighting, and you’d rather read and write poetry. I wanted to—”
“How do you know about the poetry?” James asked, eyes wide. He’d never told anyone, not even his parents or Barbara, that he’d started writing poetry.
It had been after his twelfth failed attempt at emulating his sister by writing a story of his own he would then send to— James hadn’t known, he was sure Will would have proposed Alastair Carstairs, but James had never met him nor heard a lot of reinforcements of his good character. Still James had wanted to write a story. One about a gentle creature named Peter, invisible to human eyes but for when he merged with shadows. But along the process of writing and rewriting and re-rewriting the first paragraph of the first chapter, James had realised he didn’t have what it took to be a novelist.
Then fifteen minutes later —while on a rather pathetic fit of frustration over having found yet another activity in which he was bested by his little sister— James had slipped into Harrods and bought the most absurdly expensive notebook on which to write poetry about his shadowy creature.
“Lucie found your notebook last time she visited,” Matthew explained “You know how much of a chatterbox she is: we and Augustus Pounceby were informed you held a great talent for poetry the moment she returned to the Academy.”
“Augustus Pounceby?!” James shrieked, mortified.
That’s it, his life was forfeit. He didn’t question how Lucie had found his notebook (he was almost sure she’d found it while raiding his closet for clothes after which to fashion her own suits), but he did wonder why Augustus Pounceby of all people had had to find out his secret.
Did the fates hate him? The Angel Raziel? God? Life itself?
“You look rather greenish,” Matthew commented, his voice laced with alarm “I could fetch a glass of water for you, or better—” he fished a flask out of his waistcoat “Have this. It’s tea.”
James looked at him. “Do you carry tea everywhere?”
“It’s from a herb only found in Idris, a true gem,” Matthew defended himself “Our history teacher back at the Academy introduced us to its wonderful calming effect. Mr. Penhallow said every time one found himself irritated, one had to take a sip of this tea in order to better his mood. I take a sip every time I have to converse with Pounceby or any of his wicked minions.”
“Does it help?”
“Most certainly.”
James took the flask and chugged down the tea in two long swallows. “Too bitter,” he coughed into his arm “Why do you drink this?”
Matthew laughed at him.
“It’s disgusting,” James pressed “Was the herb fertilised with moloch feces?”
Matthew laughed harder. He laid on James’s bed and covered his face with his hands. “Jamie, don’t ruin it for me.”
“Do you honestly enjoy it?”
If he truly did, then James might as well consider Matthew a madman dressed in nice spats.
“As a matter of fact,” Matthew said when he’d sobered up; just a bit “I don’t. But the taste certainly takes your mind off punching Pounceby or Larkspear or Baybrook or Carstairs. Especially Pounceby.”
Now that he noticed it, James no longer wanted to throttle Lucie nor hurl himself out the window due to his poetry having been discovered.
As if he’d read his mind, Matthew asked, “May I read any of your poems?”
“Well…”
“I love art. I can’t make it myself, unfortunately, but I’m a great enjoyer of it.”
James contemplated him for a moment. There was nothing mocking about Matthew’s delivery of the statement, just pure honesty.
“Very well,” James went to his closet to fetch the notebook “Only you must know that my introduction to writing poetry was fairly recent and I’m far from a poet. Don’t be too harsh in your judgement.”
“I promise not to be,” Matthew asked when he was given the book. Then, he patted the space next to himself “Here, we can read this poem together. So that I can see your doubtlessly fantastic poetry and you can be reassured of how doubtlessly fantastic your poetry is.”
“You’re mocking me.”
“I’m not, I promise,” Matthew smiled “Come on, Jamie. What harm will it do?”
“Have you taken your shoes off?” he asked, noticing Matthew’s socked feet.
“Indeed. I hope it doesn’t bother you, Jamie.”
“It doesn’t,” James took his shoes off as well “Don’t call me Jamie,” then he laid down next to Matthew Fairchild, who only grinned at his complaint.
Matthew cleared his throat. “Let’s see—”
“Don’t read aloud.”
Matthew sighed but obliged nonetheless.
James inspected his face as his eyes carefully went from verse to verse. Matthew had picked one of the earlier poems, one that centred mainly about an imaginary conversation between Peter and a tin soldier James had been gifted on his fourth birthday. Over the months, James’s skills had improved slightly, and he wondered whether he was doing Matthew a disservice by letting him read that one instead of one of the more recent poems.
Matthew’s face certainly didn’t let on the delight his words had implied. His blonde brows were arched into a frown. By the Angel, he was growing bored.
“I told you I had no talent,” James tried to defend himself a breath after Matthew put the notebook down.
“It’s not that. Don’t be daft,” Matthew turned his head to face him “The poem was spectacular; I enjoyed it deeply. It’s only that I am confused. Lucie was able to glimpse into your notebook a little bit when she found it —completely by accident— and saw that you mentioned this Peter fella rather a lot. I had hoped he was about your age, not a shadow with the appearance of a boy no older than my baby sister.”
Now it was James’s time to frown. “Peter’s an imaginary friend I made when I was six, when Lucie was too sick to play with me. He’s a shadow because, well, I used to think he lived in my shadow. Why do you think he was real?”
It was strange. As soon as those words, ‘real’, left his mouth, James heard something resembling a boyish echo gruff in indignation. Probably the wind beating against the curtains: it was summer in London, but the weather in England was notoriously bad year round.
Matthew turned his gaze to the ceiling. “I thought Peter was your lover. And if not your lover, then the man you’d promised your heart to.”
James’s eyes widened. “No, of course not. I don’t write romantic poetry, just— my poetry, I suppose. Which isn’t romantic in the slightest. I don’t even fancy men, I fancy ladies. In fact, I told Lucie that very same thing this morning. Although I did tell her I had no problem with men who fancied other men. Well, actually, I didn’t tell her that: I told her I had no problem with ladies who fancied other ladies, but of course my support for men who fancied other men was implied in that statement. It would be awfully patronising of me not to support men who fancied other men, I’m sure. I’m just. Not one of those men myself. I’m awfully sorry.”
He knew he was ranting and likely making no sense, but he suddenly felt awfully uncomfortable, and when that happened, he tended to spurt nonsense without a care for self-preservation.
Matthew was certainly looking at him as if James were crazy.
“By the Angel,” James foolishly continued “I hope you hadn’t hoped I harboured romantic feelings for men so that you could relay any romantic feelings you had for me. I’d loath for that to happen—”
James was sounding like a twat, James was sounding like a twat, James was sounding like a twat, James was sounding like a twat… What even was he saying? Anyone, men included, harbouring romantic feelings for him would be a privilege, since James was so James. But Matthew confessing to any type of ill-placed affection (for, again, James was James, and Matthew was Matthew) for him would be so incredibly awkward. How did one even act around someone who harboured feelings for you but who you didn’t harbour feelings for? James feared his awkwardness would single-handedly quash down the frail friendship he was half-certain was blossoming between them.
“James, it’s fine, no need to explain yourself,” Matthew said, thankfully putting an end to James’s ridicule of himself “I understand.”
James let out a tremendous sigh of relief. “Thank the Angel.”
“And I don’t fancy you, in case you were wondering,” Matthew added “For once, don’t get offended, you don’t meet the criteria men I feel attracted to do. Not to say that I have already given my heart to sweet Angustias.”
James frowned. “What are the men you fancy like?”
Matthew laughed. “I don’t think you’d want to know.”
“I do.”
Matthew quirked an eyebrow at him.
“I’m curious,” James explained himself “Living alone in the Institute would do that to anyone.”
Matthew looked like he wanted to say something, but waved away those hypothetical words with a flourish. “Never mind those men. I’ve had a few bad encounters I might tell you about one of these days, but for now just know I’m trying hard to change the criteria to male ownership of my affections. Angustias is helping.”
James hummed and didn’t question further.
The wind was hitting against the curtains excessively. He couldn’t help growing weary of how much it looked like a boy —who instead of throwing a fit, was making mocking sounds, like the ones Lucie used to do towards Mr. Bridgestone when the man wasn’t looking.
“I was just excited to find a friend like myself,” Matthew murmured a few minutes later.
“Hm?” James stopped thinking of the curtains.
Matthew wore a difficult expression; James realised he was trying to be totally sincere, something he found taxing.
“I had my hopes up that you could love men, or men and women, I didn’t care as long as it wasn’t women alone,” he met James’s eyes “I only know one man such as myself who is my friend, and dozens like yourself, only that they don’t have any kind things to say about homosexuality. That’s the word, you know?”
James knew. He’d heard it thrown about rather a lot —especially after the death of Oscar Wilde— accompanied by judgements so cruel he’d unconsciously began seeing it as a dirty term for men whose only sin was loving in a way society selfishly deemed corrupted. But if Matthew accepted the word, then James was no one not to do the same, so he nodded.
“This friend that’s like myself and me often talked about the possibility of you joining our ranks as a man with whom to share this cruelly difficult life. If mundane authorities find me kissing a man, they’ll murder me, you know? And if I were to, I don’t know, come out as someone who loves both men and women, many nephilim would consider me a subpar shadowhunter. Me and this other man, of course, who’s even more scared of that prospect that I am.”
“Thomas,” James whispered.
Matthew quirked an eyebrow at him. “Yes.”
James nodded, he’d deducted it from the letter Lucie had shown him that morning.
Oh, Thomas.
“What he must be going through now…” Matthew whispered, allegedly having caught on to James’s train of thought.
Matthew had turned his bedroom into a pocket of blissful forgetting with his company, but it had crumbled down to smithereens.
Barbara was dying.
James couldn’t breathe.
The wind became stronger and stronger, now the curtains made the sound of a boy crying. Harder. Harder. Harder. And harder.
“Jamie?” Matthew asked, clearly concerned “Oh, Jamie, come here.”
Matthew softly nudged him to a sitting position, and then put his arms around him. The stress of Barbara’s looming death joined in with the accursed wind —would the boy shut his mouth!?— and made his temples feel odd, as if they were notifying him he was seconds away from suffering a wreaking headache if he didn’t do something to avoid it.
James couldn’t do anything about Barbara, but he could certainly make the wind stop.
“I have to close the windows.”
And without further ado, he separated from Matthew rather brusquely and stomped to the window.
“Jamie, whatever are you saying, the window is—”
Closed. Shut tightly.
And through its glass, James could see there was no wind whatsoever.
The boy cried harder.
“Shut up,” he snarled at him.
“You should sit down,” Matthew, who’d hastened to reach his side and place two hands on his shoulders, advised James “Or we can go to the kitchen; prepare ourselves a better cup of tea or eat a sandwich. Goodness, we could shop for waistcoats, but please, focus on me. Okay?”
The boy made Matthew sound far away.
James couldn’t bring himself to heed his friend’s advice: his eyes were glued to the window, through which he could see a carriage rolling into the London Institute’s front yard. Out of it came Gideon, Sophie and Eugenia Lightwood, Barbara’s family.
The boy shut up at once.
That’s when James knew.
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