i may have a very complicated relationship with my mother, but the thing is, one part of it i would never change is the fact that she introduced me to some great (and often times not so great for my taste, but still fun and interesting) music.
most important of it all: this woman taught me how to scream queen from the top of my lungs.
i think this in particular says a lot.
like, i was a ten-year-old, just a year into learning english, and i already recognised the first note of i want to break free. i went camping every summer from when i was 12 to when i was 16, and i introduced the kids in the same dorm as me to the euphoria of clapping to the rythm of we will rock you. i danced in the darkness of my room to radio ga-ga during quarantine, because i was scared and confused and ate toast for dinner for two weeks straight since there was nothing else there. i hummed bohemian rhapsody while studying during what i then thought of as the most academically challenging year of my life to keep myself sane in front of calculus. i fell in love for the first time the same year, and i thought of her while listening to good old fashioned lover boy and you're my best friend, because i wasn't able to tell her, so i kept her close to me that way. i went to study in another, unknown city, to live on my own for the very first time, and, inter alia, i put on killer queen, innuendo and don't stop me now, and even i'm in love with my car, to feel like home, a place i never had, because...
i may have a very complicated relationship with my mother, but sometimes my heart thinks that the music we both love will bridge the gap between us. that queen will magically make her arms feel like home, and not somewhere hard and suffocating to be inside of.
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Lila season 1: was the new girl at school who lied just so people would suck up to her. She made one unlucky misstep and got publicly humiliated by the local superhero. Now she refuses to show her face outside ever again.
Lila season 3-5: gets a kick out of manipulating people and is genuinely deranged. Would get your friends and family to condemn and kill you because you glanced at her wrong.
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Explaining the Sunflowers.
If you've been to my page within the last day or two, you'll have realized I completely changed it all to a theme of Sunflowers.
Let me explain why. It's rather simple, really.
Lucien is the son of the Autumn Court, yes. Through his mother.
But what he does not know, but we, his mother, Feyre and Rhysand know is that he is also the son of Helion. Thus, he is also the son of the Day Court as well.
Day time means the time when the sun is up. This makes Lucien the Sun.
Elain, right from the beginning of the series, is associated with gardening. But not vegetables. She is associated with gardening flowers.
Then, right as she moves to the Night Court, into the Town House, she begins gardening flowers there too.
It is a key trait of hers. Not her only trait, no. But a key, and major trait of her character.
Combine the two names Elain and Lucien, you have Elucien. Combine the two traits of these characters, you have Sunflower.
Eluciens flower is a sunflower.
I will die on this hill. No one can convince me otherwise.
Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.
(You may use the graphics I made, just like and reblog before you do.)
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Matt kinda reminds me of Peeta lowkey with how sweet and kind he is…then I remember Peeta is very charismatic and good with words and Matt accidentally orchestrated his own break up 💀
lmaooo if you think about it they're kinda 2 sides of the same coin. they both are sensitive, sweet, and likeable, but they can be excellent liars too (and usually they're not lying for self-serving reasons). it's just that peeta always has a long term goal in mind while matt is just fumbling through life and putting his foot in his mouth sjfkjsd
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