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timegearremix · 2 years

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holds them gently in my hands

#cy art #sorry its just sketches ive been at work #speaking of work i ahve more work doodles i forgot to take pictures of #featuring my little guy . my dude. flingus mcflarken.#charles calvin #the henry stickmin collection #thsc charles calvin #henry stickmin #thsc ellie rose #ellie rose #triple threat #your honor they make me cry

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ashenberry · 4 months

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hi hey hello. you should go check out @u3pxx 's piece for the mea culpa zine I just made a fun and silly continuation of it because im normal about it <3

more fun and silly shenanigans under the cut

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#ashenart #aa4 spoilers #apollo justice #trucy wright #phoenix wright #clay terran #apollo justice ace attorney spoilers #weh weh weh 👍proud of myself for getting this done in like. 3 days. sorry to the art asks in my inbox im almost done with yall too #anyways posting this scared style hope everyone likes #<- actually wait no im gonna ramble REALLY FUN TIME WITH THE COLORS ON THIS ONE kinda heart of the cards-ing it #ive been also working on an oc comic for the past couple of months and that + this i think im getting better at servicable backgrounds #I think this is the first big piece ive done w/o lineart and instead just drawing over the sketch i really like how its came out #there was also a scrapped 5th page that was dropped just bc trucy finding the body fitted better for an ending RIP beanix jumping over the #couch you will be missed. by me

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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puffer party inspo'd by the fact i've had this fic rotating in my head for the past week

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 7 #ryu ga gotoku 2 #yakuza series #yakuza 2 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #masadai #daigo dojima #masato arakawa #snap sketches #sorry not over it . dont think i ever will be </3 #gen one of my fave fics of all time now.. its everything and more OUUUGHH IM USING MY TAGS TO GUSH SORRY EVERYONE #i just really love how daigos tryna be nice... like i like that despite him bein in his dirtbag era he still has a good heart #that always my fave thing bout him and- and //cries//#he wanna swear off people but i know he dont mean that.. i know he lonely inside.. so when he tries to make it work with masato..#OGH im gona go off on another tangent if i think of that point for too long POINT IS #this fic still make me giddy it still make me do a silly leg wiggle #ive been meaning to draw masato in daigo's jacket again since the first time since i didnt really like how i did it initially #PHENOMENAL excuse to do so now hehe..#now excuse me i have to think of this fic while drawing another masato comic. cause im ill

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grellssquishyhusband · 8 months

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Stupid horror AU shit or fucking something idk

I figure the undertaker kinda becomes RCiels dad sorta. I'm still working on it but I might call Horror AU OCiel Issac

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cmdonovann · 1 year

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ok, ill give the people what they want. heres jack and beth. they r hanging out

#quantum break #quantum break appreciation month #jack joyce #beth wilder #fanart #cmdonovann #what is beth complaining about? who knows #probably something incredibly inconsequential and mundane #i feel most of the qb characters would be inclined to complain as a form of socializing #given that most of them are from fucking fictional boston #east coasters be complaining instead of making small talk #(its me im east coasters)#(not literally anymore but thats where im from so shrug)#anyway sorry that the past 2 days have just been sketches #ive got something bigger in the works but i have other obligations as well #so its taking a bit longer than anticipated

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bmpmp3 · 6 days

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dysgraphic artiƨts risɘ UP!!!!!

#raise your pencils!!!! and erasers. to fix the backwards letters 😔#sorry still thinking about my weirdness with my art professors. yknow a lot of em have been really pushing us as #students to make our personal identities a major part of like our 'brand' as artists #which. well from an art history major perspective thats a very contentious and nuanced topic. i love a lot of artists who live this way #and i think its great seeing my peers who focus on identity thrive. but also as an fine arts major (double major fool LOL)#i keep getting pushed by teachers into like. specific '____ artist' identities???#specificaly woman artist. which is a little bizarre because im a bit fat and a bit gnc so im generally like. ungendered? in day-to-day life #(which doesnt actually matter to me directly that much honestly LOL people tend to view me as like. buddy? buddy or pal.)#(not man. not woman. not anything human. sometimes i remind people of a beloved dog. which. hkdsahjk thats its own can of worms)#(a can of worms that also doesnt matter much to me directly because im a wannabe furry who chose to be the dog when playing house as a kid)#(LOL so um. well. theres that) but yeah i dunno i dont really consider myself a woman artist. its been. shockingly (and sometimes luckily?)#irrelevant to most of my life and experiences and art (although dont get me wrong misogyny is very real and very present) so i dont #have a whole lot to say about it from an art perspective. you could also call me all kinds of things. a queer artist. a mixed race artist #again technically correct. some aspects more visible in my work than others. but also very technical. i focus on race a lot in in my #art historical work but i dunno how much my drawings have to say. except that i keep making too many mixed ocs LOL #i dunno i just think my professors gotta focus that energy away from tokenizing me and over to supporting like actual #capital W Woman artists capital Q Queer artists capital A Artists of Colour who are doing far more interesting things than I #far more thought out and engaged in these topics directly. i just kind of stumble into my art blindly and confused <3 #sorry that was a long tangent WHAT IM SAYING Is despite all that: i do consider myself a capital D Dysgraphic artist #i think its an unmovable constant of my art and the way i draw and the way my hands move. the untrained eye doesnt seem to be as aware #of it directly. but those who are familiar can probably see it. the dysgraphia LOL if not just from whenever i write a letter or number #half of them are busted and frantically fixed HDKJSDJDS but its in all my art. if u can see it <3 ive been trying to embrace it #dygraphic artists raise your pencils indeed!! and throw away the eraser!!! make the legibility of your words everyone elses problem!!!#what does that say? what is that sketch? none of my business! none of your business!! its the business of my hand and the pencil alone #motor skill and spatial issues take the wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel

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xamaxenta · 1 year

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Cant wait until i finish my zine commitments so i can finally be free and go bananas

#working working working i need to quit and just do my own stuff #maybe then ill actually finish something #its atrocious the last complete art ive done was January this year #ever since then its been sketches #SORRY FEBRUARY i did the valentines art #how could i forget abt that one #hmm probably bc it wasnt v popular but im not here for popularity #im here to draw things that give me a good feeling inside

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kate-m-art · 2 years

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Sketch dump just cause I have a few that probably won't ever be enough for their own posts ajsjd First 3: Autumn = cat. Don't know if he'll ever make it to the dark world but that would be his form and it shows. Next three are Legend being stubborn sick and it frustrates Maggie to no end. She wants to help but he doesn't want her to overdo it and they end up butting heads about it a lot. Then just a littol sketch of Maggie that I liked and there's a concept for Autumn's dark link under the cut (it's a little uh,,, creepier ig than I usually draw tho so just a heads up if you wanna check that out.)

#loz legecy #quick sketch #sketch dump #ik theres not really anything cohesive about these its just #this about what ive been able to do the past week or so #besides the bigger piece w autumn was working on that on and off a couole weeks #long post #this one gave me a really hard time w formatting but i think we got it?#its a little longer than i had planned so sorry about that ajsjd TvT

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flamboyant-king · 2 years

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Hey gu ys

play b ug fabl es

#Sorry ive been dead. Ive started a nother job maybe second job because i still wanna make donuts #i feel so bad. Ive been feeling bad. Ive lost my ambition to draw. Im stuck. No inspiration or dreams anymore #I feel because im going to be stuck in a cycle of being in a job never that ive dreamed i should give up my passion #I know i know it can be a side thing and i know i just started actually working but #Ive been beaten down so much my hopes and strength really is leaving me #Im so tired. Im so old. I want someone or a parallel self to make the things i can never do #Make the comics the games the art that would bring me joy and happiness #Its too much effort for a shell of an egg like myself #But hey i started playing games again and reading webcomics and the freetime at work can let me watch shows #Drawing…i dont know anymore.. i never was anything special or having a will #Ive ran out of energy in general to be who i was. All i am now is tired. I miss wiwi #That aside play this game. Its fun charming and cute heeho. I did make sketches for the characters #But i cant bring myself to post art anymore. Maybe someday. But not…now…

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puphoods · 3 months

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i literally have so much... desire to create that just does not get realised. because my brain sucks and my hands suck.

#et cetera #im too slowwwwwww #sorry okay i know ive been complaining about my art a lot i just wish i was doing a lot more than i am...#but theres so much i want to focus on all at once that i cant really actually do it like where do u even start. how could i even begin #looking into making a comic or something like i would have to do a million things before that is even feasible #let alone before it would be GOOD #like if im being really honest. i was really motivated to work on itafd at the start of the year #i was like its a smaller story i can get it sorted and maybe even start it this year #and then i tried to draw like a simple sketch of the first page and it just crushed me to be honest. like i cant #do any of this shit

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missukiyo · 2 months

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— tattoo artist! geto x reader

cw: lmao none just fluff :D, established relationship

a/n: this was really rushed so im sorry if its mid hsjsjs. ive been busy for a couple of days and i feel bad for not posting smth in a while :(( wrote this on a whim hope u enjoy <3

tattoo artist! geto, your boyfriend of 6 months who had earned a reputation as the top tattoo artist in all of tokyo, effortlessly excelling in his craft and garnering both attention and admiration from all who knew his work.

tattoo artist! geto who practically beams with excitement when you finally decide to get your first tattoo after much contemplation. he practically bounces with joy at the thought of being the one to ink your skin.

tattoo artist! geto who looks so happy the minute you walk into his shop, excited to be the one to have the honour of giving your first tattoo. he lets out a small chuckle when you mention that you wanted a small heart on your wrist. a classic! with a grin on his face, he replies with “no problem, sweetheart.”

tattoo artist! geto who can't help but smile softly as he watches you nervously fiddling with your hands while he prepares the tattoo design. he reassures you with his soothing voice, softly whispering in your ear, "don’t worry, I'll take good care of you."

tattoo artist! geto who knows just how nervous you are for your first tattoo, kisses your forehead gently before starting to work. "i promise it's going to be amazing, love. trust me," he whispers softly, earning a smile from you.

tattoo artist! geto who surprises you by playing their favorite music while they get tattooed, and even sings along softly to it as he works, a small smile forming on your face as you appreciate how much he had done just to make sure you were comfortable.

tattoo artist! geto who stops every few minutes to check in on you, making sure you're comfortable and asking if you need a break or if you want to continue.

tattoo artist! geto who takes his time with each stroke of the needle, making sure the design is perfect and that you're not in any pain. "you’re doing great, sweetheart," he whispers as he works.

tattoo artist! geto who pleasantly surprises you with his gentle touch as he carefully sketches out the design on your skin, his fingers brushing against your arm sending shivers down your spine.

as tattoo artist! geto finally finishes the last stroke of the tattoo, he steps back to admire his work with a satisfied smile. "do you like it?" he asks nervously, hoping you're happy with the result. your eyes light up as you catch the first glimpse of the small heart on your wrist, perfectly placed and beautifully detailed. you can't help but let out a gasp of delight, feeling a rush of happiness and pride wash over you.

tattoo artist! geto who lets out a sigh of relief when you nod enthusiastically, gushing about how much you love the tattoo. he can't help but feel a sense of pride knowing that he was the one to give you this special piece of art.

tattoo artist! geto who can't help but blush when you compliment his work, a rare smile gracing his usually stoic face as he thanks you for trusting him with your first tattoo experience.

tattoo artist! geto who helps you off the chair and leads you to the mirror, where you can get a better look at your new tattoo. he stands behind you, his arms wrapped around your waist as you both admire the simple yet meaningful together. “look at you, baby! you’re so pretty… so so so pretty…” his words caused you to giggle, a small blush forming on your cheeks

tattoo artist! geto who watches you with a warm gaze, his eyes twinkling with pride. "it looks perfect on you," he says softly, his voice filled with genuine admiration. "i'm glad you trusted me with your first tattoo, sweetheart."

tattoo artist! geto who can't stop thinking about how adorable you looked the rest of the day, with your eyes gleaming and a wide smile on your face as you admired your new tattoo. every time he closes his eyes, he can see the look of pure joy and excitement on your face, and it warms his heart. he can't wait to come home, just so he could see your beautiful face again.

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todayisafridaynight · 10 months

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Prior to sending the ask I was just guessing what matrophobia meant based on the root words but I looked it up after and went ohhhh and then you confirmed that extra dimension to it and I went OHHHHH

I think that gets to the heart of what I've been thinking about, that bittersweetness, because despite his best efforts... of course he could never end up anything like Yoko, but he still ended up with an abusive "household." Because in addition to Masato ending up how he did, he has to see those same situations play out, feel that same tension in the air between Jo and Ichi, over and over for almost a decade straight.

Like, in a way, he's forced to put himself in Toshio's shoes when that happens. He can't really get through to Jo, in the same way Toshio can't get through to Yoko, but he can try to step in before lasting damage is done, and he can try to make it bearable for his son. You know. Have a nice talk. Treat him to Peking duck. I'm SO normal about the (drawn-out) parallels of those scenes

So then with Jo... he kind of does become his father, even if he never wanted to (no one wants to), both through his ruinous neglect of Masato at birth and through how he comes to look at discipline and corporal punishment. I'm sure it's not lost on him in Masato's case (owww), but with Ichi, it's not like he has any reason to see him as his son... But How Far Can That Take You.

Because it's like, at the start, he was openly beating Ichi in front of Arakawa and not letting up much when Arakawa intervened. But then you have The Yubitsume Scene and Arakawa walking in on All That and... he looks sorry. Sorry for being caught, probably, but sorry nonetheless. Like... what changed between then and now... have you two had a Heartfelt Conversation... do you know where Arakawa got that scar... are you unable to change your "nature" even then...

Side note bro your SHOE is the size of his TORSO I promise you do not need to kick him with all the strength you've got like what the hell is this 😭😭😭

BUT ALL THAT ASIDE thank you so much for delving into the symbolism! Wonderful read. I don't really have an eye for symbolism, so that makes it all the more enjoyable to revisit the comic and everything with what you've gone into. I think a lot of your experiences resonate with mine, so conversely I'm not sure what others would take away from it, BUT I think there's enough there that's so insightful and evocative that it's effective without personal experience. I don't think there's anything I could add, so. Yeah. For once I am happy to sit back and take it all in... On that note, definitely looking forward to your next comic!

AUUUGH YEAAAH YEAHEYA HYEAH THAT EXACTLY OUUUGH OWIEE OWW.....

that's literally it though. like no extra notes. except The Obligatory Few i dont think it was an accident that arakawa is set up as the beginning of the game's 'protagonist' and planting that 'troubled family' taste first thing in our mind. i remember how i felt when i first saw arakawa walk in on jo and ichi and then arakawa taking ichi out for dinner i was just like🧍‍♂️Girl No The Cycle.... It's Continuing...... //screams// LIKE UGH IT WAS SO GOOD BUT ALSO OWWW STOPPP and then on the REPLAY it just hurts more cause with the added context to jo's character its like Oh No...... You're Your Father's Son....

and youre right: jo doesn't have an implicit reason to see how he treats ichi is wrong, hence he similarly doesnt have any reason to stop- not unless arakawa intervenes of course (and i will stand outside my window thinking of the possibility arakawa ever did try to have A Conversation with jo... arms folded behind my back and all like Man™️....)

oh but yeah, absolutely no problem ! im lowkey of an egotist so i do like to talk bout the stuff i make. More In Depth (though thats obvious considering the fuckin essays in the tags i always leave ☠️☠️) gerjlgaELKjg. so i was happy to explain ♪(´▽｀) !! what i like about symbolism is that it can be intentional or not, and the fun is always finding it just by chance. i cant explain it properly, but i just think its a neat 'seasoning' of sorts to drawings (❁´◡`❁)

#long post #snap chats #everyone in rgg got flipper shoes i stg tho like evey time i look at everyones renders i gotta point it out to myself 😭#speaking of. The Cycle. and Personal Experiences. arakawa walkin in on jo and ichi esp hits cause thats def a thing thats happened to mysel #its insane how one woman terrorizes my whole family but no cause i remember my mom would tear me a new one. Metaphorically #or she'd be pissed at my sis and i and my sis would just take us out for lunch and we'd talk bout it #Unsurprisingly my dad would do that for me growin up and he was there #i used to visit him on weekends when he lived nearby and those were my Peking Duck dinners in a sense #he'd just do his best to make sure i felt at home and making sure. i was cared for for once LMAO #so yeah to see that repeat in my family with my sister taking the role of my dad its like ow...#OH YEAH NO ITS BEEN A HOT YEAR SINCE I SAID HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME TO GET THROUGH THE BEGINNING OF Y7 HUH #it hurts a lot to watch masumi's backstory since it's EXTREMELY personal and hits too close to home but i watch it anyway 🥴#probably the first and only time a piece of media can actually 'trigger' me that badly i guess. how lame #i think ive updated my villain origin story enough tho. im sorry you also had a shit mom If Im Assuming Right #i wish it was easy to deal with bad parents but. well. if it was we wouldnt have them amiright #the best i can do is vent how i feel and at least try to have people in similar situations as me feel. understood. as corny as that sounds #its a little heinous to say Im Glad Our Experiences Are Similar cause id never wish my experiences on anyone else #but i guess i mean to say im glad we can understand each other in that regard #on a semi-better note. please dont hope for the comic anytime soon i only just finished sketching set pieces ( ´◡` ;;;)#I GOT DISTRACTED AGAAAINNNNN also its very cold and i dont work well in the cold. s'cause my fingers get all stiff EW #but i WILL have this one done i have too many abandoned projects i aint abandoning another one #with that in mind its funny you mention arakawas scar cause i did have a tiny baby thing in mind with it #nothing sad or serious this time just somethin cute even. if THAT ever happens we'll see it but yeah. just another funny case of Timing #alright bye bye for now i should work on this. after i answer your second ask HANG ON ILL SEE YOU THERE--

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readymades2002 · 2 years

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i wish i enjoyed doing lineart i think my lines are actually very interesting and i like looking at them but my GOD i hate doing them on a tablet </3

#i tried inking something small just for fun and its obvious i havent done it in awhile but i feel so much more comfortable on paper ;-;#it doesnt help that i still forget to reference things a lot and usually work from a rough sketch instead of a clean one #it makes it much harder but i am being so stubborn about it #hrrrgh..........i want to add one more thing to my portfolio before applying for this one zine #but while the sketch looks cool (im trying something new!) ive been SO stuck trying to line it....#hrmmm...sorry this isnt very interesting im just kind of talking to myself.

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luveline · 2 years

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ive never done an ask before so sorry if i type it out wrong but could you do a eddie munson x reader where reader color's in eddie's tattoos i literally cannot stop thinking about it 😭 really just pure fluff and them goofing around

thank you for your request this is literally the sweetest idea ever! i didn't nail the goofing but he's a sweetheart and hot <3 0.9k

Eddie looks cute sitting in front of your desk in your soft backed chair. He's curious but careful as he picks over pen stands and coloured pencils.

"Can I see some of your work?" he asks.

You could kiss him right there for calling it 'work'. He's never once been dismissive about your art, though most everyone else in your life calls it a hobby or your 'little side job'.

You stand up from the bed and move to his side. His arm wraps around your waist lightly, easy as you open the desk drawer for your current small sketchbook where you thumbnail paintings.

"All my canvases are down in the garage," you say.

"I'd love to see them."

He opens your sketchbook with infinite care, arm quickly stolen from your skin. You hover anxiously by his side, waiting for his verdict. He's quiet as he turns each page, not patronising you in pretending that every single sketch is interesting, but an honest peruse of your talents.

He stops on a drawing of him. Quite recent, you'd forgotten all about it. In his club shirt with the sleeves pushed up, a quick rendering of the planes and shadow of his arms, less detail but enough to make out his face through a curtain of curls.

"Is it biased if I say this is the best one?" he asks, hands splayed over the page, face turned to you. He's grinning.

"Very biased," you say. "I've messed up all your tattoos. You were moving too fast."

He turns to the page and raises his eyebrows. "They look just fine to me."

He's lying, of course. They're blurs of dark without detail.

"You have to say that."

"I don't have to do anything," he says. You shiver as his hand wraps around your back again, his touch featherlight. A ring scrapes your skin as he slips his fingers under the fabric of your t-shirt.

"If you'd only stay still," you whine.

He tips his head back and pouts at you mockingly for a split-second before chuckling warmly. "You're tortured, bub."

The pet name has your chest aflame with heat. You look at his shirt rather than his face, toying gently with one of his messy dark curls. "Whatever," you say, wanting to move on before he does something to tease you.

He pushes the chair back and encourages you into his lap. You sit tentatively on his leg, aware of every point of contiguity between you as his hand finds your soft tummy over your shirt. The other arm he lays flat on your desk.

"Take a look."

You rub your face with your shoulder, unsure. Eddie squeezes you, reassuring. "Go on."

Your relationship is new enough that you haven't seen every tattoo properly. You leap at the chance to study them. Despite your nervousness at this proximity you lean forward on his knees and take his arm into your hands.

You like the first one over the smooth inner stretch of his forearm, it suits him, a demon of some sort puppeteered by a bony hand. Turning his arm over, you find his flock of bats tapering over his elbow. Familiar, you could likely draw them from memory.

You're holding your breath as you turn in the circle of his arm, finger pushing carefully under his shirt sleeve to expose the scary bird/lizard amalgamation that you don't recognise, its frilled spines flared and its mouth open.

"I like them," you say.

He pulls you up his leg. "Yeah?"

"Mm. Would you ever get something in colour?"

"Sure, I'd love some colour. S'just expensive as shit, so…"

He sounds embarrassed. It's not what you meant to do, and you rush to fix it with a spur of the moment thought.

"Could I colour one?"

"Could you?" he asks, voice low, laughing a laugh that's more breath than sound.

You burn, shifting forward to take a marker into your hands. He keeps a good hold on your abdomen to keep you anchored. It's nice.

You take a light red into your hands, slow and steady as you set it to his pale skin and fill in the majority of his demon. Then, with a slightly darker red, the midtones. You round it out with a dark purple in the shadows, giving the demon a more three dimensional feel.

"Is it too cold?" you ask as you go, voice a murmur.

Eddie rubs the tip of his nose against your shoulder. "It's fine."

"You don't want to watch?"

"No way. Tell me when you're done, I want the full effect. Blow me away."

You nod and flush with heat and finish up as the heat of his body soaks into yours, relaxing in his lap as time passes.

"There," you say, capping a black fineliner. "I'm done, Eds."

Eddie pushes his chin over your shoulder to take in what you've done.

"Baby, that's fucking sick. Oh my god," he sounds sad, beggy, in that awful way boys do. "I want that for keeps."

You smile because you're glad he likes it. You'd thought you'd done a pretty good job, too.

"You have talented hands," he says into your ear, voice warped by a clear double entendre.

You melt, a shiver coursing down your back as you lean towards him unthinkingly.

"I'm not gonna shower. I need it forever."

Spell quickly broken, you wrinkle your nose. "That's disgusting."

"That's punk rock, babe."

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ebi-noodle-doodles · 4 days

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Fat person here! What's wrong with having a fat fetish? I'm not actually asking, dw. There's nothing wrong with having a fetish for a specific body type, just know that not every person with that body type wants to be part of that fetish. Sex is normal, fat people are normal, fetishes are normal. Cheers🥂

I dunno really ᓚ₍ ^. .^₎ (this ask was a long time ago context is from old asks I think) If I draw a chubby person doing normal human things people put labels on it. Idk I just draw what I enjoy to draw (^. .^)? I also like to learn how the body works ive been sketching this type of body a lot now and turns out its fun to draw.

I honestly do not know what is considered a fetish or not- I like elf ears is that a fetish- sorry I'm sort of confused about it sometimes but i do know (i think) it involves being aroused(?) with a specific thing- i dunno where the lines meet-

#but yeah idk #ask #anon #anon reply #reply ask #reply #reply anon #ebi noodle doodles #xixiriima #sorry i dont know how to answer this i just know i enjoy what im doing

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eddiiiieeee · 9 months

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Holding her back

Eddie Munson x reader warnings: strong language, real angsty, mentions of sexual things, no happy ending. yes, I am an evil fuck.

summary: Eddie feels like he's holding y/n back, and that's where the demise of their relationship starts

authors note: all the young adults are in high school, and so are the party members, Joyce and hopper are together, Billy isn't a pimple on anyone's ass. The upside down never happened. and yes ur dad is Pedro pascal. have fuuun

Eddie had walked into the woods before dnd started since he decided to ditch last period, noticing y/n finishing a sketch, she was sat at their spot, he couldn’t help but admire her for a bit "hey" Eddie said holding his hands as she looked at him, taking in his features before clearing her throat and looking back down at the drawing of Eddie. "you're still here, don't have a deal to tend to?" she mumbled slamming her sketchbook shut as Eddie watched her nodding "I-i wanted to talk to you. I figured I'd find you here" she hummed as she put her sketchbook in her bag and zip it up "ive gotta go, my dad could be here." she said needing to get away from him even though her lie didn’t work with the time "y/n, wait please, ive been holding this off long enough and its hurting the both of us" y/n looked at him as Eddie gazed back into her eyes "quickly" she mumbled turning a bit to face him "i think we should break up..” Eddie said as y/n gulped, her eyes filling with tears as she nodded “done then” she whispered as he voice cracked a bit, taking off the necklace he got her and placing it down on the table as she grabbed her stuff and hurried off to the front of the school, making sure she was far from Eddie so she could release the sobs she’s been holding in. Eddie put his hands in his face as he let his tears fall ‘this is what’s best for her’ he reminded himself. those two years of being together were over. all those memories and moments between the two, gone.

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the universe seemed to hate y/n as on her walk home while sobbing her eyes out, it had begun to rain, soaking her completely as she hid her sketchbook to save it from the water. it wasn’t long that she got to her house, glad that nothing happened to her books and sketchbook as she opened the door walking in before Nick looked at her confused “kid? what happened?” he said rushing for to his daughter as she gulped, she kept her gaze on the floor, not reacting to her dads touch “we broke up” she whispered as she licked her lips “what?” Nick asked confused, Eddie was over just.a few nights ago and everything seemed fine

“he broke up with me” y/n sobbed as she held onto her stuff tightly, Nick was quick to wrap his arms around her, holding her tightly as he kissed the top of her head “i’m so sorry, i’ve got you baby girl.” he muttered as he tried to calm her down “he just left you to walk in the rain?” “no, he thought you were picking me up so” y/n wiped her eyes smudging the bit of makeup that had remained on her face “i’m gonna go take a shower” she said taking her shoes off as she put her slippers on, rushing to her bathroom as she dropped all her stuff at her desk and walked into the bathroom, undressing and getting into the shower, turning the hot water on as she stood underneath it. did Eddie fall for someone else? did he realise y/n wasn’t good enough for him? did he get bored?

y/n spent an hour of her shower just standing underneath the water and crying, letting the hot water pierce her skin, before she actually began washing her hair and body, saving as well before getting out and doing her skincare, before getting changed into one of Eddie’s shirts and a pair of shorts, moving downstairs as she dried her short hair with a towel “hey kid, you feeling better?” Nick asked as he watched her sit next to him on the couch, looking at the table and all the snacks he put out for them

“i’m not hungry” she whispered, pulling her knees up to sit underneath her chin as she sniffled “kid, you gotta eat, see i got you, pizza and sushi and noodles, and your favorite shrimps, see it’s a full buffet for the two of us” he smiled looking at her and he put some of her hair behind her ear “i’ll eat later, let’s just start the movie” She muttered grabbing the remote as she turned it on. Nick looked at her as worry sat on his face.

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wayne had returned home to find the trailer quiet, when he took his shoes off and began walking to the bathroom, he’d noticed the dump Eddie’s room had become and when we went in to clean it up, he’d noticed that Eddie was sat on his mattress holding onto a shirt “ed’s, son what is all this mess?” Wayne asked before noticing how bloodshot Eddie’s eyes were “i broke up with her. i’m just holding her back, i hurt her, wayne. you should’ve seen how pained she was, i hurt her” Eddie said his lip pouting as he kept his gaze ahead

wayne sighed as he sat down next to his nephew, rubbing his shoulder as he hugged him tightly “come ‘ere, son” wayne whispered as Eddie hugged him tightly “she hates me now. i messed it all up” Eddie whispered as he held onto wayne tightly, he let the love of his life go. just like that.

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authors note: no happy ending for u little shits🤭

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