(stairs anon again!)
Good music choices! I find using lofi usually makes me sleepy lol!
Also I'll definitely take a listen to the song you recommend! I love reading angst but I've been taking a break since it can feel like I'm unhealthy throwing my emotions into it.
But on a less tense note! Let's ask the real questions. Left side of the bed or Right. Or the secret third option. middle.
personal I like middle. Everything is even out and it's overall a good spot! Can't wait to hear back !
that's a fair point on angst. i've been in a slightly somber mood recently, so i've been writing a bit more of it in the past few days. it'll pass.
when there's space, i generally trend towards the left, but this actually depends on which way the headboard is facing. my current bed is too small to do anything but lie in the middle, so that's what's going on right now.
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the stairs
ANYWAYS!!!!
happy birthday!!! I loved your last response from our previous Convo!
I hope that the next day to filled with excitement just like this day. Have a motherfucking good week
thank you! <3
hope your week is good as well.
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gonna be briefly petty on main here cause i've blocked this person since I got into this fandom and i never want to interact with them ever, but I genuinely do not know why you'd trust the person w/ the canon artemis url when they keep dressing up their opinion as fact, cherrypick citations if they use them at all, and keep going onto the posts of new people to be like ACTUALLY THE BOOKS SUCK AND THE AUTHOR SUCKS in what seems to be some bizarre attempt to control new folks' reading experience.
Like I know they're an oldguard BNF and all but holy shit, if I'd interacted with that person literally at all upon getting into the fandom I would have been turned off these books forever. Genuinely don't get it tbh.
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♡ Carmilla Carmine (Hazbin Hotel) Stimboard ♡ (with stilettos, silver & white, and gifs of 'Out For Love') for Anon
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[Image description: a 9 gif stimboard; from left to right.
First line: a gif from the 'Out For Love' from S1:E7 of Hazbin Hotel, the character Carmine twists around a pillar with her hair fanning out and whipping behind her. A close-up gif of panning over an antique glass chandelier, the light glinting on the glass. And a gif of someone wearing silver stiletto heels, they bring one foot forwards before lifting their leg upwards.
Second line: A gif of panning over the ornate grand staircase in The Winter Palace (Saint Petersburg), there are ornate and gilded designs all round the stairs and walls. A gif of the same 'Out For Love' scene with a close-up of Carmine as she sings, her frown twisting into a pleased grin. And a gif of someone with their back to the camera as they use both hands to shake their long dyed silver hair.
Third line: A close-up gif panning around some wind-chimes made from old keys and jewellery with large pearly beads. A gif of someone wearing silver glitter platform stilettos while standing on a balcony, they walk forwards a little before tilting their feet one by one. And a final gif of the 'Out For Love' scene with Carmine flipping and jumping on a staircase, she balances on the railing with her pointe shoes like a ballerina.
End of image description.]
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I warned you about those stairs man /ref
Anyways!
Swing music is super duper catchy. Just the beats for it, and the use of instruments make me go insane!
I get some music being very all over! I know some music can be super overwhelming. Like heavy metal? Very overwhelming.
This will be my last question since I'm very eepy so be ready!
If tomorrow it was told that you were to be gone, what would you do. You can give multiple answers if you want if you just can't decide.
My personal answer would be to just live it out. Say my goodbyes sure but live my life regularly. Maybe I'll go all out but mainly just living life. Because that's what I do the best at!
Can't wait to hear your response. It's been fun speaking!
(waves) it's been nice being social through the inbox. stay safe, ok?
going to change the wording of your question just a bit, hope that's alright
if i had 24 hours to live... let's say 9AM-9AM the next day.
i'd wake up at my usual time: 8:30am i'd shower. drink some caffiene get that shit outta the way so the day will at least start on a positive note. i would probably try and eat at all my favorite places. these names won't make sense to anyone who hasn't lived in my hometown, but that's okay.
bill's cafe for breakfast- they have cream cheese bagels that they serve with eggs benedict and smoked salmon. goddamn.
india garden for lunch- chicken tikka masala with naan bread, and mango lassi to drink. goddamn.
either between the two meals or just after lunch, i'd head to my parents place and... either apologize for not being who they wanted me to be, or egg their house. depends on how vindictive i am the day of. i have a complicated relationship with them, so...
either way, i know for a fact that i would straight up tell my mom she should have been kinder to me. because she should have been.
then i'd go to meadowlark dairy for ice cream. they have a orange/vanilla swirl that kicks ass.
after that, i'd drive to monterey bay. check out the shops, have some salt water taffy, get to the docks for an early dinner of clam chowder in a sourdough bread bowl... my favorite meal. bonus points if i can track down that one restaurant that serves them with strawberry daiquiris.
i'd walk to the beach afterwards, maybe enter into the ocean to feel it for one last time. after that, i'd sit down on the sand and get to work.
i'd go on discord, message all my friends, tell them how i really felt about them. i'd tell them how much i loved them. i'd dedicate as many paragraphs as i could to them as the timer clicked down. i'd probably watch the sunset on the beach if the timing was right. chances are, i'd be crying while doing that last part. if i knew i was dying, i don't think i'd have the courage to look my friends in the eye while i told them emotional things.
when it would be too cold at the beach- anyone who's been there after sunset knows the temperature drops quickly- i'd probably see if i could find somewhere open late that serves hot chocolate. i'd keep walking around til late at night.
after that, i'd find somewhere warm to sit and call my godfather. my godfather is someone who survived cancer twice. he knows a lot about close brushes with death, and there's no one else i'd want at my side while i grieve.
i know under the circumstances, he would stay up with me all night. we would talk about everything, and anything, and nothing at all. maybe he'd keep me company until the sun rises the next day.
after the sun is up, but before 9AM, i'd head back down to the beach with a bottle of strawberry moscato. i'd savor the taste, finish the bottle, and close my eyes. maybe i'd fall asleep so i wouldn't see it coming.
i'd die listening to the waves and feeling the sun on my skin. that'd be a nice way to go out.
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