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flowersarefreetherapy · 16 days

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“I don’t belong to you! I have a master and they’re gonna be really mad if you touch me!”

- sara / @justplainwhump

CW: Noncon touch, noncon kiss, sexually degrading language, begging, pet whump, creepy/intimate whumper

“I don’t belong to, to, to you! I have a master and he’s gonna be, be really mad if you, you, you touch me!”

The man laughs. Star can’t breathe, the hallway twisting around him. Where is Daniel? Where is his master? Why did he think he could go step out of the party alone? That was stupid, so stupid, of course it was stupid, he’s nothing but a stupid whore, he knows that.

“Don’t play dumb with me,” the man mutters, his fingers tracing down Star’s face. “Look at you. You’re a good fuck, aren’t you. I know how they train you little sluts. Will do anything I say, right?”

“No,” Star breathes. “No. No! You can’t, my, my, my master won’t allow you.”

The man’s hand slams into the wall next to his head. Star flinches, cowering back against the wall, the wainscoting digging into his back. Hot breath ghosts across his cheek and he swallows back a sob. Pull on the mask, smile like he’s been trained to, behave the way he does for Theodore. The man is right. He is trained to behave for everyone. This is what he’s supposed to do.

“You smell good,” the man breathes. Star whimpers as he licks his neck, tongue tracing the edge of his jaw. “And you taste even better.”

“Please,” Star whispers. “Please, sir …..”

“Oh, I like that. Say that again, whore.”

Star tries to hold onto his original anger, but it slips between his fingers like grains of sand. Tears burn his eyes. He’s going to cry. What would Daniel do?

He would fight them. He would be annoying. He doesn’t follow the training.

. . . But he isn’t loved. If you obey, then you’ll be loved.

“Please, sir,” he whispers.

“Good slut.” The man grabs his jaw. “I don’t care what your master thinks. You’re too cute to let go.”

He kisses him, pushing him back against the wall. Star whimpers and brings his hand up to push the man away. If Theodore finds them, he’ll be so unhappy and there’s that specific look he’ll give Star and his heart breaks just at the thought of his master being disappointed.

“Don’t try that,” the man growls. “Don’t fight back, whore. I know you want this. Now, on your knees.”

Star nods, dropping to his knees with practiced ease. Tears roll down his eyes and his hands shake. He pretends he’s back in his small bedroom, with carpet under his knees, not the hard wood of the hallway. It’s Daniel’s fingers in his hair, playing softly with his curls instead of pulling. It’s Daniel’s soft voice praising him instead of the man’s sharp words. It’s everything he could have if he was stronger, if he had fought back, if he was a fighter like Daniel.

I’m not a fighter. This is what I was designed for. This is what I’m good for.

For a moment, the words are enough to calm his racing heart. The mantra is familiar and calming. After all, it’s what everyone has always told him.

Why would they ever be wrong?

#emotional whump #intimate whumper #noncon touch #noncon kiss #sexually degrading language #begging #pet whump #answered asks #star my beloved #thank you!!

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doctor-who-war-doctor · 13 days

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🌟 Star 🌟

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thembohux · 2 years

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Post the last line of your current WIP and tag as many people as there are words

I was tagged by @theold-ultraviolence and @starlightsearches to do this 🥰🥰🥰

This is a segment from chapter 4 of Devil in Disguise:

Before he could continue his internal ranting, someone shouted to get his attention.

“Munson! There’s a girl calling for you!”

There was a chorus of teasing from the other mechanics as Eddie wiped off his hands. He flipped off the guys as he ascended the stairs up to the boss’ office.

Tagging anyone who wants to do this! Feel free to say I tagged you ❤️

#lita talks #tag games #devil in disguise #star my beloved #irma my beloved

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thecatboyfriend · 2 years

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i adore all the <3’s in contrast to the tone that’s my favorite way to punctuate this kinda stuff pskfhfkfnjd

YEAH thats just how i am <33333333

#<3 as punctuation is amazing #remi replies #star my beloved

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silvercaptain24 · 2 years

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you have Top Tier Warriors fics!!!! An excellent writer and amazing mutual <333333333

…I know I just reblogged that but I wasn’t actually expecting anyone to do it and now I’m melting!!!! Thank you!!

💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️

#star my beloved #silver’s thoughts #somebody help I’m melting worse than ice cream in the oven

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starwarjotta · 3 months

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looking for someone on Tatooine

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sketchz · 12 days

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#hey look rendered thing! finally #and it's not even odile HAHA #isat #in stars and time #isat siffrin #sketchz's stuff #in my defense siffrin is so easy to draw #and I was messing with colors #saturated colors my beloved...

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flowersarefreetherapy · 4 months

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at a crowded party

CW: Angst, noncon kiss, pet whump, noncon touch, implied noncon

Daniel watches her approach. The fashionable dark green dress clings to every curve of her body and the light reflects off the diamond necklace decorating her plunging neckline. Her dark hair falls over one shoulder, several curls wrapping up to her jawline. A shudder slips down his spine at the determination in her eyes.

Her cheekbones look like Star’s.

“Hello, darling,” she cooes, running one hand over his shoulder. “You look so bored standing here all alone. Did Theodore get bored of such a handsome toy?”

“I am here to serve, ma’am,” he whispers. Her touch burns across his skin. Everything in him screams to run away. Flirting with women is so much harder, even with his training. It feels like forcing each word out past a brick lodged in his throat.

“Of course you are. Theodore really does have an eye for beauty. Both you and your bonded are absolute dolls.”

“This is quite a nice event,” Daniel says, trying to pull the conversation away from Star.

She laughs. “Oh, aren't you a flatterer. I know your kind isn’t supposed to care. Rather like talking to my old husband in that regard. But thank you. This is my favorite event to plan and I do love having everyone here, especially when they bring such attractive boys with them.”

Daniel smiles. He doesn’t know what else to say. Something in her words bothers him, but his brain refuses to focus. Playing along makes his master happy. It’s what he is made for. It’s all he’s good for. He knows this. Fighting back achieves nothing.

“Come on, darling, let me show you around,” the woman says, looping her arm through Daniel’s.

He forces a smile as they walk through the room, the woman introducing him to dozens of people whose names and faces he forgets as soon as they move on. Her hand moves from his arm to his back to resting low on his back, fingers dipping under his waistband. Daniel swallows hard and forces the smile to remain on his face.

Where is Star?

Star sits at their master’s feet, head tipped up as his master runs fingers through his curls. Daniel shudders at the sight and glances at the men talking with his master. All their attention is on Star. Hungry and predatory.

“Pay attention, darling.”

“Sorry, ma’am,” Daniel whispers. He steps closer to her, fighting to pay attention to whatever conversation is happening around him. Star has the same training as he does. He can handle himself.

The conversation continues. The woman’s hand cups his ass, her body pressed against his. Daniel plasters a smile on his face. Her fingers are cold, not warm like his master’s soothing touch, as they slip past his waistband. Daniel stiffens but doesn’t pull away. He never pulls away. He’s too well trained, no matter how much nausea churns in his stomach.

“Come on,” she whispers, lips brushing against the side of his neck. “Let’s go somewhere a little more private.”

A shudder runs down Daniel’s spine. He nods, following her from the main room. The hair on the back of his neck stands up when he glances at his master. He nods, gripping Star’s curls a little tighter, a silent threat. Daniel smiles, the smooth practiced one he is praised for, and moves to follow the woman.

She pulls him into a dark room. Daniel blinks hard, willing his eyes to adjust to the dim light. He can faintly see the outline of a small bed and a dresser. It’s all he manages before she pins him to the wall. Her lips press against his and he melts into the kiss.

“Damn, you’re good,” she whispers, pulling away just a fraction.

The praise blossoms warm in his chest. Of course he’s good. It’s what his master paid for, after all. Good, perfect, cute, silent, behaved. He is supposed to be all those things and more.

So when she kisses him again, he leans into it. Letting her set the pace, ignoring his lungs screaming for air, laughing with her as she pushes him down onto the bed. It feels so good and so awful. His stomach churns with hatred and pleasure as she removes their clothes and another kiss, then hands across his body and her weight pressing down on him.

She praises him for following orders, for listening, for the pleasure he brings her. The better he does, then the better they both feel and the better report she’ll give to his master.

Good. Perfect. Behaved.

Why would he ever be anything else?

#pet whump #angst #noncon kiss #noncon touch #implied noncon #daniel the protector #star my beloved #answered asks #marz actually talks

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phantasm-echo · 1 month

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Pretty woman pretty woman pretty woma—

*dies*

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thembohux · 2 years

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Whenever you get this you have to say five (5) things you like about yourself, publicly. then you have to send this to ten of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ❤️

1.) I like my sense of style

2.) I think my writing is good and I’m proud of my improvement over the years.

3.) My somewhat newfound ability to advocate for myself/my needs

4.) I think I’m pretty attractive and I like that about myself

5.) I like my ability to apply myself to things I enjoy and constantly seek to improve myself

Anyone who wants to do this should! I’ve been having a really rough… few months and this kind of helped me be nicer to myself

#lita talks #asks #ask games #starlightsearches #Star my beloved #I feel bad picking favorites so I’m just going to encourage everyone to do this

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thecatboyfriend · 2 years

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ur absolutely magnificent btw im in love w everything ive read from u

im also like wrecked and in pain from all those too but yknow