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#thanks to db for reminding me of this song
liyazaki · 2 years
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you want their blood in your veins & yours in theirs. you want one beating heart, one backbone, two souls, one body.  your love is desperate...unchanging as it heaves. it makes you crazy, without any socially acceptable recourse for dealing with it. so what do you do? all I could do was write a song. -andrew volpe, ludo
vegaspete x the horror of our love
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linzsaw · 4 months
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My Monthly Favs What’s in my cup:
Every morning I drink iced coffee made from my one & only Nespresso machine. The past few months I can’t get enough of the double espresso blend, and then I add a bit of whole milk (happy cows only) and sweet cream. I can’t find anything better from Starbucks or anywhere else. Sometimes if I’m craving a hot drink, I’ll head to Dutch Bros for a hot Carmelizer and it is totally worth the cringy 9 minute forced convo with the DB crew. I also start my day with electrolytes, currently in the watermelon flavor. It’s surprisingly really delicious but I miss the Electrolyte Synergy blend that I was drinking for a long time, which has been sold out for almost a year now. :’)
What’s on my plate:
Dinner lately has been the laziest in America. After our trip, Drew & I either have the same ole chicken, rice and veggies, a spicy “mexican bowl” or some form of pasta, usually with Raos Arriabatta sauce. This week we’ve been stuffing our faces with Trader Joe’s frozen meals. We promise to be better next month, but we are really exhausted and the last thing we feel like planning are meals. However, for the last week of December we actually have some things planned for the holiday weekend. On Friday, we’re hitting up the town as we do every year to walk around and see the lights, and find festive little bars to try out new Christmas cocktails. We plan to spend Christmas with just the two of us. For Christmas Eve we are making our annual corn beef, cabbage and carrots because apparently we are super Irish (confirmed by 23&me which btw leaked all my genes to hackers). On Christmas we are having tri-tip, garlic & butter brussel sprouts, and mashed potatoes. The Christmas cookies we’re making this year include White Chocolate Cherry Shortbread cookies, Peanut Butter Blossoms, & Holly Leaves. Okay and now that I’ve told you all that, the Christmas cocktails we decided on this year are The Mistletoe Kiss (a vodka, soda water, rosemary & cranberry drank) and Bad Santa White Russians. I also heard that Moon X Pinot Noir from Trader Joes was really good and lately the Redvolution just isn’t doing it for me.�� Let me know if you want any of these recipes, ladies. I will make sure to find GF, DF, and V options. 
What’s on my bookshelf:
I’ve finished two of the Colleen Hoover books, and now I’m reading another one of hers called Verity. It’s kinda depressing but that’s kinda the vibe as of late so I’m into it. 
What’s in my playlist:
We love the Sia Christmas album. It’s so fun and happy. Believe it or not, Andy introduced me to it lol. It’s so good!! Other songs I’ve been into are I remember everything by Zach Bryan and Kacey Musgraves. It reminds me of a family member rn which is very depressing to me. Fun to cry to. Bubble - STAYC, Surround Sound - JID 21 Savage, Baby Tate, Adora Hills - Doja Cat. 
What I’m up to:
Making our house into a winter wonderland of lights. Watching hella hallmark movies. Being seriously lazy, not working out or eating healthy. Walks with Snoop around the park. Mandala scratch off nightscapes. Reading at 3am when I was jetlagged. I had a sleep study this month too, no sleep apnea for me, back to mouth taping! It really does help with quality of sleep for me. You should try it! Also magnesium spray on my feet (shout out to Aly). This has helped with my restless leg syndrome that we’ve all experienced. This weekend, we’re making all our foods and cocktails, going downtown, driving around with hot choc to look at lights, and heading up to Rocky Mountain to hike a bunch of mountains. 
Skincare Saviors:
My skin gets so dry in Colorado, its TERRIBLE. And now that I’m saving for a house, I had to break up with my amazing esthetician, who by the way I stole this template from. I’m obsessed with Dermlogica thanks to her. I use a miscellar water if I wore any make-up. If not, I just double clease with my face wash. In the AM I’ll use my Rosehip Triple C+E Firming  Oil, followed by COSRX snail mucin essence, and a magical mix of calm water gel and intensive moisture balance. 
Love you long time,
Li
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Wasn't really expecting this, but thank you nonetheless @penguindrumblr for including me! .////.💦 (sorry it took this long to get to it, work and sleep kinda screwing me over a bit... (>人<;)) Last song listened to: Um... a 3 hour compilation of much Etsuko Yakushimaru's songs? Yes, Penguindrum's first 2 OPs included. uu' (linkle) Though I guess actual single song(s) I listened to was actually a pretty good mashup of "The Proof of Our Existence" with some of Undertale's songs? (linkle) And as of recent, Pinocchio-P's song "Isn't It A?" and a Rhythm Heaven vid on it! Not sure if you're into Vocaloid, but you should give him a listen, he makes some pretty good songs with meanings that kinda remind me of both Ikuhara and a bit of Shigesato Itoi! Currently reading: Ah... mostly some of HCs of some fav characters (mostly a giant softie demon biker from Digimon) from a variety of stuff I like? And other people's interpretations of Penguindrum+etc. Also, here's this small, yet hella heartrending & heartwarming analysis of RE:cycle's ending that got me like... I've been mostly online.
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Currently watching: Mostly a let's play channel that I follow on YT for some background noise (SGB, Super Gaming Brothers) while I'm either playing Switch (DB Xenoverse 2), Citra 3DS (Persona Q2), or PCSX2 PS2 (Resident Evil Outbreak, online on that game is actually pretty fun!) any last series or movies I've seen, well... I seriously need to get back to first-time watching Digimon Tamers both sub and dub, did the first 2 seasons dub cause was kinda lazy, but I'll eventually watch them sub! Besides Digimon, Scott Pilgrim Takes Off and also rewatched Devilman Crybaby last month, still never forgetting the heartache I felt on the 2nd to last episode all the way back in 2018... ok as for movies? Puss in Boots The Last Wish and The Super Mario Movie on Netflix (the former is a fantastic movie, and the latter is pretty good junk food to watch) Currently obsessed with: In case you couldn't tell by my icon... Digimon, I honestly should've gotten into this a whole lot sooner... because I honestly a bit bitter with the Pokemon franchise as of late, but... both franchises deserve better and respect from their former owners. Impmon/Beelzemon remind me so much of an Kunihiko Ikuhara character, that he's in desperate need of plenty of love+hugs and therapy... ╯︿╰ (but besides that, I have a whole lot of things I love but we'd be here forever so... thanks for including me! ^^') Tagging... um... I don't know anyone else here so uh... @itsavee4117 if you wanna have a bit fun with this, go ahead! But though feel free to ignore this if you want, no pressure! Have a nice day! ^^'
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the-great-ladyg · 5 months
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4,8 and 9 for the s/i asks? :o
Hello! Thank you for this one, I've been waiting for a moment to talk a bit about some of my s/is. Since I have many s/is I'll do this mainly with the one that's more similar to me, her name is Gabriela and she's my s/i for thr Spiderverse movies
4. What song(s) represent your self insert?
I've been listening a lot to Selena, so many of her romance songs can apply to Gabriela, specially "Amor Prohibido" (Forbidden Love) since she's so in love with Miguel, but they're from different universes and she kind of reminds him of his daughter and he tries so hard not to project his trauma on her
8. How do you feel about your own self insert?
Gabriela is the first self insert where I put a lot of myself in her, like, my real self insert since she's named after me, has my height, is Mexican or has my interest in Criminology and helping people, or my ideas about the Miles' drama and that the boy deserves a chance to save his father, since all the "canonical event" thing doesn't seem to make much sense. And she's also the first self insert I made when I started embracing the selfshipping concept and letting go of the cringe. I really love her for this, she's got a very special place in my heart.
As for other self inserts, I wish I could make them a bit more like me, to not get embarrassed of the idea of "that's literally me, deal with it".
9. Do you have multiple self inserts or just one? If just one, do you have different AUs for that self insert/different versions?
I have lots of self inserts, like I made a self insert for almost all of my romantic F/Os. Sometimes I wish I could use one for many of them, if they're from the same fandom, like, one self insert for my five MK F/Os and that can also be used for my three DB F/Os as she/they are an AU, but I still get embarrassed from the idea and it only lives rent free in my head
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chandra1972 · 1 year
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riacte · 2 years
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oooooh if your making a playlist i can recommend sidelined by the garages and love runs out by one republic!
Sidelined made me speedrun through the hermits + S tiers’ journey… it’s a little angsty, sad, but hopeful and… cheerful?
I guess I shouldn't be surprised // I guess I've seen a few // Revivals in my time // And you don't choose whether // You're in or out of your prime
Oh God. This reminds me of the end of Petebomb’s glory days and people doubting Fruit after MCC7 🥺 because people thought they had “peaked”
You can lead a team to water // But you can't control the strike // And then you're sidelined // You're on the sidelines
“You can lead a team to water, but you can’t control the strike” THAT DESCRIBES MCC IN GENERAL SO WELL… MCC is so unpredictable. This whole bit reminded me of Lime11, Lime14 (again), and also Yellow8… the imagery of the four of Yellow8 watching the legends battle it out in DB on the sidelines, not knowing they’ll get into three DBs consecutively after MCC8… 🥺
Can I embrace a brand new era? // Say my rituals in time // Before I'm sidelined?
HELP this line is especially painful in S2 when regulars like False Ren Cub are getting rotated out… it’s a new era after all…
Also I feel this might deal with insecurity, like False winning MCC9 and saying she’s peaked (she’s just beginning), them wondering if they’ll fade into obscurity but Scott keeps on putting them in teams lmao.
Love Runs Out immediately reminded me of Grian’s MCC journey, how he got frustrated with not winning and asked to be teamed with Fruit and Pete again and again—
“I'll be your ghost, your game, your stadium” this feels relevant to MCC somehow lmao.
The song is upbeat and quick, showing Grian’s determination. “Cause we’ll work it out // I’ll be doing this, if you have a doubt // til the love runs out” Grian has one goal and it’s to finally win MCC. “I got my mind made up, man, I can't let go // I'm killing every second 'til it sees my soul” He struggles, he tries, he got to DB in MCC13 and lost, he got third place again and again, those two points in Pride, he lost DB again, and then—
We all run for something // Run for God, for fate, for love, for hate // For gold and rust, for diamonds and dust
… Maybe Grian’s been tryharding too much. After all, victory is fleeting (gold + rust, diamonds + dust). He’s been slaving so much for the coin and getting so worked up about it, maybe he should just chill.
And that’s exactly how he got his win.
He’s the “burning sun.”
Man I really love all these songs, they’re the kind that instantly appeals to me from the get go :D sorry for making it an entire analysis though but it’s so much fun :D thanks for the recs! <33
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vegetasleftsock · 3 years
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Ooo matchups? I've never done these before but im intrigued lol could i get uhh platonic DB matchup? I'm 5'2, long-ish blue-black hair and bangs, blind af and wear glasses, also pale af 😂 uhh I'm super introverted and shy but not as much once I get comfortable. Even when I'm comfortable I still prefer to listen rather than talk. I'm really awkward so I never know what to say but I be listening. I also overthink a lot and as a result I get hurt by the most pointless things 😂 let's see uhh I tend to doubt myself a lot, so I really value someone who encourages me to take on that challenge or try that new thing, or that reassures me I did fine when I'm being really hard on myself. I also value someone who can pick up on my "pls help" cues and care enough to check in since I tend to bottle things up out of fear of being a burden. My coping mechanisms hobbies include rewatching the same shows 18373827 times, drawing, and playing the violin. I also love learning things from others, so I like people that don't mind explaining things to me. Uhh I'm not sure what else to add I hope that's enough 😂 thank u friend 💚
Super, my dearest friend. I know what you wanted from this matchup... let me go ahead and disappoint you. Today, I am going to be the mom friend and I am going to give you not what you want, but what I know you deserve.
End thesis.
I’d pair you with...
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Gohan!!! Because he’s a freaking sweetheart. Let me explain.
Why
- Gohan loves your personality- and you’re introverted moments are just another piece to his favorite puzzle. Anytime you’re willing talk, he’s all ears. This man will genuinely listen to anything you have to say and he’ll remember it- so your breath will never go to waste.
- BUT he also loves how good of a listener you are. He likes to ponder and go on little tangents about whatever he’s stuck on at the moment. Whether it be philosophy, rules of psychology, politics, science, or just what you’ll be having for dinner that night- he tends to ramble. Gohan knows that he doesn’t have to hold himself back in front of you, because you really can get lost in conversation with him... even if it’s mostly one sided 😂
- Also, I know you didn’t add this because I’m sure it would be too braggadocios for you... but you’re really smart. Aaaaand.... he’s really smart. And big brained biddies need to keep each other company, you know? I think y’all would be really excellent at mentally activating and challenging each other. Nothing is lost upon either of you when it comes to greater thinking and so I think he would be a wonderful partner for you in this aspect.
- The thoughtfulness with this one? A+, absolutely fucking top tier. If you’re ever going through it, but you don’t have the energy to blatantly say, “hi, today I’m dying :)”- he will catch on. You don’t want to talk about it? Fine with him. He’s listened to you when you’ve talked about what makes you comfortable and what makes you happy; so he’s already well prepared to do whatever will brighten your day.
Gohan for you
- Gohan loves that you have goals and ambitions and that sometimes you keep your head down and buckle in to ensure you achieve whatever you’re chasing. He will be your #1 cheerleader. When exams and homework assignments pile up and you feel like you’ve been working from sun rise to sun set, he’ll check in on you ever-so-often. He’ll make breakfast, lunch, and dinner (healthy, but something you still enjoy) so you can focus and perform at your max. You should also expect other sweet gestures like a warm blanket pulled straight from the dryer, water or your favorite drink to sip on, and study breaks filled with naps, snacks, tv-shows, quick walks, and whatever makes you feel refreshed.
- Gohan can definitely be adventurous in the right settings. His training with Piccolo taught him to not be afraid of new things, and that sometimes it’s just better to jump into the water than to give yourself time to slowly adjust. He likes to take that same philosophy with you and he feels like he can really relate to you on that basic level. So anytime you’re interested in trying something new, but you’re too afraid- don’t worry! Gohan will be there for you every step. You might find that your new favorite pass time is trying new things just because of how special this sweetheart makes every experience.
- Any time you feel like you’ve failed yourself, others, or that you have the weight of the world on your shoulders- Gohan is there to take some of that pressure away. He will never let you feel like you’re less than- because he knows that you’re a caring, kind, and genuine person who deserves everything good that comes your way! Whenever you’re sad he likes to give you words of affirmation that make you feel special, needed, wanted, and safe.
- there is not a SINGLE hobby that you have that this man does not get ALL KINDS OF NERDY GIDDY FOR. Obsessing over a show together, sharing bits of writing with each other, and definitely DEFINITELY hearing you play the violin makes Gohan feel like he’s won the jackpot.
A song I feel matches this relationship:
Fly me to the moon - Frank Sinatra
This relationship is just classic, A-tier, reminds me of reading a good book and sitting in a quiet library. Exploration, soft notes, gentle touches, and absolute sweetness.
First date:
Gohan would definitely get take out from a nice restaurant and bring it back to his place so you could enjoy it together in a private & calm setting. After, he shows you he’s set up a pillow fort so you can relax and watch whatever movie/show you’re interested in!
This is no ordinary pillow fort though- this man took HOURS putting this shit together.
Stringlights, sweets and desserts, extra blankets, card games- you name it- he’s thought of it.
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@supersaiyantist I hope you loved this!!! Thanks for submitting, friend :) 💖
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2, 5, 11, 13, 19, 35!
SCREAM ty for the ask accalia :D
2.    a song that reminds you of school
5.     a song over 5 minutes long
11.   something you’d give ANYTHING to hear performed live
^ ik this one is cringe but PLEASE IMAGINE HOW HARD IT WOULD GO........pls god let me mosh 2 this at some point 🤲🏻
13.   a song made suddenly precious because of a special someone
19.   the last song you had stuck in your head
35.   a great song you discovered thanks to a movie
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prorevenge · 5 years
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Abusive EX-Stepfather: Pro-Revenge That Was 20 Years Tn The Making.
TRIGGER WARNING: This story is based around physical abuse, if this bothers you, please keep that in mind. Thank you, and I'm sorry that is based around that, but these things happen a lot.
TLDR: At the end
Back Story:
My mother married my horrid step-father (we will call him DB = douche bag) when I was 3 years old. He never accepted me in the home, because I wasn't his child. He would literally call me red-headed step-child. (I had red hair at the time) Just so he could use the "joke" of "Beat you like a red-headed step-child". He would beat me, verbally abuse me, and drop me off at his "friend's" house so I could be abused and he got money for it.
He is an absolutely awful, evil man.
I left home at 12 to go live with my biological father to get away from him (he has recently broken my nose), and so DB started abusing my younger brother and sister. I didn't know this until a few years later (he had never abused them before I left, just me).
BTW: I am 4'9" 26 year old woman...I'm fairly small (this will come into play later on).
Here Begins The Pro-revenge:
So after leaving my mother (about 4 years ago) DB got remarried right away to a gorgeous woman (with money) who was a cancer survivor with two teenaged girls. I saw the problems with this right away, but it wasn't really my place to do anything (yet). So all I could do was warn the woman about him. BUT since he is so smooth with his manipulations, she didn't believe me.
One day I got a call from my mother, saying DB had come by to get some of his things. While there DB and my (13 y/o at the time) brother got into an argument...and somehow my brother "fell down" the concrete stairs and busted the back of his head open. Brother was being rushed to the hospital, so I headed that way immediately.
He now has slight brain damage but he was healing up fairly well. After he got out of the hospital, we all suggested he stay with our aunt (my moms sister). So he did. By this time he had a restraining order against DB and we hadn't seen or heard from him, which is good.
About 4 days into his stay at our Aunts, his cellphone rang with a number none of us knew. When brother answered it was DB, and he was livid. We could all hear DB over the phone as he was yelling every word. Saying he was going to come "take HIS son back home" and that DB "has had enough of this over dramatic babying of his son! His head will be fine!"
I set my hand out and brother hands me the phone.
ME: "If you come anywhere near him, we will have the police on your ass so fast you won't even catch a glimpse of brother." I said this in a calm but firm voice. DB huffs and hangs up.
We figured that would be the end of it. DB wouldn't be stupid enough to violate the restraining order right??
WRONG.
About an hour later DB whips into the drive way and begins stomping up to the door. I have myself parked right in front of the door.
DB: MOVE!! I'M HERE TO GET MY SON!! YOU CAN'T KEEP HIM FROM ME!!!
ME: Oh yes, we certainly can.
By this point my uncle had already called the police and is now recording us. I'm no so sure that DB noticed. DB yelled at me again.
DB: MOOOVVVEEEE NOW!!!
ME: There is no way in hell that I am letting you in. You will just have to go through me.
DB: Fine. By. Me.
He says monotoned staring me down with a look that could kill a demon.
WHAM!!
The first punch landed in my stomach, the second made contact with my chest and the third missed most of my body.
[In the state I am in, it is considered self defense if they have hit or swung at you 3 times. BTW I also have two black belts]
CRACK!!
I palm healed (hit with the bottom part of the palm of my hand) him in the pelvis. Causing that little piece of cartilage that holds your pelvis together....to bust. So the bones in his pelvis fell together and he collapsed. He couldn't walk, sit, or stand.
When the cops arrive, he begins to wail about the pain and how he wants to press charges for assault. But my uncle has the video showing that it was self defense. (I don't ever start fights, but I'm damn well gonna try to finish them).
Uncle showed the video to the officer and I let him know about the restraining order and why it is in place.
The officer begins then to read DB his rights as he gets into the ambulance.
So after about 6-8 months, he had surgery twice to try to fix his pelvis, but to this day he still walks with a limp and a cane. And I hope each step reminds him of what he has done.
Revenge over right??
WRONG... ;)
I did some research on him and apparently he had been dating, his now wife, way before he and my mother got divorced; however DB had been telling wife that he was already divorced and she believed him.
He was also hadn't told her about his criminal record or me. ;)
So I dug up any scrap of anything that I could use as evidence against him, to show his new wife, so she could see how he really is. He apparently had also told her, he limps because he has "bad arthritis".
The two of them frequented a vape shop in my town, and so a plan formed. I grabbed up all my evidence and went to the vape shop to wait.
They finally came through the door, and I went up to "say hi".
ME: Hello DB. How are you?
DB: OP! What are you doing here....(in a kind of sheepish voice)
Wife: Honey, who is this?
DB: She's my...She was my...errr...
ME: Hi, I'm the reason he limps, its lovely to meet you.
Her eyes got as big as dinner plates as she turned her gaze on him.
She went to say something but stopped...still in disbelief.
ME: Oh and I have a surprise for you!
I say in a sweet sing, song voice as I hand her the folder full of evidence such as : Divorce papers proving he was lying and cheating, testimonies from my siblings and I about how he is in the home, and his criminal record spelled out. I even threw in one of his mug shots, just like the cherry on top.
She sat at one of the tables and was reading through everything and she was shaking with anger, I feel sorry for her but she CAN do much much better.
So he is now divorced (again), broke (no job), living with his mother, and will limp for the rest of his life.
Pro-Revenge Completed.
TLDR: My step-father was abusive when we were kids. When we got older he bashed my brother's head. So I made his wife divorce him as well as I gave him a limp he has to deal with from now on.
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nakmor-leigh · 5 years
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if u still want to answer some of those music asks: E and Db
Music asks!
E: a song that inspires you.
Dog Days by Florence and the Machine. It's a song that reminds me that someday I'll be in a better spot in life, i just gotta keep going.
Db: a song with a good message.
The Light by Disturbed. It's kinda the same as Dog Days, where i know things are going to be okay even if they're not now. I just have to keep going.
Thank you!
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blinded-and-bloody · 5 years
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Camisado ~ Human AU
[Camisado is a Panic! at the Disco song]
Fandom : NA
Characters : Beck, Daniel, Legion
Whump : Drugged, Hospital Visit, Lying
The I.V. and your hospital bed
This was no accident
This was a therapeutic chain of events
Daniel had been getting better, he really had been. Four months clean. It was hard as Hell, but he was proud of himself. So, how was it that he was back in the hospital after apparently overdosing on the amount of Demon Blood in his system? He hadn’t even been on the side of town with his dealers in it when he had collapsed.
He did feel lucky, however, that Legion had been there to take him to the hospital. If not, he very well could have died.
Not that the alternative was much better. Daniel had always hated hospitals.
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant and it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal
He always hated the way hospitals smelled. It made him feel like he almost couldn’t breathe. It was all chmiecals and medicine.
“Leeg?” He mumbled, trying to pick his head up.
He saw him in the hallway outside of the room, arguing with a nurse over something that Daniel couldn’t hear, didn’t want to hear.
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
No it's not so pleasant and it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal
Sit back, just sit back, just sit back and relax
Just sit back, just sit back, just sit back and relapse again
“Lukas,” Daniel called, voice cracking a bit.
Lukas ‘Legion’ Gionno turned when he heard his name called, and went inside to sit on the edge of the bed - completely forgetting about the nurse he had just been talking to.
“Daniel, thank God. How are you feeling?”
He looked concerned, as if he wasn’t the one to slip the drugs into Daniel’s system.
Despite Gionno saying that he was happy about Daniel’s decision to get clean, he actually despised it, and was doing everything he could to destroy his little boy toy of the chance to be sober. Sober, he was so much harder to manipulate.
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax, sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
“I’ve felt better,” he said weakly. “How did this happen?”
“I have no idea, baby. I figured you had just taken too much, that you had relapsed.”
A lie. Legion had wanted to make sure that he was completely incapacitated, making him entirely dependent on him to make sure he was well hooked on Demon Blood, to make sure he wouldn’t try this sobriety thing later.
“But I didn’t,” Daniel insisted. “I didn’t want to take any DB, I’ve been clean.”
“I know,” Legion said, running his fingers through Daniel’s hair soothingly.
You're a regular decorated emergency
Daniel was in pain. He was in pain, and he was upset, and he was tired. He had just lost four months worth of work for a high that he couldn’t even enjoy.
“Are you upset?” He asked Legion.
“Why would I be?”
“Because I was doing so good, and then I had some.”
“Daniel, I’m not mad at you. I could never be mad at you about this. You have a problem, a serious problem. It’s going to take a couple of tries before we get it to stick, okay? We’ll just have another go at it.”
This is the scent of dead skin on a linoleum floor
This is the scent of quarantine wings in a hospital
It's not so pleasant and it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal
The anesthetic never set in and I'm wondering where
The apathy and urgency is that I thought I phoned in
It's not so pleasant and it's not so conventional
It sure as hell ain't normal but we deal, we deal
Daniel nodded, glad that Legion wasn’t mad at him.
“When can I come home?”
“I’m a few days. The doctors want to make sure you’re okay before they release you.”
Again, he nodded. “Will you stay here with me?”
“I can’t be here the whole time, Danny, you know I have work. I will be sure to be here when you get though this, spending the entire next week at him with you.”
He liked the sound of that, despite it being far away.
“Okay, Leeg.”
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Sit back, relax, sit back, relapse again
Can't take the kid from the fight
Take the fight from the kid
Just sit back, just sit back
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, ba-ba, ba-da-do
You can't take the kid out of the fight
“You won’t be alone, though.”
“Who’ll be here if not you?”
“Beck.”
Beck, Legion’s twin brother. Daniel hadn’t spent much time with him, always screwing up which brother was which. Once, he had sat on Beck’s lap at a party by mistake when he was looking for Legion. That night had not had not ended well.
“Why him?”
“I couldn’t find anyone else on such short notice. Don’t worry, it’ll be fine. I promise that he won’t try anything, and if you’re worried, you can always ask him to call me just to make sure.”
“... Alright.”
You're a regular decorated emergency
The bruises and contusions
Will remind me what you did when you wake
You've earned your place atop the ICU's hall of fame
Camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
You're a regular decorated emergency
These bruises and contusions
Will remind me what you did when you wake
You’ve earned your place in the ICU’s hall of fame
The camera caught you causing a commotion on the gurney again
Legion stood up before leaning back down to kiss Daniel’s forehead.
“Beck will be here in a few minutes, okay?”
“Okay... I love you, Leeg.”
“I love you too.”
Sit back, sit back, relax, relapse
Sit back, sit back, ba-ba, ba-da-do
You can't take the kid out of the fight
Legion met Beck in the hallway.
“Here,” the crueler of them muttered, slipping something into the other’s hand. “Make sure he gets this when he falls asleep.”
“Okay,” Beck said with a sigh, fingers closing around the syringe.
“Thank you, Beck.”
The I.V. and your hospital bed.
This was no accident, this was a therapeutic chain of events.
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jacobthespaceguy · 3 years
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New life, new computer & new perspective.
I wrote this half a year ago and forgot to post this. Enjoy.
Dear Cosmonauts,
Greetings! It’s me, your boy! Did you miss me? No? Yeah, not too surprised. To be honest, I would be genuinely surprised if anyone actually read these. It’ll never stop me though. I love using this as some kind of escape. I think I’m trying to say that I’m officially back to blogging! Well actually, I never was in a state of, “blogging.” I just simply make a blog post every once in a while. So instead of being back, I guess I will simply start blogging more often. At the very least, try to. In an ideal world, I would create entries at least once a month, that’s not too much to ask for... just a few paragraphs every month. Sounds easy enough... On that note, it probably isn’t. But maybe it is. It depends on your personality.
Laziness. Saying laziness defines me is an understatement. I don’t want to be lazy nor do I wish I was. I’m honestly not too sure why I'm so lazy. I think this pandemic just made it really bad. Working from home 3/5 days of the week changes you. Early on, I figured I would be able to use this extra time to work on more music and I even started being a mixing/mastering engineer for a friend of mines. However, I ended up using this extra time to stay in bed and be useless. Some would say I'm being hard on myself but I'm not. I stay in bed and I waste my time, my friend's time, and overall, I'm just a useless human being. I feel like a failure sometimes. However, I do hold on to the hope that I can change. I want to change. Some days, I tell myself, "I'll be productive this time," but then stay in bed half the day. By the time I'm up and eaten breakfast and done my whole morning routine... it'll be 2 o'clock and the day is practically over. It's not really over, but it'll feel like it. It sucks. Now the pandemic is ending and I'll probably have to go back to work full time soon. I have no idea how I'm going to cope with that. I'm already depresso mode from things changing so much around me that I feel like a hermit and want to hide under my desk for the rest of my life. I hate change. I hate it, hate it, HATE IT. I know change is good and if my music career takes off, then they'll be a lot of change. Although, I would rather endure that kind of pressure than have to go back to work. Every day to get to my work is a 40-minute drive there, and an hour drive back since traffic is so bad. I know other people have it worse, but with how tired I am after a shift, I have days where I lay on my bedroom floor doing nothing and or nap until I finally get up to shower, eat dinner and finally get to the home activities I wanted to. However, at this point, it'll be 7 PM and I'm too tired to do anything other than watch YouTube videos until 1 AM, and then it's finally time to go to bed. It's a struggle and I can't seem to escape it.
I don't even know what I'm writing anymore and lost track of where I was going with this. I guess it's to complain about hating work and or my laziness? I originally started writing this post with the intention to talk about my new computer and how writing a blog post with it is a vibe. I bought a mid-2017 MacBook Pro back in August of 2019. It was the most absolute base model and only had 128 gb of storage and 8 gb of ram. WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF! I loved the flexibility of having a decent laptop for when I travel, but this was a bad purchase that left me financially ruined. I want to say that it was a terrible machine and I hated it. However, it ran decently most of the time and I must confess that Apple just knows what they're doing when designing computers. I can't argue though, since I started this blog, I became an Apple fanboy and I'm seriously buried in the Apple ecosystem. My phone, laptop, tablet at one point but sold, my credit card, my watch, earphones, and tracking devices are all connected to Apple and they basically run my life. However, my main machine will likely always be a Windows desktop.
Back to the MacBook Pro, my 2017 laptop having 128 gb made the machine unusable for me. Apple offering a 128 gb machine was a cardinal sin and I do the happy dance every morning knowing they no longer exist. After downloading Reason and Logic Pro, I had about 8 gb for any else I wanted to use. I couldn't even have all of Logic's sounds installed. Ugh. I never used the machine because I resented it so much. However, I recently started using it to record my vocals because the fans (despite going up 1000 db when I record in Reason) were quieter than having my desktop fans on when recording so I opted to use my MacBook Pro to record instead. In addition, it was really nice to have when I was on the go and needed a computer. Despite being a baseline laptop, it ran the project file for my song, "Nothing Was The Same," decently enough for me to get some mixing done at my Dad's house late last year. It still chugged pretty bad when I was traversing through Reason's sequencer. My final straw was when I wanted to try a vocal plug-in that refused to work on my PC so I pulled out my MacBook Pro and installed it on there and it worked perfectly. I was like, "Man, I wish this MacBook Pro just had a little more storage so I can actually use it efficiently." That's when the idea came to me, "Holy crap, let's just buy a new MacBook."
I would constantly go to Apple's website and look at their newest 16" MacBook Pro. It's when Apple finally let go of the butterfly switches on their keyboard and went back to a scissor-switch design and improved the heck out of the performance. It was a beautiful machine and I wanted it ever since they announced it. So I went back on Apple's website last week after testing that vocal plug-in and was reminded of the horrendous price. $3,000 for a decently specced computer was just too much. Someone on Reddit was telling me how great Apple's refurbished computers are and that they're basically brand new aside from the regular box it comes in. So I decided I wanted to get a refurbished MacBook Pro. However, the next morning, I decided to do a little more research and I thank God I did because after a little research, I saw how much better the new 13" M1 chip MacBook Pro was over the current 16" Intel MacBook Pro and that it was the best laptop to buy. Even better, it's cheaper. So after more research, I decided to buy a refurbished max specced out M1 MacBook Pro. I finally have 2 tb of storage. 2 TB!!! I have more storage on this laptop than on my Windows desktop. I also went with silver over space grey like my other MacBook simply because it looks so much cooler. I don't care for space grey anymore. Something about the classic silver is where it's at. Also, this keyboard is amazing! I'm using it right now to type this. The Touch Bar is pretty cool too. I thought it would be a weird adjustment but it was actually pretty seamless. My only complaint is that it's easier to tap it and do something while typing on the keyboard. Happened to me twice while typing this. Although, all I did was open the emoji window so it wasn't even an issue. However, I think I type a bit in an unconventional way than most of you reading this do so just ignore me. I would also like to brag about how quiet this computer is. I haven't heard the fan once and it's dead quiet. In fact, the M1 MacBook Air doesn't even have a fan, that's how good this new Apple silicon is. Lastly, I haven't had the computer heat up at all yet. I'm typing this using safari with a few tabs open, Logic Pro in the background and there's no part of the computer that's hot right now. My lap would've melted if I was using my 2017 MacBook and it's in great shape! I want to say this computer is a beast but, to be honest, I haven't had a chance to stress test it yet. I've had the computer for less than a week. I will definitely keep you all updated.
Wow, I can't believe I typed all of this simply because I imagined Adam Young in his basement late at night with his MacBook Pro writing his magnificent blog posts that inspired me to start this blog in the first place. For whatever reason, it's a real vibe for me and as I was fumbling through Logic Pro, I had the idea to write a blog and all of this entry just poured out from my brain to this text box. I sincerely apologize to anyone reading this far and to my future self who probably just spent 20 minutes proofreading and fixing errors I made. I'd imagine all the run-on sentences are probably infuriating. I think I spent 40 minutes to an hour just writing this.
In conclusion, I'm writing blog posts again and plan to release new entries at least somewhat often. I have quite a few ideas of things I want to talk about, so you guys will get to pick my brain soon enough. In addition, I may go public about this blog. It is public but I announced it a long time ago and I wasn't very big. But with my podcast and additional following over the years, I may finally get some readers. I'd be surprised if more than 3 people have seen my blog which I'm not upset about. I'm treating this as my personal time capsule and it's fun to go back and read. In addition, I'm going to die someday. I don't know when and how, but it provides a little bit of comfort knowing a potential love one may find this one day after my unfortunate death and get hours of personal content that they can read over any time. I don't mean to get morbid and I don't mean to say my blog is the second coming of Christ. I don't know what I'm saying other than I hope you enjoy it. Anywho, I plan to make blog posts more coherent and not so all over the place. I went from being lazy/hating work, MacBook Pros, and then to my death, all in the same post. I just got so excited once I started typing and couldn't stop. More posts to come. Thank you and goodnight.
-Sincerely,
Jacob McDonnell
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firefield · 3 years
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David Bowie - Tonight
from the Loving The Alien box set
Sometime in the mid 90’s or so, some of Wassily Kandinsky’s work was touring museums around the world. I lived in Los Angeles and had a burgeoning interest in painters of his style, his locale and era, so I made sure to go. I remember moving past a partition that opened up into a larger room and right there was his Composition IX (1936) alive and sunbursting its joy and vibration, eclipsing the entire room. Much larger than I would have anticipated, it was a moment of transfixion and momentary breathlessness. I sat down on the available padded bench in front of it and felt a lot of things about modern art and art in general lock into place for me in those moments. I can put myself there right now and I will never forget it.
I returned at least weekly until the exhibit packed up, just to spend time with it knowing I probably never would again. One afternoon a couple moved up and stood behind me and I clearly heard the guy say, “See? This is what I’m talking about. This right here is just garbage. You could hook up any child with paint and get this. People will imprint all kinds of meaning, claim they love it, etc... its all garbage. This is manipulation, plain and simple. You could stick this on a wall in a hotel and no one would give a shit.”
And off they went. And once again Kandinsky had taught me another lesson about art, how personal it is. How connected to time and place and period of our life in which we find ourselves. How deeply subjective art is and how that may indeed be it’s true magic.
I thought of that when I put Tonight on the turntable, hearing those first shimmering chords and marimba outlines of a song I think is one of Bowie’s best of his entire career. I love this record, and I could go into detail about all sorts of reasons why. How it reminds me of the joy of Pin Ups - DB working largely with other people’s material that moved him. How the two songs he did write himself are brilliant... one as simple-on-the-surface yet as deep as anything he’s written (Loving The Alien) and another that showcases a self-effacing humor, and the duality of David Jones “Vic” and David Bowie “Screaming Lord Byron” in the Jazzin For Blue Jean short were DB breaks the fourth wall after his date dumps him and wants to know why the director changed his original story. Or how it hits me square in the feels hearing his wonderful duet with Tina Turner, who by all accounts, adored him and he, her. Or how masterful his melodic choices and vocals are on Don’t Look Down and Tumble and Twirl. Or how fun this record is from start to finish and how it’s the one record of his that I can crank up on a Sunday afternoon and my entire family will dance and sing every song. Or how my wife thinks David’s much criticized rendition of God Only Knows is really sweet and beautiful, and how much that’s changed my own opinion of his interpretation. I could blow through a whole paragraph about how Carmine Rojas and Derek Bramble join forces and slay on the bass guitars on this record, buoyed by Omar Hakim’s confident precision drumming. I could bore you all to death about how this might be one of the best sounding remasters in all of the four boxes...
Yeah. I could say all of that and more surely. But I’m just the guy on the bench in front of the painting. I am me and you are you and that’s all good. I totally get the criticisms, and in spite of what I just said, I don’t think they are unjustified. I guess in my old age I’d prefer to turn this record up as high as I can, dance some, and miss this guy and his art. That makes more sense to me, especially now that he’s gone for good.
“One day, I’m going to write a poem in a letter. One day, I’m going to get that faculty together.”
I think that day was January 8th, 2016, and we got your letter David. Thank you.
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pgforty · 4 years
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Dragonball Super Shorts ( AGAIN )
The room was quiet and the lights were dimmed . The only thing that could be heard outside the room was the nurses chatting about which test to run next . She knew that look in eyes . Bulma wanted to say something but whenever she tried her own voice would fail her . She was so scared but so angry at the same time but no matter how it looked to her she was still grateful that he was still alive . She knew that Vegeta took an awfully huge risk walking into the factory with fire all around but the only way to save everyone was to send Vegeta in there while Goku went to try to save the children on the other side . At first things looked so simple so easy to Vegeta to get everyone out of the building as quickly as possible without anyone getting hurt he was doing fine until he got to the sixth fooor and found a young intern hiding underneath a table too scared to move so he tried to calm her as best as he could but to the young intern his tone was way too rough which made her feel even more scared . Today had started out so good . Early this morning he was able to start his training without waking up Bulma then Goku came over to spar before lunch started it was then Bulma reminded Vegeta about the new Capsule Corp Factory and Musem grand opening was today . Bulma and her father Dr. Breifs was going to do demonstration involving some technology that would help children with disabilities work better with new technology when the fire alarm went off sending everyone into a panic . Don’t be scared I am here to help he said holding out his hand but the intern would not budge so he went to his only option . Lady your going on a piggy back ride Vegeta said grabbing the lady and placing her over his shoulder with her yelling at the top her lungs . As Vegeta started to head to the nearest window debris started raining down heavily . Just as he and the intern got close a huge part of the ceiling came down Vegeta could not move fast enough and it came down on him and the intern the next thing Vegeta knew he was in a hospital room . Thank goodness your a Saiyan that fire would have killed any other normal person Bulma said as she finally found her voice . You worry too much Vegeta smirked . I do not Bulma snapped back . Yes you do said Vegeta . HOW DARE YOU DON’T YOU EVEN REALIZE THAT IF YOU WERE HUMAN YOU WOULDN’T EVEN BE HERE !!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN KILLED .Screamed Bulma . I thought you wanted me to help save those people Vegeta said with gritted teeth . I DID Screamed Bulma . THEN WHY THE HELL ARE YOU SO ANGRY ? Yelled Vegeta . BEACUSE IT MADE ME REALIZE HOW CLOSE I COULD HAVE COME TO LOSING YOU AGAIN !!!! Again ???? What do you mean by again ? Vegeta asked . Bulma slowly walked toward the window close to Vegeta’s bed as she started to look out so she could hide her tears as she began to recall the day of the Gravity Room explosion when she and Vegeta first met and before the relationship started . She never told Vegeta until now how it scared her so much that she constaly had nightmares about the ordeal for two straight months and seeing him lying in the hospital bed brought it all back . Losing you I just couldn’t bare the thought she said trying her best to stop her tears when Vegeta slowly got out of the hospital bed to hug his wife when the doctor came in and started talking . Just some minor cuts and bruises but other than that he should be fine for re when he stopped to look up from his clipboard to only find an empty room .
I was inspired by an Alicia Keys song to write this and hope that those who read this will find the important message in this DB Super Short and share it with those that they love .
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dark-potatoh · 7 years
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Like, Questions and Stuff?
I was tagged by @latenightgaymer
thanks buddy!
-Where do you currently live?
Chico, CA. Originally LA -Where would you prefer to live if given the option, and why?
Anywhere in Hawaii because its Hawaii or Seattle for the rainy weather and trees -Shoe size? 12 US -Can you fall asleep on your back? Rarely -Is there a movie/book/show/game you’re looking forward to? What about it has you most excited? There's 3 games coming soon I'm pretty hype for. Dragon ball fighterz, monster hunter world, and red dead redemption 2. Db has always been one of my favorite anime and now its getting a proper fighting game and looks amazing, red dead redemption is one of my favorite games, prefer it over GTA. Never played monster hunter before but world looks amazing and reminds me of dragon's dogma -Wine, or hard liquor? What is one of your preferred drinks?
I don't drink but white wine taste good -Physical touch, do you enjoy it? What’s your favorite spot, what spot do you not want to be touched?
Yeah if I like them then I don't really care about where they touch me. But anyone else, I don't like my face being touched, same for most people I assume. I like when people rub my head -Go into your YouTube history and provide the link to the 7th video in the list.
https://youtu.be/bukzXzsG77o -What was the last song you listened to? The one by electric mantis -Do you have any thoughts on ‪Nick Jonas‬? Hes alright, like his singing voice the most out of his brothers, Kevin is cutest though -Water or silicone based? Dry, bloody, and painful. :3
(I have no…experience so I don’t know) -The most illicit controlled substance you’ve partaken in?
None :X -If you coud get your friends/family to watch one specific gay movie, which one would it be? alien vs predator -Do you listen to podcasts? If so do you listen to them while you’re doing something else? Nope, I watch stream podcasts though -What do you do on a Sunday? The same thing I do every day. Sundays give me anxiety lool -Birth sign and zodiac? What do you like most about both, what do you like least. If you could pick which would you prefer? Fire leo, dont care enough to give a good answer lol. One pet peeve I have are people who unironically judge people based on their sign, all you gotta do is mind your business lol -In front of my salad? Shouldn't be eating a salad, you had it cumming (͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) -Last book or comic you enjoyed? I've never met book before -A kink or fetish you have, can you explain how it became one for you? None that I know of
-Supply the link to either an image or video you think will bring a chuckle to those following you.
https://youtu.be/e-rZv3hI76A
You don't have to do it if you don't want to :)
I'll tag @tmunny25 @illneverbelegend @abrahadabra66 @angst-is-life @cybearmonday @chainedinthedark @alex-thecricket @darugha @realityxdead @tazzycub @wistfulbear @skybear59 @javielito13
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hold me by the heart || {two}
What: BTS Fic Genre: Angst Pairing: Min Yoongi x Reader Words: 1.8k Warning: Strong language, curse words etc. 
{ONE}
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Morning has dawned and now it is time for both parties to face the consequences of last night.
The sun streams through the crack in the blinds and causes Yoongi to twitch in his sleep. His body spasms once more as the words, “Y/N’s boyfriend” reverberate in his skull. He tries to shift more comfortably into the bed to rid himself of the noise but the presence of a warm body tucked into him makes him pause. 
A gummy smile splits his lips, and he turns to hold the person closer to his chest. It was all a bad dream, you are here now in his arms, right where you belong. 
With his eyes still closed in contentment, he lays a soft kiss on the top of the mass of hair tucked under his chin. “Wow, you're never this cuddly, what’s gotten into you? Not that I’m complaining.”
His eyes shoot open at the painful familiarity of the voice. It isn’t you. It’s her. The shock hits Yoongi as he struggles to get out of bed, the desire to remove himself from this situation getting stronger by the minute. He finally unlatches himself from her and swings his legs off the bed and onto the soft carpeted floor. Getting up, his head spins and he is unstable on his feet for a second before grabbing the arm of his desk chair. 
Pain shooting through his temples makes him squeeze his eyes shut and that is the first mistake he makes, for your hurt face comes swimming into his view again. “Fuck.” he whispers before he makes his way to the kitchen to grab a glass of water to down some much needed pharmaceutical help.
Taking stock of the situation he looks around his studio loft. First, he needs to get her the fuck out of here. He’s disgusted with himself, he wants to blame his intoxicated self but he knows it’s a cheap cop out. 
How could this have happened he begins to think but his heart has the answer even before his brain can form the question. “She’s moved on you fool, she’s happy with some douche-bag, and you’re still stuck here. 3 months later you’re still stuck in the same place.” it seems his heart has gained sentience and his currently whispering in his ear. 
Yoongi has had enough, he clears his mind and looks at the sleeping form still lying on his bed, the shape of her curling up like a snake in his chest and he knows what he must do.
“I’m called you an uber, you should leave.” Yoongi says in a loud voice from the kitchen, sipping on his coffee, not even bothering to kick her out politely. “I know I’m a big distraction to you baby, but let’s go get some breakfast first and then we can repeat last night.” she says in a poor attempt to entice Yoongi again. “For fuck’s sake. Get up and get dressed.” he growls in a dangerous timbre
He doesn't know if it's the hangover or her use of a term of endearment that has him almost gagging. A loud beep from the blonde man’s phone causes them both to jump. 
He checks his phone with a furrowed brow but instantly relaxes when he sees the notification. “Your über is here.” Yoongi says in his lazy drawl while waving the phone in her general direction. His back is now turned to her, he cannot bear to look at her face again. It only serves as a painful reminder.
He steps into his mobile recording studio that he set up with great pain after everything shattered to smithereens. It's the only place he can breathe, his only sanctuary. Yoongi can hear the distinct rustling of clothes and a shrill voice yelling, “You’re kidding yourself if you think you can ever get this in your life again, you asshole. Oh and btw, my name is Sun-mi, not Y/N!” a loud bang echoes through his loft and Yoongi finally lets out a deep breathe. 
He is finally alone.
He sighs as he picks up his noise-cancelling headphones and snaps them to his ears. Mellow beats of the track he’s been working on flow through and pervade his senses. 
He shuts his eyes and unconsciously (or is it on purpose?) his mind drifts to the 3 years ago, when he was grappling with the growing pains of a startup record label. He had known absolutely everything about making music. He had known absolutely nothing about running a business.
3 years ago DaeguBeats Inc.
“So why should I hire you Ms. Y/L/N? You have no previous experience in the music industry, I’m not sure how much of an asset you will be to the company.”
“You didn’t have any experience in running a startup but I don’t see you doubting your abilities to do so. Speaking of assets and liabilities, do yo have any ideas as to what current assets you possess?”
“Your interview strategy is quite unique I must say. Has pissing off the interviewer worked for you before?”
“I’ve never had an interviewer pissed off at me before, but then again I’ve never had an employer who’s as passionate about his brainchild as you seem to be.” “I’ll be honest here Mr. Min, I came to this interview, because I’m a fan of Agust D. Yes I know that’s your pseudonym. Don’t look that surprised, doesn’t take a genius to figure out. Anyway, the passion that you pour in your music really speaks to me and if you’re as passionate about this company as you are about your music, I have no doubt that this venture will be a smashing success.”
“I...I don’t know what to say really. You don't seem like the kind of person who would be into my music. You look very, how should I phrase this, straight edge? Anyway, fact of the matter is I don’t think we will be able to hire you. Your credentials are astounding however we can’t possibly afford you.”
“Aaah I came prepared for this, I know how startups work, I’m not going to hound you for financial remuneration. I might have an idea that may be mutually beneficial to us. Let me buy some DaeguBeats equity.”
“Excuse me? You're being quite presumptuous if you think I'm just going to hand over a piece of my baby over to a stranger.”
“Exactly, I understand that this company is your brainchild and I know how to work in such a way that will both preserve its integrity and increase profit manifold. You have my contact information, give my proposal some thought. Should you choose to agree to it, give me a call. No one can take better care of a this place than a fan.”
The memory makes Yoongi smile as the song continues to flow through his headphones. He was so taken aback by your boldness that he thought he would never call you back in. That was until he realized that the company needed someone exactly like you if it was to grow. With his tail between his legs, he had called you back, setting some terms to your offer. 
Slowly the two of you built DB from the ground up, running into your fair share of troubles but nothing that the two of you couldn't overcome. As the label grew, so did your friendship and soon the two of you were inseparable.
 Things came to a head when Yoongi saw you walk away from him to go on a blind date. He felt wretched that entire night and couldn't understand why he felt like that until he saw you walk into his studio at 1 am in a red dress crafted by the gods. 
He wasted no time in claiming you for himself that night, his hands flying over your body’s map. Thus you had come barraging into DaeguBeats and Min Yoongi’s life. 
Neither had ever been the same again.
“So tell me again, why you pretended to be my boyfriend last night? Sorry I was too out of it to interrogate you last night.” you say sternly to your roommate and best friend of 3 months, Jung Hoseok.
“I don't know Y/N, it was totally spur of the moment, clearly that dick can't take no for an answer, so I decided to handle it man to man.” Hoseok answers sheepishly, looking everywhere but towards your face.
“Really Hobi? Because this whole “macho” act of yours is going to open a whole can of worms that I do not have the energy to deal with.” you say to the orange haired man in a tone that comes off angrier than you intend.
Hoseok winces at acid in your voice and replies softly, “Y/N I care about you ok? I wasn't going to just stand back and let some ass stand in our doorway and treat you like that. I don't regret what I did for a second, and I would do it again.” he finishes defiantly.
Your features soften at the unwavering loyalty Hobi shows, that is one of the reasons why you opened up to him so quickly and why you trusted him enough to let him move in with you. He is the exact antithesis of Yoongi. The best best friend you could have asked for.
“I'm being ungrateful. Thank you for what you did for me last night. I was so flustered I wouldn't have known how to react. I owe you big.” you say with the biggest smile you can muster, hopping off the bar stool in your kitchen, heading to the bathroom to get ready for work.
“I'll come collecting one day so don't you forget it!” Hobi hollers after your retreating figure with a giant smile on his face.
“I hope the next time I call myself your boyfriend, it won't be a lie.” Hoseok whispers to himself in the quiet of your living room.
3 months ago YSJ Entertaintment HQ
“Err.. are you ok? You've been crying in the dance studio for half an hour. Usually I would've let you have the space in peace but my trainees are coming in to practice soon and I don't want your privacy disturbed.”
“Oh my god, I'm so sorry. I'm such a mess. I'll get out of your way right now.”
“It's not a problem… by the way I’ve never seen you around here. You look a little older than our average trainee age.”
“Oh sorry I'm so impolite I didn't even introduce myself, I'm Y/L/N Y/F/N. I'm the new associate director for finance for the company.”
“You're a director? What are you doing down here with the little people? Wait, don't cry again… err… I'm the company choreography, the name’s Jung Hoseok but you can call me Hobi. Stick with me kid, I'll show you the ropes.”
“Th-thank you Mr. Jung. I appreciate the kindness. It's my first day I could really use all the help I can get.”
“Please call me Hobi. Let’s start with the staff cafeteria, they make the best kimbap this side of Seoul. While we’re headed there you can fill me in on what has got such a beautiful lady like you in such copious tears.”
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