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ruanais · 1 month

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A ANOUNCEMENT !!! EDITED : I’m not gonna deactivate it cause I just realised I’m too attached to this blog help-

hello !! I’m here to make a important announcement <3 so !! okay this might come as a shock, but I will be leaving @/ruanais ( a few days later cause I need time to clean things up ) !! T-T I’m really sorry but I simply don’t have the time or dedication to this blog anymore :( every single one I’ve ever met on this account was rlly nice esp my mutals and I’m so glad I got to meet every one of you <3

@silverbladexyz : gosh, we’ve been mutals for quite a while Huh ? I’m so grateful to you even tho we don’t rlly talk much anymore sihdjsjdjsjahhsjsj thank u for being with me after all this time !! :D

@justcallmesakira : we haven’t talked tooo much but I’m happy to have met you !! your works are amazing and I hope you’ll continue to grow <3 mwah !

@yuukimiyas : I’ve always looked up to you as one of my favourite writers so imagine my surprise when you followed me !! :0 your posts always make me rlly happy !! :D

@chuuyrr : I’ve always loved ur chuuya’s fics and they’re just so ??????? they’re my meal for three times a day Frfr !! :3

@sinmalssimp : raven, I’m really proud of you for being able to be so strong <3 you’re going amazing and I hope you’ll have a amazing life !!

@yuutx : thank u for being my mutal for so so long as well !!!!! you’re such a nice and kind person and you’re like a younger sister to me <3

@gojoath : cella !! omfg ur one of the people who managed to get me back into jujutsu kaisen T^T ur works r absolutely gorgeous and ur yuta series ?!?!???? chef’s kiss -///-

@vrachis : one of my og mutals ever since I started tumblr ! :3 also thank u for getting me into v tubers cause now im watching their streams whenever I can LMAO

@aureatchi : you and red are never ever going to beat the twin allegations tbh, even the abilities u suggested to me were the same so :3 and even ur names are similar :0 anyways ! rev, thank u for being my mutal !! you’re genuinely so so so nice and T^T ur like a younger sister to me as well <3

@cheriiyaya : red, you’re just like reverie so it’s like copy and paste except that youre more chaotic and I love your energy !!! i always laugh whenever I see ur url cause of that meme- fjdjjsjskjsj lol but you’re a younger sister too so !!! :D but yeah, I loved having convos with u !! you’re such a easy perosn to ramble to and thank you for listening to my thoughts that make no sense whatsoever !!

@rusmii : ruru !! firstly !! congratulations on 600+ honey !! you’re almost there to 1k aahhh !! we haven’t talked much but you’re such a nice person as well :(

@culturity : kady, ur such a sweetheart tbh and I always feel happy whenever I see ur posts on my dash <3 I hope that everything goes well for you in life cause you deserve it !!

@m0uchie : EMI !! you’re rlly nice and I light up whenever I see u in my inbox or notifs sjsjsbsksjjssjs I rlly wished we talked more tbh :( but we still had fun together <3

@riiwrites : riri you’re one of the people I’m closest to on tumblr and I’m so so happy I got to meet such a amazing and kind person as u !! thank u sm for everything honey !!

@beasalmeh : okay !! you’re a rlly chaotic and goofy person that I love to talk to !! seeing your messages always make my day and it’s so fun to have a conversation with you :D

@dazaisslave : ichika, you’re such a sweet friend to me and I dont and never did deserve someone like you :( thank u for everything <3

for the other mutals I didn’t add cause I’m a lazy fuck or we didn’t talk much or just became mutals so I don’t know anything abt u or we are mutals but we haven’t talked in a long time so it would be awkward + my dear followers : thank you as well ! all of you helped me in my growth as cringy as it sounds lmao sibdjshsjsjdj I could never ever have gotten to 100+ followers without u guys and I’m genuinely gonna miss u guys so fucking much :(

— ur dearest rua <3

also u guys, surprise announcement I’m not single anymore <: ur girl rua got a bf !!!!!! ahem !! but yeah !! hehe :3 I fulfilled one of my dreams !!!!!!! :D I CAN FINALLY TELL MY FRIENDS IM SOMEONE WHO GETS BITCHES 😍 /j

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#BUT OMFG #IM GONNA MISS U GIYS #I WAS SOBBINV A RIVER WRITING THIS :(#AUGH #LEMME CRY IN A CORNER #I WANTED TO RAMBLE SM ABT MY BF IN HERE BUT RUANAIS ERA HAS ENDED D:#BUT THABK YOU #:(#sobs #lets meet if I ever have another account when I get out of this hell called uni

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locuas642 · 1 year

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I have watched more than half of Critical Role Vox Machina

"I Heard Campaign 1 starts mid-campaign, is it hard to follow?"

It's only hard depending of how familiar you are with D&D in general and how resilient you are to the awkwardness of "We are still trying to see how this streaming thing goes." In terms of the story and plot it's easy to follow, if you can get over the way it is being told.

Despite the claims that it starts mid-campaign, it in fact starts right after a major Time-Skip, so the first episodes does establish plenty of things. You just have to accept this is a story that starts in the middle rather than the beginning. If you ever had to deal with having to find a starting point for Doctor Who or COmicbooks, you can deal with Vox Machina. Just accept that there were off-screen adventures.

if that is still an issue, the show eventually does offer a video narrating the pre-stream adventures that is shown during episode 36. If that is too long for you to wait, I think someone has uploaded it to youtube as it's own thing.

"I heard of Tiberius/Orion Acaba and how he eventually left because he was toxic. can I jump straight to the epsidoe when he leaves?"

You can easily skip most of the pre-Briarwood stuff and just pretend that also happened off-screen. tho there are some major plot points present that you will not get to see. The Briarwood arc is a bit more complicated, because he is present for the first four episodes and you will start with the arc already started, but if you watched the animated series and then jump to episode 28 (which while not the episode when officially announced, it is the first episode after his departure. SPoilers: The quality of the show increases immediatly) as long as you understand the show did some tweaks and should, you will not be lost.

If you think you can tolerate Toxic People, you can watch episodes 24, 25 and 26, skip 27 (seriously, even if you can tolerate Orion, it is at best a dull, boring episode. There is a reason why whenever anyone talks about this episode, the only thing they can mention is Orion and his goddamn mirrors) and go ahead with episode 28.

"I heard Tiberius was a Good Character with an Awful Player, is it true?"

In my perosnal opinion, Tiberius was a good baseline for an interesting arc. But he was also the kind of character who can become annoying. I personally think people are more enamored with the idea of what Tiberius could have been than him being a pretty fleshed out character (bear in mind, for the first 20 or so episodes, most of Vox Machina doesnt feel very fleshed out, again part of the initialy awkward first phase). Likewise, this might be a possible unpopular opinion but... I dont feel Tiberius had as close a friendship as Vox Machina as some might think? this comes back to the player and stuff, but by the end I felt Tiberius saw Vox Machina more like a professional partnership than the family the rest of the characters became.

In terms of Orion, yes he becomes increasingly annoying as the show goes. Initially you dont notice it, but as the show goes, he becomes harder and harder to ignore. He eventually tries to take part in every. single. scene the rest of the cast is doing and tries to steal the spotlight. He tries to force his storyline even when other things are going down. etc. etc. (and this is not counting the stuff regarding him as a person). Tiberius is tolerable in small doses, but Orion cant shut the ef up.

"I heard because of her job, Ashley Johnson's Pike had to leave the show and the animated show expanded her role."

This is a half-truth. Because of Ashley's commitments, she could not consistently be in the show and, in the pre-Briarwood stuff Pike is given a send-off.

BUT Pike continues to show up after that and shows up a solid number of times, it's just she cant be there consistently. In fact, Pike showing up in the middle of the Briarwood arc to save everyone's ass and take part in the final battle? Pike was present in the show and played by Ashley via skype. the thing they changed was that they gave Pike an arc that wasnt present in the show.

Pike is the Gandalf of Vox Machina. She constantly has to leave to do something else, tho in this case it's because of the unpoken rule of trying to not use a player's character if the player is not present.

ETA: Another way you can REALLY tell Orion was no longer welcome is that, whenever Ashley had an open slot in her schedule, the rest of the cast would immediatly jump at the chance to have her join them for the session.

Here be (minor) Spoilers

Now here is an interesting thing I noticed. Which is that because of the Chroma Conclave events, Whitestone sorta becomes Vox Machina's base of operations, replacing the keep they had been given by the king of Emon. In the main show, this is a simple change in Status quo. but for the animated show it would mean they got that old keep and are about to abandon it merely like a few weeks after obtaining it, and that's kinda funny.

Other than that, it is interesting to see how the actors do become more comfortable portraiyng their characters and get past that initial awkwardness where it still feels like Players first.

it's also interesting how often a huge narrative moment will have a Natural 20, either saving the characters or fitting the narrative so well.

it is a difficult medium for one to adapt. and there are moments in which the characters will scre-up easy tasks because of the rolls, which can be funny or frustrating. But the high points are really good. and there were some moments and battles that felt as engaging as in any other medium. The Dragon attack in Emon was more tense than The hobbit's use of Smaug. I was genuinely cheering when Grog delivered justice on the tribe that abandoned him.

And the story feels as High Fantasy Epic as you can get from more "normal" storytelling mediums. and Critical Role is a great example of how D&D can be a game, but it's also a form of collective storytelling.

#critical role #cr #vox machina #vm #tlovm #the legend of vox machina #tabletop #dungeons and dragons #d&d #Dungeons & Dragons

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kveom · 6 years

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#about the whole ring thing #i'm just thinking #what if it was the boys' idea #they might've been really excited about it but now we're saying no we don't want this #and i just can't help but think of how sad they might be if it was their idea #i don't want them thinking they did something wrong #but anyway we odn't know whose idea this was and idk the boys' feelings #and i totally understand tho #i perosnally wouldn't buy the rings and i'm sure the boys would understand that it's for them that we're sayihng no #i'm just...always worrying about the boys sigh #but.... yeah..

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ackermanshoe · 3 years

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March comes in like a lion, it's Portrayal of toxic & healthy relationship and how to compares rivamika + Ereh

Que the longest title everr 😌✨

So before I start on the actual analysis, I recently started watching March comes in like a lion instead of doing my assignments and I half way through season 2. For those of you who haven't watched it, it might be a spoilers so beware of that.

In this analysis I'll be comparing the similarities I found between Rei, Hina and Kyoko.

So watching any anime after being do emotionally attached to rivamika it's only natural that I compare them to the characters with even the tiniest bit similarities in their dynamic but Rei and hina's relationship jump in episode 4 of season 2 really caught me off guard and I was like omg?? Rivamika?? How do I make this about them 😩

Anyway so a little background on Rei's relationship with both girls Kyoko and Hina ( Hinata ). Firstly, i subconsciously placed Rei has Mikasa, kyoko has Eren and Hina as Levi, why? You will know on a minute. Rei is a depressed kid who has known only one way of life and that's through shogi games and after his parents death ( cough cough ) he was taken in by a old friend ( I think ) of his dad's who was also obsessed with shogi. Kyoko is the biological daughter of this man who has "adopted" Rei and later on Rei was came to know Hina and her sisters, they were super supportive of him from the start and having lost family members themselves they related to him on a personal level.

So you see why Eren and mikasa's dynamic matches with Rei and Kyoko and not only as "step siblings" it's also the fact that Rei became somewhat obsessed with her through the time he had spent over at their house, it's toxic and it's been showcased that way ever since kyoko was introduced into the series. Rei thought of her when he heard the word "love" and he even admitted to the fact that having her around is toxic and yet he can't push her away. He said he does not want to stop hearing her voice even tho she , herself is in love with a much older man who is married. Everytime she showed up to his bedroom uninvited and slept next to him my mind went "he is in love with her and their relationship is so toxic why does the author keep bringing her into his life?" Or "girl get the fuck away from him".

Without even thinking too much deep into their physical connection I already knew I would be able to related this dynamic to Eren and Mikasa. Although this series gives us much more depth into the main characters views since it's narrated from his own perspective, and the fact that he metaphorically compared his feelings of being lost and sadness helps me as an audience to understand what's happening much much easier than attack on titan. I personally feel like this kind of series are usually short ( idk how long this is) because it feels like the author knows exactly what he is going for, everything is set in stone.

Going back to Rei's ( mikasa's) relationship with kyoko ( Eren ) it's much much clear how toxic it had become for him in more than just one way. And the show isn't denying Rei of his feelings towards Kyoko and it's not even attempting to distant him from her and yet you just knew there had to be someone better right? That's when they introduced Hina and Kyoko in the same episode, meeting each other and a sense of invisible rivalry gushed over them, especially Hina. She is a happy go lucky girl and extremely sensitive to things to the point it kinda annoys me everytime she bursts out crying ( but hey you can't hate a genuinely good character ).

That's where things get interesting for me maybe because I am on that Levi X Mikasa agenda all the time but just like rivamika their relationship has been portrayed as platonic for the longest time in the seaosns. If I didn't go out of way to search up who Rei falls in love with and it didn't say hina's name I probably wouldn't be making this comparison right now because who wants to have their heart broken for the 2nd time in the same fucking month 🙄.

Anyway so in this one episode Hina comes home crying because of bullying issue at school and as she runs off into the dark streets Rei chases her and eventually catching up to her takes her hand and being able to relate to her problems, comparing his younger self to her present Rei reaches out his hand and God fucking damn it he says "you saved my life..I promise I'll stay with you" ofc I'm making this post now you know the real reason 🤡.

The unseen build up that happen between them reminds me of rivamika, the Portrayal of healthy relationship is rivamika. Hina (in our case Levi ) to Rei is the voice of emotion, she speaks out the feelings that Rei has been surpassing all these years inside of him. Just like how we talked about Levi is the voice of reason, while Mikasa has the impulsive urge to act up. Just like how Levi became the perosn who reasonably always took mikasa's side, he gave her personal reasons to take Erens side everytime have an actual meaning towards the scouts / everyone , he then became someone Mikasa was able to object & voice out her opinion towards because she knew that he would response and guide her the right way and finally he became someone she was able to fully trust.

Much like Hina and Rei, when Hina cried out her heart and Rei couldn't help but go back to his past self and imagine Hina coming to him and giving him a hand, being his saviour. It's much like how Levi saw his past self in Mikasa present ( S1 ), Levi gave Mikasa the hand she needed when she didn't know she needed.

Hina despite being much younger than him, was able to make him realise that he too was shutting out his emotions and was able to let himself be free through Hina when she cried, expressing her frustrations and very human like emotions. In the forest of the giant trees when Mikasa and Levi saved Eren for the first time he told her " we got your precious friend, didn't we?" A slight wake up call he had given her for the very first time, an attack on Mikasa's ego and evoking a different emotions within her. Like telling her it's not only about Eren and getting revenge, risking your life so easily, Levi had lost his entire squad in order to protect Eren so now that he is safe they better leave now.

So the question is did Levi and Mikasa save each other?

What can I say that I haven't said already in here about these two?

"you saved my life" Rei says to Hina as he reached out her hand and the beauty of that scene was the fact that it was delicate and soft despite it not being anything romantic. Remind me of that panel of Mikasa touching Levi's shoulder. How ironic is the fact that I'm comparing Hina, a openly emotional character to Levi who is said to be the most emotional inside?

Levi physically saved Mikasa a lot of the time however emotionally Levi saved Mikasa from being selfish and from herself. What if I said and ignoring 139, that Levi was one of of the biggest reasons Mikasa took the initiative and decapitated Eren that day?

Wait why does it feel like I already said it before lol

Through Levi, Mikasa learnt to trust more, learnt that even though they gave difference not only in height, age and in how they treat Eren ( Levi with force and Mikasa with care ), Mikasa still came in terms with Levi and relied on him, shared her burden with him. I think that's the biggest character twist Mikasa had, the fact that she was ready to draw sword at anyone who treated Eren wrong and everyone was scared of her and then came the grumpy shorty who beat her beloved brother right in front of her but eventually he became the biggest form of support she had in the end. I just can not help but laugh at all the unseen development this ship has had and all the implication of Futher interaction after season 3 between them, it's really obvious they had something going on because imagine you don't talk to someone for like 3 years and suddenly when you engage in battle against , paired up with them suddenly you become the strongest duo known to humanity. +?)!#)# make it make sense.

Sooo now you see the that having toxic relationship with a partner is only natural and inevitable but growing from that, opening your eyes to those who actually care there for you is rather healthy. So moral of the story is guys make sure stick with those who tells you to stay with them, the end.

Omg guys this turned out so much longer than I intended, anyway hopefully y'all liked it. I know it's not the strongest comparison or analysis but I feel like I'm running out of words for what I want to say about rivamika it feels like I'm recycling my sentences from previous analysis over and over again because ✨ lack of content ✨ and my inability to think of something new.

Please ignore all my spelling mistakes I have decided to embrace my mistakes instead of fixing them simply because I'm too lazy 😉

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#rivamika #rivamikacanon #levimika #rivamika analysis #BurnTheScarfMikasa

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bandicoot88 · 3 years

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@featherrwbyrnjr, okay, but how can you expect me to see this if you blocked me? Anyway, this is gonna be long, so strap in!

Okay, but it’s not one person, it’s several. I said a friend, but that friend interacts with many like minded folks. I’ve seen it all. I understand what’s going on. I may not be in the fandom, but I’ve witnessed from afar. I’ve seen enough to understand the basics, something you still clearly lack.

Fine, if it wasn’t you, then I take it back that on this occassion, it wasn’t you, tho I’m still doubtful with how much I’ve seen of you and how many enemies you’ve made. It’s not farfetched to assume it’s you. Point still stands tho; don’t shame content creators for making content. Just say you dislike the ship and go (which is 100% valid btw, and if people hate you for it, then those are bad eggs you avoid).

Yeah but... it’s still canon, like, pretty much... While it’s not in your face “I love you”, it’s clear what the intentions are meant to be. One of the VAs did a whole stream, and in one moment, he was asked what he wished he could’ve said that didn’t make it into the game, the line being something along the lines of “we would’ve been great together.”

Sure, VAs are not the creators of the game, but this goes in par with a statement about how the Shuake relationship is supposed to be a love story. It’s not pretty, Goro being an antagonist who is problematic, but... ships are allowed to be problematic. And he even changes and becomes a better person, because of Joker.

Sorry, but that’s false. There are plenty of multi-shippers out there who don’t just “tolerate” other ships but downright engage with it. My friend is one of them, and she even has friends who also don’t like Shuake. What do they do? They mute it and move on, and nothing else is said on the matter. If you’re seeing people that are doing otherwise, then yet again, maybe avoid them and find people who won’t shit on you, which by the way, you seem to bundling all these people in a bucket and labelling them “problematic” when they’ve done nothing wrong. There’s a reason you’re well known...

People have even tried to reach out to you to help you because this is completely not healthy, but all you’ve done is smack away any offered hands. We can only do so much...

Gatekeeping, there’s that word again. Do you not even comprehend what your actions are doing? You’re the one gatekeeping! “Don’t ship Shuake because it’s a toxic ship! Meanwhile, I’m hogging Goro all to myself.” My friend is not a gatekeeper. In fact, she fought back against gatekeepers. She’s a very open person who welcomes all ships and things. She literally doesn’t give a fuck.

Again, if you run into negative people, block them and move on. Not everyone is out to get you, and if you’d only give them a chance, who knows, you might make some friends. Hell, if you realized what you were doing, they might still welcome you, but you are hell bent on burning bridge after bridge until there’s nothing but cinders.

Actually, let me you a story. Last year, there was a BIG ruckess in another fandom I’m in, and it was ugly. Very ugly. Why? Because many of the fans considered one of the characters to be 100% gay. While I also believed he was, I could see the potential of him not being. My friend (same as the above) was also very heavily involved, because she saw him as bisexual.

There’s little evidence that he was anything but gay, but that didn’t mean he just was purely on what we saw. Of course, many did not like this, and a lot of noise happened. I ended up blocking a lot of people and also being blocked in the process, because they couldn’t handle the possibility of a character being bi, even tho it was never stated he was gay, just hinted at.

Besides, it’s fandom, and things change. Sexualities change, gender changes, all things can change. But no, they’re of the purity culture brand, and if you said something that wasn’t the popular thing, you were shunned. It made me consider leaving the fandom, but I remained.

You see... I too have dealt with such people, and there may be a lot of them. If there are, then don’t give them a second look. Seek out people who are open to discussing all and other things. They exist. If you had a bad experience, then I am sorry, okay? No one should feel that way in any fandom. Fandoms are meant to be fun. I want you to have fun. I do. I don’t want you stressing and yelling and pushing people away.

So I had heard that you use to create content for it, but I implore... do it again. Create solo Goro content. By all means, if you truly aren’t ready or don’t wish to, then don’t, but also, don’t let people win. People will welcome your solo Goro content. There’s nothing wrong with solo content of anything. He doesn’t need to be tied a ship 24/7, but he’s still going to be tied to that ship quite heavily, but it’s not 100%. Nothing will ever be 100%, because you’re allowed to hate the ship, and others do too, and that is fine!

2 years then. 2 years... That’s still a long time. Perhaps tho... these people you interacted with have moved on from the fandom, and in turn, in 2 years, many people have since joined the fandom. Perhaps you are comparing people from 2 years ago to people today. If any of those people from 2 years ago are still around, then don’t engage. They aren’t worth your time if you were polite about an opinion that you have no control over. Liking a ship is like liking a genre of music or TV show. You can’t force it.

You are allowed to want to see solo Goro content, and people do, or ship him with someone else that isn’t Joker. It exists. It won’t be as popular of course, because that’s just the nature of their relationship so of course many are going to be drawn to it, but that doesn’t mean everyone is drawn to it.

You realize you don’t have to pay people within the fandom, right? You can just... approach literally any artist/writer and go “hey, this is what I want, yadda yadda”, they create the thing, you get your thing, badda bing badda boom. However, if you did wish approach someone within the fandom, then do so... So long as they aren’t a jackass about your dislike for the ship, they will most likely create the thing you ask for. People like money, so it pays to be open minded about other ships instead of just refusing said money just because they perosnally don’t like it.

To anyone who went after you, that’s still not a reason to lash on other people for them to witness you at your worst. You’re literally not giving any of us a reason to believe you are approachable, but you’re just angry. To anyone who made you feel like shit, then fuck them, okay? FUCK. THEM. But that doesn’t mean others are going to do the same. I don’t think a single fandom is immune to toxicity of some variety. It’s never going to go away, and that’s the price you pay for being in fandoms.

I admit, my sources are not coming from the source, but from what I’ve seen from others. So give us a reason on why you aren’t the person we all think you are. All I see from you is hate, hate, hate. I don’t want you to be unhappy. In fact, I feel bad for you, scared for you even, because there’s nothing but hatred and foulness coming from you. You can’t expect people to see you and go “yeah, this person is totally approachable.” No, you’re intimidating.

If people pushed you out of your lane, then take it back! It’s okay to not like Shuake or any popular ship. If people are dicks about it, then call them dicks, but the others won’t care if you don’t like it. We’re allowed to like different things.

I’ve said my peace.

#persona #persona 5 #shuake #discourse #drama #dunno if she'll even see this but... i gotta try

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thatreallyminecraftsmygender · 3 years

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(you can add a read more on mobile by tapping and holding down, I believe) Dude. Dude. Rhythms of home. You have no idea holy smokes. My tags were short bc I was sleepy but now it is Rhythms of Home Appreciation Time. First of all, "their friendship is older than most world's"?? Oh my gosh. Because yeah they've gone through so many worlds and servers and heck seen each other die a thousand times but they're still together aaah. And the music scene ahdjak. I imagine that maybe they started out with only a couple songs that they both actually liked and they argued about who's music to play, but now their music's basically the same, and they still argue and make fun of each other like they used to. Next, "the future always flinches first" holy crap that's such a raw line. Like, I kinda want to put that on a patch now. "More legend than alive" oh my. I've spent a few minutes typing something, then backspacing, because I can't really put my thoughts into words here (sleepy need coffee) but suffice to say that last paragraph made me tear up a little. I need to add rhythms of home as a tag on my blog so I can go back and read all of them for the days that everything buzzes and the mind is a little foggy.

Jsjshshshhsbsbskka THANK YOU

Holy shit hearing it might help on foggy days means the fucming world to me thank you

I have a few confessions, the music idea comes from a discussion I was having with @carpe-shovelem and it hasn't left my mind since, you're absolutely same wave length with the starting out different but growing together in such a way that the lines of taste blur and it's hard to tell if the music is good or its the memories attached. They still tease each other about it even tho they both know all the lyrics. The future flinches first is a line from welcome to night vale, paraphrased I believe! We are the sum of the media we consume

As for the 'more legend than alive',, I think about people being nervous around Etho a lot, and how he has this reputation as a prankster and a genius, and he is Absolutely both of those things but sometimes when people engage with him they seem to engage more with the concept of him than etho himself. It's not a criticism in anyway, All the hermits know Etho is just a guy, hes a person, but there is an element of being star struck because he's just So Important to Universe as it is now... I just think sometimes it would be hard to connect with people if you are hero to so many, the echos of your actions and inventions reaching other before you do kinda thing,,,

I always feel the contrast in how beef and etho talk vs etho n others, something in the way Beef talks to Etho with his chest, like hes not scared to fuck up. I imagine it must be tiring to have people expect so much of you, even if you can do it. Beef talks to Etho on the ground floor, they both know Ethos skills but it's never a big deal, it's just another part of him, it's just an aspect. You know? So yeah

Sometimes Etho feels more like a collection of other people's perceptions than a person, and Beef helps ground him in his own realness, a perosn who likes to dry herbs and go for walks, who messes up the order of their words, a real person with everything that comes with.

#etho is compared to grian sometimes #but i think thst fundamental difference is that grian Thrives off and audience #hes Good at crowds and he Enjoys the attention #he signs his name on pranks #if hes confronted he'll stanf his ground #he'll do it to peoples faces #its Part of i #etho likes to work more quitely #he sets up shadees #a shop wherr people sign thier iwn fate which he carries out in the dead of night #no one confronts him on it bevause its Etho #but etho would back down #he always does at least when beef confronts him #Beef isnt nervous or scared of Etho he treats him like a true Person #he'll bargain him for allll hes worth bevause they're friends #he'll joke and poke fun at em ajd etho will do the same #sorry i like to ober tbink things #beef #etho #long post #rhythms of home #i didnt realise the more legend than alive woul hit tbh #i thought that 'when etho proceeding reputation drowns him' was better but the more legend than alive seems to be more Punchy #interesting #im not a ficiton writer i write essays #you are all far too nice

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haikyuu-and-more-haikyuu · 4 years

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Boku No Hero Academia HC

I just started bnha and I have already come up with hc about our fave characters and fic ideas set during the tournaments and such. I tried to make up quirks or find quirks that I felt matched their personality more. I also have started to speculate what the other teams quirk would be...

Help me....but also, like, tell me if you want more.

Daichi: Can manipulate earth, rocks and materials like that (all forms of regular earth particles to diamonds). He needs to have the materials on hand tho, so he can't create it himself. But eventually he can build enough streaght up to hold up buildings and bridges.

Suga: Can heal himself. It requires energy, so if its a huge injury, it might drain him too much. He can also drain others of energy until they pass out (and eventually die, but he hasn't done that). The energy he drains, is directly added to his own energy resources. He needs to be in contact with the wounds he want to heal or the person he wants to drain the energy from.

Asahi: I feel like he would have a strong tail like Ojiro. But he doesn't often use it to defend himself unless he have too. He is usually seen having it resting on his shoulders and often uses it as a make shift chair. It’s hella strong tho. You know your up of an ass whoppin’ when he comes for you.

Nishinoya: Can run like the wind. He can pretty much run faster than the speed of sound, but not faster than light. Somewhere in between, which is a pretty great interval to be in between. And also use it to jump really high. He is a ball of energy. The faster he runs, the more energy he uses.

Tanaka: Can create lava and likes to make explosive burst of lava to boost his own ego. Daichi often has to contain him to scold him since it can be scary for a passer by and potentially dangerous.

Ennoshita: Teleprotatiosn. He can make himself teleport up to 50 meters away from staring point in a blink. If he holds a perosn close to him, he can make them transport with him. And can even take one small objects with him. He could potentially transport a car, but that requires a lot of energy and would be dangerous. It’s a quirk that comes in handy, epically when he is about to miss the buss or something.

Kinoshita: Can transfer himself into someone else mind, but the backside is that he himself become vulnerable to outside attacks. He can do so upto 6 mins at a time, but if he has controlled one person for 2 mins, he need time to gain energy to actually make it to 6 mins the next time.

Narita: Can communicate with animals of all sorts like Koda, but wouldn't be directly talking to them. He can, but he likes the quiet communications more. Its more of an telepathy thing. Like he can communicate with them when he looks at them and kind of put his own thoughts into theirs. Of course, he establishes trust between him and the animal he wants to communicate with.

Kageyama: Can make ice. And a lot of it. Like Todoroki. Ice will start to appear after a lot of quirk use.

Hinata: Can make flames. And it just energises him furnter. Also like Todoroki other side...His hair still stays the same...but flames will appear on his body. He burnt a lot of clothes when he was little.

It’s not much to say about Kags or Hinata’s quirk, but they are rivals since they are opposites and want to be better than the other. And they will eventually make each other stringer too...

Tsukishima: Can make roots. He can cut them off from his body if he wants too or generate them back into him. The strenght of them variates of how much energy he puts in himself. Weeds will start to grow out of his hair after a lot of quirk use. He likes to be more on the defence part in battle and strikes when the opportunity comes.

Yamaguchi: Can make lighting out of his body. It requires a lot to generate huge and powerful ones, so he is still learning. If he has an energy source, like an outlet or something, he could generate bigger and more powerful ones. Can be very dangerous to use his quirk too much or out of his abilities. It can potentially make him have a heart attack and damage his nerves and tissue-depends on where the lighting is traveling in his body. He will also bruise.

Yachi: Can make herself disappear and make other objects disappear too. The more massive the object is the more energy she needs to make it invisible. She herself can be invisible for up to 7 minutes at a time. And the things she touches can be invisible from all to 1 minute to a few hours, depending on the size and how strong she is. When she is startled or anxious, she might accidentally make herself disappear.

Shimizu: Can create and manipulate shadows. The darker it is, the stronger they are. They can wrap around poeple or connect to there shadows and make them unable to move. It tires her out, especially if the person is resisting.

Takeda: Aizawa No, but he can make poeple freeze in place by looking at them. Same as Aizawa, if he blinks, the quirk doesn't work anyemore. It comes in handy when he needs to keep control over his rowdy student.

Ukai: Can copy other move against him. But only one at a time and only one time. So if Kags were to make an ice mountain in front of hm, so could he. But he couldn’t manipulate ice like Kags could, only that particular move he saw.

BONUS+

Miwa: Her hair can grow in different lenghts like she wants it too and she can manipulate it to wrap around others. It’s a great defence mechanism and keeps her opponents away from her. Her opponents, could cut the hair tho...

Saeko: She has a drum with her, and when she hits it while talking to her opponents, she can make them do what she wants. But only when they have given her attentions. Like, she couldn’t just control a random person on the treat, but if that person were to talk or to gain eye contact with her, she could use her quirk on them.

Akiteru: Like Kei, he can shoot vines out of his body and manipulate them like Kei can. Small flowers will grow out of his hair.

Natsu: Can make small explosion with using the hydrogen in the air. They are more startling than dangerous. But will eventually become stronger.

Shimada: Can make clouds. Not a very affective quirk in fighting, but he can make small clouds that can from lighting. He can also make rainy clouds. It takes a lot of energy to make big ones.

Also, I tried to find a quirk for him that would make it easier for him to still be Tadashi’s teacher. Since he can make clouds that can form lighting, he can teach Tadashi about the fundaments about lightnings and how they are generated.

Takinoue: Can make manipulate their air around him to make winds and such (like and air bender) Of course, moving a lot of air around requires a lot of energy from him, so he tends to stick to smaller but faster jets of air. It’s a quirk that comes in handy during summer.

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tylerwritez · 3 years

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Tuesday, june 22 2021

I've noticed I'm getting "the shiverys" or "the twitchy" a lot today. Like every time I FEEL something I take a moment to violently tic.... every time I think about certain things I tic.... good things, bad things, things from an hour ago and things from years ago. Tic, tic, tic.

Also, I have... some stuff to explain. Its really no big deal, but you know me: I'll freak out about it anyway. Basically I dissed my friend (rightfully so) around the time that we had just met cos they did something that threw me off.

He saw it in my phone... NOW. it's not RELEVANT anymore and I've since redacted that criticism...and now I gotta explain it to him anwyays. Oh well. I'm good at this stuff. I can get myself outta any situation. I dont even know why I'm talking like this tho... it's not a "Situation" it's just smthn I gotta explain rq.

Oh, today's song recommendation is Spirit Crusher by Death. I'm a huge Death fan...

Also! I gotta study... for my replacement exam. How stressful. Its about photosynthesis, but like, it's not simple. We went DEEP inside those fucking leaves.

One sec, lemme hook up my IV tube

Not an ACTUAL IV tube... just my headphones. But since I'm so #emo, it might as well be a fucking IV tube with the way that I cant live without it.

Its 3:08 and I'm walking home now. I was upset last night but me and Star have made up now lol... it was thAt easy. I'm so defective, making shit hard when it doesnt need to be.

It's so hot out damn. Idk. I had school today, so I had Bio class... I ACTUALLY PAID ATTENTION for once. I had lunch with Star and her friend group, and I honestly kinda feel like they're MY friends now too, even just a little bit.

Actually, I used to rant about feeling lonely like all the time but now I have so many friends it's crazy they all keep inviting me places and it's like people WANT ME AROUND... idk. It makes me happy.

Today I gotta ask if tommroow after school I can go to Bee's house to watch Supernatural (famous homoerotic ghost show)

I should also add songs to Erin's spotify playlist for our picnic saturday which I still need permission to go to.

I gotta ask for Wednesday after school to watch Insidious with Jay which is apparently really good

Also hes the friend that I gotta explain stuff to... the DrAmA... the ThEaTrE....

Update my dad said yes to hanging out with Bee but first I'm gonna miss school to fix my broken brackets on my braces

Also turns out the house I THOUGHT we were moving into has substantial damage from shifting so... we aRENT moving there.

In case you didn't know, shifting is when like the house that's been built literally SHIFTS like it moves around.

Anwyays Jay just texted me... I'm gonna change into shorts since it's hot, set up my study area,.... and respond to him.

The time is 3:22 p.m.

Wish me. Luck.

Luck is plentiful! As it so often is in my risky, risky life.

I play my cards right. It's a learnt skill.

But also there wasnt much to explain since it passed already and was tiny anywyas.

XD so I've made up with the whole goddamn world by now.

Its 6:31, we saw 1 house. Only one. Its kinda hot out but I'm gonna bike now since we just had supper. I finally finished my homework... I just have to finish one mixed media piece as my final project for art!

Friday is my replacement. On photosynthesis and cell resp. We know this. But what I didn't mention, or I dont THINK I did, is that if I finish my art project before then I have the second block FREE!!! Me, Star, and her friend

A are planning to leave for second block and maybe get mint chocolate chip ice cream!

Also I might eat her out XD

Anyways idk. I hope I can bike tonight to call Jay.

I keep accidentally using people's real names here then having to correct it... I dont know how much i care about MY identity being discovered... but to have my friends doxxed would suck.

Man I feel bad abt saying fuck star last night cos we made up....

Wait we r looking at another house? Idk I'm in the car still waiting to go home

Oh wait no now we r goin home

Its 6:39... I hope I still have time.

I went biking, called Jay. Went home. Idk, friendly conversation... we talked more tonight and I also talked to my other friend A. Jay is... I LOVE HIM?? SO MUCH??? I feel so happy. Talking to him thinking about him seeing his STUPID FUCKING FACE JESUS. his eyes alone... I could stare at his face all day probably. I want to kiss him... hOLD HIS HAND... omg... huG HIM!!! Eofjwpxjwie he's so sweet like I can't even... and I'm proabably not good enough for him like. Wtf. Hes easily a 10. And I dont rate things outta 10. How tf do I end up with HIM? Doing stuff, as friends. Like wHAT. I guess I got lucky XD. He says he loves my personality and I'm hot XD ofc I dont see it myself. But like. JESUS CHRIST he could proabably easily pull whOever. XD me?

Whatever though. As long as we r together and stuff. I LOVE HIM A LOT. he said he loved me. Every time he says that it makes me so overly happy.

Maybe I'm just sappy and stuff.... whatever. I think it would be nice to be hugged by him.

Yeah I'm cheesy.

I'm sorta tired now so maybe I'm not writing the best.

I just keep thinkinf about love. Love is a muscle of evil suggestion. But how evil can it really be? I am just a human being and that is all. Everything else is applied. I am just a human being with soemthing in my heart that pulls me all over the place. Love is this strange thing because I'm fucked up and to be able to love without that fucked up part of me, without the damage... is this complicated, hard thing to do and I can NEVER tell if I'm doing it right but I know I'm DOING IT. I know I FEEL LOVE. And soemtimes it's such an intense thing like when you go to surf on a wave at the beach with ur belly but u hit it wrong and it's so big and overwhelming it washes over you and PULLS you down to the bottom and smushes your face into the sand and YOU CANT BREATHE jesus Christ it's like that.

Or maybe I just want to experience love as it should be felt.

Obviously all of my problems surrounding this Damage could be easily fixed if I went to therapy but. there are reasons I can't.

I LOVE a lot. Too much for my own good. Enough to hurt me, get me into trouble, etc etc but also... enough to liberate me. I LOVE. I love Jay. So much. LIKE. MY BRAIN ORBITS AROUND HIM CONSTANTLY THINKING OF HIM AND PRAISING HIM AND MWUAH HE IS SO LOVELY I BOW BEFORE HIM...

I think as much as I love, a lot of the times I tend to focus even more on BEING loved.

If I am told I am loved, and shOwN I am loved... it is one of the most powerful things. Especially since I was literally emotionally neglected in childhood... yeah. I feel like I'm always trying to fill that hole.

Not EVERY feeling I have is for that reaosn but sometimes, if you tell me you love me, show me you love me, hug me,... I'll like start crying,,, that's the childhood emotional neglect kicking in. If you call me #smol and #cute and say I look young and fragile which happens more often than you'd think XD, I know I'm not supposed to like that shit, so I act like I dont....but I do. Which is PROBABLY ALSO THE CEN 🤪 like whatever lol

Anwyays I'm fucked up

You see how quickly things become complicated in my mind?

Convoluted? Is that the word?

Whatever. I OVERCOMPLICATE THINGS COS I OVERTHINK THEM BECAUSE I'm LITERALLY MENTALLY ILL IN SO MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. I'm not joking. I obviously have unresolved undiagnosed "issues"

I do Suspect things, though.

I can make a list

Maybe I shouldn't.

Maybe I will.

I shouldnt.

Whatever.

I used to hate when people brought up my self harm. I would actually panic. I still self harm but now? Now I'm fine with anyone talking about it as long as it's not an adult who can get me into trouble/force me into therapy over it. Because really? I kinda like having it mentioned. It's kinda validating and it's like hey... people can see that I'm sick.

I dont do it so people talk to me about it though. Dont get me wrong. If I did, I'd go vertically on the arms, not for suicide but so it healed and people would ask XD.

My scars are actually VERY hidden... cos I never intended for ANYONE to see. But for those who DO see them,,,, it's nice soemtimes to have people express concern.

I dont wanna be PITIED or anything, but idk I just think to myself "wow, they're CONCERNED... about ME... they arent angry or mean... they didnt yell at me or threaten me... they respect my autonomy and privacy...

And they CARE ABOUT ME..." and it makes me cry.

That's also the CEN.

I dont know. I just like when people express genuine concern. Even if they see and then just ask if I'm okay. That's all it takes cos then I go wow.

Its validating and irs lovely because finally people care... FINALLY PEOPLE CARE. FINALLY I GET SOME EMPATHY OR SYMPATHY AND NO ANGER.

Even just having them brought up tells me its noticeable enough

My brain does this thing where it thinks nothing bad that's ever happened to me was Bad Enough for me to be upset about.

And I dont know... its nice sometimes to be told shit like "omg that looks so bad" or to see that people who do see my cuts are somewhat shocked or revolted... it's nice because I go... "hey, it was bad enough for them..."

Or to have people comment on them with concern. Just ANYTHINT WHERE PEOPLE NOTICE IT AND ARENT ASSHOLES ABOUT IT IS VALIDATING.

Because I'm not used to that...

Because CEN

I'm. The worst perosn on the fucking planet.

I should kill myself.

I suddenly actually feel so self hating I do want to kill myself... oh god.

I ruin everything. Everything. Everything. Everything. What have I done. Like. Why. Oh god.

I'm just remembering when Star said my kindness seemed like an act. And how I've been called out for seeming fake like 2 other times.

DO I SEEM FAKE???? I DONT EVER PUT ON ACTS OF KINDESS.... CONCIOUSLY? but the very idea that I could be perceived that way...

Should I like not try to be nice or some shit?

Jesus christ she hurts my feelings even now when it was a long time ago.

But I cant blame her. I can't blame anyone for how i feel except my parents because they left me with fucking. Heart nerve damage or some shit.

I'm tired and now I'm sad too. Goodnight guys.

#JudeJournals

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virgil,boogie🔪 ,🥰,☠️,😆

🔪 Do they try to be a good influence on their s/o or do they not care?

virgil- it’s more like he depends on his s/o since he’s not entirely ‘troll’ or from alternia so he’s still growing and learning/adapting to the culture and how to act like a ‘troll’ he doesn’t know the difference between good and bad unless from experience or being taught that otherwise he’s neutral or does what seems to catch his attention at most

boogie- honestly he’s his own perosn like. if you get with him you gotta already be aware of what to expect and how he is! he respects u and he’d expect u to respect him its a two way street with him otherwise he overall does not care. just do u babey !

🥰 How often do they stare lovingly at their s/o?

virgil- honestly. a lot. more than he even realizes. esp with those intense fish eyes of his all he does is stare it’s pretty discomforting till you point it out then he’ll get flustered but continue to stare only lowkey now

boogie- pretty normal i guess? like nothing too insane? just yea i see their face and im gonna pinch their cheek he’d have soft look on his face whenever lookin @ his s/o

☠️ How do they react when they find out their s/o is dead?

virgil- he wouldnt know how to react tbh he’s still learning his own emotions. not understanding death completely for troll society he’d probbaly think they’re just gonna respawn back like he does when he ‘dies’ and that it just takes times for them to regenerate just as the same process with himself. i think he’d get the hint after seeing their bodies slowly beginning to decompose or something n just mourn. his body would be experiencing a lot of negative emotions that he might end up having a meltdown n his body begins to contort/spazz out cuz he’s trying to understand

boogie- he’d be sad of course! but knowing how death is he’s capable of understanding how it is. he’s experienced in these situations and he’s not gonna say hes a fan of it but it’ll at least put him at ease knowin theyre resting now or he at least did his best makin em feel loved before passing. he’d be kind of static for a few days tho so you’d probably miss out on some podcasts from him n just listen 2 the radio where he plays his s/o fav songs or songs they used 2 listen/dance to together or smth

😆 How do they make their s/o laugh?

virgil- just by being himself honestly like he’s curious about many things n the way he reacts/acts just happens to be enough 2 make the other laugh bc it’s innocent behavior i guess?

boogie- jokes, teasing, flirting, things of that nature!

#vaporwave-trolls

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kintatsujo · 5 years

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Oi Jewish lurker here. Just wanna say that it's understandable when some doesnt want to be called goy. Because there ARE some jews who will use it in a way to make themselves feel superior and everyone who isn't a jew like an "Undermench"(hypocrites tho). Kind of like how a queer perosn wouldn't want a ceirtan person to call them queer becuase they say it with so much SPITE and disgust in their voice. Use gentile for those with such a problm, nothing wrong with goy, just with someppl who use it.

As a white gentile, in my experience (partly with being CALLED some of the insulting things one might call a white gentile) the sting of getting nastily called a goy, or even getting called a “cracker” is pretty much microscopic to being called the things I’ve been called for being a queer lady-type person (including getting innocently lumped in by strangers as “gay” when that’s not how I identify, for the record!)

Partly because I know damn well it’s more like punching up than down in these cases.

I can pretty much assure you that most white gentiles, at least, basically react to “goy” the way they do because they’ve got no pain tolerance-- as in, like a toddler that’s fallen on their ass for the first time.

And as it happens the first time I heard the word “gentile” as a child it was in a sneering sort of way? So like, you can do that with pretty much any word.

So I don’t actually have a lot of sympathy for fellow goyim who have an issue with it even if they heard it in an insulting manner for the first time.

#Anonymous

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hellostrangerunawaybird-blog · 5 years

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Friendship appreciation post

Caroline- caroline is like my secret buddy. She helped me when I had my surgery and took notes for me and recorded all the lectures I missed. She helped me after my break up, she supported my “hoe phase”, she stayed way late after school one day when I was having a low day, she helped me find teachers, she introduced me to people, she deals with me in most classes, we hang out between classes. She’s extremely funny and energetic, and she’s like a mango in a bowl of boring vegetables. She’s litterly my sunshine on a grey school day.

Amy- Amy is the best mom you could have. But she’s also my best friend, we talk almost every day, even if it’s just brief. She’s my aniexty buddy, I honestly couldn’t have survived Highschool without her. She’s so funny, and she’s really fun to be around. She’s also made so much progress that I don’t think gets recognized enough. She also doesn’t make me feel bad or that I’m annoying her. And even tho I tend to push her and tend to be what she considers a terrible influence, she’s a queen. I love her little grandma quirks and everything, to the coin collecting to the am radio.

Victoria- probably my longest best friend, I have known Amy and Noelle forever tho. But Victoria in herself is like a sister. I love her, even when I don’t like her. She’s honestly my sister tho. I could hate her but walking away is never an option. She’s like my sister person. We both work together and like the same music and Disney and like two seperate individuals with so much in common. It’s crazy. And even tho she frustrates me to infinity and beyond, she’s my sister. Our drives home from school are some of my favorite memories, and talking about everyone and having the same thoughts and same jokes. It’s a beautiful sistership. She’s family.

Noelle- is a queen. A musical queen. She’s so funny and has sass. But she’s also shy and says sorry a lot. I have seen her dancing with drunks, I have seen her dancing drunk, I have seen her cry drunk, I have seen her throw back alcohol like it’s water. She’s just so cool to be around. Shes like super adultish, but super young adult tho. She’s also trying to find her comfort zone. She’s so pretty too! She needs to say no more, and make sure she’s thinking about herself. But she’s a really nice sweet and awesome friend. When things were at the lowest she was there for me and supported me, I really hope I can be the same support for her.

Alyx- I love her dancing. I love her in general, but that dancing. Sometimes our thoughts or actions my cross and we may find conflict. But honestly our friendship can always override those hopefully. I want us to be more drinking buddies and party more if we can find time. She’s so dorky and cool and ballsy. She’s figuring herself out and she’s now labeled the hoe of the group, which is supported by her dancing at the club. She’s just a queen. She’s a strong ass woman and I aspire to reach the level of not giving a fuck bad assery she is at. I want multiple piercings and a tattoo. And just a general whole fuck it attitude. She’s also a great mom and tries in her own way to be supportive. And I did like that puzzle video in the sense of life being made up of puzzle pieces. And like all the Reba.

Kierra- Kierra is a tough motherfucker, don’t mess with her. She’s really cool tho, she’s also figuring herself out. She doesn’t socialize with the group as much, but she’s following her own dreams and living her own way. She seems to have the most control of her life compared to the rest of us. But she’s also growing so much. I know she doesn’t like drama, and I know I might be all drama, but she still came to the library that day with me. She went out of her way, and with her being there I felt so much less anixous. She also deals with the dumb questions I ask her about her life when I probably should know it’s not appropriate. I’m really excited to see how she finds uni and how she grows more.

Gabe- Gabe is a babe, he texts me everyday even tho we don’t talk that often due to me not having time or having anything to talk about. He comes out when I ask him to hang out and he deals with all my emotional bullshit. He lets me bug him and he tells me when I’m being dumb or not. He also knows I’m right most the time and he lets me know my worth. He deals with the times when I cries and makes sure I’m okay and laughing.

Josh- most selfless perosn I know. He’s now super old, but he’s my work husband. Our talk in my car that one night was life changing, he ultimately made me realize my self worth and saw why my relationship ending was much needed. He dealt with so many of my problems. Now he’s currently going through some things and I want to make sure I give him the same safe feeling he gave me about the future.

I have many friends, and many more people I could put on this list, but those people don’t equal to the same amount of friendship worth as the ones listed above.

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starpeeking · 6 years

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tag game!! <3

Rules: Answer 20 questions then tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better

Tagged by: @astrolofae <3 <3 <3

🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🧜‍♀️🧜‍♂️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🧜‍♀️🧜‍♂️🧚‍♀️🧚‍♂️🧜‍♀️🧜‍♂️

Nickname: Libs, L, Soko

Zodiac Sign: virgo xo

Height: 5′4″ or 5′5″, it changes every time I check? yikes

Time: 8:42pm!

Favourite band/artist: hmm I don’t know! I like bread and cat stevens lol 70s

Song stuck in my head: yikes this Handel duet I’m singing on Sunday I’m a loser

Last movie I saw: ???? I have no idea omg. like straight up idk but the last opera I watched was the 2007 (I think?) production of Manon in Barcelona (I”m sorry I sound pretentious I’m literally just a loser)

Last thing I googled: "chihuahua pregnancy” lol my puppy has a new bf and she might have babies (she would be perfect!!! her torso is SO long and she has wide hips and basically shes a lil puppy mommy baby. will update)

Other blogs: ummm used to run @tired-diva but I haven’t even logged in in a while lol

Do I get asks: yes sometimes but I wish I got more!!!

Why did I choose my username: there’s this soprano named june anderson and I love her but she sounds like a tired diva and thats also basically my soul so I had a perosnal blog named @tired-diva and then couldn’t think of an astro blog name (#rambling)

Following: ummmm 100-300 somewhere in there

Average amount of sleep: probably like, 6-8?

Lucky numbers: 7 is my fav number

What am I wearing: jeans & a yellow shirt (I’m wearing a color for once!)

Dream job: opera singer! <3

Dream trip: lately I’ve been wanting to go to Spain?? I never had a desire until recently but its been on my mind. I would’ve said Iceland but I had a layover in Reykjavik recently and the weather was so bad it was so cold and rainy and windy so I’m salty

Favourite food: is it lame if my answer is salad

Play an instrument: piano, mallet percussion (like xylophone kind of stuff), organ, and technically I used to play guitar and ukulele but who’s to say what I remember now! also I technically played clarinet and oboe but... fake

Hair colour: I would say confused ashy dark blonde

Eye colour: blueee

Most iconic song: I thought xtina and the first song that came to mind was what a girl wants so I’ll go with that

Languages you speak: english, some french, less italian, even less german

Random fact: I was almost a dancer but I’m hypermobile aka hurt myself too often and also lazy

Describe yourself in an aesthetic: omg I’m too noncommital. patterns usually freak me out tho unless I’m feeling confident

I’m tagging…

ahhhhhhh 20 people??? I extend this to... everyone I’m following!!!!! <3

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of-rainydays-and-coffeeshops · 6 years

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50 (random) facts about me.

1. sexual orientation? bisexual

2. What I’m really bad at. being patient

3. The one person who’s arms I’d like to be in. my crush’s

4. My best first date? never had one!

5. A description of my self-esteem. sometime’s present, often hiding somewhere else.

6. Who my best friends are. know them since I’m 7.

7. My favorite book? aaahh. all my babies. You shouldn’t have a favorite child.

8. Biggest turn offs. too much talking, no neat appearance, not stand up to your friends and family.

9. A description of my best friend. sarcastic like me, wonderful hair, one of the best human beings

10. My favorite animal? wolves

11. Someone I miss. my big brother. (he’s one semester in finland)

12. Reason behind my last break up? #alwayssingle

13. What I did yesterday. celebrating my friend’s 18th birthday

14. What my greatest achievements are. getting my life back on track

15. A description of the perosn I dislike the most. ignorant. offensive. no behavior. homophobe.

16. Favorite songs rn. tooooooo many.

17. What I find attractive in the preferred sex. pretty eyes, good smell, humor.

18. Cats or dogs? Cats!

19. All of the pets I ever had. fish, haha (my mom has an allergy..)

20. FAvorite flavor of ice cream. yoghurt

21. The one place I want to be rn. on new yearsS eve

22. Where I have lived before. nowhere!

23. I’ll love you if. . love you anyway. but..coffee?

24. The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me. You’re turning into that girl that you blame for everything during your non-existent depression (by my ex-best friend. it broke my heart.)

25. What are my future plans? being happy with myself and where I am

26. An internal conflict I have with myself. When I have a crush and think that he might like me I get insecure and persuade myself that I’m not worth someone.

27. What I’m doing tomorrow. Studying fo uni, ploanning for my america trip in february.

28. What I want to be when I’m older. Wanna be a professional yogi, living a free life.

29. Most embarassing moment. I don’t kow, something in front of my crush probably haha

30. Biggest insecurity. not being good enough for someone

31. What would I do if I won the lottery. Give it to a organisation, my favorite bookshop and open my own cafe.

32. A description of the boy I like. wonderful eyes, very funny, same interests as me, very lovely!

33. What I love the most about myself. My eyes..

34. My biggest pet peeves. older people treating me like a child

35. Favorite Color? rosegold and dark grey

36. What bands I’ve seen live. some german ones, AC/DC

37. How many kids I want in th future. I wanna adopt maybe two ( I’m unable of getting children)

38. My idea of a perfect date. bonfire, a lot of talking, cuddling undr ablanket, star gazing and sleeping on the back of a van.

39. What I’m really good at. Cooking!

40. Most traumatic experince. the car accident my brother and I had shortly after a friend of him died in one.

41. Where I’d like to live. in an english-speaking country like Ireland or England (OXFORD!)

42. The nicest thing anyone’s ever said to me. I’m pretty sure we are in different time zones, and I had to tell you that I absolutely love waking up to your posts. My entire dash in the morning is just autumn and it’s great! (a message sent per tumblr to me!)

43. Do I like where I am right now? quite. It’s a lot better than a few years ago, but I’m still working on it. I’m very grateful tho.

44. What can I hear rn? my tv, music, nature sounds from outside.

45. My realtionship with my sibling(s). it’s wonderful. We talk very often, I can ask him for help anytime. love him very much

46. My biggest worries currently. not getting through my tests and disappointing my parents

47. Three words that describe me. sarcasm, coffee, alternative

48. Something I should have said a long time ago. No.

49. What my last text says. “Yes, I do read texts in ancient greek in my free time.

50. Biggest turn ons. humor, knowing when to be a child and when a man. tag 5 friends @drinking-starbucks @which-witchh @teacoffeebooks @juuleswlz @griffindell

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transjemder · 7 years

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(Okay thank u) SO my friend's name is Lys and dear Lord I am over her shit. So like 3 months ago we got into this massive fight that somehow started w me wanting to stop playing this one game bc it was making me feel stupid and she went off at me saying that I always ruin everything and somehow got to her saying I always ask to copy hwk and always use my mental illness as an excuse (I will admit I do copy a lot but bc my mental illness kinda affects me a lot and I don't wanna get in trouble 1/?)

But then eventually I got sick of fighting so I apologised and she did even tho I was(am) still pissed. Also like Julyish last yr I told her I was nb and queer. So then a few weeks ago friends and I were talking bout the Danish Girl and she started saying shit like "back when he was a guy" and "he, she whatever" I understandably got hella pissed (not out to anyone else but they know I get passionate abt this stuff) and then she starts acting like the victim? And doesn't even apologise? 2/3

And I have friend group A (who are lowkey racist and transphobic but never do anything blatant I can call them out on and I've known them for years idk I'll probs ditch them soon) and friend group B (with fave person ever Fatimah)(I like B more than A) and Lys doesnt like Fatimah and has outright told me and said it's bc she's bitchy (not true) and now tries to deny it??? And idk I'm just sick of it but I know if I bring it up it'll just cause issues idk (thank u for letting me vent at u ❤❤)

okay, let me just start by saying that this lys person does not seem like the healthiest perosn to have in your life. she seems a lot emotionally maniulative and just downright rude as well. in my opinion, she, along with friend group A, are people that you would be better without. so if you can talk to them abt the problems you have with them thats great but i know its hard to do, OR you could just slowly ease them out of ur life cos they arnt good for you.

friends arnt supposed to make you fell unhappy. even if they make you feel good sometimes, when the bad outweighs the good, it might b time to consider cutting them loose.

other than that, ill let you know that you do not ruin everything despite what Lys says, it is okay to stop doing thing that make you feel uncomfortable. im sorry that youve had to put up with friends who make you feel awful, and i hope that things resolve themselves soon and that you can be happy. either way, i am always happy to be here for you to vent to, even if i dont give any advice that helps at all lol. please know that i love you, and i am here to talk to, on or off anon.

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tumblunni · 6 years

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Bunni plays Always Remember Me! Weirdly enough, I always did...

Lol this is a pretty darn old kinda basic indie dating sim I used to play when I was a kid. The writing is real shoddy, there’s like two sentences to every 20 points of statraising, everything’s buggy, there’s no worldbuilding, nobody has a consistant perosnality, they wasted a sweet grandma... Well, basically its a guilty pleasure that I don’t know why I liked it. Except that back at the time there was really nothing like this, this was back when dating sims were barely ever translated. I guess i recall this more fondly than the other shoddy super basic things from the same company, cos at least this one didnt have a bunch of problematic nonsense in it. *glares at Loren The Amazon Princess*

Also its kinda like.. so bad its good? And so bad that I kinda genuinely did feel super excited to hear it got a sequel??? So yeah i wanna do a nostalgic replay in celebration of that! But the writing s REALLY bad so I think i’ll probably be summing it up instead of a comprehensive set of screenshots. Hopefully all these years mean that the sequel might be more.. robust? like its not BAD bad but its really barebones and gives you little perspective on what any of the boyfriends’s personalities even are..

ANYWAY THE PREMISE you got in a car accident somehow you were perfectly fine but your boyfriend has Plot Amnesia and also somehow they’re not allowing you to see him in the hospital and also through a contrived series of circumstances his evil ex girlfriend is faking that she’s his current girlfriend and you’re not...or.. something?? anyway build some stats over two months to either help restore his memory or move on incredibly quickly and date some other dudes also your stepdad is a jerk and you have a cat the best cat

look that cat seriously of all the things i remember in this game i really remember the cat what a weird awkwardly drawn yet somehow loveable scruffmuffin

o yeah and the game kinda has a problem with certain stuff clearly being drawn by different artists and pasted together, lol its mostly not very noticeable tho, its just like sometimes the brown haired and blonde haired boyfriends switch colours and also cats look like sweet sock puppets made of love and purity

also i am sad you can’t date the nurse npc

why did they even draw u a character portrait, unnamed lady who does not really exist srsly all she does in the whole game is say ‘hospital’s not open’ when the hospital’s not open. and like.. stand in the background so it doesnt look like this place only has one doctor. i shall choose to believe she was off living her own gay dating sim offscreen

#bunni plays always remember me

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