#this is a fun hobby & seeing people explore their characters and have fun? fuck yeah count me in

[cwarscars]

just finishing my threads rn but like - i wanted to make a post. 

i was gonna make it on my chris blog because it applies there much more than it does here but basically, what i want to say is - every portrayal matters. every interpretation, your headcanons, your ideas, the quirky little traits or ideas that you apply to your muse whether it be silly little quips about their taste in music or the big brain theory you’ve had because of that one facial expression they pulled in that one scene

- your portrayal matters, is valid and is incredible. you have put a piece of yourself in the art that you’re sharing with your moots ( & your non-moots ) & that’s magical.

passion is a wonderful thing. passion for art, writing, creativity. it doesn’t matter if you have the fanciest graphics or the best writing. it doesn’t matter if you’re opinions go against ‘fanon’ or if your view of a muse is ‘different’. if you write short snappy paras / one liners or fifteen paras of detail. if you like that unlikable or unused muse, that’s fine. and the same goes for if you’ve a passion for a character /everybody/ loves. 

i write this post because after a lot of discussion with people - i’ve noticed a trend of ‘if you don’t write x, you’re not a true fan’ or ‘if your character doesn’t do x, do you even know the character’ - i’ve come to really resent posts like this. it isn’t nice. it isn’t supportive. we can have disagreeing opinions on muses / characters / fandom; but making digs at other users because they don’t see a character the same way as you? not cool. 

i want to say right now that i appreciate every portrayal. seriously. i appreciate the passion, the love - that people pour into their characters. even if we don’t always agree on certain characterisations / headcanons / themes, whatever - i’m never not going to appreciate a person’s time & love going into a character. whether you’ve been doing this for ten years + or a month; i say, godspeed. 

we all know my galaxy brain comes up with the dumbest shit for my man & i go all ‘always sunny meme’ in explaining how i get to my conclusions - it’s because i love doing all of that stuff & i know you guys love doing that for your characters, too. 

don’t ever let anybody make you feel like ‘less of a fan’ or ‘not knowing canon’ just because you like giving your character something different or you don’t agree with a popular fanon opinion. 

as somebody who has seen & felt the feeling first-hand that comes with people putting down others over ‘not being true fans’ or ‘not agreeing with fanon’ - i tell you right now, you’re as much a fan as you want to be. you love your muse as much as you love them. 

if you’re passionate, that passion will shine through & fanon / canon / and all of the rest of it wont matter because that muse will be yours. 

don’t let anyone ever make you feel any differently; you’re appreciated.

#thankfully the ff fandom is pretty sweet for being accepting / lovely to each other #but there are other fandoms where ive seen this a lot #and like- after talking with people #and the nightmare of hearing people say the /same/ thing as me of 'i dont feel like a true fan because of /this/' i just wanted to like #say something and let people know that i support portrayals #like - be passionate show your passion have a ball #this is a fun hobby & seeing people explore their characters and have fun? fuck yeah count me in #(ooc) #just been thining about it #and i know how shit it feels when you get hit with that 'everybody disagrees with me' feeling & it's reaaally rotten #and worse ive been in public discords where people have dunked on some random persons hc #and yeah you dont have to agree with hcs but let people have fun - i have a tonne of shit for heid people prbs disagree with which is fine

[pansy-picnics]

Sorry but your recent artwork has me thinking about parent Varigo and I have to dump my thoughts somewhere. I feel like, if they actually had a kid it would be really emotional for them but in different ways. Varian finds out he’s pregnant and is a little scared at first, but he actually adjusts to the idea pretty fast and is excited about it, because he’s in a good place now and has a good support system. He doesn’t have to worry about his family judging him, he knows they’ll still see him for who he is. Hugo on the other hand is terrified. But not because he doesn’t wanna be a dad, he’s pretty excited about that, he’s just really scared that Varian is going to get sick from the pregnancy, or that the whole experience is gonna be too much for him. He feels like this is just another thing he’s “putting Varian through” because he’s still not quite over the guilt of his betrayal years ago, and now it’s coming back to haunt him. They work it out of course and Hugo realizes that it’s gonna be okay and that he also can depend on Varian’s family for support because they’re his family too. Now I’m emotional. Anyway I love your art <3

AUGHHHH YEAH YEAH THIS IS SO REAL!!!!! i love plots like that fr, their characters are so fun to explore😭😭😭 Honestly? i think in the right circumstances hugo could be a deadbeat dad. like he could just straight up leave bc he’s paranoid varian or the kid would get hurt or he’d put them in danger or something. he’s the kind of guy who’s always Running! like i could think of scenarios where he’d run away on their wedding day too. those are both horrible extremes SORRY FOR THE ANGST I JUST THINK IT’S NEAT.

i think hugo’s always WANTED a family but its something she’s always viewed as unachievable, mostly bc of the shitty living situation hes been in for most of his life. she could barely survive on her own and she’d never want to drag someone else into that yk? and she’s still scared of that commitment even after she moves into the castle, bc what if she DID have a kid and then something happened and she couldn’t take care of them anymore, or she ends up on the streets again….and what if she just ends up abandoning them? what if she’s no better than the parents she never even knew? it’s like, obviously she wouldn’t do any of those things or be in those situations but she has….a Lot of anxiety around it for sure. but i also think that she tries to adopt literally every orphan she and varian see. she LOVES kids as much as she pretends she doesn’t and its very obvious….she just hasn’t really had the privilege to be able to think about it until now.

varian…i think he goes either way, he doesn’t really plan to have kids but he’ll kinda learn to adjust to whatever, he’s also just a very family oriented guy so he’s definitely not opposed to that kind of role. in my head they usually adopt bc i think varian like, Hates anything related to the human body at all so even disregarding the gender dysphoria pregnancy is SO gross to him. idk why i just think he’s silly like that. hell make bombs and poisonous chemicals but he remembers people have organs and he wants to throw up. i’m not opposed to the idea of them having biological kids at all though…especially considering all the art i’ve already drawn for it’s us against the world LOL. personally i think even if he weren’t opposed to the idea he’d be miserable the entire time, and not even like in a serious way necessarily he’s just REALLY mad that he can’t work in the lab anymore. he’s pissed about EVERYTHING, actually. he’s bored and he’s tired and he can’t work and he feels like shit and he doesn’t really have any other hobbies either. his whole life and routine has been completely fucked over for nine months and SURE he loves the kid and he’s excited but like why does it need to be in there that long. why can’t it just come from the stork or something. 🙄/j

i think he might pick a few fights with hugo bc of it, just because he’s so overwhelmed and emotional and doesn’t know how to handle it, but hugo’s really understanding; also they’ll honestly take any kind of treatment from him because they’re like, “Yeah i probably deserved that”. which varian does NOT like btw and always gets on his ass later to stick up for himself more while also in tears apologizing for yelling at him

idk i just think them as parents would be Sooo silly. neither of them have any clue what they’re doing. dude if those two had a baby? Dude can you imagine? varian’s sooo fucking sheltered i think he’s only interacted with like, 2 babies in his entire life. quirin stays with them for tje first few weeks bc varian literally just has NO clue what he’s doing and is crying to him all the time. and hugo like, has an idea of what to do but he’s also SUPER paranoid. they’re both just staring at the kid while they sleep not so much out of adoration but because they’re just terrified they’ll stop breathing at any moment. you cant convince me that either of them know how to change a diaper. They’re gonna bring out like full lab gear. like the gag where the dads will pull out full hazmat suits for the diaper change. That’s them idc

ruddiger is also SO protective of their kids from the moment they’re born, like he jumps up into the crib and snuggles up with them and they always IMMEDIATELY stop crying. olivia is the opposite. she’s kinda like a toddler who just got a new sibling she didn’t want. shes pissed that she isn’t getting hugo’s full attention and keeps being a brat about it. hugo’s just trying to calm down his baby and olivias glaring at him while she’s about to push a glass off the table

yeah idk i. have a lot of thoughts abt them too they’re so beloved to me

#tangled the series #rapunzels tangled adventure #vat7k #varian and the seven kingdoms #varian and the 7 kingdoms #varigo #tts headcanons #varian #vat7k hugo #pansy rambling again #ask #tangled ask #hugo rottewange

[blackberriebrambles]

The thing that's fun about the Vees is that they're all just horrible people. Like, genuine scum-of-the-earth evil. They feed off of each other's terribleness (and idiocy) and it's just such a recipe for disaster.

Like, everyone knows that Valentino deserves fire and brimstone and everything in-between. He's a predator, he's abusive, he's violent - that is all very evident onscreen.

But Vox and Velvette are bad too! They're all toxic as fuck! It's why they all get along so well!

Vox, especially - so often he's made out to be this guy who got caught up in the wrong crowd (and to each their own! You don't have to agree with my interpretation - that's part of the fun of it!). But, as far as I see it - the man is obsessive, manipulative, unstable, and he does not care who gets hurt so long as he gets his way. He volunteers the "lowest earners" as cannon fodder for Valentino's temper tantrum, for fuck's sake. His whole thing with Alastor, as funny as it is - HUGE red flags, there. This is not a good person.

Velvette - we don't know much about her history, but we do see her onscreen as impulsive, brazen, unapologetic, and bloodthirsty. She has a very "I do what I want, fuck you" attitude, which in and of itself is not necessarily evil, but combined with her involvement with Vox and Valentino - it spells trouble. I'm excited to see more of her next season.

And I mean, the show is set in hell, and these are Overlords. It's kind of a given that they're not gonna be saints. But every so often I see a take that seems to try to soften the sharp edges so to speak, and I just. Yeah, sure. They're people - that means they're complicated and complex. They can hurt, and they can also be hurt, and sometimes it's fun to explore that. But also, I think it's really fun to let them be evil and explore that, too.

A lot of people seem to be afraid to talk about or explore toxic/abusive/morally abhorrent characters. They seem to feel the need to either justify/explain away the bad things, remove them, or very explicitly state that "Character does bad things and so I hate everything about them and also anyone who likes anything about them deserves to rot in hell" (hyperbole here, kids). It's okay to write about characters doing bad things. It doesn't hurt anyone, and it doesn't mean that you approve of what they're doing. Also, it's okay to explore characters that are morally despicable and their complexity. Evil characters aren't always evil all the time. Bad people have feelings, emotions, likes, dislikes, passions, and hobbies. Bad people can be hurt and suffer and be likable. Exploring this in fiction is not bad.

I guess the point I'm trying to make here, in a roundabout way, is write whatever the fuck you want. It doesn't hurt anyone, and if they don't like it, they don't have to read it. They're fictional characters. Go crazy.

#hazbin hotel #the vees #what started out as an attempt at character analysis veered left into 'write what you want rant' territory #i don't even know #i just think it's a shame that people seem afraid to write about certain things because they're afraid it makes them a bad person #it doesn't #that's wacky nonsense #write whatever your freaky little heart desires

[twst-drabbles]

Who do you think are the most kinky and the most vanilla characters in NRC?

Oof that's a hard one cause there's a distinct difference between being kinky and being horny. For example, I'm ace all the way, but I'm a kinky as fuck individual ranging from edging all the way to pain play. I don't get horny so much as I get an immense power high from it from having them squirm.

So, with that out of the way, let's take a look at kink levels.

The most vanilla have to be Riddle, Deuce, Jack, Sebek, Idia, and Malleus. Vanilla, as in they haven't had time or are in the correct situation to explore their kinks.

Riddle is certainly hesitant on exploring such subjects and is going to need a caring hand to help him discover the things he likes. He's very easy to overstimulate and isn't exactly into that so one has to have patience with him and take it slow.

Deuce is simple. He likes being praised, told he's a good boy and all that. Most of the time though, whatever kink you might be into, he'll try it out for your sake. His enjoyment is mostly tied into how you enjoy things, but do keep away from extremes like knife play or consensual non-consensual role-playing. He gets a little into his head and it hurts more than it helps.

Yeah, Jack. He's into some kinks but they're mostly little things, such as blindfolds and just a general light sub-dom dynamics that are just orders. He doesn't particularly crave them and mostly just wants to lay in bed together. Another sensual lover. So yeah, he has some kinks but they're not his priority. And will probably go without them 70% of the time.

Sebek...need I say more? The man is so focused on his current goals in life and sharpening his own self that the thought of jacking rarely crosses his mind. He keeps himself busy, too busy actually. Getting horny is just another test for him to endure, an obstacle that keeps him from being the best he can be.

Idia has a unique love-hate relationship with kinks. He certainly imagines indulging in bondage or somnophilia or other such things but actually bringing them to reality? Makes him want to shrink himself. That being said, he's another dude that's easy to overwhelm. Take it slow and wait for him to being up kinks in his own time.

Malleus, I know people like to say he has to be kinky with a breeding kink but nope, he's another dude that gives me ace vibes. Is definitely aware of the things people are into but they really do nothing to him. And then he proceeds to never think on that subject again. His mind lingers on other stuff, such as his princely duties and his hobbies. That being said, he isn't strongly against kinks either. Whatever your want to experiment, he's willing to try.

Now for the kinky, it be Ace, Epel, Ruggie, Rook, Lilia, Jade and Floyd.

Ace knows what he wants. He knows what he likes and what he doesn't. Though, that being said, dude's never truly experimented so the experience is going to be something else for him.

Epel...oh boy. Man is going to speedrun any all kinks he can find. His poor browser history. Truly, the wonders of the internet.

Ruggie is always willing to try and see if he enjoys it. Normal sex is nice and all but he gets bored easy. He wants to try new things after all. But, the aftercare has to stay the same, if only to help pull him out of his headspace.

Ah, Rook. He's kind of an obvious one. Definitely into some power play where he's at your mercy. Much like Floyd, he's willing to experiment with the more extreme side of kinks and is very, veeeery into some role-play.

Oh Lilia has experimented, no doubt about that, and finds that he really likes being a fucking brat. A menace, a tease, someone who you just want to both kick and fuck him to shut up. Really, you can't get truly angry at him. It's the fun kind of irritation, cause you both know he wants you to put him in his place.

Jade and Floyd are into humiliation, though in different categories. Jade is more into verbal degradation, likes being made to feel like he's less than a person and is just someone to be used, while Floyd likes to be hurt and spat at. Of course, they're both insufferable when the play is over and need aftercare. Floyd's a cuddler and Jade needs a good back rub.

As for everyone else, they're in this nebulous zone of "Not kinky, not vanilla either," a sort of flexible zone where, depending on the partners they have, will end up either more kinky or more vanilla. So, people such as Kalim, Jamil, Azul, Silver, Trey, Cater, Leona and Vil are under that specific zone.

At least, that's how it is in my head.

Again, this is kinks, not levels of horny.

#admin #NRCuriosa

[1moremilgram-enjoyer]

Damn now other people are starting to send asks...I need to up my annoyingness ante more /joke /lh Kazui and Amane will be the last two I ask about since you already did posts on them, and Es and Jackalope will be the next one, so as I see it the next one on the list isss...Yuno! She's currently fighting in my mind to turn my favorite quintet into a senary because one of my friends really likes her and it kinda got me to analyze her more, so I'm interested to see what you think !

Yeah I don’t why why everyone suddenly started sending asks I wonder who gave them that idea Õ_o /j /lh

CW: Abortion, sex work, suicide.

Uh… so you know when I said Shidou was the character I thought about the least? I… may have deadass forgotten Yuno existed when I said that ngl. I’m sure I’ll go insane over her when I get to analyzing her videos more in depth, but for now she’s kinda flown right under my radar. I’m sorry, I just weirdly can’t find it in me to care much about her. Obviously it's perfectly fine for others to enjoy her, and I don't think there's any major issues in her writing, it's just I can't get too invested.

I mean, it’s sorta similar to the Mahiru situation for me. It’s implied by the fact she really doesn’t seem to care about money that she was engaging in compensated dating just for fun, which… I just can’t relate to, I don’t like sex or dating. But sure, stay safe and slay or whatever.

(T1) Q20: The most expensive thing you've ever bought?

Y: What did I buy? I think a stuffed animal.

(T2) Q7: What would you do if you receive One Million Yen and you must spend right now?

Y: I'd have a nice meal with my family, then give them to my friends.

Now, I actually could sorta relate to her whole deal about always seeking “warmth” because she always gets bored of things easily (I think that’s what’s going on anyways).

(T1) Q24: Do you have a future dream?

Y: I wish I can find something I can really get absorbed into.

Me before DRDT and Milgram.

However, I just feel like it’s not explored in a very interesting way? She's not exactly Veronika Grebenshchikova you feel. Maybe I’m missing something, but “bored girl finds a hobby” is not the most compelling storyline in Milgram. Am I supposed to be scandalized by her compensated dating? Cause I’m not. I’m not gonna tell her how to live her life.

You could argue there's maybe safer and possibly better things for her to get into, but any actual discourse which could exist around that part of her story comes from the subject matter more than Yuno, if that makes sense. And I'm just personally not very informed in the whole subject of compensated dating, plus I find it a bit uncomfortable to research too much for personal reasons, so I feel like I can't fully immerse myself in it.

Which gets us to her “murder”, and I’m gonna be honest, I feel there’s some kinda culture shock thing going here. Because a big part (read: the main damn point) of her second VD is that it’s stupid we try to justify her actions for her, that we pity her without knowing the full story, that she doesn’t want to hear our excuses for being forgiven, etc…

Tear Drop: Feeling magnanimous? INNOCENT? I'm so not that

(2nd VD) Y: Even if I was scorned by you, I would have been okay with being told I'm not forgiven. I don't believe I'm not in the wrong. I'd accept it.

So she doesn’t think she’s innocent necessarily. She speaks vague on purpose, but that’s what’s she’s getting at. She thinks if we vote her innocent it must be because we’re looking down at her or assuming things about her life which aren’t true, it’s the main point of Tear Drop.

But… We don’t need excuses, Yuno. You did nothing wrong.

I usually say that as a joke, but here it’s just true. And any kind of moral ambiguity which may have existed is completely thrown out the window by the fact we’re comparing it to actual first degree murder. Girl we forgave the fucking organ harvester three numbers away from you why do you think we need excuses to forgive you? Innoing her is the easiest decision in all of Milgram imo.

Like I said, possibly a cultural issue? It’s not like I live in a particularly progressive country, but in the online circles I run in its very much accepted abortion isn’t murder. Yet, that’s not what she believes.

(2nd VD) Y: I have no intent to say abortion isn't murder. I'm a respectable murderer.

Or… does she?

(2nd VD) Y: To the extent of understanding the feeling of actually taking a life... I couldn't feel that that was a life. A discomfort and…the sensation of a foreign body….

Girlboss make up your mind.

The point is that she even regrets what she did, and wishes she could have prevented it.

(T2) Q10: If you could turn back time, would you commit the same murder once again?

Y: I'd make sure that I won't have to commit it. That's it.

In any case, I hope I'm making some amount of sense, and I can get across why I struggle to really get invested in analysis of her. Sorry.

Of course, voting isn't the only aspect of Milgram, but I also just don't find her personality and character arc all that interesting. Personal opinion, I don't think it's badly written or anything, but I just find it significantly less interesting than other characters.

That said, the most interesting thing to me is that she might be dead?

Y: Oh! Also, that reminds me, there was one thing I'm curious about. Es: What? Go ahead and say it. Yuno: Am I…really alive? Es: That's…what do you…. Yuno: Hm…if you don't know, then it's fine. Es: Yuno…. Yuno: Hey, it's time, right? Es: Y-yes. Prisoner number 2, Yuno. Sing your sins.

That's peculiar. Given the Haruka suicide theory I brought up in my post about him, it's definitely a possibility she's dead. It's possible she went through an unsafe abortion, given this question:

(T2) Q20: Did you hate the person you killed?

Y: It was too much of a pain to for me to think about anything.

So there's potential death one. Potential death two is her Undercover silhouette shot.

Given I have no idea what the deal with this scene is, it's possible she jumped from here? I guess she does fall from stairs at the end of Umbilical, although she lands upright, though maybe that's her landing in Milgram? The issue with this suicide idea is this answer:

(T2) Q17: How many years do you want to live?

Y: About 40 years would be just right, I think.

... Okay, well, that's a concerning answer, kinda wish we got a bit more insight into what the deal is with that, but the point is she's currently not forty, so.

Anyways, that aside, I don't know what else to say. Yuno really hasn't rotted my brain as much as the other prisoners, so, uh, sorry I can't go any deeper atm. I feel kinda bad I can't say anything more positive since you clearly like her (_ _). Hope it's alright! Take care!

#yuno kashiki

[deadlysoupy]

I’m curious, what are your unpopular opinions about tmnt 🔥 and writing 🔥

hi dude!!! im surprised to see you in my askbox and honestly very flattered 😳😳😳😳

for tmnt: while i sometimes come out as someone who dislikes rise, i think it's very fun and enjoyable. it explored new ideas, gave a lot of edge to old characters and created new ones who are in my heart forever (Draxum gets too much hate imo)

but i feel like people give it too much credit. it's not my place to criticize it, but i really think it has some major turn-downs (at least for me). when the show aired, i thought of it as a little silly time, when i can just watch a purely fun show about ninja turtles without plot-heavy storylines like we had in the past. i was also delighted when there wasn't a trace of Leo and Raph conflict we had in every iteration. it was like a breath of fresh air, i was enjoying it. but the pacing changed and it became serious. while i don't think it was too weird, it still felt jarring, i didn't know what the show wanted to be anymore. the second season is a doozy, which is understandable and it's a real shame we didn't get those filler episodes that would flesh out the characters more.

and the rise movie. man. it gets some things just right and some things wrong. and again we get that Leo and Raph fight about being a leader. Leo gets too much attention, both in the show and in the movie. it's really getting on my nerves.

one thing i applaud rise for is giving Mikey that edge people need to see more - his personalities, to be precise. i feel like we kinda forget that Mikey should be a bit insane, and rise, thank god, sees it as an opportunity to show him unhinged a lot of times. not enough, in my opinion, and his character got a little too soft when the movie came out, but the effort was there and i'm really grateful for that. it's why i love 2003 Mikey with all of me - he's fucking bonkers, has no filter, and will cause mayhem just to see something explode. i really hope MM Mikey will be like that, too, thought i don't have high hopes. he still looks fun tho

little side-notes: i hate hair on turtles (ew) and most of rise fandom is toxic (can't go into this bc i'm afraid people will shit on me)

for writing: writing is a chore. like, really. writers say a lot of times that they want to see words on their google docs magically appear without them having to write anything, and i completely agree. as a writer who majorly writes in their second language (thus i have difficulty writing in my native one (don't ask me how that works, i don't know either)) i hate actually writing words. i've been doing this as a hobby for about four years and i still have no idea what my style is and how to not sound like a moron or a ten year old. i look back on my writing and see a child, not an adult who studied english for most of their life. hell, i'm getting my eng major (sort of) and getting ready for international english exams and i still sound like a baby with images in head but no words to describe them. it sucks.

i enjoy storytelling a ton, but no matter how much everyone will say to you "you shouldn't worry too much about words, this is a story only you can tell, if you have a story you should share it!" it doesn't work that way. you need to be able to both feel a story and be able to tell it, and if you can't find the right words that punch people in their hearts, it won't do that well. so maybe some people who are full of imagination and stories to tell simply aren't destined to become writers. this is either a harsh truth or me just being a pessimist, idk

and i think that's it! i dunno if these are unpopular or not but they've been on my mind for a while so yeah. thank you sm for this ask!!!!!!

#woof this was hard #hopefully i made sense bc i dont sound sane to myself lmao #tmnt #rottmnt #writing #poopoo answers

[discodeviant]

5 Things You Never Get Tired Of Writing: tagged by @ariesbilly ✨💖

rules: list five things you never get tired of writing. it can be tropes, themes, characters, phrases, whatever brings you joy. then tag five people!

tagging @writer-in-theory @whenyouwishuponastar7 @feverreaver @ihni @decadentworld @harringrovest @prettyboybillyhargrove @dragonflylady77 <3 obv no pressure babes I just think u r all very cool and am interested in what you have to say! also definitely tag me if u do it pls and ty

5. ROMANCE: Duh, it's like 90% of the shit I write lmao. I am the hopeless romantic of hopeless romantics, and I only want happy endings (even if said "happy ending" is debatably positive or otherwise bittersweet; if they end up together, I'm satisfied). Point being, I am a fucking sap and not afraid to admit it. My favorite kind is falling in love, so I will read and write the same two characters doing just that a hundred times over and want it a hundred times more. If it says "_____ to lovers" gimme gimme gimme.

4. SEX WORK: Bit out of left field, but I enjoy many different forms of sex work in romance and angst (i.e. phone operators like my fic includes, call boys on the corner, porn/streaming, chatting, etc etc). This is one of the few subjects I don't mind writing in a modern setting for, because technology can actually make it interesting in ways that it doesn't for me otherwise. And going into my next point...

3. PERIOD PIECES: Anything set before 2005 or so is my go-to, mostly because I just really don't find it interesting to write within a time frame I'm familiar with. Especially not social media. There are a few exceptions--Kurt Kunkle being one of them since his whole thing is based around this specific era of the internet, but generally I prefer older settings. 70s-90s are my favorite, I like the 20s-40s for mob and war stuff, 18-19th centuries are fun too. Medieval shenanigans from time to time, I'm not too picky :P

Stemming from this, I also do like stories set far into the future (like DBH, which granted isn't that far, but it feels far) because it's also unfamiliar, and there's a lot you can do with tech that doesn't exist!

2. WORLDBUILDING: Not something I share, but I've been deeply invested in it since middle school--constructed languages, religion, politics, species, races, biology, etc. It's just fucking fascinating. And while it's a hobby that I sort of drop and pick back up from time to time, it's always always always just as interesting when I go back to it. The interest stemmed from when I found out that Simlish wasn't just random garble, and then I learned that Na'vi is a heavily developed language, which led me to the world of conlang, and now I'm a linguistics nerd on the downlow, so. Yeah. I've got ideas on how to incorporate that into Stranger Things; maybe I'll write them xD

1. CHARACTER STUDIES: And, at the top of the list, by contrast, I don't actually give a shit about the world most of the time. I want to dig into one character's brain with a hammer and chisel and feel every sense through words on the page. Goes hand in hand with romance, but I'm interested in relationships as a whole (romantic, platonic, siblings, parent/child, etc), and I want it from one perspective at a time. I want to see how a character evolves through the circumstances. What motivates them, what's their breaking point, what makes them shut down, what makes them desperate enough to beg. I'm more interested in internal struggles than external, which is what you'll find in my longfics since there's more room to explore, and that's how I tend to form characters in my head.

So, tldr, old-timey romance with a dose of modern influence that's seen through one character, and--separately--textbook-level info on the complexities of a constructed world :)

#.disco #went a little overboard perhaps #oopsie

[another-dra-anew]

Higa (- definitely someone you don't know yes yes)

I GENUINELY HOPE CANON HIGA EXPLODES I NEED TO PUT THIS DISCLAIMER UP. AAAA

anyways. nothing i can think to cw for/have been asked to cw for iirc? mentions of higas favorite hobby (committing hate crimes) but that’s abt all.

- My identity hc for them

homophobic homosexual. there’s nothing more to say- wait. sorry. he took the wrong red pill noooo higa no!!! okay now there’s nothing else to say

- Thoughts on their home life/family

now we start the fun game of how do i chat about my kids without spoiling things… ya know. okay. i think his paternal grandparents are actually p chill they’re just not even remotely involved bc they live vv far away. they’re a bit upset with tatsunori for never updating them. higa used to send them tickets to all his Big games but then he overheard them joking with tatsunori about how they were always traveling home just to travel back out again. so. he doesn’t send them tickets as often now

- How i feel about their canonical writing/handling

i think in a lot of early posts i wasn’t confident enough in my writing to make higa more of… a actual Issue? he was kinda just a dick who got shut down quick by everyone. so i need to go back and fix that. need to show his actions are like. Very Bad, and he def faces consequences.

- The one thing i’d want to make canon about them

uhh. well. u see. im kinda writing beta so. the only thing i can really think of is like… making canon “if (x) had happened to higa instead of (y), then he would’ve turned out like (z)”, since i can’t reallyyy… get into backstory changes like that? 

- My number one favorite ship for them

i think non despair red pill is fun!! (specify non despair because the kg isn’t really the best time for higas personal growth, which is smthn red pill kinda hinges on)- SORRY PEOPLE WHO ARENT IN THE SERVER? i don’t remember if this joke has breached contamination or not. red pill is yamaguchi/higa. 

especially in non despair (since side stepping away from others isn’t really a option in the game + kinda makes people feel homicidal), they both wind up kinda isolated/on the fringes of group interactions because they’re not just. abrasive but they say shit that actually feeds into negative stereotypes. so people r a bit. steps away from them. so should they both get the chance to grow and change they can bond over how hard it is to try and integrate into a group u were excluded from because of like. ur own decisions hurting people in the group. 

- …Now everyone else i ship with them

higa keeps hate criming people it’s kinda. hard to ship him with people. that being said i think it’s silly to say he has a bit of a crush on maeda. cuz i promise u all maeda, at best, is 😐 at higa. i don’t ship them together but i think the idea of higa having a crush on maeda is funny. it’s definitely not canon tho i don’t write beta with that in mind

- The thing i will NEVER ship

see above. god damn it higa. (not that u can’t hurt people and genuinely change and grow. but like. yeah i think a lot of those ships have kinda sunk). 

- a dynamic/relationship i wish was explored more (in canon, or in fandom)

hmmmmm…. i’d honestly like to talk more about kobas feelings on higa? specifically within the context of the game where it’s like. obviously koba doesn’t want higa to FUCKING DIE but while he understands the situation and knows if he felt uncomfortable or unsafe, he could say so and higa would get booted out. i think he’s just not very happy with the fact that they have to tip toe around higas general evil-ness so that he doesnt go off the rails and like. try to work with monokuma. he’s choosing so much mercy and so much emotional maturity. and that’s what sucks about being confined to one pov character!!!

- thoughts on their design (appearance-wise)

maybe if i stopped giving higa fits that are so easy to clown on, he’d leave his villain era. hm. anyways!! lol sweater vest lol. i do genuinely like his design (been gently working on kobas fit recently and giving them more distinctive color palettes, so that’s fun), buuut yeah! tbh i don’t see it changing i don’t know where i’d go from here. i think it works v well ! :D

- A music-related thought- a song that reminds me of them, or what their music taste is, etc

had to Hunt to find one. but animal - sir chloe makes me think like. a song higa would listen to, then close out of halfway through and never listen to it again but be haunted by the Thoughts it made him Think. im not good at interpreting songs the way they’re meant to be interpreted. :(. sorry to everyone behind sir chloe. 

#higa mitsuhiro #ask meme

[klysanderelias]

there's a post I saw recently that unfortunately I can't find again, but basically it was saying 'not every ttrpg group has to be dimension 20 or critical role, you don't have to hold yourself to the standard of tolkien-esque narratives, sometimes a dnd game is a guy who's read the rules a couple of times copying the story from dragon age 2'

and as usual for me, I thought too much about that and I'm mad about a thing that's only really tangentially related to the original inspiration.

tl;dr it drives me crazy when people treat ttrpgs like playing call of duty with your buddies after work, where you're just going through the motions, instead of engaging with the story and getting invested. (and I know. not everyone needs to play games the way I do.)

But it's this problem where I have played in SO MANY GAMES where it's so clear that no one is bought in. I've had so many DMs who ran the adventure like they were trying to clear a level. It's rote - it's not just railroading, it's like being on a tour that's timed down to the minute. There's no time to stop and ask questions. There's no time to explore. Everyone is tapping their foot and looking at their watch any time you're not walking to the next thing to look at for twenty seconds.

And yeah, not every game has to be a professionally written campaign with a theater kid GM doing voices, but sometimes the other direction is 'everyone sits at the table on their phones until it's time to roll your attack for the round' and that's so goddamn frustrating for me.

And like, I get it. I really do. Hell, I've been the guy who brought a character to the table with no backstory and no plan, it's just a stat block and a smile, but so much of that feels like a response to apathetic players. It's saying 'if I don't care about who I'm playing, then I can't get hurt.'

And like, sometimes I play a character that I really care about, that i think will be a lot of fun, and I get hurt.

And almost exclusively it's because everyone else at the table sits there and looks at me like cows facing down a butcher when I try to roleplay, and even the people who aren't dismissive are still entirely uninvested.

And I guess it's just the general frustration of putting a thing out into the world and having zero engagement. It's doing a presentation to the class and everyone is zoned out. It's bringing food to a potluck and like three people try it, and no one says anything aside from maybe a quick 'it's good'.

I get that everyone plays games differently, and I know that a lot of people who play ttrpgs are just there for the social activity. Especially for a weekly game, there are going to be weeks where you're just worn out. You're there to be there, and that's kind of the best you can do.

But I can't understand where the fun comes from if it's not from getting to tell a story. Where's the joy if you're not making decisions and having silly conversations and bringing out a part of yourself that you don't get to do in your everyday life? You're a fucking space wizard, and you can't muster the emotion to do more than cast magic missile?

And it's so frustrating, it fucking kills me, to play in a game where I spent a lot of time and effort making a character that's interesting to me, that has a lot of potential for conflict and resolution and emotion, and like six months later realizing that no one's engaged with it at all and that I'VE checked out because it's easier than being upset.

I guess at some point, the umbrage I'm taking here is that every time I see a post like 'don't worry about being perfect, dnd is just about having fun with your friends!' I'm like yeah, it is, and I can't really disagree with you without being the asshole here, but also I want you to have higher standards for the fun times you have with your friends. You're in a creative hobby, not a consumptive one, fuckin' act like it.

Or maybe, I think the vehicle is wrong for the thing you're trying to do, and that's just how DnD works these days - you can find DnD 5e hacks of anything, including gundam. And Hasbro has specifically engendered a marketing strategy where DnD is the end-all be-all party game, and it's insane, but also it's completely understandable why people think that all you really need to worry about is having a character sheet and a set of dice.

But at the end of the day I'm trying to write fanfic with my friends and all I'm getting is blank stares from people who really would be better suited to lord of the rings monopoly.

#I've spent too long on this and it's all jumbled #and honestly I'm not sure it's worth that effort #but I feel like I have wildly different expectations for what an rpg should be #and it's disheartening to be the odd man out #I keep telling myself 'maybe what I really want is to write a book' #and it turns out no #i DO want a roleplay experience where I get to uplift other players and encourage them to tell stories and interact #and see them grow and change and feel #but I'm the only one who wants that #and everyone else wants me to end my turn so they can roll to hit. #vent post #long post

[anonymouslyangsty]

Been seeing a lot of taka lives au which is *chefs kiss* but it really does make me wonder just how difficult taka's physical and mental healing process would be if he survived the hit.

Chefs make out session more like it

But that's a really good question. Like, this boy has a horrible time. He makes his first friend in a death game, only to have said friend brutally murdered in front of him. Then he gets depressed, has a total mental breakdown that ends with him adopting his dead friend's personality, then gets bludgeoned half to death.

Yeah, Kiyotaka is going through it.

And yes, he's the Ultimate Moral Compass. But at that point, you really have to question if his upbeat, kind personality can endure. We already saw him break under the weight of the loss of Mondo, and I don't think he'll ever fully recover from that break.

I don't think he'd snap and break his morals, but I can't see him going back to his normal cheerful demeanor either.

Maybe he'd give up his title of Moral Compass. He failed to keep the students alive, he failed to save Mondo, he lost control and threatened another student, then he broke the rules to try to find an exit. After all that, does he really deserve his Ultimate? He's done nothing but fail the people around him.

Not to mention that Mondo's death in itself shattered his entire worldview. Because how could Mondo, a man he looked up to so much, be a killer? Taka has a very black and white view of the world, and Chihiro's murder utterly shatters that. I don't think he'd be able to pick up the pieces easily.

And honestly? I could see this segwaying into him actually making friends that aren't Mondo. Because to be honest, it's clear that Mondo was his only friend there. Makoto and Hiro were also pretty nice to him, but besides that, he’s kinda disliked or tolerated at best.He's not very popular, and a part of that is because he's so strict.

But if he gives up on his title? Then he doesn't need to be as perfect. He doesn't need to carry the burden of taking care of everyone. And sure, he'll frame it as "I'm not worthy of such a role" rather than "I shouldn't carry the weight of every life here", but the end result of him taking on way less responsibility is there.

Without that strong need to take care of everyone, Taka would feel less obligated to lecture everyone. Plus, he can be less strict with both his classmates and himself. Because let's be honest. Taka deserves a nap and a hobby that isn't studying or working out.

(Dang, now I wish Hifumi was still alive in this situation: I want him to try to show Taka some anime)

Slightly off topic here, but I don't think the title of Ultimate Moral Compass is doing Taka any favors. Yes, morals are important. Yes, working hard is vital. However, Taka is so extreme that he denies himself the ability to relax and also seriously hinders his ability to socialize.

Without the burden of that ultimate, Kiyotaka would have a much richer life. Which is ironic in a way. Kiyotaka thinks that one cannot succeed without hard work, which is true. But can one thrive without a life outside of work? No. And it's only through giving up, something Taka would normally never do, that he can start really bonding with the other students.

Also, if Kiyotaka gives up his Ultimate, then he can be mean to Togami. He doesn't need to take the highroad anymore. Taka gets to punch the hell out of Togami because his bro never got to.

This can all lead to a new Kiyotaka by the end of the game. One that is still trying to help everyone, but is far more open to different points of view. One who is more flexible, and thus more resilient. One who doesn't carry the weight of the world on his shoulders.

Because no, he is not fit to lead them. He's already failed them time and time again. But that doesn't mean he has to give up either. Mondo wouldn't want him to.

So I mainly talked about character evolution, but there's still the physical to consider. He got freaking bludgeoned over the head. And yeah, I hear that head wounds bleed a lot even if they aren't bad, so it may look worse than it is. But still. He's not walking away from that without a concussion.

And I love the idea of that being an excuse for him and Sakura to hang out more. Because of all the group, she and Hina probably have the most experience with injuries, so it'd make sense for those two to take care of while he's healing.

I feel like that situation has so much room for character development! Because let's be honest here, it would've been so cool if Hina and Sakura actually tried helping Taka after Mondo's death. It seems in character for them, because both are very kind people. So this gives the chance to make this happen.

Plus I just think those 3 would have a great dynamic. Both Taka and Hina are loud, expressive, and passionate. With Kiyotaka abandoning his ultimate, he'd have no reason to refuse Hina's indulgent attempts to cheer him up. They can eat doughnuts together <3

Sakura and Taka are both strict, determined, and moral. So I think they could both get along really well! Let them drink tea together, and Sakura can give him some wisdom. She can help him realize that good people can make bad decisions, and that bad decision doesn't immediately make them evil. Good advice given Mondo's death, plus foreshadowing.

Also! I love how this could lead into Sakura's death! Sakura being the traitor would once again fit into that whole "oh no my friend who I see as morally good did something horrible" thing. But now, without the weight of his talent and a more flexible worldview, Kiyotaka can withstand that type of blow.

I can see him and Hina being the ones to vouch for Sakura, to look for solutions rather than attacking her. And when Sakura does die, and Hina has her breakdown, Kiyotaka can be there for her. He knows all too well what it's like to lose a friend to the death game.

Just...let Taka and Hina be friends. Let them be part of the "I made a buff friend in the death game but they became a blackened and died. Also fuck Togami" club together.

So basically: Taka gets a more healthy level of depressed (not comatose) and abandons his talent. That lets him explore more things about life, even if they aren’t related to school. He makes friends with Hina and Sakura, who help him with balancing work and fun (Hina), and having a more flexible view on morality (Sakura).

Then Sakura dies, and Kiyotaka is better equipped to be a comfort to Hina.

#Taka says 'i'm not perfect' and gets character develpment #kiyotaka ishimaru #aoi asahina #sakura ogami #danganronpa #an ask tag

[metalbound]

|| I actually realized while talking to a friend, that I stress myself out A LOT because I keep thinking about me ‘needing to be on here on this blog’ and ‘need to write the replies’ and ‘need to do things to not disappoint my rp partners’...

But then, actually, it’s supposed to be fun, right? RPing is a hobby, not a chore. We all made blogs to enjoy ourselves, explore dynamics of our muses and whatever we wanna write with them. To share said joy with other RPers, maybe find mutual interests and develop plots.

I tend to focus on things and, after a while, it slows down. I can feel myself getting excited over something else and I feel fucking guilty about it - WHICH I SHOULD NOT. Nobody should be! Yet I sit here every day, thinking about how ‘I need to go on my Karl blog and write’, and the more days pass, the more guilty I feel because I think that I am ‘letting people down’, which... is really not the right way to think about it.

Because we all do not owe each other replies. We do not owe our RP partners to reply within a certain time frame. We do not owe each other to keep the things up and running at all costs.

Me thinking about ‘I need to do x and y’ kills my joy. The thing I have made that blog to begin with. It fills me with guilt because I feel that people are disappointed, maybe even thinking bad of me because I may not get to their things in time, or even drop threads. It really shouldn’t be like that though, we all - everyone deserves to do what makes them happy, and feeling anxious because ‘you still have so much to do’ (like, a lot of replies waiting for you to be done) should not be a part of it.

So, yeah, I’ve been thinking about it and came to the realization that I shouldn’t feel exhausted by just being here because there’s those drafts sitting and waiting for me. I also shouldn’t feel guilty for prioritizing other things over RP - or even prioritize other RP blogs over this one.

No one should feel this way - but to many people, this feels like a chore - some even expect it to be handled like one, want you to reply within ‘a reasonable time frame’ (which can differ wildly from person to person) and I get it, I totally do! Especially when you are excited and want to do all the things, it sucks when you try to RP with someone who is slow or even left their blog behind for weeks and months on end or maybe changed fandoms right then.

I totally get it. I am there all the time whenever I hyperfixate on another thing I love and make a blog because of it.

But it still is not a chore and we still do not owe those excited people a reply, even though they kind of hope for it to happen / want it.

But, long story short: I (and every other person actually) should not feel guilty or forced, or anxious or stressed, when thinking about RPing / being on a blog. Yes, I am slow as fuck on here. Yes, I may have not written much within the last months. Maybe I will even be gone for good, who knows? I love my Karl muse to no end and I have a lot of muse for him, I just cannot see myself writing much for him right now and that should be okay. I should stop to feel guilty, I should stop to treat this like a chore and I should be okay with me chosing to do something else / to RP a different character than doing the threads I have on here.

I know there may be people who don’t like what I say here - people who wait since ages for a reply, or who want to interact, or who think I should have gotten to their thread like a month ago. Maybe there are people who are disappointed in me, my writing, me being absent since a while bc I focus on my other blog...

But that should NOT be MY problem, right? As this is NOT work. NOT a mission I have to complete. This is for fun, and as much as I always make sure my RP partners have fun as well while writing with me, my own comfort and fun should come first.

So should yours.

RPing is for fun, I need to remember that. It’s a hobby, not work.

And I’m sorry for disappointing people with being away, with letting things slowly fade or not getting back to them as quickly as I used to. But it is what it is.

#ooc #psa #[not really a negativity so i dont tag it as such] #[if you think i should i will] #8it's basically just...something that i needed to get of my chest] #[if this sounds harsh i apologize it really is not meant to be harsh toward anyone] #[IF it is harsh then it is harsh @ myself not at others.] #[this also is NOT a vague since no one in particular has made me feel a way or w/e] #[just saying this in case someone things im attacking them here lol bc i dont] #[if i'm attacking anyone its myself and my own mental health]

[ladymiseria]

Smut Alphabet- Levi

Considering this a warm-up of sorts to my latest foray of fic-writing.  I have ones for Belphie and Satan planned, as well, so expect those sometime soon.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

-Lots of hugs and cuddling.  Constantly asking if you’re okay, if you need anything, if you enjoyed yourself.  He likes resting on your chest and having his hair pet and getting plenty of reassurance.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

-Levi likes his hands.  All his time spent playing video games has made him very dexterous and he knows it.  He loves using just his hands to get you off.

Levi is a leg man.  He loves anything that shows of your legs like short skirts, thigh highs, fishnets.  He always wants to touch your thighs and run his hands up your legs or even just have your legs slung over his lap while you relax together.  Also, in true otaku form, he’s a sucker for that absolute territory.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

-He’ll never object to coming inside, but he also loves coming on your face (with your permission, of course).  He’s also been known to paint your chest and back with his cum when the mood strikes him.  He’s also into snowballing after he finishes in your mouth.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

-It’s hard to say what could be considered a “dirty secret” since his sexual interests are fairly varied and “unusual”, you could say.  What he would consider his biggest “dirty secret” is that he’s really into being dommed and serving his mistress/master.  This goes hand in hand with his degradation kink.

Levi also wants to fuck you with his tail, as it resembles that of a sea serpent and makes him think of the hentai trope where people are fucked by tentacles.

Also also, Levi didn’t think he’d be into pegging, but now he loooooves it.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

-Probably the least experienced of all the brothers (partially because he so rarely leaves his room), but he still definitely knows what he’s doing, even if a good portion is from dating sims and other such games of a naughtier nature.  He knows what he likes and he wants to please you, as well, so he makes sure to know what to do.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

-Having you on top really does it for him.  But his ultimate favorite is fucking you on top of furniture (dresser, table, things like that) or standing with him fucking you from behind.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

-He can be really goofy in the moment!  He wants to have fun when he sleeps with you, and loves to see you smile and laugh.  Sometimes he gets carried away with his roleplaying, but he’s learned to laugh about it if you bring it up or try to get him to lighten up a little bit.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

-Contrary to what others might think, Levi is actually very clean in terms of personal hygiene, even if his clothes sometimes look a bit disheveled.  He’s clean shaven downstairs because he just likes it better, but he’d be okay with some body hair if you asked.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

-Levi isn’t the traditional romantic who’ll wine and dine you, but he loves hugs and holding hands and being close to you.  He loves giving you soft touches all over and holding you in his arms and he’ll always tell you when he thinks you look good (which is most of the time, but whatever).

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

-Levi masturbates a lot, but less so now that he has you.  That said, he still plays his hentai games on the reg and gets off to those.  He also frequently jacks off to the thought of you and previous or upcoming intimate encounters between you.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

-Degradation, dom/sub, overstimulation, roleplay, edging, being made to beg

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

-His bedroom is his favorite as that’s his safe space and where he feels most comfortable, with your room coming in a close second.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

-He loves when you dress up for him.  Roleplay and costumes are big turn ons for him, so he loves when you dress the part, or even just get cute/sexy for him in general.  He’s also very easy to tease, so little suggestive touches or whispering in his ear is often enough to make him blush and get hard.

Levi also melts into a puddle when you massage/stimulate his head near the base of his horns, even when they’re not showing.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

-There’s not much he wouldn’t do, but he’s not really into physically hurting you for the sake of sexual pleasure, i.e. knifeplay, hitting you outside of spanking, etc.  He’s afraid he might misjudge how much you can take and actually cause you physical harm.  He’s also not much of a forceful dom unless the circumstances are just right.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

-Loves loves loves receiving especially when you let him finish on your face.  He likes giving, as well, but he’s not as confident as he is in his other sexual skills.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

-Somewhere in the middle generally, but a lot of it depends on what you’re actually doing.  He’s easily excited so sometimes he loses himself a bit, but he does love to savor his intimate time with you, just touching and kissing and exploring each other’s bodies.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

-Quickies aren’t his go-to, but sometimes he just can’t resist, especially if you’ve been teasing him for a prolonged period of time.  It’s not terribly unusual for him to snap and pull you away.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

-Yeah, definitely down to experiment!  His otaku interests have brought a lot of different fetishes into his sexual purview so there’s a lot of things he’s always wanted to try if he found a willing partner.  He’s also always up for hearing what you like and what you’d like to try and he does his best to accommodate.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

-Levi is supposedly the least “in-shape” of the brothers, but his stamina is still a bit higher than that of the average human.  In the beginning, he wasn’t able to last very long as he would get too excited and overstimulated, but it’s something that’s gotten better with time (and some training).

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

-Oh yes, lots: he has enough toys for the both of you, and all different kinds, at that, including ones on the more unusual side (hello, monster dildos).  He loves using them on you, especially the weirder ones, as it fulfills some of his weebish fantasies.  Despite him having such a collection, he was always too nervous to use the dildos and vibrators on himself, but, after letting you use them on him, he was easily converted.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

-He’s not one to tease really at all since he’s too awkward and nervous, but he loves being teased, even if he pouts and says that you’re “unfair”, in true Levi fashion.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

-Initially, he’s very embarrassed and tries to stifle himself, but the longer you go, the more his resolve breaks down.  He makes a lot of whiney, whimpering noises and he can get a little loud when he comes.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

-Levi is into being collared and treated like a puppy.  He gets off on you ruffling his hair and giving him commands and leading him around on a leash.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

-Levi has a good body even if he may not be as fit as some of his brothers: he’s still a high-ranking demon, after all.  His dick has similar skin to his tail, so a bit scaly and a bit smooth.  The tip also has a defined point at the very end.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

-Moderately high.  He’s easily distracted by his many hobbies, but it’s near unheard of for him to turn down sex when the opportunity presents itself.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

-Levi isn’t really all that sleepy after sex.  He needs time to recuperate, but he’s usually ready to move on to the next thing he wants to do after a while with little fuss.  

#obey me #leviathan #Levi #smut #writing #ABCs of Smut #shall we date #obey me shall we date #obey me leviathan #obey me levi #obey me headcanons #smut alphabet

[queenofwerewolves]

Future Hope

chapter one - Where it all began.

We all thought the new decade would be a new fresh start, a new beginning for humanity, we were all so excited for the the arrival of 2020... and it's unknown horrors that we awaited along with it.

it started with just jokes and memes, the virus wasnt affecting us, it didnt seem like a big deal. Then it reached Italy, then the United States. In a span of three months, the entire world changed and was affected by COVID-19. Then it happened.. the attack and sudden uprising of those who had privilege, but didnt know of it's power..

it started with the Black Lives Matter Protests, but it got worst, so unhumaningly worse. People around the country and the world tried to help and stop this evil, but it wasnt enough to stop them. The White Suprimacy.

Death, despair, anguish, loss for hope... What has the world come to?

Even after two years of the incident, in the year of 2022, the same horrors from before was still going on. No one could stop them, those who tried were imprisioned or now buried six feet under, people gave up, they lost hope... Until a new reason for that hope arrived.

It started as a friendship group. Eight people of different kinds, intetrests and hobbies brought together by a common interest, which soon grew into an unbreakable bond, sharing pictures or tagging one another with a funny meme attached to it, simple acts but filled with love.. Until this group almost lost a member.

A fight was happening while she was visiting a store, it was between a simple teen wearing a pride shirt and a middle aged man, bickering and arguing issued, but no one expected the man to pull out a gun and attempt to shoot the kid... Only to miss, and shoot the beloved group friend...

She was texting her friends while it happened, only for them to not hear anything for weeks... But she finally replied, after weeks in the hospital, recovering from the shot. One of the members couldnt have it anymore, and kindly asked for everyone to create a Discord account so they could all see how their wounded friend was doing. Everyone agreed, and surprised her with a call.

Maria was her name, and she couldnt be more delighted about the surprise..

"Yo! Yooo Bitch can you see us?!" Shouted one friend from their call

"For fuck's sake Spike the woman was shot and you have to call her a bitch?!" Rudely replied another friend, who's background was dark and gloomy and had far too many halloween decorations.

Maria laughed softly. "It's OK Spooks.. Wow.. I cant believe Im seeing you all.. Just wished it wasnt at the hospital through a videochat..." She said with a soft smile.

"It is truly a concerning situation we've been dragged into.. but it brings me joy to see you alive and well Maria" Said another friend, looking a little too-well dressed in the call

"Im guessing Griff begged you all to make a Discord huh..?" Maria said, looking at the video box of young man with a concerned yet and embarrassed look.

"Queen... We were so worried..." He answered, slightly choked up. "We thought you were a goner.. When you finally texted back I..I just had to see you..!"

Queen. A nickname she never thought someone would ever call her, hell it was a title that she didnt even deserve. Until she met Griff, which started to call her that, and her other friends jumped along, she always loved that nickname.. Made her feel special...

"Seeing you all together... All for me... It makes me want to cry.. But we dont have time for me getting emocional" Maria answered, suddenly stern

"Why is that Queen? Something going on?" Answered another friend, who was sucking on a lollipop during the call, such the sweet tooth she is.

Maria smiled. "No Muffin.. I simply have a proposal for you all.. And I hope you all are in with me...Because Im getting pretty sick of the way things are in this shit world.."

And so was born a new hope, a group of fighters that are indignified about the way things are, and how they almost took their friend away.

After healing completly at the hospital, they all met in person for the first time. Maria told them that they way they are now wont be enough to make a change to the world, but she knew how to fix that. After a small walk through the woods in the park, they came through a gated area, which Maria crawled under a broken spot of the gate and the others followed, doing the same.

"Long ago" Maria started speaking. "After I moved here, I decided to explore around this park for fun. That's when I found this abandoned gate and went through the same broken piece of wall of the gate we all came through, I believe that's here can help us become better then we already are."

Spike, chewing a piece of gum sneered at her comment. "Oh sure, what is it? A wishing well?"

"Well..." She answered as they came to a stop.

In front of them was a perfectly clean, almost sparkling fountain with clean crystal water still working and flowing out of an angel's vase. The fountain was too bright and shiny, it sure as hell didnt match the rest of the area's gloomy and dark visuals..

"It's a wishing fountain!" Maria spouted out, smiling wide. But the rest werent as.. cheery as she was.

"A fucking... wishing fountain?" Spike answered. "You expect me to believe that's a real wishing fountain? If that's true then why dont you wish for this shit world to become better?"

"I tried!" Maria answered "Apperently it doesnt make big wishes like that, it only makes wishes about yourself or something very small. Like wishing your room to be clean kind of small"

"I mean.. It kinda has that magic aesthetic, I mean, that thing is impeccably clean while the rest is covered in dirt?" Kip answered, glancing at the fountain.

"I know it sounds silly but it really works, I actually did my wish already!" Maria said smiling wide

"Bullshit" Spike answered "You aint a fucking Werewolf, what makes you think we believe you actually wished to be one?"

".. Cause I didnt wished to be a Werewolf..?" Maria answered, dumbfounded. "I always said that I LIKE Werewolves, but I never wanted to be one. I wished to be good at using a scythe and knife throwing, like exceptionally good ya know?" She said excitedly. "And before you answer, YES I do have a scythe, I bought one. Dont ask where."

"So... who goes first?" The smollest of the group, Rook, asked.

"I'll go" Said Griff, pulling out a coin before Maria stopped in this tracks. "This.. Doesnt accept coins" Maria said, seeming a bit worried.

"Then what?" Griff answered back, only to shocked when Maria answered "Blood".

Before Spike could throw a fit, Maria cut him. "Just a drop! Literally! I got a needle here with me, all you gotta do is prick your hand and let the drip fall after you make a wish."

"Let's just get on with it before Spike goes crazy again" Said Blink, the tallest of the group and the one to deal with Spike's bullcrap

Griff took Maria's needle and stood in front of the fountain...And said outloud his wish..

At first he whispered his wish, as if he didnt want anyone to hear it.

"Uh.. It has to be out loud or it wont work Griff." Maria said.

"I-I said.. I wish to be a strong, masculine and really beefy Wererabbit that's really manly and buffed up!!" he shouted with a tone of embarrassment in his voice.

"A Werebunny.. Griffy?" Said Maria in disbelief. "What?! It's co- ow!!" Without looking, he pricked his hand with the needle, and let the drop of blood fall into the fountain's water, mixing along with it. The fountain suddenly shined so brightly that everyone had to cover their eyes for a brief moment before it died out.

Then.. Silence.

"... So.. Now wh-AHCK!!!" Shouted Griff, hit with a sudden shot of pain throughout his body, which made him fall on his knees as everyone backed away from him. They watched in horror as not only he grew almost three times his size, but he got much fuzzier, his ears stretched into rabbit ears, his muscles swelled and bubbled as they grew bigger, his body shifted painfully into a hybrid between man and rabbit. When he finally finished, he just collapsed on the floor, panting exaustedly.

His friends were inicially shocked, until Maria snapped out of it and rushed to his side, placing a hand on his head. "Griffy? You OK..?"

He answered, in a much gruffer, deeper voice.. "Yeah.. Yeah Im good.."

"Jesus.. It worked.. Can you stand?" She asked. Griff nodded as he slowly got up and almost knocked his head on a tree branch from how tall he was now. Everyone was looking up at him, jaws dropped in shock and awe, until..

"HOLY SHIT YOU'RE NAKED!!!" Rook shouted as she covered her eyes, running in place "MY EYES!! THEY BURN!!!"

"We.. better finish these wishes quick and get you some pants." Maria added, Griff simply nodded as he covered himself embarrassed.

One by one they did their wishes. Becoming who they wanted to be to fufill their purpose with Maria.

Spike wished for strong arm strenght, fast stamina and an aluminum bat that never breaks, and can destroy almost anything. Blink asked for a sword, the ability to parkour and jump from building to building like some kind of vigilante. Kip asked to be part cat for the heck of it and that whatever she draws will become a reality. Muffin asked to be a fairy, to bring joy because she isnt a fighter. Togekiss asked for high I.Q, the ability to see simulations of possibilities in the future and telekenisis and teleportation. Spooks asked to be like an Underworld Goddess, with the power to summon shadows and have the darkness on her command, and finally, Rook asked to be part bird and a wizard with elemental nature, and musical spells,to honour her beloved Lammy, she also wished to have a split personality to be like her favorite character, ENA.

And so the team was ready, and soon they would make a change to the world, the revolution has begun, it was time to shine..

For a Future Hope.

#Queen's Story #IT'S HERE #FINALLYYYYY #I HOPE YA'LL LIKE IT

[onewomancitadel]

Do you think Cinder has any non violent hobbies? XD

Yes I do and I'm not even sure killing is her true hobby to begin with. I think Tyrian takes 'you've got to love what you do for your job' very seriously but that's not her character. I don't even think her killing of Pyrrha was particularly sadistic; if anything it's her most just kill, other than Ozpin (which was fair and square). I think the more questionable moral acts are the killing of the woman at the bottom of the Vault (she saw Cinder was a monster, so I think there is a 'you see me as a monster, I'll show you a monster' element here) and the big splodey antics on the yellow brick road to Vacuo, though those civilians aren't presumably dead. Anyway: my issue is non-combatants, but otherwise her last cast kill is Vernal. I guess like, if it's not a named character and also not one you happen to care about it doesn't matter, so people only get upset over Pyrrha, and for that matter seem to assign sadism/enjoyment of the kill to it. I think she's very excited about the Fall Maiden power, for what it's worth.

Anyway I do lean pretty hard on the allusions for this type of thing (particularly for constructing my own fic) but given how often her clothes change compared to the rest of the cast, I think she makes her own clothes and probably cares about fashion to some degree. (Thank God. At least ONE of the cast has some sense of sartorial awareness to work with, and with her character I can at least avoid the simpering YA protagonist (often transplanted into fanfic) who hates pretty things but STILL has to have the requisite makeover scene that is obviously necessary because she is UGLY but she doesn't choose it anyway (I think THG is the exception to this) - just leave her ugly! or I don't know, maybe your idea of ugliness is stupid)!

And yes I do like the idea of anything creative associated with her character. I also like that Salem plays in her witch lab making new Grimm and has a fun creative time with things that should not be, because that gives complexity to her as well as themes of creation/destruction, plus Mummy has a new chemistry set and she wants you to show you her new creation. [cue Cinder's fear seeing the Hound] lol

I also think she probably has a lot of skills from working under Madame/learning under Salem and there was probably all sorts of fucked up feelings associated with mending clothes for the sisters and Madame and watching them ruin their nice clothes that SHE could wear. So how she reconciles that could be interesting. In my fic. I can't imagine they'll make a point of this in the show because hobbies are not generally points of specific interest explored like this lol.

I also like the idea she doesn't know she sings but she does (siiiigh yeah I am hopeless. Come on. Show us the poem:

And we said together, there needs to be some pleasure in the world.  And next, poetry is the what is left of life. And we pledged, more singing. And we referenced by saying, In the dark times. Will there also be singing?  Yes, there will also be singing. About the dark times.

Will There Be Singing, Juliana Spahr)

Right so you can tell that I just go really ham on the duality. That's a repeated theme in the show but Cinder I think is probably the figure most steeped in darkness that could be acute light. (Like, Ruby is obviously chthonic, but her light is much clearer, though I think her Wolfiness will come out in the next few volumes).

Also there is the Cinderella (1950 something film) thing of Cinderella singing. So there’s that.

There is a lot more I could say but this is already enough of a peek into my mind so we'll leave it there. Plus you can see in Skimming Eye I think Jaune and Cinder do insufferably cute things together. I could also see her getting into just like, really weird stuff for short spurts because when she's free she can do whatever she wants. Cue an origami collection. And then Jaune just gets her whatever she wants too.

Thanks anon that was fun to think about. Hope you are having a good day so far.

#seraphina's asks #cinder fall sadsack tag

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《What your fav Haikyuu!! Character says about you│Nekoma Edition》

Yo-hoo! Here’s another part to this potential(?) series! I hope you enjoy the possible call-outs in some of these lmao. Writers block been kicking my ass recently but I had a lot of fun writing these. Enjoy <3

You can find the Karasuno ver. here 

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Kuroo:

Have a hand fetish and will not say no to choking.

Daddy kink™

Will not accept anything below 6 inches.

More of a dog person but would love to own a black cat.

You drool over tattoos.

Your grades are mostly B’s but you know in your heart you deserve that A, and tbh you probably do. Chase ur goals bby.

Halloween is likely your favourite holiday.

You have to resist not to carve a dick into the pumpkin EvEry GodDAmN YeAr.

You either study for 6 hours consecutively or cannot study at all and you get very frustrated at this.

Have the potential to be a good leader and command the room but probably don’t put it to use as much as you should.

Your playlist parkours from sad 3am crying into your pillow songs to aggressive punk music you could rob a store to.

You like bad boys who hang around bars and look like they would put out a cigarette on your forearm and call you a slut. Just stating facts sweaty xoxo.

Either dress very feminine and girly with a ‘smol girl uwu’ aesthetic or a hardass punk who would kick your ass for a can of beer no in between and tbh both are equally hot.

You’re a big softie at heart either way and just want to be held and told everything will be okay.

Ur a hoe for when people stroke your hair or caress your chin it’s your ultimate weakness.

Watched Rick & Morty.

Twice.

Sleeves rolled up veiny forearms and donning a silver watch are your muse and something you fantasise about frequently.

Most of your memes are shitty top text bottom texts that are somehow funny and I don’t understand why lmao.

You call someone ‘bro’ even if it’s someone you’re immensely attracted to.

Did someone say ties? No it’s just ur dirty ass thoughts thinking about that hot business dudes attire from across the street and how you wish they were tied around ur wrists.

Probably had a crush on Jeff the Killer as a tween and are relentlessly haunted by your old Wattpad library. 

Tbh any dark-haired dude with bedhead that screams rugged and probably not good for you is something that draws you like a moth to a flame.

You often question why every person you’ve fallen for has been a Scorpio and curse that tendency of yours.

Dw man they’re hot so I feel u.

Kenma:

Went through a ‘I’m not like other __’ phase and it’s something that you think about a lot and wish you didn’t.

Watched dan & phil as a kid.

Any mention of Pokemon has you turning into a rabid beast you get way too excited.

It’s cute though dw bby.

Pretty antisocial but interesting to talk to.

Your family often question how you’re able to sleep in till 3pm and judge you heavily for it.

Nocturnal night owl gang rise up.

Frequently have bags under your eyes but somehow manage to pull it off.

Listen to ASMR on the down-low and will never admit it to a single soul.

Frequently go on BL binges and have many related book marks.

You pray that someone will never find your laptop bc holy fuck the amount of smut on that.

You wear scarves & beanies even when it isn’t that cold outside.

100% went through a scene hair phase/attempted to.

You dye your hair a lot or REALLY want to.

You have a voice kink low-key so anyone with a pleasant/soothing sounding voice just gets u goin’.

Cats are your favourite animal and you either do or want to own several.

Would name them after video game/anime characters u fuckin nerd lol.

Speaking of cats ,you fantasise heavily about cat-boys and have a folder dedicated to them.

Oversized hoodies are your vibe and always ball the sleeve hems in your fist as a comfort mechanism.

Shopping centres are your worst nightmare and trigger your claustrophobia or social anxiety and honestly I feel that spiritually.

Have a cute sticky note collection.

You like a lot of music consisting of guitar and slow/soothing beats.

You also fw EDM/ techno on occasions.

Honestly wouldn’t wanna anger you since you have a seething temper when pushed far enough.

It’s the kinda temper that’s eerily quiet but no less terrifying, like the other person can tell you are graphically plotting their demise.

You love sleeping to the sound of rainfall and often play those nature ambience videos while you sleep.

Never tidy your sheets and it’s just a big scrunched up heap of fabric in the centre of your mattress most of the time.

Make your fucking bed.

Lev:

Your ships are chaotic and shamelessly controversial.

Would do something just for the sake of creating mayhem lmao.

You were the fucker who stuck their chewing gum under the desk, I see you.

Your brain never stops whirring it’s a constant hurricane of crackhead energy and you have no idea how to turn it off. 

Would eat a stick of pencil lead for $2

You don’t help your situation with the amount of coffee/energy drinks you consume.

The class clown who cries themselves to sleep.

Such a wholesome dumbass but somehow kinda intimidating??? 

Even if you’re not confident you can do something you’ll try anyway and honestly I respect that about you.

You !! use!!! a lot??!! of!! random punctuation!!! so you always??!?!? seem!!111!! excited!!!!!11!?

Every time you’ve ever tried to make a sandcastle it has failed.

You tried to eat the sand once but we don’t talk bout that.

You would  also pick up slugs and snails and chase your friends around with them.

Can never tell whether people are laughing with you or at you and while you don’t let it show it high-key bothers you when you’re laying alone in your room at night.

Not one to hold grudges, you carry a ‘shit happens’ mentality which is v good but it sometimes leads to people taking advantage of it or walking all over you.

Your meme collection is both questionable and horrifying.

Like how many cursed images and heavily distorted pictures does one person need.

Never organise the files on your PC/laptop so it looks like a complete dumpster fire.

The one at sleepovers who persistently woke everyone else up with their snickering and refusal to sleep till dawn.

For the love of Asahi charge your damn phone.

I see that red bar and ‘12%’

Charge it now.

Bought a plant one time, gave it a name and talked to it frequently.

It died not long after bc u forgot to fucking water it.

No one better ever make you responsible for a pet.

Type of person that when someone asks you to tag along on an endeavour no matter how stupid it is you will agree.

2am skydiving in france? hell yeah.

Midnight shopping spree and spending over half your pay check? count you in.

Exploring an abandoned hospital and performing an Ouija board to summon the demons of hell? you’re damn right you’ll be there.

I hope you have a mum friend by your side bc if not how are you still alive.

You sometimes put the milk in before the cereal and it’s something I’ll never forgive you for.

Yaku:

Very responsible and usually make the right decisions.

You do have moments where you act like a complete dumbass though.

Like u go from 50 year old to 5 year old in the blink of an eye.

A hopeless romantic but it’s a side you don’t often reveal.

Prefer strawberry milk over any other flavour.

You’re the type of person to shower twice a day w/o fail.

Where that stank smell coming from? Not you clearly bc your skin is basically 90% The Body Shop’s rose scented soap at this point.

You get stomach aches a lot and you can’t figure out why.

Probably an allergy to everyone’s bs.

Really good at dirty talk even though you don’t seem the type so people are always taken aback.

You have to be really in the mood though otherwise it falls flatter than Oikawa’s ass, use your skill wisely.

You often call people clowns when you know you’re secretly the biggest one going.

Honk honk, hoe.

You send messages in one paragraph rather than multiple texts unless you are REALLY excited.

People underestimate you at times then are shocked when they realise you are capable of being a fire-breathing dragon from the flaming pits of hell.

You like spicy chicken wings.

Such a petty little shit at times lmao.

Enjoy the view from the top of mountains so you either hike a lot or really want to.

Way more of a cat person since it’s just much more convenient for you.

Usually pretty cheerful or calm and people are drawn to your stable/friendly aura.

Went through a phase of drinking mountain dew and your body still feels the awful effects

Fav element is probably air.

You’re 5′6″ or shorter.

Box dyed your hair brunette several times and can never get the pigment out to this day.

Yamamoto:

Whenever you smell something weird in the room you always internally freak out and think it’s you.

Head-butting walls is your hobby.

You fell off your bike as a kid and still have the scar on your knee.

Probably have tons of ear piercings.

Would tame a pigeon and call it Larry.

You get frequent nosebleeds and can never tell if it’s a medical issue or your extreme simping for fictional men/women.

Hopefully the latter.

You constantly chew your pen/pencil in class so you never lend them to anyone out of embarrassment.

I really hope no one ever lends you stationery bc 30 minutes later it’ll look like it was mauled by a rabid rottweiler.

You really want to own a dog and would call it something intimidating like Banshee or Diablo.

You bleached your hair that one time and it almost fell out so now you’re forced to stay at least 10 metres away from all at-home hair dye products.

You tried your best though bby so A for effort, even if it did look like dehydrated ramen afterwards.

Your grades are mostly C’s and you’re barely passing bc you just don’t care about your classes lol.

Still though you’re actually pretty smart so put it to good use you lazy oaf, channel that crackhead energy into something good.

Your phone screen has several cracks in it from when you dropped it on the bathroom floor while shitting and you’ll always be angry at yourself for that.

You have some really weird quirks but you make it work.

Actually a v chill person but you just kinda attract chaos/trouble wherever you go.

Carry a lighter with you even when you don’t need one.

Shy texter but once people see you irl you are the complete opposite, you just dk how to text without coming across as awkward.

One of those people that’s unintentionally funny and always get confused when you make someone laugh but it makes you feel good regardless.

Have a cool necklace collection and own at least one dog-tag/army style pendant.

Should really consider buying a rabbit you would look so cute w/ one.

You have really nice legs and people should compliment them more.

Either severely dehydrated or overly hydrated to the point you are peeing pure tap water so for the love of god please learn moderation, your kidneys and bladder will thank you for it.

Inuoka:

Your favourite character would be Hinata but you like people taller than you so your love for Inuoka spawned.

You really enjoy using the double spiderman meme.

Cannot correctly verbalise your feelings without creating a minimum of 10 misunderstandings but once people are used to it it’s kinda endearing.

You usually wake up in a good mood and people can never fathom how or why.

You either stay up till 5am or you wake up at that time no in between.

A morning person bc you love the sunrise.

Change your lock-screen very regularly bc you get bored.

Your humour consists solely of poop jokes.

When you don’t understand a joke you laugh anyway and hope they don’t ask you if you actually get it.

Happened once and you’re still traumatised from the cricket silence that fell upon the room.

Really like the taste of lemonade and drink it more often than you should.

Often think about what you would look like with a shaved head.

More of an extrovert but def have occasional introvert tendencies where you wanna be left tf alone.

Never allowed to pick up anything in stores bc the last time you did you sniffed a scented candle and it shattered to the floor.

Constantly have spontaneous ideas of what to change about your appearance.

You use a lot of hand gestures like thumbs up and peace signs.

‘Dude’ and ‘lmao’ is 90% of your vernacular.

Your nails are a disaster, some are down to the nub while others are pretty grown out bc you only bite a select few please sort it out.

Look really good in red.

Your laptop has way too many tabs open from random google searches of words you didn’t know the meaning to.

You read a lot of books but for like 10 minutes at a time bc you have the attention span of a walnut.

You are the type of person to nuke your AO3 tags with things that aren’t even relevant purely bc you found them funny.

Your Tumblr drafts are a nightmare, you have like 100+ in the works yet keep starting new projects why do you do this.

Happy sunshine but you have a LOT of mood swings like that shit comes out of nowhere.

Cry pretty often but no one ever sees and it’s usually because of said mood swings.

You always smile and pick yourself up again though which I commend you for.

TYPES IN CAPITALS IN SITUATIONS THAT DO NOT REQUIRE SAID PUNCTUATION SO YOU SEEM LIKE YOU’RE YELLING ALL THE TIME.

#hq #haikyuu #nekoma #yaku morisuke #lev haiba #yamamoto taketora #kuroo testuro #kenma kozume #inuoka sou

[cloneslugs]

Wolf + Yayoi + Akiyama :)

this is seriously ill im sorry

Wolf

First Impression: well he seems neat <3

Impression Now: he's very soft and kind.. <3 and very cool very nice man i love you wolf

Favorite Moment: the whole rice thing b/t the divine child and him and kuro, this isnt a moment but i enjoy how he speaks to people he makes me (: 

Idea for a Story: I'd like to see him first meeting Kuro ^__^ that would be cute.. or how he grew up w Owl bc it seems so … … … well anyway he has a lot of cool background that would be fun to explore 

Unpopular Opinion: i think people draw him smiling too much in some interactions i dont want him to even remotely have a sense of humor or even emote well tbqh, not that i think hes unhappy or anything but like well … + also people are freaks w him but that's another story.. i dont think he would date grandpas

Favorite Relationship: kuro <3 it's cute how he actually engages in conversation w Kuro i like how he talks w him and how Kuro talks w him it's nice.. i think his relationship w Owl is interesting but not . good. Emma + Isshin + Sculptor & every other friend he meets i enjoy esp Kotaro ^^

Headcanon: *gives him transgenderism + autism + homosexuality*, selectively mute (:, he also just has a general issue w socializing & when he doesnt know what to say he defaults to repeating people or just ignoring people, he likes being called Wolf by like Kuro and whoever but Isshin deciding to call him Sekiro makes him feel a little something (:, he can "cook" + knows lots of misc skills like sewing and stuff, doesnt like loud noises, doesn't like being in water -_-, i think he has trouble differentiating b/t what he likes v what he dislikes bc hes used to just putting up w things and never really got to acquire preferences ever hes accustomed solely to survival, he's done kuro's hair for him before <3 but he does it very quick and messy but he tries 

Yayoi

First Impression: ig this is her k1 substory idk i just kind of like . wow this lady seems cool ig goodbye 

Impression Now: … hi <3 she holds a very very special place in my heart now i miss her everyday please babygirl come back to me i need you back ive written out how you can come back please 

Favorite Moment: her k1 substory always makes me sad um.. everything in k2 when shes taking charge.. i love watching her interact w kiryu they have a really interesting relationship.. i like when she got on ryuji for his bullshit and i really really like her introduction in k2 i love watching her handle shitty lieutenants <3 i love you.. oh also whenever she looks sad + worries over daigo thank you for being a mom ma'am <3

Idea for a Story: um i have a lot of stuff already written for her bc im a sicko .. um ig most interesting to me is how her relationship w dojima developed & also what she was up to when dojima died and daigo went to prison right after bc i think about that period (+k1 substory) a lot.. </3 seeing what she was doing in 3 when daigo was shot would be nice iwant her to be homophobic to mine i think <3 ik a rggo event covered it but id like to see more of her when she stepped up to he acting chairman & how that went ig more in depth.. or just her general role w the dojima family back when it was relevant and uh yeah <3 

Unpopular Opinion: um i personally would never call her a milf that feels so :x idek to me gross almost not even bc im a homo or anything i just never would it feels too disrespectful aieeeeeee 🙈 also i wish people didn't care for her just as daigos mom or her being more compotent than daigo or whatever idk people are weird about them in a stupid way and i </3 ik shes just a side character but whatever.. also i hate everyone who writes her like "yes i married dojima for power and i crave violence" fuck you im the only right person ever 

Favorite Relationship: um daigo.. i have lots of thoughts they are so nice together ilove them very much <3 kiryu and kashiwagi are very cute w her too they respect her very much its sweet <3 i think nishiki and kiryu helping out w daigo as dojima members when daigo is little has very sweet potential b/t lady dojima and them not saying they outright would be seeking for a maternal figure but um.. also well kashiwagi uhh well i want her to move past her [k2] baggage and um.. um.. 🙈 boyfriend 

Headcanon: she's so bisexual shes very very bisexual and she knows it and no part of it even concerns her shes just bi + also her first major crush was on a girl that went nowhere and it embarrasses her to death <3, her dad is who introduced her to wielding a sword it was a very unorthodox introduction and came about by kind of bittersweet means but she very much enjoys it (he didnt teach her anything more than the very very shoddy basics he really just helped introduce), she comes from a very non-traditional [japanese] family, really bad vanity issues i wont publicly elaborate on, um something about dealing w loneliness, she was like daigo and was top of her class in school, she comes off as prett7 different outside of professional settings + acts a lot colder and meaner than she actually is around work people bc that's the only way she thinks she'll be taken seriously, she was a very excited first time mommy <3 she still loves daigo more than anything, she used to sporadically grow her hair out and chop it all off and grow her hair out and chop it all off growing up mostly as a teen -_-, she doesnt socialize well but shes good at parroting and imitating proper social etiquette,  she has an "older sister", she loved kiryu and then she hated him more than anything and now she likes him again, perfectionist but a lot of things come naturally to her, not very expressive but her eyes give away a lot, she used to really like kazama very fondly until she didnt, shes not much of a hand-to-hand combat fighter but she can handle self defense, cooking does not come naturally to her ):, shes kept every gift + prize daigo has gotten for her, shes not much for gifts (from people not daigo) but she likes flowers 

Akiyama

First Impression: he's funny (: 

Impression Now: he's still just funny <3 but also bisexual i love him he's very endearing and easy to like 

Favorite Moment: hanging out w haruka in rgg5 or any time he is having fun w hana <3 his one substory in rgg5 where you get more of his background is nice or when he first gets together with shinada + tanimura is funny.. anything that's not rgg6 um

Idea for a Story: i want him to hang out w haruka more <3 or just some of his day to day life.. what he splurges on when he does ummm.. background on when he and hana first met + his ex fiance, hin hanging out w the rest of the group .. anything fun i think ^_^

Unpopular Opinion: he has annoying/questionable moments but so does everyone in the series um.. akiyama/hana is superior when he crushes on her hard vs her to him idk if that's even unpopular ummm idk idek any freak stuff w him nobody talks about akiyama much 

Favorite Relationship: hana (: trans bisexuality <3 him + kiryu & haruka are sweet together, him and tanimura are fun.. i think hes a nice central point for both 4+5 protags i just enjoy him <3 hes good w people 

Headcanon: hes the least athletic i think that's canon though, tried to keep a fish tank in the office but hana ended up taking over + then getting rid of it but by then he wanted an office cat or bird or something "more interesting" so that hed feel like taking care if it but by that point she put her foot down on animals, tries out lots of misc hobbies that he eventually drops (golf, tennis(very embarrassing), gardening, etc (mostly sports bc he feels like a lazy piece of shit sometimes + gets splurges of Yeah Fitness!!!)), all kinds of math teams and etc growing up he actually really likes math, has a lot of gifts he chickened out on giving hana just kind of buried in the office, bad at video games, can't cook, he buys lots of cheap things bc he doesnt really see the point of splurging on fancy unnecessary stuff, magazine hoarder bc he just picks up whatever for a mindless read when at the store and forgets if he's gotten it before 

#asks #o7 thank you i love you so much #rgg txt #i literally forgot every one of my thoughys when i tried to wriye tbis i was like i dont know these people suddenly #probably missing info bc i wrote this sporadically throughout the day um <3 i love you