#tired of being strong

[b0bthebuilder35]

#currently #me currently #tired #strong #tired of being strong #reality #life #relax #take a break #I got it #a weight has been lifted #send help #mental health #mental wellness #mental wellbeing #i’m tired #mentally exhausted #emotionally exhausted #im exhausted #exhaustion #im fucking exhausted #in real life #no but seriously #no but for real #no but really #seriously #seriously though #carry that weight #I don’t want to #being strong

[theesupremepeach]

I'm so over this life shit

#sad #help me #depression #mental health #not doing great #tired of being strong #over it all #what's the point #life sucks #no energy #end it now #let me rest #no family #black woman #black mental health #need a hug #need friends #trying to stay positive #too much #ugh why #peace #tomorrow never dies #i'm tryin my best

[rainninpain]

#tired of being strong #tired of being me #lost #i hate being alone #i want to be alone #fuck life #hate life #please dont leave me #free me from this hell

[jumblejen]

Listening to Abbey by Mitski for the past 2 hours. Gonna keep listening to it for probably another 2 hours.

Everything's on fire, why do you ask?

#mitski #abbey #love the song #but is definitely a mood #trying to hire a position #and i was sick for scheduled in-person interview #better now #but candidate 2 is sick for scheduled interview #i'm beginning to think #that the universe is enjoying all of this #the mundane inconveniences #also a friend's husband and kid died in an accident this week #so it's a shitty week #tired of being strong

[cower-before-power]

Send me positive stuff if you have a moment, babes. Life is spiralling once again and I’m near to losing my shit.

#how much more shit can get thrown at me #it’s never ending it seems #trying to be upbeat for the gremlins #tired of being strong

[thekissbetweenyoureyes]

Release

The desire to be soft, the fear of being hurt, the exhaustion of being tough. Wears on the strongest of us, destroys the weaker, until all that is left are those who willfully harm us.

#tired #tired of being strong #tired of being tired #soft #tough

[autumnalreaper]

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#tired of mental illness #tired of being so up and down all the time #tired of being so mediocre #tired of trying to live up to everyones expectations including my own #tired of being so in my own head #tired of being strong #tired of always having to be okay even if i’m not #tired of being me tbh #ignore me

[ladyy--lazarus]

Another depressed day and not being a burden by reaching out to someone so they can pretend to care. Gotta get through & out of this shit.

The 2 people I loved & trusted the most betrayed me within 7 weeks. So shit is bleak & a joke

#personal #whatever #june 23 #2023 #betrayal #depression #hopeless #fighting #tired of being strong #ugh #blah #fuck them #never again #living in a capitalist nightmare

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #toshiro nakamoto #chilchuck tims #kabru #BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry. #Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong: #“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH. #This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated. #I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them. #Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad. #When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment! #I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug. #Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends) #and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off. #I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi. #obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc #YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him. #I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference

[lilyliveredlittlerichboy]

i can already feel myself drawing strength from this latest breakdown and i hate it. why can't i be useless and pathetic for a lil while longer

#i need a tag for my own rambles #tired of being strong

[maskofnova]

I think its a rite of passage to make an au at least once, and ive been thinking super hard about how Sonic raised tails lately. So obviously an age swap au had to happen. Aka, the au in which they are both team turbo nerd and Tails needs a Vacation as a dire medical suggestion. (more rambling in tags)

#tails the fox #miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #sonic au #age swap au #I dont have that many strong emotions about this one! i just wanted to get it done i think #but ill definitely redo this at some point #Sonic at least had the most intense education possible and even though hes not a prodigy he can build with the best of them #the au where they both end up mega nerds #but sonic is a nerd who does olympic level sprints #i like to think he uses a lot of tech in battle but speed is still his strongest asset #he just uses tech to enhance that speed and better utilize it #tails is so so so so tired but he does his best to be a good brother #sonic wasnt there when he was a kid so he had to learn to survive being bullied and abandoned but he found sonic eventually #and was inspired by his resilliance #and sonic admires tails so much his big brother is so smart like whoa #even when he doesnt get it he pretends to to try to impress him #get my boy miles some r and r ASAP #sonic fanart #sonic the hedghog fanart #mogs art

[thottybrucewayne]

When I say "I'm rooting for everybody Black," I mean I'm including Black people who are usually overlooked outside and within the community. Black people whose Blackness becomes conditional the second they confront other Black people about bigotry within our community (Transmisogynoir, Transphobia, homophobia, ableism, sanism, etc.) not abusers and coons...

#thotty speaks #thotty rants #its solidarity this and solidarity that until a Black person who has delusions tells you that saying shit like 'delulu' hurts them #Black solidarity until its time to make a joke about famous abuse survivors #Black solidarity until its time to discuss ableist language being taken as aave #Black solidarity until its time to listen to any Black person who lives at an axis of oppression that you don't then its fuck em right? #Then if they criticize you they cease to be Black right? #Its funny cause I never see yall take this same stance of conditional Blackness when it comes to abusers and predators #Yall can say 'they always trying to take down a strong Black brother a leader in the community' and the nigga you pointing has done nothing #but use his power and influence to harm people further marginalized than him and doing it all under the image of a 'Good Christian Brother' #I'm tired of yall I swear to God

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[mamawasatesttube]

i wish i could organize a timkon giftswap or week or whatever event, but like only for people who actually care about kon as a character, without coming off as a gatekeeping asshole or something lmao

#rimi talks #i really love doing collaborative event stuff. however the horrors #timkon giftswap but in the signup form i put ''whats your favorite issue of superboy (1994)? how about robin (1993)?'' #<- see that would get me branded a gatekeeper and asshole. but also hear me out............ #you see........ the timkon tag is a fucking nightmare................ #timkon giftswap but in the signup form i go ''lex luthor bernard dowd and jason todd are banned from this event btw'' #i can't. i'm not strong enough. ksdjhfjkdhskj #but i WISH i could bc i do love events and collabs!!!! im just. SO tired of everything timkon being so shitty and ooc #bc like. the people who don't read comics latched onto timkon as The Tim Yaoi Ship™ #instead of . like. reading comics and understanding why people like tim and kon's relationship to begin with #augh....... alas. i shall never run a timkon event. it simply cannot be done. but i can yearn silently in my heart

[chaotic-minds-think-alike]

Of course after a few days of nothing, the one thing to inspire me to draw is anger because I kept getting ignored and talked over a LOT while I’m supposed to be on vacation 💔

And also me and a friend were sharing Gabriel posts, so I guess that counts too

Gabriel ultrakilling you (because I’m angry)

#myart #ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #ultrakill gabriel #I love talking and things but I’m sick and tired of being interrupted #I have that very strong urge that if you start talking I will wait till you finish until I start but when you keep fucking interrupting me #of course I’m going to be mad!!!!!!! #siiighhhhhhhhh #anyways enjoy Gabriel I tried to make it look like he’s got his hand to the viewer’s throat

[aha-chuu]

Sorta interesting thing I noticed while reading Kavetham / haiveh fanfiction is that the most popular fanon seems to be that Kaveh is into make-up and has a whole beauty/skincare routine, but -

If you look at their faces, Al Haitham is the one obviously wearing make up? Like he has his peachy eye shadow situation and the same liner Kaveh has. Kaveh does have more pronounced eyelashes (mascara maybe?) but Al Haitham is definitely also wearing some make up, if not more make up.

I sorta like the idea that Kaveh, distractible architect extraordinaire, has the same insomnia I do and so doesn't get out of bed until the last minute before leaving. So he actually never plans time to do complex make up, if any at all, and his hair is stuck with a million clips and no sense of cohesion. His shirt is half unbuttoned cos he literally walked out of the door still pulling it on.

In contrast, Al Haitham has his life (and morning routine) in order, so he has time for a splash of eye shadow in the morning. He's very efficient and bare-bones about it, just a couple of products to look a little more presentable, but it's there. And ofc looking good is important when you're so recognisable.

#Kaveh #al Haitham #Alhaitham #Genshin impact #Kavetham #haiveh #this is also i think a symptom of what i like to call #the babygirlification problem #where people pick the twink (bottom) in the gay ship #and give them the more feminine attributes #which actually isn't too much of an epidemic for these two! #and bottom top hcs are ofc fine #but I'm a lil tired of like #oh big strong alhaitham and his fragile twink bf #saw a fic where they explicitly wrote Kaveh as a catalyst user cos #nahhhh he's too soft for claymore #':/ let them both have multiple attributes come on #also #there is something funny about Kaveh being a disaster and still looking so good #people assume he's putting in effort #but i think that's just me being optimistic about myself #i like Alhaitham more but the adhd blonde in me relates hard with disaster Kaveh man #but then I'm a humanities student who's a bit blunt... #maybe Kavetham is me. I'll give myself that yeah #self love or something