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inkdrinkerworld ¡ 19 days
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just want remmy to tell me "i know baby, i know" as he leads me out of a crowded area bc i got overwhelmed:( and jamie and siri look so concerned but tell me they hope i feel better :(
Oh oh same baby!!
You can’t deal with the screaming anymore. You’d been at a family event, everything was going well.
Then your cousins had gotten in the pool and climbed all over you and they’d started playing music that had your ears ringing and you’re cold and there still isn’t any food that’s finished cooking and you just need Remus.
“Jamie, Siri, know where Remus is?” They’re sat playing cards with your aunts but you can’t find your boyfriend anywhere.
“Not a clue, doll.” Sirius says at the same time James says,
“He went out to come back.”
You walk into the house, bypassing all your aunts and cousins for the front door, you need some peace.
Just as you reach for it, it opens and Remus walks through looking a little sympathetic the moment his eyes land on you. He’s got a couple bags in his hands and a sweater you’d left in the car.
All of a sudden, you’re tired and exhausted and you need Remus more than before.
“I know lovey girl, I know.” He murmurs, ushering you to the stairs. “I’m right behind you baby,” he whispers something to one of your cousins and the boys send you a soft smile as you bound the stairs.
“I’m tired Rem,” you mumble as you take off your wet bikini and reach for his sweater and a pair of dry underwear.
“We can lay down baby, but I want you to eat something first yeah?” You nod, sitting with your legs crossed on your bed and waiting for Remus to pass you a box of what you open and see is your favourite.
“Have it while it’s hot, dove. I got the soda you like too.” Remus sits beside you, stroking your thigh as you eat. He watches as you start relaxing a little, wiping your hands and setting the box on the bedside table.
“Cuddle?” You ask as you yawn, eyes watering from it. He lays down and lets you curl into him. “Thanks Remmy.”
“Not necessary, precious girl. Take a nap baby, nobody’s gonna come bother you.”
You yawn again, rubbing your face into his chest as his hands climb under your shirt. “You’ll stay right?”
Remus kisses your face, “I’ll stay dove. You know I will.”
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starry-blue-echoes ¡ 9 months
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This is a mildly incoherent thought but like- Jotaro and Jonathan having similar Neurodivergent Self-Image Issues but wildly different reactions and ways of coping-
Jotaro stews in the isolation and isolates himself further, sits with the feelings of alienation until they turn to anger, that Something Is Wrong With Him-
Jonathan shoves all the feelings in a dark corner and tries to ignore them. He's the Perfect Gentleman after all. Perfect. Perfect. Perfect. Anything else is masked, to himself as much so as externally.
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I don't have much to add but in my head Jotaro and Jonathan are on both the same and opposite ends of the same Vibe simultanously and I love them for that <3
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mushtoons ¡ 10 months
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omg….same banner
twinsies
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there can only be one 🔪 ☠️💀 /j
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I went in the shower for the first time in a week because my brains a little bitch, someone praise me plz
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boogieboba ¡ 1 year
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I have been thinking about steven grant a lot lately. No particular reason i just think he and i have a lot in common. for example i love me a good to do list and the sleeve cuffs on my hoodies are in absolute shambles and i think that layla el faouly should be able to do whatever she wants forever
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starryiedd ¡ 4 months
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my love language is asking ppl to help me make decisions (I have constant decision fatigue and love when ppl can make things just a little easier on me)
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eldritch-spouse ¡ 13 days
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Anon who asked for an S/O who mimics Breg's chirping is backkkk
Surrounding vocalizations... again. I have vocal stims that vary, but often sounds like a creature vocalizing. Chirps, trills, whines. Depends on my mood. (Thanks tism)
How would Breg react to an S/O who did that almost subconsciously based on their mood? I can imagine him hearing it, being confused briefly, before 'interpreting' the sounds and trying to help out lmao
[Anon, I don't have the tism (that I know of, at least) and I constantly pop my lips, click my tongue and whistle when I'm comfortable. 🤝]
Breg himself has many involuntary vocalizations, as you probably took notice of already. In moments of great focus, you might still hear the ghost of a trill or growl coming from him, and unlike many other monsters, Breg doesn't try to hide his other impulse vocalizations for the sake of acting ""normal"" like plenty of societies demand monsters do.
When he hears you doing your own chirps and clicks, he doesn't actually think too much about it. It's normal to him, he just didn't know humans did it too! That's awesome, maybe you and him are not so different. That idea kind of falters when he makes a reply noise at you and you don't immediately return it. A bit odd, maybe you don't respond to him because your brain doesn't recognize him as kin, and that saddens Breg a little.
Eitherway, breeder vocalizations are very pitch and rhythm sensitive, so Breg can interpret your noises as a plethora of different things. Sometimes it's just a "Hey." or "I'm satisfied."/"I see you.", other times it can be "I have located prey." and that one has him rushing to your side.
Whining is almost never a content noise for breeders, so he's hovering around you trying to understand what the source of the discomfort is. There's a chance he'll start body checking you for wounds, before finally giving up and asking you, feeling like he failed as a partner for not immediately noticing.
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cactikiki ¡ 2 months
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Name your headcsnons about our boi Kieran (Apologies if you have done this already)
I HAVE SO MANY. this is probably a fraction of my headcanons honestly but I don't remember them all lmao. HERE WE GO!
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Kieran
• he has anxiety, the tism™️ and BPD (twinning 🤝)
• stims include tapping his foot, rocking his hand to the side of him, bouncing his leg (or foot) when sat down. He also has vocal stims, which usually come from tunes or phrases he hears; wowzers is one of them!
• playing with his hair is a big stim. He ruffles it, pulls at it, twirls it, strokes it, runs his hands through it, etc. He likes how his hair feels and that's why so many of his stims involve it :]
• he often mutters to himself, whispering his inner thought processes
• his parents left years ago. He has no idea where they went, only knows that they didn't care about their kids. When he was young he was told they'd died, to 'protect' him. You'd think Carmine and the grandparents would've learned from that incident during teal mask, huh? (This is also the case for villain!Kieran, but normal Kieran would likely avoid ever meeting his parents)
• he is terrible at video games. Still, he likes playing them on occasion; definitely more of a 'cosy game' enjoyer with a biiiiit of threat. He'd play Minecraft, Stardew Valley and Terraria for example
• he's short right now– shortest of the friend group– but he'll eventually be pretty tall when he's 17. Shorter than Nemona and Arven at that age, but still tall enough that it shocks people at first
• chocolate wafer bars are his comfort food!
• his grandma taught him how to cook, while his grandpa taught him how to make tea and to knit.
• despite the above, he's not very good at cooking... he burns things. A lot.
• during his emoism™️ he would kick things, punch things, slam things etc and every time, he'd act cool about it until he was out of the room. Then he lets out a little owie or a hiss of pain </3
• started cursing more the moment his hair was tied up. He was convinced it made him sound more mature. Even after everything's said and done and he's doing better mentally + friends with Florian and co again, he can't quite shake the habit and curses every so often in conversation
• resting bitch face + talks in a 'moody' quiet voice a lot, leading people to think he's annoyed when he's actually feeling neutral or even happy
• if cat person vs dog person exists in the Pokémon universe, Kieran’s a cat person. I guess this means he likes Pokémon that are more like cats, whether they actually are cats or not
• he likes flowers a lot. That's it that's the headcanon. I think he'd like sketching them and studying them, maybe his original pokémon team and the open fields of Kitakami made him interested? And, funnily enough, his crush's name means blossoming, flourishing flower....
• he still stays up late and sometimes doesn't sleep at all, but this is much rarer now. Normally it's because he has a good(-ish) reason not to sleep– at least, that's what he says.
• applin was his first Pokémon!
• when he traded Florian an applin, Florian traded back a shiny applin. He actually started this search right after he left Kitakami, and found it a week before heading to Blueberry; he was prepared and wanted a good way to apologise. Of course, he didn't expect what'd happened with Kieran.
• Florian has a shiny furret. It was on his team when he fought Kieran and won; after Kieran boxed his own for being too weak. Ouch.... (based on the fact I had furret as one of my last pokemon when his ace went down </3) this is technically a Florian hc but!! It made Kieran rethink a little, later on. It was also extremely devastating at the time
• Kieran naturally gets really good at battling. He could 100% be part of the elite four or even the champion when he's older, even with him slowing down and doing battles just for fun
• Kieran doesn't always enjoy physical touch, but he's also pretty touch starved. He likes hugs and anything gentle, and usually only from people he knows well
Feel free to ask for more headcanons about him or candyapple etc in future, I love doing these posts!
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sybeezart ¡ 7 months
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Me 🤝 Beedle
Bug tism
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starsbits ¡ 11 months
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i think they would be good friends :] eclair infodumping 🤝 coffee candy cookie asking a million and one questions...... compatible flavors of tism (not ship!!)
[Image ID: A digital drawing of Coffee Candy Cookie and Eclair Cookie standing in the guild museum, with a painting exhibit to the side of them and another exhibit to the side that is not in view. There are several blank green speech bubbles over Eclair, with one orange one interjecting with a question mark before another one of his replying with an exclamation mark. Coffee Candy Cookie has her notepad in hand and is writing, and Eclair cookie has his hand up pointing as if mid-explanation. He is also using a cane with an eclair shaped handle. The wax seal on his hat has a double venus symbol pressed in. End Image ID]
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rdiowxdeaddove ¡ 2 months
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Imagine Gerard having the 'tism and being non-verbal. (i have it too.)
Because of him being non verbal, he wouldnt yell out as you rape him. All he can do his make noises but theyre so soft and quiet no one would hear him.
Poor thing is so confused and has no idea whats going, he doesnt understand why youre doing this to him, why you pulled his stupid pajama pants down while he was asleep and woke him up by fucking yourself on his cock :((
Eventually the sensations become so overwhelming so hes crying and on the verge of a breakdown, but you keep going, it doesnt even matter that hes came multiple times now.
I have autism too 🤝🏽🤝🏽🔥🔥🔥🤝🏽
He wakes up so confused and scared, and he cant even call or help he just puts his hands on your chest snd tries to push you off of him but he’s not strong enough. You just take his hands and push them down and hold them onto his bed so you can finish.
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inkdrinkerworld ¡ 3 months
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Dealer!remus and autistic!reader’s relationship starts off so rocky guys let me tell you!!! Angst to fluff
Remus doesn’t fully get that he can’t just say things- like he’s got to be deliberate and conscious of the words he uses and his tone.
He’s never had to do that before so it’s weird and it’s hard to learn and he slips up sometimes.
One of your biggest arguments happens when he’s frustrated and you’re just trying to help.
You’d seen him so sullen and moody on James’ story so you decided to do for him, what you do for yourself.
You baked.
But then you realized you’re not at the stage where you know his absolute favourite type of cookie so you go a little all out.
You bake chocolate chip biscoff cookies. Chocolate chip toffee cookies, regular chocolate chip and brown butter chocolate chip.
You set them in a cute box and you text Remus that you’re coming to see him. You’re thinking everything’s going to go well, you’re gonna drop the cookies off for him, maybe he’s going to tell you what’s bugging him- maybe not; either way he won’t be alone.
Except you get there and immediately you feel like you’re inconveniencing him.
Try as you might not to take it personally, it’s really hard because he seems particularly peeved at you.
“Why are you here?” His tone is sharp and jagged and it winds you a little.
“I brought you cookies to cheer you up. Saw that you weren’t yourself on James’ story,” you keep your tone even, light- a practiced thing from your days of dealing with people that didn’t quite get you.
“Why would that cheer me up?” At this point everything’s going downhill fast and you try to salvage what little is left of your deflated cheeriness and open up the box to display the array of cookies.
Remus at the same time waves his hand and the box goes pitching across his living room floor and he explodes.
You can’t remember the last time someone had yelled at you like that and honestly, it hurt more coming from Remus who was so normally relaxed and chilled.
You don’t even tell him goodbye, you just clean up all the mess while he’s cursing and yelling and then leave.
What’s twists the bloodied blade in the wound is that he doesn’t even try to stop you or reach out to you for three days.
By which point you’ve already gone mostly nonverbal and you’re in no mood to entertain or fake a personality for the sake of your friends when you do see them.
Remus stops at your house after you ignore three invitations to his place.
“Dove, I know you’re at home. Can you open the door please?” His voice is muffled through the hard wood of the door and you have half a kind to leave it shut- he’d been mean, he’d said things that were very hurtful now that you’ve actually processed what he’s said fully.
You don’t know if you can stand to see him. Then he knocks again, “I want to look at you when I apologise, sweet girl. Please open the door.” And the wholesale remorse in his tone shakes your core and you cave.
He steps inside with a box and three tulips. “I figured I’d have had to do it face to face for it to really mean anything and because I realized I was an absolute prick to you when you just came over to help.”
You don’t even hum. Usually, when he was nice Remus- as you’ve differentiated in your head - you’d be able to look him in the eyes every couple of words, but right now you just look over his shoulder.
“I shouldn’t have yelled or sworn at you like that. It wasn’t cool and I never want to speak to you like that- ever. I was an idiot and I just want to make up for it.”
There’s about a minute where Remus thinks he’s just fucked every single bit of progress you’ve both made with each other and then you let out a big breath.
“You can’t say things that you don’t mean just because you’re upset. What you said really hurt my feelings and I don’t like feeling the way you made me feel when you were that angry. If we continue to be friends you can’t do that because it makes it hard for me to trust you and find what you’re saying believable.”
Your voice is hoarse and crackly from lack of use and Remus feels even worse. “I’ll do better, I swear. It wasn’t my intention to hurt you- it’ll never be, but I am sorry that I did.”
You nod once, succinct and definitive. Remus holds out the box to you, showing a puzzle you’d been eyeing for a while.
“Can we build it together?” He asks softly, an ebb of vulnerability given away as you catch his eyes.
“Okay, but we have to do corners first, then work our way in.” Remus nods, his other hand holding the flowers for you. The tulips are a pristine white.
“The lady at the shop said they’re good for conveying apologies.”
You smile a little, “These ones are also for condolences.” Remus shakes his head,
“Not this time,” he watches you put them in a vase of water. “Also, ‘if we continue to be friends’, thought we were a little closer than friends, sweet girl?”
He relishes in the way you bite your lip to hide your grin as you take the puzzle box from him and set it up on your coffee table.
“Well I wasn’t sure if you wanted to acknowledge it or not.”
Remus says very seriously as he sits opposite you at the coffee table, ducking down so he can catch your eyes as you take out the numbered bags. “I’m always acknowledging it, we’re more than friends dove. When everything’s not so fucked, I’ll take you out and do it with pink and red lilies.”
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sunshinescare ¡ 20 days
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Me 🤝 Kobes
Anger issues+the tism
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gratisdiamanten ¡ 3 months
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Just dropping in to let you know I love your jos and verstappen family lore, and I love when others peoples hyper-fixations match my own. Tism girlies with obscure obsessions unite 🤝
Incredible, didn’t know that younger person with Josje autism was a real phenomenon apart from my diseases til now. Delighted
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ol1verdrawsyt ¡ 11 months
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literally mood
Also I somehow understood said rambles perfectly fine- but perhaps that's just the tism' in me lmao
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1st: my autistic rambles were understood by a fellow autistic person 🤝
2: OMG HIS FACEE AAAAAAA ITS SO CUTE, THE LITTLE EYES
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luvsavos ¡ 9 months
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12 and 30 for the peepaws naas and vul, a silly question and an interesting👀 question a perfect balance lmao also E and G i am making you work
oc questions ask game!
as always thank u for the ask<3
12: How do they deal with an itch found in a place they can’t quite reach?
iizthur: instead of doing anything rational, he just gets Salty about it LMAO, how dare it be in some place that he can't reach, absolutely Inconceivable smh
lokzii: like everyone Except Iizthur, if possible he'll find something to rub himself against to get rid of it, HOWEVER if that isn't an option he'll try his best to just Ignore It and wait for it to go away on its own, no matter how Loud it might be.... or just do the smart thing and ask another person to scratch it for him. somehow he is the Only One that thinks to do this
naas: if he can't rub himself against something to get rid of it (that likely only being in his human form, since i THINK a fatalis could reach every part of its own body somehow?? Think. i am not 100% on that), he'll probably rapidly get pissy over it, but he'd rather be pissy about it than ask someone else for help
vul: if she's not able to rub against something to get it to go away, she probably tries to make it go away via the supposed method of focusing Really Intensely on the itch to make it go away, with... mixed results™️. she somehow does not even think to just ask someone else to itch it for her. also i'm going to project onto her and say that if an itch is particularly bad if it DOESN'T get itched it'll actually cause muscle spasms, which she finds particularly annoying and undignified-looking
30: Who do they most regret meeting? 
iizthur: vul, absolutely no questions asked. bitch took his fucking eye!!!!! his whole shtick of conquering other monsters' territories and forcing them out to take for himself temporarily was going all fine and dandy until he met her and she not only refused to relinquish her territory but actively managed to beat him in every single confrontation they had. not only did she take his eye but she wounded his pride too and that's Unforgivable™️
lokzii: honestly? nobody, really (Yet). he's always been somewhat distant from others outside of his brother and his goddess, so he hasn't properly met anybody and known them well enough/long enough to consider himself genuinely regretting having met them.... though i'm sure that'll change soon<3
naas: do the Entire Ancient Civilizations count LMAO.... naas feels that if he had never been as fond of the ancient peoples as he was, and never intermingled so much and been so keen on not hurting them, even despite being a destroyer, that nothing of what happened to him would have happened---he wouldn't have gone to them in peace and thus given them the opening to capture him as he did; he would have been able to simply destroy them all without issue, and he would've never been captured and experimented on. humanity is, in his eyes, the five's greatest mistake
vul: there is TWO to this! iizthur, Obviously, but also another specific malzeno (a friend's oc<3) that's caused her no small amount of problems (see: spreading a vampiric plague and letting his qurio run rampant and then letting the blame get pinned on her bc she was the only other malzeno in the area at the time and, bc she prefers her true form and he was, at the time, in a human form, that led to assumption that it was her at fault) and emotional distress (see: literally fucking killing bahari at one point lmfao) and taken Extreme genuine glee in her distress
AND for the creator's questions!;
E) Are they someone you would get along with? Would they get along with you?
i would absolutely NOT get along with naas or iizthur nor would they get along with me; iizthur's a bitch, and i am a mortal which means naas would disdain me and be an asshole and i wouldn't like it ahdksjgk i DO think i would get along nicely with vul and lokzii though<3
vul and i would be able to have the 🤝 over The Tism and i think she'd greatly appreciate that i wouldn't be offput by how uncanny valley she is in her human form, nor would i react negatively to her in her true form (even though she would absolutely be incredibly intimidating), and lokzii is a very patient and laid back person, which i can vibe with and i think he'd vibe with me also being laid back; he would let me infodump about my hyperfixations and listen with genuine interest (and make us both some tea and a meal as well probably) and i would appreciate that So Much🥲
G) What trait of theirs bothers you the most?
hooh boy!
iizthur? the fact that he keeps fuCKING SHOWING UP EVERY SINGLE TIME I'M IN THE GUIDING LANDS IN WORLD /hj
seriously there's like a 70% chance that when a monster rotates out he will replace it. or when i open the game and go to enter the gl he'll already be there. He Will Not Fucking Leave!!!!!!!!
lokzii: aside from the fact that i absolutely did not INTEND for him to be Depressed, he just kind of Decided that he Wanted To Be, Apparently (/lh), i think it's the fact that he's. FAR too patient and forgiving for his own good. while he can, obviously, be aggressive when need be---even if primordial malzeno are docile by nature, malzeno as a species still have latent, innate aggression and are Brutal when provoked---he tends to prefer to avoid fighting and conflict that isn't necessary, and can be. much more patient than he SHOULD be with others sometimes
naas; definitely his stubbornness and unwillingness to see other perspectives. to be Fair, that does absolutely stem from his trauma, but... Still. it's REALLY hard to get him to even be OPEN to an outside perspective; usually he'll just close off immediately and get defensive rather than listen
vul: i can't really think of anything off the top of my head for her honestly, maybe the fact that even when plainly presented with clear-cut evidence of gods existing (see: that one time when she Literally Met Xeno Face To Face) she just.... still Refuses to acknowledge or believe that deities exist. but tbh any "frustrating" things about her are just objectively really fucking funny so i can't even be mad about them bc girlie is just a hot mess of a dragon masquerading as being significantly more regal and well put together than she actually is LMAO
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