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marsbotz · 13 days
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i had a dream i had a beautiful loving friendship with gus fring to match the one where i was besties with mike. im so broken take me BACK!!!!!
#i could FIX him#alsooooo jesse was there i think he like. helped save gus at some point idk#i was like god damn best episode EVARRRR. heartbroken#i dont rlly remember the details i kinda slept like shit so im a bit scrambled#but ik we were fucking around w like.. game code? to make a pet shop?#so fucking random#we made a starfish and fucked up dog. there was a pool. a guy tried to kill gus. OH#he got shot and i had to stop him from bleeding out until the ambulance arrived#also he called. and cus they were super busy he was like ‘i can provide information aboyt felonies. also i have been shot in the chest’ LOL#wtf mike got shot in my dream abt him too. why thats so random#there was also a separate dream abt ummm. idk some sort of puzzle thing we had to do as a team…? saul was there. he set a fire as a scheme#but the fire ppl wouldnt come until he said there were ppl inside 😭#idk if i ever talked abt the mike dream here actually.#we were just friends…. besties… and he got SNIPED…….. and i tried to save him but he died#it was so sad the next day i was sad like all morning#feels similar now. miss u gus#^^^ EFFECTS OF ZERO FRIENDS#ummm anyway. more updates#i bought a meta quest like on impulse cus i saw they were cheaper now. the thing fucking sucks but vr is so awesome#ive been mostly playing beat saber cus my room is teeny tiny so i cant rlly safely turn#i started making my own map w a patricia taxxon song. SUPER fun i can see this becoming a new hobby#ive also been fucking around in vrchat a little. that shit is mindblowing#so immersive. its like unbelievable#ive only been playing that solo rn bc im shy and also testinb how well my laptop csn hsndle it LOL….#but its so awesome. i feel like a little kid#i had to get a better headstrap and face pad bc the stock pne is So bad. like i camt wear it for more thsn like 20 mins at a time#so maybe when that comes i will muster up the courage to go into public worlds#best world i have visted so far. udons bird sanctuary. i think irs called#U CAN FEED DUCKSSSSS. WAAAAGHHHH#one day i want to make my own avatar too. im feeling the inspiration
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janebonbon · 5 months
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The man himself! Full of jokes..
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dykeandballs · 5 months
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happy new years eve and new years to my gay ass mutuals
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indydrawsstuff · 2 years
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Apologies for the lack of art and… stuff… lately. I've been unwell since something like the middle of September and recovery is… taking longer than anticipated. Don't worry. I'm getting better. Hopefully I can get back to some regularly-scheduled drawing and activity again soon. In the mean time, uh…
Enjoy the reblogs? Or, uh… if you've got anything silly or uplifting to add here, ummm… that'd be great, too. And very much appreciated.
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thought--bubble · 4 months
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Right Place, Wrong Time Pt 2/3
Dark Aemond X (Out of World Reader)
Warnings after the cut
This is the second half of the story based on THIS request.
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A/N: Meant to post this last night but got caught up working on school stuff and didn't have time to edit. My apologies! enjoy!
Warnings:: dubcon, mentions of controlling behaviors, isolation, Breeding kink, rough sex, domination
You attempt to remain patient, but as each day passes, you find yourself growing more and more restless. Since your little foray into town with the prince, you have tried your best to stay out of his way in an attempt to not annoy him into "taking care of the problem," the problem being you.
Yet over the last two days, he has begun to seek you out. He never mentions any updates regarding your return back to your world and you haven't been able to muster up the courage to ask him, but today your impatience got the better of you and you had to ask for an update something to put your mind at ease.
So, when you were requested to his chambers for a morning meal, you hyped yourself up in the mirror.
"He wants you gone just as much as you want to be gone," you tell yourself. "He won't get mad. Not if you ask him the right way"
You shake out your limbs before being escorted to Aemond's chambers. Upon entering, he is sitting at his table, Sir. Simon stands beside you.
"You may leave us," Aemond says sharply.
"I am not to leave you alone for ... for her honor, your grace." Sir. Simon stammers.
"Her honor shall be respected and intact. If anyone asks, you stayed. Do I make myself clear?"
"Yes, your grace," Sir.Simon bows his head and takes his leave.
"Sit." Aemond gestures to the chair across the table from him.
"Thanks," you say gently, bowing your head as you slowly sit down in the chair.
"How are you adjusting?" He asks as he pours himself some tea.
"Oh, ummm. Ok, I guess." You pick at the small biscuit in front of you. "Not too worried about it..... since I'll be leaving soon"
Aemond puts down his tea cup harshly, the clanking of the cup against the dainty plate it sits upon causing you to jump.
"That is....... delayed. So you would do well to attempt to assimilate. " He pours her tea, his jaw is clenched tightly, and the tension can be seen in his neck and shoulders.
"Oh... may.... may i ask what the delay is?" You play with your fingers nervously.
"Missing ingredient." He lifts his cup to his mouth, sipping his tea.
You bite the inside of your cheek. "Just one?"
"Yes, but it is a very important one. Incredibly difficult to obtain, " he smirks. "Please, eat your biscuit." he leans back in his chair, crossing his legs.
You pick at the biscuit briefly before looking back at him. "That woman, Alys? she's your lover, isn't she? She was in the books anyway"
"We had a brief tryst, yes, but I had to break it off when i realized my interests lay..... elsewhere"
You panic at this revelation. "Will she still help us? Since you cut her off or whatever?"
He chuckles and shakes his head. "Oh, you sweet naive little thing." He gets up from his chair and walks around to your side of the table, standing over you. "Stand up"
You gulp audibly as you slowly rise out of your chair.
"I wish not to play this little game with you anymore." He brushes his thumb over your lower lip. "You are not going back"
"What?!" You shriek.
He pulls you into his chest and strokes your hair. "Shhhh sweet girl"
You push against his chest, trying to break from his grasp as he just pulls you tighter to him. He kisses the top of your head and sighs.
"The missing ingredient is the witch"
Your entire body goes rigid at his words, and you look up at him. "Alys?" You whisper.
"Mmmmmm," he strokes your hair some more while he looks down at you. "When I decided that I wanted to keep you, I thought it best to rid myself of the one person who could send you back" He leans down and smells your hair while goosebumps travel their way up your arms and up the back of your neck.
"W-w-where is she?" You ask the question while being terrified of the answer.
"Oh sweet girl, there is no need for you to be concerned about such things. All you need to know is that there is now no way for you to get back. " He rubs his thumbs over your cheekbones, cradling your face and angling it up towards him.
A surge of fear shoots through your entire body as you feel your legs grow weak beneath you.
"Oh, you are speechless, one of your best attributes, I must say." He holds you tightly against his body, gently swaying back and forth with you in his arms.
"Why?" Your voice is broken. You look up at him like a wounded animal that was just injured by its own master.
"Oh," he coos, gently stroking your face. "Because i want to keep you. Here. With me. As my wife. I will be the only one to know the true you." He gently pokes your nose. "The only one you can rely on completely. I will have you, and you will have nothing but me. " He rubs his cheek against yours. "You may be scared right now, but your loyalty will come with time when I am the only person in all the realm you can speak freely with"
You look towards him in shock. "My family? they must be worried. " You start to pull back tears pooling in your eyes.
"We are to be married, we will make you a new family." He pulls you back to him. "Do not be sad, my love"
You attempt to push yourself out of his embrace, but he holds you tightly and chuckles. "Still some fight in you, I see .... we can fix that"
He takes you tightly by the waist, just lifting you off the floor, walking you from his main chamber into his bed chamber.
You wriggle your body, trying to break free from his grasp. "Let me go!"
He chuckles as he continues to carry you into the bedchamber and then tosses you on his bed before quickly climbing on top of you, pinning your hands down on either side of your head.
"This is what you have wanted since you got here. You said it yourself." He leans down and starts to bite and kiss your neck.
A jolt of excitement runs through your body. This man is insane but he is also still very hot. So while your brain is screaming at you to stop him, your body is heating up, and a tingling pleasure is starting to build in your core.
he hums into your neck as he starts to unlace your dress. "You will be such a cute little wife, completely dependent on me." As he got the laces undone, he starts to pull the dress down and off your shoulders.
You sigh, the feeling of his hands on your skin as he slowly pushes the dress down. Your body is sending ripples of pleasure through you, but the prospect of being stuck here forever is frightening. "Aemond," you whisper softly. "I can't stay here"
He stands up, pulling the dress over your hips and down your legs, tossing it to the floor. "Oh, but you have no choice, sweet girl." He pushes your legs apart with his knee.
Tears start to stream down your face when the reality of your situation starts to set in.
He wipes a tear off your cheek and then kisses down the side of your neck, trailing down to your chest. You feel warmth spread through your body at his kisses, your crying starting to subside as you allow yourself to just feel physical sensations in this moment pushing your emotions far into the recesses of your being.
He continues kissing down your body, leaving a trail of kisses from your chest and over your chemise on your stomach. Once he makes it down to your thighs, he pushes your chemise up around your hips, bringing his mouth directly to your sensitive skin.
You begin to tremble with anticipation as his kisses trail lower and lower. He bites into your thigh, not very hard but hard enough to give you a jolt before he quickly pulls back and kisses the injured flesh.
He hooks his finger around the centerpiece of your small clothes, slowly dragging them down your legs as he continues to sprinkle kisses along your thighs.
He pushes your legs apart and places gentle kisses along your folds, and then lifts himself up sitting on the heels of his feet. "See? There's no reason to cry. " He smirks before lowering himself to you again and licking one long strip along your heat, lapping gently at your pearl.
Your eyes shoot open and stare directly at the canopy above you as the heat and pleasure build up inside you. He continues to swirl his tongue around you as he slowly brings his hands up to your hips, moving you against his face in a gentle rhythm.
You bring your hand up to your mouth and bite down on your thumb to stifle the noise that is aching to burst its way from your chest. As he increases his pressure and speed, he grips tightly on your hips.
"Oh god," involuntarily spills from your mouth, and you can feel Aemond smirk against your skin for a brief moment before continuing his movements until he brings you over the edge.
You lay back on the bed your entire body pulsating, but Aemond has no plans of letting you rest. He quickly strips himself down to nothing and pulls you up.
"My turn." He grins and kisses you harshly on the mouth before quickly turning you over and pulling your backside up towards him. This all happens so quickly that you are bewildered, your body still shaking from earlier.
He slowly slides his hands up your back, tracing the curve of your spine. He pushes himself against your entrance and groans as he slowly enters you.
"Knew I had to keep you." He grips your hips tightly, his fingernails lightly digging into the soft flesh there. "Scared, lost little thing," He bottoms out with a loud groan. "You will make a perfect mother." He slowly starts to move against you.
You start to breathe heavily as you feel your cheek slide against the soft sheets with each thrust, the pressure of which gets harder and more aggressive with each movement.
"I'll fill you up" He continues to increase his pace as he runs a hand down your back and slides it into your hair pulling your head off the mattress as he wraps the strands around his hand.
"Every. Single. Day. " He pulls your hair tighter as your back starts to arch from the pull.
"Until you are bursting with my babes" He suddenly pushes your face back down and into the mattress and his pace becomes punishing, the loud smacks of skin on skin contact filling your senses your own sounds muffled by the mattress.
He pushes your face further into the mattress as he smashes his body into yours, the force of his movements pushing you further and further into the soft sheets.
He moves faster and harder against you than you thought humanly possible as you lose all sense simply drowning in the experience. Your movements are not your own, and while you feel powerless in this situation, you also feel a sense of relief.
As his movements become sloppy and uncoordinated, he growls loudly like an animal pushing you down harder into the bed until he is spent as he rubs his hands up and down the sides of your waist.
He chuckles and leans over, kissing you gently along your spine.
"You will be happy, here, sweet girl"
He places a few more gentle kisses on your skin.
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"You can trust me"
Part 3
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dreamerdeity · 8 months
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𝐊𝐄𝐈𝐑𝐀'𝐒 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓...
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Warnings: All works here are strictly 18+. Minors and ageless blogs steer clear and do not interact! The content on this masterlist will be flagged with appropriate warnings, so please proceed at your own risk. (Warnings will be added to titles in this masterlist as I go).
Author's Notes: Hi lovelies!! I'm finally hopping on the bandwagon and participating in Kinktober! There won't be daily updates due to my terrible sense of commitment (ummm), so expect one to two fics per week starting from October 11th. I might scrap off some titles or add new ones as I go. Just going with the flow. Also, all fics are female-aligned. Anyway, I'm super excited to do this tbh so LET'S GOO!!!
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*ೃ༄ 𝐉𝐔𝐉𝐔𝐓𝐒𝐔 𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐍
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*ೃ༄ 𝐂𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐀𝐌𝐎 ⟹ ROCK WITH YOU...
↳ In which your hot loner dorm-mate teaches you how to strum a guitar... but things take an interesting turn.
Warnings: Hand job, Praise kink (m. receiving), unestablished relationship, cursing.
*ೃ༄ 𝐆𝐎𝐉𝐎 & 𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐎 ⟹THREE'S NOT A CROWD...
↳ In which your two chaotic best friends are there to keep you company after a messy breakup, in more ways than one.
Warnings: Threesome, face-fucking, p in v, oral sex (f. receiving), good cop Geto/bad cop Gojo, cursing.
*ೃ༄ 𝐌𝐄𝐆𝐔𝐌𝐈 𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐆𝐔𝐑𝐎 ⟹ STAR-CROSSED...
↳ In which an academic rivalry between two star students leads to a racy encounter at an empty Calculus B classroom.
Warnings: Face-fucking, hair-pulling, oral sex (m. receiving), mean-ish Megumi, cursing.
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*ೃ༄ 𝐁𝐋𝐔𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐂𝐊
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*ೃ༄ 𝐎𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐔 ⟹ MUSE...
↳ In which Oliver who loves to play tough and nonchalant is conflicted . You're just another temporary muse of his after all, right? But seeing you get a little too touchy with Sendou seems to send a wave of ...something over him and he's got to fix it somehow.
Warnings: Oral sex (f. receiving), fingering, p in v, creampie, over-stimulation, marking (hickeys), slight toxicity, possessive-ish behavior, mentions of alcohol, cursing.
*ೃ༄ 𝐌𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐋 𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐑 ⟹ WHEN WE PART...
↳ In which Kaiser's busy schedule is about to separate you two once more, but not before he gives you something to remember him by.
Warnings: Breeding kink, p in v, creampie, fingering, cursing.
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*ೃ༄ 𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓
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*ೃ༄ 𝐃𝐈𝐋𝐔𝐂 𝐑𝐀𝐆𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐑 ⟹ COMING SOON ...
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*ೃ༄ 𝐀𝐋𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐌 ⟹ COMING SOON ...
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hehe! Sorry I havn't updated this in 500 years!! i was moving! but perhaps it'll go faster now? twirls hair???
anyways
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TEXT UNDERCUT AS WELL AS A RECAP INCASE YOU'RE CONFUSED!
Lamb's internal thoughts: What?? Is it saying Shamura send Aym and Baal to...
That's right
flash back!! Shamura looking ashamed, about to fight the Lamb, mentions: I didn't want him.. to be ALONE..
Lamb holding their crown sword: I..I didn't understand in the moment..
Back to current, the Lamb has a sad look in their eyes, knowing the truth now: Oh Nari..
Nariander and the Fox are arguing back and fourth, when the Lamb suddenly commands for them to stop with tears in their eyes
Lamb: You were right, okay?? This was a bad idea, I should have left. The Fox can't help me..
You said so yourself! It lies!
Nariander comes to and settles down: Ah', my apologies. I almost lost myself..
Lamb embraces Nariander to his surprise, but reciprocates
Lamb: The only power is what we give it, Nari..
Nariander: I know.. I wont sacrifice anymore of my time to it
Lamb says good and Nariander separates to leave: Lets go
Lamb looking lovingly at Nari "Right behind you!" but takes a glare at the Fox and gives one last FUCK YOU for it's actions, the Lamb even though knowing the truth, equally blames the Fox and think's it's the ultimate evil for damning children
Nariander yells back: LAMB!!
lamb: coming!! (the crown morphs into a huge middle finger and lingers in the Fox's face)
just wanted a silly ending to the fox segment, I do wanna make more of this and eventually perhaps.. twirls hair.. we'll get our hybrid
RECAPS/EXPLANATION OF THE STORY THUS FAR!
so basically the Lamb was hoping the Fox would be able to help them save the lamb species with magic or something, and Nariander comes over and is like, the Fox is a jerk it'll make you think it can help you and wont, tells a story of someone of another lamb begging Nariander to undo their siblings death, essentially turning him on to the idea bringing someone back from death and creating life in general. Lamb doesn't pick this up and is like oh okay don't trust the fox because he's mean ig. Nai suggests the lamb just MAKE a lamb the old fashion way and just accept it wont be a full one, there's no one to say you can't or ummm send you the hell or something because you have babies when you're supposed to bring death, not life, Lamb says HUH WHAT?? WHAT'D YOU JUST SAY? saying Nariander was sent to his prison because he had kids, Nariander doesn't wanna talk about it so he messes with the Lamb and they sorta kinda start something going and they're interrupted by the Fox and the Fox is like STOP!!!!!!! I'll send your new babies to the after life again if you test me bitch! It was Shamuras idea btw lol, and Nariander doens't know it was his sibling that separated Aym and Baal from their mother and only blames the Fox for them being trapped with him. The Lamb knows better and courses Nariander to stop arguing with the Fox, but doesn't tell Nari that they know it realy WAS Shamura's doing, or they had something to do with it..
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Okay, now I wanna know how the calming from nightmares would play out between Aster and Asha…which means I’m giving you full permission to write this type of angst.😅 Maybe the two of the have a nightmare about those AU endings you gave each of them (Asha is cursed and Aster is a black hole). If it means I see a wholesome interaction of either of them calming each other from a nightmare, it’ll be worth the angst.
OOOOH-HOO HA HA HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Oh Emptyblog7 my poor, naive, little friend! You have no idea of what you just unleashed!
Thanks to you, I can now explore the deep machinations of my characters psyche, their deepest and untold fears are revealed in poetic ways, and best of all, I get to make my favorite blorbo suffer YIPPIEEEEEEE!!!
So anyway, Asha got a nightmare in chapter 8 of Kingdom Of Wishes (In the updated version) so I guess it's Aster's turn.
"All you'll have to do is give her a true love's kiss" Explained Acrux, the south star of the southern cross constellation. The elder star spoke calmly with a wise and serene smile "If your feelings are indeed true love, then... You shall become a human"
He finished that sentence with his voice sounding slightly quavery, almost as if he was trying to hide from Aster a sense of dread he was feeling.
Aster, however, didn't notice the uneasiness in his voice at all. The young star was beaming with the news that the stars would actually grant his wish. He couldn't stop smiling, frantically moving his arms up and down with an unbound energy.
Aster celebrated in front of all the stars that surrounded them "WOOOAAAAH!!! LETS GOOO-" But he stopped himself, realizing it was best to show maturity in front of the ancient star "I mean- ahem- Thank you, for giving me this chance" The little star bowed down his head to Acrux, to which the brighter star just smiles amusedly.
Another star that was among the many others gathered around them spoke up "We couldn't, in good conscience, let you go without asking one thing first" The star that walked forward was Meissa, more specifically, she's the head of Orion "Do you truly understand what your wish entails?"
"Ummm sure I do, it means I get to spend the rest of my life with the one I love" Aster replied with his eyes sparkling brighter than the sun.
And speaking of which "Indeed, the rest of your life..." The sun from the earth's solar system herself spoke "A life that, for us, will be nothing but a passing moment... We'll view your life the same way humans view the life of a butterfly. Freeing and beautiful, sure, but also short and fragile." She explained with a smile that carried some worry behind him
Aster understood what the other stars were worried about, that he'd regret this choice, that something bad would happen to him, he smiled and tried to reassure them "I know, and I've already accepted that. As long as I have Asha by my side I have nothing to fear"
...
A voice echoed from the crowd of stars "Well then, I guess we're asking the wrong question. Aren't we?" Just from their tone, it was noticeable how they were smiling while speaking.
Aster was caught off guard by the voice. Deep down, they knew that this whole thing felt quite "Deja Vu"... Almost like a memory he was re-living... But that felt different, he didn't remember this part.
Aster turns towards where the voice came from, he doesn't know which of the stars spoke "And uh- what would the "right question" be? Heh heh" Aster asked, feeling anxious all of the sudden, not sure why.
The stars that were gathered around moved to the side, almost like a door sliding open to reveal who had spoken... Aster's breath hitched.
All he saw was two eyes. Two tiny, shiny, yellow eyes. On a dark silhouette.
Aster couldn't quite make out who or what the silhouette looked like. But he knew one thing... That's NOT how stars present themselves when taking a physical form... This is something else.
Aster floats backwards slightly, his eyes darting around to the other stars, he looks at them distressed as if to ask "Are you all seeing that?"
But they seem unnerved by the newcomer... They actually have no reaction at all.
The shadowy figure then says "The question isn't if you're prepared to die eventually, of coooourse you are." There's nothing to be seen on their face besides their eyes, however, Aster can practically HEAR their huge smile as they speak. The silhouette takes a few steps forward as they ask their first question "What you really should ask yourself is...
Are you ready to lose her?"
Aster felt a chill run down his spine... Which was odd, stars can't feel cold. He tried to open his mouth to speak but-
"Are you ready to be even MORE helpless than you already were?"
His voice didn't come out, it was as if something was holding his lungs. Aster turned to Acrux but-
"Are you ready to be useless for her, again?..."
Acrux wasn't there, he vanished. Aster quickly looks around, and to his horror... The stars are gone.
Aster is shaking, all he sees around him is darkness. There's nothing, there's no one. Just him, and this thing getting closer and closer.
The figure suddenly get's close really fast, floating right above him "Tell me, do you really think you can protect her?" He sneered, it felt more like a mockery than a question "Even though you can't even protect yourself?"
Aster was frozen in place, staring at those bright eyes looming above him.
Suddenly, he feels himself getting smaller, but not because he was shrinking. Looking down, Aster sees he's being sucked into a hole that opened beneath his feet.
They try to scream, but no sound came out.
And even if it did, no one would hear.
It's just the two of them, in the dark emptiness of space.
Aster feels as if they're being swallowed by quicksand, as his feet sink down slowly, down and down into the hole of emptiness.
"Heh heh it's like they said, you're just as fragile as a bug now" the shadow couldn't hold in a lowly chuckle as floated in circles above Aster, watching the other sinking down slowly in amusement "Ah but then again, that's nothing new to you, is it?" those glowing yellow eyes pierced through Aster's soul "Even when you had magic, you were weak. Now? Now you're NOTHING!" The shadow's hand SLAMS with all force on Aster's face, now pushing him down, making him sink faster and faster. "So, when something WORSE than Magnifico shows up, what will you do? Hmmm?" Aster tried to pull and punch the hand out of his face, but it wouldn't budge, it was like the arm was made of concrete. He was powerless to stop this "That's right, NOTHING!" The hand pushed Aster down harshly, he could feel his whole lower half was being pressured from all sides, like he was being buried alive.
From between the dark fingers, Aster could open his eyes to look at the silhouette face to face...
He wasn't a silhouette anymore.
Aster could see their face... It was his own face.
It was like looking in a mirror, albeit, a mirror with a very sinister smile.
"But hey! That's what you wished for, right?" they kept pushing Aster down, his chest was completely swallowed by the hole. The shadow grinned as he rambled almost playfully "To live unsure of what the future has in store, not knowing what other threats you'll be hopeless to stop next, wow, exciting stuff, huh?! Everyday a brand new failure!" Aster once again tried to scream, but his voice wasn't coming out no matter how hard he tried. They were buried now up to the neck. His shadow stopped smiling, now with a cold expression, he said one last thing before pushing Aster into the abyss "So don't cry about it when things get tough, you asked for it."
With one last push... Aster fell in.
And he kept falling. Down.
Down and down.
Free falling.
Down.
Until.
"AAAAAAAAAH!!!!!" Aster woke up in cold sweat.
The boy was breathing as if his heart was trying to jump out of his chest, his eyes darting around the room, blinking rapidly, trying to adjust to the darkness. The room was barely lit thanks to the light of the full moon coming from the window, but slowly, things started coming into focus.
Aster tried to calm himself, hugging his pillow as he looked around to ground himself back into reality. None of that was real, he was fine, he was in his room, with just a closet, a few books scattered on the floor, and a face staring at him.
"GAAH-" Aster let out another yell, realizing that the face staring at him was his own... Because there was a mirror on the other side of the room.
He let out a sigh, of both relief and frustration, he literally just got scared of his reflection, how pathetic is that?
They stared back into the mirror for a few moments. Seeing his now curly brown hair and freckled cheeks... He could also see how much he was shaking, even though it wasn't cold.
They breathed deeply a few more time, as everything from that dream started to sink in, and not only that, but everything else that has been happening since Aster became human.
All the times he got hurt by accidentally forgetting he couldn't fly anymore and Asha got really worried about him.
All the times they passed by the royals statues and Aster had in the back of his mind the lingering fear that maybe the spell wasn't permanent.
All the times he wanted to express how this is all so new and overwhelming, to the point he sometimes didn't want to hang out with Asha and the others, sometimes, he just wanted to be left alone.
But he can't say that, right? Their time together is short, he has to enjoy every day like it's his last, that's what being human is all about... Right? And... That's what he wished for...
Aster didn't even notice he was crying til he felt a knot stuck in his throat. Tears were running down his freckled cheeks as he still kept staring in the mirror.
*knock knock*
"AAH!" Aster screams for the third time in a row once he hears someone knocking on the door.
"Aster, are you okay? I heard you yelling" Asha's voice came worriedly from the other side of the door "May I come in?"
Aster quickly dried his own tears with his pillow "Oh he-hey Asha! Ye-yeah sure, I'm fine, just uh- I fell from the bed" he lied, trying to disguise how hoarse his voice sounded
Asha opened the door, wearing a simple orange night gown and holding a candle "Did you hurt yourself? That was a pretty loud scream"
She wasn't actually buying this "Fell from the bed" talk, she knew by now Aster sometimes had the bad habit of keeping any negative feelings to himself. They still had to work through that.
Aster chuckled awkwardly "Heheh oops, I should probably apologize to Dahlia, her parents and the neighbors tomorrow, shouldn't I?" he tried to lighten the situation, but the shakiness in his voice gave it away that he wasn't feeling well
Asha set next to him on the bed and placed the candle on the night stand "Aster, you know you can tell me anything... I want to help." She held his hand, soothingly caressing it with her thumb. With his other hand Aster dried another tear that threatened to fall from the corner of his eye. Asha gently held his other hand as she said "You can cry if you need to"
And that was enough to make Aster break into tears.
The two of them hugged, as Asha caressed his back gently and whispered words of reassurance, his sobbing slowly subsided into small hiccups, and later to just some spaced out shaky breaths.
Soon, Aster was able to take deep breaths and calm himself, although he had calmed down, the two remained in the embrace, like neither of them wanted to let go.
"... I'm afraid of the unknown." Aster admitted in a sigh "Of not knowing what'll happen with us in the future... What if something worse than the royals comes and I- I can't keep you safe..." Aster's voice started shaking again.
Asha held him closer "I'm afraid too... Everyone's afraid of not knowing what'll happen next, that's part of life" she explained, feeling her own heart ache, as she indeed understood what Aster meant, or at least part of it "But we promised we'd protect each other, remember? That means I'm here for you too" She let go of the hug to look at him in the eyes with a smile "So don't put so much pressure on yourself, okay? We're in this together"
Aster's tears still glistened with the moonlight coming from the window, but he had a bittersweet smile.
"Thank you..." Aster pondered for a moment, and then asked "Is it okay if we cancel those plans we had for tomorrow and just... Stay home? Maybe just talking?... I think I want take the day to relax" He wasn't sure if it was selfish of him to ask that
"Of course we can." Asha replied warmly "That's actually a great idea, to be honest, we've been showing you so much human things everyday it probably got you kinda stressed, huh?"
Aster hugged her once again, she didn't know how much that meant to him.
"Thank you for understanding... I love you, Asha."
Asha hugged him back with a smile "I love you too, Aster"
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Dang that was a lot. I had to do some research about dream symbolism, look up the meanings of "Not being able to scream in a dream" and "Sinking in quick sand in a dream" and also "Free falling in a dream" for more insight.
Basically what I wanted to explore was both Aster's fear of not being strong enough to protect Asha, a fear that carried over since their star boy days to his human days, and also the guilt that comes from not feeling 100% happy after getting something you wanted all your life. Aster wished to be human for so long, so he feel like he doesn't have the right to feel sad, otherwise they're being ungrateful, when of course there's nothing wrong with not being happy all the time, that's something Aster still gotta work through.
In conclusion, Aster needs some therapy, luckily Asha is the next closest thing.
Tagging yall cause I've been teasing this angst for days now lol @gracebeth3604 @uva124 @emillyverse @oh-shtars @signed-sapphire @kstarsarts
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speckle-meow-meow · 1 year
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Yandere Valentino please!
ALRIGHT I'm getting back into writing from a very long writers block. But I'm gonna try to update
TW: yandere, obsession, drugging, stalking, a lot of the normal yandere stuff if your not comfortable don't read!!
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Ummm so just like with any yandere
You
Are
Fucked.
Val is a VERY possessive yandere
After awhile of stalking you/having someone video tape you then killing them *cough*
He stops using his employees for entertainment and release
Now let's say that your a friend of Angels mkay if val sees you with angel he'll immediately question him
He some how convinced angel to drug you... (Sorry)
Angel made you some Italian food and put the drugs in it hoping you'd forgive him later
After you fell asleep he brought you to val
Val was Exctatic
He got dressed in his best attire
Only for his darlin'~
When angel arrived at the studio it was empty
Like a ghost town
Val was patiently waiting wondering what I'd feel like to hold you.
To feel your soft (or whatever skin type) skin against his rough hands
To feel your body against his (take that how you will)
After that whole fiasco you woke up on the softest bed you have ever been on
Panicked you shot up and looked around frantically looking for someone anyone
Val was walking to your room carrying a tray of your /favorite warm beverage/ (thinking of that tea from ponyo)
He opened the door and saw you looking out the window, he wasn't to worried bc he already made sure that those windows were unbreakable
He set the drink down and walked up to you
You felt a presence behind you and looked
...
It was Val
You didn't hate him but disliked him for what he's done to angel
You both chatted (only bc I didn't wanna write out y'all talking)
And he told you what he wanted
It was a very tempting offer
So you accepted but set some ground rules
He wasn't allowed to touch angel
And your friends and family were aloud to visit
He agreed and soon you started dating
The head canons below are gonna be more... Aggressive?
Val gets very violent if anyone mentions you in a bad way
Your his darlin'.
He's very sweet with you but can get abusive but tries not to hurt you physically, mentality, or emotionally
But it's Val.
Like most sinners in hell they like to try to touch you
And Val doesn't like that.
So he kills them
But not when your looking 🤭
{Anyways I hope you liked these head canons and I'm sorry that there short or not very detailed. But I can do a part 2 if you want just be more specific with what you want!!! Comments, hearts, reblogs, & questions are welcomed and my ask box is always open!! }
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I Wish I Could Walk In Heels
AN: Didn't have time to re-read this chapter today, so sorry if it sucks. But Ada is in it, so that's a plus. Anyways, enjoy.
TW: violence, language, ummm typical Resident Evil stuff, ect. I didn't re-read so sorry. By this point, most of you should know I suck at TW's. My apologies.
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Chapter 9:
September 29, 1998-
"That's what you're wearing under that coat? And I thought the shoes were bad." You said in disbelief.
She had taken her trench coat off to cover Leon with it. She was wearing a pretty red dress that clung to her figure with spaghetti straps holding it up. It was gorgeous. But so impractical that it confused you on how she was just walking around and killing zombies in that.
"What? Do I look bad?" She asked sarcastically.
"You know very well you don't look bad. I was just surprised. Aren't you uncomfortable?" You asked.
"Not really. It's hot down here. If anything, you should be uncomfortable." She motioned toward your hoodie.
She was right. It was weirdly hot down here. But you didn't want to take off your hoodie. Bloodstains be damned. This hoodie has been your protection against zombie bites. You really don't want to leave any flesh bare at the moment.
"Yeah, I am. Thanks for noticing. Can we go now?"
"Hang on, I have to call in and update H.Q." she told you. 
You waved her off and stood to the side, pretending not to hear the one sided conversation.
"I'm right outside of the facility, in pursuit of Annette …. If it's not on her. It must be in the NEST…. I have someone that can lead me to it." She briefly glanced at you, before looking away.
"Once it's in hand, I'll call for extraction." She finished, putting the radio away.
"Ready?" She asked. You glanced at Leon before nodding. "You can run, Annette. But you can't hide." She muttered.
"Alright. So doors a bust. But a vent leading toward the NEST is this way." You said, glancing at your map.
"After you." Ada said.
You both make it to the vent and you tilted your head in thought. How do you get past the giant fan?
"Any ideas on how to get in there?" You asked her.
"I may have one." Ada said as she grabbed a gadget from her purse thing wrapped around her left shoulder. Holster? It held her gun too.
She aimed and held the button, making the fan spin faster and faster, until it exploded and broke, giving us room to get through it. You gapped in disbelief. Who makes this stuff?
"Candy from a baby." Ada said smugly.
"Huh. I want one." You joked.
"In your dreams." She smirked, tucking it back in her holster and climbing up the ladder.
You climbed up after her and the two of you made your way through the long-winding tunnel.
"So, the plan is to get to Annette, see if she has the G-virus, and if she doesn't, go search the labs?" You asked.
Ada nodded. "She would have moved any virus sample left over the week. Which means it's best to get her to tell us directly so we wouldn't have to search the whole lab. But we will if necessary."
"Okay, but what is the FBI going to use the G-virus for?" 
"Evidence."
"Couldn't you just take pictures of the underground lab that we are currently standing in? Or take the files? Or look at the city above us and see all the zombies walking around? Is that not enough?" 
"It's more complicated than that." Ada snapped, done with that conversation.
The more you think about the things Ada had said, the more it doesn't make sense. Why would the FBI specifically need the G-virus? Why not any of the others? Plus, wouldn't the files laying around the entire lab be enough evidence to take down Umbrella? The emails exchanged between employees? Were you just overthinking it?
You and Ada reached the end of the vent. She used her device to make the fan spin and explode. Once the exit was clear, you climbed down. Neither of you knew exactly where to find Annette, so you just continued to make your way deeper into the NEST toward the lab. You were carefully avoiding zombies here and there as you went. 
You'll see what you encounter first. The lab or Annette.
As you finished that thought, you paused in a hallway when you saw the Tyrant standing there, coming out of nowhere, and slowly marching toward you both. 
"How the hell did it survive?" You asked as you and Ada quickly ducked and ran around the creature, continuing in the direction you were heading before.
"I'm not sure. Let's just keep going, but at a much faster pace." Ada said.
So that's what you did. Running through the maze of vents and halls, deeper and deeper into the NEST.
You and Ada went through a doorway and onto a catwalk. You ran across the catwalk and made it to a small elevator that would take you up a floor to the next catwalk. As you went down the catwalk, you saw Annette in another room through a glass window that was likely used for observations of some kind.
"Got you now." Ada said, both running through the door to the direction that Annette was just seen. "Always been good at running, Annette. I'll give you that."
Ada must know more about Annette Birkin than you did. It sounded like they had interacted in the past. You wondered what happened in those moments that garnered such hatred between the two. 
Ada began using her fancy hacking gadget to unlock the door when you heard the familiar stomps of the Tyrant. You really hated those things with a burning passion.
"Ugh." You huffed.
"Persistent bastard, aren't you?" Ada snarked.
She quickly switches something around with her gadget and pulls the lever, finally getting the door to open. Just in time as the Tyrant was right behind you. 
You ducked into the room quickly, avoiding a hit from the Tyrant. You don't see Annette. 
"Try to avoid him while I get this vent opened." Ada explained.
"Sounds like a plan." You agreed.
Ada quickly got the fan to come off, but the vent didn't fully open. You huffed and slid through the gaps and Ada followed soon after as the Tyrant went to grab her. You landed on your feet, but fumbled and tripped as you lost your balance, making you land roughly on your bruised and scraped knees that haven't really had the chance to heal the last few days..
"Fuck!" You huffed as you slowly pushed yourself to your feet. "That was close."
"Yeah. I don't think we're in the clear." Ada said, glancing over your figure as she saw you wince in pain. She raised a brow in silent question, but you just waved her off. You'll survive.
You both ran down the hall and up a set of stairs toward the direction you think Annette had gone. You approached a locked sliding door that you realized you needed a pass to get through. 
You glanced at Ada. "That thing wouldn't happen to work on this door, would it?"
"Sadly, no. Let's look around."
Looking around, you came across a room with something shining at the bottom. Could be useful.
"Hey, maybe this is something." You said as you walked down the slanted floor to grab the item from the floor. It was a pass on a wristband.
"That's exactly what we needed. Good job." Ada praised. You couldn't help but smile slightly as you handed her the pass. Feeling slightly awkward, you looked at your surroundings and away from Ada.
The room was slanted, like it was on a hill. Charred remains lie on the floor. And- Oh. Wait.
"This is the furnace room." You deadpanned. This was a trap.
"Looks like it." Ada hummed, realizing what you had. 
"We should-" you motioned to the exit.
"Yeah." Ada nodded in agreement. You both began to make your way out, but the large metal doors to your exit slid down quickly, locking you in. A metal slot slid open, showing Annette's face.
"Bravo. Gonna burn us alive now?" Ada deadpanned.
"You'll never get your filthy hands on the G." Annette said. Her eyes moved to you. "And you. Just passing through?" She asked sarcastically.
You shrugged sheepishly and huffed an uncomfortable laugh. "Well, uh, things changed."
"You want the G too? Or did she trick you into working with her? She's good at that." Annette said.
"I'm not the only one after it. You realize that." Ada said, changing the subject.
"Then you won't die alone." Annette said, she looked at you. "You shouldn't have decided to work with her." She told you as she shut the metal slot, the furnace was activated seconds later.
Ada quickly began to do her thing with the device as the room got hotter and hotter in the span of seconds as fire burned at your feet.
"Hey, Ada? I don't mean to rush you but I don't really feel like being burned alive at the moment." You nervously said.
"Almost there." Ada reassured, sweat began to form on the both of you. The heat felt a hundred times more intense thanks to your thick hoodie that was meant for the cold and bitter air above ground.
She finally got the door to explode and you both quickly ran out of the room. You turned back and saw the furnace room had stopped working. Good riddance.
"That bitch knows what she's doing." Ada admitted.
We walked to the door that needed a pass, and it immediately opened.
"Visitor clearance confirmed. Your ID is authorized until OCTOBER FIRST. Please return before this date." A computer voice said.
"Not gonna happen." Ada said. You finally took off your jacket revealing your dark purple t-shirt, and discarded it. It was covered in blood and mud stains anyways. It was time to let it go.
"Finally gave up on it?" Ada asked as you both ran down the hall.
"It was too far gone. There was no saving it. Plus, it's really hot here."
Once again you appeared on another catwalk and ran in the direction you thought Annette went. The large room seemed to be some kind of indoor junk yard. You both paused when a spot light turned on a ways away in front of you.
"Enough, with this cat a mouse game." Ada demanded, glancing over to the window of the control room where Annette stood. She was as tired of this bullshit as you were.
"The game is over. You lost." Annette said.
"Tell me, is your husband still alive? Or did you kill him? So you could take credit for G." Ada asked.
"Interesting theory. What, did she not tell you?" Annette asked, pointing to you as she began pressing buttons and activating something. "Your new friend was there. Didn't she mention it?"
You looked around nervously as mechanisms began to hum to life. Maybe you should move.
"You don't cooperate, I'll get a sample from the NEST." Ada said simply.
"Over my dead body." Annette snarled, activating a lever.
You quickly jumped to the ledge just outside of the path of the giant, metallic claw that was swept across the catwalk. Ada wasn't as lucky in avoiding it as you were. She grasped at the safety bars, attempting to prevent her fall, but the bars fell apart from the damage to the catwalk the claw had caused.
You gasped as she fell with a scream and ran to the edge of the catwalk. You looked down the debris filled room to see a glimmer of red. You heard her yell in pain.
 Yay. She's not dead.
"Ada? You okay?" You shouted.
"Uh, no!" She yelled back. You sighed as you began to look for a ways down.
"Hang on, I'll find a way down." You told her as you glanced at the control room. Annette was still there.
"She's not who you think she is. You know that right?" Annette asked you.
"Maybe. But I'm not just gonna leave her there." You said as you made your way to a ladder leading down towards the metallic junk.
"It won't matter in the end. You'll both die before ever leaving NEST." Annette said, making you pause at the ladder.
"What makes you say that?" You questioned hesitantly, not sure if you wanted to hear the answer.
"William." Annette simply said as she walked off. You heard a distant, loud, roar and a shiver ran down your spine. Right. William.
"Fucking shit. I forgot about him." You muttered as you climbed down the ladder. You have been lucky enough not to cross paths with the mutated William. You suppose your luck would run out soon.
You reached the floor and set off to the direction Ada was laying. You walked around a pile of debris and saw Ada laying on the ground. A piece of sharp metal was lodged into her leg.
"Oh. Yeah, I can see how you're not okay." You said as you kneeled beside her and took your bag off to grab the first aid kit.
"Yeah? What gave it away?" Ada snarked.
"Hmm, well the scream of pain kinda rang some alarm bells. But hey. It could have been worse. You could have been impaled by that." You said, pointing to the large piece of metal not too far from where she landed. Big enough to impale her torso.
Ada shivered when she followed your pointed finger. "Yeah. This I prefer." She sat up, careful not to disturb her injury.
"Me too. I've been traumatized enough, thank you." You said, reaching into the med kit to grab the gauze, bandages, and medical tape. "Do we disinfect the wound when we pull that out?" You weren't sure how to treat stab wounds.
"Yes. I don't want an infection." She grabbed the kit and looked through what you had. "This will do." She handed you the bottle of disinfectant from the kit. "Here, I can bandage myself up. You can pull the shrapnel out."
"C- can we switch jobs?" You asked, not really wanting to hurt her.
"I can't pull it out. And I can't walk like this." Ada sighed.
You hesitated, hand drawing closer to the shrapnel. "I don't really want to hurt you." 
"You killed a man not that long ago. You can pull out some shrapnel." She deadpanned.
You flinched, but tried to ignore the comment. "Yeah, well, he was an asshole. Which you are kind of being right now. But you're in pain, so I'll allow it." You weakly joked, hand hovering over the metal.
"Thanks." She snorted.
"Just this once though." You said as you quickly pulled the metal out of her leg.
"Bitch!" Ada yelled in pain, irritated with the lack of warning. You tried not to laugh. It wasn't funny. She's in pain. 
Eh, it was kind of funny.
"I deserve that." You said as you grabbed the bottle of disinfectant and bandages from her.
"You do. I can patch myself up." Ada said grumpily, grunting in pain every now and then. She moved to take the bandage away but you slapped her wrist away.
"Just stay still and shut up." You demanded.
"Wow. You have wonderful bedside manners." She sarcastically stated.
"Yeah, and my parents wanted me to be a doctor." You laughed. You? A doctor? Yeah right.
Ada actually chuckled at the thought. "I haven't even known you a day and even I know that you would have been a terrible doctor."
"I fully agree. But, look at how well I just patched you up." You grinned, proud of your work.
Ada examined the wound. "Well, I'm not bleeding out. So good job, Y/n." 
"Careful. You almost sounded grateful. It will ruin your badass FBI persona." 
"You're right, we can't have that." Ada snarked back.
You changed your position from sitting on your knees to sitting with your legs crossed in front of you. Ada sat across from you.
"So, want to try walking around? Or do you want to wait for Leon to inevitably show up. He's probably already up and looking for us." You said.
Ada thought for a moment. "Let's wait for him. We're gonna need his help with finding the G." 
"Alright. You're the boss." You shrugged.
"Oh, am I now?" She asked.
"Well you know more about this covert mission stuff than I do."
"I don't know, you seemed to have held your own before I even got here. You got into the NEST before I did. Even got past Annette…" She complimented before trailing off. "And you know what happened to her husband, William?" Ada asked curiously.
You sighed and nodded. "Trying to butter me up for information? All you have to do is ask, Ada."
"Alright. What happened? Did you see?"
"Unfortunately. He was cornered by some men in combat gear. They were after the G, which seems to be the common theme for the past few days…" Your voice faded as your thoughts overcame your mind. 
"And?" Ada urged.
"And he decided that, rather than let them get away with it and die from his gunshot wounds, he should inject himself with the G-virus instead. So, we might encounter a mutated William Birkin while down here. Have that to look forward to." You weakly stated as you fiddled with a piece of metal, eyes gazing into the distance.
"So he caused this outbreak? Not Annette?" 
"From what I've seen. Yes. William did start this. Although Annette clearly had a part in it too. My guess is that the men in combat gear didn't get too far. Must have somehow spread in the chaos." 
"Hmm. Possibly. Thank you. For telling me." Ada said.
"You'd find out one way or another. Not that it matters much to your mission."
"No. But it is nice to know. I like to get to know everything I can. So I won't go in blind." Ada told you.
"That makes sense. I did the same thing before coming here. I was still unprepared. Nearly got lost because I didn't snag a map."
"How did you get out?"
"Annette, actually. She helped me out."
"She just, let you go? That doesn't sound like her."
"Well I obviously didn't tell her that I was investigating Umbrella and stealing information to show everyone how sketchy the company is. I think she had more important things to deal with than some girl that one of the scientists snuck in."
Ada goes to respond, but is interrupted by a familiar voice. "Ada? Y/n? Where are you?"
"Over here!" Ada yelled.
Leon came running around the corner. "There you two are. I was getting worried there for a sec." 
"We were waiting for you, slow poke." You teased.
Leon huffed a laugh. "What happened?" He asked, gesturing to the wound on Ada's leg.
"I fell." Ada deadpanned.
"More like you got thrown off the platform, but yeah." You muttered. She threw you a half-hearted glare and you raised your hands in mock surrender.
"So, what now?" Leon asked.
"Get yourself out of here. While you still can." Ada said. 
You raised a brow. She made you wait for him, claiming that he could help with finding the G-virus, and now she wants him to leave. What? What's her play here?
"I'm not just gonna leave you. Not like this." Leon told her.
"You don't understand. The situation is worse than I thought." Ada said, almost helplessly. 
Pathetically. 
She was not like this just moments ago. What's her play- Oh. She knows Leon's type. The knight in shining armor. She wants to use that to her advantage. She knows he won't leave her. Funny, you almost forgot that this was the same person who would have left you for dead in that cell if you weren't useful to her mission. You shouldn't have been so surprised. You shouldn't have let your guard down. You were an idiot.
"You're not getting rid of me that easily. You protected me. Now it's my turn." Leon said. You stood and crossed your arms, watching the scene from a distance.
"Didn't realize we were keeping score." Ada joked, referencing earlier. Leon helped her up.
"Grab my shoulder." Leon said.
"Don't push it rookie." Ada defended, slapping his hand away.
"Okay. Just trying to help." Leon said.
"You wanna help? We have to get to the NEST."
"NEST?"
"Umbrella's lab, remember? Right beneath us. That's where the virus samples are. You up for this?"
"Think I can fit it in my schedule."
You sighed and groaned loudly. "Alright, I've seen enough. Let's go love birds. Watch your step, Ada." You turned to walk ahead to the exit.
"Why are you in such a hurry?" Leon asked, following behind you and a limping Ada.
"I've been in this situation for a week now, Leon. I want to get this shit show over with and get the hell out of here. And I can only do that after I uphold my end of the bargain." You said, leading them toward the direction of the cable car.
"Even though we failed to save your friends?" Leon questioned. You paused in your step and shut your eyes in frustration.
"Why do you both keep bringing them up? How am I supposed to move on when you're just reminding me of my dead friends every five minutes. Stay out of my business and I'll stay out of yours." You snapped. They just kept prying, and you were over it.
"Woah, okay. I shouldn't have brought them up. I am sorry, though, about your friends." Leon said, face looking like a kicked puppy once more. How are you supposed to be angry at him when he looked at you like that? Damn your soft heart.
"Sure you are. You didn't know them. To the both of you, they're just two more faces of the thousands of dead that you've already forgotten. So please, focus on this mission so we can all go our separate ways when it's over. And hopefully never see each other again." You told them. 
You were over it. Over the fake sympathies and Umbrella and this entire city. You're tired. You didn't want to do this anymore.
"The cable car will take us further down to NEST. This wristband is our ticket to ride." Ada gestured to her wrist, breaking the silence.
"Nice. Where'd you get that?" Leon asked.
"Y/n found it."
"You're welcome." You said dryly.
"Anyway, we're almost there." Ada told him as she limped after you.
You walked through a door and held it open, Ada and Leon walked through. Or in Ada's case, limped.
She folds over in pain. "Ugh, this damn leg."
"Let me carry you." Leon insisted.
She shook her head. "No. That'd only make me feel worse. How's the shoulder?"
"Worse than it looks." He brushed off.
"What a pair. Both got one foot in the grave." Ada snarked.
You finally made it to the cable car door. "Here we are." You said.
Ada limped forward and used the wrist band to unlock the door.  It unlocked and you walked in, immediately going to sit on one of the benches, not bothering to even try and figure out how to work the cable car. Ada sat on a bench further down the cable car, which was slanted and had stairs for some reason. Interesting design choice.
"This may be a one way ride. So be prepared, you two." Ada warned.
"Not like I have a choice. Unless you're giving me the option to leave too?" You asked for across the car.
Ada shook her head. "We'll need you, Y/n. You know where to find the G. Or, at least, where to start."
Oh, so Leon got a choice and you don't? You doubted she needed you. You really did. So why was she keeping you here? What could you possibly add to the mission?
Leon started the cable car and it began its descent further into the NEST. 
"This tram is bound for NEST. Do not exit until the final destination." A computer voice said.
"You know what I was thinking? I can't wait for the FBI to raid Umbrella headquarters and take those bastards to justice." Leon said. 
Yeah, if only.
"I agree… But to be clear, you're not working in official capacity. This is a federal case. Once we get the G-virus, I'm back on my own." Ada told him.
Leon seemed a bit annoyed by this and turned around to look away. You couldn't really tell what he was thinking.
"Hey, Leon. Trust me?" Ada asked.
He walked up the stairs toward her. "You trust me?"
Ada huffed a laugh. "Honestly… If I didn't you'd probably be dead."
"Right." Leon scoffed.
"What about you, Y/n?" She asked, taking your attention from looking out the windows.
"What about me?" You asked, not really paying attention to the conversation.
"Do you trust me? Trust us?" Ada repeated.
You looked at her and Leon, pausing for a moment, before shaking your head. "No."
"No?" Leon questioned, confused and curious.
"No." You repeated. "I barely know you both. We've been together for five, maybe six hours. I don't trust that easily. Especially strangers." 
"Smart. I don't blame you for that. But for this to work, I need you to trust us. Trust me." Ada tried.
You hummed. "Yeah, well, I'll try not to ruin your plans. How about that?" 
You could meet in the middle and work together, but trust? That's a stretch. It's a lot to ask for. You've been disappointed and betrayed by those you've trusted before. In return you've always been careful when it comes to that. Hell, it took a couple weeks before you even fully trusted Ben. Especially when he started dating Katherine. 
A pang in your heart. No. Don't think about them. Survive now, grieve later. 
"Why don't you trust us? We've saved your life." Leon said.
"Yes. And I thank you for that. But in case you've forgotten, which I haven't, you also threatened to leave me for dead in that cell with Ben's body if I didn't cooperate. Not exactly a good first impression."
Ada nodded in reluctant understanding. "Look, I thought I might need yours and Y/n's help… and I was right. If you both can secure the G-virus I can make sure what happened in Raccoon City never happens again."
Leon sits next to her. "Ada. You said it yourself. It's a federal case. I don't have the authority-"
"Look at me." Ada interrupted. Leon went silent and she huffed. "I'm a liability now. If I'm gonna finish this case, you both are the last hope I've got."
Ah, so that was her plan. Make us do her dirty work.
Leon looked conflicted. "I'm not just gonna leave you here. What if you're attacked? What if you need help-"
Ada kisses Leon. She kisses him. For a good few seconds. You grimaced and turned to look out the windows, never a fan of PDA. 
Didn't they just meet each other? Must be another manipulation tactic. Kiss the man to shut him up and get him to listen.
"I'll be fine. Don't worry about me. I gotta see this through. And I want to see you again." She placed a hand on his thigh. "I got plenty to live for. Trust me." 
Is that flirting? Is she flirting?
Really fucking awkward. Oh wow, look at that. The building structure is amazing. You could give Umbrella a point for cool underground labs. That leaves them at -99. 
"Now arriving at NEST." The computer voice said.
"Go. Please. We don't have much time. You're gonna need this." She took off the wrist band and gave it to Leon.
"Okay." Leon said, ready to be the hero. "You coming, Y/n?" Leon asked you. 
You glanced at Ada and saw her look at you pleadingly. You rolled your eyes and walked over to her.
"Fine. I'll do your dirty work for you, seeing as you're incapable at the moment. But after this, I don't want to see you ever again. I don't really appreciate being manipulated." You said quietly, so Leon wouldn't hear from the doorway.
"I haven't been manipulating you-" Ada started.
"You have. And Leon too. You know it." You shrugged. "It's fine. I'll get you your G-virus. I just better not find out it has landed in the wrong hands because of you. I really don't want a repeat of Raccoon City, Ada. I don't want to have a part in that again. You can understand that, can you?" You questioned.
"I understand. You can trust me, Y/n." Ada said. 
You looked her in the eye and studied her face. You were conflicted. It was odd. Every single part of you wanted to trust her, but you knew you couldn't. That you shouldn't.
"We'll see. Stay safe, Ada." You said as you turned and walked away from her.
"I'm counting on you both." Ada said.
"I know." Leon responded. You just went out, not wanting to stay there anymore.
Time to go get the G-virus.
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drarrytm · 7 months
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I listened to Sk8er Boi this morning and have done nothing but think of this wolfstar au. ITS A RIFF off the song not a direct interpretation. Ps: they all live in NY
Skater Remus had a fling with a ballet dancer and he fucked him up cause he was like “you’re not good enough for me” when Remus wanted more because he is all scarred from skating . So he’s like got a terrible view of himself now. About everything and about his scars esp the one from a fall that almost ruined his career that runs through his face across his nose and eyebrow. But he stuck through it went on to be big in the skating world even making it to the summer Olympics in skateboarding.
He’s bffs with James who’s an Olympic snowboarder and he’s married to Regulus who used to do ballet full time but now he’s an instructor because they’re going to have a baby. Remus always goes to support James at the Winter Olympics. And he always hangs with Reg when James is competing or practicing. This year Regulus brings his brother who Remus has not met.
And there is Sirius Black and Remus is like “this is the prettiest person I’ve ever seen ever in my whole life”. Sirius still does Ballet full time at the most prestigious ballet company in America the NYCB. And Sirius is obv immediately obsessed with Remus and is like “I’m obsessed with you” and Remus is like…. “Ummm it’ll pass.” (It doesn’t)
James and Reg have Harry the summer after James won the Gold in snowboarding. They make Sirius and Remus the godfathers so they start interacting much more. They become close and they kind of start dating at the beginning of the next year when Harry is 7 months old and Remus is like *internal monologue* he’s gonna leave me I just have to take what I can get.
So they’re dating and spending all their time together. He watches Sirius’ performances and practice and Sirius goes with him to the skate parks and watches him and tells him how much he likes certain tricks. They babysit Harry together at one of their apartments. Usually Sirius’ cause his is definitely more baby safe. He honestly spends most of his time there anyway. Remus is falling in love but doesn’t want to scare Sirius off. Sirius of course loves him but he doesn’t want to spook Remus after it took him so long to convince him that he actually wanted to date him.
A year and a half flies by and it’s time for the summer Olympics Remus made the team and everyone comes to support him. Remus falls hard on the half pipe at a practice and is carried away bleeding. Sirius finds him in the medic tent and Remus is cleared of a concussion or serious injury. But he can feel his scar on his face has opened and gotten bigger and longer. And his face is wrapped up in bandages. Sirius is crying.
So Remus thinks he’s going to break up with him “I understand if you want to stop seeing me I know I’m hideous with these scars”
Sirius is like ??? “What??? I don’t care about that I care that you’re okay?? I love you!! I was scared to death when you fell because I didn’t get to tell you!”
Remus is shocked “You love me?”
Sirius sighs “You don’t have to say it back”
Remus kisses him even though it hurts and says “I love you so much I just didn’t think you would love me back.”
And then they’re both crying and then James and Reg and Harry are there. They got his Remus’ injury update from the nurse Poppy so they know he’s cleared. After making sure Remus really is okay James goes “Who said it first?”
They share a look before Sirius raises his hand. And James pumps his fist and says to Regulus “you owe me 10 bucks!!” Cue an eye roll from everyone except Harry who pumps his little fist like his dad.
Remus goes on the win the gold medal and dedicates the award to his family and the love of his life Sirius.
When they get back to New York and Sirius gets back to work with a shiny gold band on his left ring finger complete with a tiny diamond in the middle of an engraving of a star.
One of the lower level dancers that had never made it onto a performance. And was just around cause of family connections came up to him. “You know I used to date your skater boy.” He sneered.
Sirius took a deep breath and held his hand out to admire his ring he turns his nose up at the man “You mean my Olympic gold medalist husband?” He clarifies “Hmm he’s never mentioned you.” And turns away.
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I left the Twitter and TikTok Sydcarmy fandoms when they all started dragging you for no reason and I only follow you now because I followed a lot of them on their private accounts and the way they ALL talk about Rosalia and Molly made me sick. I don’t know anything about them at all but the villification seems so unfair. They don’t like those girls one bit and one of them even was saying both of them should kill themselves because it’s what Ayo wants and no one called it out. I used to love it but this is the most misogynistic hateful fandom I’ve ever been in and that’s saying a lot because I used to be a BTS stan and a Superwholock lover. Thank you for being a safe place because you’re the only one of them I’ve seen defend those two girls who really did nothing to Sydcarmy fans other than know JAW. A lot of us are so grateful for it because they stay making us all look bad
I'm sorry you felt you had to leave. I wasn't part of any fandom space before, so this has been very ummm eye opening experience. I started posting mostly meta and twitter memes on here cause there were like 5 people here at the time regularly posting things beyond just gif sets and reddit only cares to talk about Richie. Then I just posted the twitter memes I would post here on there plus updating on all the filming stuff cause not everyone is on tumblr, and people were just reposting the stuff I posted on here in twitter anyways. A lot of those people are also quite a bit younger, so idk maybe they just need to grow up and out of trying to start one sided twitter wars because they want more likes or followers or whatever. I think most people are actually quite normal about Molly/Ayo/Rosalia etc, but then again I avoid most private accounts and group chats. I try to stay out of their actual personal lives and stick to just the show and their other projects, aside from occasionally joking about JAW being in love with Ayo cause that's clearly the energy everyone even outside the shippers gathers from him lol But I obviously don't think anything is actually going on nor do I actually root for the demise of any of their relationships. I don't think people who go around celebrating their divorces and cheating rumors even in private really have any business pretending like they are so protective of him when they're talking shit about actual people that they care about, just cause they run a fan page about them.
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ashauyel · 18 days
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hiiii everybody hehe I’m going to try to use more consistently now for #real this time because twitter sucks now and I have a lot of loona opinions that I’ve wanted to share. anyways I’ve been doing really really good and I just wanted to check in on this corner of the world. to make a very very long story short ummm life updates I got engaged a couple of weeks ago and now I’m moving into an apartment so my head has kind of been in the clouds ever since then obviously. anyways! I hope everyone has been doing well and I just want to say I love everyone very much 🫶🏻
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osaemu · 3 months
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hi sab ummm this is so funny to type HELLPPP so lik e. srry for dipping i literally had a heart attack 😭😭 GIRL I ACTYSLLY CANT STOP LAUGHIJG ABT THID IM SORRY. anyways so like long story short i'm chronically ill and like i have heds whihc gives me heart palpitations and stuff sometimes and my friend. she offrd me a hit of her vape and i was like uuurmm ok why not and then it sped up my heart rate even more and i literally had a heart attack HELELOOOO 😭😭 girl. anyways i mite not be on as often but here's the new ollie lore 🥳 oh yea my name is ollie 😼😼
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ANON HELP ........ R U OK BFF ??? 😭😭😭😭😭😭 PLS take care of yourself omg ............. you're like those ao3 authors who r like "yeah sorry for not updating this week i crashed my car and it exploded and i went into a coma for a couple days and then i got amnesia and then—"
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424151998 · 4 months
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I am in Athens and tomorrow I am going to Tbilisi
Athens is cool at first I was scared and kept thinking I was gonna get pick pocketed but it’s actually extremely chill here. I’ve been wearing the same outfit the whole time tracksuit pants and cardigan and hoodie with the addition of fleece and long sleeve and two puffer jackets and scarf wrapped around my head today and gloves coz it was like 10 degrees lol soooo not that bad but it felt hellish to me it’s gonna get sooooo much worse and I’m scared
Ummm yeah having withdrawals too so I’ve been sleeping a lot and feeling irritable but I’m optimistic that I’ll be feeling more normal soon
I didn’t go to any of the ancient ruins coz they cost money so I just saw them from a distance
Just tonnes of walking and eating
Food:
Tis theatrou to steki twice now…first time was better..first time I was like 😍 marinated anchovies and vegetables in vinegar and garlic and bread and saganaki w lots of lemon 😍 second time we got like an omelette which was average and meatballs which were boring and such a bad choice by me hmm kinda just like eating bread with little accompaniments rather than bigger dishes, cheap place
Went to some place max’s friend recommended that had vinyl records as placemats and we had this amazing soup with ceviche but after that dish it wasn’t as yum it was like a big stir fry type thing and that’s just not really my thing but max really enjoyed it and also some coconut rice thing which again meh I don’t really care but that’s just vegetarian food I’m so meh but also again I am in a state of withdrawal so maybe I’m just pretty anhedonic. We did get a little carafe of wine which was soooooo good and also some digestif after I forget what it was called but similar to ouzo super strong and when we got home I passed out I felt so drunk
We went to Atlantikos this like tourist famous fish restaurant for lunch and it was good yeh idk max was really into it we had squid and it was fine idk I think we ordered badly coz I was jealous looking at some of the other tables
We had giros at o kavourras which was so effing yum
We’ve also had a couple falafel wraps
I keep waking up super early it’s funny coz my sleeping pattern is so fucked up in Melbourne it’s like super normal here I wake up at 7am like 🤩and then have to wait til midday for max to wake up but anyway yeah it’s crazy I’m like early bird here but for some reason I don’t wanna leave the apartment without max I could probs go walk around and get a coffee but I’ve just been chilling on my phone and reading my kindle hmmmm until like 1pm when we leave the apartment , after about 5000 steps im fucking done and Need to rest before I can keep going..
Currently in bed and gonna go back out at some point idk I have these Greek cigarettes I might have one later but only one
Step count:
Wednesday: 12,299
Thursday: 12,719
Friday: 11,367
Saturday: 21,146
Sunday: 5,785
Monday (so far, will update): 8,521
Umm what else I keep having insane nightmares which is disturbing but I’m Hoping it’s just my brain cleansing itself …nd max says I’m grinding my teeth heaps so maybe I’ll get teeth grinding Botox when we get to Istanbul but idk
Lol
Ummm ok that’s all
Oh yeah and I’m obsessed with how easy it is to get thru the metro gates like soo amazing and not scary like they just stay open if u put your hand in front of them unlike the myki gates that feel like they’re gonna fully slam my pelvis
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caramelcuppaccino · 6 months
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hi and hello dear friends<3 for some reason i can’t create a post when i use tumblr on my phone, that’s why i’m throwing these unrelated posts at you all of a sudden. anyways, i hope all of you have been good and doing well! i really miss being more active here and engaging with you more :( but ✋ i think i will be able to post more and be here soon because ya girl is resigning!! and i will focus more on studying!! after a quick life update, i have a question to ask you, so please humour me by answering this poll<3
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