#using pictures of me and friends again

[lesbiandardevil]

silly canaries moment minus pattadol for her own good

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#using pictures of me and friends again #context ?? none #just wanted to draw them being stupid #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #mithrun #mithrun of the house of kerensil #otta dungeon meshi #fleki dungeon meshi #lycion dungeon meshi #cithis dungeon meshi #the canaries #canaries dungeon meshi #my art

[puppyeared]

i like him

#somebody needs to keep me 8 metres away at all times or else ill start chewing on him #i just want everyone to know if i end up making a character who happens to resemble harvey in any shape or form #it probably wasnt a coincidence 😐and it will happen again #if i remember maybe ill try getting stardew when it goes on sale.. my friend showed me her farm and she named her chicken after doja cat #or maybe it was nikki minaj i cant remember. and she also said smth about monsters and passing out if you stay out after a certain hour #idk how accurate tht is all i know is the funny fucked up grandpas bed #i read somewhere that harveys supposed to be in his early to mid thirties and i dont have a problem with it but i think itd be very funny #if hes actually younger than he looks hes just a med school postgrad lmao. idk how well that headcanon would hold up since ive #never played the game and idk how often ppl talk about his age or if itsjust an implied thing. i just think its really really funny #im trying to get into the habit of drawing poses so im using reference images to try and build up muscle memory #i found some cute pictures of two ppl playing by the sea shore and it reminded me of xin and sailor so im gonna draw em like that #i havent drawn em in so long..... maybe i should update xins reference since i changed their lore quite a bit #myart #my art #doodles #stardew valley #stardew #sdv #sdv harvey #kinda wanna see him whimper a little bit. as a treat

[waterfallofspace]

don't know how to format this post so welcome to waterfall is craving things and she doesn't know if it's more h-rny or lonely so enjoy a little snippet of what is playing on loop in my mind~

Person A: tshhieew!

Person B: Bless you, poor little thing~

Person A: I'm- eshh'iew! tschh- kngt'shhew! I'm not little!

Person B: Even if you aren't, your sneezes sure are~

Person A, blushing: No they're- eh'tnshiew! aeshh'iee!

Person B, with a smirk: What a poor, sneezy little thing~

#waterfallsnzarios #waterfalltalks #i guess??? idk man waterfallcraves is more accurate #just B taunting them and A being such a little blushy mess by the end #knowing that they ARE little but even if they arent! the sneezes are! they cant fight that! #not like they can fight being little either buutttt~ ;3 #yes im picturing c/huuya but gotta be honest not seeing d/azai as the other #perhaps in a private little bedroom... away from prying eyes and ears... #or perhaps this is just something I crave okay i just- lil with lil snz auhegughguh #im a sucker for a kitten snz and i am! feeling things so welcome to this randomness that does NOT have a point~ #(and yes okay maybe id like to be on either side of this BUT! shut up! i do not!) #(using this as a blog again- starting to get more and more used the idea that like... maybe i DO want attention???) #(always knew i craved attention but like.... always used to it being the kind of attention that i GIVE to others and maybe i get something) #(but not used to like... actual genuine attention thats just for me and that isnt kinda... idk- you give me things? so i give bak?) #(gonna be so honest!! i do not feel cute! most of the time! and usually thats okay! i like being a lil chaos gremlin :3) #(buuuuuut recently been having more friends call me cute and idk!!! maybe its not the worst thing to get to be a lil soft sometimes~) #(ANYWAYS blog post over im so sorry to anyone who read these tagssssss but here is a lil snzario that hopefully makes up for it!!)

[wlw-cryptid]

oh you want me to bring my friends now, hm? pretty girl bodies all soft and flushed with pleasure? pressed together? feeling each other? dripping with so, so much cum?

#i cant believe you came back but i am once again so thankful #ive been rereading the other ask a lot #she speaks #anon #asks #tentacles #i simply want to feel the strength and the tenderness of some big intelligent tentacle monster who soaks in my warmth #maneuvering me however it desires #i do love the idea of the tentacles pooling us all together. thats cute for some reason. piling us closer like kittens #even if it helps its grip or whatever practically #tangent tho. how many friends are yall having who you would casually fuck #bc for me personally theres always been a thick separation between people i am purely friends with #and the people i am or could be interested in romantically #not to say i dont adore my friends w real love or that me and my honey dont have a deep friendship alongside our attraction but #idk i just think about my Friend group n i cant picture having steamy gay sex #my mutuals on the other hand i am looking at you with HUNGER

[absurdumsid]

HI SILLY CREATURES ON MY PHONE !! GOOD EVENING !?!!! IM BACK IT WAS FUN IM SORRY I COULDNT BLOG DURING IT (I WAS BUSY.... UM. ADMIRING SOMEONE TEEHEE) ANYWAY !! I WILL PWRHPAS DRAW TOMORROW !?!?!!!!

thats from my calmer playlist lmao i just realised i rarely post songs from those playlists

#was actually very overstimmed at one point and started yelling randomly ermmmmm. that was weird. anyway #had FUN actually it was very fun #surprisingly #sid rambles #wouldnt do it again but that was fun !!!! #the finding out two of my friends had gifts for their dance partners was so very funny to me we just all Had Something to give em #<- mind u two of us have crushes on our dance partners (the other one im not sure hes rlly vague abt it lmao) #so that was fun !! #we all like figured out our own times to give em #I WAS GIVEN. THE OPPORTUNITY TO HELP HER WEAR IT (my gift was a necklace !! insanity) #also we took pictures together #maybe ill show em #but i will be censoring them #maybeeee tomorrow. im tired #and hungry #why am i hungry #probably because im tired #sorry for pining on main #<- implied + tags are very much just me pining #look its not my fault shes pretty. and shakes from performance anxiety. and is so much taller than me. an #ok #too much maybe yea ok yep mhmmm #gnight silly creatures thats all the pining for tonighfhfbcndnd

[runefactorynonsense]

Cozytober - Day 23 - Knitted Hat

It's just snow~

#Cozytober #Margot's RF Art #game and character tags are both going to be first because this picture comes with a NOVEL in the tags. You've been warned. #Rune Factory #RF #RF1 #Rune Factory Frontier #RF Frontier #RFF #Rune Factory Raguna #RF Raguna #Rune Factory Leona #RF Leona #oKAY so three separate things. #(1)- this concept was originally my weakest idea. I am officially out of prep sketches because this one had stumped me. But last night #I googled 'knitted hats' to look at patterns and I found an image of a dad+kid in hats that. Wait. Omg. CUTE. I just. HAD to use it #Immediate pivot from the idea I didn't like so much. #Which (2-) I was willing to do because a friend of mine in an art chat is doing a Goretober. We laughed at the difference in our art #theirs emotional and detailed and dark- mine glowing and shiny and comfy. They encouraged me to go even MORE nice and cozy. #So thank you my young Canadian friend for giving me the gumption to draw Leona again #who is a funny topic lately because #(3) Frank [my s.o.] and I have again been talking about 'protags and the peril their place in the story puts their families in' #he made a beautiful but painful narrative choice during his Starfield playthrough- (RIP cowboy husband) #we have shared games we always bring up in this convo- AND I am on my RF bullshit. Leona and/or Lief existing is such a beautiful mistake #[ it's me I'm making the narrative mistake ] #How high do you think the price is on their head(s)?? Ethelberd had to be offering a FORTUNE. #That kid better either not be an Earthmate and subsist on potential family-denying anonymity until the events of 4 (my idea for Lief) #or be strong enough in some combat aspect to survive until they can join dad on the run (my idea for mage!Leona) #and I forgot my earbuds at home today so I COULDN'T even vent all these tangents TO Frank today so I am a ball of SUPPRESSED FANDOM CHATTER #That Frank got to LAUGH AT OVER TEXT. Meanie. That is all. I officially broke how many tags it'll let me use. Wow.

[localghostgorl]

No one is surprised: I am in another Curse of Strahd game. His name is Ezra, he's a school of swords bard, and I love him.

I do commissions!

#curse of strahd #curse of strahd oc #dungeons & dragons 5e #rpg character #original character #tiefling #cos is somewhat of an interest to me. i might even enjoy the overall story or something #one of my friends and i have already talked about our characters being friends right before the campaign #so im having a lot of fun #also strahd is bald in this game. hes bald and hes torturing us with his baldness #once again sorry for the shit picture. my phone sucks at taking closeup images apparently. it likes blurring things #hes also very blue. i might need to draw this fucker properly at some point #ezra #ghostart

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Oh god.

This summer you sent our mutual friend a package, to get to me. An heirloom, a bit of camp history. Passed down to me.

And on that package, your phone number and address. Your phone number, that I had long deleted from my phone because the urge to call you was always too strong.

When I last saw you in person, you said that when you finally moved to the city it would be with your girlfriend. You would move in together. And surely, she would become your fiancee and then your wife.

There it is. On the package. Your new address, in the city.

I have to keep myself from calling you right now. You probably have my number blocked, and I truly don't know what I'd do if you answered. But I would give anything to hear your voice again.

Even if it's just you saying, "Hello? Who is this?" While her voice is in the background, asking you what you want for dinner.

At this point, I don't even need to be the voice in the background asking what you want for dinner.

I just wish I could be the voice on the other end of your phone call.

#idk if this made sense. its 4am #but storytime i guess #years ago. like four now. i had a best friend #i loved her so much. truly i was in love with her. which was the problem #she had a girlfriend. im sure you can guess where this is going #she cheated on her gf with me. i felt guilty and made her tell her gf. months later but better late than never i guess #her gf made her choose between us. understandable. she chose her gf. understandable #so i got a call one night from her. where she said we could never speak again. we couldnt be in each others lives. and i deserved that #it still killed me though. it still kills me. i havent recovered #but this past summer she sent a package to our mutual friend. for me #just something from the camp we both work at. and there on the package was her phone number and address #two years after she left me she volunteered at the camp i worked at and she used to woek at #we ended up talking. and being friends for that one last week. and she mentioned that she wanted to marry her gf #and move in with her. in the city. so when i saw her city address... yeah #i took a picture of her number and address before throwing away the package. something i remembered tonight #its just sitting in my camera roll. her number and address #and i could never call her. never send her a letter #idk what the point of this storytime was #but this is some half decent writing for 4am #i hope you enjoyed

[welcometogrouchland]

Find it funny how willow very much WAS the voice of reason a lot of the time in the demon realm but then she gets to the human realm and is so confused and scared that she sort of just sits back and tries to have fun and make memories where she can. We love a self care queen. Being stupid is good for her <3

#ramblings of a lunatic #the owl house #toh #toh spoilers #willow park #she did what she had to do as the mom friend but now there is an actual mom in the picture and she WILL allow herself to be 15 #which is good for her honestly. since i think (wishfully but i think) she might have some heavier stuff coming up in special 2 #like don't get me wrong her arc is 99% done BUT now she's gonna be reacting to belos possessed hunter and also HIM BEING A GRIMWALKER #IF we get a tad more wittebane lore she'll probably be there for it (along with gus- they're hunters besties and saw the statue) #((here's how ghost!caleb can still win /j)) #like who know maybe she'll be well adjusted next time we see her but also she did casually mention getting revenge so.. #(willow and darius team up when. if any bitches in this cast want vengance on that mold man it's them) #OR maybe there'll be feelings of...idk- guilt at not noticing hunter was getting possessed/not being able to help him? #or feeling protective of him since he (presumably) has no magic rn (he can learn glyphs but he was good at staffs) #and who knows what that stirs up in her since she's used to being on the otherside of that equation #again. 90% sure this is wishful thinking as a willow stan w/ brainrot. but let me dream /j #anyway yeah. dumbass willow for the win! stop trying to be the glue all the time! get silly with it!

[widevibratobitch]

my god. skinny people really just have like. No Idea huh just absolutely not a single clue lmao it's almost funny to watch fr but then id lie if i said i wouldn't fucking kill to be able to be that ignorant

#girl i am SO sorry people react with surprise when you say you're studying to be an opera singer because you're #*checks notes* skinny and attractive. so so sorry that must be literal hell for you huh how will you ever recover :(((( #no no please keep talking about how equally bad that is to the brutal fucking fatshaming and ED glorifying #in the industry that me and the only other fat girl in the room were talking about before you interrupted us <3 #anyway. we were talking about this one review of a quite famous professional music critic whose only comment about a fat mezzo in the cast #was 'miss xyz.... lose some weight'. not a single word about her singing/acting/whatever. but yeah no you're too sexy for an opera singer #and THAT is the real problem here girl i totally understand yeah <3 thoughts and prayers dearest. #earlier that same day this same girl was standing next to me in her bodycon dress and went #*pointing at her stomach that's so flat its almost concave* 'ughhhh what do i have to do to not look pregnant in this dress 😩😫' #and i said 'girl' and just looked at her and like the sudden horrified realisation on her face was lowkey hysterical #like omg you really did forget you're not talking to your other skinny friends with whom you can pat each other on the backs #and reassure each other that 'dw girl ur not fat at all ur so so sexy!' huh sjshsjshsjs #but yeah i dont like making people uncomfortable irl so i did reassure her she looks hot and pretty and skinny as all shit #let at least one of us have a nice evening and not feel Absolutely Fucking Disgusting ig <3 #and the day before that after i saw our (last ever btw never photographing myself with them ever again <3) picture and had a mini break down #the other even skinnier and smaller and petite-er crouched down next to me with the most guilty fucking expression and quietly asked me #if im alright and do i want her to delete those pictures (that she posted on two separate social media pages) and like #the look of immense fucking pity on her was even worse than seeing those pictures #like i know she meant well and was trying to be nice but my god. this really is how you all see me huh #like looking like me would be fate worse than death for yall #not even gonna mention the thing i just learned this friday that the retired ballerina who leads our ballet classes said about me #trying to cheer up the other fat girl who happened to have a bit of an emotional breakdown in the middle of the class :))))))) #like i am sooooooo so glad and honoured to be an inspiration to you. really. always happy to help. the exemplary Fat Girl Who Fucking Sucks #But Doesnt Let It Bother Her <333333 #like on one hand. yeah it really does make me wanna jump off a cliff. but on the other. its just hilarious sjdgsjsgsj #you sure are right miss ma'am. i sure don't let this bother me at all. i am famous for my uncanny ability to Not Be Bothered by all this <33 #but shes new. its ok. how could she know about the last two years when i was getting panic attacks and sobbing myself to sleep every tuesday #but yeah no. [lauren cooper voice] am i bovvered? am i bovvered tho? i aint even bovvered!

[visdiefje]

Back home and some complicated feelings about it again 😍 that said. Nothing beats my own beautiful bed

#sometimes I genuinely don't know whether I'd prefer to move back in with my parents or not #it wouldn't solve anything but I guess I could save up for a house? maybe? #but then again I can't right now because the point of being here is the learning and experiences #plus! I said I was going to try out the year. and we're only 1/4th through #which is a lot and not a lot simultaneously #back from friend trip agh. I miss the company even if being around people makes me self conscious #not my friend himself mind you but roommates I don't know as well as him. regardless. company nice #but the advantage of being at friend's places is that you can see what makes you feel at home in a place and then adjust that in your place #for example. my family never put a lot of stuff up on the walls #but I actually love rooms with a lot of framed pictures photos posters and such up. so if I do that here I'll like my space more #also!! I need to get more lamps #I love having various lamps around the place and I love not using overhead lighting #so I should invest in some home decor... for my gay little mental health #perhaps see what I can do to decorate for the winter holidays? #bien rambles #I've never been good at decorating or interior design but I can play around with it now...

[that-homoerotic-blouse]

There are shots that are only a few seconds long but the devil's in the details and I for one am destroyed by these hidden moments that show the depth of Ellie's sadness when no one's looking

#hello I'm here to make your day worse #all of these destroy me #the last one is pure hopelessness #but the two first ones are very interesting because #one is with the fireflies #who are supposed to be helping her #but also dragged her away from the body of her best friend #and kept her chained for weeks #and the second is with riley! while she plays the music ellie just looks away #so so heartbroken and thinking she's being left alone again #god bella's microexpressions kill me #I need to scream with someone about this #tlou #the last of us #hbo the last of us #hbo tlou #tlou hbo #ellie williams #these pictures scream most forsaken child in the world

[halffizzbin]

Hyperfixations may be fatal to my work productivity but they’re pretty effective depression combatants. Like, I have literally been crying every day because the 90°+ weather has already started but I forgot what else spring means:

THE SPIDERLINGS ARE OUT! THE CHILDREN ARE HERE!!!

#eight-legged friends #No pictures yet because my coworker is due to show up soon #spiders #that one was a tw tag but if you follow me I use ‘eight-legged friends’ #and I promise it WILL come up again this summer so just warning you

[dandyshucks]

me when i suddenly remember I can draw whatever i want and it is allowed to look imperfect !!!! and I'm allowed to use pose bases esp if I'm just drawing for fun !!!

im trying to figure out a specific cartoony style I did in one drawing from a few months back, and then I've been wanting to do one of those heart hands poses for a long time so I found a pose base to try a quick sketch tonight just for funsies hehe

#i missed just drawing whatever fbfjdkl #its been so long since i just... let myself draw whatever fjdkdl #I've had a goal or some kind of rules in my head for every drawing session for the past month-ish #no wonder I've been feeling less and less inclined to draw fnfkdl goodness gracious I've been restricting myself too much #it'd be like telling someone to go have fun colouring a picture but theyre only allowed to use yellow or smth fjfkdl #like. okay. that can still be fun but it'd be MORE fun to be freeform and have all the colours !!! #drawing monochrome is fun for a challenge or exercise every now and then but not just to let off steam !!! #bwaahhh i re-learn this every few months and then end up forgetting it again sbdjskl silly silly smh #SIDE NOTE. DO Y'ALL RLY NOT SAY PENCIL CRAYONS IN THE USA ?? #IS IT ONLY ''COLOURED PENCILS''??? or... i should say... colored pencils LMAO american spelling /lh #coloured pencils sounds so Proper and Fancy LOL #i wonder if canada got pencil crayons from french 🤔 bc in french pencils are called crayons! #i feel like some of the US probably says pencil crayons but everyone I've talked to says they either havent heard of it or nobody says it #VERY WEIRD LOL i had no idea until a friend asked me wtf i meant by pencil crayons fhfkdl #dandy.cmd #💜so good at being in trouble #doodlebug.png

[hershelwidget]

I don’t know anymore have a Caleb prepared to Fight for his bestie

“she asked for no pickles” lookin scene

#his character arc from goofy tall guy to Don’t Talk To Me Or My Friends Ever Again is WILD #hershel’s octonauts au #octonauts gups #in all seriousness this scene is based off of the concept of lars making his way onto the ship #caleb and beast both want him DEAD dead #also to explain emma: #she gained a genuine phobia from the trauma of her experience with lars and has nightmares about him like. 3 times a week #bundle that info with the fact that caleb and emma are quite close and badda bam you have the scene #technically speaking emma did ask for no pickles. she asked to not Be the pickles. #i’m normal about these two specifically i need to study their friendship under a microscope #to ramble about caleb for a second sorry- #he had enough soup before his death for the effects to. well. take effect. and he gained a rather mild form of amnesia but still Amnesia #he doesn’t fully remember darwin but knows in his heart that darwin is important to him so he stays near them when possible #(as a result from the trauma of being murdered) he sometimes has moments where he Shuts Down #but he’ll still try to be close to any of his friends ; though those moments bring him closer to emma because she’s usually the one to #guide him when he does that (she does it too) #he wants lars dead because he’s being angry ‘on behalf’ of darwin and emma his two favourite people in the world #obviously thats not really how it works but that’s what he feels is going on #’if not me then who’ type of situation with this guy yk. #also ALSO one time he absolutely destroyed felix because he found out that he’s been manipulating emma so there’s also that #caleb is VERY protective about emma actually. most of the time it’s unnecessary honestly #it only really becomes useful against the other spirits or against lars #like in the picture !! woah it comes full circle i know right #thats my cue to post the thing . sighs . caleb i love you don’t let lars hurt anyone else

[everysongineverykey]

how does the stupendium live knowing in 2018 they dropped the ddlc song to end all ddlc songs. sometimes i'm bored and then i literally just sing why did i say oki doki in my head and boom. hours of fun

#I WALK TO SCHOOL WITH MY BEST FRIEND SURPRISE SURPRISE SHE'S LATE AGAIN SHE'S GOT A CLUB SHE WANTS ME IN #DON'T THINK I'VE EVER RAISED A PEN #i'll CONSIDER IT sure #no fan of LITER-A-TURE #books with less PICTURES THAN WORDS #leave me a LITTLE BIT BORED.... #breakdances SAYORI'S ALOOF AND KOOKY NATSUKI'S SWEET AND CUTESY YURI IS DEEP AND BROODING MONIKA'S BRAINS AND BEAUTY #IT'S ALMOST FESTIVAL TIME COULD SAY WE'RE CUTTING IT FINE #the task may seem laborious!(...i wonder where sayori is...) i guess it's just the four of uuuuuusssss! #JUST THE FOUR OF US WE CAN MAKE IT IF WE TRY BUT EACH DAY THAT PASSES BY IS TEARING PAGES FROM MY MIND #JUST THE FOUR OF US NO ESCAPING IF I TRIED THOUGH THESE MAIDENS MAY SEEM KIND THERE'S SOMETHING GOING ON BEHIND... #THEY LOOKED SO SAD AND LONELY #i sold my soul for poetry... #THIS HELL IS MEMBERS ONLY; WHY DID I SAY OKI DOKI??? #i'm not an ugly guy but i can't understand why #she'd be so utterly in love she'd leave her clubmates to die... #monika's obsession is ominous to be honest... omnipotent goddess concocting demonic sonnets... #i could delete her but i never could harm monika... #so i'm trapped here forever where's my harmonicaaaa? (epic harmonica solo)