#watch me never post smt like this ever again

[biblical-angel]

Naruto Characters as Text Posts

#the quality is so bad omg #i'm sorry i just had to get this out of my brain #watch me never post smt like this ever again #the last one is so busy but oh well #naruto #boruto #naruto uzumaki #hinata hyuga #temari #kankuro #gaara #shino aburame #kiba inuzuka #sakura haruno #sasuke uchiha #ino yamanaka #shikamaru nara #sai #tsunade senju #text posts #anime

[estarlias]

Gojo smut? Maybeee smt with shower sex?

SO SLIPPERY!🫧—

contains🪸: shower sex, size kink, he manhandles you a bit, not proof read, prob unrealistic, doggy style or somethin, pet names (princess, good girl, etc.)

a/n: YESSIR ASK AND YOU WILL RECEIVE!! this is the first smut i’ve ever posted i hope u like it 😭

“S-Satoru..” Your angelic whines reached his ears and he chuckled. Gojo had you in a difficult position. Hands and knees on the floor of the shower while his hips thrusted at an inhumane pace behind you. The warm shower water trickled down your back, a stark contrast to the way his cold hands were palming your breasts.

“Mm? What is it princess?” He bent down further, whispering in your ear as his dick hit even deeper inside you.

“This is not what I meant when I asked to go the shower-” You mumbled unhappily, irritated with your boyfriends seemingly endless supply of stamina.

Gojo chuckled lowly, a sound that sent shivers down your arched spine, “Why’re you complaining about it despite the fact that you’re clenching so tightly around me- fuck-!”

His hand left your breast and moved down to your neglected clit, rubbing small, soothing circles on it.

Your eyes shut closed in pleasure, the light touch his slender fingers were giving you wasn’t enough. Your thighs trembled, threatening to close around his hand with him still inside you.

“But if you want to stop, we can stop..” His voice sounded needy as he stopped moving his hips.

Just as quickly as his fingers found your clit, they left and he pulled out, sighing with a pout on his face.

“Just wanted to give my pretty girlfriend another orgasm but I guess she doesn’t want it.” His large hands wrapped around his dick, stroking it slowly as the warm water hit both of your faces.

He hid his smile behind his other hand as he watched you struggle to sit up, your body sore from being put in positions that you were surely not meant to be put in.

“‘s not what I meant..” You mumbled, kneeling in front of him and giving his tip a small kiss.

Gojo hissed in pleasure, gently stopping your head from going any further. “No? You wanna continue?”

You nodded, moving back and leaning back on your elbows as the water hit your chest, making your nipples glisten with warm water.

“Use your words.” Gojo grinned, getting down on your level as he started to kiss and nibble on your boobs.

“Please, Satoru?” Your fingers ran through his wet hair, earning you a soft hum from the man above you.

“Ask again, pretty girl.” He mumbled against your skin.

Rolling your eyes, “please, Satoru? My amazing boyfriend? Love of my life? Please?”

He smiled, “anything for you.”

Gojo kissed your neck, slowly making his way down your body while his hand started to guide his dick to your pretty pussy.

The water and the remnants of your previous orgasms made it easy for him to re-enter you for the umpteenth time this night.

“Fuck- you feel so good for me sweet thing..” Gojo moaned sharply, leaning down to kiss and bite gently on your neck, leaving behind a trail of love marks that would surely turn into hickeys by the morning.

His fingers found your clit once again and gently pressed and rubbed against it, quickly working you up once again.

“Toru.. please.. feels so good, don’t stop, please god don’t ever stoppp!”

He smiled, pulling away from your neck to stare into your fucked out eyes.

You disheveled, sweat and water combined together making your hair stick to your face. But to him, it didn’t matter. It was a blissed out state he created, and you looked beautiful. You were beautiful.

“Keep looking at me pretty girl.. that’s it, cmon, cum for me.. please.” His eyes never left your face, his thrusts becoming less coordinated as he started to reach his high.

“‘m cuming! Satoru-“ You whined, legs locking around his waist in an attempt to pull him closer. Gojo groaned in response, biting into your shoulder as he came simultaneously, the feeling of your tight pussy clenching around him being too much for him.

His fingers continued to fuck you through your orgasm, circling and rubbing your clit until you started to squirm from overstimulation.

The two of you were panting, the room was silent except for the gentle sound of the shower head sprinkling water out.

Gojo pulled away from your neck with a smile, “Can we go again?”

EXTRA: “The water bill went up by 17%.”

“Oh? Why’re you looking at the bills in the first place, that’s my job as the breadwinner of the house..”

“‘toru, you’re literally a trust fund kid, your dead ancestors are paying the bills.”

#gojo satoru #gojo satoru smut #satoru smut #gojo smut #gojo x reader #jjk x reader #gojo x reader smut #satoru x reader smut #!! kieran’s thirsts🪸 #jjk smut #satorugojo #jjk gojo #jjk gojo smut

[cobraz]

the pink bows you wore. . . (WIP)

a/n: this is a work in progress.. it's been a lil bit since i posted smt, and i can't really figure out an ending yet soooo lmk what u think.😭🙈

synopsis: after a fatal accident, the memories of your lover seemed to have faded.

cw: character-color-trope, angst/hurt w barely any comfort, fem reader, tighnari x readerrr, i've never written for him before so bare with me please🙏🏾

a/n pt2: TY TO MY MUTUALS WHO HELPED ME CHOOSE!! @mwahkazu & @sl-vega 🫶🏾

TIGHNARI had never been so distraught as he sat at your hospital-bed side. His ears were dropped, his eyes a little puffy and red, it seemed like he'd just finished crying for the nth time this week.

as you laid there, all he was left with was his thoughts, and the occasional beep of the heart monitor; which seemed to ease his worries a tiny bit. at least he knows you're alive.

if someone were to ask him what happened, all he could say was "an accident."

"an accident?" he'd say to no one in particular when the interaction was done, and he was once again alone.

more like tragedy, he thought, face palming himself. even though it had been a week, he could remember the incident like it was yesterday.

"'nari!!" you exclaimed, waving at him from the top of the akademiya stairs. you were visiting because of an event for former students, and you decided to bring him as you plus one.

he greeted you with his usual smile, waving right back at you.

as you ran down the stairs to greet him officially, all you could hear was a "watch out!" before you were falling.

falling. it was all you could register before the world went black.

he couldn't stop thinking about it. you falling, and him not being able to run fast enough to catch you.

the wounds on your head were fatal, was one of the only things he remembered from the doctor's report about your condition.

he couldn't help but blame himself for them, even though it was his fault.

if i was faster, maybe i could've caught her, he thinks, feeling like he was going to cry again.

he then sighed, shaking his head. he knows you wouldn't want him thinking like that but he can't help it.

you looked so pretty up there with your sun-dress and pink bows tangled in your hair and around your outfit.

your smile was bright like the sun, you looked so happy till it happened.

the bows nestled ever-so-gently in his hand were the only things that gave him an ounce of hope.

hope that you'd wake up, and that you'd forget this thing even happened.

and he'd happily place them back in your hair.

but it seems that fate had other plans for him.

you groaned, opening your eyes, and slowly blinking to adjust to the dim hospital light.

you felt a slight pain in your head as you lifted your head up to see something—or rather someone on your bed.

who is this?, you thought, and decided to speak up. you coughed to get his attention.

"um, who are you?" your voice was hoarse, and some parts of the sentence came out a bit higher in tone than you liked it.

when the stranger looked up at you, he looked like he'd seen a ghost.

to your dismay, he didn't answer you question, and immediately rushed out the room.

you sat there and blinked, until the door opened again, and a person who you presumed was a doctor, and the stranger walked in again.

in the course of a few minutes you were bombarded with questions from the doctor, which you tried to answer to the best of your ability.

the stranger seemed to know most of the answers better than you. like "what's your name," birthday, etc.

it didn't bother you that much though, since your were supposedly waking up from a coma, and you didn't really feel like going the extra mile to recall details.

when the doctor finally finished their verbal analysis, they left the two of you alone.

"[name]! i can't believe you're-!" you cut him off as he engulfed you into a hug.

"uh," you started, stiffening at the sudden contact.

"i don't think you heard me but, who are you?" you finally asked, pulling away from the hug.

"what.." his voice barely above a whisper.

remember this is a WIP,, so abrupt ending for now🙈

#!! [ ꕥ ] watatsumi island chronicles #wip #work in progress #tighnari #tighnari x reader #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact #genshin impact tighnari #genshin x reader #angst #genshin #genshin angst

[jwjwjs-stuff]

Alrighty: no beta read we die like Horangi x König ship posts on Twitter

I made a story and for those who do not like small angst or are not comfortable with illness can read that lol

Warnings: Mention of schizophrenia, small angst

You cursed as you ran towards Price‘s office. Soap had pulled a prank on you by turning back your clock…by 3 fk hours. Price had been in a very bad mood lately Duo to you failing at a mission that had been very important. The entire task 141 hated you already and you cannot really say that anyone else liked you. Price had called you to their office today but ofc you were late. Your illness has been catching up on you.

schizophrenia

You got it diagnosed but refused to take your pills often since they were super expensive. You took one half a day ago and wanted to get this over with soon. You did not know how much longer it would work.

You knocked on the door only to be greeted with a stern voice. “Come in. Now.” That definitely was not a good way to start.

You entered making sure the door closed silent. You looked at price him only pulling up your file. Ghost was next to him he gave Price some more files. You could see others faces on it. _He is going to replace you_ You shrugged that one off hoping it was just your inner voice.

Before you could even say anything Price suddenly screamed at you, you even saw Ghost flinch a bit. ( you and ghost are neutral in this storyline bc I said so. Also the 141 does not actually hate you that is just c/n telling themselves)

“DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW MANY PROBLEMS YOUR STUPIDITY CAUSED ALL OF US?!”

“I-“

“I AM GIVING YOU ONE LAST CHANCE! DO NOT DARE TO FACE ME AGAIN UNTIL YOU EITHER DECIDED I COULD BRING IN SOMEONE MORE USEFUL THAN YOU OR YOU BECAME USEFUL.”

You would have lied by saying that you were ok. Hell you were sure Ghost could see you shivering. You had to do smt so you just ran out. You just ran. As fast and as far as you could.

“Look who is running.” “The fuck.” “Hey what are you doing crybaby.” Suddenly 13-15 voices started talking in your head. You wanted to scream at them. You suddenly felt watched. “C/N wait!” You heard Price. “Soldier!” Ghost’s voice spoke.

No. Not now. You cannot face them. Stupid voices. It was all too loud and too scary. You wanted to take a step back only to noticed you were on the edge of a cliff.

A few minutes back into Price’s office:

“Fuck.” Price just said. He knew what he just did was terrible. He knew you were not useless but he was too stressed and was not thinking about what he was saying. “I will look for him.” Ghost said before making his way to the door. Price noticed a white box( package whatever you would keep pills in) on the ground. Ghost picked it up and read out loud- “schizophrenia- Price!” Never had the Captain ever jumped off his seat so fast. Chasing after you.

Now back to you

You heard every voice in your head telling you to still take that step. You started hallucinating. Small but duo to your situation convincing enough to make you step back. You already felt arms wrap around you, pulling onto safe grounds. The next pair of arms wrapped around you. They held you tight. So very tight. “Y/N…”

No words were needed that day.

141 took notice of your illness and made sure to help you out.

Price and Ghost would make sure there was always one person with you.

They also made sure you got more time of.

Or different scenario for people who are not comfy with small Angst:

You were new and small and ofc scared

Price trained some Rookies, you included

He was a rather rash teacher so when you failed at doing something duo to you being so small( or at least not a fk giraffe. ) he got mad

He screamed at you for not having trained enough

It would be no lie if you said you avoided him to your death

Even when you passed each other you would make sure there was a huge space between you two

Price would later realize why you avoided him and most definitely would give a flowers as an apology

Old man would scream at the others

Ghost would cover your ears and then calmly explain you how to do it right.

#cod mw2 x reader #cod mw2 x male reader #cod x male reader #call of duty x reader #cod modern warfare

[bonsaiiiiiii]

Thunderfam update.

So...it's been a very long while since I've decided to drop out of the Thunderfam (exactly on 10th June 2022, almost last year). It gave me time to disconnect and think: about where I was in the Thunderfam, what role I exactly covered, how people saw me (it was and still is something I deeply care about !) and if they liked the content, even if smaller in this last period, that I brought to the table. One thing you might also have noticed, though, is that I started to reply to post regarding the topic, reblogging the boys, the fics, the arts, and sharing my love for them, but I never really posted anything anymore since that birthday Kayo post (that, if you want to check out and maaaaaybe give it a like, it's here).

I guess what I'm getting to is: I really want to join again, because no matter what I did and how much I stopped myself from doing that, I could never stop thinking about the boys, and the fandom too. You guys became a part of me, or it was me who left a part of me here, idk; you read my first fic ever (the first time I ever wrote something on words!), and before that I arted (at the best of my capacities). There's amazing people in here, that supported me from the start, and that supported me when I left, lent me an ear or shoulder for me to vent (and viceversa). You guys are amazing, and I love you all so much.

However, even if i join again, I won't be posting stuff, not anymore. I'll just be there and support you guys, what you bring to the table. I left for a motive, and despite being sad about it I never even once regretted it. I just hope I can share content again, but for now, I don't seem to be able to. I hope you'll still accept me even if I won't be as productive as I used to, and will basically do nothing but watch SKSKSSKSK

That's it, sappy hour is over, happy stabby day or smt

#thunderfam #iris speaks #important

[seoafin]

i can see it. barou working out in a dimly lit room all huffing puffing with his earphones plug in, and when someone ask what he is listening to bc he has that one serious face on…it's lacrimosa or moonlight sonata, by next week violinist!mc and him would be sitting tgt and discuss classical music or sth.

ironically, the next person who i can imagine to somehow get along with violinist!mc would be,, shidou. (idk why but admitting to liking him is kinda embarrassing, maybe it's bc of that scene in the u20 match LMFAO). not sure how when and why but they might be on a amicable term, considering that shidou top subject next to p.e is actually art…maybe he'll understand mc's grind and it somehow fell onto his whole speech thing

i gotta get this out, but how petty is violinist!mc even tho it has been 6 years, is she still bitter to the point that even on a 50%-70% discount day for shoes brands, if she saw either nagi or reo the first thing she walked in to the store as the store's wallpaper (they're the brand ambassador or sth) will she just turn on her heels and left then and there to find another brand instead 😭 and considering that mc may or may not went big (she's in the states?? i think?? bc you wrote "Times Square").

is she still playing violin on a stage/ competition, or has she branch out her like making osts for movies/ games/ etc. and why did nagi even suddenly thought of her after all those years and become a pining wife when her husband left for the sea. ,, if that's counted as spoiler for future chaps…then it's fine to leave us in the dark!!!

your fic never failed to reel ppl in, including me,, sth abt your writing style are so HFGDHGDGHVH

pls rion is absolutely gorg…her EYELASHES!!!!, when that director guy spill the beans i never been felt gobsmack…i thought that maybe she's in a 3rd party of the assassination community or sth instead of…[redacted].

and now that you point out, i have no idea why but i immediately link nagumo and the faceless men from GoT tgt???? probs its bc they are assassins but when you broke him down i just…connected sth…and idk why. tho i rly agree, that he's not entirely a blank slate, like he does have a personality before sth in the JCC flashback arc makes him on that 404 error personality if someone try to pry + that bloodlust scene in the temple when the guy pissed him off

chrollo and nagumo before the narrative sent them into a spiral are so!!!! they are my meow meows (but if i saw someone drag them in a post i probably would be laughing along tho dhfvbhdbhd like get their ass!!), the baby phantom troupes past are so TwT… - 🐱

spoilers for my nagireo fic

help not shidou.......but honestly i feel like any character that acknowledges violinmc's commitment and passion for the violin would immediately get along with her. she's the type to backtrack once they compliment her. she would definitely think shidou is a delinquent but then he says something about how her form was beautiful and she's like well. i was mistaken about him. but yes she's petty as hell but also there's off the screen character development bc she later acknowledges that the two of them were just kids and she was (un)rightfully hurt and immature about nagi making other friends LMAO

she issss in the states <3333 well briefly. i think after high school she went to a conservatory in germany and then played in various different orchestras as first chair. haven't ironed out those details yet. i think nagi has always kept violinmc in his mind lmao and tidbit i really really wanna add to a later drabble is that nagi was watching mc's performances on his phone in bllk. i think it'd just be very nagi esque for him to one day just go. yeah. i should talk to her. no rhyme or reason. one day it hits him how much he wants to see her again.

ahhfhhwbgbwe i love rion. i want to write the gayest drabble ever featuring that line of hers about how you can learn a lot about a person by tasting their tears or smt??? is that not the gayest thing ever.

#SHIDOU'S BEST SUBJECT AFTER PE IS ART??? honestly. i can see it. #rion is for women and women only!

[hervygervy]

I always talk about how my favorite genre of video game is the monster-collecting RPG, but I’ve never actually played the game that started it all: Shin Megami Tensei. My good mutual once reblogged a post about it, so it got me thinking: can I really call this genre my favorite if I haven’t even played the original monster-collector? Thus I bought the latest game on Switch. And I gotta say, really enjoying it so far! Definitely satisfying my need to fixate on something lest I start getting depressed again.

I really like how all the collectible monsters are based off of folktale or mythological figures. It kinda warms my heart to see all these various beliefs coexisting together. There are also monsters based on Judeo-Christian lore in the game, which I think is especially neat. Like you can recruit the demon Legion, based on the one of the same name that possessed a bunch of pigs in the New Testament. Anyway, I’m getting off topic. What I want to talk about is one specific monster. I’ve reached the point in the game where I can recruit a nekomata. Now that’s a classic Japanese folklore monster! It’s a youkai that takes the form of a bipedal cat with two tails. Their skill set varies, with shape shifting, summoning fire, possession, and necromancy being some possible abilities. You’ve probably seen one in media before—it’s just that iconic. In monster-collectors, Jibanyan and Meowstic from Yo-Kai Watch and Pokémon respectively are easily recognizable as nekomata thanks to the fact they stand on two legs, have two tails, and exhibit a variety of supernatural abilities.

Obviously a lot of contemporary Japanese media likes to depict them as a lot more humanoid. The nekomata units in Disgaea are a good example of that, basically being female heads attached to beastly bodies. But they still have the two tails at the very least. Now the nekomata in Shin Megami Tensei?? Who let the artist cook??

Content warning: artwork featuring scantily clad/nude women below the cutoff. Please proceed at your own discretion. Thank you!

Like what is this?? I don’t like the Disgaea version either, but at least it had enough animalistic elements for me to perceive it as a monster. This? This is a lady wearing crappy cosplay. Where even is the second tail??? That’s like the whole point of a nekomata! The only thing this lousy design has to convey the concept other than the ears and tail is a black skin blow the eyes and claws so it looks ever so slightly less human. And then it’s also wearing like a fur jacket or something. I am not buying it. This sucks. My disappointment is immeasurable, and my day is ruined.

I looked up if there were any other iterations of the nekomata in the SMT series out of curiosity because frankly this design frustrates me to an irrational degree. And the older designs are so much better, there isn’t even a contest:

The first one lacks the second tail and still has some dumb top on but at least it looks more like a cat thanks to the nose and consistent skin color rather than a lady in a cheap Halloween costume. I prefer the second of these two since it looks even more like a cat, with a calico pattern and everything. As for the tail… it’s still technically not correct. That’s the tail a bakeneko would have, or the creature that represents a regular cat transitioning into a nekomata form. Did the artists have something against a proper second tail? Lol. Neither of these designs are perfect, but they’re leagues better than the modern version. That design makes me upset and makes me want to draw my own version.

#shin megami tensei #nekomata

[songmingisthighs]

!! A N N O U N C E M E N T !!

hewwow I'm. . . back :3

so things has been crazy since friday and y'all know i'm very open about my condition and about what happened to me so imma try to keep this... 'simple'

full disclosure : i am not blaming anyone or trying to push blame or trying to guilt trip anyone, I'm just sharing my story.

tw : anxiety attack, suicide attempt, mentions of a mental health facility, drug abuse (?), bad mental condition, mental disorders, etc. idk lmao sorry. read at your own discretion.

so i done fucked up. the prank i pulled backfired and i hurt some people badly. at first i didn't know they were genuinely hurt so i didn't think much of it but then they really showed how disappointed and affected they were and that freaked me out. I tried reaching out and everything but of course they needed time to like take a breath and just think, recuperate, etc. but the silence in the server really freaked me out and I had an anxiety attack. the worst one in the past two years for sure. i slipped and hit my head hard that i needed to go to the hospital lmao.

and after the check up, me and some family members who accompanied me walked home (because literally the hospital is next to my apartment) and i kinda almost yeet myself in front of an incoming truck out of impulse. after that i kinda did another attempt and my family considered either putting me in a suicide watch or just permanently ship me off to like a facility. thank fuck they didn't or else i would never be online ever again.

since then i've had 2 other attempts during the night and my anxiety didn't go away. I had to down an entire bottle of nyquill to sleep.

but the situation became better the next day but i'm already tits deep in depression and my anxiety was still there and like it was just a whole ass circus in my head, fucking ridiculous ngl.

even now i'm still struggling with my mental state. that one even sent me into a deep spiral and I couldn't escape. I had had multiple panic attacks on top of my anxiety attacks, i'm anhedonic, depressed, and that depression evolved into insecurity, body image issues, my bulimia, self-depreciating tendencies, intrusive thoughts, and other things that really put a halt to me being productive.

anywho, i'm REALLY sorry for not updating, I just really couldn't find the strength to pretend like i wasn't affected and that i could function.

i will try to update tonight, it might be slightly later or maybe i backed out because i'm scared and i'll post tomorrow instead. but i'm gonna try.

I hope you guys are still here waiting for me. i know that's like a lot to ask and like, why would y'all ?? but it's just a small hope.

see y'all in the next post <3

- smt

#smt tmi

[team-cap-for-the-win]

Hi so i wanted to say few things just to get it out of my system.(im new to tumblr dont kno how this works whtvr)

i hate it when people put steve in this bubble of perfection. And i dont mean people who make heart eyes and claim steve is the perfect human being. The people whom im talking about is the ones who demand and expect steve to be that way, when he clearly never claimed he is perfect. When i put myself in steve's shoes, i realize how goddamn frustrating it'd be. People would be waiting for him to make a mistake so that they can prove he is this horrible human being(or at least a flawed person, which is such a high standard) people are allowed to have flaws and make mistakes bc it's in human nature and in steve's case i never see people realize it's like he has to be perfect bc hey he's captain america. I feel this way strongly specially in avengers 2012 when tony says steve is gonna do smt wrong and it's gonna blow up in his face AND he's gonna be there when it happens. Like tony WANTS steve to make a mistake so that he can watch and enjoy it(why? Bc of his unsolved daddy issues). It applies to the fandom too. Tony attacks bucky but hey, it's justified bc, tony creates ultron BUT!!! it!s again justified bc reasons(traumatized, ptsd,cares about his friends etc.). Wanda did such and such and such but it's ok to make mistakes. Tony shot sam but his friend was injured. Especially when you point these to t*ny st*rk stans theyr like: can't you just accept that some characters can be flawed make mistakes and move on!!!

But when it comes to steve and what happened in siberia people r like:HoW dARe STEvE MAke a miStAKe ??!! HE iS a HyPOcriTe, a tWo FaCEd BaSTard! HE DESERVES DEATHHHHH!

thank u for coming to my ted talk jkskdjdj i always wanted to say that.

HELLO THERE!! YES, I ABSOLUTELY AGREE!

First of all, welcome to tumblr! It's nice to see new Steve fans coming in :D I think you're gonna get the hang of it soon!

And yeah, I've made and reblogged many posts about this topic in the past. For some reason, people put Steve on a really high pedestal and he's not allowed to make mistakes because he's either a) perfect, and that means a mary sue, or b) the devil incarnate that is the root of all issues and the MCU. You can't have it both ways, guys.

The thing that upsets me the most is that yes, Steve made a mistake in Civil War by not telling Tony, but he not only regrets it, he also tries to own up to it, and apologises to Tony, which is something Tony has never done ever. And even then, people dunk on his apology letter for being badly written or not considerate or something.

It's just this incredibly high standard that he has to constantly live up to, and the moment he steps out of line, the fandom is ready to crucify him. It is very, very annoying. Thankfully, this side of the fandom has died out a lot, I think it experienced a high when Civil War came out. And then again with Endgame, and that hate is still around, but what can we do? Make good posts about Steve, since that's all we have left...

On that topic! In my opinion, it would be interesting to me if we were to translate this trend into the MCU (in fanfiction form, of course! Don't know if you read that sort of thing, but bear with me). That means: what if the people in the MCU act and treat Steve like the stans do? How many of them view him as perfect Captain America without looking at Steve Rogers? And how long can he go on like that, trying to live up to that title, and not fail or disappoint anyone? Steve is a character that has very often had a dichotomy between himself and his superhero persona, as can be seen in the comics. There were times he gave up the mantle, even going as far as claiming that: "It is time for Captain America to die, so that Steve Rogers can live."

Why am I telling you all this? Well, I would love to see more stories explore just how much pressure is put on him, and how he still endures it and doesn't give up. Additionally, we could have other characters realise what's going on, notice how hard he's pushing himself, talk about it, and support him when they find out just how unhappy he is, how out of sync he is with, well, being Steve.

If there was one thing missing in the MCU, it was more stress put on the distinction between Steve and Cap. I would have loved to see more of that, in canon or otherwise.

Anyway. I've been rambling for a while now and I hope you liked my idea, because in my opinion taking this bad faith reading and turning into something nice and thoughtful is the best way to combat these sorts of opinions ;)

Once again, welcome to tumblr, thanks for stopping by, and I hope you enjoy your stay here :D

(PS: you can check out the #pro steve rogers for more positivity!)

#imalwaysbored16 #asks #steve rogers #pro steve rogers #steve rogers defense squad

[transcharliekelly]

HAVE YOU SEEN 05 + 06 YET AND IF SO what are ur thoughts !!!!!!

anon i was just about to watch them when i got this i forgot im sorry :""] i really liked them !!!! the antivax glennis joke made me yell outloud and the whole thing with him having covid is like. ok i have no bar for covid media like i stopped watching shameless bc of it every episode of superstore s6, a show i adore, was just strenuous bc of it, so on and so forth, because there's just something so like. forced about it. like it's this upsetting horrible thing happening in the world and seeing sitcoms shoehorn it in, even when they are using it to tell realistic stories and even if i do see the value of telling those stories its just. idk uncomfortable. and i was DEATHLY nervous for sunny doing it bc of the heavy-handed gracelessness w everything remotely worldly they crammed into s13 + s14 via hamfisted metaphors but its like. yeah it works. ESPECIALLY going insane over all the girlies taking it as a metaphor for his queerness which was something i was kind of aware of on the peripheral while watching it but now i 100% am taking it as such.

hm what else. im really into the storyline w charlie, i think it's interesting and charlie is one of my favourite characters like ever so i always love when he gets stories. but ok like. i hate to say it but i am kind of hoping this shelly guy turns out to not at all be who he says he is bc i love twists and evilness and also it just feels very sunny for everything to go to shit. i may be a bit biased bc ive always kind of been a frank girl and that shot at the end (+just the whole story throughout the episode, esp the way its never really played for a joke (like there are jokes in it obv but the story itself isnt a joke) or even adressed super outright) just made me very :[[[

also i LOVED the moment with mac and the priest. ive made several posts about how angry the treatment of his character/identity in s13 + s14 makes me but this whole season has been totally different and this scene really really gave me hope for the direction that they're taking him in. i've always maintained that i do not think sunny is right for absolutely any romantic relationship involving/between the mains (bar stuff like artemis and frank or smt) so im not saying give mac his gay gay ass love story arc im saying let him talk about fucking and sucking completely conversationally and admire a hot priest without the joke being "GUYS. LOOK. HES A GAY MAN. HE IS ATTRACTED TO OTHER MEN. HE HAS SEX WITH OTHER MEN. HE IS A MAN THAT IS ATTRACTED TO AND HAS SEX WITH OTHER MEN. ARE YOU SEEING THIS SHIT."

i dont have any thoughts abt dee but shes a milf no matter what that director says and her and the waitress are dating thats it

also loved seeing mac's mom again shes so funny❤️........... and the scene where mac is talking about killing himself was so fucking good instantly one of my fave sunny moments....... DO IT BITCH.........

#ask

[ramblings-of-a-mad-cat]

You say the story of Rescue Team frustrates you? How come?

Rant ahead. Rant ahead about a game I unironically love, but I spend far too much time overthinking the plot of, hence my grievances.

Maybe I just held it to unfair standards on account of playing it for the first time after Explorers of Sky. Which is easily the greatest pokemon game ever made, accept no substitutes. Nah, Rescue Team DX is addicting, the music is incredible as always in these games, and the gameplay has been massively overhauled and made far superior to the original, which while fun, was pretty buggy. And the game does have some pretty cool characters, too. Like...whatever I may yell to the heavens about Albus Dumbledore from HP, make no mistake that he’s an exceptional and three-dimensional character. Same goes for Snape. And that applies to this game as well. 

The main reason this game’s story irritates me comes down to Gengar and Alakazam. Again, they’re very well written characters...but I hate them. I despise both of them. I don’t know what it is, but Alakazam rubbed me the wrong way right from the start. Him and his whole team are so self-important, so arrogant. They condescend the MC and act like they’re the ruling body of the town square. Alakazam goes around telling people that he knows everything. That’s a god complex if you ask me. At several points, the characters make decisions based on the assumption that he is stronger than the MC, which you as a player never get to challenge. (Think of Leon from Sword/Shield, but a million times worse.) The Partner character is so in awe of them, so enamored by them. Yet behind MC’s back, Alakazam knows (or suspects) them to be the human of legend and doesn’t tell them “for their sake.” Which gives me strong Nozomi (SMT IV: Apocalypse) vibes, since later on he ignores all responsibility for having been "complicit" with the MC's secret. 

The Fugitive Arc doesn't make any damn sense. First of all, Xatu claims that the disasters, all of the trouble, are being caused by the Human from the Ninetales Legend. Ninetales later debunks this. When I first played this game, I legitimately thought Xatu would wind up being some kind of secret villain, that he had lied, and that the Fugitive Arc was all started by him. This doesn't wind up being true, and we never get an answer for why he thought the Human of Legend was responsible for the state of affairs, nor did anyone question his being wrong or acknowledge his role in all this. But the one who really started everything was Gengar. He doesn't really annoy me until the Post-Game (I'll get to that) but everyone else's reactions to Gengar's story bother me. He is a known liar, a known trouble-maker who no one likes. It's well known that he has a vendetta against the MC. He has no proof whatsoever of his allegations. And everyone just buys it, despite MC now having a great reputation, because...I guess MC didn't actively deny it? Which the player was given no agency in? And it doesn't stop the accusation from being ridiculous? 

Enter Alakazam. Apparently, everyone held a town meeting that must have taken all of ten seconds, to decide what to do about MC. They held this meeting without MC or the Partner present, because having them there would make too much sense I guess. Team A.C.T. prepares to...I guess kill MC? As well as the Partner, even though they're completely innocent. Before Alakazam hesitates and decides to give the MC a day to run away. Hold on, if he is so convinced that MC has to die to save the world, how do he justify letting them go? I guess the same way he justifies how he "knew" MC was the human of legend this whole time and said nothing about it? He bids MC to run, and throughout the entire Fugitive Arc, his team is the looming threat. Which was quite frustrating for me, already a Diamond Rank and probably higher leveled than Team A.C.T, because I would have been happy to settle things with Alakazam right then and there. It is beyond frustrating that the story denies me this chance. Not to mention, half of the town shows up to say goodbye when MC and the Partner take off. Like...okay, at least half of the town believes in MC. How in the hell is this even happening? Why do we have to flee when so many characters are on our side? When there's no proof? Why is Alakazam's word just considered law? If he “knows everything” how come he doesn’t know that Gengar is human as well, if he could sense MC’s humanity? 

You don't know how badly I wish there was a fight with Team A.C.T. when all was said and done. And the game could have done it, too! Just have it take place at the top of the Mt. Freeze, before Ninetales shows up. They have a skirmish that takes place in a cutscene, but even in the remake - there's no boss battle. Why not? It's not like this dungeon has a boss battle otherwise. Wouldn't it have been a fitting conclusion to this arc? Maybe I'm biased, maybe I just think it would have been cathartic to kick Alakazam's ass, to make him put his money where his mouth is...because again, the arrogance. He demands Ninetales tell him what happened, and that "depending on your answer, I may be forced to eliminate MC" Ah, slow your roll there, buddy. Ninetales already broke up the fight and made it clear that it's not going to happen. You're a guest in their domain. On top of that, Team A.C.T. basically forbids you from going to Magma Cavern to challenge Groudon. As if you haven't just proven yourself capable of braving dangerous dungeons. As if, after they chased you halfway around the world and were proven completely wrong, they have any right to talk down to you or tell you what to do. Again, I so, so wish we could have fought them and taught them a lesson. 

In general, this is a consistent thing with the other characters, following the Fugitive Arc. Everyone focuses on how happy MC and the Partner must be to have their names cleared, (Again, the Partner was accused of nothing. Like, literally nothing.) and no one stops to address that everyone in the Town Square should be falling to their knees and begging our forgiveness for what they put us through. Several of them tried to kill us. Upon returning to the Town Square, Gengar acts like MC is turning them-self in because they don't have any proof, even though he never had any proof to begin with, and it's only after MC is "cleared" by Team A.C.T. that everyone remembers that Gengar is untrustworthy. Reading the words "under the watchful eye of Alakazam" has always made me extremely salty. I don't have much to say about the Mankey brothers but they irritated me as well. Maybe I was just out of patience after the Fugitive Arc but I found myself wondering why we appeased them at all. Initially, we give them the chestnuts because they attack us if we don't. No matter how many times we beat them, they keep attacking if they're told no. I realize it's a staple in Pokemon games to have false yes/no choices, but those are especially noticeable in the games that focus on story. And sometimes the excuses are just pathetic. Meanwhile, the other pokemon continue to treat you as rookies, as kids. You are once again "forbidden" by...um, the other townsfolk, from going on the Rescue Mission until you talk them into it. It's like...guys. You put us through hell. We could have died a dozen times over, because you bought into the mob mentality for no good reason. How does everything just go back to normal after that? 

I don't mind Gengar at first. He's a villain, and a well-written one. He's got a clear personality and there's hidden depth in there as well. He's one of my favorite characters in the game, easily. And all of the stuff he does in the main story? Stealing the mail, manipulating Caterpie, and the stuff during the Fugitive Arc? That weird psychedelic sequence where he's dragging MC down to hell at the end? (Or whatever that was?) All fine by me. He's a villain. He's doing bad things. But sweet Arceus is Gengar annoying in the Post-Game. I wonder if this must be how Merula Snyde Antis feel, over in the HPHM Fandom. Because the MC has absolutely no motivation or reason to help him out. He just demands that they act as his bodyguard, offers nothing in return, and won't leave you alone until you say yes. Buddy, my team has like thirty pokemon at this point and they're all hanging out in the Friend Areas a few feet away. You think you can intimidate me? The only reason I'm helping is to progress the storyline. And throughout this entire storyline, you have to help Gengar even though he hasn't earned it. 

He does not deserve forgiveness, or a reconciliation with Gardevoir. What if I don't want to help him because I don't think Gardevoir would want to see him? What if I think that it would do her no good to see him? He's unrepentant and awful, the story does the bare minimum to suggest that he's changed. Now I will admit one thing: I love the moment that Ninetales first appears, sees Gengar, and simply goes "...What do you want." Like. Like that was the moment that I put it together, before he went on to tell the rest of the story. I love simple moments that make the big reveal crystal clear without needing to directly tell or show the audience. I've always dug that. But everything that happens after that is frustrating. Gengar demands the curse be lifted, despite having no justification to offer Ninetales. He threatens to attack them, but then clarifies that MC will be the one doing the fighting. Excuse me? Why would I ever do that? MC just found out the truth about Gengar, what he did to Gardevoir, and then how he pinned it all on them during the fugitive arc. Gengar, why would I attack Ninetales after this, instead of attacking you? Tell me I don't initiate battle against you right now? Thankfully MC doesn't have to actually fight Ninetales, but they are still forced to testify at Gengar's "trial" and it's a forgone conclusion because no matter what answers you give, it's treated as MC acknowledging his growth and he is forgiven at the end. 

Oh, I’ve just thought of something else. MC isn’t given a reason for why they have to leave the Pokemon world, or why they were able to return. Explorers gave a reason. Gates to Infinity and Super Mystery Dungeon made a whole post-game story out of their reasons. Here? We get nothing. MC’s “role” has finished and so they have to return to the human world. Never mind what they want. Not until after the dramatic moment where they have to leave has passed, anyway. That voice at the end who suggests that we may be able to see our partner again just by “wishing.” Who the hell was that? What did they mean? Look, by Pokemon standards, the Rescue Team story is quite substantial. By Pokemon Mystery Dungeon standards? It’s...probably the weakest story. I mean, to be fair, Super Mystery Dungeon had the endless schoolhouse arc that added up to nothing in the second act. But hell, that was still fun. And I suppose the Fugitive Arc and Gengar’s “redemption” were fun too. Just frustrating as well. 

#Pokemon #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon #Pokemon Mystery Dungeon Rescue Team DX #pokemon mystery dungeon rescu #Team A.C.T. #Pokemon Team A.C.T. #Pokemon Games

[soracities]

hi! my heart is broken, and has been for over a year now. everytime i see a new post in your notes from elsewhere tag i get excited. in one particular you wrote ab how even if it feels like uve lost smt, u haven’t- and that resonated so deeply w me. i’m still healing from my first love. it wasn’t a healthy love. the entire time we never truly understood each other, but it was love nonetheless. sometimes, i feel overwhelmed with how much i wish for us to find individual happiness (1-2)

but other times i feel incredibly selfish and i want to haunt her. i want to be in her future. im struggling to let it go, even as i want to wish her love without me. your words have already helped me in the past, but if you have any advice about how to let go and move on, id sincerely appreciate it. regardless, thank you. (2-2)

I think the only thing I can tell you here is that you need to take some time to try and understand what it is inside you that needs her to remember you and be haunted by you so badly. What does that confirm for you, not necessarily about her, but about yourself? And what part of yourself is it that you will feel you will lose by letting it all go?

I think it’s natural to mourn the end of a relationship even when you know it wasn’t the healthiest for you at the time, but it might also help to consider that what you’re mourning might have just as much, or maybe even more, to do with the emotions and the love you felt and the promise that it opened up for you, more so than the person themselves. I think an important question to ask yourself is do you have difficulty moving on because you genuinely want her back in your life, or because you want to go back to the love? Because having that love fulfilled something or validated something for you, or proved to you that yes, this can happen to me — someone can feel this for me, and I am a good and worthy person now because someone can feel this for me. And if that is the case then it can often feel, when that love is gone, that everything that made us worthy of that love is gone too — we don’t belong any more, or we are not worthy any more, because the thing and the person we thought made us worthy isn’t there to prove it to us. 

And so I think that you also need to ask yourself if you’re holding onto something just to avoid dealing with the reality that what must have been such an important experience and relationship in your life is truly over — that actually letting it go will make it all very, very (and sometimes scarily, which is natural and okay) real. Because as long as you do hold on to it, it will never truly be real, no matter how much you may think it is — it’s real but only in the sense that you feel a story is real as you read it or a film is real as you watch it; it’s become just a little like something that has happened to someone else, a different you who is not the you here right now, and it is this you that you need to focus on take care of if you want to be able to slowly move on and heal a little better. Maybe you’re scared that you will lose a vital part of yourself by letting it all go (which isn’t true, I promise; selves don’t get lost — they grow and change and take on new shapes, new colours, new directions). Maybe you’re scared there will be nothing after that love, no matter how unhealthy it was, except a big vast empty space that nothing and no one will ever fill (also not true. I promise you, again). Maybe you’re scared that you will be left alone through it all and these memories and hopes are the only way of keeping warm and having some kind of company to wrap yourself in — only you will know the answer to these, lovely.

First loves are always so endlessly painful, but everyone moves through these things differently and there isn’t a way to do it right — but you have to allow yourself the full spectrum of emotions. It is a messy process but sometimes it needs to be. It’s wonderful that you want her to be happy and I don’t doubt the sincerity of any of this in any way — but you also have to make sure that you’re not using that as a way of deflecting the more negative emotions because you don’t want to seem like a bad or heartless person or just want to move on as soon as possible — all that will do is increase the hurt and make it last longer. You can be upset and want the best for her at the same time, you can have loved someone deeply and be angry at how it ended; it’s not a matter of one or the other. But you have to let each stage run its course in the healthiest way you can, and lean on the people close to you when you need to, otherwise all you will get is a lot of pain and resentment, often without realising it, that has no place to go. So please, if you haven’t already, grieve, get mad, get hurt, cry until you no longer can. Don’t deny yourself a feeling just because it doesn’t seem gracious or mature. It’s a feeling that is there for a reason, and you need to figure out why before you can move on properly.  

And on this, it may also be a good idea to see if you can reach out to a professional to help you in a far more concrete way, especially if it’s been more than a year of you struggling to get through this. I don’t know you personally so as always there’s a limit to what I can really say and I don’t want to make presumptions, but it does seem to me that there is something deeper that is making it difficult for you to truly let go because holding on to it might be your way, whether subconsciously or not, of trying to compensate for something you may be worried or scared about. I don’t know what that could be, and it’s not my place nor am I qualified in any way to address that — it’s something a therapist or a counsellor would be far better placed to help you with and I really think you should try, in whatever you can and is feasible for you, to try and reach out to one and see where that can take you. They can give you far more clarity in this than I can.

I’m sorry I can’t be more help, lovely, and I’m so sorry you’re going through so much, but please know I really do wish you all the best through this. You will, one way or another, even if it doesn’t seem like this now, get through this and come out so much stronger ♡

#ask #anonymous #notes from elsewhere

[morosis-haze]

i broke like a whole packet of rubber bands (the small black ones w count of 1100 😀) while watching hair tutorials on youtube— never again bc ion wanna get popped in my hand w that broom ever again 🏃🏾‍♀️

thats good! im currently writing smt, its gonna take the whole night but it’s totally worth it �� ima post it tomorrow morning i think? but send me spoilers pls 🤲🏾

i knoww 😕 it was just there in front of my face so when i just sound the teacher out i look places n i end up at the clock 🙁

Not the black ones there be a lot in those packs😔

Mmk I’ll send spoilers for some of it😌

You just reminded when I was younger I had an obsession with clocks for no reason, still kinda do now so I wear watches

#.Reese-{🕊} #wifey-{ 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 } #besties-{🚲}

[fairyshuuu]

watch out: splash zone

Okay rant time.

I’m gonna sound like a right fucking ass but atm i truly don’t care because I’m tired, fed up and if I don’t say it now I’ll probably keep going down this road for another few months without complaining until I get so fed up I up and dip without a word. I don’t like complaining about the lack of feedback. I really don’t. It’s annoying for me as well as for you guys and though I don’t care about a lot of things deeply, I don’t really want to show up on yalls dash to nag.

But I’m really fucking frustrated. Some of you might follow my blog for the things I reblog, in which case I can’t say too much about that, but I think the large majority is here for the content I create. I love writing. I adore it, I love sharing it, love hearing feedback and making people happy or sad with something I did. It’s one of the few things I feel proud to say I’ve grown at over the years; so much so that there’s people who follow me for it! That’s amazing.

I am unbelievably thankful for every person who does leave a reblog, a message, an ask or a post, it might not sound like it since I’m bitching but I truly from the bottom of my heart am so thankful for those who took some time out of their day for me. But you have no clue how fucking disheartening it is to spend hours on something and having it flop completely. And when I say completely:  I have 3300 followers and my latest piece gets 6 notes. That is not 10% of my audience, not even 1%. It’s 0.18% of my audience who apparently can be bothered to click a heart button.

Tumblr doesn’t allow you to see how many people clicked on your post. There might have been 300 people who read it and just didn’t like, reblog, comment etc. but I don’t know that. I can’t know that. It’s the same with my more popular posts too. I’d say Wild valley is one of the most loved-on series on my blog. People send me messages about it, ask how it’s going, and I feel like it’s so loved. Which is great!! The first part has 457 notes, what a stupid big number. But then the next only gets 170, and then 120, then barely 80. Can you see how that is discouraging as a writer?

Also, Wild Valley is officially my most reblogged series ever. In numbers, the first chapter got 40 reblogs! 40 reblogs out of 457 notes... out of 3300 followers. A bunch of them are my own reblogs in hopes of sharing the thing around, and a lot of them are of my amazing friends who are the most supportive, lovely beings in the world. I know you’ve heard this a million times because writers are always saying it but that writers are always saying it, over and over and over, might mean something. Likes don’t mean anything on tumblr. It doesn’t do anything. It allows you to keep it in your likes, sitting there, doing nothing.

You can read it again if you want. That’s it. Reblogs give people more space on the site, allow them to be seen by others. It’s the only thing that gives creators exposure. That is why we’re always fucking begging for reblogs. Please, please please please reblog things of content creators so that they might be seen by others. Reading something and not liking it, dick move but at the end of the day I can’t see you anyway so why should I care, right? Getting likes is such a nice thing at first because it means that people are enjoying it, but your hard work still disappears into the void.

Me not posting my writing on here anymore won’t effect me that much. I’ll still be writing. I could focus my efforts on things that could better me financially. Could write personal commissions and put everything behind a paywall. I’d still be don’t what I love and I’d get money for it. But I never considered doing that because I wanted to share my work, for free, with like minded people who’d enjoy it. So if you enjoy it, then show people that you enjoy it. Reblog their things, share it around. What good is a piece if it’s pushed in the far corners of your mile-long ‘liked’ tag?

This isn’t meant to be a beg for attention. I don’t suddenly want a surge in notes in an attempts to soothe me or some shit. I want you all to sit with this and realize that it really, really means something. I don’t give a flying rat’s ass about numbers in any other circumstance. But I don’t appreciate the blatant -I’m genuinely sorry to people who’ve been here supporting me, you know who you are and I love you for dear life- leeching happening on my blog and many of my friend’s blogs.

If the writer-reader mentality on this site doesn’t change, I am going to leave. That’s not a threat or smt, it’s just the truth. I don’t spend hours working on something I’m so excited about for it to get 6 notes. And if I go I’m taking my shit with me, so that’s that.

I would be sorry for sounding like a total bitch whale but in all honesty, it’s been a long time coming so

#you've heard of beach whales #now get ready for bitch whales #i'll be back to my non-problematic self soon #but this message still counts #thanks boo boos

[patchofsunlight]

Hii 🥰

it is but it’s okay I’ll get though it! I actually started watching it just now so I’ll tell you my thoughts next time 😅 Omg that sounds like you had a good sleep if you woke up 12 hours later lmaoo

Aw noo dont’t do it if you don’t want to!! Ah so rememeber how I said watch me start doing yoga and then stop after 5 days? Well I’m continuing to do morning stretches but I’ve like stopped the night ones cause I’m too tired to do them lmao. I’m gonna try to do them again tho 😂 but otherwise it’s good! This is like week 2 maybe? And take your time!! ❤️

Hehe it’s okay!! So in Canada our drivers licenses go from g1, g2, and g. When you have your g1 you can drive around but with someone who has a g and you’re not allowed to drive on highways (there’s more rules but I’m summarizing them) with the g2 you can drive on highways and do other stuff you couldn’t with a g1 and with your g is just like an official drivers license. Or smt I haven’t read about the differences between each one in like 2 years so some stuff might be wrong lmao. But right now I have my g1 and I’m trying to do my g2 driving test in December 😬 aw thank you so much!! 🥰 it went soo much more better than my last lesson with a different instructor. He kept yelling at me when I made mistakes but I was like bro I’ve never driven a car on the road before 💀 the new instructor I had was super nice and encouraging and I’ve never felt that calm while driving before so that was nice! Aww same. I never touch them or anything cause they seem so fragile 🥺

OMG YESS. It’s beautiful I love it!! Ouu I watched the first ep of the 100 a while ago. Is it a good series? Aw let me know how it went! Sorry I’m responding so late I hope it went well! Just remember that you’re amazing and everything will be okay in the end!! ❤️

YESS it was soo much fun you guys were soo nice!! 🥺 lmao that was literally the first time I’ve ever played so I was like so confused loll. Aw I’m sure your accent isn’t ugly! ❤️ at one point I saw you and I was like “I’m gonna follow Nina cause I trust her” and then you killed me and I screamed 😂

Yes my day was good!! The driving lesson went good and so did my sisters baby shower! I hope you had a great day as well! Tell me all about it!! -🌙

HI MOONIE!!!! 🥰✨💕💞💗✨🥰🥰🥰💕💗💞💕

YESSS TELL ME ABOUT IT and i did have a good sleep 😌😌😌😌 i didn’t think i’d sleep for so long tho wtf

LMAOOO MOONIE YOURE DOING GREAT DONT WORRY I LOVE YOU AND YOURE THE BEST!!!!!! maintaining a routine is HARD i’m proud of you for doing it for two whole weeks 😤😤😤 you’re amazing

and wooo okay okay i understand!!! i’m sure you’ll do well!!! tell me how it went when you can please!!!

also what do you mean he yelled at you? how DARE he yell at such a sweetheart???? give me his address i just wanna talk with my FISTS i’m about to BASH HIS FACE IN HOW CAN SOMEONE SCREAM AT MOONIE THIS ISNT RIGHT

i’m glad you got a better instructor!!! i’m sure everything’s gonna go great now!!!!

oh no the 100 really sucks actually!!!! it’s so so bad i only watched it to the end because of murphy, emori, and raven (and octavia, but just a bit) 😌😌😌 all the other characters simply do not deserve rights

it went,,,,,, alright? it could’ve been worse??? we talked a lot. it was okay. idk cmekcowozkwoz it was weird ngl

and moonie 🥺🥺🥺 no YOU are amazing!!!!!!! stop!!!!! i love you!!!!!

MGWKXOWKZ IT’S FINE BABE YOU DID GREAT!!!!! AND LMAOOO IM SO SORRY OH NO FNEKCKWKKXOWKSKQ IM SORRY THAT WAS THE TIME I WAS IMPOSTOR WITH WAVE IM SO SORRY I PROMISE I WONT KILL YOU NEXT TIME WE PLAY TOGETHER then we can go around doing tasks 🤩🤩🤩 BEST FRIENDS i think wave got a screenshot of the three of us together??? GHOST SELFIES!!!! @loversamongus post it hehe

i’m so so so glad you had a nice day!!! that’s what you DESERVE ily moonie i really appreciate you i have a lot of fun reading your asks and talking to you you’re very nice and lovely and i get very happy and excited every time i see you have sent me an ask thank you for existing ily

#🌙 anon #nina answers

[renardtrickster]

I am going to kill you and ask you to do every number on that ask post

You devious yet cute bastard, I’m in.

1. What is you middle name?

Personal information so I’m not divulging it, but it abbreviates to X.

2. How old are you?

Legal.

3. When is your birthday?

September 26.

4. What is your zodiac sign?

Libra/The Scales/The Dragon/Terepy

5. What is your favorite color?

Dark Green. #127712 specifically.

6. What’s your lucky number?

I think 2? I do like 12 though.

7. Do you have any pets?

Not anymore. I used to have two dogs though.

8. Where are you from?

Florida. I came out of the swamps.

9. How tall are you?

5′10″

10. What shoe size are you?

28cm, Women’s 11.5, Men’s 9.5, that’s what my sneakers say.

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?

Two. A pair of loafers so broken down I avoid wearing them whenever possible, and a pair of fine sneakers.

12. What was your last dream about?

All I remember is that Duff McWhalen’s theme song was playing throughout it and it was really annoying after a while.

13. What talents do you have?

I would say my talents are acute memory of obscure topics, vivid storytelling, and I’m pretty good at video games.

14. Are you psychic in any way?

It doesn’t happen with much frequency nowadays, but when I was younger and it happened a bit more often, I could always tell when I was being observed with no other clues. I could feel the eyes on my back. I can also bend spoons and set fires with my mind but that’s less interesting.

15. Favorite song?

More like favorite song right now, but probably Rocket Surgeon.

16. Favorite movie?

The Persona 3 movies currently.

17. Who would be your ideal partner?

Off of the top of my head, I’m imagining someone who’s heart-throbbing to look at (pretty women or cute boys), pretty sharp, tough to boot, has a lot in common with me, and is understanding too. I’ve got a few quirks, and it’d be nice to know that I’m not condemned to dying alone because of them.

18. Do you want children?

Not in the slightest.

19. Do you want a church wedding?

I don’t even want a wedding wedding. If we’re partners, isn’t being together enough? From what I know, weddings just add unnecessary stress and complication.

20. Are you religious?

I’m definitely spiritual, and Religion connected to that, even if I don’t devote myself to a specific doctrine. It’s less pantheism and more “they’re probably all true to an extent and also SMT is real”. In any case I just try to be a good person.

21. Have you ever been to the hospital?

As a patient, none that I could remember but I know I went because of various injuries. As a visitor, quite a few times.

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?

I’ve done things that would get me in trouble with the law, but have not run afoul of them yet. The closest would be that one time I was staying at a hotel, and the police knocked on my door and asked if I knew where someone was living. I didn’t, but I guessed anyway, and that’s how half the hotel had the police knocking on their door.

23. Have you ever met any celebrities?

No.

24. Baths or showers?

Showers.

25. What color socks are you wearing?

White with grey soles.

26. Have you ever been famous?

I have a lot of followers on this tumblr blog, would that count?

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?

I want to be a famous author, so kind of. But I want to still retain my anonymity and not have my real name and face attached to stuff. Yoko Taro gives me hope in that regard, because he’s rather famous but any information we know about him, we know on his terms. That’s how I want to live.

28. What type of music do you like?

I usually listen to video game OSTs, and most of the ones I listen to are so genre-blending so it’s hard to pin down. Most of it is instrumental, but I’m not opposed to music with vocals. Genres aren’t cohesive, so I’d say “music that makes you want to punch robots to” and “music that makes you want to talk to friends to”. J-rap is pretty good though.

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?

Hell no!

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?

One.

31. What position do you usually sleep in?

I toss and turn before going to sleep and while asleep, but my back seems to be consistent.

32. How big is your house?

It’s pretty decent. 2 room 1 bath, and the living room is rectangular.

33. What do you typically have for breakfast?

Milk & cereal, or pop-tarts.

34. Have you ever fired a gun?

No, but I want to.

35. Have you ever tried archery?

I think once in grade school. I wish I could try again though.

36. Favorite clean word?

Cerebral just off the top of my head.

37. Favorite swear word?

Bastard or Shit. The former is innately funny and all-purpose to refer to someone. The latter is so versatile it can be used in any context.

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?

I think a day, although the standard is around 18.

39. Do you have any scars?

I don’t think so.

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

I think there was one person in school who had a thing for me but they were gay and at the time I thought I was straight, so I paid them no mind. There was also someone who said “X likes you”, but I didn’t know who X was so I said “cool” and went on my way. I was also propositioned once in middle school, but that’s less “secret admirer” and more “sexual harasser”.

41. Are you a good liar?

I think so.

42. Are you a good judge of character?

For good people, yes. For bad people, no.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?

Yeah. I remember playing Undertale and my little sister was nearby, and I decided to voice all the characters. I had a lot of fun!

44. Do you have a strong accent?

I’m actually the only member of my family that doesn’t have a Boston accent.

45. What is your favorite accent?

Russian, hands-down.

46. What is your personality type?

According the the Myers-Briggs test I just took, ISFP-T/Adventurer. Which is bizarre considering I’m pretty sure I got a different result a year or so ago. According to “what word would you use”, droll.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

I have no idea. Either those sneakers, or the heavy winter jacket I got when I was in Colorado. Both were gifts, so I never saw the pricetag, but my Dad said they were pretty nice-looking.

48. Can you curl your tongue?

Yeth.

49. Are you an innie or an outie?

Inside.

50. Left or right handed?

Left.

51. Are you scared of spiders?

My knowledge of spiders is well enough that I know at least 2 types of spiders who can kill you horribly in one bite, and know little enough that I can’t tell any of them apart from common house spiders. I’m more afraid of dying stupidly because the boner spider snuck up on me than the idea of spiders themselves.

52. Favorite food?

Either Macaroni & Cheese or Cheeseburgers.

53. Favorite foreign food?

Burritos probably, even though I usually only eat meat and cheese on them. Are you detecting a theme because I am.

54. Are you a clean or messy person?

I try to be clean, but I’m usually a bit scattered.

55. Most used phrased?

“says something about”, “despite that” are some. Although I know I tend to use a few stock phrases When I Post Long.

56. Most used word?

I wouldn’t even know where to begin finding that out.

57. How long does it take for you to get ready?

Maybe a few minutes, although I’m usually working on a set routine.

58. Do you have much of an ego?

I don’t think I do. If I do, I tend to exaggerate it or turn it to a positive end.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?

No matter how hard I want to keep it at sucking, I usually bite at some point. Don’t screencap this.

60. Do you talk to yourself?

Yes.

61. Do you sing to yourself?

No.

62. Are you a good singer?

Also no.

63. Biggest Fear?

Most if not all of my friends, and the people I admire as well, all either start hating me or end up hating me and I lose every social connection I have or want to have. The reason varies, whether it be my fault or someone slandering me, but being hated by people I like freaks me out. As does the idea of not being able to tell my stories.

64. Are you a gossip?

I’d like to say no but considering I rather frequently discuss discourse in my Discord chats, I guess I am.

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?

I do not watch drama films.

66. Do you like long or short hair?

On myself, long-to-middle length. On others, any length really.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America?

Probably not.

68. Favorite school subject?

Social studies was a strong suit of mine.

69. Extrovert or Introvert?

Introvert.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving?

No.

71. What makes you nervous?

Time passing and things not getting done.

72. Are you scared of the dark?

No. The things in the dark can eat it too.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?

Yes, but I try to be kind about it. Or funny.

74. Are you ticklish?

I haven’t been tickled recently, so I wouldn’t know.

75. Have you ever started a rumor?

No. At worst, I’ve spread information I don’t think is 100% accurate, but I ALWAYS disclaim that it shouldn’t be trusted without further research.

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?

I’m an older sibling, so yes.

77. Have you ever drank underage?

No.

78. Have you ever done drugs?

No, but I was offered twice. Once by an irresponsible (and awful) authority figure, once by some kids in the bathroom. Both times I said “no thanks”, and funny enough the former tried to change my mind, and the latter just said “ok cool”.

79. Who was your first real crush?

Oh god here come the bad memories. I’m heavily abbreviating and redacting information to protect the identities of me and all involved, but in Colorado I met someone in middle school who more or less fit all my parameters for “ideal partner”. But I was terminally nervous and I didn’t want to ruin our friendship, so I left it at that. Eventually I had to abruptly leave the state for reasons I don’t want to get into, and all a week or so later I made a Facebook account and found all my friends. My contact with my crush was the most constant. Eventually, I was talking with a different buddy, and they mentioned romantic problems. I mentioned I had some too, and they eventually ferreted it out of me. They told me I should confess, and I said no, both because I want to remain friends, and because I can’t do a long-distance relationship. They told me they’d go behind my back if I didn’t, and I warned them not to. Five minutes later, I get messaged by my crush. To put it short, it wouldn’t work out. I stopped talking to both, and was pretty depressed afterwards, to the point where I couldn’t feel any romance, sexuality, or companionship towards anybody. I got over it sometime later, and I think I realized I was bi around the same time. I kind of wish I could smooth things over, but it’s been so long I don’t think it’s an option anymore. Plus Facebook has a horrible interface and is terrible so I really don’t want to.

80. How many piercings do you have?

Zero.

81. Can you roll your Rs?“

No.

82. How fast can you type?

VERY.

83. How fast can you run?

Also VERY.

84. What color is your hair?

Dark.

85. What color is your eyes?

I looked in a mirror for a minute. I think it’s either grey, green, or brown?

86. What are you allergic to?

Pollen and bullets.

87. Do you keep a journal?

No.

88. What do your parents do?

My Dad makes food at the mall.

89. Do you like your age?

I wish I had all the benefits of adulthood but was still 17.

90. What makes you angry?

People acting stupid when they should know better, things not working when they should, and things going wrong when they shouldn’t. While not my intention in answering this question, this site has all three :^)

91. Do you like your own name?

My given name is pretty okay. I really like Renardie though.

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?

I am not having children.

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?

Three times I have said I’m not having children.

94. What are you strengths?

Imagination, expression, intellect, and pluck.

95. What are your weaknesses?

Procrastination, anxiety, and obsession.

96. How did you get your name?

For my given name, I’ll keep it brief for privacy’s sake, but my parents are comic book nerds. For Renardie, I’m simply a fan of Reynard the Fox.

97. Were your ancestors royalty?

My Dad’s a King in the figurative sense, does that count?

98. Do you have any scars?

This is a repeat question. Someone get OP’s ass.

99. Color of your bedspread?

Off-color baby blue.

100. Color of your room?

White.

#renardie taking questions #oh no renardie is posting