#wouldn't normally post stuff this sketchy but

[theandromedastar]

The way that manifestation is literally saving my ass on the daily LMFAO 😭😭

Seriously!

I've been having so much fun recently just manifesting stuff to make my life easier lol? I wanted to share some cool things I manifested super recently.

1 - Not needing a lockdown browser when taking a college exam: so I was scheduled to take an exam on my laptop/iPad for my class and the thing is, I have a Chromebook laptop. I didn't want to have to go to the campus library to take the tes because my Chromebook didn't support the lockdown browser AND my setting up the lockdown browser app on the iPad was sketchy and frustrating as hell. So before the test was announced I affirmed like a few times and visualized my teacher saying smth like "you won't need the lockdown browser for the test btw"...anyways that same morning the teacher let us know that we did need the lockdown browser, which went against my visualization, and it made me panic, BUT I managed to quickly calm myself and just reassured that I'd be fine for the exam. The day of the exam, I downloaded the app on my iPad and was basically shitting myself cus I was scared that it would all fuck up...but guess what?? The exam launched WITHOUT the lockdown starting, and it processed perfectly!? I also visualized my desired score range for the exam before I submitted it (canvas auto-grading) and I also got that manifestation as well!! It just goes to show that even if the manifestation seems fucked up in the moment, if you want it then it'll happen lol!

2 - Better health / not being sick: Basically my sister spread her germs all around me and one night I literally FELT my throat start to hurt and I panicked (I have been hospitalized before for a cold and I am traumatized fr) and so that night I reassured myself that I wouldn't get sick and that my throat doesn't hurt. I slept well that night but the morning after I woke up stuffy and the normal cold symptoms showed up. Again I was scared that I had just failed the manifestation and wallowed all day...but I do remember slightly just telling myself that I was not sick. Anyways, today is the day after that, and I am perfectly FINE. No nose stuffiness, no cough, I feel completely normal. This is so spooky to me cus I've never healed from a cold so fast.

3 - Package from AliExpress coming wayyyyy early: If you've ever ordered from there you know the shipping can lag a ton if you choose a store with minimal reviews...and I did that. However, I just affirmed that the package would get here quick. 5 Days later and it's here!! It arrived today lmaooooo 😭😭

Hopefully this post finds people who like some more slice of life "average" manifestation stories lmao. I manifest shit daily and so easily, it really is just a matter of practice. (⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

#affirmations #affirmyourreality #loa #manifest #manifestation #manifesting #affirm and persist #law of the universe #self concept #void state #loassumption #success story #AndromedaStarrz Blog ⊂⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠*⁠.⁠✧

[itsnothingofinterest]

Can I ask you about bnha in a more harsher sense? Like not only in the fandom but also IRL?

I honestly don't trust people who genuinely hate the lov in bnha. Especially the type of people that think they should die.

There are a lot of reasons I could give but I think one of the biggest ones is the complete lack of understanding of 'why' the villains exist like they do, and even if they do know why they don't care or have any sympathy for them.

They want a kind of merciless "justice" against the real victims of hero society (the villains, for reasons clearly layed out in the story, who no one in hero society cared about until the point when it became their problem), because "innocent people" and "heroes" were hurt and killed (the civilians in MHA who, to go about their ordinary day, wouldn't look twice at a bloody suffering child) and (people who completely of there own free will sign up for the hero job and can apparently just quit and walk away even in a time of crisis, rich, popular and who '''suprisingly''' don't want anything to change unless it's a change for their benefit, 'heroes are people too!' seriously??)

They're the kind of people that only see labels, villains bad, heroes good, innocent people = innocent (👉in reality innocent but not good). And never question let alone accept why, and then want death and judgement even though it it won't accomplish anything (not even stop the deaths since the issues that made the lov are still there)

People like that are the same kind that are on the wrong side of every issue, even when admitting there is a problem unwilling to do what's necessary to fix it and still judging. That's how I feel and I wanted to ask you if you felt the same way? How do you feel about them? And everything I said above, if it's okay to ask?

I totally get what you mean.

It seems to me that some readers & viewers just don’t want to think to much about this series and see it simply as black & white as possible. As though the “Heroes” and “Villains” are exactly as described and should be treated exactly as morally monochromatic as those words imply (never mind how those words are normally just abbreviations of “Pro Heroes” & “The League of Villains”; the respective sides’ faction names); ergo it is morally unquestionable to defeat said villains by any means necessary and never question anything in the process involved, especially the villains’ origin or the consequences to follow those means.

Feels like they’re too used to the “I was wronged but now I will stab this extra to prove I’m irredeemable and wrong”-type villain. The League are not like that. Shigaraki in particular is never wrong.

But they don’t care. Even in my most charitable read possible for those particular fans; they’re here watching a Shonen to turn their brains off so moral complexity makes them weirdly mad. (Never mind the uncharitable reads.) And that gets them saying sketchy and at times scary stuff about how the victims of society need to die or go to jail forever because they didn’t suffer silently until they died, and instead disrupted the ‘sacred’ status quo. Any other fate is “the worst possible ending”. Ugh. It kind of reminds me of that one Tumblr post about how one guy likes the moral simplicity of Hollywood military vs alien conflicts; only for another guy to point out how weird it is to say there’s nothing wrong in the army killing invaders like they’re sub-human when all those terms are too easily applied to minorities.

Except I’m quite confident MHA is not trying to be that kind of propaganda; these guys are just bad at literary analysis and don’t know what this series is saying about its villains and their victimhood.

And of course no thought is given as to how to prevent other kids from growing up in the League’s situations, thus looping back to where we are now and rendering all the heroes’ efforts inevitably moot. As long as they get a cool climactic fight where Deku beats the big bad, they get what they want out of this series.

What? That just proves Shigaraki ultimately right? Again? ...Eh whatever. Cool fight, that’s what matters.

#ask & reply #bnha #shigaraki tomura #league of villains #lov #paranormal liberation front #PLF #hero society #pro heroes

[batbeato]

How rich do you think the Ushiromiya Family is (at least, as a front)? From what I can tell by the power of the internet, one of the wealthiest men to exist in the 1980's (to '87) was Yoshiaki Tsutsumi with a net worth around $20 billion.

Considering Kinzo was renowned for both wealth and business acumen, it could be somewhere around there - not including the ten tons of gold, since that's a mere rumor for the public. I think at some point Eva mentioned several ten billion yen (so 20 billion or upwards) in assets, even if said money wasn't actually liquidized and just on hand to draw out of a bank (a.k.a Krauss probably hadn't gotten the chance to spend it all away yet). Not sure exactly how that converts to dollars, but Kinzo would be at the very least a millionaire?

I read somewhere that he made a lot of his money via investments in post-war industry and ferrying supplies to...someone(pretty sure it was the US, since Japan was still under occupation?) in preparation for the Korean War.

On wikipedia, this time period (1940's to the early 1990's when Japan's economic bubble popped) is known as the Japanese economic miracle. Wikipedia isn't the best source to look at, but it's a start on researching it and pondering the growth of Kinzo's wealth.

Likewise, how wealthy do you think the branches of the family (Eva, Rudolf, and Rosa) are, even in the face of their financial struggles?

Since, I don't think we ever get numbers on the money Rudolf needs for the lawsuit, or the amount Rosa needs to pay the loan and possible interest - I'm not sure about the other aspects of her business, since she did have the money to have vacations with various boyfriends, so it may have been doing well? Just not well enought to handle the loan?

And Eva + Hideyoshi really only need to worry about buying stocks back, not their finances. Similarly to Krauss and the embezzlement of Kinzo's money but not all the assets, they don't have the liquid cash / assets on hand to pay off the various issues they're dealing with.

Hm... To be honest, I've just never really thought about it much. Trying to fathom the level of wealth they have is tough. I feel like Kinzo's kids come off as millionaires, where they're very wealthy but not about to commission private jets for what would be 3 hour drives - that sort of super excessive expenditure you get when you're so wealthy money no longer has meaning. They're wealthy, but not so much that they can do whatever they want (as evidenced by all of them Needing Money Right Now).

Rosa in particular feels like someone who... doesn't have that much money on hand. Her business also isn't doing that well. She does spend a lot on Maria sometimes, and also spends for her getaways with boyfriends, but she's in debt. Also, she... doesn't hire someone to just, look after Maria? It could be a pride or secrecy thing more than a financial thing, though... But considering that Jessica probably had private tutoring, George had tons of tutoring and special programs, and Ange is also mentioned to be in cram school (she knows division. she is SIX.) and Maria seems to have none of that... It could reflect on Rosa trying to raise Maria as a "normal child" with less of the pressures that her siblings put on their children, but could, again, be financial hardship preventing her from doing that.

I guess when you add a bunch of millionaires together, plus the incredible amount of money and assets that Kinzo has put together over the years, you end up with billions. At the very least, post-1986 Eva comes off like a billionaire, especially with how she recklessly does the same stuff Kinzo did to put together vast amounts of money and wastes it on pretty much whatever she thinks will make her feel better (it's mentioned that she got into sketchy new religions/cults/whatever). I wouldn't know nearly enough about the Japanese economy to be able to put together any sort of ballpark estimate, though.

#umineko #umineko no naku koro ni #umineko spoilers #i tag that a lot but #a lot of even mundane details can count as spoilers #the fact that rosa is dating people and leaving maria home alone is a spoiler #it doesn't get revealed until the end of ep2 in implication and then explicitly in ep4 #and eva surviving post 1986 is an ep3 end spoiler too

[shootingsun]

pllsss tell me abt ur interpretation of A pls ty

HI YES I WILL DO THAT (this post is long and I am willing to rant more if I must)

Under the cut!!

Okay so A's real/true name was Aren Cadmus (because I think it's a pretty name and that is enough reasoning) - he knew his own name but never really talked about it to anyone but B, and that is what I shall refer to him as in this post along with A.

He was born on the 26th of September and was 19 when he died.

Backstory plot thing:

Before B came to the orphanage, A was the golden child of the orphanage, sweet, polite, respectful etc. Actually, Beyond didn't like him at first! Is this because he considered A to be a lost cause due to his short lifespan? Yes. But also because he thought Aren was too boring for him. But A thought that B was interesting and cool and did want to be his friend. They became friends eventually though, through the fun little thing we call the Power of Incredible Violence.

When they were both 9, B tried to run away from the orphanage in the middle of the night. He then ended up cornered in an alley in the small town nearby by someone with v obvious malicious intent. (This person had a very short lifespan, B noted at the time). Beyond was gonna fight back when they attempted to hurt him, but there was actually no need to because here comes Aren with a stick to beat the shit out of the attacker. Like, beat them into unconsciousness as they bleed out on the floor. Even at this time, B was not exactly Normal (TM) and was not scared in the slightest, infact he was a little bit like ":0, I thought u were basic but I guess I was wrong??". He then decides that this person is now going to be HIS person and that they can commit crimes together. It's a very good bonding activity :D. (Did the attacker bleed out and die? ...maybe, if they did, A didn't know).

Aren was totally down for violence and other sketchy things, it's just that he lied about it. B respected his commitment to his 'I'm a good person who most definitely wouldn't commit aggravated assualt' act. A was very pleased that he had made a friend who he didn't have to constantly lie about his moral compass to. It worked out for both of them :D. Also all of the teachers/adults were scared shitless because the seemingly sane one was now hanging out with with the kid who would shove children down the stairs in order to get to his monthly Akazukin Chacha manga delivery the minute it arrived. Aren liked that B didn't hide his darker tendencies, he really envied it sometimes. They became a chaos duo that may or may not stab you if you talked smack about the other.

Still plot but not exactly backstory:

It took them around a year of annoying every adult in the place but eventually A and BB got to share a room. A's favorite child was Linda because they both liked art and also because she wasn't a threat to his Sucessorship thing. He didn't care as much about being L as B did but he wasn't dispassionate about it or anything, he just tried not to make it his whole life (and failed miserably). He was never actually diagnosed with anything but he was Autistic (every Wammy kid is). Aren was told that he was gonna be L's sucessor when he was 13, but they had planned for him to be a successor earlier than that.

Also him and Beyond were kinda partners but also maybe not because nobody actually knew except for them what they were and they never told anyone. (I think it was romantic, but I'm open to anything as long as they were close ngl)

A was really good at drawing, he had sketchbooks and stuff. Really big on semi-realism but also liked to do abstract art on bad days. He liked to have B model for him, Aren liked to draw people, Beyond liked attention, it made both of them happy. These sketchbooks were hidden in the floorboards of his room and have pages missing from where Beyond ripped out all the pictures of himself after A died.

Aren had a lot of practical knowledge, but also wanted to kill himself during exam times and couldn't for the life of him figure out how to revise. Most of his high grades came from coursework and debates he had in lessons.

Swivel chairs were his favorite kind of chair, he always sat in one if he was actually working. In the library, he would be willing to start a fist fight as long as it meant he got the swivel chair.

He stopped trying to hide how much he hated everyone around a year before his death. A just really stopped caring. Because Gifted child burnout, I don't need to elaborate.

His love languages? BIG BIG BIG ACTS OF SERVICE KIND OF PERSON. If he likes you he will do things for you!! (Like bash a guys head in with a stick). For receiving love language wise... I feel like he likes company. He wants to know that they're there, that they won't abandon him, so I feel like Aren would be into quality time and words of affirmation.

A knew Jujutsu! He was a purple belt at it and would use it for self defense purposes.

Would slide down the staircase of the orphanage and nearly kick people if they were sat on the stairs. Many people would stick near the middle of the stairs because A would give absolutely no warning and just be coming down a massive staircase at high speed about to kick anyone within legs reach for the lols.

"B corrupted you!" "No I corrupted myself, B is my enabler I'll have you know." - Aren Cadmus, 1999

He had a complex about feeling not listened to. A felt like when he talked, nobody actually cared what he was saying and that he couldn't do anything about the way his life was. It was sad.

#long post #a death note #death note a #aren cadmus #im making that my tag for him #death note #death note headcannon #i guess?? #or is it more #death note oc #beyond birthday #bb death note #b death note #death note b #genderfluid beyond birthday #isnt mentioned but its still there ya know? #shut up sunii #i talk a lot

[lastoneout]

I'm about to tell on myself so fucking hard but you know what I wish was a feature on A03?

So...nhentai gives every comic posted to it a number, right? And you can take just that number, nothing else, and type it into the site's search box and it will take you DIRECTLY to that comic. So when people on reddit or whatever want to post the source/talk about a comic they don't HAVE to post a whole ass link, they can just give you the number. Which is cool because links can be sketchy(there are a lot of fake nhentai sites that are just loaded with viruses and shit) and like, there are lots of other reasons people don't like clicking on random links/sharing them is hard(length for one). Just posting the comics barcode? I guess? saves all of that.

Plus something I have noticed is it's pretty fucking hard to find a specific fic if you don't have the link. Cuz just the title isn't gonna do you much good on A03 given how many fics all have the same/similar titles, and if you lost the author's name too you basically just have to dive headfirst into the fandom/ship tag and pray you find what you're looking for which SUCKS with big fandoms/ships that have like 100k + works. Which is actually part of why I think I've seen some people posting "I'm looking for this fic help" stuff as fics on A03.

(Edit: also with the common practice of orphaning and posting as anonymous on A03 sometimes the authors name doesn't do you any good either.)

So if each fic had/has a unique ID number it would be a lot easier to share them around so you'd be less likely to lose them, and you wouldn't have to worry about a broken link ect. cuz as long as you have those numbers you can find the fic again instantly.

And like A03 kinda has that in the sense that like, look, here's a link to one of my fics

It HAS those numbers at the end so theoretically if I knew a fics numbers I could just type in archiveofourown.org/works/(the number) and find the fic, but you can't actually use those numbers to search

So I don't see people like, normalizing sharing the numbers along with links cuz it's just a little too complicated.

But I mean just think, you find an old masterpost with hyperlinks to fics but the site has gone weird or the links broke or op deleted the post and the versions that still exist are all fucked up now something, and you're bummed cuz sure maybe they put the titles and fandoms and authors but for all you know the fics were set to anonymous or orphaned and either way that's a lot of searching, wouldn't it be nice if each listing also just had those numbers hanging out? And that way as long as you have so much as a picture of the post you can still find those fics. You don't have to save the post and hope it doesn't get deleted or go cram the stuff into "marked for later" right then and there, you can just hold on to those numbers. That sounds pretty nice to me!!

I dunno, maybe there is something I'm missing, but I was thinking about this bcs I have a bunch of new followers on Instagram who like this ship I make content for and I WANT to tell them I wrote a fic, but it's Instagram, you gotta post pics and doing a little info graphic feels kinda tacky? So I'm drawing something based on the fic to post, but then I guess I just have to put the link to the fic in the description or something, and I keep thinking GOD it would be so much easier if I could just post the numbers 38480276 and have that be enough for all of them to find the fic without scaring away people who don't want to click on random links/the awkwardness of just posting a link in general.

But yeah, that's my rant about the porn website doing it better bcs tbh sometimes they do and I think this being a feature or coming into common usage would be nice.

#archiveofourown #A03 #archive of our own #organization for transformative works

[skinni-girls-eat-books]

Wednesday, April 3rd, 2024!

9:47pm: Had a ft call with him and idk it's always fun in the moment bc I truly don't like or respect his gf so I hardly remember she exists.... But does he also forget she exists?? Lol. Idk man life is crazy.

He told me basically no matter how happy his partner makes him, he's always going to compare the partner to me. He said he liked that I have him his space and time to be quiet whereas she constantly needs direct attention. Idk this isn't the first time he's said this to me, it also doesn't really sound like a bad thing/ dealbreaker? I mean jeez you got what you wanted man and it's still not enough 🤷‍♀️ I think we just think differently tbh. But we both agreed the whole not being able to talk to each other is making it like pent up emotion when we do talk to each other, it is like an addiction and like taking a hit of something. We know full well that we're capable of normal conversation with each other but 90% of the time, shit just escalates and it's like a crazy boost to the brain. I think for me, it's literally bc I don't have any other source of this type of attention, but for him? He said it's like compulsive behavior which is wild to me bc he actually could get this from another person? He's putting 100% of the blame on himself though and I'm glad because I don't feel like being responsible for his shit tbh I am not the one that needs to feel some type of way about it, I'm not doing anything wrong. He also said he likes me because (I forget the words he said) he said I'm basically always down or willing which he said really flatters him lmao 🤣 that's kinda funny, he said that's it's like "oh for me? ;)" and that he just enjoys it.

The weirdest part of the call though,,, he didn't remember sending me d pics literally last week? 🤔 I don't know what was up with that. I think he really just goes somewhere else in his mind when he's doing this emotional cheating stuff. I am pretty convinced that he has some type of compulsive disorder at this point. It's cool that he's becoming self aware and everything.... But do I want *this* crazy as my husband, father of my children? Too early to say really. He really does too much and seems somewhat mentally unstable. I think we still want to see him in his single era, definitely want to see him outside of his parent's house again era and also see that post-gf side of him. Would he still call me like that if he wasn't literally cheating on his gf now? Hard to say 🤔🤔🤷‍♀️

Long story short, this is fun bc I'm still getting my lick back tbh, anddddd for a husband I could probably find someone who wouldn't do this to me or anyone else and who is not mentally unstable 💀 no offense but like been there done that tbf. The one thing I MUST NOT DO to preserve my self respect is hypothetically let him jump right back into my life if he breaks up with her bc at the bare minimum we need to see what happens when he's single with his thoughts. That will probably help him with constantly needing external validation from women if he doesn't have that option constantly yk? Right now he's got it made, but I feel like I'm more on track for the long haul, and he's living up life like there's no tomorrow still. One day at a time (for us both).

11:16pm: Still thinking, I brought up again how I could never be tracking my bfs location bc I just... What tf is the point it clearly doesn't work lmao. But he said it helps him like a reminder to not do bad things, like it really prevents/ discourages him from cheating and ig being sketchy in general..... Again I am literally not going to be the one pulling my hair out trying to police my partner's every move, how long they sit in the car (jeezus) where they go and for how long like wtf she clearly doesn't have a life outside of him and that's just sad af. Plus omg he's basically saying he needs to be *constantly reminded* to not cheat ffs??? 💀 Literally couldn't be me, and if they want to cheat....... They literally will bro you can't stop it 😬 I digress, that will never be my damn problem 😂 give yourself an ulcer bc ur bf is at work too long 🤢👁️👄👁️ yuck yuck yuck. And the fact that he goes "I totally understand where she's coming from 🙂" as he literally pulls his dick out on facetime 💀 SIS IT DOESN'T MATTER that you're tracking him it's just..... Whyyyy put yourself through that girlllll you know what you got yourself into omg why is she so stupid 💀💀💀

[sugaglos]

hi

Sorry I know we don't know eachother- but how do you know scarletarosa and melias-cimitere saying the truth? They seem to be a cult, and aside from that I catched scarletarosa lying a bunch of times, she even called herself lilith in the past and a succubi under lucifer and lilith, plus melias was reported preying on underage people, I could add more but I can't remember at the moment, sorry.

Besides it sketchy how they tyring to isolate you from your friends/family etc. so you will rely on them and their belief alone..

Idk if anything I'm gonna say will be taken out of context or not since that's what the hate mob likes to do.

"They seem to be a cult"

"Seem" is not a valid enough proof to say sth like that about someone else. Never have I been asked for money (like cults do), never have I been told to preach and then go 100% silent as if I'd be wipped off the face of the earth, they have not pampered me and then threatened me with any kind of violence, never have they sent evil spirits my way and so on. Whoever says they're a cult don't know how real cults work. They have helped people get away from real cults and have a normal life.

"I catched scarletarosa lying a bunch of times, she even called herself lilith in the past and a succubi under lucifer and lilith"

Sincerely, never have I seen sth like this so no comment.

"Plus melias was reported preying on underage people"

Again, in my most sincere experience, never have I encountered anything of the sort. I have minors in my family and nothing has ever been asked about them or said, and no attempts have ever been made.

"Besides it sketchy how they tyring to isolate you from your friends/family etc. so you will rely on them and their belief alone.."

Idk anything about this and am not speaking on their behalf, but, say, if you'd be living in an extremely toxic enviornment/family, wouldn't an advice to move out be a good thing? It might be hard, but it would be worth it. Everyone doesn't deserve forgiveness too, even if they are family members. If you have "friends" who lead you down a the path of drugs and overall self destruction then cutting ties with such people will only benifit you, no? I live on my own and have toxic family members that should be avoided(and Melias knows this) and he hasn't told me to cut ties completely bc it's my choice to do so or not, and I have to think with my own head what to do with my life. I've been told many times to not rely on them, but to find out truths/stuff myself bc they don't want to be "right all the time", MEANING you have to find out things, see things for yourself, talk to the deities yourself(and not search shit up on wikipedia and take it as the ultimate truth), to make an opinion of your own on how the physical and astral world works. They can show you the door to better yourself, know things, but that's all, what you do is up to you and they fully support this. If someone is a fucking snowflake when someone is a bit stern towards them sometimes(bc people tend to do stupid shit and sometime a stern voice is necessary to knock some common snese in the head, not lovey-dovey flower-suggarcoating things) then maybe the lhp aint for them, js. The lhp is not a "uwu" path ffs.

I'm in no way deffending anyone, I'm just using my fucking brain. Every response, every comment I've seen basically states either "someone said" or "my friend said that someone else-" which are invalid statements. Also, have you seen any real evidence like exchanged text messages(screenshots) and such for these accusations to be verified as true? I haven't and the hate mob who have made disgusting posts hasn't provided any real evidence and neither have these "I heard someone say-" people. If you accuse someone of sth so serious this type of evidence is extremely necessary, especially in interrigations. A dumbass mobster( not gonna call out people just yet) once said they believe the anon messages just bc "assault" is mentioned completely ignoring the absence of evidence. Make it make sense.

So my point is, basically, if there's no evidence then all this is nothing more than a rumor which too many people who cannot think for themselves fall for and spread misinformation and serious false accusations which is an extremly disgusting behaviour. It's been more than a half a year(?) and nothing has been provided.

I have never gone through anything like this and Melias knows me more than anyone and has never used anything against me. And I do not believe I'm more special or less special to be used or preyed upon or whatever the fuck. Both have helped me in the past with things so I can live normally now.

Edit: Let me just add that the people you're being fed this hate from are extreme racists and people who practice/worship wgat they don't really believe actually exists irl. Let that sink in a bit.

#reply

[saltsealed]

a handful of wips and old art. one of these is literally from last year sdkjfg which shows how much I’ve been drawing lately

the feral looking gremlin is my oc mal, the other is @lookbluesoup ‘s Nate

#my art #fallout ocs #wips #sketches #other people's ocs #salt ocs #salt oc: malcolm price #synth au #superhero au #the top right one is literally from dec 2019 god #i've drawn like three whole things this year #and none of them are finished yet lmfao #on the other hand i've written more this year #than i have in the past decade combined so #silver linings #oops almost forgot their ship tag lol #wouldn't normally post stuff this sketchy but #i haven't uploaded in forever do i even have followers on here anymore lmfaooo

[headgehug]

okay you know the posts about how a single nacho cheese Dorito contains more flavor than a medieval peasant would experience in their lifetime? and how it would probably kill them instantly? anyways working thru a new fic idea that I probably won't ever write below the cut. it's going to get weird and likely nsfw. sorry.

I feel like charlie would be obsessed with this concept. things he consumes frequently could already kill or at least injure-- lethal amounts of alcohol, paint, sketchy garbage food, cat food. but normal food? the other food groups, like grilled cheese, doritos, and mountain dew? that's the healthy stuff, and a peasant will never experience it?

this has got to be in my alchemist reader au or it wouldn't work. anyways he comes to you, tearful, asking why they can't experience the things he loves. you build him a one use time machine and fire it up (after much study, and patience, and roleplaying sex). you summon a medieval peasant, a regular 1400s charlie, inject it with a healthy dose of "doesn't die of culture shock and can speak modern English" and get to experiencing.

where to start? food, of course. a fine meal, but the peasant can only enjoy the smallest of bites. perhaps even a full nacho cheese flavor blasted Dorito is too much. charlie stuffs a handful in his mouth, chews, swallows, and kisses your guest, et voila, essence of chip, through a channel of lips. syrupy, carbonated soda would be too powerful a drug, but letting them lap at your dipped fingers? that's fine, like catching raindrops on your tongue.

next, once the peasant is gorged on rich food and drink, you turn on the tv. technology gets the briefest of overviews-- this creature is too doped up on whatever peacebringing concoction you brewed for the occasion. when that wears off, their heart will likely burst. (they're in their twenties-- they had a long and prosperous life). maybe there's something suggestive on the television, a late night racy drama. this peasant, unmarried, without time to explore pleasures of the flesh, would be astounded, and who better to introduce them to the world of sex than you and your enthusiastic partner? lucky you, this peasant works in the fields and has great pools of stamina, and an attractive physique, and is indeed so uneducated that they have no concept of which genders of partners are "suitable"... suffice to say you fuck till dawn and the introduce them to the temptations of "sleeping past sunrise" and "breakfast in bed" (the concepts of breakfast consisting of gooey dripping cheesy bread and eggs and strong sugary coffee, and a bed consisting of a luscious three person cushioned platform being nearly as outrageous to the fellow as the many ways you made some strange fifth humor spring from their nethers the night before!)

they eventually have to leave, as your time machine is not permanent and requires the subject to go home within 24 hours or whatever. they leave. charlie says "call me". they do not understand.

[title card: the gang brings back the bubonic plague]

#cursed. sorry. at least i wrote SOMETHING #i got many wips to finish... if i promised u something and u see me doing this instead sorry ... >.< #i tagged this and now im untagging it ignore this but dont also please talk to me about it. #is this anything guys????

[nostuntmanneeded]

So Seb let all of these hateful memes of his “GF” into his tags for a really long time and then it stopped once she came back stat side. I wanna know what happened there. Did she finally speak up or did his team say stop it doesn’t look good. Since she appeared back in LA I’ve been wondering if they turned real. // This makes sense but l wanna share my two cents as well, I'm almost positive he was asked by his team to stop because it definitely sealed the deal that it was PR that time because he didn't just approve the memes mocking her baits, he was also approving stuff similar to those "blink if you need help" type of memes, and people we're so sure it was PR that time because he was doing it a lot and naturally, people would be curious as to why would he approve such memes and insult his "girlfriend", she shouldn't have to call her own "boyfriend" out for something that insulting and demeaning, any normal partner who respects their significant other wouldn't even think of doing that. He spent a lot of time approving those memes, before even making actual efforts to acknowledge her on social media and if he did stop because she told him to well ain't that funny that she has the audacity to call him out for approving those accurate memes when she won't even take down the posts much less, apologize for it. As for the things that went down in LA, it was already anticipated that they were gonna ramp things up for so many reasons as 1. The one year mark was already approaching by that time and yet people were barely buying their shit and refused to take them seriously 2. They had to make up for the lost time when he was filming Fresh and she was back in Spain and 3. As mentioned, the presumed end was approaching so it was important to up their game. Also, try to keep in mind that the reason mostly as to why it looks more believable now because they changed tactics, because the pap walks obviously weren't working, it did nothing but expose their loopholes so they decided to focus on "public sightings" and social media interactions. Don't you find it at least a bit sketchy that there weren't public sightings of them at all before and so were the interactions and now all of a sudden, we're getting lots of them? It took him months to follow her and another month/s to actually acknowledge her and interact with her. Notice how they were constantly getting papped before and now not a single pap pic? Unless you count that joke from the P&T set. Moreover, if you come to think of it, the tactics only got upgraded but the handling of the stunt was still sloppy, it's predictable and there are way too many apparent patterns like the black and white pictures and weekend stunts and everything is just way too damn predictable, I mean people were even able to predict that she was going to be LA exactly 2 weeks after being in Tulum. The reason for my adamance on believing that this is PR is not because I'm being stubborn or that I refuse to accept the possibility of it being real, I simply can't set aside all these factors and all too telling behavior. ,

Exactly!

There is a good possibility that his team told him to stop. They can't blow their cover, or else the contract is dead and no one gets any benefits.

Alejandra being in L.A. made it more important to cut the approval of tags ridiculing their relationship. And remember how she limited her comments even more to stop the flow of negative comments.

[monster-asylum]

Laize { A New Character }

.

.

Hey guys! So um, get ready because This is gonna be a long post due to how many images I'm going to insert and how much about this piece I have to say :). So recently I've been dabbling a lot in my art style and experimenting (as I've mentioned a lot in my previous posts). Currently I'm trying to develop my style to a more solid one. Like my posts before, the style I refer to is that really BJD inspired art style. However I like the idea of being able to do more than one style. And I noticed in a few artists I really like (specifically in their Commissions stuff) they sometimes have two or three style you can choose to get from them (not including chibi). And I thought hey that's a pretty neat idea! But I barely have one style in place so how could I possibly start trying to do another? So I figured I'd focus on two, the BJD inspired one, and one that's more..what I'd call pointy and geometric? Basically the second style I'm going for is inspired by Jhonen Vasquez (the creater of Invader Zim and Johnny The Homicidal Maniac for those who don't know, just search up either of those and you'll immediately see and maybe recognize his style), and kind of Tim Burton cause why not? I picked those two styles specifically for me to focus on, because I noticed that whenever I doodle I tended to always draw something that leans towards a BJD anime-ish style or a pointy geometric sketchy style. I feel for me personally this is the best way to develop my skills a little more ^=^ and with this piece I also feel like It worked out extremely well!

.

.

IG: @c.k.kainz

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST OR USE MY ART WITHOUT CREDIT AND PERMISSION

.

.

I'm also going to include some other versions, because I ended up kind of playing around with the colors of the lining and the backround and I liked all of them ^-^, and I wasn't sure which one to pick so I figured why not post them all and ask for your guy's opinion :).

.

.

Version B

.

.

Version C

.

.

Version D

.

.

Version E

This last one is really just for fun cause I thought it looked cool.

.

.

Let me know which version you like best in the comments!!

.

.

.

A bit about Laize

So Laize is a character I decided to make recently for some very specific reasons. Normally, I don't do a lot of vent art. The reason being because when I do, I never feel like the characters I use for it and what not fully express whatever I'm feeling. I tend to vent more through writing things as a result but I always feel this yearning to vent through drawings and doodles too. Even when I use myself as the drawings subject it just never feels fully right. So I decided why not instead, make a character the can represent some of the things I struggle most with. I'm an extremely anxious person, my anxiety can be off the scale in the blink of an eye and it doesn't take much at all for something to cause me to start shaking. So my anxiety is one of the biggest struggles I have in my daily life, and also one of the hardest things for me to express fully. This character is meant to help with that. I guess you could say they are a venting OC? But I personally wouldn't call them that, see I feel like they are much more. I do plan to use them for things other than vent art anyways. But it's a character meant to be more personally and more self identifying to me (but still not a self insert either btw. They aren't supposed to actually be me). Also, I'm sure you've noticed my use of they/them pronouns, that is due to my decision of making them nonbinary (like myself). I felt it was appropriate for a character this important and this personal yknow? Anyways that's all the info I can give about them for now~

.

.

.

PHEW...this is the longest blog I've ever made honestly ;-; but to those of you that actually read through all of that stuff thank you so much!!!

.

.

#original characters #original character #original art #original content #digital drawing #digital art #art style #artist #art #my art #oc #my characters #art improvement