Tumgik
#wow i love him so much
fairdale · 3 months
Text
made myself incredibly sad thinking about magnus being alone. maybe not completely alone, because he would have max, tessa, catarina and ragnor. but lonely, i think he would feel loneliness like he never had before.
because those young annoying shadowhunters that interrupted one of his parties and dragged him along would be gone. because even though he tried to act like they didn't mean much to him, they did. because he got used to their presences in his life and now he can't remember what it was like without them.
because that man he had seen become a silent brother and come back as a shadowhunter, would be gone. after living a life full of love, yes, but he would be gone, just as the ones before him.
because he would know what losing a son feels like. and the pain in his heart would be unbearable.
because it would mean he lost the love of his life. because it would mean that, maybe, just as tessa, he would end up forgetting the blue of his eyes that he loved so much, the sound of his voice, his laugh, his mannerisms, the things that made him, him.
because the parts of his life that were filled with alec, rafael and friends would suddenly be empty, he would be empty.
because he would feel like his heart is being ripped apart every time, but he would choose it over being a shell with no feelings. because that would mean he may forget.
and he would never, ever, want to forget his reason to live.
(even if it was gone forever.)
84 notes · View notes
cityandking · 6 months
Note
top 3 daichi 'adjusting to life again' routines/rituals
okay I have been thinking about this for so long and I still don't Really have concrete answers but here are my Biggest thoughts at the moment:
extended prayer/meditation. usually he keeps his holy duties to the sunrise hours any anything more is incidental, but I think post-abyss he spends more time than usual in... I mean, yeah, technically worship, but worship for daichi is mostly about finding his footing and making the active choice to give himself over in worship to that divinity. I think turning back to pelor is a comfort both in that a) it's pelor and b) he's choosing it. I think probably, outside his date afternoon/night with zaref, he goes through morning and midday and sunset rituals in a way he hasn't since he was a wee baby acolyte. he hasn't been able to pray in three years; I think he'd find immense comfort in the routine and in really grounding himself in his body as he goes through the motions. training also fits in this category—spending time with his shield, his sword, his body. it's about relearning and remembering the routines he lost or that were corrupted while he was in the abyss
braiding his hair. I'm imagining it like this currently. just something time consuming and precise to help him recenter himself in his body (I imagine him doing it shirtless and watching his reflection in the mirror with all the new scarring and getting used to just like. inhabiting this form. something something spending three years in a body of someone else's making and relearning how to exist as himself again)
I think he'd talk to anticlea! not necessarily something to play out in game, but it's definitely on my to-do list for him. he'd want to talk to the person who resurrected him, especially since it's someone who essentially filled his role in the group while he was out of commission. kinda meta I guess but I do think he'd seek her out, and they'd have tea and talk a lot about stuff. grandma hours etc.
bonus thoughts:
cooking. eating. I don't think he ate in the abyss. he didn't need it + he had no mouth. imagine not eating for three years. my boy is craving some good food.
the tattoo was pretty big. making his body his; marking it in a way he chose to. the reminder of home. I think he could get into tattoos and piercings. it's about the autonomy and the power to make changes to his own form.
he and zaref are taking it slow but. future intimacy. that'll be good. imagine experiencing joy and pleasure after being a tool for destruction and war for three years. get that man an orgasm
literally just sitting and listening to scratch. scratch's chatter being a reminder and a balm to him. he wants to hear everything going through her head; it's good and grounding.
not any time soon, but I do think he'd want to go see the ocean again. eventually. see the changes since the portal closed, know that he can stand there at the edge of the water. I think it might freak him out a little but he'd be okay.
spa day. or weekend! he deserves it.
7 notes · View notes
sebsxphia · 2 years
Note
Every so often I lose my mind thinking about family man Rhett. He teaches his girls all about horses, gets them chickens to help raise, he can often be found on a Saturday morning drinking his coffee and piled on the couch with them, still in his PJ’s, watching cartoons with them (but like actively watching, this man is still glued to the tv watching Bluey when his kids have started playing with lego on the rug in front of him and he’s still invested in the episode)
Family man Rhett who cuts sandwiches into shapes because it’s more fun and can often be seen running errands around town completely covered in stickers and temporary glitter tattoos. His truck has a bunch of plush animals on the dash board and he’s got a collection of kids CD’s in his glove compartment.
Rhett showing his kids how important it is to love other people, often making them “ewwww” playfully as he leans across the breakfast bar to kiss his wife, he makes her twirl so he can see every outfit she wears (even the paint stained sweat pants reserved exclusively for home renovations and yard work) and then coo’s his compliments to her. The woman he loves, the one who made this life possible.
His home is a mish mash of everyone’s tastes. He can see the remnants of the home you shared before you were married with kids now covered in Lego sets and princess castles and drawings taped to every surface. He smiles when he sees the heights begin to change on the chart in the kitchen. He loves his family and what they’ve given him. He welcomes change, encourages it even, which is why when he pulls you close in the dark of the night and whispers “let’s make another one”, it doesn’t surprise you in the slightest.
dear anon!!!!! holy shit!!!!!! you!!!! when you when you when we oh my god 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
i locked my phone and placed it down before having a little sob ngl. this touched me in so many ways. you capture this beautifully and i too am loosing my mind at this.
the bit about rhett reminding your kids how important it is to love one another, encouraging the change and whispering let’s make another one!!!!!!!! good grief!!!! that was the bit that got me most!!!!!
he would truly love you and the family you’ve given him and i mean that with my whole heart.
long gone is the hard edged, rodeo riding rhett abbott. he’s softer, kinder - still incredibly protective of what he holds dearest - but he says hi to you in the street now with his arm wrapped around your waist and holding your little ones hand while the other runs ahead.
thank you so, so, so much for this dear anon!!! i’m incredibly grateful that you sent this to me and i want you to know i will be thinking about this always, as a little piece of comfort!!
i hope you have a wonderful rest of your day!! mwah!! 💌🥹💖🫶🏼
69 notes · View notes
mikafever · 2 months
Text
how I feel waking up the morning after a kreider hat trick !
Tumblr media Tumblr media
4 notes · View notes
bivampir · 1 year
Text
it's SO funny that when asked what he had to do to prepare for his role in IWTV Sam Reid says he had to learn how to play the piano, learn to speak French, Italian, and English with a French accent. Bailey read IWTV religiously and added her own comments, and kept an actual fucking journal she wrote entirely as Claudia. meanwhile Jacob Anderson, when asked the same question, just responds with “oh nothing, i was already emo”. icons and legends only
13K notes · View notes
astrobolical · 11 months
Text
Okay.
As much as I love feral Satan, who lets his instincts run wild and growls, bites and everything else… his soft side is so fuckin’ cute.
The Satan that stares at you in confusion as you tend to a small cut on his hand he’d received on one of his rampages, unbothered by the mess around the two of you and concerned solely with him. How he doesn’t quite know why his chest feels so warm and tight as he looks at your gentle, concerned expression.
Satan, who doesn’t understand why he feels so weightless with you, why his heart flutters and why he wants to hold you so gently, as if cradling something precious.
Satan, whose anger fades just from your presence alone, overtaken with feelings he’s never experienced, that baffle him entirely but he can’t get enough.
Satan, who desperately throws himself into research just to understand you a little more, to put a name on how he feels about you— who’s just as afraid of his own feelings as he is elated by them.
Satan, who worries you’ll be frightened of him if his temper rises, but you never are, even when he tells you that you should be.
Satan, who lays beside you, watching your sleeping face and utterly baffled that you trust him so completely to allow him to see you in such a vulnerable state… who knows deep down he’ll protect you forever.
Satan, who fumbles each time he tries to explain any of this to you, whose face becomes adorably reddened with each failed attempt.
Satan, who realizes that you’ve accepted him entirely, his every fault, his everything, before he had even come close to accepting himself. Who loves you more than he could ever put to words, or that he could ever really comprehend.
Just him. You know? Ahh, just helping him come to terms with everything he doesn’t know, to grow and understand. Helping him, in the end, to love.
Tumblr media
4K notes · View notes
egophiliac · 5 months
Note
new chapter 7 installment dropped how we feelin????
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
THAT'S HIS DAD
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON#i will take three thank you#god. lilia really has no idea how incredibly loved he is huh.#meleanor: (dies to protect him and her son)#malleus: (is literally born having a huge destructive tantrum because he wants lilia back)#silver: (bases his entire life and personality around how much he loves his dad)#lilia: wow i just can't understand why everyone is so upset about me dying#(somehow sebek ended up being the most normal about him and there's the most unexpected part)#man i really gotta redo lilia's um poster. i wasn't super happy with it to begin with but now there's like. fun shapes and context!#me: ha ha why is his magic called that. that's so weird.#me later: o-oh. oh i see.#SPEAKING OF SEBEK THOUGH there he is! THERE HE IS!#i was so afraid the armor was going to be a bad thing but NO he earned it!#he shook out his hair and turned out to have been beautiful all along!#episode 7 is about two things and two things only: dads and significant hair moments#and also speaking of dads!#i am taking lilia mistaking malleus for revaan based on his voice#as one more tick in the 'if crowley is revaan then there's going to have to be a really good explanation' column#the dulcet tones of dire crowley...#on the other hand if crowley tears off his mask and immediately starts sounding like malleus that would be THE funniest way to do it#auuuggghhhhh it's only been out for hours and already i'm like next part when#we've been cliffhanger'd again lads#idia finally came back to us and they were like 'please wait for the next release :)'#ortho did...did you somehow hack your way into silver's dream palace
1K notes · View notes
camthecatchameleon · 28 days
Text
a few days ago my brain demanded i draw polywitchlight RIGHT NOW and who am i to refuse
Tumblr media
original and closeups under the cut
original/template is from “Go For It Nakamura!” by Syundei which i have not read actually
Tumblr media
+ closeups; feel free to use as icons with credit smile
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
273 notes · View notes
cherrytraveller · 1 year
Photo
Tumblr media
too much energy & bursting citrus flavors🍊
Twitter || Ko-fi || Instagram
2K notes · View notes
skitskatdacat63 · 5 months
Text
How did I never hear this radio until the brawn doc hahahaha
480 notes · View notes
jeanivere · 6 months
Text
Tumblr media
anduin, my beloved
431 notes · View notes
shima-draws · 3 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
THAT right there, ladies and gentlemen, is a LOVE CONFESSION
329 notes · View notes
Text
YT Series Yellow Guy: *Idiotic ray of sunshine*
TV Series Yellow Guy: *A character who is seemingly split into two different people/personalities whom one only comes out when his batteries are replaced because he's a biomechanical being modeled after a woman's dead/absent son in order to cope with his loss and thus keeps him in an endless cycle of confusion and disturbing situations and he will not hesitate to smash his friends' face in with a shard of glass and threaten to kill said friend*
3K notes · View notes
jaylaxies · 11 days
Text
WAKE UP EVERYONE IT’S JAY DAY
Tumblr media Tumblr media
148 notes · View notes
sleepyjoot · 2 months
Text
Colored in the first sketch I've done of P1 dude
He's my muse
Tumblr media Tumblr media
Also please be patient, he's nervous
He'll respond when he's ready
193 notes · View notes
derpycatsu · 6 months
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
opened my 3ds for the first time in months and continued my pokemon Y game and well. i havent really put it down. so here are some sycamores :) i think he is very cute
352 notes · View notes