#you can see the heartbreak

[sailforvalinor]

Is the aim of every Endeavour season finale just to rip my heart out of my chest, throw it on the ground, and grind it to powder beneath someone’s heel???

#thursday right at the brink of falling down the path of vengeance?? #everyone turning on Morse for various reasons and him mostly putting up with it until they’ve gone too far and he SNAPS?? #morse realizing he’s in love with Joan right before she LEAVES??? #the ACTING in that scene MY GOSH #you can see the heartbreak #Sean evans does an excellent job at playing him but one of my favorite things he does is that when Morse gets extremely emotional he #makes him turn away or fidget or rub at his face or cough or do anything he can to hold himself together because he doesn’t even know how #to even EXIST in this moment #it’s all too much #and things like this always seem to happen to him but he can’t ever become numb to it #it just punches him in the gut over and over again but he just…takes it #the clear father-son parallel of Thursday seeing Morse standing behind the bus he just sent his own son off on #and then that shattering into pieces when THURSDAY basically infers that this was only meant to be temporary and tells Morse to get out of #his house?? his disbelief?? #and when Thursday TURNS AWAY in that last shot I— #yeah I did a lot of screaming GET OUT OF MY HOUSE this episode #endeavour #endeavour series 3 #endeavour morse #I FORGOT TO MENTION THURSDAY JUST CASUALLY COUGHING UP THAT BULLET WHAT

[feodor-dostoevsky]

Is it that hard to believe you might have friends?

#swedit #kenobiedit #kenobi series #obi wan kenobi #leia organa #padme amidala #myedit #dailyflicks #useroptional #tvandfilm #filmtv #i cried a little #i can see how obi's wandering in his memory #heartbreaking #kenobi spoilers #his little smile on the last one is everything #it's a i would love you to know your mother and how similar you are sad smile

[uncanny-tranny]

Your fears that you don't have a body that will transition "well" are, sure, understandable, but there isn't truly such thing as a body that's unworthy of transition. Perhaps your changing body won't suit everybody's taste, but would you rather live for yourself or for the whims of random people who don't care about your happiness as long as they're attracted to what they see?

Transition is for anybody who wants it. It's okay to be fearful. It's okay to be uncertain. But it isn't the end of the world. You are in control, and if you choose to transition to any capacity, it should be at your behest. You and your body are worthy of transition. I hope you are able to seize transition and do what you truly want for yourself.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #have been seeing a small resurgence in some trans spaces that there is such thing as an 'untransitional' body #there are people out there who cannot transition for medical/financial/social reasons but that isn't what people often mean #kill the person in your head that says you need to adhere to cishet standards. it's okay to be trans and *look* it if you want #transition because it makes you feel happy or fulfilled. transition because it is something *you* want #while yes it's complex because appearing trans can be dangerous i ultimately want people to have the freedom to make decisions solely... #...on what *they* want y'know? #i have seen this idea that some people just aren't 'able' to transition because they won't 'appear cis' for years now and it's heartbreaking #like i used the whole 'i don't look cis' against myself because it's impossible for me *to be* cis... #...i will never be non-trans. i will never not be a transsexual and i used to hate that about myself... #...because i was taught that being trans is bad. i was taught that looking trans is a curse that nobody should EVER inflict upon themselves #and that the goal was to essentially distance yourself as far away from transness as you can #and it's okay for people to not want to 'look' visibly trans. it's neutral. what was harmful was the idea that TRANS was bad #there's a huge difference between 'i don't want to be visibly trans' and 'i think being trans and looking it is bad'

[lyxchen]

Something I love about Heartbreak High is how when we first see Amerie's perspective of what happened at the festival everything is good and Harper is happy and jokes around with her but then when we see Harpers perspective you suddenly notice how unsure and uncomfortable she actually is. Like she doesn't smile as much and it's a little more fake and she's being much more serious, for example with the "I think my house is haunted" moment and also when her dad texts her. But Amerie didn't notice. Which is why she didn't realize something was going on with Harper and why she couldn't imagine that anything had happened that day. In her memory everything was great and perfect when it in fact wasn't. And I think that's a really cool way of showing both their perspectives because while overall they both remember the same things, their perception of How it happened is different

#i love love looove when shows do that #like showing the same moments twice but with different acting from the actors to show how the different characters percieved what happened #and here you can clearly see it #you can really see how amerie and harper had such different memorys of that day #so of course harper being mean to amerie and ignoring her comes out of the blue for amerie #because she didn't notice #and then you see harpers perspective and suddenly you see that actually everything wasn't great #anyways #good show!!!! #amazing show!!!!! #oh also something i noticed just now because i continued watching the scene from harpers perspective #when harper says no to taking the drugs and amerie is like 'what so i just do them by myself' #amerie sound angry #like she sounds really pissed off at harper #but then in amerie's version she's more confused and yes a bit annoyed but definetly not angry #like that's a huge difference #so yeah anyways #that's it for now #heartbreak high #amerie wadia #harper mclean #lea's random thoughts

[turtleblogatlast]

[ cw: death mention / family death mention / ]

Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.

I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.

Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rise karai #rise leo #rottmnt karai #rottmnt leo #I think a lot about these two in particular #and how that dynamic could have flourished #the way it was depicted in the finale is so purposefully unique and painful like #that hug man #can you imagine how much more heartbreaking that would have been if we knew her longer #not that it wasn’t already sad but we just simply didn’t know her long enough to be completely attached #also imo having more episodes with her and in general would have presented something I’ve been thinking about since the finale #so like - I like to think each bro kinda immediately leans more toward certain family members #Mikey has Draxum #Donnie has April #Raph has Splinter because this is another one that would be SO GOOD and make the finale moment where Raph sees his memories hit harder #if they had an ep or two more of Splinter and Raph together bc I really do feel like Raph respects Splinter most of the four #and finally- Leo has Karai #and then he loses her #imo? this would align with the movie even more #because it was the act of heroism that kinda killed her in a way - makes sense that Leo would initially be leaning away from that #and yet he ends up exactly like her anyway #haha sorry for rambling I just really love the interesting dynamic these two tend to have #and it’s a shame we didn’t get to see it really explored in rise #but yeah make no mistake while I’m focusing on Leo here I wanted more for all the boys and karai #Mikey’s little moments with her were so sweet and we already know how much he yearns for more family #Karai being from an age long gone would mean she’d be super impressed by literally any invention Donnie has (adult validation!!) #and could you imagine her training with Raph - with this training being referenced in the finale?

[natjennie]

GAOAUGUGHH... god... "was there something you wanted to share?" "w-w-well.. um.. I'm uh... I'm- unable. to think of anything. that would merit sharing" like... that final I'm is SO close. he gets SO CLOSE. you can hear it. he's gonna say it and his mouth won't let him. the way he is actively fighting for every word that comes out. he wants to. he wants to say it. I'm.

#the 'I'm' is basically in bold. #like he gets SO CLOSE. it's on the tip of his tongue. #the breath and the I'M....... unable. #the words get caught in his throat you can SEE THEM #it's so heartbreaking FUCKKKKK #FUCK. FUUUCK #bbc ghosts #the captain

[shit-people-probably-didnt-say]

Jesper: Would you still hire me if I was a worm?

Kaz:

Kaz: No

#jes: fawns heartbreak #(but is actually a little offended) #kaz: how is a worm going to hold one gun let alone two? and fire them? #kaz: can worms even see? #jesper: I dont need sight to shoot you should know this by now #hes: id be the best sharpshooter worms have ever seen…or not seen but you get the point #hes? okay i cba to retype that so you’re gonna have to figure it out #soc #soc incorrect quotes #six of crows #jesper fahey #kaz brekker

[betryl]

Along with Camilla's and Bunny's, another pov I would love to see is Charles'. He had such a tragic development throughout the book, but we get to know very little about what he actually went through, and it makes it easy to put all the blame on him – of course, he was an abuser and that doesn't change, but it would still be so interesting to actually get his own opinion, without Henry, Camilla or Francis speaking on his behalf. Not to justify him, but just to see things the way he did and get yet another interpretation of the whole story.

We'd get to know what his and Camilla's relationship was actually like – and it would probably look even worse from his perspective. His encounters with Francis, too. He puts the blame on Charles taking advantage of him, even though they were probably both taking advantage of each other in some ways – but we never got to hear how Charles felt about the situation.

We'd get to see him slowly lose his mind to alcohol, and it would probably be even more subtle than how it felt from Richard's pov, making it even the more chilling. Him getting progressively more depressed, more irritable, more violent (and therefore, I believe, more guilty about his own behavior too), to the point of being basically drunk all the time, and feeling like a totally different person to how he was at the beginning.

And then we'd get to see him get more and more paranoid about Henry. I would have loved to see more of their dynamic, because while I've seen some people reducing it to a love triangle with Camilla (?), it wasn't just that, and Charles had quite a few valid reasons to hate him. Henry pulled Charles into the whole mess basically against his will – he was the only one who, more than once, tried convincing the others the murder was a bad idea, and no one listened to him and listened to Henry instead. He was depressed for Bunny's death. He got coerced by Henry to get involved with the police too, having to bear the weight of everyone possibly ending up in jail if he did something wrong.

He realized that all of this was mostly Henry's fault, but then the situation with Camilla came along, and Charles suddenly understood he had just become the next target Henry might have wanted to get rid of – and he even tried to. He had every right being scared of him, but the others barely even believed him. So the paranoia turned into genuine fear for his life, until he eventually snapped, and we know what happened next.

All of this was hidden behind Richard's pov, which definitely made it difficult to understand his actions or how he was feeling. As much as I don't like him as a person, he really grew on me and genuinely became one of my favorite characters. And seeing it all from his perspective would be terrifying.

#the secret history #tsh #charles macaulay #henry winter #camilla macaulay #bunny corcoran #francis abernathy #richard papen #charles..... #but can you imagine how he must be doing after the ending #it would have been so heartbreaking to see him again in the epilogue #kinda happy he didn't show up that would've been my last straw tbh #actually nevermind i just want to read the story from everyone's pov

[newvision]

Just watched Hannibal put on Will’s jacket in Mizumono and sobbed so hard I gagged! What kills me about it is that Hannibal is so clearly heartbroken over Will’s betrayal. It must have been so difficult and terrifying for him to reveal more and more of what was underneath his carefully construed mask to Will throughout the episodes, something he hasn’t done for anyone but his victims since he lost his sister. Throughout S2b we see him warm up to the idea of a companion. He tests Will and Will passes the tests, until Hannibal smells Freddie on him and knows she’s not actually dead. He could have left, then, with Abigail and they couldn’t have proven anything, he could have had a comfortable life somewhere else, but instead he chose to give Will the benefit of the doubt, presumably against his better judgement. Will did what I imagine must have been the very worst thing anyone could have done to Hannibal. He didn’t not understand him, he pretended to understand him to serve his own agenda. He sensed Hannibal craved understanding and gave him just enough to be able to turn on him. I think that’s why Hannibal gutted Will and killed Abigail, Will is the only one with the ability to truly hurt Hannibal and he does, so Hannibal hurts him in the way only he can — and by doing so imagines he will be able to leave Will behind, start a new life, just as alone as he has always been, as the promise of companionship was a hoax — but again, he’s doing it half-heartedly. He could have watched the life drain out of Will, but he leaves instead of really killing him, so Will isn’t truly gone from him. He leaves, yes, but he takes Will’s jacket and wears it — so Will isn’t truly gone from him. And that begs the question — would he have done that for anyone before meeting Will? I do not think so and neither did Will. When Hannibal asks him “Do you believe you could change me, the way I’ve changed you?” it seems like he wants Will to say no, but Will doesn’t, he say’s he has already altered him, that he is just as much a part of Hannibal as Hannibal is a part of him. They are both so so torn - Will, who betrays Hannibal, but says he did want the gift Hannibal gave him, Hannibal, who guts him but in a way that won’t allow him to die. Will, who wants to catch Hannibal, but seems so accusatory and hurt when he says “you were supposed to leave”. He’s a good fisherman, but begs the fish to swim away, and Hannibal swims towards him although he can see the fishing rod. Everyone talks about Will running towards his own destruction for him, but so does Hannibal. They’re crashing into each other. I cannot get over it, ever

#the way mads delivers the lines ‘I let you know me - see me’ is one of the best performances in all of cinema #the pain in his voice dear GOD #also will moving closer when Hannibal pushes the knife into his stomach #he takes what he can get from Hannibal!!! whatever it is #thank god I don’t relate to either of them 🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣😂🤣🤣🤣🤣 feeling normal and fine #its the most heartbreaking love story of all time perhaps #Hannibal #emmys thoughts on Hannibal #nbc Hannibal #will Graham #hannibal lecter #Mads mikkelsen #hugh dancy #hannigram

[barbieaemond]

Being in the Ewan fandom with the sole purpose of creating and sharing is not stressful, at all

#not you moots #it’s about crazy people #let’s see what did we have this month #gifs do not belong to gifmakers cause they just operate screen capturing software #heartbreaking shocking news: people behind these blogs can have opinions #oh dear how do we deal with that #plagiarism #and lastly you cannot share your thoughts about a FICTIONAL CHARACTER without people coming at you like catholics with witches #*tired noises*

[ctl-yuejie]

a taste

#only friends #only friends the series #ofts #mark pakin #papang phromphiriya #i am obsessed with how good papang is #trust me to read too much into it but to me he clearly has an idea who 30 sth year old Dan is #seemingly out of the dating scene since at least his graduation so doesn't know the current lingo #feeling a bit too old but also unsure how he likes being called old but hot #very charmed by this junior but not used anymore to getting butterflies in a club #lowkey knows that the boss thing might be a bit hmm... #(listen: i love that again the show doesn't give us a clear line of 'dan is a creep' because there is a lot of room for him to essentially #be a good option for nick as well as the possibility of accidentally acting unethical) especially within the community it is worth to #observe whether the power imbalance on its own speaks against the person #he's also a bit shy wondering whether this cute guy would actually be interested in him because he is sweet and obviously aquainted with #going to bars so surely he must have options #and mark is also so wonderful ;A; even before he spots boston you can see that there is still some heartbreak lingering #but also that he liked the kiss but it was a very different feel to boston #also: somehow papang in mlc and papang here kisses absolutely differently and it makes so much sense to me that he at this point in his #life would kiss like this?? idk how to explain it better #this show continues to bring out the best acting out of everyone #(to derail: maybe why i want the writing for top to be that he's still in the grey so badly because i think that is the kind of difficult #acting force is actually mastering in this series)

[evermorre]

they whisper in the hallway “she’s a bad, bad girl” | I Can See You MV, 2023

#OK! #candy swift #on the way home i wrote a poem #ts edit #ts gifs #taylor swift edit #taylor swift gifs #dailytaylorswiftedit #dailytayloredits #tscreators #tscreatorsnet #networkthirteen #miss americana and the heartbreak prince #i can see you #i can see you mv

[simplyavatrice]

#ava silva #avasilvaedit #warrior nun #warriornunedit #alba baptista #there's something so heartbreaking about this moment #like ava is with these people who know each other #they're friends #have dynamics and jokes and banter #and she's so brand new to the world she has nothing to add #no stories to share #no way to connect #and she wants so badly to be normal #to feel in the moment with friends and fun #but she's carrying years of loneliness in her heart #and you can see it seeping through #that feeling that you don't belong #that you can't fit quite right in the world #and the way alba portrays this #and every little emotion ava goes through in season 1 #is incredible #i relate so much to ava it's wild #i love this one #myedits

[lyxchen]

I adore Quinni's "you're not birdpsycho, you're just a hypocrite" she says to Sasha because she's so right!!!

Sasha is a hyporite and I'm so glad someone said that to her, especially a person who she once cared about a lot and probably still does

#sasha mini redemtion arc i am looking for you in the tiny things #also like #i do think that sasha values quinni's opinions a lot #quinni is probably one of the few people who can really get an actual emotion from sasha #and so i'm glad that quinni said that to her #because i think that sasha then really did actually think about that #like if for example ant had said to her that she's a hypocrite then she would have just ignored it #but nit from quinni #and then that together with amerie's campaign video made her realize that maybe she really is #heartbreak high #quinni gallagher jones #also quinni is just a queen for saying that right to sasha's face <3333 #sasha so #like #maybe i'm just seeing something that isn't actually there but i just want sasha to see that she's not actually doing as much good as she #think

[fluffydice]

Powerless Saiki instantly changing his mind about not having his powers because suddenly his two hundred pound favorite boy ever cannot sit on his lap without crushing him slightly

#had this experience with my own boyfriend recently fucking DEVASTATING #he started working out. he’s around 150 lbs maybe. I am 5’1. you can see why it doesn’t work #but still. heartbreaking #also I imagine that Saiki’s strength took a strong dip for a #little bit #saiki k #kubosai #fluffy cooks a headcanon

[lunarharp]

when an obsessed orufrey person plays ace attorney for the first time in a while

#witch hat tag #orufrey #you know those times when the defendant is still in shambles at the end of a case because it was not a clear-cut thing #but you get to present one Special Sentimental piece of evidence that proves not all is lost #qifrey's breakdown would be like... he turns up calm and pleasant like dahlia kristoph gant etc but very quickly: #well first he's hiding his scar so you have to use the bracelet and also you find out about the seal on his hat using that. #eventually he is throwing water that comes out of nowhere like that coffee prosecutor guy. and his cape starts billowing #the more he breaks down his neck thingies start coming undone btw. To represent his descent into guilt and his LIES becoming undone. #course as the player i have already used my magatama and seen his 35894 psychelocks. but theyre those BLACK psychelocks #representing his repressed memories taken by the brimhats. also his glasses shatter out of nowhere when you keep presenting evidence #and tartah's testimony etc. and the player is like UHH this guy is A PUPPET MASTER but coco's heartfelt testimony commands the tone #and of course he's someone who has been twisted and damaged by trauma like adrian andrews. the mastermind is of course the brimhats #only me with my magatama knows that... only i can do it. It has to be me..... #just like how as the reader i can see everything about qifrey and i can hold him dear as much as i judge him #whereas if i were oru things would not be ok unless memories can be restored and mentally ill decisions can be illuminated #WELL ANYWAY !!!!! what i appreciate about ace attorney is its ability to mix silliness with seriousness #i cant usually make jokes about serious heavy heartbreaking stuff in witch hat because it is all very intense emotions for me #but i appreciate ace attorney's mix of sincerity and psychological pain and the inherent silliness to being a character in a situation #so.....Get Iguin on the stand. Now. BAILIFF.. TAKE OFF THE MASK #i would most love to be able to prove qifrey's eyesight is failing. hed be like I have no reason to pursue the brimhats (smiles pleasantly) #and it would be like You're lowering your gaze.. proof that the court lighting is too harsh for you..! #his glasses would crack at that moment btw. I used apollo's bracelet and saw the glyphs on the glass. #I know all about u. and i will save u