#youve got no one to blame but yourself

[every-dayiwakeup]

If I don't like something, you would not find me spending the precious hours of my life on that specific thing.

I wouldn't be seeking out a ship or a character I don't like. Especially if that ship and that character are everywhere, but I digress.

It's like this:

If you see a street sign, and you know this isn't the way home, but you still go in that direction, that is a choice.

Or you know you won't like a certain movie, and yet you bought the ticket. You're not winning. You made a choice you knew you wouldn't like.

#idk and idc if this makes any sense #im tired so #fandom wank #no one is making you go into a tag about a character you dont like #that is your choice #youve got no one to blame but yourself #self sabotage ig #is this a hobby #for yall #to get mad... about things you know youll get mad at #... mmmm k #another example lmfao #im allergic to strawberries #so i dont eat them #i actively avoid them #so i dont get an upset stomach

[saturnisfallingdown]

NEW NICK PODANY MUSIC

[ID: A gif of a car falling off a cliff side and exploding at the bottom. End ID]

#YOUVE GOT NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELF FOR THE FUCKING NIGHT DECAY......... #nicholas podany #nick podany

[bonny-kookoo]

Jungkook

W.D.Y.W.F.M (Teaser)

Jungkook could've adopted anybody else, really. He's gotten to know a lot of hybrids left and right during his time at the carecenter and foster homes- low maintenance ones, friendly ones, ones that are easy to be around. So why would he want you?

Tags/Warnings: Idol!Jungkook, Hybrid!Reader, Fox Hybrid!Reader, mentions of trauma, Reader isn't cute & cuddly in this at all, manhandling (not the spicy kind), sort of brat-tamer Jungkook but not in the kinky way if that makes sense? More TBA

A/N: so many were upset I'm not writing any more hybrid jk stories so yum yum the appetizer is served hope you're hungry

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"She refused to eat dinner after you left." The careworker tells him as he puts his bag down, and Jungkook lowers his brows in confusion.

"Why?" He wonders, unsure. You're not very attached to him, rarely interact openly with anybody let alone him- and he's realized it might simply be because you don't like him and his rather bubbly personality that much.

"I think it might be self-punishment for what happened yesterday." She sighs, pointing to the large bandaid covering his biceps- your scratch no longer hurting at all, the cover just on it for hygiene's sake. "She feels guilty."

"But it wasn't her fault?" He asks, not sure why you'd take the blame for things so far out of your control. "I knew what I'd potentially get myself into when I offered to bring her back inside- and she didn'tget me that bad anyways." He shrugs, and the worker nods.

"Well, she certainly doesn't see it that way." She says, giving Jungkook his name tag and vest so he can start his last week, cameras at this point no longer really filming much since they've got plenty of content to work with. "You did great, honestly- handled her really well, but she might feel embarrassed now that youve witnessed her outbursts on yourself rather than just from afar." She explains, and he sighs to himself. He instantly searches for you amongst the hybrids, greeting almost everyone fleetingly as his eyes scan the environment.

He spots you sitting in a corner, observing rather than joining in- just like you always do.

"Hey-" he carefully squats down a respectful distance away from you, casually patting his bandaid once he spots you staring at it. "-all by yourself again?" He wonders, and you just shrug.

You dont answer him, crossing your arms instead.

"Heard you skipped dinner yesterday." He asks casually, sitting down now to engage in conversation. He knows that you get antsy when confronted like this- but you have to learn somehow. Everyone just wrapping you in cotton won't help you long term.

"Wasn't hungry." You mumble, avoiding eye contact. Why does he have to talk to you? This is stupid.

"Lie." He chuckles. "You were talking about how much you liked chicken to me yesterday." He calls you out, and you just pull your knees closer to yourself, tail wrapping around them as well. "You didn't hurt me much at all, you know?" He offers softly after some time of just observing you.

"...still." You argue quietly, shaking your head. "Yumi is looking-"

"But I'm talking to you right now." Jungkook disagrees amused, keeping his attention on you. "You're not a bad person." He tells you, and you grow angry suddenly. Not at him- but at yourself, because why are you such a crybaby that you're crying about a simple sentence like that? He probably doesn't even mean it, he just says it for his stupid media-stunt he's pulling. "You wanna go eat breakfast with me?" He wonders, and you shake your head. "Too bad." He chuckles, reaching out his hand to touch your wrist, simply tapping his fingers against it. "Come on, up up, I'm hungry." He says, getting up-

But you don't follow.

"I don't want to." You deny, and he sighs, leaving you be. It's fine like this- you don't need him to play some sort of Savior for you, not at all. He can show off his kindness to his fan base or whatever, you don't really care at all. He's living his life, while you'll live yours- no matter how bland it might be.

A bowl is placed at your feet, another plate with a lot of food placed down as well. "Didn't know what you wanted so-" he explains, before sitting down again in front of you. "-I just got whatever I myself eat." He shrugs casually, starting to grab the first bite.

"Your microphone isn't on." You comment, pointing to the front of his shirt where it would typically sit.

"I know." He simply answers nonchalantly, continuing to eat. You start to lift your hand to bite at your fingers, and he reaches out without fear to gently pull your wrist away from your face, before pointing to the food. "Eat. Or do you want something else?" He wonders, but you shake your head.

You are hungry.

"...'m sorry." You tell him with a crack in your voice, and he nods at you with a smile.

"I know." He answers truthfully, reaching out to tap one of your droopy ears. "But you don't have to be." He shrugs, unknowingly surprising a careworker watching from the sidelines. You're pretty jumpy with contact- you hate fast movements, loud noises, sudden things you're not prepared for. He himself notices as well- the way you flinch on instinct as he reaches out to you.

But you don't immediately try and defend yourself against him, and that's new.

Jungkook has, up until this point, simply never given you any reason to fear him. He's not very careful, very fidgety, and a little loud whenever he gets excited- but he's also gentle, and doesn't hold any bad intentions.

Though that doesn't mean that you trust him- at least not yet.

#bts imagine #bts fanfic #bts fic #jungkook imagine #hybrid imagine #jeon jungkook x reader #jeon jungkook imagine

[austinsastrology8991]

> Mer{Cure}Y <

I gots some drugs for yall fiends > plug back <

1 > No one wants to talk to each other Hi how are you? good thanks :) Nice day isnt it. It for sure is! Hey wyd. not much wbu. Im chilling. Same lol. what are you doing? Im watching something on youtube. Oh nice. Wbu? im watching anime. Oh cool. No wonder we are all fiends for some entertainment, because we are incapable of entertaining each other. 2 > The insecurity of not sounding smart makes everyone conform into a retarded form of one another. We all have the same views. The same topics are constantly being brought up. And when someone speaks about something new, everyone loses interest because no one can handle the reality that maybe they don't know something. Oh and the only reason you listen to each other is to get something from that person whether that be attention, or clout or whatever the fuck you define as your ends. Since most of us, are in a state of fear, we aren't able to talk about something we don't know about. 3 > Mercury is about confidence. And most of yall bite your tongues but love to act tough. Every person who has told me they are hard, is incapable of pushing the envelope. I think you are more caught up with your own image, and are afraid of not appearing tuff. But guess what true courage is about revolting against whats normal, or the courage to be wrong. Show dont tell true?. ANd im done hearing about whoever the fuck you think you are. Show me something interesting dont tell me what you think you are. Don't tell me what you want me to hear. 4 > Conversations are being ruined by people who are constantly telling others they are wrong. Excuse me fucker. But are you capable of arguing against me? No beyond that. Can you stick to the conversation at hand, or are you going to source the same sources every SJW ever has cited. Your not even a real person, your just mimicrying beliefs you believe in. Pathetic tbh. Hey whatever more people will agree with you because we are all jsut looking for a place to belong. so good for you. You chose the easy way out bravo. I thought conversations were a place to discuss and learn. But your so focused on being correct. to me you look wrong, but you do 'sound' right because well .. to reiterate we all want to be right so we band together with whats acceptable. 5 > School fucked you. You were told to sit down and stfu. and if you were invested in to the conversation in the class room. You were memed on by all ur class mates. School breeds insecurity, and teaches people to sit down. Thats why some of yall are so forceful in standing up for yourself. Trying to break the chains of the past. And before you point the finger at me. Don't shoot the messenger. we were all brainwashed, I dont blame anyone trying to change the foundations of your past, considering how fucked it all really is 6 > "Im not that smart" This is just an excuse. Learning everyone can do. You just need to concentrate and put effort in. "oh I canT beCauSe I HaVe ADHD" well my bad just take more of that meth shit that way you can turn into mini hitler and become smart I guess. Also if your so insecure go cry to your psychologists like ffs. Eveyrone can be smart. YOu just need to develop your confidence > Rule 3 <

7 > You learn from what you see. monkey see monkey do. if your surrounded by a bunch of dumb cunts. YOur a dumb cunt now. If your being put down by people in your clique you are surrounded by negativity. If your being constantly praised for nothing you are surrounded by yes man. Find diversity. use discrepency. Its perfectly okay to judge people. stop suppressing that urge to appear 'normal' Many people are not normal but we are so caught up in trying to act normal when we are all pretty fucky 8 > The past was different and so will be the future. Would you shut the fuck up with the pessmism. Things will change. You need to be open to receiving it. You've had happy times as much as youve had bad times. ANd if your trapped in a big pit hole of death. well you better get climbing because no one can be bothered to help anyone anymore because we are probably the most selfish we've ever been ever (social mediaaaaasaa) and the adults are still trying to adjust to the internet because the world been flipped (itll flip again) 9 > No one cares about your opinion more than you Thats why your so uncomfortable speaking your truth. Because everyone is more into their own truths. So we practise the art of self affirmation by denying other peoples truths. When everything exists for a reason. WE are so caught up in making our own manifestations true by denying others 'truths.' Selfish cunts.... But hey wtf am I saying Im just an anonymous pluto I don't know shit ;')

My next post is my last post. Don't cry. I have my reasons. My next post however is going to my >master piece< ;')

[hanasnx]

“I like it when you’re jealous,” you say as you take off his clothes. Anakin, through gritted teeth, “yeah and i’m getting real tired of it.” 🫠🤤🥴 I’m dead that what so hot!!! And omg please I would love for you to explore the idea of Anakin being jealous again, maybe how it would differ after him and the reader became an actual couple, if you have time ofc 💓💓💓

ill make time for steamy anakin romance any day anon— im so happy u told me what u liked most about that post!! it always makes me happy to know what lines got u :D

i needed a break from writing my halloween themed kinktober fic for anakin anyway ;)

☥ so anakin is obviously painfully aware of how sexy you are. his dick has ached for you more times than he can count. being so inexperienced before you meant being horny and being horny for you are synonymous bcos he conflates the two

so he thinks that a lot of other men feel that way about you too, even if he doesnt realize he thinks that way

☥ anakin is definitely toxic to an extent, so once you two become an actual couple im sure it’d be a problem that you have to face together.

☥ sometimes you don’t realize youre flirting, you’re naturally flirtatious as a personality trait, something youve adopted because it paid off in your last job, and it pays off now.

it’s a habit youre trying to break, and sometimes it slips out. and damn does it piss anakin off.

“you’re leading them on on purpose!”

“well it was necessary before! i’m still working on it, ani,”

“i think you like the attention.”

“oh? is that how you feel?”

“you get some sick satisfaction from guys thinking they have a chance with you.”

“and it doesn’t excite you that they never will?”

he side eyes you. “don’t turn this around like that,”

“c’mon, anakin, don’t you get some ‘sick satisfaction’ out of men thirsting after your girl only to be denied and forgotten?”

“you can’t say you whore yourself out to other guys for me.”

“but i can say you like having something no one else does.”

the way he fucking looks at you, tonguing his cheek with this heated glint in his eye. KDJF you better be ready to get fucked in half

☥ he gets so worked up over it, and you hate that he’s right about you liking the attention. it’s so tough to catch yourself in the act and clip it. anakin develops quite the routine with you

“i saw you talking with that scum like he had a shot. even if you weren’t with me you’d never even look in his direction. i’m starting to think it gets you off knowing you’ll be punished at home.” he’d tell you while he’s balls deep inside of you in a mating press

“ani! too deep! too deep!”

“i don’t care. you wanna act like a slut? take it like one.”

☥ this would happen so often that he pops a boner when he sees you flirting around. your hand bracing on a strangers arm when you laugh at their joke. letting them put a hand over yours on a table. whispering something naughty in your ear so you playfully hit them and meet anakin’s gaze from across the room.

like when a dog salivates at the sound of the dinner bell, anakin knows you just signed yourself up for being his personal toy tonight.

☥ “i bet he’s thinking about you, you know,” he’d tell you, while you were overstimulated and unraveling over him. his tip kissing your cervix mercilessly, thumb running over your clit, awaiting your next orgasm. “smiling at the thought of you. wondering when he’ll see you next. has no idea you’re here, getting fucked by your lover until you forget your own damn name.”

☥ being an actual couple means he has a little more reign in what he’s allowed to say to you, and what he’s allowed to do to you should you stray

its fun for him to reclaim you, and it’s fun for you to basically get a guaranteed rough fuck—

☥ “i can’t blame you for being so magnetic, princess, men flock to you ‘cause they’re human. it’s got me thinking,”

“about what, baby?”

“maybe if i fuck a baby into you, the question of if you belong to anyone’ll be answered.”

“ani—“

#anon #thanks for the msg!! #indy shoots the shit #star wars #anakin #anakin skywalker smut #anakin skywalker x reader #the clone wars #tcw #sw #jealousy #established relationship #x y/n #x f!reader #x fem!reader #x female!reader #anakin skywalker imagine

[kichikichiko]

Accepting the loss of your animal companion

A/N: hey everyone! I originally wanted to make this as animal friendly ad possible (meaning u could put in animal you want while u read) but there are so many different types of pets ranging for furry creatures or those who shed skin so it was so hard my bad :((

The Tighnari part of this headcanon is for all but written specifically for @hitomisuzuya , Suzu I hope you know that youre not alone and you should never ever put the blame of loosing Frank on yourself. Was never your fault and never will be. ALSO IDK HOW TO DESCRIBE A HORSE SO PLS EVERYONE EXCUSE ME 😭

Anyways enjoy reading everyone!!

Tighnari, Kazuha and Thoma (seperate) x gen neutral! Reader, loss of a pet, comfort, fluff, headcanon, Cat for Kazuha, Dog for Thoma and horse for Tighnari, Tighnari was mostly targeted at Suzu, sort of proofread

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Tighnari ▪︎ verdant strider

Tighnari and you decided to visit mondstadt one day

Mainly because windblume was coming up and Collei wanted to see Amber again

The 3 of you had such a blast! It has been a while since the 2 of you have visited other nations so this was a well deserved break

Drank together, ate different dishes the city of freedom had to offer together, and made new friends

One day you met the calvary captain of the knights of favonuis while Tighnari was talking to Albedo

The conversation between the 2 of you shifted from work to animals to his title as the calvary captain

"Most of our horses have been taken in by Grandmaster Varka for his expedition however we still have around a few left here in the city just in case we need them" the captain started, "would you like to see them?"

You hesitated, a part of you didnt want to at all. You were afraid you'd break down and start remembering the past

But a part of you also wanted to, you longed to see another horse again

You longed to appreciate the way they strut, the way their mane flows when they jump, the way they look at you when you were getting ready for another competition together

Although their expression was overall the same, when you have a bond with a horse especially a strong one, their emotions as well as yours felt like they were connected

But youve avoided them like the plague

Regretfully, you said yes anyways

Your heart has won against your mind this time around

After a while the sun was about to go down and everyone was getting ready to call it a day

Tighnari and you left Collei with Amber so you both made your way to the inn youre staying at

The walk home was silent and you were staring down at your feet, and you seemed to be in a daze,

You gaze was empty, and there wasnt any hint of sparkle in your eyes

Tighnari noticed something was off so he asked

"Hey are you alright?"

"What? Oh. Uh yeah Im fine" you nodded half heartedly after his sudden question taking you off your train of thoughts

The fox stopped on his track and held your hand

"No something is off, you never look up when youre upset. Tell me whats wrong sunflower, Im here for you"

Your back was still facing him, but he could see your shoulders starting to shake, and you trying to muffle up sobs

You hated crying about this especially in public

You didnt want to remember

Never again

His ears perked up and swiftly he pulled you in for a hug

Before he got the chance to say something, you started

"Horses... I miss my horse Nari. I fucking miss him so much" you started, choking up sobs

"I miss him everyday and when I saw the horses before with Kaeya one of them looked like him and..."

You hid your face in his chest as your sobs started getting louder by the minute

"One of them looked exactly like him. I can't I regret that I wasnt able to save him Nari, Im such a bad companion. I could have done more, I could have SAVED him but I-"

"Hey! (Name)! Thats not true" he cutted you off before you finished your sentence, you were having an episode and it broke him to see you like this

Gently, he took your chin and made you face him

"He would never blame you for what happened. It was out of your control, he is your companion. He would have never placed the blame on you sunflower. It all happened too fast, please believe me when I say this, its not your fault"

You couldnt help but let more tears fall out

Yes you were still upset you lost your dearest companion

But you were also happy to hear those words come out of his mouth

You both stood in the middle of the road hugging for a while, waiting until you calmed down.

You knew it wasnt your fault that your beloved horse was gone, but Tighnari was right

He was always right

Your companion would never have blamed you for what happened to him

You wanted to be around horses again

But realise that the first step to finally be around them comfortably was to be able to accept and heal

And Tighnari will be with you every step of the way

KAZUHA ▪︎ Scarlet Leaves Pursue Wild Waves

You were with Kazuha relaxing together outside enjoying the fresh air

The sun was out bright in Liyue so you both decided to take a stroll before setting out to the sea again on the crux

At some point during your stroll a cat came to you and meowed

You stopped on your feet and looked down to see the cat starting to rub on you affectionatley

You of course bent down to give em some pets

Kazuha realised you werent on his side anymore and looked behind to see you gazing sotfly at the cat while playing with it

He cant help but think you looked cute

He walked towards you and bent down to the same level as you and watched you play with the cat

You broke the silence after a while

"I use to have a cat" still not breaking your gaze away from the cat

Kazuha looked up at you "oh really?"

"Mmhm, (gender) was beautiful, had lushious (colour) fur, ears so cute you could bite em off and eyes that when you stare at them for long enough, you could find yourself falling in love with (gender) again" subconsciously smiling when you said that

You missed your cat truly

They were your best friend

The ronin hesitated for a bit, not sure if he should ask the question that came up on his head

Without him asking you knew what was on his mind

"(Name) passed away not long ago. I was very sad. In fact, I would be lying if I said Ive healed completely" you chuckled, finally looking up at Kazuha smiling a bit

You didnt want to think about negative thoughts when talking about your beloved cat

Because you'd just have a breakdown

Besides, you knew (name) was at peace anyways now

Kazuha stared at you for a while before smiling "Im sure (name) is resting well now, and if (name) was still here Im sure (gender)'d would love all the different places youre seeing right now on your journey"

You laughed "oh almost, I dont think (gender)'d like Sumeru's desert, (name) would make it visibly clear how much (gender)'d hate it"

You both played with the stray cat for another 5 minutes while talking about your cat until the stray finally left

Kazuha would like to raise a kitten with you

So you both could make new memories together

And for him to see the bond grow between you and their future kitten

Thoma ▪︎ Protector from afar

Everytime you both went out together there was one time you'd miss playing with the stray dogs and cats out

Especially stray dogs

You have special attention to them

Whenever Thoma was knitting something for the stray cats you'd request he made one for the dogs as well

Whenever he was going out to feed the dogs and cats you'd always remind him to feed the dogs as well

You loved being around them and they seem to as well

He was in awe with how much bond and trust was between you and the dogs

Its almost as if you have one yourself

He had brought up wanting to raise a puppy with ypu, or adopt one of the stray dogs

But everytime he asked youd politely decline saying you werent interested

He was confused and shocked obviously

I mean you clearly loved the stray dogs so why didnt you want to adopt one?

He had to find out

You were getting ready for bed one night looking at the mirror while brushing your hair when he asked you laying on a futon (youre visiting him)

"Hey love, Ive been meaning to ask you something"

He only continued when you hummed, curious to what he wanted to ask

"Oh its just, I wanna know why you keep rejecting the offer of raising a puppy together or adopting one of the stray dogs. I mean you have such a tight bond with the dogs and you seem to favour them.. I must admit I was a little shocked when you rejected. Oh but Im not forcing you to say yes to my suggestion, if you dont wanna then thats fine its just-" he stopped talking when he saw you facing him

Your face was a little hesitant and your brows were furrowed a bit.

He could tell you were debating wheather or not you wanna tell him

"Oh but if you dont wanna tell me thats okay too love" kinda panicked a bit worried if he asked you a personal question 😭

You chuckled reassuring him it was alright

"No no Thoma its not that, its just.." you trailed off again trying to find the right words

"Im sorry for rejecting your suggestion for raising a puppy together, I think its a wonderful idea but im not ready."

He was about to say something before you continued "I had a dog once (gender) was a (breed of dog), and I named em (name)" you smiled at him, but one thing he noticed was that your smile didnt reach your eyes

"I lost (name) a few (weeks/months/years) ago. Ive been wanting to adopt another dog after (name)... but I just cant. I feel like Im replacing (gender)"

Thoma was mentally kicking and punching himself rn

How could he be so stupid

Of course this was obviously the reason why you rejected his suggestion

He wanted to apologise for asking but he knew you'd bash him and tell him not to apologise

Instead, he decided to get up from the futon and place a kiss on your forehead "could you... tell me more about (name)?"

You smiled and nodded

He always knew how to make you smile

Maybe one day when youre ready, you'll both raise a puppy together like a family

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#genshin fanfic #genshin imagines #genshin impact #x reader #genshin fluff #tighnari x reader #kichifanficsfw #genshin headcanons #genshin tighnari #fanfic #thoma x y/n #thoma x reader #kazuha x you #kazuha x reader #genshin x reader #genshin comfort #kazuha x y/n #tighnari x you #thoma x you #kazuha fluff #tighnari fluff #thoma fluff

[dufrau]

i know we talk about this a lot sort of re: nancy about barb and how will came back but barb didnt, but like... it has got to fuck with all of them, kind of? to first of all be dealing with all this death at a young age but also to have gone now to 2 funerals (will of course, and im assuming hopper had a funeral) just to have them still be alive. heck even el at the end of season one disappeared and then came back.

barb never came back. billy never came back (thank god). but sometimes people do come back. so are nancy and max still always kind of going to feel like... maybe? maybe still there could be a chance? even though they know better, do they believe it entirely?

like ive thought a lot about the loneliness of nancy after will came back and she was left without barb, and how nobody else was going through what she was going through. nobody else knows what that feels like. and that fucks me up so hard to think about!

but how do you grieve at all in a world where half the major deaths youve experienced have turned out to be hoaxes? because i am a rational person in the real world where people only ever die for real, and still there is always part of me thinking "this might be a mistake. this could be miscommunication or something or something or something" like there is always some naive little piece of me that at least at first thinks "this might just not be true this one time." But in a world where it really might not be true, how do you ever fully grieve? how do you ween yourself off that hope? and the guilt too. because if you DO let yourself believe theyre dead and it turns out they're not, what then?

like. is dustin going to be able to believe that eddie is really dead even though he saw it happen? could you blame him if he didn't?

#stranger things #nancy wheeler #grief #death #i dont know man i am having a heavy day #but for real though #how do you accept death when in your experience it only has like a 50% chance of being permanent?

[sh4tt3rg1rl]

OKAY

so.

i really originally made milo for the silly

you know

blissys mod has been inactive lately, and i really wanted sign and bob to have that connection again, so i made milo

but after a while, i realized that milo could be really good for everyone, not just them

and so came the idea that milo woyld be immune to trauma. maybe it came from my own selfish wish that i could be too, maybe it came because i have literally no characters that are trauma free, but either way, i liked it enough to make it canon.

now to how i feel he would react to others trauma.

youve already seen how he feels about sun. about the drama between her and bob. he still thinks of her as family. everyone that was family with bob before he was disowned, he loves like family. in his eyes, his family is big and maybe troubled, but he can fix it. hes a little ray of sunshine. hes the one who never cries, the one who always forgives, the one who loves all.

hes milo the angel baby.

so he hears about how sun is, and his first reaction is "i love her."

not "oh no, sun!"

not "please dont hurt yourself."

not "shes such a screw-up."

but "i love her."

the first thing he wants to do is give her a big hug and say that even if everyone else goes away, he never will. ever. if needs be, he will literally never leave her side, if only so she feels his love always. because thats his gramma. thats his family. and shes sad, and he doesnt want her to be, and he doesnt care what other people say, or what she says herself, she is still his grandmother. she is still bobs mother in her heart, even if her words say different things. and thats how milo sees her.

milo is my only trauma-free character. he is my most innocent, my sweetest, my most loving character. and he loves everyone. not just his family, not just his friends, but everyone.

he knows sun is good. he knows she can show it. he knows she can be happy. even if she doesnt know this herself, he knows its true. and he wants to show her. and if no one else will, if even her own sister who saved her life wont, then he will take that job on himself.

even if hes "too young"

even if she fights it

even if his parents tell him not to and to leave her alone because she did this to herself and is getting what she deserves

because his name is milo

and he is four years old

and he will make his family happy

no matter what

IM GONNA START BAWLING YALL CANY BE DOING HHTIA TO MEEEEE

HES SO AMAZI NT AND INNOCENT I LOVE HIM SM THE BOY EVER

also "she did this to herself" the worst part about that line is that its completely right

it started as a tiny mistake. which she blamed herself for HEAVILY. the weight of two missing friends on her back.

and it got worse; she drank and got hurt and lashed out because of her decisions

and because of this, her pushing everyone away, there was no one to help her, comfort her, get her the help she needs

and now that sigils gone. she genuinely has no one. shes not even close enough to her own sister to feel she isnt burdening her.

so now that she has no one

theres nothing stopping her from getting worse and worse and worse until she finally snaps =)

BUT

MILO

OUR BOY. TO THE RESCUE

WHEN NO ONE IS THERE HE IS THERE

WE LOVE HIM SM

#xeyasks

[shitty-davesprite-daily]

'theres nothing gay about hugging the homies'. sure, just like theres nothing incredibly gay about immediately forgiving some asshole (right after you said you never would) because otherwise they might hurt said 'homie', being way too glad about him recovering, being more than willing to *die* fighting an eldritch god to save him (even though *no one* asked you to do that), having an alternate version of yourself be dating an alternate version of him, "accidentally" calling him 'hot john', and having your hug be the thing that ultimately saves him - but when you put all of those together, it begins to feel like more than a coincidence. almost like youre down *bad* for him

after all it only takes two letters to go from 'homie' to 'homo' ;)

TG: ...

TG: i think youre just reading into things way too much

TG: or youre projecting the fact that youve got the hots for john

TG: cant really blame you but cmon dude do you really have to do it on me

TG: go write some self insert slash fic or some shit

#davesprite #homestuck #shitty davesprite daily

[baddoggylore]

Trainer red x reader [childhood mistakes]

[[ HEAVY THEMES AHEAD YOUVE BEEN WARNED]]

(Trigger warning- mentions of death, Implied suicide)

No one’s pov

Growing up was difficult.. especially if you have regrets. Red a trainer so familiar but barely knew of him.., at the age of 10 he had two rivals . [Name] and Blue. Blue was a snarky jerk as a child yet very smug, [Name] on the other hand was very close too red, calm, very talkative and would kinda bother him but not too the point he’d get away from them.

They started there journey getting there first Pokémon. Red chose Charmander, blue choose squirtal and [Name] choose bulbasaur.

They’ve battled and became very close, blue always made comments about being the champion, Red wanted too be champion too and was willing too do anything too get too his goal.

You. On the other hand only wanted too be chsmpion too be strong and retire from him the day you win, you weren’t one too be a champion but you wanted too fight a champion.

But didn’t wanna be one…,

The day came, Blue became champion till Red won against him, but they remain friends.

But why was it so different with you why was he upset when you got too him and battled him.., he didn’t speak too you…you tried too tell him he’s still champion because you didn’t wanna be a champion but…he only stared at you and walked away from you, even if you tried too talk too him he wouldn’t respond or ignore you,

It hurt like HELL why did it have too be you.., you thought he’d be happy for you for winning and actually being a ‘champion’ but everyday he’d stay away from you…, growing up was hard on you and you didn’t want what you had, instead of the talkative kid you were..you stay silent not wanting too speak too anyone, even if you did it would feel unnecessary, you couldn’t lie too yourself saying everything was fine, you hated Red for what he did but something made you feel like it was your fault, but it was too late wasn’t it? You wanted too cry so much and always wanted too be alone.

Red grew up without you but had blue,

He would think often if you, he was mad at himself, child self for hurting you. He knew it wasn’t what you wanted but why did he acted the way he did, blue took him too alola too get his mind off things but it didn’t work, he blamed himself for so much , he knew he caused you pain. But he didn’t know how Much pain you were in..

Coming back too kanto, Red would search for you everywhere, but he couldn’t find you.., he asked people but they haven’t seen you..,

…………………But one has………………….

Reds heart was racing, why would you go too mt silver alone?! Was this his doin, he had too get you he wanted too fix everything.., he got on his Charizard flying up too the snowy mountain.

..Was it too late too fix his childhood mistake..?

“[NAME]!!!!!” ………No response,

“ [NAME] PLEASE! “ red would yell too hear your voice but he doesn’t know you never talked in Years it was hurting him he was BEGGING himself too find you.

He loved you… he really did. Why was he blinded by being a champion too realize he was hurting you!?,

It was too late…..the mountain has took its new victim, Your body covered in frost and snow, mouth gaped open, no warm clothes at all, eyes half open, a hand out , missing Pokémon …, Red cried, you had too be alive, you couldn’t be dead!, you had too be alive…he laughs , tears rolling down his face, why? Was this a joke? Was this his karma? He yelled out your name shaking your iced body, your tall/small figure was like a ice, you weren’t waking up, “please please please wake up! I’m sorry I’m so sorry…, I loved you..why did I do what I did. I’m so fuckin sorry!” He picked your body up and with Charizard he went down the mountain..

Ever sense that day Red didn’t speak too anyone, he refused too even leave your grave most nights, he sometimes starve himself because of his mistakes. No one blamed him.

Even tho he and blue were your only friends,

He hates himself so much he couldn’t take it..

And new night came… he looked at the ghost around pallet town, he didn’t sleep much. He didn’t need it he insisted on staying awake…

He was never the same..

#pokémon #x reader #trainer red x reader #trainer red #red and blue #angst #death cw

[multifanlol]

Hi! Think you could do a part 3 to the calamity trio x reader story where the reader’s family or Friends come find and fight the trio to save the reader for good. You could do both a good and bad endings for it if you want.

Hi and sure! I think this deserves a proper ending for good there will be a good and bad ending

Tw: Mentions of kidnapping, the yandere usual stuff

Escaping from calamity trio pt 3

I don’t know how to do links again so your gonna have to swipe 😢 it shouldn’t be down far tho!

“Now open up s/o!~ aw come on don’t make that face-“

“I would prefer not you feeding me like a baby…”

“Aw don’t be like that, sorry we can’t trust you after you attempting to leave us and get yourself killed!”

The fact she said that so innocently

You were currently still tied down to the bed as Marcy was attempting to force feed you

You felt embarrassed and humiliated even though nobody was watching you hated this you honestly were close to hating them

You’ve tried escaping believe me you’ve tried you’ve tried using there weaknesses to your advantage, breaking the knots your tied to, etc nothing worked it was like they we’re one step ahead of you

I mean there was three of them and only one of you so are you really to blame for not finding it easy?

So now here you were lying down just giving up i mean, it’s clear nobody is coming for you now everyone thinks your dead and the girls clearly have a “hero reputation” for saving the world so even if they did find out you were alive they’d never think your “best friends” have you held hostage

“S/o!! Oh good your back again-“

Jeez that snapped you out of your thoughts

“I get lost in my thoughts too you know? What were you thinking about?”

She asked so innocently but you knew by now she wanted a straight answer youve sometimes had to attempt to lie over how much times she’s asked you this, first off why would you tell her what your thinking of? And second you knew she wouldn’t like half of “those” thoughts

“Oh you know….that one line in that movie you keep on watching…”

“Ohh….don’t be silly s/o you never even payed attention to that movie, now tell me what were you really thinking about?”

You found it creepy due to the fact that well it’s a girl with a borderline obsession of love for you plus it’s Marcy maybe she’s not as scary as the other two when there mad but she can get scary when acting like this

You were honestly close to them breaking you and honestly……maybe it’d be better that way you find it hard just to fake listening to them it makes you sick to your stomach

“Well-“

“Um Marcy, we kinda have a problem-“

“Huh? Oh, let me just-“

Marcy taped your mouth as she went out with Anne to see what she wanted they’ve been doing this Incase any nearby hunters are around the woods so you’d logically scream for them

And your still tied down you tried your best to overhear luckily you gained a ton of upperbody strength so it was easy to move the bed near for you to lean on the wall and overhear what there saying

You heard a ton of muffled arguing voices then you heard the tv turn on and what you heard shocked you to the core

“New studies have shown that the teenager best known as “y/n l/n” has just been shown the body we found was a fake and that the actual one is still out there somewhere”

“Imagine if they find out we put that there?! I thought the body i made was soo good…”

“I’m not ready to go to jail i mean i did live in a cell in Amphibia, but we gotta get out of here what are we supposed to tell our parents-“

“Relax girls everything’s gonna be fine, they won’t suspect us as we’re s/o’s best friends, we’ll have enough time to come up with a plan what matters now is making sure they don’t find out”

Well crap

You heard more muffling till you heard a knock on the door

Well this should be interesting

“Huh, nobody knew about this place….”

The knocking only got louder till it sounded like someone was trying to break it open? You would scream but to remind you again your mouth has tape over it

You tried to hear what they were saying but all you could hear was the people trying to break the door and the girls that held you hostage arguing you tried to scream but it only sounded muffled till you heard something slam to the floor which was obviously the door till you heard footsteps

You were hoping it was whoever was at the door but it was the girls and they looked terrified

“We have to get out of here Anne, grab s/o!”

“What-“

Anne grabbed you and you noticed Marcy holding weapons

You were hoping they’d fail somehow

“Don’t bother running girls we have you surrounded”

Good Ending

As the girls were panicking and trying to find a window to get out of you noticed the knots was loosening and noticed one of Marcy’s daggers

“Maybe if i can reach it i can just hope she won’t notice?”

Better to atleast try

So while you swiftly took the dagger and used it to break your knots you waited a bit before finishing your grand plan

“Quick Anne, climb out the window carrying s/o with you!”

Oh no

Before Anne could move the bedroom door broke open with two familiar faces there

They were your friends

“Wait i thought you guys were dead!”

“Y/n!”

Marcy and Sasha began holding them off while Anne was seemingly unsure whether there fine fighting or whether she should leave you somewhere and fight

You didn’t want to waste any more opportunities so you kicked Anne and pretty much ran for it

You looked at your friends while they quickly gave you a look that said they’ll meet with you later while you ran out of the house

You felt your friends behind you as they ran out

You noticed a ton of others there specifically your…..family

“Y/n”

“P/ns?!”

You looked at your friends thankfully

“I thought you guys died?”

“They did attempt to murder us but we managed to escape we were severely injured though…”

You noticed a ton of them having clear broken bones/scars on them and stared in guilt

You then stared at your parents

“I guess you told them?”

“Believe it or not we knew you weren’t properly dead we just didn’t have enough evidence to look for you we had a feeling the girls were trouble due to how toxic they were but we never thought they would of done this and we’re sorry for not noticing sooner”

“Well where are the girls?”

“Knocked out the police will be here soon, you have enough evidence to take it to court although I don’t think much will happen since your minors”

You honestly didn’t care everything was back to normal

Bad Ending

As the girls were panicking and trying to find a window they can get out of you noticed the knots loosening and noticed Marcy’s dagger she was holding

“Maybe she won’t notice?”

You successfully grabbed it and some shadow figures which appeared to be your friends came in

While Sasha and Marcy were fighting them off you kicked Anne and instead of making a run for it helped your friends

“Your making a huge mistake s/o!”

“What are you doing y/n, get out of here!!”

“I don’t wanna lose you like how I already lost everyone else!”

“Your making a huge mistake y/-“

You didn’t listen while your friends were distracted over you Marcy stabbed them

“F/n!!”

As your friends now lifeless bodies dropped to the floor you felt something hard hit your head

When you woke up it was blurry everything felt…..different everything around you felt different you felt different

“What….”

“Oh guys she’s awake!”

“Thank god, listen do you remember anything that happened yesterday?”

“What is this…..where am i….who am i-“

“You are f/n f/l/n sweetheart! And we’re your partners you suffered a bad injury but everything’s good now you just can’t leave ever because there’s bad people looking for you!”

“F/n huh….that sounds nice but should i-“

“Just drink this and rest….”

Now the girls were happy sure they had to drug you with intense over medication and hurted your head to cause insomnia but in there defense now your happy! Now there happy! Now everything’s back to normal

Ummm so i hoped you all liked it-i like to consider the good ending more “canon” but it’s completely up to interpretation!

Also I’m aware that the insomnia thing is very common in scenarios like these but i had no other ideas and thought it suited 💀 as some drugs can lead to insomnia i imagined not only them giving you a bad injury but you also drugged relentlessly and still are being drugged is the ice top of the cake

Also f/n and f/l/n stand for fake name and fake last name unless it’s clearly gesturing to your friends

But anyways i hoped you liked it i kinda worked hard on it but not at the same time—

Hope you have a good day/night and bye!!

#character x reader #amphibia #amphibia x reader #anne boonchuy #anne boonchuy x reader #marcy wu #sasha waybright #sasha waybright x reader #Marcy Wu x reader #Yandere Amphibia x reader #Yandere Sasha Waybright x reader #Yandere Marcy Wu x reader #Yandere Anne Boonchuy x reader #Yandere x reader

[sleepy-achilles]

This doesn't even get a title anymore because it's not even the fic I wanted to write.

It was supposed to be hall of fame extract to set up a cool quirky pained filled time travel fic, not a straight up Leon crying and confessing his love for the fans. It's 2:30am and my eyes are unfocused. Send help.

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"Ah I won't keep ya, I've already talked your ears off with my on induction. The one and only The Skeleton King, Leon Michaels!" Drew cheers as he points towards the state.

Leon takes a deep breath before stepping out. This was different from entering the ring to fight. He actually had to talk to these people. Now he understands why his father was so nervous.

He stands on the stage as the fans cheer and scream. He glances at his co-stars, clapping and whistling at him. Leon can't help but smile and move towards his family. He goes straight to his pa.

Shawn smiles with teary eyes and hugs Leon before cupping his face. "You did it. Lil Leon would be so proud of you." Shawn whispers, before kissing Leon's cheek. "Yeah.." Leon nods before hugging his siblings and father, he even hugs rhea and randy. He turns to see hunter. "Someone told me they wouldn't miss this for the world. Got here just in time" hunter states moving to the side. Leon's eyes widen at the man. Leon bows in thanks bit respects. "Thank you sir" he whispers. "Ah none of that shit kid" batista chuckles pulling the younger into a hug. "Youve done better than all of us. Congrats, you deserve this and more" dave murmurs as Leon hugs him back.

Leon pulls back and turns to see hunter, kane and Kevin stood there. "Well done kid." Kevin smiles hugging his favourite michaels. Leon can't help but smile and hug him back. He turns to kane. Kane smirks and cocks his head. 'Make it a real tear jerker' kane signs. Leon chuckles. 'How much?' '50, 100 for hunter, 150 if you make takes cry' he signs back. 'Deal' Leon responds before hugging the man.

He turns to hunter. "Congrats Lee. You deserve it-" Leon cuts him off by hugging him. Hunters eyes widen and water immediately. "Thank you for everything uncle hunter" Leon whispers. And boy thats an easy 100. Kane rolls his eyes as hunter cries. "Go you bastard" hunter mutters squeezing Leon before letting him go.

Leon winks at kane before making his way to the ring.

His smile wide as his eyes meet drews.

"You look beautiful darling" Leon hums, taking drews hand and kissing it. "You told me that when introducing me" drew chuckles pulling Leon up. "Can't blame me for wanting to remind you" Leon smiles. "Mmm we got a busy night tonight. So try not wear yourself out" drew smirks taking Leon's chin into his hand and pulling the man into a kiss. Leon chuckles and pats drews chest. "Celebration gonna be bigger when they induct us together?" "Guess we'll have to wait till next year" drew smirks turning them so Leon's in the centre. "Guess we will" "Good luck Lee. You deserve this." Drew smiles. "Thank you." "And you look gorgeous" drew adds before walking away.

Leon turns to the podium. He looks around as the fans continue to chant for him. He looks to the side to see drew stood by the barrier, clapping. It makes him smile that drew didn't leave his side. Leon? Leon sat on the floor just outside of the camera view. He can't wait to open twitter and see the mean comparisons of the two.

He adjusts the mic and looks at the towel on the podium.

"Thank you." He speaks softly. He clears his throat and the chanting and screaming stops. He nods and glances at the crowd.

He rests his hands on the podium before straightening his back. "Guess I should get the basics out there." He hums, his fingers tapping. Cutting a promo was way too different than this shit. A promo was the skeleton King, the hall of fame speech? That is Leon Thomas Mcintyre-Michaels. And that scares Leon. He has no idea where this could go.

"I guess I'd like to thank my shitty childhood" he jokes getting some chuckles. "And the wwe universe. In that order." He smirks. "Also my fathers, Shawn Michaels and the undertaker, for being forced to put me into this life but for making it enjoyable for me. Uncle kev for helping me. John and cassie for being some of the few people to team up with me for more than a month. Dave Bautista for being so damn cool." Leon rambles. "Uncle Scott, auntie chyna for being such a big part of my life. Thank you both. I'm sorry you cannot be here tonight." He states looking up. He glances at drew. "And for my dear husband and tag team partner. Thank you for sticking by me, motivating me, pushing me, no matter how rude or horrible I was to you. I really do not deserve you" Leon thanks. Drew shakes his head. "I love you." "I love you."

"I um. I could tell you what you already know, the skeleton King. My whole life has been on camera...or I could tell you about, about Leon Thomas Mcintyre-Michaels. The boy behind the mask." Leon hesitates as he reaches for the towel. Is he about to do this? God vince would hate that.

The arena is dead silent as he lifts the towel, wetting it with the water bottle and scrubs at his face. Gasps break out into cheers as he drops the towel revealing his bare face. Freckles, scar, tan.

"I didnt have many friends growing up. I guess I thought being the ministry's child would make me popular. It didn't. I had my two friends, who are still mg friends now, Matthew Gomez and Valentina Addams. I uh..I had a stutter so I didn't really speak until the age of 16..t..the time I got this" Leon points at his face.

Drew watches as Leon keeps his eyes down and he begins to ramble.

"I was scared to speak half the time. I didn't get good grades like John or cass. I struggled to concentrate in school, I couldn't get into college. Didn't have any girlfriends or boyfriends and I don't think I'm very funny." His voice breaks at the end. "I became a rebel. Acting out, causing my parents, siblings pain. I got tattoos, piercings just to annoy my parents, my dad. I screamed, shouted at my dad until the sun rose. Broke things, stole things. Hurt people. I mean I only tag teamed with drew because I knew it'd upset my father. I was so cruel to drew to begin with and yet he always..always looked the other way and gave me a second chance at life...like I deserved that." He looks up. "I guess what I'm trying to say is..do I deserve this kind of love?" He whispers.

Drews eyes widen.

"I used to think that" he chuckles lowering his gaze as the fans cheer. "I am still not sure why people, why you lot, like me" Leon admits. He sucks in his lower lip as he tries to regain himself. He makes a quiet popping noise as he looks up. "Why do you like me?" He asks. He stands back as they all cheer and scream his name. "We love you!" A fan at the front yells. Leon's eyes land on them and the fan smiles brightly. Leon's eyes land on the scottish warrior and skeleton King tshirt he's wearing.

He steps back to the podium. "I will work harder, so that I will remind you of love." He keeps his eyes on the young fan. "I will work with all my energy, so that you can be proud of me. I'll do my best." He promises. He glances up. He says something that shocks himself and his family.

Something a fresh face solo skelly would never.

"I want you to be happy because of me. Thank you WWE Universe. I love you" Leon bows his head in respect as the applause starts. Drew smiles and claps. Shawn can't help but stand and applaud, his boy has grown so much.

Leon stands back as the applause starts. He takes it in and slowly turns to look at his coworkers stood clapping.

Once it dies down he steps forward.

"Those people up there, are some of the best men and women in this business. I have never been thankful for better people to have working with me. They've worked so hard." Leon states. "I know I barely took time to care for myself, never mind care for them. And I.. I will always be sorry for that. I neglected a lot of the responsibilities that were given to me by my father, by the wwe and those stars up there." Leon explains. "And as i watched my introduction video. I think about how hard ive worked and pushed myself and ask why. Why did I work so hard?" Leon asks. "I look back and take it as a chance to reflect, to improve. All the toxic habits and behaviours. The incidents we faced, i faced." Leon continues.

He bites his lip before continuing. "I sometimes found myself feeling stupid for worrying about you lot in those times. When my face accident happened I remembered crying to my papa about how the fans will be let down. How you will miss out on a match or a promo because of what happened. I often find myself worrying about you guys. And those guys up there. Who will miss a career making match because I messed up and now can't be there? Who will lose fan attention because they couldn't pull one on me in a promo?" Leon states. "When I look at it now, it feels like it's because of how much you have cared for us. Yeah we get haters but the fans make it more worth it. The times people have written articles and novels on the mistreatment some of us faced. How you want to make sure no other child like me and dom are tricked and forced into spotlight at a young age. How you want the women to be treated like the men. You care so much for us and part of me feels like when we hurt you guys hurt more." Leon's voice begins to weaken.

"I guess I just don't ever want to part from you guys." He admits. "Weve worked so hard to get here. To get this position tonight." Leon whispers looking at drew.

He turns back to the fans. That's when it hits him. How hard it was to get here. The abuse. The push. How tired he actually is. He takes the mic into his hand. "We really worked hard and.." his voice cracks as his eyes fill with tears. "We worked hard." He breaks. He lowers his head.

Drew is immediately by his side, hand rested on his back. "We worked hard." Leon repeats as drew rubs his back. Drew smiles as the others come to join. Shawn keeps the elders back. "This is for them. Not us." Shawn states. Kevin nods in agreement. This was for that generation. The generation that had to try so hard to improve something great with harder limitations. To grow in the middle of the social media attacks. It wasn't easy and it never will be.

"We all worked so hard to debut in this ring" Leon whimpers. "All we did was work" Leon lowers himself as he begins to cry. Drew kneels with him, along with Cody and Alexa. "Your doing so well" drew whispers to him. John and randy move the podium so the girls can sit around Leon as the guys stand and kneel behind him. "There were so many obstacles. We always hoped it'd be simple and easy and that we could show you that" Leon sniffs and he hides his eyes in his arm. "But everytime we ran into something. Media, haters, rival companies" Leon whimpers as drew rests his head against Leon's.

"It was hard." Leon sobs. "It was too hard." Roman grabs a towel and kneels next to drew. "It wasn't just difficult for me. But for everyone. Everyone of us." Leon sniffs. "Its alright." Drew whispers as he watches Leon's tears stain the matt. "So...please...please don't go anywhere" Leon whispers. Drew chuckles and raises his head. "WWE Universe isn't going anywhere! Are you?" Drew calls. "No!" The fans yell. "They won't go" cody smiles ruffling Leon's hair. "Where would they go huh? They belong here" Randy chuckles. "You have to stay" Leon cries. "Ill work even harder, I promise. We will be the wwe superstars that makes you proud. Please" Leon pleads, lowering his mic.

Taker smiles softly as tears roll down his cheeks. "Kids good gotta give him that" Kevin hums as kane hands him 400 dollars with a frown. "He lasted a lot longer than most did." Taker huffs wiping his eyes. "He carried too much for them. And now? Now he's sharing with the world how much he carried to make this business work how tired he is." Hunter hums watching the stars form a really awkward group hug. "No hall of fame will beat this now. Future ones are screwed aye?" Shawn jokes getting some laughs. Taker nods. "Hes there lockeroom leader. No-one was ever beating him" Taker states. "A great leader too. Well nearly as great as ours." Rey teases. Taker rolls his eyes. "Shoulda broke down at mine." Taker huffs. "Nah I liked the lecture you gave. Adds to this. Shows the two sides of being a leader" Shawn smiles.

Taker watches as roman wipes Leon's face for him. "Yeah it does."

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WTF HAPPENED

This was supposed to be time travel fic

Yeah it was supposed to be sad

But the hall of fame was gonna have Leon make some shitty jokes about his childhood and then some of the stars were gonna go back and experience it and be real tripped out when they got back.

Guess I got carried away with showing Leon's emotions but also implanting him as a lockeroom leader and how sorry he is for not stepping up when the guys needed him.

Leon looks back at the camera. "I just want to state my shitty childhood had nothing to do with my parents. They are the best parents a kid can ask for. There's just somethings a parent cannot control aye?" Leon disclaims. "Just remembered twitter exist and they love to throw a michaels under a bus. Not giving yall a bone tonight." Leon huffs.

NOW I NEED TO WRITE MY TIME TRAVEL ONE TOMORROW AND HOPE I REMEMBER IT ALL 😭😖

#wwe #shawn michaels #the undertaker #wwf #hbtaker #undertaker x shawn michaels #shawn x undertaker #leon michaels #drew mcintyre #triple h #fuck tagging them all tonight #if they aint on my first appearing tags they aint getting the tag #too tried for this shit

[zooone]

IM BEGGING FOR A DEAD GUFL WALKING WOLBUR FIC

THE SPICE

ill give you a blurb since i need sleep ^_^ a little bit of a heavy makeout bit but nothing too much!!

here it is. the time youve been dreading since you took a glance at the cast list.

when you auditioned for veronica, you expected this to happen. you practically signed up to do it, so there wasnt much ample room for blame. there were down sides that you knew of, yet you wanted to push yourself to do it. just not with him.

your heart nearly dropped from its ribcage when the director spoke about today's rehearsal. how they were going to work on candy store a bit more all of that. but most devastating? you were going to be blocking dead girl walking.

with your hands clenched by your knees and your shoulders down to your earlobes, you catch a glimpse at wilbur. its no surprise that he's barely even phased by this information. sitting there with his arm hanging from the seat next to him. legs spread wide like hes trying to prove a point. and that god damn smirk. if you had one dying wish, it would be to smack his smirk clean off.

he moves his head towards you, half lidded eyes meeting yours. he catches you staring and quickly quirks his eyebrows up with a smile. this silent interaction was all you needed to know exactly what he thought of this.

going through candy store a final time is like waiting your turn in line to be executed. its not even that hard to act scared and stressed as veronica, because those were your exact emotions. just glancing at wilbur makes you want to throw up. just sitting there with his book and trench coat on. biting his cheek to hold in a sly smile. its too distracting, too painful.

and when candy store is over, you can feel your guts churning in on each other. wilburs smile isnt helping the matter.

the director tells you guys to try to wing it based off of the original performance. then, you guys can work on tweaking it from there. its extremely suffocating, the room feeling small. and you bite your lip to hold back your emotions. wilbur, on the other hand, looks like he's about to be given candy.

the instrumental plays, and you begin.

the beginning is easy enough. just singing directly at the audience. atleast, it should have been easy, if your voice wasnt almost shaking with anger. you cant imagine the smile on wilbur's face as he lays behind you.

"got no time to knock, im a dead girl walking-" and here we go. you take a breathe to steady yourself as you step up to wilbur. he scrambles up to his feet. his face is only half lit by the lights. the shadows on his features look sharp.

"veronica? what are you doing in my room?-" and his acting. it wanted to make your hear shrivel up. you never wanted to admit that he was good, but his acting genuinely made you reel.

"sorry but i really had to wake you," you sing out, bracing yourself for the next line. "see, i decided i must ride you till i break you."

you can see him licking his teeth, trying so hard to repress a smile.

"cause heather says i gots to go, youre my last meal on death row," wilbur opens his mouth, and you continue. "shut your mouth, and lose them tighty whities- cmon!"

you will yourself to step closer to him, recalling the choreography from the original. maybe its the being-on-stage-adrenaline, but things have gotten semi easier now that youre acting it out. but your stomach still feels like mushy butter.

"tonight im yours! im your dead girl walking!" and he moves closer, hovering his hands above your hips, until you grab his shoulders and shove him down to his knees. "get on all fours, kiss this dead girl walking."

you hold his face while he looks up at you. suddenly, your knees feel like buckling in on themselves. watching his soft eyes from this angle made something ignite in your body.

"lets go, you know the drill. im hot, and pissed, and on the pill," and if it wasnt already difficult enough, you can feel his calloused fingertips trailing up your thigh. such a gentle action, but bearing loud emotions and intent. "bow down to the will of a dead girl walking-"

and as you sing the next bit, youre face to face with him. you can feel his gaze piercing through your skull as you continue singing. his tender eyes and slightly parted lips make him look so. soft. its interesting to see this angle, this side of him. after youve seen him always smiling and pestering you, for once he looks- dare you say, tolerable.

"in here it's beautiful," you motion to yourself, trying to sing through a tightened chest. "lets make this beautiful!"

he holds your sides, almost like hes been waiting several eternities for this exact moment, until the music stops. it must have been something that neither of you noticed, because you both just kept going."that works for me-"

and you get the tiniest bit carried away. grabbing his face and shoving it into yours. its like an out of body experience, as if your limbs were impossibly moving on their own. nonetheless, you move yourself to straddle wilbur, feeling his legs straighten beneath you as he continues kissing you breathless. youre holding the back of his neck like its your only support, and you feel his own hands crawling up and down at your sides.

the only thing that stops you is the director completely yelling at you two. "wilbur! Y/N!"

and you part from him, nearly having to shove his shoulders away. your knees still straddle either side of his legs. and youre sitting there with shame written all over your face.

"you guys were only supposed to go up to the 'lets make this beautiful' part," the director sighs, dragging a hand down his face.

you quickly gather yourself and get up, grabbing a fistful of your hair. maybe the pain of yanking it would drown out the pain of embarrassment. "oh my god- oh my god, im so sorry, sir, i didnt mean to, i got carried away, and-"

"its fine, im not angry. i just.. didnt expect you two to go that far," he speaks, and you can feel relief draining into your pigmentation. "atleast it makes my job easier. you two have good chemistry. really good chemistry. casting you both as jd and veronica was a really good choice."

the words replay in your brain. really. good. chemistry. really good chemistry? you? with wilbur? okay, sure, the most he's seen was you straddling wilbur and kissing him until he's panting for air, but his words were just completely incorrect. yet, you keep your thoughts to yourself.

and watching wilbur from his spot, still sitting down, he looks really red. granted, you werent looking too good either, but that was because of pure humiliation. wilbur was never the type to get humiliated. if anything happened, he'd simply laugh it off. him being red would only be if he were flushed, but maybe your thoughts were just snowballing.

"we'll work on it a bit more, but i really don't think there's a lot to really tweak. you both did great. excellent acting," the director says. so innocently and simply, he doesn't notice the weight of his words on you.

excellent. acting. but was it really still acting?

#asks #anon #heathers au #blurb hour #rwb!wilbur #rivals with benefits #my favorites

[ohyoru]

Hey im not good with words or english, but its ok to feel burnt out or tired. Youre not obligated to provide anything to us. You are an author who writes for free. Maybe to have fun maybe to express yourself. You have your own life and thats a good thing. I havent been playing genshin in a while because theres so much work i need to do there like building characters. I havent watched link click s2 because i cant bring myself to sit down for that long. Im sure everyone has something like this happening to them and i just remind myself that it doesnt matter that much. Post unfinished things, make your character builds crap, dont finish a book youve started it doesntmatter. Its about having fun. Its about forgetting your problems(at least for me) or its about spending time with your online friends. Taking a break is necessary. Spending time for yourself is necessary. Taking care of yourself is necessary. I hope i could get my message across. I cant even take my own advice seriously as im too scared to post this without anon but i hope i was able to make you feel better somehow. I also want to say i really love your works even if i dont know who the person you’re writing about is. Ive been following your works for a while and i dont regret it one bit. I would be pretty sad if you were to stop writing for certain people but if it makes you feel happy then i dont mind and im sure others wouldn’t mind it as well. Youre free to do whatever you want ( as long as youre not intruding on other peoples freedom obviously) thank you for reading my wordvomit written in an attempt to comfort you.

dearie anon,

to have you in my inbox is already a blessing enough for me. thank you so much for taking the time of your day to cheer me up, you have no idea how much this means to me (brb crying i dont deserve you sob)

first of all, your message got across. i'm not sure about your english being not good part, but really, your message resonates with me on a level deeper than language can ever explain, truly.

i appreciate your kind reminder that i shouldn't feel obliged to write for anyone. i honestly feel like it's eating me out because i put myself in the equation as well. i had been a writer before, back when tokyo revengers (anime) was still in its first season since i'm more of a manga reader. if you were in that era, you might came across my work. alas, things happened. what used to be good memories (including writing) turned into very hurtful ones and i stopped doing what i love because they're causing me so much pain. nonetheless, i still slowly died inside. it took me a while to be at peace with my past and understand that writing is what makes me the person i am. so i'm determined to start again and keep it up. but when life gets in the way and hold me back from writing (again), it depresses me. (including not playing genshin). honestly, i'm feeling lonely. what and who i used to know and love seemed to only exist in the past. people moved on, topics became irrelevant, relationship broke. which i don't blame, but it still makes me cry once in a while.

sorry for the traumadump uh- i feel like i should explain myself a little. i hope that didn't scare you too much. but anyway, you're right! i should do whatever i want. maybe i need to reframe my perspective. i love that you mention about reading book thingy because i have the same issue and yes, i'm a reader through and through. but it's been so long since i read.. the irony. maybe all i need to do is start. and love myself a bit more to stop torturing myself with unnecessary thoughts..

you know what anon? i love the past me. i dont remember exactly what i love about her, but she used to be so at peace. i'm trying to find my way back to her, and i think you're helping me set my way there, so thank you. i dont know about your problems, but if you're willing to share, i'm more than happy to listen. don't forget to take care of yourself too okay? i hope your days ahead are the loveliest yet!

also, thank you for appreciating my works! when i started writing again, i told myself and whoever that's willing to take the time of their day to consume my content that i don't need anyone's attention or approval (shadowban be damned. if it happens, it happens). i did it solely for myself. but god knows how much your kind words and others' fill up the spaces in my heart.

i'm not going to ask anything from my works. your support is something i could never repay, but i'll always appreciate it from the bottom of my heart.

(btw yes, you did send this on anon hehe i got a hunch on who you might be but if you prefer to keep it a secret, then rest assured, your secret is safe with me!)

#no seriously anon #are you an angel???? #also link click 2 is a pain to watch #please take your time to watch it #thank you once again anon for sending me this ilysm mwah mwah mwah!! #yoru's mailbox

[kichikichiko]

"Lonely"

Self indulgent post. Its kinda based off of how I grew up

Wanderer x fem!reader, comfort, fluff, can be read as platonic or romantic, not proofread

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"Lonely"

If you were to describe your life from the day you could walk and talk to now, the one word would be "lonely"

Dont get me wrong, you had friends growing up. Maybe a lot, maybe only a few, and even then, it still feels like you againts the world.

No matter who you hang out with, the connection between you and your friend was never strong.

You knew, but brushed it off. Because at least having someone to talk to about something, anything is better than being alone.

But you were still "lonely", no matter how many people you surround yourself with.

You get attached easily, to anyone no matter who.

Toxic, boring, stupid, it doesnt matter

As long as they give you just a bit of attention, you'll suddenly cling onto them like theyre youre everything.

And yet

You were still "lonely"

Its frustrating. Why does the world want you to be lonely? Why should you feel this way in the first place? What could you have possibly done to anger the gods? Or was this their way of entertainment?

You'd blame all the hurt you've been through to anyone who isnt you. Especially celestia itself. Because if you blamed it on yourself, the more you'd feel worse.

"Lonely" was once your enemy, your foe. But the more you grew older, the more you've become tired with trying to get rid of it whether it be through masking yourself with different made up personalities for every single person you talk to, trying to talk to different people to find the one who matchrs your energy, or blaming the gods of teyvat and all its mortals for making you feel the way you feel, the more you've surrendered and accepted the "lonely" into your life.

Youve given up.

Because what was the point of trying at this point?

You can no longer blame people for your misery and woes.

At the end of the day, you are the problem.

Detaching yourself from the world, half of your life became a blur. You didnt remember if you still took up on the act of imitating everyone elses personalites, or if you completely stopped talking to people in general.

You didnt remember,

But what you did remember was meeting him.

Buying fruits from the bustling stalls of Sumeru, you finally met him.

From the corner of your eye, you saw an interesting figure.

Turning your head to get a better look you studied thr man from afar.

He seemed to be from inazuma judging by his attire. His whole outfit was coloured blue and white, his huge hat sitting on his head in a way which made him look intimidating and mysterious rather than silly, his eyes uninterested and annoyed, as his chesr glowed because of his anemo vision.

You stared at him for a while longer before he dissappeared in a blink of an eye.

You didnt know what you felt. But it was something weird, in a good way of course.

"I wanna see him again" you mumbled.

Months have passed, and from time to time, the strange man from inazuma would pop into your head as you daydream in silence when you were goung out with your friends.

Sometimes you think youre creepy, stupid and yhat you were "doing it again". Mainly insinuating that you'd get attached to someone you barely know and make scenarios of you both being together as a coping mechanism.

One day your friend has decided to invite you to try a cooking class with her. You dont really get invited out that much, so you werent about to pass up on this opportunity.

Both you and your friend arrived and was lead to your perspective stations. The instructor wanted everyone to find someone random around the room to be partners, so everyone can get to know each other and make the place more lively.

Going out of your comfort zone was hard, but thinking youre being a nuisance was harder. So you sighed in defeat.

Everyone finally got a partner but you,

You were standing there awkwardly, getting ready to tell the instructor that you're perfectly fine with being alone. Youve been alone for half of your life, being alone as you were in cooking class with no different.

Before you got the chance to talk, someone barged through the door, making everyone shift their focus on the door.

Your eyes widen when you saw who it was. It was the mysterious Inazuma guy. You were shocked, stunned and frozen in place.

Never once believe that you'd see him again

"Ah youre just in time! This young lady here doesnt have a partner for todays class so you can go right ahead and stand next to her station"

The mysterious men scoffed and walk towards your station standing right beside you without a word.

You were starting to feel nervous as there was no conversation coming up between the both of you. You thought that maybe you were the only one overthinking this because anytime you glance at him he would look unbothered and uninterested just like he did when you first saw him in that market few months back

"You can stop looking at me miss" crossing his arms and looking at you with one eyebrow up.

God he was intimidating and handsome

No no. Just intimidating you correxted yourself

Flinching you quickly apologised and whipped your head back and looked down at the table.

Wanderer knew you saw him on that day in the market, he's very observant what can he say?

"Call me wanderer" he broke the silence, looking down at the ingredients on the table, not listening to the instructor

You looked at him again, blinking

You wanted to question why on earth his name is "wanderer" but got a hunch that he'll be offended and stop talking.

"Nice to meet you wanderer, Im (name)" you responded

"Well (name) let's show everyone here who's the boss at cooking" he smirked a bit, determined to win

You were stunned. This wasnt even a cooking competition you wanted to tell him, but that might ruin the fun

So you smiled a little and nodded. "Right on it!"

Days after days passed, and if youre lucky enough you'd see him on the bustling streets of Sumeru, if you both make eye contact, you'd smile and wave as he nodded then go about your day

Soon that change, from simple hand waves, to small talks, to full blow on conversations to hanging out outside of sumeru city.

His company was nice, it felt warm and comfortable. You didnt have to imitate his energy, and you never tried to. Something about copying his personality just to talk to him felt off.

As much as he didnt wanna admit it, he also felt comfortable with you, not 100% no but if he were to be able to choose to go on walks alone or be with you he wouldnt hesitate to pick one with you.

You finally felt comfortable in your own skin

And suddenly, you didnt feel so "lonely" anymore.

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#genshin fanfic #fanfic #genshin fluff #genshin impact #x reader #genshin x reader #kunikuzushi x reader #wanderer x y/n #wanderer x reader #scaramouche x you #wanderer x you #scaramouche x y/n

[lostandfem]

so i'm a trans teenage boy. not sure if i still want to identify as that when i'm questioning trans ideology recently. i think I can take my time in how I want to perceive trans ideology. please hear me out. the trans community rejected my concerns and the libfem community i'm usually in also rejected my concerns. so, one of the trans ideology is trans men are men and trans women are women, right? i believed that at first. i also love making friends with many trans boys, enbies and trans girls my age in the trans community. in the trans community, they encourage people to go to toilets of their preferred gender. i know many adult trans men go to the men's bathroom for the gender euphoria so my peers who are trans guys also do the same. my friends who are trans girls talked about feeling gender euphoria for going to the girl's toilet. trans people do go to unisex toilets but they prefer going to toilets that affirm to their gender identities. so i also go to the men's bathroom cause i identified as a boy, in school and in public. however, not long ago, in school, a male teacher sexually assaulted me in the men's toilet and got me pregnant. jsyk i'm not at the age yet to medically transition ftm. thankfully i got an abortion but that experience is traumatic for me. i couldn't believe i'm one of those pregnant teenagers. that's when i start to question trans ideology. i warned my afab peers against using the men's toilet for their safety and told my amab peers against using the women's toilet but they all disregard my concerns to protect afab people who haven't gone through ftm medical transition. they call me a transphobe. i told them about my rape story but they say that i'm victim blaming and guilt tripping them. i felt invalidated. i talked about this issue with the libfem community i usually interact in but they say i should let people do whatever they want as long as it's not harming me. but it's not about me, i care about minimizing people from not getting harassed and potentially getting pregnant and lose money to get abortions. i care about people not getting sexually assaulted. i think that people should go to public toilets based on their sex for safety, which is rejected by the trans and libfem community. do you think my idea is right? i like how radfems care about female oppressions which aligns with my beliefs but I'm not sure if i want to be a radfem since i'm still learning about other different types of feminism like intersectional feminism, socialism feminism and the list goes on

oh my god im so sorry, anon. i really hope youre doing okay. please seek professional help if you need it. i know shame can be a huge factor in not seeking help, so please know that you have nothing to be ashamed of. the only person feeling shame should be that vile man.

second, dont rush too fast into choosing a type of feminism. learn as much as you can about feminism in general, and then you can narrow it down if you want. get a wide array of knowledge like youre doing. the point is to be able to find communities that align to your beliefs, not align yourself to a community’s beliefs. (but a lot of radfems are socialist or marxist, and were all intersectional. different feminist schools of thought overlap and individuals usually subscribe to a few of them)

and yeah i agree with sex segregated bathrooms. we often talk about the potential dangers of having males in the womens room, but rarely about the dangers of having females in the mens room. i dont think its worth sacrificing safety for the sake of validation. when it comes to trans activism, validation is one of the most important things you go provide for a trans person, but i really cant understand how it’s more dire than physical safety. someone feeling positively cannot be more important than the literal lives of females.

it’s pretty narcissistic of your friends to hear about your trauma and somehow make it about them and their feelings, too. im sure youve put a lot of effort into accommodating their feelings, but they didnt even make an effort to understand yours. like you were the victim of rape and somehow talking about it is victim-blaming them? what are they a victim of? it implies you telling your story is an attack on them, and thats a huge red flag imo. especially because you didn’t even invalidate their gender, you just said it might be a better safety measure for bathroom policies to be different. why is their euphoria more important than safety? and heres the thing about “as long as its not harming you”— it has. like for example, even if youve been to the mens bathroom many times and it hasnt harmed you, all it took was that one time. same goes for trans women in the womens bathroom. an individual trans woman might not hurt me, but it does open the door to a male (trans woman or cis man) who might. individual actions dont exist in a vacuum. heck, even if im not hurt by any individuals going to the bathroom based on gender and not sex, i know that the action of letting it happen on an individual level sets a precedent for what should be allowed, and someone somewhere else might get hurt from it. why should we only be concerned about things harm only us directly?

youre not alone in being trans and being uncomfortable in the mens bathroom btw. i know of another detrans blogger who made a post about being scared a male might look through the bathroom stall and find out she was actually female and do something to her (cant remember who tho). and myself, even on testosterone, chose to go to the womens room because it felt safer. my one time in the mens room was terrifying. there were so many dicks just Out, it felt like a threat.

regardless of identity there are realities to biological sex that need to be addressed. it cannot be sacrificed to the idea of identity, and i dont see why it has to. why cant they coexist? why is there such heavy emphasis on choosing one over the other? are they incompatible entirely or is there a narrative being pushed for some reason?

i really hope youre doing okay, anon. wishing you the best 💜

#asks #im sorry this was super long #tw rape #rape