thedorkyonesstuff

[thedorkyonesstuff]

Maybe I should've said no, maybe I would've been happier then,

Maybe we both would've been happier without knowing each other!

Maybe you would've found someone who understands you, who won't make you cry!

Because all I do is make you cry, mad or sad.

It's not intensional it just happens, that's why maybe you would've been happier with someone else then me!

#letters #my mind is an odd place #thoughts #sad but true

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Maybe if we would've gotten some time, we would've found a way to understand each other.

But time flies fast huh!

Maybe in the future I won't cry so much,

Hope my future me is happy like I was being a kid!

#my mind is an odd place #future

[thedorkyonesstuff]

listening to your old music is like meeting your past self, getting to know the person you once were all over again. You see yourself from someone else's eyes as well as your own.

[thedorkyonesstuff]

And here I am...

Crying.. missing you at 4am again...

You said you changed..

But again you're doing the same thing again...

Maybe I'm bound to get hurt like this...

Maybe I would've been a villain in my past life..

To get continued hurt like this...

Just being a loner...

Maybe I'm always supposed to be hurt and alone like this..

#my mind is an odd place #thoughts #poems and quotes #him #life #spilled thoughts #midnights #my thoughts #sad thoughts #poetry #missing

[thedorkyonesstuff]

Well I tired again, but I guess you don't want us to happen... So I'm giving up for final this time.. I know a Lil part of me will still hope for you to come to me... Always...

#my mind is an odd place #giveup #spilled thoughts #poems and quotes #life #midnights #sad thoughts

[thedorkyonesstuff]

“You’ve always had the power my dear, you just had to learn it for yourself.”

— The Wizard of Oz

[thedorkyonesstuff]

“Maybe it won’t work out. But maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever.”

— Unknown

[thedorkyonesstuff]

I'm in bed, thinking about today..

I had it all planned out..

In the morning training,

Then after work, you'll come...

And I'll hug you so hard so my loneliness and worry will go away...

Cuz that's what being in your arms feels like...

But it didn't happened..

Now here...

Laying in bed midnight, hoping to get a call from you..

Or maybe it will happen tomorrow..

I try hard not to have hope to avoid disappointment...

But it's life...

#thoughts #loneliness #midnights #big arms #hug

[thedorkyonesstuff]

Why did you made me feel something after being numb for so long? Maybe that is why I got attached to you and now we aren't talking and I'm tryna go back to that numbness but it's not the same.. God why it's not the same?

#my mind is an odd place #thoughts #numb #spilled thoughts #life

[thedorkyonesstuff]

Dont know whether I'm doing the right thing or possibly I'm gonna regret it after awhile, all I know is doing it may help me and if it's being called selfish then yeah, I'm ready to be selfish....

#my mind is an odd place #poems and quotes #thoughts #spilled thoughts

[thedorkyonesstuff]

It's been a while since I wrote, life's gone downhill... And I don't even know where I went wrong..

You were the only one safe haven for me but I can feel you slipping away...

And again I don't know where I went wrong to slowly lose that comfort place..

#my mind is an odd place #sad but true #spilled thoughts #comfort #safe space #life

[thedorkyonesstuff]

“Promise me you’ll never forget me because if I thought you would, I’d never leave.”

— A. A. Milne, Winnie the Pooh

#pooh's adventures #thousands #sad thoughts #A. A. Milne #quotes #poetry #relationship quotes #words

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Manipulation is when they always mess with your mind by blaming you for reacting to their toxic behaviour, but never discuss their disrespect that triggered you.

#to love and be loved #my thoughts #feelings #relationship #life #writers on tumblr #post on tumblr #quotes #writing inspiration

[thedorkyonesstuff]

Sometimes getting lost is not a waste of time.....

#my mind is an odd place #thoughts #poems and quotes #poets on tumblr #my thoughts #love

[thedorkyonesstuff]

just want the kind of connection with someone where you randomly catch them staring at you and they don’t look away… the kind of look where they settle into it, and they have that little smile that just says wow I’m lucky to have you and you just hold each others gaze for a while longer before continuing whatever it was you were doing before…

#wishes #begging the gods rn #to love and be loved #this or nothing #love #connection #intimacy #I am fucking YEARNING #i’m so serious

[thedorkyonesstuff]

“I’m still learning to love the parts of me that no one claps for.”

— Rudy Francisco

#motivation #quotes #literature #poetry #writing #love #my thoughts

[thedorkyonesstuff]

Star

You are my stardust

and I have never once stopped

loving shooting stars.

#poems and quotes #haiku poetry #short poetry #my poem #tumblr poetry #little twin stars #night lamp