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Have you seen this creature? | ⸮ɘɿυɈɒɘɿɔ ƨiʜɈ nɘɘƨ υoγ ɘvɒH

#figment journaling #violet egress #creepypasta

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#everything stays #from out of the weaver's wood #violetvibes

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#help #search history #violet speaks #this is fine #quarantining myself #for personal reasons #unreality #unfiction #cryptozoology #figment journaling

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more dream journaling.

#sun and moon #sunchild #moonchild #from out of the weaver's wood #dream journal #fever dream #sweet dreams #Wake Up

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Any advice on banishing a persistent visitor from your dreams?

So, I’ve got a problem. I tried the herbal teas. I tried worry dolls. I tried taking long walks the woods to clear my head. She’s still there with her three eyes and her long, long arms, getting sicker or more rotten every time I see her.

Maybe it’s time I go to the source.. again.

#dream journal #fever dream #nightmares #manifesting #unreality #unfiction #dereality #please help #rip #insomnia

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#unreality #unfiction #unsettling #unsolved #sweet dreams #moonchild #camp gloaming #camp gloaming incident #tale as old as time #the lamb becomes lost in the trees. #she does not see the beast #until it is too late.

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a poem

sometimes I see him,

a shadow behind the door,

wishing to be more.

#you're not yourself recently #dear #we are still here #you know this. #you are our everything. #heir #vent poetry #poem #weirdcore #dereality #unreality #unfiction #shadows

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Dr. Stevenson told me to pass this poster along on, though I’m not sure why. Something tells me this has to do with summer camp. I still can’t tell if she really wants to help me, or if she just wants me to give up some hidden information. I’ve told again and again that I can’t remember my dreams anymore. I don’t know how her daughter and I ended up lost in the woods that night. I don’t think she believes me.

In other news: the rocks from the memory box were arranged in a circle on my bedroom floor this morning. The wooden yo-yo marked with the initials “B. E.” was placed in the center. More on the origins of the yo-yo here.

At any rate, I don’t think I can play the amnesiac anymore. It’s all coming back around. I just hope I’m the only one in Gloaming who gets hurt when it does. 

Stay safe & stay awake. Most importantly, stay with me, friends.

- Vi 

#unusual #unknown #unsolved #derealization #camp gloaming #Memories #Gloaming #from out of the weaver's wood

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Prom pic! I’m in the middle. Like my gown? :) Surprise, I do like to be fancy every once in awhile. It’s nice!

Hope you don’t mind that I blurred out my face. i’m not that comfy spreading my personal info on the interwebs. :P

Prom was... interesting? I did take some of your advice and just asked someone out the old fashioned way, nothing flashy. She said yes and stuff though so like, I thanks I guess. And the dance was fun, I think. It’s a little fuzzy in spots... I’m still kind of tired, low energy?? But happy I went. :)

- xoxo Vi ♥︎

#prom #promises #life update #violet speaks #Violet Rambles #nostalgia #boring post today sorry #wake up #this is weird #i'm weird

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Ok. 

This is fine.

#peek through the mirror #figment journaling #derealisation tw #save our souls #unreality #unfiction #clingy much? #paranormal

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Life Update 4.20.22

Hey folks,

Vi here. I’ve been a bit of ghost recently, my bad. Still kicking! :) Out of curiosity, do any of y’all know how to ask someone to prom?? Give me ideas please. As smooth as I am on the interwebs, ya girl doesn’t know a thing about stuff like this. 

PS: Someone tampered with that weird box from the basement? I put it back, but this morning it was on my bedside table.. Dad doesn’t even know I messed with it in the first place. Doubt he moved it... In fact he specifically told me not to peek, that he’d show me when I’m “ready.” Ok. It’s just a bunch of rocks, candles, and trinkets. Not exactly an heirloom treasure map or something. Still... creepy vibes. Like the stupid “camp gloaming” flyers around town; i can’t deal with this right now. Anyway, happy spring, all!

- xoxo Vi

#violet speaks #Violet Rambles #life of a field investigator #life update #unreality #advice #??? #unfiction #journaling #Gloaming #promposal #help

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what do you know about Camp Gloaming?

What do you want to know?

It's a summer outdoors camp in my hometown. It closed back in the day due to some complications (around when my parents went there, I think?) then re-opened later with new branding and stuff. I practically lived there during the summers. Great time! Pretty typical summer camp stuff.

It's where I met most of my friends. Not much else to say.

#camp gloaming #web series #unusual #violet speaks

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I can’t do this right now.

#violet egress #unusual #understand #unknown #cryptozoology #mystery #local mysteries #gloaming #weaver's wood #unreality #unfiction

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This is a Gloaming specific post, y’all just ignore this unless you’re in town haha. 

Gotta get the #17 every time I go to the diner now! This is the fix-all comfort meal, just trust me on this one ;) 

also LIFE UPDATE: I promise I’m not dead or missing (too soon?) just vibing through my last few months of high school. Things are going pretty well, all things considered. Might post prom pics soon (ew) or art? Writing? I don’t know. i could do anything. Stay tuned.

(And people asking me about my archive & the figment stuff, stop. This is my blog, I’ll post what I wanna post. Right now, it’s bacon and toast. Ty and goodnight!)

-Vi xoxo

#Gloaming #cuisine #food #diner #violet speaks #unusual #sunrise #unfiction #unfiltered

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Lovely Gloaming sunset. I’m gonna miss this place, as much of a dump as it is. 

Also, we’re having our prom soon! I’m actually looking forward to it? Weird. Dad says I should ask someone out or find some friends to go with. I have someone in mind. :)

#sunset #violet egress #vi's field log #shadows #from out of the weaver's wood #save the figments #save our souls #ƎM TI ƧI #nostalgia #unsolved

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Glad you're feeling better, Vi. :)

i'm very good at running.

#unreality #violet speaks

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Dream journaling part II: faces. Dr. Stevenson has me do these charcoal drawings after every session to help “preserve the imagery.” Then I describe the dreams bit by bit and she takes notes, matches it to her data, etc. Dad is insistent that I keep seeing her, but i’m not sure if the “procedure” is helping or making things worse. 

Now that i’m hanging around the stevenson place more, i get to see Cici a lot more. She doesn’t know about this blog, or the half of what I’ve seen, thankfully. Even so, she seems concerned,, for better or worse. :/ 

She hasn’t mentioned anything about my little vacation from Gloaming, the phone call, or the aftermath. probably best. Leaving the past behind and whatnot.. Still sometimes, she looks at me like she wants to say something more. I don’t push it.

Really just trying to be better. no need to dredge up the past. 

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Can’t wait for this school year to be over. sometimes I think about just getting in dad’s truck and leaving. again. of course there’s the matter of the forest. As I’ve experienced before, the dreams DON’T get better if I leave. they just get more insistent. 

#journaling #mystery #unsolved #vi's field log #fever dream #dream journal