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Ok so I've just finished "The Madman's Tale", written by John Katzenbach and I'm in teaaaaaars.

It took me three months actually to finish reading it because, just as it happened to me with "The Analyst", I was very invested at the beginning but then had like a reader block at the middle of the book so I stopped reading for weeks but then decided to finish 200 pages in less than a week :D But it's such a wonderful book! I've enjoyed it a lot, there are things such as the descriptions of how harsh the world is for people with mental illness that were incredibly well done, or the beauty and pure nature of the friendship between Francis and Peter that definitely were the reason why I loved it so much.

(Spoilers ahead)

Now, all the last part, where they catch the killer were amazing, every single sentence got me at the edge of my seat, even though I have to admit that I was kind of frustrated because I kept reading and I didn't have a clue who the killer was. But all in all, wonderful.

As for the end, I'm kind of sad that we couldn't see more interactions of Francis with the brothers or Lucy before his suicide attempt, but it made me so glad when they established that they all have been keeping an eye on him 🥺💖

And even though it makes me sad to know that Peter died, I also think it's kind of fair, which doesn't erase the fact that in my head he lived and after Francis got out of the hospital, they kept on seeing each other regularly(?

But anyways, it's a wonderful book and I wanted to share my thoughts with someone 💖

#john katzenbach #the madman's tale #book reccomendation

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dammit i want what these old gays have 

#creek #craig tucker #tweek tweak #south park #tweak x craig #this is beautiful #not mine

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Dexter 06x07, Nebraska

Hannibal 03x13, The Wrath of the Lamb

#hannibal #hannibal lecter #will graham #dexter #dexter morgan #brian moser

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any dexter morgan/brian moser fanfic there??

#dexter #dexter morgan #brian moser

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Bonus:

#beyond evil #jwds #how is that they are not gay??

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I can't tell if Ju-won and Dong-sik want to punch or kiss each other

(It's probably a bit of both)

#beyond evil #han juwon #lee dongsik #they are so gay

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they made Simon the most unlikeable character of the season wtf

#simon young royals #young royals #young royals season 2

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WILL GRAHAM CAN'T AFFORD CLOTHING LIKE THAT AHHZJZJAJJ

will has enough money but he’s not hannibal lecter rich

#hannibal #hannigram #will graham #meme

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WINCEST NATION, I'M LOOKING FOR A FIC AND I NEED YOUR HELP

Ok so, I've read it on ao3 in 2017 or so, and it was a fic of around 30 or 50 chapters (not sure, but it was pretty long). In this fanfic, sam and dean has just started their journey to find John, and things between them were super tense bc before Sam had left for Standford, he and Dean were in a relationship and things ended bad.

In a part of the fic Sam even gets possessed by a demon (but I can't remember if it was Meg or other), until Dean discovers it and they finally do some talking. Basically what happened before Sam left for Standford was that John discovered that they were in a relationship so he forced Sam to leave.

I can't remember anything else, but if you guys could help me I'd be eternally grateful. Thank you!❤

#wincest #samdean #sam winchester #dean winchester #john winchester #looking for a fic #supernatural

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Episode 4 in a summary lmaoooo

#house of the dragon #daemon targaryen #rhaenyra targaryen #daemon targaryen x rhaenyra targaryen #daemon x rhaenyra #daemyra #daenyra #viserys targaryen #hotd spoilers #game of thrones #got

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If there's something I ADORE is the development of Luther and Viktor's relationship through the seasons. Actually, all Luther's development from being a total asshole in the first season to being one of the most lovable siblings it's one of the most beautiful things of the series.

Well but back to what I was saying: the way their relationship improved, from the end of season one up to now, man, they are one of the best pair of siblings ❤

#the umbrella academy season 3 #luther hargreeves #viktor hargreeves #the umbrella academy #number one #number seven

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Hagreeves siblings are so stupid, I love them

#the umbrella academy #viktor hargreeves #number five #klaus hargreeves #alisson hargreeves #luther hargreeves #ben hargreeves #the umbrella academy season 3

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Everytime I start writing, it starts with a tiny little idea, something that I think I can cover with less than 2,000 words. Once I sit down to write, that tiny little idea somehow become up to 5,000 words and I'm not even near the end.

#writing #writer struggles #fanfiction #fanfiction writer

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that shit about Violet being orphan is fucking fake, like, what about Claudia and Cattleya??? eh?? those bitches would've read her a child book every night if Violet ever asked-

No but for real, they both give these good and lovely parents vibes <333

#violet evergarden #cattleya baudelaire #claudia hodgins #headcanon

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“You and I can’t be together.”

The girl’s usual expressionlessness slowly crumbled. She repeatedly opened and closed her mouth, attempting to say something. However, probably unable to find the right words, she looked at the Bougainvillea mansion and shook her head like a child throwing a tantrum in refusal.

“Go; just go.”

“I—do not—want to.”

“Don’t talk back. I don’t need you. Go be used by a different owner.”

“I—do not—want to… I do not want to…”

“I’m telling you I don’t need you! Hurry and go!”

The girl tried to grasp Dietfried’s arm. Yet Dietfried began walking away before she could do so. He just uncaringly headed to the carriage that was parked a little far from the residence’s front gate.

“Captain.”

The girl was coming after him. Her voice was loaded with feelings of desperation.

——What’s up with you?

“Captain, Captain—”

——Even though you usually have no emotions.

“Captain, I do not—want this! Captain! Please give me—an order!”

——Even though you only think of me as a tool to receive orders.

“Captain! Captain! I will—properly learn—how to read!”

——Could’ve been anyone, right? Even if it weren’t me, anyone should do for you.

“Plea—se! Captain—I do not—want this, Captain!”

——Even if it weren’t me, you would…

“Captain… Captain… I will—do anything, Captain… Captain…”

——Even if it weren’t me, you would’ve been okay with it. Isn’t that it?

Dietfried turned around to check if her voice had died down. The same old girl was not there. Her wild beast figure from their first encounter had disappeared as well.

“Please, do not leave me—on my own…”

The one standing there was the infant that Dietfried had taught how to speak.

Dietfried looked at the child in front of him as if he had grown senile. She was crying. That beast of a girl, who did not cry no matter how many wounds she earned, was weeping. And also appealing to him with the things that she could do.

“I can fight; I can also—carry your belongings; and—put your—shirt on—for you.”

She was desperately bringing up what she could do to prove her existence.

“My wounds—heal quickly as well; I can—kill your enemies too; I will do anything.”

How could she assert her being?

“Please let me… Captain…”

What could she do to stay by Dietfried Bougainvillea’s side? She was attempting to certify her existence. In reality, Dietfried had misjudged her.

The girl had properly ascertained who her lord was.

If it could have been anyone else, there were several people other than him. Yet he was the one she had chased after. The wild beast had instinctively sensed and pursued him.

She had followed him while embracing the wish that, if it was a human like him, an adult like him, then surely…

“I can—be used; I can become—an optimal tool.”

…he would not leave her.

Had he not bestowed her with words and used her as a mere tool, she would never have said such a thing. Dietfried had failed.

Combing her hair and patiently teaching her about daily lifestyle had done no good. Neither had the fact that he taught her what to do and how to fight whenever she encountered difficulties while by herself. None of it had done any good.

Even without Dietfried Bougainvillea himself realizing it…

“Please, let me be—by your side.”

…the wild beast was turning into a person.

The complete darkness of the night was gradually fading. 

Dietfried slowly changed his course. He turned to the crying child. One step after another, he moved toward the girl.

“Do you need me?”

He then reached out his hands, holding her small body in his arms.

“Yes.”

With an awkwardness similar to holding an animal for the first time, he supported her from the back.

“Even if I say I don’t need you, do you need me?”

In doing that, the two looked like one.

“Yes; please, do not leave me alone.”

They looked like a single living being, formed through a combination of distorted shapes.

“I see.”

Dietfried felt that the dark things squirming inside his chest until now were clearing up. His feelings for her, which were close to hatred, dimmed away as well. Same for the anger towards himself and his inferiority complex regarding the rest of the world. Illuminated by the gentle sunlight, they all faded and disappeared, just like the deep dark colors of the night.

——I see; so I wanted something like this, Dietfried thought vacantly while embracing the child that clung to him.

He felt like he understood why he was always so irritated at this girl. Just as she wanted to prove herself, he also wanted others to accept him.

Socially, he was acknowledged. He also had subordinates who idolized him. However, Dietfried…

——I wanted this.

…wanted that wild beast to acknowledge. To acknowledge him.

The times when he truly thought that he wanted to kill her had passed. So had the times when he wanted to push her onto someone else. And the times in which he tried to use her solely as a tool until she collapsed, just like a slave, were passing as well. They were now morphing into wondering about what he could do to make her last, to have her live.

They were properly changing towards the direction of the light.

“Then, be by my side.”

That was why he wanted to acknowledge as well. No matter how distorted a shape they had.

The child and man then welcomed the first morning in which they acknowledged each other.

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#violet evergarden #Violet Evergarden If #dietfried bougainvillea #fanart #translation #not mine #i will go down with this ship