anxiousanemone

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JUST FINISHED THE SONG OF ACHILLES OH MY SWEET LORD WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO LIVE SKSJFKSKFSK

#HELP #the song of achilles #patroclus #achilles #aesthetic #sad #books and reading #books #on to a new obsession

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I was on fire, and you came scolding me for the smell of smoke

#dark academia #aesthetic #quotes #sad quotes #writing

[anxiousanemone]

When I want to play video games, read a book, listen to music, study for my exam, finish all my missing work, clean my room, watch that show I’ve been meaning to watch, and workout all at the same time so I compensate by doing absolutely nothing

#what the hell #guys help #adhd #procrastination #video games #reading #studying

[anxiousanemone]

“I thought he was gay but he’s actually just a vampire.”

- me on Astarion from Baldurs Gate III

#baldurs gate astarion #astarion #baldurs gate 3 #video games #quotes #gay #vampire

[anxiousanemone]

Husband auditions currently taking place:

Requirements: Dark haired pretentious classics student who loves Homer and History who also may or may not have committed several crimes

#henry winter #dark academia #aesthetic #donna tartt #the secret history #my husband #please he has to be out there somewhere #i need him

[anxiousanemone]

Try to read The Secret History w/o making it your entire personality for the rest of your life challenge (impossible)

#the secret history #dark academia #aesthetic #donna tartt #henry winter #camilla macaulay #charles macaulay #francis abernathy #bunny corcoran #richard papen #books

[anxiousanemone]

The duality of me wanting to yap 24/7 about my favorite book while also wanting to gatekeep it from everyone forever because nobody can like it more than I do

#the secret history #dark academia #aesthetic #donna tartt #henry winter #yapping #professional yapper #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gatekeepers #books

[anxiousanemone]

Bitches will claim they’re straight and then go read The Secret History

#it’s me #i’m bitches #dark academia #aesthetic #donna tartt #the secret history #henry winter #francis abernathy #camilla macaulay #charles macaulay #richard papen

[anxiousanemone]

Richard Papens fatal flaw is a morbid longing for the picturesque at all cost and mine is sampling distributions in AP Statistics

#I got a 6% on my unit test #pls #you guys help #I can’t do math #quotes #the secret history #donna tartt #richard papen #nobody can help me now #wish me luck on the AP exam! #(I’m gonna drop the class)

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And who’s gonna kiss the brown haired girls?

Who’s gonna wipe away their tears?

#tv girl #the blonde #quotes #brown haired girls

[anxiousanemone]

RIP Francis Abernathy you would've loved saying "I'm going to kms"

[anxiousanemone]

richard papen's fatal flaw is a morbid longing for the picturesque, and mine is math

#real

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Idk why but eating an apple is like the fruit equivalent of smoking a cigarette

#i will not elaborate #fruit #apples #smoking #cigarettes

[anxiousanemone]

born to be a henry winter forced to be a richard papen

[anxiousanemone]

You know when someone looks at you and you can tell they really truly see you, as if they understand you completely, yet all they give you is that small kind of half smile with tired eyes and you both know you’ve both been through so so much in this little life in this big world we all live in

#please someone #look at me #i contain multitudes #please look at me and see me for all that I am #and forgive me for all that I am not #dark academia #quotes #aesthetic #tired eyes #smile

[anxiousanemone]

“I’m enslaving myself…I’m enslaved to my own thoughts! My own very mind!”

“If you see it as a prison that is all it will ever be.”

- @anxiousanemone

#quotes #dark academia #aesthetic #enslaved #my mind #prison #I can’t escape my own thoughts

[anxiousanemone]

Honestly can’t tell if I want to be him or be with him…

#henry winter #loml #dark academia #aesthetic #donna tartt #the secret history #my love #me #okay but like #he’s literally me #i’m literally him #we #us #this isnt healthy #he’s literally a criminal #but he’s so hot while being one…