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f3itansgirlygirl · 3 years

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Yellow</3- suna rintarou

sequel to part 1. of driver's licence

go read the first fanfic if you haven't! hope you enjoy and yes this will be the last part.

how long has it been

2 weeks? A month?

you still were in the team, you weren't going to let him ruin that for you

you loved the boys and you weren't going to let some stupid situation take that away from you.

you weren't going to give suna that power.

you were trying to bury that hurt in the back of your mind, you didn’t let yourself cry anymore after that incident, you threw away all his hoodies, all of the letters just everything he gave or reminded you of him.

you wish you can take back so many things but what is done is done and that’s in the past.

but maybe everything hasn't been so bad, kita drives you home now or you go walking with atsumu. aran takes you out to eat a lot while osamu is always hanging out with you, they’ve taken care of you which is something you’re forever going to love and appreciate.

suna doesn't hang around the team anymore unless its practice.

he's always with her, you even changed your directions to make sure you don't see them because my god you would bawl on the spot.

you hate how you catch glimpse of her though

hate how beautiful she is, and how she seems so sweet, probably smells like vanilla, with the perfect body, perfect hair, perfect blue eyes.

she is just perfect... and that's something your not

they really are perfect for each other, something you and him probably weren't.

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“atsumu i will not hesitate to throw flour at your face.” you said holding the bowl of flour since he decided to stop by and bake a cake with you.

“you won't,” he shrugged. you then turned and bit the inside of you lip looking at him. “i what? did i hear correctly or-,”

“nope you heard correctly,” he said taking a step forward and grabbing the icing.

“you. won't.” he said as he put icing all over your nose.

you gasped as he smiled at you trying to hold in his laughter, “YOU LITTLE ASSHOLE COME OVER HERE,” you said chasing him around the kitchen with a piping bag filled with icing on your right.

you guys kept chasing until you accidently slipped on a little wrapper that fell on the floor.

“atsumu!,” you yelled out as you fell into his chest but due to the impact he fell as well. both of you guys collapsed on top of each other

both of your eyes widened as you stared straight at each other, but then started bursting out in laughter, him accidentally snorting and you laughing even louder.

soon your laughter started to die down as you guys smiled, his eyes flicking towards you lips and up to your eyes.

he then slowly leaned in, but stopped and bite his lip as he made a fist, was he holding back? he quickly stood up and smirked trying to ease down the tension that was just made

“let's get you cleaned up doll face,” he teased trying to ignore the situation.

you rolled your eyes at the pet name but felt some wave of disappointment.

he lead you to the sink as he grabbed a towel and wiped at your nose.

when wiping he stopped and caressed your cheek, “hey y/n i-”

“hey dipshit aran is outside, he wants you to go help him with buying volleyball things,” osamu said walking in which caused atsumu take his hand off my cheek.

“cockblocker,” atsumu muttered underneath his breath but you didn’t hear since you were washing the dishes

“bye y/n chan see you tmr,” he said as he left.

this triggered something inside of you, you haven't felt any sort of intimacy in a while so when he rubbed your cheek it hit a switch inside of you

you were at the sink tearing up.

“why am i crying?,” you said as you touched your face

“hey hey what’s-” , “don't ask me that.” you quickly stopped him.

“look at me,” he turned you around and lifted your chin to look into his eyes. “what's wrong?,” he asked, you immediately broke down in tears as you hugged him tightly.

“he ruined everything for me, why why why? we could have been complete, did he never mean anything? why osamu answer me,” you lifted your face of his chest and looked at him in the eyes.

osamu’s eyes were glossy he absolutely hated seeing you so vulnerable, someone he knew was so strong but yet here you were and he felt like you could shatter at any second.

“im so fucking sorry,” he said which made you choke out a sob.

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laying down that night you laughed a little “so our crying streak broke huh,” you said. you thought of what suna would tell you, probably something like

“stop crying idiot,” and then roll his eyes.

“aren't you supposed to be comforting why are you being even more rude!,” you would probably reply.

“exactly your my idiot so come here and let me comfort you,” he would say as he pulled you in his lap and scratch that spot in your hair that made you relax and fall asleep everytime, he always did that.

always... that word, that stupid fucking word,

always, forever, infinity

how stupid those words sound

how much you despise them because you know it's not true. they don't last forever, they last a forever that is adapted to you and clearly our little forever was cut in half.

or maybe it didn't even start yet, but what did start was their forever, their little infinity of suna and her always loving each other.

that's something they got and you didn't, maybe you never will.

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two days later you woke up early to help kita with some things in volleyball so you were pretty drowsy throughout the whole day, around the second to last class of the day you were currently walking in the halls yawning not really paying around to your surroundings.

THUD

“aw fuck i should have watched where i was going,” you said grabbing your head, you saw that a little box fell on the ground, when you picked it up you saw a necklace with ring attached to it.

“oh my god are you okay? do u need a nurse?,” you saw in front of you a hand reached out. when you saw who the hand belonged too your stomach did flips

it belonged to her,

“i'm so sorry this is my fault, i was just excited i should have payed attention,” she said slightly bowing down.

you got up on your own and shook your head, “its ha its fine,” you said trying your best not to break down right then and there. “oh and i think this belongs to you,” you said handing her the box.

“oh that's where it went! i got scared for a second, this necklace means so much to me i thought i lost it.” she replied admirning the necklace and holding it tight.

don't ask her. don't do it.

“oh really what does it say?,” you asked.

“hmp? oh my boyfriend rin gave it to me.”

that's when she showed it and you felt like everything became slow motion, it was a silver ring that was engraved with the name suna rintarou, inside had a date and their names together.”

“it's a promise ring, but since i was impatient and wanted it now before the end of graduation i put it on a chain instead, it's pretty isn't it!,” she cheerfully smiled.

rin...

she called him rin

a promise ring?

*flash back of the promise you guys did crosses your mind*

“it really is i-im so happy for you now excuse me i have to go-,” but before being able to finish you just ran. you had to get out of there it was just too much for you to handle.

running through the halls your mind was racing everywhere, you bumped into a chest. “im so-

it was the last person you wanted to see, “y/n can we tal-,” before him finishing his sentence you ran past him and out the doors. “y/n wait!,” you heard but ignored and kept running till you hit outside of the school.

you saw the sky turning pink and yellow, you bent over trying to catch your breath but it was too overbearing. your eyes widened, a promise ring

a forever neverending promise of their love.

“that was supposed to be me,” you cried not caring if people passed.

“y/n!,” you heard a voice running to you.

it wasn't suna’s it was atsumu’s.

You reached out and fell into his arms as he wrapped them around your frame holding you as tight as possible. “hey hey it's okay i’m here, talk to me,” he cooed. “i bumped into her, it makes sense now tsumu she didn't have one bad bone in her atsumu she really is ... perfect,” you ranted.

“Shut up y/n!,” he said startling you but causing to look up at him.

“Look at me,” he took your face into his hands

“Suna is the biggest fucking idiot for what he did, god your so beautiful and so fucking strong and amazing, your perfect okay. i will never have a answer for you wondering why he did what he did because i don't even understand it myself, don't understand how he could have gotten rid of the most mesmerizing person ever,”

“Y/n i-,” he took a deep breathe, you had tears streaming down your face at the sudden confession he was giving.

“Fuck it i love you okay, i'm in love with you, and you don’t have to say anything, or a answer or not even say those words back but it's okay loving you is enough, just know love is not ruined for you, there might be another chance for you to feel again, or heck maybe even fall in love but just know he's not the only one,” atsumu finally confessed.

“Your so loved and you don’t even know it,” he said fluttering his eyes shut like a weight has been lifted off his shoulders.

“Atsumu i-,”

“No you don’t have to speak just give me a okay and that's good enough for me” atsumu kissed your forehead and hugged you.

“Okay,” you softly said as low sobs left your mouth.

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Atsumu drove you home and let you be alone this night.

he knew it was best to let you be by yourself for now, he would drop by in the morning as he always does.

here you were lying in your bed eyes puffy and hair in a bun.

atsumu crossed your mind, he loves me?

he loves me...

you looked at your phone and saw it was 11 am, you remembered all your late night walks to 7-11 with suna and you guys would have ice cream adventures as you guys liked to call it.

“suna really is in love isn’t he,” you let out voice raspy due to earlier.

you put on a sweater and grabbed your keys leaving the door.

of course the park, it wasn't just a place it was your place.

your comfort, that old swingset and slide, it was your little heaven that kept you close and safe.

you sat down on the slide remembering that night he kissed you.

using the “oh you have a little something right here,” and then leaning in to kiss you.

was always was such a dork.

you smiled at the memory, at least a good thing is you guys always did have the best moments. it was your little world for a moment, it was just you and suna nobody else, and those memories you will forever cherish.

“y/n,” you heard a voice breath out. you turned as you saw suna standing there with gray sweatpants and a burgundy sweater.

you were about to leave, standing up from the slide until he came and grabbed your arm. “no please can we talk, i'm beginning you,” he said as you turned around and looked at him.

his face was red and puffy, eyes lower than usual but glossy as if he was just crying, suna crying?

you gave in, “okay,” you softly said.

you guys headed to the bench under the japanese blossom tree.

“i really have no words on how to tell you how fucking sorry i am, i never meant for any of this to happen.” he said, voice breaking slightly.

you looked down at your shoes taking a deep breathe, feeling he air move across your back

“i just want to know, was i ever good enough?,” you looked up at him seeing how his eyes as always pierced through your soul. you hated the fact that they still had this effect on you and even more hated that they were still beautiful

“you were more than good enough, you were more than perfect,” he said. “then why rintarou? why?,” you shook your head.

he bit his lip and looked down slightly

“you were so beautiful, you were a star y/n you shined so bright that i couldn't be there to shine with you,” he said, as the tears started falling slowly,

“i meant every word i ever said to you, i couldn't wait because- because i wasn't worth the wait, you were worth every second but me it was me who wasn't worth waiting for, that’s why i fell in love with someone else, that's why i tried to make you hate me because i know i couldn't have tried to leave you if it was possible, i wouldn't be able to handle the look on your face when i said i didn't wait and i found someone else, i was too pussy but for that i’m forever and ever sorry,” he said looking up to the stars, tip of his nose turning pink.

hair moving in the wind you took a deep breathe in

‘Look at the stars Look how they shine for you’

“i cried so much, i felt so much pain that you have no clue how much i was hurting, and you know what the sad thing is that a part of me still fucking loves you with every inch of my soul,” you said as he quickly turned to look at you.

“suna, i forgive you i can’t forget but i forgive you,i still wish you would have told me and for that i might forever hold a grudge against you but i can’t stand the fact of hating you or maybe never talking to you again,” you said softly as you gave a heartbreaking smile.

he looked at you with tears, “you were always too forgiving i thought told you that,” his lips curved into a smile.

“yeah i know, but it’s me and you were talking about here,” you said looking into the stars, seeing how bright the millions of stars shined in their own way, he thought of me as the biggest one if only he knew i thought of him as the biggest one as well

you both looked up, as your fingers interlocked. body melting to the contact you guys finally had in months

both crying messes breeze flowing through your hair and little flowers falling down on each other

“i still love you, you know that,” he said voice cracking in the process.

“yea i know that too.” you said trying your best to keep your composure.

“remember that song i sang to you one time,” he said turning to look at you, you still had your head looking up admiring the beautiful stars that sat so pretty in the sky

“which one,” you answered back, he stayed silent for a while until he took a small breathe and opened his mouth

“your skin and bones turn into something beautiful, and you know,” he sang softly.

“For you, I'd bleed myself dry,” you finished him off as you guys looked at each other, eyes watering taking in each others appearance and trying to savor this moment since it would probably be the last you guys would share.

you guys then leaned in, interlocking both hands and leaning your foreheads against each other.

‘it's true

Look how they shine for you’

You guys both closed your eyes “Look at the stars look how they shine for you and all the things that you do,” you guys sang softly feeling tears land on your sweater.

You both opened your eyes and looked at each other

“And you know, you know I love you so...

Look at the stars look how they shine for you,” he said biting his lip holding back a sob.

You grabbed his cheek, and gave him a smile “And everything you do yeah, they were all yellow,” you sang.

You guys both giggled and my god how you missed hearing that sound slip from his lips.

Your eyes flickered up and down as well as his.

You guys both leaned in and gave the most passionate kissed you guys ever received from each other, he finally wrapped his arm around your waist missing how perfect it felt. Your fingers ran to his hair missing how soft his hair felt in your palm. Your tears mixed with each others as you guys tried your hardest to not sob against each others lips.

This was it, the big clarity.

the big breaking point you both realized this was officially the last time you guys would be in each others embrace

After what it seemed for an eternity you guys stopped, pulling back from each other but never separating. You sobbed silently as he caressed your cheek and pushed back your hair behind your ear.

it was his thing.

“Thank u for being my yellow and the love of my life y/n l/n,” he said closing his eyes. You bit your lip and shook your head not being able to produce words but hoping he got the message.

He leaned in and pushed his nose against yours smiling a little bit as your noses touched, you giggled at the gesture as you returned with the same movement.

he used to say if “foreheads kiss when they touch, and lips as well what about noses?,” and ever since he gave you “nose kisses,” everyday.

“I will forever love you,” he said

You breathed in trying to steady your breathe, “and i will forever love you, thank you rin,” you said his nickname.

at mentioning his nickname you could see he blushed at the words but tried to hide it.

“It's getting late we should start heading out,” he said standing up.

you stood up as well agreeing with him. “hey if it isn't too much to ask and i know i really have no right to ask even for a handshake, maybe we can be friends again,” he spoke out scratching the back of his head and kicking his shoe.

“i would love that suna, now go to bed don't stay up,” you said walking off.

“bye n/n (nickname),” he said.

you stopped in your tracks and turned around just to see him with a smile plastered all over his face, he was glowing a sight you were beyond happy to see

you shook your head and rolled your eyes.

as leaving you grabbed your phone and texted

tsumu<33 : i hope your offer still stands, maybe i can believe in love again and maybe you can be the reason for that.

you smiled looking up at the stars and seeing a bunch of stars shine bright.

everybody has their own love story and this was you and suna. your own little always, your own little forever. he will always be the love of your life, but it was time to let him go. maybe one day in the future you guys might meet at a coffee shop and recognize each other, fall in love and get married. but for now you will let him have his own little forever and you get to have your own as well.

you and him were never perfect but you guys were in love no doubt about that.

he wasn't just a lover, he was a best friend especially yours.

suna rintarou

your first love, your first kiss, your first boyfriend but more importantly

he was your

yellow.

the end.

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f3itansgirlygirl · 3 years

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I MET HIM IN THE BATHROOM

falling in love with kenma kozume

inspired by I met Sarah in the bathroom:)

warnings: a little bit of explicit language, angst, making out

“you know how I feel about parties,” you scoffed at your roommate annoyed at her persistent whining. “Come on! you love dancing,” she took hold of my arm pulling it towards the closet.

“dancing and enjoying parties are two different things, plus all you’re gonna do is leave me for some dick,” you rolled your eyes.

“Not even”

“Yes even”

“Not even”

“Yes eve-”

“Fine fine just please let’s enjoy a party together and who knows maybe you’ll find the love of your life. Oh! Like that anime you ship what’s the name? Aren and mi casa?.”

You deadpanned.

“Eren and mikasa?.”

“Yes yes same difference, anyways please come on we haven’t been to a party together in so long, just please this once?,” she gave you puppy eyes. “Tch, fine give me 30 minutes,” you told her opening your closet door. “I love youuuuu~,” she sang as she closed the door.

You smiled and shook your head, you looked through your clothes as you found a brown v neck long sleeve, with a flowy black skirt, it was tight and form fitting but still gave you room to move. You curled your hair and applied some makeup with jewelry and put on your docs. You looked in the mirror admiring how you looked, “okay maybe I do look hot,” you smiled as you closed the door and headed out.

“Ooo! I might have to snatch you up instead,” your friend came and smacked your ass, you blew a kiss at her as she went to kiss your cheek and grabbed her keys. Even though she was annoying she was still your best friend thru and thru.

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Walking in you already smelled the scent of weed, maybe sex? smelly sex for sure, alcohol and maybe other bodily fluids.

you rolled your eyes as you and michelle headed for the drinks. “Come on you said you would let loose with me tonight,” she pouted. You looked at her and took her to the kitchen as you laid out 2 shot glasses and filled it up.

You turned at her as she looked at you confused, you smirked and chugged them both ignoring the way it burned in the back of your throat. Her eyes widened and raised her hands cheerfully at your attempts “loosing” up

“Well then what are you doing standing there you wanted to loosen up didn’t you? Lets go dance,” you smiled grabbing her hand and heading to the dance floor.

On the dance floor you wanted to be far from the crowd but at least still able to hear and dance to the music, “oh my god look it’s oikawa!,” she suddenly said. You could tell she wanted to go dance with him due to her massive crush on the brown haired boy, “hey go,” you smiled. “No. I told u I wasn’t leaving you,” you grabbed her shoulder and shook your head to the side and smiled. “Go.”

She just smiled and hugged you tightly, “be safe!,” you said and she gave you the middle finger and left to go dance with him.

“Great now just surrounded by sweaty balls nothing much,” you said as you took in your surroundings and admired the lights and how well decorated the place was.

You heard laughter from your right as you looked and saw four boys. One was tall and had black emo? Hair, it just looks messed up. Other was small but light brown hair he looked like he was screaming at the tallest guy who had gray hair and was rubbing his head. You cocked your head to the right confused, and then you saw next to the black haired guy some boy laughing.

His smile seemed soft but addicting, he was laughing at the gray haired guy, probably friends making fun of each other.

He had a dark gray pull over with black cargos and rings, “hot” you thought as you drank the rest of your beer.

He then looked over at you and made eye contact, you froze a little at the intensity of his state. Bright yellow cat like eyes, they were beautiful.

You smiled at him as you looked away, out of your peripheral vision you tried to see if he was still looking but sadly he wasn’t.

*sigh* you slumped your shoulders, I guess nothing interesting isn’t happening tonight.

You decided to leave walking past the group of the boys, swaying your hips on purpose. “Fuck you, and you were actually pretty.” You thought as you walked upstairs

“Woah” you breathed out, this place really is something, might as well give your left kidney for this shit

you walked into the master bedroom

you then walked into the bathroom, you gasped at how pretty the marble was, but quickly became kind of sad. Lonely even? here you were in a bathroom of a party where your bestfriend is over there dancing with some random guy.

How pathetic

You sat in the tub and leaned your head back, “fuck social anxiety for real,” you crossed your arms pouting. “Hey is it busy in here for one more?” you heard a voice come in. “Oh I’m sorry! I’ll get out right now,” you were about to get out the tub until they grabbed on your arm. You looked up and saw it was him, the blonde haired boy u made eye contact with earlier,

so this is him close up. You were basically gawking at him but you couldn’t help it, he was so beautiful.

Clean face, clear skin, nice lips, golden eyes.

“No don’t leave, I’m kind of lonely and parties aren’t really my thing, I couldn’t help but notice you were also lonely,” he said looking down at his shoes.

“Who said I was lonely huh?,” you smiled. He became slightly embarrassed and let go of your hand, “I’m sorry nevermind I’ll leave,”

he was turning until you grabbed his hand. “I’m teasing I am pretty lonely, care to join me in this sad bathtub?,” you motioned your hand so he could sit.

“Big ass bathtub,” he said as you giggled. “So what brings you to this party,” you asked as you crossed your legs touching his. “Ugh my friend always makes me come, I hate them but they give me a good laugh sometimes I’ve learned to get used to them, and you?.”

“Same situation, but my friend always ends up heading out with a boy toy so these be pointless, I like dancing tho.”

“What’s your name?,” he asked

“Y/n, y/n l/n and you?.”

“Kenma, kenma kozume,” he said.

You extended your hand and smiled, “nice to meet you kozume,” you smiled.

he smiled back. “And nice to meet you l/n,”

You guys spent 30 min or even a hour just talking about the most random things, what amazed you was how easily words slipped past your lips and his. No awkwardness no bad vibes, just comfortable comforting talking.

“And that’s how I came to this school on a scholarship,” he finished as you smiled at him.

You guys fell into a comfortable silence.

You heard a song came on, “I love this song,” u smiled. “Yea cave town is really good... do u want to dance y/n?,” he asked you getting up from the tub. “Huh?” You deadpanned at the sudden response from kenma.

“Come on you haven’t danced right and I remembered you said you love it so here, let’s dance,” he stretched out his hand having a smile painted on his face that was blushed pink.

You smiled and took his soft hand, it was big around yours but soft and had slender fingers.

He took you into his arms, securing his hands around your waist and taking your left hand in his as your right wrapped around the back of his neck.

Chest to chest, body to body.

This embrace you never felt nothing like it, all you’ve had was cold hookups, cold embraces that didn’t feel like anything to you but this was different, no.

He was different.

You guys slow danced until he pulled his head off the crevice of your shoulder and looked at you, “is something wrong kozu-,”

“I think I really want to kiss you, ive just- I’ve been dying to,” he said, eyes flicking from your cherry glossed lips to your lust filled eyes.

You gasped, consent?

“You asked,” you whispered.

“May I?,” he said holding your waist a little more tightly. You nodded

He grabbed the back of your head and pulled your lips onto his, tongue sliding in with his bottom immediately giving you a passionate driven kiss.

Your hands found his hair, tugging it slightly, tilting your head as the kiss deepened even more than it could.

He walked back and sat on the toilet

as he broke the kiss looking at you in a way of asking if sitting on his lap is fine. You shushed him up with a kiss in a way of saying of course.

You sat on his lap, as one hand was placed on the lower part of your back and the other holding your hand.

You broke the kiss and looked at him, “your so respectful it’s hot,” you admitted.

He shook his head, “don't praise me it’s the bare minimum every guy should treat you with respect.”

Now that will make me fall,

“what do you want from this a quickie in the bathroom or your dick wet?,” you admitted. You were used to these things so rather get it over with then get attached and hurt.

He looked at you with a pout, “I can't get to know you, maybe take you on a few dates and fall in love with you?,” he mumbled. “With me?, you actually want to?,” you whispered.

He grabbed the back of your wrist and kissed it. “Of course I do, this may come off as a dork and really cheesy but, I feel something for you already,” he looked down.

You raised his head with your finger.

“This is gonna be even more cheesy but I do too,” you smiled.

He brushed your hair behind your ear. “God you really are something,” he said as your lips connected again. Him grabbing your waist tightly and hand running down to rest on your ass. You pulled on his hair more and ran your hand on his back.

He pulled away with biting your lip softly, then leaning his forehead on yours as he kissed your nose.

“Wanna get outta here pretty girl?.”

“Wouldn't want nothing more pretty boy,” you mocked him teasingly. You both giggled and softly kissed each other again.

You stood up straightening your skirt taking kenmas hand into yours.

Leaving the restroom you smiled.

“I’m really happy i met kenma in the bathroom.”

#kenma #kenma kozume #kenma x reader #nekoma #haikyuu!!#haikyuu #haikyu x reader #haikyuu x reader #kenmakozume #oikawa #college #parties #angst #romance #oneshot #x reader #reader x kenma

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f3itansgirlygirl · 3 years

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Hi can u do a part 2 of ur suna x reader fanfic?

part 2 will be released tonight of driver’s license

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f3itansgirlygirl · 3 years

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so i loved your one shot with suna and my question is do you accept requeSts with one shots based on a song?? Like if you won’t like the song/the song won’t give u any inspiration of course you don’t have to do this :)) hope you have a great day/evening/night!!

yes i do! i love making song inspired fanfics so anybody who has any request they can just give me a song and if u have a certain scenario or however u want me to write it just tell me some details

but if not, just give me the song and ill fill in the rest and tysm have a good day too🥺

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f3itansgirlygirl · 3 years

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imma be accepting request of fanfics u want me to write, most of them will be long oneshots so if u want to request any u can now!

i can do only oneshots or up to 3 parts

if u want one that’s smutty i will do but only 18+ so they will be TIMESKIP or a 3rd year.

give any request and I will try my best to write

i can do haikyuu, aot, or hxh (feitan and kurapika mostly)

#haikyuu x reader #hxh #aot headcanons #haikyuu #feitan portor #kurapika

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f3itansgirlygirl · 3 years

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drivers license - suna rintarou

part 2 right here

inspired by the song driver's license

his house is right there, right in front of me.

sitting in the car biting my lip holding back the sob that threatened to escape, how did it become like this? how did i end up sitting in here alone while you went off with her? that was supposed to be me, you said you would wait?

suna rintarou

a beautiful boy, his smile never failed to warm your heart. the way he would hold you in his arms, pout when you weren't paying attention, brush your hair behind your ear, the way he would kiss you and buy you your favorite drinks or take you to that little park you loved so much as you guys watched the sunset and fell in love all over again.

then how did it get like this?

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“hi my name is l/n y/n and i'm your new manager!,” you introduced yourself. was a first year at inarizaki and needed to get into a club, atsumu decided to introduce you to the coach and give in a few words.

looking around the team you felt a nice presence, and that's when your eyes landed on his, those green piercing eyes. having his knees to his chest laughing at atsumu for trying to punch him for showing him something on his phone.

the way his laugh died down but kept a smile as he looked at you.

you blushed but became distracted as kita called you over.

“thank you guys for accepting me have a good night!,” you said grabbing your bag and leaving. “wait up i’ll walk with you,” you heard a voice behind you say. you turned to hear the voice and it belonged to him.

you guys walked under the stars, you shivered forgetting a jacket and that's when he looked at you and smirked. “the old jacket technique huh let me guess you want me to take mine’s off and give it to you,”

you gasped and looked right at him, “no i actually forgot you weirdo whatever i guess i'll walk faster,” you said speeding up. “wait i’m just teasing here i have a hoodie it’s my sleeping in class hoodie so better not ruin it.”

you took it hesitantly but put it on either way, it was big and burgundy and my god the scent you can still remember to this day how good he smelled like. “looks good on you maybe i’ll let you keep it,” he said as you guys continued to walk.

that was your first interaction, your first words to each other and one of the many nights you guys have come to spend together

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everything else came easily, even though having a age gap it didn’t stop your feelings whatsoever, and also never stopped him from showing affection.

you still remember your first kiss

how he kissed you by surpised on the slide of a old park where you guys sneaked out to get ice cream.

still remember how he started bringing extra hoodies and hair ties since you had a habit of forgetting both.

still remember that night under the stars in the backseat of his car when he looked at you and told you he was in love with you.

you teared up staring at him as he giggled softly caressing your face, holding your waist even more closer to his chest as your bodies connected.

“i love you rintarou,” you smiled crying softly.

he looked at you rubbing your tears away, “and i love you y/n l/n,”

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how it was such a good 6 months. looking back you should have seen the way you guys would only hang out around the night or weekdays.

how he wouldn't hold your hand in school or only be affection around the team.

and how you guys weren't exactly official, never asked you officially to be his but hey because of the memories spent together you thought of course your his and he’s yours.

you first saw her when she came through the doors, holding his notebook as she apologized but nevertheless gave him a smile and he gave one back. she was pretty- like really pretty.

pretty blue eyes, blonde long hair, beautiful body.

“so this is what overthinking feels like huh,” you mumbled as you shook your head and went back to setting the net up.

after practice you and suna as always walked home

you guys decided to take a detour heading to your park where many memories were made.

“hey rin,” you asked as you looked over the river that was by the bridge. “yes love?,” he replied. “what are we?,” you asked him.

please say im yours...

“well your younger than me, i want you to be mines and you already are, always and forever sooo how about this,” he turned to look at you and bent down so his head was right at yours. “when you become a 2nd year and get your driver's license we can officially be together yeah? i'll get down on one knee and ask you to be mine,” he rolled his eyes as you giggled.

he stuck out his pinkie and you stuck out yours. “you’ll wait for me?,” you said.

he wrapped his pinkie around yours, “always, make sure you just don't crash don't want you dying before your mine but yes i promise i will wait for you l/n,” suna smiled grabbing you and pulling you in for a kiss.

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finals came up and yes you and suna got distant due to you studying, yet you weren't nervous you were excited to finally walk down the halls holding his hand.

looking back you should have seen the signs of him not texting you often or wanting to help you, you shrugged it off maybe he was struggling in some classes too.

finally the day was here, texting osamu all morning about how you would pick them up for school so you can show off to suna.

laughing driving up to school with the twins, you got out the car and seeing suna’s back against one of the walls

you were about to call out for him until you saw her again. this time she was wearing the burgundy hoodie, and he was the one holding her hand. he was smiling? the smile he gave you specifically to you he was giving to her.

tears filled your eyes.

“y/n chan.. i’m-” , “its okay atsumu just get to class okay?,” you turned around hand shaking as you hold your keys, tears spilling down your eyes. “i'm going to be okay,” you smiled. “no, you’re crying,”

“i said i’m okay, i’m just going to leave,” you said running to your car and getting the fuck outta there.

leaving you saw atsumu go up to suna and scream at him.

your heart felt like it was being pulled, this can’t be real?

you headed home, slamming your door and falling to the ground, how could you rin?

flashes of him and her passed your mind seeing how happy he was.

you looked underneath and saw a photo on the ground. your grabbed it and sat on your bed, it was you and him in a photobooth smiling and then kissing. underneath in his handwriting he wrote “my love always and forever,”

you felt like throwing up, so this is what heartbreak feels like.

you were hurt mad even at the fact that before anything was able to happen it was already ruined. you cried yourself to sleep wanting to ignore the pain/

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you woke up around 9 p.m, you were confused but remembered all that happened today

“so that wasn't a horrible dream?,” you tried to laugh it out but really couldn’t.

you needed fresh air, you changed into sweatpants and a baggy shirt.

going for a drive blasting music, you didn’t know where you were going but you just needed to feel the air flowing past you. you stopped at the red light, everything was getting blurry tears now leaving as you hit the steering wheel.

you kept driving and ending up parking in this neighborhood, being very familiar but automatically knowing where you ended up. you looked to your right and saw his house.

you were about to get off trying to get closure you said, needing answers still trying to doubt everything and thinking maybe this was a horrible joke from the twins and him but then you got all the closure you needed. seeing as the door opened revealing the girl coming out.

your heart dropped seeing how happy they were and dare you say actually look good together. he smiled down at her and grabbed her for a kiss.

you gasped as a heart wrenching sob escaped your lips, she walked away as he never took his eyes off her figure.

that was me.

he then looked turning his head and made eye contact with you, you just silently laughed as you shook your head at him and turned on the car leaving. “y/n wait!,” you heard him say as you left.

you headed to the small park and sat in the slide looking up as you laid down and finally let everything out. “never knew your waiting was just a short trial did i have to pay for millions of hours?,” you cried as you looked up in the sky seeing your memories replay in your head

‘Cause how could I ever love someone else’ And I know we weren't perfect but I've never felt this way for no one

And I just can't imagine how you could be so okay now that I'm gone Guess you didn't mean what you wrote in that song about me 'Cause you said forever now I drive alone past your street’

your phone dinged as you look who texted you

suna rin: y/n we need to talk... suna rin: please, i am so so sorry just hear me out. suna rin: i really did wait i just, please let's just meet up.

you texted back

“im really happy for you suna, goodbye rintarou.”

you then deleted his contact as you took a deep breathe and sat up.

“i still see your face

In the white cars”

you grabbed your head, “was i not good enough?,”

“We crossed I still hear your voice In the traffic We're laughing”

flash back

“you know i think we're meant to be,” suna said from your bed as you were on your laptop finishing some things. “wow such a hopeless romantic,” you smiled at him as you were putting back your earphones. “just maybe right person wrong time,” he said softly. you looked back at him, “i'm sorry did you say something,” you asked him. he just shook his head, “nothing i was just saying your a nerd,” he said as he threw a pillow at your face. “you know what,” you got up and jumped on top of him both laughing.

flashback over

‘God, I'm so blue Know we're through But I still fucking love you, babe’

you finally realized what he said, right person wrong timing

you looked up at the cherry blossom tree and softly smiled

“your right suna we really were meant to be just right person, wrong time.”

i guess not every love story is meant to be complete.

the end.

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