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imagayvenclaw · 6 days
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End It All
Every single day
Nothing happens, nothing changes
Day after day
It's all the same
There's no way out
Am I stuck here forever?
Leave my mind
Leave my body
Toe the line
Open your eyes
Nothing fucking matters
I want to leave this all behind
Good riddance to the world
Hurting only for a moment
Then it cuts to black
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imagayvenclaw · 6 days
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More
All I want is somebody's love
But nobody's love is ever enough
Is it my fault for wanting more
Or theirs for not giving it all?
I don't want to be greedy
Please don't call me needy
But I want every part of you
And I wanna be yours too
Don't blame the leaves when they fall
Don't blame me for wanting more
You're so beautiful, inside and out
So don't blame me for wanting you
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imagayvenclaw · 8 days
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Watson
Sunday morning
Clouds in the sky
Swans on suburban streets
Sitting in the gutter
Puddles of water
Leftover from the night before
A black swan
Named Watson
Missing home, and settling
For the closest thing
A gutter in a suburban street
On a Sunday morning
With clouds over his head
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imagayvenclaw · 11 days
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Home
Just a bit different
Never quite the same
Not something I want
But I have it all the same
Never really happy
With the way I look
The way I talk
The way I act
Took me a while
A really long while
An embarrassingly long while
To be quite honest with you
For me to realise
That I was a bit different
Never quite the same
The odd card out in every game
Call me your joker
Your wildcard
Anything but normal
God knows you dont know
What else to do with me
Not quite here nor there
Not happy with my face or hair
Not quite fitting in their boxes
Not hers, not his
Just something of my own
And I exist in a little space
That I call home
I'm nonbinary, surprise!! 🎉🎉
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imagayvenclaw · 28 days
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Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!
Hey so I'm new here and it means a lot to me that y'all have liked my stuff enough to like it hehe so thanks for the likes and here's to 50 more <3
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imagayvenclaw · 29 days
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Prompt: "Who needs to look at the stars when I can look at you?"
One night, we sat outside on a picnic blanket, wards around us so that teachers nor students would see us, but we could see everything. The stars, the lake, the lanterns lighting the castle so late at night.
It was cold, but that just gave us an excuse to lie close to each other. Truthfully, we were almost on top of each other, his head on my chest as he looked at the stars.
“That one looks like a snake,” he said, pointing upwards at some cluster of stars that looked like any other.
I smiled into his blonde hair. “I don’t see it, truthfully.”
“Really? It’s pretty obvious. You see, there’s the head, those ones make the body and the tail. And that bright one is the eye.” All the while, his hand was in the air, tracing those imaginary shapes the way he traces my body.
I make a non-committal noise in response, a deep hmm, as I stroke my hands through his hair.
At my lack of a proper response, he twists his head up. “Are you even looking at it?”
“Darling,” I sigh, a smile on my lips, “Who needs to look at the stars when I can look at you?”
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Many thanks to keyotosprompts for the prompt!!
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Father
My father will hear about this
He'll hear
How much you mean to me
How much I love
Your glasses, sliding down your nose
Electric green eyes
Piercing my heart
I'll tell him
How much I want to make you mine
Every part of you
Your foolish bravery
You always had the heart of a lion
And the body of a Greek god
My father will hear about this
But he won't listen
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Basilisk
Abdominals
Pectorals
And the hint of a sneer
Biceps
And triceps
The glint of his hair
I watch, enraptured
As he hates
And hates
And hates
I love him
Not for the way that he hates
Not for the way he ignores me
But for the way he could love
If he let me
Run my fingers down
Down his pectorals
Down his abdominals
And let me unleash
His basilisk
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Apples
They meet
And juices flow
Green on green
White on white
Flesh meeting flesh
As heart meets heart
A short-lived love
Passionate
Going out like a flame
Or an apple
Picked from a tree
Mouth on skin
Sensual moans
As the Malfoy boy
Eats his apple alone
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Drarry
Two men
Opposites
Salt and sea
Night and day
Ying and yang
Hero, and villain
They belong together
Their secret smiles
Their passionate lovemaking
Tousled black hair
Contrasting ever-slick blond
A smile and a scowl
A whisper and a moan
Gryffindor and slytherin
Together and alone
Always and never
Night and day
Salt and sea
Two men
Opposites
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Malfoy
Hair like the platinum sun
Eyes of cold fire
And a sneer on his lips
That makes me think he's the one
Shoving me against the wall
Hands on my throat
The burning passion of rage
Of fire, of want, of desire
Oh I want him
On top of me, underneath me
Whispering in my ear
With his pretty little lips
And i whisper back
One word
"Malfoy"
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Words I Wish She Said To Me
I don't think you know that I'm scared
I need to know if you're okay, you're safe
I need you to come back home
So I can keep you warm
If you're scared, if you're hurt
Just call me and I'll make it okay
And if I can't I'll bleed with you
Don't wanna cry, but I break that way
Just stay with me
Come back home, let me show you
That we bleed the same, hurt the same
That I need you back
Here with me
I don't think I've told you
But I'll say it now, with all my words
And none at all
I don't think you know
But I'm scared of losing you
Please come home
Inspired by SYML's Where's My Love
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imagayvenclaw · 1 month
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Salt Promises
Drown me in salt
Drop me in the sea
Underwater
I can't tell if im crying
I can't hear my sobs
But I can't block out your face
Your name
Your smile
No matter how much,
How long I drown myself
How much, how long
I drown in my tears
You're always on my mind
Causation or solution
But it's always you
I promise darling
It's always you
You and me
Maybe you're the reason
The bottom of the ocean
Looked so appealing
I made you cry
I hurt you
I didn't mean to
But it doesn't matter in the end
I jumped in
Two whole days
Tears and tears and tears
Ocean or tears?
Salt or salt?
There's no difference
But what is different
Now I have you
To help me out of the water
Help me out of the sea
Help me to see
Shivering, drying on the edge
Wanting to help you too
Tell me your life
What makes you cry
I want to be with you
Hold your hand
Like I'm holding your heart
Sometimes I don't see
When you're in the water
But I promise I'm trying
I promise
I promise darling
I'm trying to learn to be better
And for as long as you'll keep me
I promise it's you
It's always you
You and me
Dry and safe
Or drowning in salt
I'll be by your side
I promise
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imagayvenclaw · 2 months
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Hold // Held
Hold my hand
Or hold my heart in your hands
What's the difference?
When we're so different
You said it was forever
Knowing you could never
Love me like I want you to
Hold me the way I hold you
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imagayvenclaw · 2 months
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The Colour Blue
Sitting by the phone, waiting for a call
Or a text
Or anything at all
Wondering who's next
To take your attention instead of me
Will it be one, two or three
Hours 'til I hear from you
One, two or three
Thousand thoughts making me blue
But the blue on his hands
Is different to the blue on yours
His is the blue of "Hi"
And yours is the blue of goodbye
He has the blue of the sky
And you're the blue of my tears
But I'll be here
Wasting away my years
Until you decide I'm not enough
When you've always been my everything
Even when you act like I'm nothing
Not worth your attention, your love
Your tears, your fears, your years
Not worth the effort to try
Not worth a call
A text
Or anything at all
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imagayvenclaw · 3 months
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Tears // Years
Scrawling hearts on everything I touch
Knowing you'll never feel this much
Do the tears wash away the years?
Or do years wipe away tears?
Is our love, our history, our past
Enough to make us last?
Or does the pain override?
All the things I'll never confide
Not in you
Your voice on repeat
Asking me not to
While you danced to the beat
Of my tears hitting the floor
One drop of blood, then ten more
It's all on your hands
I'm putty in your hands
Crying in your hands
Dying in your hands
But I'll stay, day after day
Hoping it'll be okay
Through tears and years
And all my fears
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imagayvenclaw · 3 months
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Love // Obsession
Love or obsession?
Help me learn my lesson
The more you push me away
The more I wish I could stay
Willing to fight for your love
Aware that it's never enough
What you have, never given freely
So I'll beg, even if it hurts me
Rome didn't fall in a day
And maybe I'll find a way
To make you want to stay
To make it all okay
I'll find a way to cope
From the end of this rope
Feeling your touch on the blade of a knife
Without you I'll never feel alright
Lying in bed
Tearing thoughts from my head
Bleeding out on paper
Just wanting it to be her
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